#☀ ╱ ✿ character study.

[burns7de]

tag dumping 002.

[heavenprotect]

TAG DUMP 002.

[scremogirl]

☾✧꥟ 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ✧✰☀︎︎

𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐧

Yandere! Serial Killer x Reader

Mentions of blood! Mentions of Death! Mentions of mutilation! Mentions of Murder, GN! Reader, NReader/Diolouge uses a lot of black colloquialisms/AAVE *slightlyyyy black coded but only for the speaking bits. NO APPERANCE MENTIONED!* READ THE NOTE AT THE END PLZ! (●’◡’●)ﾉ Part 2 here Part 3 here

Halloween.

The day where people grasp the fact that the summer's over and the seasons have finally changed. Corny decorations on front porches, masks in windows to scare unaware customers, and people dressed as slutty cartoon characters.

You loved the last one. You’ve always worked hard on your costumes; from a small cameo in the school yearbook to entering contests and pageants. You loved fashion, everything about it. The different fabrics, colors, patterns; you cherished it all. So, it’s no wonder that’s what you’ve chosen as your destined career path. You somehow managed to get into the third most prestigious fashion school. I say third because the first one you applied for, was full of egotistical French exchange students who do nothing but compare their lives at home to their lives in America. The second… well, you don’t want to talk about it. Regardless, you’re so grateful your talents have been recognized.

That leads us to now. At the biggest fright fest of the year. Your professor decided that if everyone got at least a 95% or above on the unit test, he’d take the whole class on a field trip to the annual Freak do Shek Carnival. A free trip and creating a new costume? You’ve never studied harder in your life. You spent days working on your costume; hoping to win the annual costume contest.

“Breaking news! The killer know as the “Mask Maker” is still on the loose and is currently suspected to be in the Witchwood area. It is recommended for all residents to stay indoors travel in groups-,”

Your heart sinks.

No, no, no! Why does it have to be now? Why here? The area you lived in was one of the safest in the city! Police patrolled regularly, security systems were available to all, and most people have been traveling in groups these days. So, why? You look at your friend, Malika, who no doubt received the same alert as you did, judging by her face.

“Well what the hell are we supposed to do now!?” She yells in frustration. You all have arrived at the festival and the bus has already taken its leave. Unless you call an Uber, there’s no way out; but then again, with a killer on the loose, no person would be dumb enough to let any stranger in their car. You tell your teacher your concerns, but does he listen? No.

“We’ll be fine,” , “just travel in groups,” , and “make sure you check in with everyone at least every 15 minutes,” is all he says to shake your worries. Great job by the way. With that, he goes ahead with another one of the chaperones, probably on their way to get drunk on cheap beer and look at young girls. Pig.

“I know I ain’t stayin for damn sure,” you chuckle at Malikas abrasiveness and nod your head in agreement.

“Who’s gonna pick us up though? We all came here on a bus and no Lift driver is stupid enough to let strangers in at this time,” you both sigh and end up agreeing that she’d call her boyfriend to come get you. The only downside is he lives in the next county. That means 3 whole hours plus some that you two have to try and rid your paranoia.

“How ‘bout we go check out the costume display for the upcoming show? Maybe scope out some the competition?”

“You know what Malika, that sounds like a great idea,” she holds out her arm and you take it , laughing your way down the hay covered dirt path wearily dodging scare actors. Unbeknownst to you the glowing eyes of one of the masks are filled with anything but fake intent.

“Hey, Mal? Is he on the way yet?” You two have already viewed the display, concrete knowing you’re gonna knock everyone at the park. So you decided that maybe a little sightseeing wouldn’t be that bad.

“Ugh! He said he’s on his way but knowing him, that means he just got in the shower,” with a deep sigh she puts her phone back in her pocket.

“Look,” she continues

“ How about we go get something to eat and enjoy what we can. I mean, we did wait all year for this,” you’re a little hesitant but you end up caving; fried oreos do sound good right now.

The walk to the concession stands is filled with jump scares from actors, Jack, o lanterns illuminating your path and the laughter of children and adults a like. The environment reminds you of why you came here in the first place, maybe there is nothing to be worried about.

Oof!

“Oh I’m sorry! I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going,” to wrapped up in the scenery and nostalgia, you failed to notice one of the actors scrambling by. You hear the muffled laughter of Malika and try your best not to strangle her to cover up your embarrassment. Fortunately , it was just the water that spilled on them; Unfortunately, your oreos lay spread eagle on the ground. However, even with a soaked costume and powdered sugar all over their boots, they remain in character. Only giving you a tilt of the head, a grunt, and tightening their grip on their axe. The eyes that lay behind the papier-mâché mask boar deep into your soul, the white contacts holding something deep and dark. The feeling of guilt is slowly washed away and replaced with anxiousness. Man, they're getting employee of the month. Still, you feel bad so you grab the napkins from your back pocket and gently wipe their mask, some of the fake blood coming off along with the water. Hmm, these effects are off the chain too.

As you clean them up you can’t help but to think that they’ll join the costume contest, definitely giving you a run for your money. You're snapped out of your thoughts when Malika pulls you along the road, whining about how upset she is because she didn’t get to snag one of your Oreos. Making your leave, you look over your shoulder one last time, only to find those same white eyes trailing your figure.

My god, you're even more beautiful up close.

“Personally, if that happened to me I’d kill myself,” once again, your friends laughter snapped you outta your own mind. You just giggle and brush it off.

“Shut up! It’s not like I did it on purpose! Besides he was kinda fine not gon’ hold you,”

“I know right! the way he titled his, had a tear running down my leg not gon’ lie,”

“Girl… don’t you gotta man? Like… on his way here?”

“Shhhh don’t ruin the fantasy,”

Two hours have officially passed, the same old texts between Malika and her boyfriend, this time however he was actually in the car. She had pressed him to turn on his location for safety, you could never be too sure now can you? He should’ve been here by now but with how crowded the festival is getting, you can’t blame him. Thankfully, the contest is just about to start! Going against your better judgment, you and Malika thought that being apart for about 15-20 mins wouldn’t hurt. She’ll be waiting in the audience while you go change anyways.

Rushing to the changing rooms you fail to notice another contestant coming towards you just as fast. For the second time this night you managed to bump into someone.

“I am so sorry! I didn’t mean I-,”

“Watch where you’re going bitch! Y’know how long it took me to make this thing?” You look to the left and then to the right trying to figure out who the fuck they think they’re talking too.

“Look I didn’t mean it, I’m sorr-,”

“Yea yea whatever, just stay outta my way next time. Besides, it’s not like you're gonna win this thing anyways,” just before you were about to give them a piece of your mind, the manager stepped in and separated you two. Jeez now this is gonna take even longer than you expected. You thought it was only fair to let Malika know shoot her a quick text. “No worries, babe! Gill's location says he’s here already so Imma grab us a quick bite to eat before I look for him and we head to you. See ya soonnn❤︎︎!!!”

