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♠: Iacon was scared that he's gonna lose me when he lose interest in our source. How fucking bad that I am gonna haunt him for the rest of his life.

♠: Also yes, I indeed tried to eat his face and almost bit body's hand in public. No, I don't regret it.

♠: That happens when I'm not here for a day or so. I am going to be very annoying. He says that I am unprofessional and have a personality between me before I got into Decepticons, and me after I got into Decepticons. Doesn't mean I am not gonna bite his face one day again.

♠: Today I woke up because Neko and Javelin were screaming. You know why? Because Iacon managed to force his friend to call his pokemon - Javelin, and they were so hyped up. Gotta love our system.

♠: Did you know that I can feel Iacon's attraction impacting me? Yes, I felt that explosion of feruvelic attraction, and let me tell you, that was fucking scary. I forgot he's a monster too, but I didn't knew he was THAT monster. I swear, I can't understand if this parts of his body are tentacles or long body or tail, because I can't also understand from where they all come, they just... coil around not even showing the end of tail/tentacle/etc. He's also surprised though.

♠: Also while on topic of monsters. Today I learned that we have three almost identical centipede monsters headmates. And I know that two of them he got like a possession kind of thing, and the third was accidentally formed. They are feral and can't speak.

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Aw slag /silly

♠: If someone remembers there were that one bottle with a decepticon logo figure on it's cap. This is my favorite bottle, that's true. Energon wasn't great, but it wasn't bad either. I mostly enjoy the memories of my great deception tied to it huh.

♠: There is one bot even I don't want to cross roads with. Bludgeon.

♠: You know, I don't actually care who Megatron called a "perfect decepticon". A Perfect Decepticon is the one who wants power, who wants control, who is Deceiving in every way possible, to the point where even his allies can't trust him. And when people say that "lmao imagine how Tarn would react if he hears that Megatron canonically thinks that Starscream is the perfect decepticon instead of him-" I can only frown. Because I am Tarn. And I have no opinion on it. I wasn't made to be "Perfect Decepticon" believe it or not. And I see why Megatron sees Starscream as the Perfect Decepticon. I agree with him.

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- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

✈️: I don't want this new year I don't know I just don't want. Something just feels off, that scares me as fuck.

♠️: I'm not a fan of human food, I don't get to front or be Co-conscious just to taste something, but there are a couple of things that are an Exception of a Rule. For some reason colored brightly soda or any other semi-transparent drink brings a species euphoria. Leviathan kindly want to learn to make cocktails with similar colors too. The same I must say about these... Transparent hard candy or marmalade, jelly. Ugh, I don't know or remember how they are called, I just know that they are extremely similar to our energon treats. Not the same, less glossy, but still.

🌸: Stress by REZZ and EDDIE (this is one of my sonartypes, is me)

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I have... weird problems right now, I'm gonna list only thing I remember vividly and thought about for the last several cycles. Here's me being angry about people making cybertronian culture similar to human despite us being fucking different.

♠: I hate when people compare shipping cassettes with their host as shipping romantically an adult with a child or a child with their parent or fucking animal with a person. THIS IS SO WRONG ON SO MANY LEVELS THIS IS NOT HOW IT FUCKING IS. The relationship between cassettes and their hosts differs but IT NEVER is like that of a child and an adult / parent or a pet and an owner. First of all - because we have no concept of aging in this manner. Second - because we have no concept of being relatives to someone other than being siblings. And third - the only true animal or "pet" you can get is the Domesticated cybertronian (form of torture) and some special life forms like these worms or scraplets, others literally just lack a humanoid form, but not a fucking personality. Three of his cassettes were oppressed because of their lack of humanoid form, they are adults, they are sentient. They just lack humanoid form. Another cassette is literally a senator's spark preserved in this form. And these two who are "sons" for the fandom... THEY ARE LITERALLY ADULT? THEY WERE MINERS, THEY GOT REFORGED INTO CASSETTES, PRIMUS DAMN YOU, AGJLKDJS''SD

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Hii! How are ryu? Just got home and I see bad status(

Maybe talk a little? And if ryu're ok and some writing can make ryu better → 🌸♠️✈️ (if not feel ok to ignore! Just worried)

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

🌸: TALK2ME by Mobiius (warning it's so fucking explicit, because I am the concept of the songs about sex itself. Yes this song is literally me, glad to be musisonar)

♠️: Did you know that there was an official comic series by Hasbro with crossover between Transformers and........ My Little Pony

✈️: I already said it but I feel so high right now, I can't control myself and yeah I was feeling so bad, now I'm feeling bad but also holy shit help. Also holy shit someone really looks at these statuses???? /silly

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Anyways here's some facts because why the hell not, Tarn found info that is how it was in his canon, so hell yeah

♠: I wanted to be politician, that's why I was working with Senator and then with Orion Pax / Optimus Prime.

