#✂️ anon

[dichromaticdyke]

A FELLOW AUTISTIC SKWISGAAR TRUTHER im yelling. You are always soooo correct about everything everyone make some noise for skwisgaar "i don't like flavour" skwigelf hes just like me fr ✂️

YES YES HE'S SO AUTISM

that's part of why i'm drawn to him, i think. he has a similar brand of autism to me (standoffish, speaks without thinking, quiet, loner, special interest mindset grindset). and i love that he "doesn't like flavor" but he still has his safe foods. beef broth, herring, lemon (but as a tooth paste), and like every type of jerky. also coffee of course. and cigarettes. to ME.

he and nate both have a similar brand of autism which is why i love writing their povs and love their interactions. they both arguably care the most about music. they all do, don't get me wrong!! but it's telling that the only ones who actually created a new music side project after the band broke up were nate and skwis. neither of them can live without it. also the fact that skwisgaar wasn't signed on as a guitarist but as a PRODUCER makes me giggle and kick my feet.

honestly they all have autism imo.

[dearlot]

okay so ive been thinking about femme reader who still hasnt accepted being a lesbian (internalized homophobia, but only towards herself. almost like a But im a cheerleader situation where she believes she couldnt be a lesbian because she goes to church or maybe has a bf she lowkey doesn’t like. or maybe both) but has the biggest crush on van. it doubles worse in the wilderness because theres not a whole lot she can do to distance herself from van so anytime she talks to her she just sounds so awkward 😭

thinking about doomcoming,, when she sees tai and van kiss she pretends to be happy but goes to sit by herself for a little bit to process her emotions for a minute. reader accidentally admitting her feelings for van when shes tripping on the shrooms

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chalking down your feelings to just it being a really, REALLY big friend crush 😁 maybe every time you think of her as more than a friend though, you call up your stupid boyfriend to hang out and make you forget about the feelings :/ it'd be so funny if ur bf kinda looked like van too....red hair and goofy but you just do not like him 😭

feel like van would be a touchy friend lowkey so whenever you guys hang out it's the worst for you. van who walks you home after hanging out and hugs you tight before leaving and you're smitten dawg. you always wanna ask if she wants to sleep over but you're so awkward. and she'd probably make some excuse to leave anyway because shes going over to tai's 😖

longing looks at van while u watch her eat some soup 😔 thinking of jackie asking you if you miss your boyfriend and ur too busy staring at van to even remember him LMFAO. and to be completely honest, you haven't thought about him once since crashing. after you determined you were fine and didn't have any serious injuries, you immediately went to find van because she was all you could think about. your heart stung a little when taissa found her first.

AND AFTER VAN GETS ATTACKED???? my goddd you could've confessed then but you were just so scared she wasn't going to make it that you cherished each moment with her :(( being ur awkward self while trying to cheer her up and even cleaning up her scars for her :(

thinking of how awkward it would've been the morning after confessing... tai has no idea of this and even though u didn't participate in the 'hunt', you couldn't go back to the cabin so you decided to sleep outside with the rest of them. feeling a pang in your heart when you walk back with them and giving van A Look. maybe angst where she cant look you in the eye because she doesn't feel the same way :/

or maybe a happy ending where van helps you realize you are a lesbian and that you shouldn't be ashamed and that you should be proud!!! joining taivan???? them showing you so many new things and helping you explore ur lesbianism :((

[sinful-lanterns]

GAAAHHH i love emotionally unavailable women and adela is actually soo stunning. shes all im ever gonna talk about. i love adela SO bad. i wanna worship her body til shes mdndhhsgxiavsxisieu737/!.6)2-£&.hshahsb

- ✂️ anon :3

SAME ANON.