Good; that buys you just enough time. After getting changed and checking your reflection for the hundredth time, you step out feeling as confident as ever. Just as you exit the stall, you hear the worst blood curdling scream of your entire life. You look over to your right and see that asshole from early and that guy with the really nice axe murder costume. Your eyes have to be deceiving you! One of their legs is completely severed, blood dripping from the stub left behind. Slash marks, deep and crooked, adorn their arms and remaining leg. They Look as if their limbs could snap off at the slightest breeze. They cry and groan as they reach out to you. Following their eyes the crazed murder shifts his eyes to you. Their weapon of choice freezing in their hands mid swing. Their victim continues to moan in pain and crawl away, begging and pleading for someone to save them. But…you just laugh.

“I see what you're trynna do here, and it ain’t workin’. Your costume is good but it isn’t better than mine. Assholes,” the last part is mumbled under your breath as you walk away. Even though you presented yourself in this prideful manner, you can’t help the feeling of disappointment that bubbles inside you. You tried really hard this year, let’s just hope that everyone else thinks you did too.

CHOP

Finally. Holding up the severed head he smiles, crooked and eerie. The bitch wouldn’t stop screaming, but at least he gets to see the look of fear in their face forever.

“Hey! What the hell’re you doing!?” hm? Turning around he sees the manager from earlier, standing before him with wide eyes filled with shock and anger. He can’t have his plans be ruined by a little slip up! He didn’t mean to act so impulsive but he couldn’t help. Nobody talks to you like that; not if he had something to do about it. Swinging his weapon of choice up on his shoulder, he’s about to take a step before he’s interrupted.

“Didn't I tell you guys to keep all spare props in bags because of the fake blood?! It gets everywhere and I’m the one who has to clean it up!” They shoved him to the side before grabbing a large trash bag from the cart they lugged behind them; simultaneously grabbing a mop and bucket. Continue to grumble about how “they don’t get paid enough for this” and “all the newbies are irresponsible”. But hey, free disposal.

“Sh, sh it’s okay; it was never your fault,” you tried comforting her but to no luck. All she can see is red as the burning hot tears streaming from her eyes ruin the makeup she spent so long on

“Okay?! It’s not okay (Y/N)! He said he was stuck in traffic all the while he was toungin’ down some bitch in a slutty cat costume. Very unoriginal btw!” You try to keep your giggle in for her sake. You kept trying to tell her this idiot wasn’t any good for years but nooo “the dick was too good to let go,” and apparently, someone else thought so too. Her weeping continues before she builds up the courage to speak again.

“All I wanna do is go home; fuck this competition,” you smile seeing her personality shine through her sadness just a little.

“Yea, fuck this competition,”sure you’re sad about to being able to participate this year, but with your best friend in distress and a serial killer on the loose, you can’t help but to think that maybe you could wait until next year. Ordering the Uber, you suggest that before it gets here, you should check in with your teacher first. Of course you don’t have his number and you're sure your other classmates are not worried about their phones unless they’re snapping pics and recording for their stories . You send them a quick text to your classes group chat and look for the exit.

“He really is a dick, you don’t need him,”

“Yea, I know. Besides, maybe that axe guy will take care of him for me,” she giggles but you don’t find it funny at all.

“What?”

“Yea, I saw him outta the corner of my eye when I walked in on he who shall not be named about to fuck that other girl,” she rolls her eyes and continues walking but you remain stationary.

“You gotta be joking,“ she turns around and gives you a quizzical look so you continue further.

“He and another dickhead I bumped into put on this whole show to get me to drop outta the contest. Lost limbs, fake blood and everything. I don’t know what his problem is, but he needs to leave me the fuck alone before I get the manager, on some Karen shit”

“Now that I think about it, he has been high-tailing us ever since we’ve got here,” she freezes before looking at you dead on. She wipes away the tear stains and brushes her nose against her sleeve before scanning the area.

“You don’t think it’s Kee-,”

“No! Don’t. It’s not him. It couldn’t be,” she holds up her hands in defense before pulling you along to get the hell up outta here. It goes dead silent, tension filling the air. It couldn't be him! It’s just some rando whos jealous of your skill! But…your mind was just playing tricks on you. That feeling of paranoia started to rise again and the flashbacks felt like they were hitting you in waves. She saw this and decided to speak up before it got worse.

“Hey, I’m sorry for bringing it up. I really didn’t mean to-,” this time it’s your turn to cut her off. You offer her a light smile and hold her hand in yours before squeezing.

“It’s alright. Besides, who needs men anyways. You’re all I need,” she gives you an even brighter one, her usual self returning, before squeezing just as hard, laying her head on your shoulder while you walk.

“Yea, fuck men,” you two laugh in sync before changing the conversation to what you’ll do when you get home; maybe a Horror movie marathon and some junk food will cheer you up. Who cares, the night has just begun for you and there’s no way anything was gonna ruin it.

Watching you walk away a gloved hand slams into a tree. Dammit! You won’t get away so easily. You’re his. Nobody else’s. He’ll make sure of it. Starting with her.

Hello everyone!!!! Hope you enjoyed the first part of my Halloween special. I’m breaking this down into 3 parts because I’m afraid people will think it’s too long if I put the whole thing on tumblr. I will be making an Ao3 and the whole fic will be posted without any split up. When it’s created and up I’ll let you know. Hope you enjoyed Loves!!! ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎.

-Love, Sosa❤️

[starrysunbeam]

my solar return ‘23-‘24 observations ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆

•i had a 9th house stellium, and i was surprised how spiritual this was. i returned to college for a term, so there was a connection to higher learning, but also dove 10000% deeper into my spirituality. 9th house energy in a solar return year is a great opportunity not only for schooling, but for studying & enhancing your craft, learning about things like the universal laws (such as law of assumption, attraction), etc.

•i also had a taurus stellium and got so much better at cooking, i found a new love for it. i also learned new makeup tricks and was always getting compliments on my appearance, i give credit to the venusian influence.

•my mars was in the 12th house and i definitely had some issues come up around work and conflict

•don’t even get me STARTED on the moon square pluto…. i had a mental break and everything came to light, all the subconscious trauma, and i finally got the help i needed. it’s the vibes of a “tower moment”, destruction to build anew

•oh and chiron in the 8th house🥲gorl i really suffered but i definitely did some deep work on myself

•if your mercury is conjunct your midheaven, or any aspect really, just know your words will have a ripple effect. take it from me, speak in harmony with your character.