♠: When I got into contact with Orion I made a mistake and got my attention to the Megatrons works. Well, I was one of the first ones to join the Decepticons.

♠: Also my problems don't end here. I used a lot of Nucleon to boost my powers and once almost killed myself with it. (Iacon: Neat /sarc)

♠: I probably had some problems with hoarding, though. Energon, Library, Masks, Classical Music... Dead miners. Not really collected them of course. The first (not really) release of Peace through Tyranny was engraved on bodies of dead miners. And I kept them to myself.

♠: Maybe I like my Cyberverse version. He was a mindless clone that somehow gained the personality, deceived other bots into thinking that "He's not like the others and want's a good future" only to start manipulating all clones after gaining needed artifact, and forced Optimus to fight on the Arena. Because survival of the fittest.

♠: Going outside of my source(s), Am I the only one interested it Iacon's RP blog for his characters? I can just show my favorites out there, because I can. This is my symbol, My rules.

✈️: I know that I'm in a bad mood because of NPD. This is not good anyway, but I don't know how to fix it fl;kdsgvkdlgkv

✈️: And yeah, Tarn is right. I'm still planning on making a blog about Leviathan and others. Ya'll don't even need to know about TF much, because I already butchered canon as much as possible so fuck it. Also I plan on making an aesthetic blog for stimboards etc

✈️: Anyway we have a weird functionality of our system. When we have mental health issues, stress, splitting, crash etc, our system forms new facet / headmate or develops another sysmate to be more distinct. *Looks at Blurr* that explains a lot

🌸: Glory by Smash Stereo, Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: HEADHUNTER by REAPER

🌸: Walk Away by Facading

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hey tarn ,tell me some fun facts about transformers/cybertronians :)

We all are one species technically called Transformers, or Cybertronians. Mostly people know us like Cybertornians because we all came from the planet named Cybertron. But actually this is a wrong assumption.

There are other planets that contain our species, with different attributes. These are Colonies, all made thanks to Titans - city-sized Cybertronians of unspeakable power, "living starships" or Living Cities, and this colonization project made long time ago. There are thirteen of them, as I know. But I'm gonna list only some of them.

Caminus is known thanks to the City Speakers, the ability only they hold. They are very religious. Velocitron is a colony where even cities are moving to escape the blazing sun. The culture and government here is hold by... races... Yes. Car Races. The fastest gets to rule everyone. Devisiun is populated by "Twins" who form a single vehicle mode from a pair of robots.

And Prion, the colony of minicons who were erased from the history, leaving only one. My medic - Nickel.

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♠: Leviathan was never in my source, I don't know him, but at the same time I feel like we are from one "canon". It's illogical in it's own right...

♠: Honestly, this mind helped me clear out everything I had before I was offlined. Oh slag, it feels nice to be... well, not healthy. But at least I can put up with that, instead of wrath and grief to my old leader. Brrr.

♠: I got my scar fighting with Dinobot. Not cool.

♠: What can I also say? Weird memories are not exactly memories. I don't know who likes to hear about something that can be seen in the source itself. Memory I hate the most is the moment I almost intentionally drowned myself. Also the worst of them is when I killed my liaison because my rival started making fun of us having a "Pet"

♠: Speaking of Pet. He was not exactly pet either. He resembles a Turbofox, a feral species, but he actually was a bot. An Agent who sneaked into DJD until we caught him up. We tortured him to lose his ability to speak, think and his mind, that he became feral and lost his sentience. This called Domestication.

♠: Also forgive me for my hatred towards Insecticons. This is one of the things Canon have not shown.

Not gonna say any more, because I have no things to tell right now.

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♠: Don't think I have anything in mind in particular. My mind is wandering around this planet and about our Leviathan. Though sometimes I think about the time I used my knowledge about someone who didn't recognized me. We needed more sentio metallico, and one of the ways to get it is..... melting cybertronians....

✈️: My partner decided to send me Tteokbokki because I don't know, he just... did....

✈️: I literally watch my source non-stop for I don't even know how long it has been. Idk it just nice. Also it bugs me how they use Astrocycles to mean minutes or hours, because that didn't meant this as I remember duh???

🌸: Underground Dance by Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: A Light So Dim by The Black Heart Procession

🌸: Bad Omen by ALVABEAT

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Time for a bunch of facts about me and my source. There's 6 ♠ so it will be a long run.

♠: I was obsessed with history of Decepticons even since I joined them. I was known as a Classical Scholar... though mecha probably knew me as a mass murderer and torturer more...

♠: Honestly I don't remember when I got that addiction to transformation, but it was never present while I was with autobots. Strange huh?