Idk what you mean by emotionally unavailable (because, in my brain. Adela is extremely emotionally available and wants you to tell her how you feel 24/7) but AAAA I LOVE MY SNIP SNIP WIFE SO MUCH 🥹

When I tell you my heart sunk when I played her event for the first time. I’ve never felt so sad and emotionally attached to a sinner other than Hamel in all of PTN. I’m lucky I have her, but since the event ended so sadly, it felt like I had a pit in my stomach :(

Why must you do this to me, Adela 💔

[anger-holder-culture]

Anger holder culture is having so many little triggers for your anger that it feels almost hopeless to try and identify/track them.

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anger triggers are the worst, but being able to at least identify a handful of them can be really useful in the long run. but yeah, having a bunch of really small triggers can get annoying as hell

[lesbielol]

god you’re so hot I wish I was in between your legs right now

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what would you do if you were? 🤭

[queenie-the-court-jester]

Hi, I’ve read your rules and my interest peaked at that you won’t write for trans/ male readers.

I just wanted to ask if you wanted to write for trans/male readers?

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im not very comfortable writing for them since I'm neither, I prefer to do female or gender neutral

NOT THAT IM AGAINST THEM!

It's just that writing for them, I don't know really how to do it. Making trans or male ocs is easier for me since I'm their creator, I know what they're like and they can be whatever I want them to be. But a y/n? Someone meant to be relatable? I don't know how to do that, but I'm always open to try

If you'd like, i can tag blogs who do?

[youremployer]

I must ask.... how the FUCK are you floating....z.

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Oh calm yourself, there's no need to be so vulgar now

Why don't you come have a seat if you're so eager to know?

[scarletlizzard]

I’m doing so well, how are you, sweet girl?

(Believe me, I see all your horny reposts, I know!)

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I'm doing gooood, thank you! 😋 Sorry I'm just now getting to this, I was off here last night!

(They are getting out of hand 🤠)

[bueckerrss]

emoji anons ♥︎

🎀 🪐 ✂️ 🪼

[dichromaticdyke]

another repost, official lipstick lesbian princess skwisgaar art from ✂️

artist is kept anonymous by request, original submission comment is below:

*dj khaled voice* another one i know she is a master of psychological warfare

[dearlot]

did my ask abt van go through ? take ur time i just wanna check if i need to rewrite it ^__^

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it did!!

[sinful-lanterns]

adelas little mole on her chest makes a part of my brain shut off (positively) everytime i see it. adela is perfect and she is stunning.

would it be too on-the-nose to ask to be ✂️ anon? 😊

Adela is my second favorite woman in all of PTN! I get what you mean anon 😍

She’s just so perfect and loving…her voice is gorgeous and the way she treats us like a lover in the event 🥺 ough, she’s so wife material <33

Also yes, you can be ✂️ anon!

[karaeilishh]

Reminder to take your time on the stories you do, drink plenty of water, and put yourself first always. Your writing is a gift not an obligation. Sending kisses ❤️also other anon is so real I need the threesome fic so bad like neowwww -✂️

so sweet, baby… thank you, i appreciate it 🫂🫂🫀

js trying to describe the tension between b and s as best as i can

[xoluvx]

DIAAAA I JUST REALISED ✂️ IS AN UNCLAIMED EMOJI, can I have it instead of the pink arrow heart pretty pleeeeaz? -Lola

LMAO!!!! yes you may have it. it yours 💖

[wandamaximoffsbadgirl]

leyyyyyyyy it’s 2ammmm why are you on tumblr right now 😭😭😭😭

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Shhhhhh I'm going I'm going

I knownmy ask box is full and I love you all I just had a long day and needed to not think on tumblr

I love you all though💙

[moonxytcn]

i love you but im not sure if you realized that you posted an ask of mine that wasn’t anonymous and i think you accidentally revealed my identity to lumi who i was not ready to be un-anonymous for yet 😭😭😭

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oh... oh I'm so sorry, you sent it, and I thought I could post it, now I'm the one crying, please forgive me 😭😭😭 I deleted it, she won't see it, and if she does she'll just be a good girl and pretend she doesn't, right, my love? 😑🤨