•my neptune was heavily aspected and oh god does that resonate. on the bright side, it contributed to my spiritual awakening. on the other hand, i was more gullible and highlyyyy receptive to others feelings (more so than usual)

[rohansdisciple]

𝔬𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔯 ☀︎ .

summary : you and astarion sneak of into the forest for a night of fun .

warnings : romance / smut / nsfw . fem / afab reader . established relationship . nipple play . oral (fem reviving) . orgasm denial / edging . pet names used . erm tears / crying. aftercare / cuddles . and i think that’s it ! tell me if i missed something ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ !

word count : about 2.1 k *

reading time : about 10 minutes *

other : 16+ ** . i don’t have bg3 so i don’t play it however i think interpreted astarion character as well as i could so i’m proud of myself ! and this is set after the act 2 romance scene but inspired by the act 1 romance scene. may have some minor grammatical errors && the entire story is written in lower case and the punctuation has double spacing in between the words * .

a/n : i went through the 5 stages of grief while trying to get an idea for this fic…however i had fun writing it and studying astarion’s character in the process and growing to love astarion even more ! anyways, enjoy :> !

credits to @ rookthornesartistry on tumblr and @ angelwhispersunknown for the dividers !

after a long day of adventuring , sitting by the fire and staring up at the stars is just what you need to relax , but when you feel a hand on your shoulder , you are jerked out of this state of serenity . " hello , sweetheart , you look lost in thought , " astarion says as he takes a seat beside you . when you hear and see astarion , you can't help but smile . " not necessarily ; i was captivated by the stars , they're lovely , " you say , gazing up at the stars . " it's a lovely night , isn't it ? the moon and the stars are beautiful , but not as beautiful as you , love , " he whispers while looking up at the sky , his hand finding its way to your thigh .

" a perfect night for two lovers to sneak off and have some fun , no ... ? " " it's been a while since we found some time for intimacy , after all ... " astarion says suggestively . you then quietly laugh and say , " your offer sounds enticing , my love , so I'll take you up on it . " " excellent , dear ! i actually put some thought into this , so I set something up in a secluded spot I happened to come across , " he says to you , sounding very proud of himself , as he stands up and brushes the dirt from his hands ; you do the same . " we'll set off when the others are asleep then , " you reply , looking into astarion's crimson eyes . he gently takes your hand in his and kisses it , " i can't wait , darling ... " he murmurs seductively.

once astarion knows the others are fast asleep , he comes to get you . " come , my sweet , let's venture into the forest , " astarion states as he extends his hand to you . " all right , my love , " you laugh . " i'm really looking forward to seeing what you've prepared for us , " you say to him , taking his hand in yours . astarion chuckles , and without a word , he whisks you away into the forest .

after a bit of walking , astarion leads you to a secluded and grassy spot in the woods that's far away from the others so they won't hear too much of the noise you two will be making . you noticed he had laid out a sheet on top of the grass ; he also seemed to have placed some purple flowers he found on the sheet as well . astarion looks at your face to see what your reaction is , he's quite nervous about it , and he says , " surprise , darling ! it's not much , but ... "

you then stopped him before he could finish his sentence . " it's cute and thoughtful ; thank you , astarion , " you comment , your eyes filled with affection for him . " i — uh — thank you , my love . i'm delighted that you like it , " astarion says to you , with a somewhat flustered expression . " i tried to make things a little more romantic — you know , to set the mood , " he adds as he lays down and motions for you to join him on the sheet . when you join Astarion , he softly pins your body beneath his and passionately kisses you .

" well , looks like someone's eager , " you tease once astarion breaks the kiss . " of course , i am ! it feels like it's been an eternity since we've had some alone time , darling , " he states with a playful pout while he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you closer . " i ... love you , y / n . " astarion mumbles , his words trailing off as he looks at the curves of your body . there's a lustful glow in his eyes as he draws you into another passionate kiss .

during the kiss , astarion touches your body , his hands slipping under your shirt , unclipping your bra , and then breaking the kiss . " you won't need this anymore , sweetheart , " he says as he removes your shirt and bra , tossing them aside . astarion lays you on your back and looks at you as if he's about to devour you . he then starts kissing your neck , moving his lips lower and lower till he reaches your breasts , leaving a path of little hickeys on your skin . astarion then begins to softly suck on your nipple , occasionally nibbling at it . "ah ... gods ... a - astarion ... " you moan as his tongue slides over your sensitive nipple , pinching and rolling the other between his fingers .

astarion loves seeing you squirm and moan because of his touch ; one can even say it feeds his ego and boosts his confidence when it comes to pleasing you . once he had enough of teasing your sensitive nipples , he pulled away and looked at you with a playful look in his eyes , knowing you didn't want him to stop . " c'mon , why'd you stop - " you whine as the cold breeze hits your saliva - slick nipples . your whines and pleas for him to continue fall on deaf ears . then astarion says , " i do love this sensitive body of yours , dear ; you always have the cutest reactions . " He chuckles . " maybe I can get some more reactions if I touch down here , too ... " he continues teasingly while tugging at the waistband of your pants . you can tell he's going to take his time with you simply by hearing him say that .

he slowly strips you of your last pieces of clothing , tossing your pants and soaked panties aside with your shirt and bra . astarion then opens your legs and gets in between them , and you swear you heard him snicker . " you're so wet , darling ... all this for me ... ? " he teases as he spreads your pussy lips with his fingers , thumb grazing your clit as he does . a quiet moan escapes your lips . " mmph ... astarion , please , " you moan . " please what , y / n ... ? " astarion asks you , touching your aching clit once again , earning another moan from you . you groan , knowing that if you don't beg — at least a little — he won't do what you want . " i - i want you to eat my pussy ... pretty please , astarion ... " you beg . luckily for you , astarion loved the way you begged for him to please you . " alright , i'll do it since you asked so nicely , my love ... " he says with a smirk , then placing his tongue on your clit . 

you feel astarion's tongue moving softly and slowly over your sensitive bundle of nerves . " g - gods ... that feels so good ... please don't stop ... " you moan as your hand moves and grips onto his white curls instinctively . the feeling of his tongue lapping at your clit faster drove you insane ; he always knew which spots to lick and suck on , to the point where you didn't even care how loud you were moaning or how lewd you sounded . you feel the knot in your stomach getting tighter ; you really want to cum — you want him to let you cum so so badly . " mmph ! astarion , please ! i - i'm gonna - " you moan out desperately .  

astarion stops lapping at your clit , not wanting you to cum just yet ; he wanted to deny you your orgasm for a little while longer . " ah , ah ... not until i say so , darling , " he says , voice dripping with lust . then an idea comes to him , and he adds , " i need you to hold it in for me until i've had enough ; you can do that for me , right , my love ? " he asks because he knows that if you're desperate enough to cum; you'll comply with whatever he asks of you . " y - yes ... i'll hold it ... i - i just wanna cum ... " you whimper out desperately .

after a few minutes of antagonizing waiting , astarion goes down on you again , except not letting his tongue touch where you want , simply to tease you for his pleasure . he would pull away just as you were about to cum , refusing to give you the orgasm he had repeatedly promised you if you just " held it in " . you've lost track of how many times he denied you your release ; you think it was his fifth — no , sixth — time doing so . " a - astarion , please , p - pretty , please . i want to cum ... " you beg him , practically on the verge of tears .

