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cant help but laugh at ourself sometimes

went thru horrific childhood trauma and all i got for it was ADVENTURE TIME CHARACTERS IN MY HEAD

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THIS... we went through terrible trauma and all we got was a man from ANCIENT GREECE.

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that fuckin endo in ur inbox was so funny to us

feeling annoying today so i wanna remind u to take care of urself and drink water n try eat smth nice if u can

feeling annoying today so i wish all anti endos have really a really awesome day

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just woke up and thank you, anon. you too. <3

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i have so much love for systems with low headcouts n i feel like in the swathes of posts about high alter counrs they get really overlooked

i equally love systems with higj headcpunts. weve just seen so many posts lately from systems that feel rlly overlooked due to a low alter count

poor tping due to flareup and stuffs sorry!!

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this!!! one of our friends only had two alters for a really long time! I love systems with small headcounts!!! and big ones :>

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I LOVE RHE BLOCK BUTTON [an endo started saying we were ableist for being anti endo :D]

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US TOO! we've had to block two different people today, which kind of sucks, but it's better than starting a fight :>

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sometimes u just gotta like

tell The Voices [headmates]

to chill out cus u need to focus at work n they're having a full on conversation about something VERY distracting

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this!! we'll be doing something that requires focus, and suddenly they're invested on whether or not I'd be a moth or a beetle! and I wanna know, but please! later!

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weve been rlly ill this week but so far have just been pushing thru work. today Siff rlly wanted to call in sick but Diesel wouldnt let us because hes stressed about everything that needs to get done so now its too late and we HAVE to go in im so annoyed

(i love Diesel hes great and deals with SO MUCH stress from work but omfg i just wanted a day off)

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that sucks, nonnie :< I hope you guys are feeling better!!!! <3

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// talk of food, mention of ARFID but very positive

UGH I LOVE CARM SO MUCH

he made us food [hes an alter who fronts specifically to cook when were struggling, we have ARFID]

and its so good i wanna hug him but he rlly soesnt like touch sooooo he gets a drawing from a little who was rlly rlly happy instead

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awww!! that's so sweet, nonnie!! I'm glad he can help with your ARFID <3

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RE: the anon talking abt hypoglycemia and CDDs

hi!! our grandma has hypoglycemia. the moodswings and brainfog it can cause are nothing like a CDD or being a system. Yes the brainfog and stuff can make it hard to function and think.. also making u feel dissociated, but thats not all there is to a CDD. we highly recommend researching more!!! saying this since we know quite a bit about the condition and we just so happen to be a system

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to the anon mentioned!!

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just wanna say like... work is going so well

we had a week off n were worried we forgot everything but Siff has been handling today so well!!!

our one of managers even said we did a rlly good job with smth and made sure were going to the christmas dinner that work has organised n is super happy were going

like... systems... i promise those of u who can, can absolutely hold jobs :)) u can be valued there <3

[also can we claim the signoff 🐺]

im so glad, nonnie!!! we work when we can, and I'm so proud of you!! I know it's hard <33

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// sorry quite venty :(

trauma making our brain feel broken and like we cant cope.. but we just need to keep going.. we cant stop now.. we need to move out of our abusers home but were just stuck i dont know anymore

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trauma does this. it can make you feel impossibly helpless. but you have got this, anon. I know you do. even if you don't think so. even if no-one else thinks so. I do.

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u asked for fav songs! we present: Deadlines (Hostile) by Car Sear Headrest

:3

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i don't know who asked for favorite songs, but that sounds cool, nonnie!!! I'll make sure to listen to it :>