♠: I am really poetic and romantic. I'm trying to use words I consider beautiful in my opinion. It's more present on our native language, but I don't overwhelm myself with it. Still, people know when it's me talking.

♠: I love music, though not the classics, as others thought I would love. My taste starts and ends on more suggestive topics, as with Iacon, but also on love. I love sing them too, especially I love doing so to Iacon himself about my feelings to him. Or just when he listens to my favorite song, humming it makes me feel comfortable.

♠: I have a strange need for people to see me when they talk to me. That's why reply icons were a huge help, I wish there were more emotions though. Why I was so angry all the time...

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I have no idea why the emojis get like that

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Yeah for some reason for me they break and on phone plane becomes plain, and on desktop the ♠️ becomes broken as heck. I chose the most weird emoji rkdnjekdm

♠️: Well, now it's the only time I'm okay for people to see my face properly. In the past I hated to do it, for some reasons I probably won't discuss here.

♠️: Yesterday we talked with our partner's headmate, who is an introject from a similar source to mine. Feels strange to talk properly with someone who you tortured...

♠️: I like emoji 1st person neopronouns, when Iacon uses them. They are nice, for some reason. His partner likes them too.

✈️: My partner made me stuck with Korean learning because he can't find a good books for me >[

✈️: Sometimes I feel jealous of people doing / having something I want too and like my NPD is shit, help. I have like NO idea how to deal with it, but this makes me annoyed 25/8 and I'm tired already >[

✈️: Here's the weird screenshot from our source. Don't ask.

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✈️: Iacon probably has some specific mental condition that he just denies. The short screams that he can hear while going to sleep is just a part of it. He worries a lot about cameras and always while doing something while holding his phone he will be closing the camera or just turning it so that nothing will be seen. He also afraid of Vessel's father, for some reason he thinks that he has done something bad to him, but there were no evidence of this. Just plain paranoia, that can worsen from time to time. Nothing else were present, but I'm worrying. Because he cares about me too.

♠️: Iacon reminds me of my old comrade Kaon. He looks in the headspace just like him (as a human ofc), he has the same personality and hates jokes about his eyesight too. And I love him just as much.

I'm not feeling great right now, I might just go dramatic.

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✈️: Alright so I need to talk about mnemosurgeons and cerebrosurgeons! Both of these were the mecha that worked with mind and memory, the mnemo specialized on memory, the cerebro on mind itself. Mnemosurgeons, like Sunder and Trepan (my... colleagues???) were able to read someones memory and thoughts, access even the "Deleted" ones and sometimes alter them. Cerebrosurgeons as Lobe and his surgeons were able to alter the mind itself. From a friendly and lovable Senator they created a cold monster Shockwave and-

♠️: Lobe was responsible for my repair when I joined Deception Cause. I don't remember much of it, but it's clear that he did used some Shadow Play - alteration of mind - on me.

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Idk tell me something I'm bored and having a bad day

Oh whoops Tarn is here but he;s not gonna do all of them because our brain is in kinda autopilot f;kds;afs

♠: Iacon got a new facet but this facet is somebot I was... trying to kill.... ♠: We don;t have an aging mechanism similar to humans. We don;t have "kids" and sparklings are just a new forged mecha. And looking at Constructed Cold mecha, and judging by my memory we all had at least a little bit of knowledge and never were truly kids. ♠: My ability to kill with my voice was different when I was still with Autobots. I was able only to manipulate simple mechanisms, and it always brought pain with it. Later I was able to destroy machinery. And then I gained the ability to use my voice to destroy cybertronian spark. ♠: Only Megatron knew my "True" name, but when he told up that he's gonna kill my whole team under our true names, he called me by my nickname. Not by my true name. ♠: Vos actually likes Korean. Idk why ♠: I;m in a romantic relationship with Iacon and his partner ♠: Our kind has some specific disorders and illnesses that are not easy to describe if you are not a cybertronian. Because physical illnesses are tied to us being mechanical beings from living metal. And some mental disorders are tied to some of our aspects of anatomy ♠: Do you know how spark looks? Like a ball lightning.

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♠️: Fun fact. Even as I prefer to be called He/Him and be seen as a masculine, including gender, there's one thing in my Canon, that differs from our source. We don't have any gender at all. We all were masculine in some way, and we had one set of pronouns each. There were colonies like the one with Nickel, our doctor, that looked different from us, but they were never really filling the new definition of "Fembots". That's why I'm still conflicted about my source, I just don't understand how my species can have... "she they it" pronouns if we didn't have them, and how my species can have fembots if that weren't even possible.

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♠: Did you know that our war started because of a curly straw? Now you know.

✈️: In terms of Tarn, Genderstalker colors are inspired by Tarn and his unofficial F/O / S/O Leviathan f;kds;fka;l

🌸: Take Another by Soul Extract