" shh , my love , it's alright . you can cum this time , okay ... " he says lovingly , wiping the tears streaming from your eyes . through your teary eyes , you watch astarion slowly rid himself of his clothing and tossing his clothes over to the side with yours . his cock looks painfully hard , leaking with pre - cum , and his tip a rosy red , even twitching a bit . astarion gets on top of you , and you wrap your arms around his neck before he moves and puts you on his lap; it's his favorite position since he enjoys seeing your face while fucking you senseless . " i'm going to put it in now , darling ... can I do that ... ? " he asks you in a hushed tone . " yes ... please , fuck me astarion ... " you whimper .

astarion then slides his cock into your sloppily - wet cunt pretty easily , and he lets out a low groan . " g - gods ... your pussy feels s - so good around my cock - , " he murmurs in your ear , trying his best not to thrust up into you . after a few short seconds , you start to become restless , beginning to move on his cock slowly . " l - look who's the desperate one now , y / n , " he says with a quiet moan escaping his lips as he grabs onto your waist , taking the lead and speeding up the pace a little . " ngh ... f-fuck s'good ... s - shut it and just go faster - " you manage to say through your moans . the faster he bounces you on his cock , the more uncontrollable your moans became , and the closer you felt to cumming .

astarion can feel that you're close to your orgasm from the way your walls are clenching around him . " g - gods ... y / n ... p - please cum for me ... you can do that for me , right - ? " he moans while he thrusts into you at an a rough pace , wanting to feel your warm walls clench around his cock some more . he starts to rub your clit with his thumb to get you there , and after a few rubs , you feel the knot in your stomach starting to unravel . you moan so loudly it is practically a scream , " mmph ! i - im cumming ! " your legs begin to shake violently , and you could hear astarion panting heavily in your ear . you can tell he's trying his best not to cum inside you .

" that's a good girl ... " he murmurs as he pulls out of you , a ring of white visible around the base of his cock . astarion flips you on your stomach and harshly squeezes your ass . " ass up , darling ... " he tells you while he caresses your waist . your legs feel weak and they're all shaky , but you do what he asked of you . " mmh ... yes , astarion ... " you say , sounding completely out of it . 

you can hear a husky groan escape astarion's throat as he puts his cock back inside you . " y - y / n ... ngh ! " he whimpers . astarion grabs your waist and pounds into you from behind as quickly as he can to reach his orgasm . he's not sure how much longer he can hold it in , and he doesn't want to stop fucking your warm and sloppy pussy ; you feel too good . but , on the other hand , he does want to cum . " f - fuck ! s'too much ! " you whimper , now in tears from overstimulation.

the sound of sex is the only thing that can be heard in the forest ; astarion's thrusts are becoming animalistic and rough . when he feels his orgasm approaching , he immediately pulls out of you . " mmph ! y/ n ... shit ! a - ah gods , i - i'm cumming ! " astarion moans loudly as he strokes his cock , cumming on your back and ass . you collapse on the crumpled sheet underneath you while astarion calms down from the rush of his high , breathing heavily .

once astarion calms down from the rush of his very intense orgasm , he wipes your back off with a handkerchief he brought with him . " you did so good , darling , " he says sweetly , pulling you close and now resting with you on the sheet . " i wasn't too rough with you or anything , right ? " astarion asks . " no , no , of course not ; it was perfect , astarion , " you softly say , kissing his cheek . " well then you took it well , as you always do, my love , " he says cheekily .

astarion then moves his body so that he is now lying on top of you , right over your heart . he then lets out a content sigh . " i love you , y / n ... " he murmurs , his attention focused on your heartbeat . " i love you more , astarion ..." you say affectionately as your fingers run through his hair , and astarion's eyes close , falling asleep almost instantly . when you hear astarion's soft snores , you laugh quietly ; he's the cutest thing when he's asleep . " sleep well , astarion ... " you say before falling asleep with him in your arms , the sounds of the tranquil forest calming you both as you rest .

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔢𝔫𝔡 ☀︎ ...

read the second part here 🧛🏻 !

[namelessdeceased]

intro ~

longer (much longer) intro post here

☄️ ab me~!✩

theo || 27/10/2010 || he/him only || ftm trans, ⚣

╰ low support needs autistic

╰ brian murphy fanatic

╰ highest kins rn: charles xavier, tsumugi aoba, rinne amagi, riz gukgak

🪐 i love~!✩

subjects: astrophysics, particle physics, DnD

games: ensemble stars (!!) - kurei:b, alkaloid

tv/movies/books: dropout, loki (d+), x men but specifically cherik and pietro maximoff/lensherr, the goldfinch, naddpod

characters/people: enstars oshis, brennan lee mulligan, brian murphy, charles xavier, pietro maximoff, deadpool/wade wilson, marvel loki, theo decker

🔭 i do~!✩

academic: study (ofc), astrophys/particle phys research, tutoring science and math

life: self defense/mma, voice training, DMing

🌙 tags~! ✩

study logs: #theo's study log

╰ plans: #plan :)

╰ results: #result :)

moots: #theo's moots

asks: #theo's asks

posts i want to see again: #save

🌌 goals~!✩

by 2027:

GPA >/= 3.5

get into tripsci + lit + STEM TD2

pass express chinese

straight a math + science(s)

begin studytubing

by 2029:

cambridge university: natural sciences

win breakthrough junior challenge

successfully voice train before i go to uni

future:

achieve valedictorian someday

properly move to the uk/eu after uni

when i move out of sg, go get hrt

☀ role models~!✩

i have a lot. but hey. it works. different types (personality, academics, DMing, etc etc yanno. dont assume)

irl people: my best friend, my parents, uncle sonny (family friend), uncle cesar (family friend), brian murphy, brennan lee mulligan, zac oyama, ruby granger, jade bowler (unjaded jade)

characters: charles xavier, tsumugi aoba, hank mccoy, ouroboros (from loki)

𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒆.

╰ the goldfinch :)

[numenoria]

My Tolkien|Lotr|Hobbit Journey🝮︎︎︎︎︎︎︎

The Lord of the Rings Trilogy ☀︎︎

I started my journey with watching the Lotr trilogy in 2021. Prior to that time, I had only seen glimpses of movies and heard about the franchise through various pop culture references. The only characters I knew were Gandalf, Gollum and Frodo. Hell, as a kid I thought Gandalf and Dumbledore were either brothers or the same person. 🤣

I didn't really grow up with the movies. I refused watch them because they were so long. But now my adult neurodivergent brain loves long youtube videos and movies. So at the behest of my bestie and curiosity, I watched them. And I absolutely adore the movies. The pacing, acting, music and cinematography made the hours go by in a breeze. Since then I've re-watched the trilogy several times (extended edition only in this house!), and I catch little details I didn't notice before. Needless to say the lotr films had me in a grip!

The Hobbit Trilogy ♥︎

The same bestie told me about the hobbit trilogy and suggested I watch it next. At the time I wasn't interested in the hobbit films because I thought they were unrelated to the Lotr trilogy! 😅

I hadn't read the books at all so I wasn't familiar with the timeline and I remember seeing some harsh criticism of the movies. It kinda deterred me. In December 2024 after yet another lotr marathon I randomly watched the hobbit trilogy. Maaaan I fell in love every character (especially all of dwarves and Bilbo) and cried during The Battle of the Five Armies. Watching the hobbit trilogy altered my brain chemistry! I jumped headfirst into the lotr/hobbit fandom shortly after that.

The Silmarillion|The Hobbit|Lotr Books ☾︎

Okay so at this point I haven't read any of the books. I attempted to read the Fellowship in 8th grade but it seemed sooo dry to me. My 14 year old brain shutdown and I returned it to the library ASAP!! 🏃🏾‍♀️‍➡️

After that experience I actively avoided reading the books. But as an adult I felt differently. After diving into the various wikis and reading some of the amazing works of writers on Tumblr, I realized I was missing out on so much by not reading the books. At first I was going to start with the lotr trilogy but my ocd would not allow me to read Tolkien's works out of order😭

So I decided to decided to purchase The Hobbit and then eventually order the lotr trilogy...but then I found out the Silmarillion existed. So I decided to order just the Silmarillion and The Hobbit. I got them both for under $10 from ebay in pretty good condition.

I've seen some people report the Silmarillion as a difficult read and comparing it to the Bible or a an ancient nanuscript. As a former religious studies student, I was ready to take on the challenge, and honestly it does read like a bible. I'm actually enjoying it. I love lore, details and world building. Plus I enjoy "studying" it as I read. ldk maybe my brain is weird like that.

I'm not yet finished with the Silmarillion nor have I gotten to any of Tolkien's other works. This where I am currently in my Tolkienverse journey. I'Il update here once I finish the Silmarillion. Thank you for reading my rambling post, especially if you made it this far. ☽︎♡︎☾︎

[parameciam]

OMG! It's already QuanYin week day 2!

Prompt: Hair

☾ Character study

☀︎ QuanYin hair and how it reflects the state of their relationship through the years.

☾ + my autistic Quan Yizhen agenda, as always.

☀︎ 2.4k words

Hope you enjoy! I love thinking about them and this idea in particular had been rotating inside my brain for a while! Having a chance to share it is the best feeling :3

[yunaerizz]

HELLO EVERYNYAN! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

I'm called Shonny/Sylphy and I am a Filipino aroace artist that is looking for moots with similar interests! I am sort of new here so please excuse my not so aesthetic blog~

Here is a lil introduction so that you guys have an idea on who you are adding ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒔: 

✿︎ MULTIPLE Kpop Girlgroups

✿︎ Anime

✿︎ Genshin Impact

✿︎ Honkai Star Rail

✿︎ Zenless Zone Zero

✿︎ Pjsk

✿︎ Danganronpa

✿︎ Camp buddy

✿︎ Indie Horror Games

✿︎ Science

✿︎ Brainrot humor

✿︎ Jjaltoon

✿︎ Megan Thee Stallion

✿︎ Fnaf

✿︎ Muse Dash

✿︎ My Little Pony

✿︎ Psychology

✿︎ Healthy Wonyoungism

✿︎ Cookie Run Kingdom

✿︎ Character Wikis

✿︎ Vocaloid

✿︎ Class of 09

I still have more interests but I can't recall some of them atm.

𝑯𝒐𝒃𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔:

☀︎︎ Drawing

☀︎︎ Painting

☀︎︎ Listening to music

☀︎︎ Reading

☀︎︎ Studying science 

☀︎︎ Watching youtube

☀︎︎ Playing Video Games

𝑫𝑵𝑰 𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻!!!

Homophobes, Racists, Z!on!sts, P3dos, Zoophiles, Swifties, Proshippers, Overall Weirdos, Rude Ppl, Toxic wonyoungism, toxic kpop fans, suju fans, son chaeyoung and hyuna defenders, and ESPECIALLY lolicons and shotacons. I'm sorry (not really) BUT I DON'T TOLERATE TOXIC PEOPLE HERE!

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐁𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃! 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐑��𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐂 <3

Weird shit aside, I hope I make friends here since I enjoy making content and interacting with people that have the same vibes as me <3 if you personally wanna reach out to me, feel free to add me on discord (it's silf_e if ever the link doesn't work). Also, please add me on my genshin account (830841141, asia server, Eula Main). If you're uncomfy with my presence, then feel free to unfollow/block me.

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠! 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞, eat cake. <3

[desideriumdaydreams]

Plushophilia/Plushum/Pelusexual FAQs

Plushophilia + plushum are simultaneously well-known and obscure, where most people online have likely heard of them before but haven’t known many people who have the paraphilia. So, I thought it would be fun to make an “FAQ” or “guide” about them!

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☀ What is it?

Plushophilia is a branch of objectophilia, which is an attraction to objects. Plushophilia is an objectophilia with a focus on stuffed animals and/or plushies, with inflatables sometimes included. 

Additionally, some definitions include mascot costumes or animal costumes, which would thus include fursuits, however not everyone who enjoys fursuits would call themself a plushophile. Modernly (the 2020s) I’ve also noticed an uptick in attraction to puppets in pop culture, which could be included in plushophilia.

I also found a connection to an even more obscure kink called texturephilia, which is a paraphilia with a fixation on specific textures.

Wikipedia and Wikifur say that plushophiles and plush enthusiasts call themselves “plushies,” just like the toys, however I haven’t personally seen anyone call themselves that modernly. I believe this is an old term used by plushophile furries, as it’s inside the 1994 plushophile newsgroup FAQs.

Plushophilia has old, old connections to furry fandom but not every plushophilie is a furry.

☀ What About Autoplushophilia?

Autoplushophilia is just a subcategory of plushophilia in which one wants to be the plushie. For example, fantasizing about being a plush and being cuddled or intimate with. You can see examples of this in some transformation art where someone's character is magically transformed into a plushie and used.

☀ It’s a “paraphilia” so that means it’s unhealthy or bad, right?

Even though it’s called a “paraphilia,” there really isn’t anything extreme or dangerous about it. Attraction or sexual usage of a plushie is about as extreme or dangerous as the usage of a sex toy.  And honestly, a lot of information and studies on “paraphilia” (including plushophilia) are outdated or biased, so be careful what you read.

Its also important to note that the DMS-5 (2013) has made a distinction between paraphilia and paraphilic disorder. This means when you see a kink called a paraphilia it doesn’t automatically make it an unhealthy or obsessive kink.

☀ What’s the history?

Because of how little research there is on it there really isn’t any older history on it other than the history alongside furry fandom. And sadly most of the modern “research” on it is lacking adequate sources or may be bias. For example, even the 2013 book “Pleasure’s All Mine: A History of Perverse Sex” claimed plushophilia was an “obsession” and that plushophiles “disdain” furries, and I have no idea where the author would ever get that...

But here are some fun history points (remove parenthesis and spaces from links to use them):

🧸A reference to P.L.U.S.H., a 1993 “first attempt” at a plushophilie community. Found on an old lexicon list. (velocity.) (net/~galen/plushlex.) (html)

🧸 The first mention of sex with plushies on alt.fan.furry was July 20, 1993, and also referenced P.L.U.S.H. Seems P.L.U.S.H. may have been an irl plushophilia vendor/club(?) with a bulletin board system, but little online presence. (groups.) (google.) (com/g/alt.fan) (.furry/c/w8htgBi0EKY/m/-PQe3sI_M9EJ)

🧸 de.alt.fan.pluesch, a German plushophile newsgroup, was started on Jan 3, 1994. The prevalence of the brand Steiff on some old plushphilia sites may be related to this. They also called themselves plueschies, the equivalent of plushies in English furry plush fandom.

🧸 alt.sex.plushies, a plushophilia newsgroup, was started on Aug 9, 1994.

🧸 1996, a copy of the alt.sex.plushie FAQ as it existed on the newsgroup, seen autoposted by Dr. Cat, the co-creator of Furcadia (first furry MUCK). (groups.) (google.) (com/g/alt.) (sex.plushies/c/J2z1h3dy3pc/m/eokII9laAl0J?hl=en)

🧸 In 1999 the “PlushYiff Survey” was opened, likely on alt.sex.plushies and other relevant newsgroups. The results were updated in 2001. Results compiled from 80 respondents. (velocity.) (net/~galen/presults.) (txt)

🧸 In 2002 there was a planned event at someone’s house (after not finding a restaurant they could rent) to bring their plushies to, and to provide a large plushie for NSFW time with. (web.archive.) (org/web/20021028181304/) (http://www) (.sixsixfive.) (com/469.) (html)

🧸 An article in 2007 uses the word objectum-sexual, and Objectum-Sexuality Internationale website created in about 2008.

🧸 The word objectum is used in a 2009 graph by a sexologist. (waihili.) (tripod.) (com/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderfiles/marshspectrum.) (pdf)

🧸 In 2012 r/plushlove is created on Reddit for plushophilia.

🧸 In 2013 the DSM-5 finally makes a distinction between normal, healthy paraphilias (the fetishes we pretty much see online daily in NSFW spaces, which do not affect or harm our daily lives) and paraphilic disorders.

🧸 In 2018 the word pelusexual is coined on Tumblr by genderplaylist.

🧸 In 2019 the word plushum is coined on Tumblr by fairycheesecake.

☀ Why do people become attracted to plushies?

I’m not a psychologist nor kink expert, but I do have a lot of experience with kinks- in part as a special interest! There are dozens of hypothesizes for how fetishes form.

Attraction to plushies would go along with the theories for the development of any other kink, but especially objectophilia. As uncomfortable as it may be to think about, some theories suggest many fetish fixations begin in childhood, and for plushies and object empathy this seems doubly so as plushies and toys are such a large part of most children’s lives (and indeed I attribute my plush attraction to my kid self). 

Though only my own thought, it may also be a part of neurodivergence to become attached to or in love with an object/plushie. “Object empathy” is a known part of neurodivergence, especially autism (and I’d assume ADHD by proximity). For some, this object empathy could lead to love, romance, and/or sexual attraction to beloved objects as they become sexual mature adults.

But, also like other fetishes, these things are complicated and complex and it’s likely different for everyone. Not everyone forms fetishes based on something that happened while growing up. Sometimes, attraction is spontaneous, multifaceted, and difficult to explain.

☀ What’s the difference between plushophilia and plushum?

They are essentially the same thing. However, I’ve noted “plushum” is a broader used category and contains more romantic and SFW interactions with plushies. While “plushophilia” does include romantic attraction the -philia part usually implies sexuality more heavily.

Plushum was coined by fairycheesecake on Tumblr on 03/20/2019 and likely coined to mirror the much older word “objectum.”

☀ What is pelusexuality/pelusexual?

Pelusexual and pelusexuality were words made up in 2018 on Tumblr by a minor named genderplaylist. It likely comes from the French word for plush, which is peluche, so pelusexual literally means plushsexual. It’s not commonly used, but I have seen a very small few use it.

☀ Are all plushophiles/plushum sexual or kinky?

No. Their relationships with their plushies are as varied as real ones, with some plushies being friends, lovers, or sex objects, or some combination. While one plush may be their main object of sexual attraction, another plush may only be a comforting friend.

This is where the word plushum or pelusexual/peluromantic come in. Someone may choose to use plushum or pelusexual when they don’t want their love of plushies to be seen as a kink or as something “dirty.” 

In these cases, plushum or pelusexuality are being used like other sexuality terms, for example homosexuality or asexuality, which we know are not kink related. This means to some attraction to plushies may not be a kink at all, but how they experience all of or a large part of their sexuality.

The 1994 plushophile newsgroup said it best: “Probably the most common thing plushophiles do with their plushies is to simply cuddle them.”

☀ Do plushophiles “like” animals?

A plushum attracted to a plushie that looks like a silly cartoon dog does not find real dogs attractive, they only find the cartoony plushie attractive. Plushophiles being attracted to animals is a rumor as old as the furry fandom itself (and plagues the furry fandom even more so) and still just as wrong. There needs to be fabric, stuffing, plastic eyes, buttons and zippers, etc.

That is to say- no.

☀ What about... kid stuff.

I do not engage my plushies in things like diapers, cub art, or daddy dom/little girl (DDLG). But yes. You will see some plushophiles do engage in it, particularly furries on Furaffinity. 

I think you will find the majority of this conduct occurs specific to furries rather than plushophiles at large, and that’s consistent with furries in general. So, I do not think it speaks about what plushophilies enjoy so much as it does about conduct common with kinky furries.

So- yes, you will come across it, but it’s almost always furry related so I don’t think it reflects plushophilia at large.

☀ Are plushophiles/plushum “just lonely?”

I can’t speak for everyone, but no, because that’s one of the points of attraction to plushies and objects. They make their owners less lonely and more happy. In my experience, most plushophiles and objectophiles are very happy and fulfilled with their loved objects, and also have fulfilling partnerships with human friends/lovers at the same time. Some couples may even engage in plushophilia together.

You wouldn’t/shouldn’t be unkind to someone who talks to themself, and it should be no different with someone who speaks to themself through a loved plush or object.

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★ ★ ★ NOW WHAT? Aspects of Plushophilia

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☁  I think I just realized I’m a plushophile/plushum. Now what?

The “obscure” part of plushophilia means that sometimes when someone first discovers plushophilia they may make fun of it or misunderstand it, so you may come across plushophilia disgust or shaming online. Lots of “ew look at what I just found! Gross!” or pitying someone for loving an object. So, you might feel weird or ashamed if you suddenly realize you are attracted to or feel romantic towards a plush, but you shouldn’t feel ashamed for loving something made to be loved.

You may not even feel sexual towards your plushies at all, you may simply love and care for them in an above average way, like they are real. Whether platonic, romantic, or sexual, there is no reason to feel ashamed.

Loving a plushie or plushies is different for everyone, so it’s up to you how to handle it. Some focus on a specific species or brand of plushies (I love sheep for example), some may modify their plushies to be more sexual with, some may have only one or two special plushies they care for. It’s up to you and how you feel.

☁  How do I show my plush chaste love?

There is no right or wrong way to love your plushie, but a good cuddle or time spent together can be very comforting. If you’re looking for sweet ideas, here are some: 

🧸 carry your plushie around, such as in a pocket/bag, to other rooms of the house, or outside on a walk

🧸 take turns giving different plushies cuddles so no one feels left out

🧸 keep your plushie close while reading, watching something, or playing a game, so you enjoy it together

🧸 let your friends know you care about your plushie, so they will understand and you can carry your plush around easier

🧸 take photos of your plushie doing fun things and share them online

☁  How do I show my plush more intimate love?

Sexual contact can be as simple as rubbing yourself on your plush, just like humping a pillow. Some cut a hole into their plush, while others may not want to “hurt” their plush, or may even have a no-liquids policy to keep them clean.

There is a community of plushophiles who modify their plushies specifically for the sexual aspect of the kink. Additionally, there are craft artists who will sell modified plushies or take commissions to modify plushies. This usually involves adding a SPH (strategically placed hole) or a SPA (strategically placed appendage). 

A SPH is a bit like a comfortable sock sewn into a slit of the plushie that can be inserted into and cleaned, so the stuffing and outside doesn’t get dirty. Some SPHs have fleshlights inserted into them. A SPA can involve modification to give the plush a phallus, either a fabric one or a dildo. Others just use a strap on harness, no modification needed. Some modifications also involve adding plush breasts.

☁  How do I clean my plushies?

There are guides and tips out there if you look! But in general, it depends on what your plush is made of and how dirty it is. Most modern plushies are made of synthetic fibers (plastic) such as polyester. That means most modern plushies are vulnerable to high heat and you should avoid fabric softeners. Older vintage/antique plushies may be stuffed with paper or straw, so they’re even more delicate.

Though some plushies may be sturdy and their tag may suggest it, usually you will not want to wash them in a washing machine or dry them in a drier, because of risk of damage, stuffing clumping, and mold. Some tools you can use are lint rollers, slicker brushes and detangling brushes, and a simple bowl of warm water with a clean towel for surface washing.

When in doubt, read the tag and Google tips for your specific plushs’ needs.

☁  Are there other resources?

Yes! Plushophilia is old and grew in popularity (if you consider obscurity popular) alongside the furry fandom, so there are resources, plush modification markets, and communities for it. 

In an effort not to get this FAQ hidden, the links have been chopped up. Darn Tumblr and its hatred of certain external links (but a small price for better spam control). Simply remove any parathesis and any spaces to use the link.

🧸 (plush.) (yiffru.) (xyz/?p=links) - A list of resources from a plush love forum

🧸 (velocity.) (net/~galen/) (plovefaq.) (html) - Plush Love Mini-FAQ

🧸 (velocity.) (net/~galen/) (asp-faq.txt) - alt.sex.plushie FAQ

🧸 (captainpackrat.) (com/plush/plush3.) (html) - Another link list

🧸 (reddit.) (com/r/Plushophile/comments/m5hkyp/where_to_get_a_plushie_with_an_sph_strategically/) - Some places to get modified plushies

[mad-hunts]

⚓ Are there any small details you tend to like in roleplays?

☀ What’s the best thing about roleplaying?

☺  What tends to bring out your muse the most? What inspires you?

hello, ramone, and thank you so much for the ask!! i really appreciate it, as always :D but let me get right into the questions you asked me here: for the first question, you can find my answer to that here. now as for what the best part of roleplaying is... honestly, i'd say it's getting to meet all kinds of talented people and discovering the unique ways in which they write and/or give their character's their own voice! because this is at its core a collaborative hobby and i just adore the process of, like, getting a feel for a certain dynamic between my character and another one orrr just like. exploring it in general, if that makes any sense!

because you can forge some really satisfying bonds between muses, though i personally enjoy them all, from something platonic to romantic to something like an enemyship haha. and talking to people as well as getting to know the person behind the character is always so enjoyable for me as well!! especially since, whenever it comes to being on here, i not only want to roleplay but also try to make friends with the mun's of the people behind the characters if they're interested in being friends with me too. therefore, i guess you could say overall that the best part/s of roleplaying to me are interacting with people through both their writing in character and also getting to know more about them out of character 💕

and OOH, gosh... that's a good question! if i'm being honest, what has been giving me the most muse for a while is just listening to music that reminds me of a certain character + just diving into writing headcanons and studies for them either while i'm doing that or not. i also think that i am good at, like, envisioning things in my minds eye? so i often make 'mental pictures' or use my imagination to help me try to create certain scenes sometimes while i'm actively writing. so, the story is kind of unfolding before me metaphorically. i also find that creating boards for my characters on pinterest helps me with inspiration for them as well.

(that is actually part of how i came up with the inspiration behind blamore's character. i had seen this corset that was shaped with a spine while i was browsing on there, and since i was interested in reworking a DC character at that time, i thought... what if i took mister bloom's character and instead of him having these non-specific powers that theoretically anyone could have — i made him a 'bone-based' villain? which, basically would mean that he'd have bone manipulation as his main power, and i also wanted to lean more into the 'nature horror' images i had been seeing on there. and tada; blamore or burgeon was born!)

so yeah. also, i would also like to say that i have also gotten inspired by several people's writing on here, though i, of course, haven't taken anything off of them. i'm just saying that in a 'they are so amazing that they have made me strive to be the best writer i can be and have made me believe that i can portray barton to be the character that i envision him being in my head' kind of way. though, let me just say that you are one of the people that inspires me in that way, ramone!! but anywhozies... i hope that you liked my response to this and that all of you are having a good way!!!

[sunsofacelya]

࣪𓏲ּ  ֶָ  𝑤𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑠𝒕𝒗  ⁝       hande erçel,  28,  cis woman,  she/her.    announcing  the  arrival  of  ACELYA of  house MARTELL ,  the  PRINCESS  of  SUNSPEAR.  whispers  among  the  court  name  them  to  be  both  CUNNING  and  STUBBORN  in  disposition,  and  those  closest  to  them  speak  to  their  interests  in combat training.  if  we  bards  could  compose  a  song  for  them,  it  might  tell  stories  of  veils of silk caught in the desert wind, the scent of orange blossoms mingling with blood in the air, a viper poised to strike.  the  seven  whisper  to  their  most  devout  queen  as  she  sleeps,  making  her  question  where  their  loyalties  truly  lie.  are  they  right  to  whisper?  for  their  loyalties  truly  lie  with  HOUSE MARTELL

"beneath the desert sun, a name forged in gold." ✹ basic Information ✹

official name: açelya martell nicknames: the viper’s bloom, the desert thorn, cel/celly (family/friends only) noble title: princess of sunspear date of birth: 28th day of the third moon age: 28 birthplace: sunspear, dorne home: sunspear and the water gardens nationality: dornish gender: cis woman pronouns: she/her orientation: bisexual monikers: the veiled viper, daughter of the sun, dorne’s thorned rose languages: common tongue, high valyrian, dornish dialects accent: a melodic dornish cadence, tinged with sharpness when provoked

“silk, steel, and sunfire – the face of a martell.” ❂ physical information ❂

faceclaim: hande erçel ethnicity: rhoynish dornish/turkish hair: long, often styled in elaborate braids with gold and silk adornments eyes: dark brown, rich and piercing, with flecks of warmth under sunlight height: 5'7” build: slender and agile, with toned muscle from combat training scent: sun-warmed citrus, orange blossoms, and faint sandalwood dominant hand: right allergies: none scars: a thin scar across her palm (combat ritual), faint nick under her jaw distinguishing features: expressive eyes; a small gold nose ring in dornish tradition; an intricate viper tattoo winding around her forearm clothing style: flowing silks in sun-kissed tones of amber, gold, and crimson. open-backed dresses adorned with gold embroidery; veils for courtly occasions; combat leathers finely tailored and stitched

“the viper’s bloom – beauty, wit, and venom.” ♕ personality ♕

label: the thorned princess of sunspear mbti: entj – the commander enneagram: type 8 – the challenger element: fire star sign: aries temperament: choleric – dominant, willful, ambitious character inspirations: nymeria of the rhoynar, cleopatra, olenna tyrell, oberyn martell deadly sin: pride heavenly virtue: justice godly parent: athena – wisdom, strategy, cunning

“ambition runs hot as the sun – what açelya fights for.” ⚔ drives ⚔

hobbies:

combat training: açelya trains relentlessly with spear and blade, mastering dornish fighting styles.

falconry: she enjoys the silent thrill of releasing a bird and watching it strike its prey.

political intrigue: strategizing and maneuvering through court, testing both allies and foes.

poetry & history: açelya has an affinity for studying the rhoynish legacy and valyrian texts.

religion: the faith of the seven, though açelya’s belief is pragmatic at best. the rhoynar traditions of love and pleasure still influence her view of worship. alliance: house martell, above all else; though she remains skeptical of her father’s inaction regarding targaryen rule. personal goals: to secure dorne’s power and autonomy, ensuring the survival of her people and legacy. would they choose family or power?: açelya believes the two are one — power ensures her family’s survival, and her family ensures dorne’s future.

“sunspear’s shadow – blood, betrayal, and the martell way.” ☀ house martell dynamics ☀

the martells of sunspear are a house divided between tradition and rebellion. while prince doran publicly swears fealty to the targaryens, whispers of sedition are commonplace in the shadowed halls of sunspear.

beliefs and culture:

the art of love: house martell embraces rhoynish ideals, favoring love, pleasure, and beauty over the rigid honor codes of westeros.

defiance of faith and crown: though they kneel to the seven and the targaryen monarchy, the martells are devout only to themselves and their legacy.

bastards and bloodlines: dorne’s laws recognize no bastards —once legitimized, they are martells. yet equality ends at the border; the outside world still scorns them.

family dynamics:

prince doran martell (father, 68): a cautious and calculating ruler. açelya admires his wisdom but resents his indecision, especially regarding succession.

princess carynne martell (mother, 65): açelya shares a closer bond with her mother, though carynne’s pragmatism often clashes with açelya’s fire.

tbd.

“silk veils and crimson sands – the story of a princess.” ✦ narrative ✦

the blood of house martell runs hot as the dornish sun, and açelya martell is no exception. born into a family where honor bends to survival and rebellion simmers beneath silk and steel, açelya has spent her life preparing for battles — both on the sands and in the shadows of sunspear. while her father, prince doran, speaks of patience and diplomacy, açelya sees stagnation. she knows dorne must decide its fate before the targaryens force their hand. her days are spent honing her skills with a spear and outwitting the courtiers who dare challenge her. the viper poised to strike, açelya is as much a weapon as she is a princess, wielded not by others but by her own ambition. her people sing of veils of silk caught in the wind, of orange blossoms mingling with blood on the sands — imagery as poetic and dangerous as the woman herself. the world may look at dorne and see sunlit decadence, but açelya knows the truth: the south is unbowed, unbent, and unbroken. she intends to keep it that way, even if it costs her everything.

“allies, adversaries, and whispers – who stands beside the viper?” ✧ wanted connections ✧

connection name: loyal confidant connection type: trusted ally info: someone who has earned açelya’s respect and trust, acting as her sounding board for strategy and struggles.

connection name: rival at court connection type: political adversary info: a rival who challenges açelya’s authority, intelligence, or family’s future.

connection name: betrothed for politics connection type: forced alliance info: a noble figure whose betrothal to açelya threatens to bind dorne’s future to a house or crown she distrusts.

connection name: illicit paramour connection type: secret lover info: a romance that burns with passion but risks her reputation, alliances, or family’s plans.

[cherryxkoch]

[cis woman she/her] Welcome to Aurora Bay, [CHERISA “CHERRY” KOCH]! I couldn’t help but notice you look an awful lot like [LAURA HARRIER]. You must be the [THIRTY-TWO] year old [ARTIST]. Word is you’re [ADVENTUROUS] but can also be a bit [FLAKY] and your favorite song is [CHERRY BOMB by THE RUNAWAYS]. I also heard you’ll be staying in [SEABROOK QUARTER]. I’m sure you’ll love it! 

INFORMATION:

fullname. cherisa "cherry" koch

nicknames. cherry.

gender. cis woman

pronouns. she / her

d.o.b. october 13th, 1991 | ( 33 years old )

astrology. libra ☀ sagittarius ☾  leo ↑

birth place. santa fe, new mexico.

hometown. santa fe, new mexico.

current residence. aurora bay, california. ( @aurorabayaesthetic​ )

occupation. artist.

religion. spiritual.

tattoos. several ( here, here and here ).

piercings. three holes in ears, helix.

marital status. single.

sexual preference. proud pansexual.

family. antoni koch ( father ), nora koch ( mother ), four brothers, three sisters.

children. none.

CHARACTER INSPO:

angela montenegro ( bones ),  mabel mora ( only murders in the building ), gina linetti ( brooklyn nine-nine ), daphne sullivan ( white lotus ), phoebe buffay ( friends ).

PERSONALITY:

+ adventurous, carefree, fun. - flaky, gossipy, insecure.

BIOGRAPHY:

( tw: age difference, abortion mention )

being the youngest in a family with seven siblings meant that the spotlight was rarely on cherisa from an early age and she liked it that way. by the point that she was accidentally conceived, her parents were well and truly over the whole "parenting" thing and she was free to do whatever she pleased. the daughter of a polish history professor and an african-american art teacher, cherry was raised in a house full of love and art. after her father decided to move the whole family west from louisana upon his retirement to follow his dream of owning his own horse ranch. their family bred and broke horses in the middle of the santa fe desert, where there was nothing but empty land for as far as the eye could see but they made the most money with guided tours of the best tourism trails in new mexico. her childhood was filled with tourists, coming and going, taking a break from their lives and she loved it. hearing about all their stories and where they'd come from. personable, bright and cheery, she spent all her life chatting to whoever would listen.

not particularly interested in anything academic beyond devouring a good book, cherry always preferred things more on the creative side of life. she enjoyed painting, sculpting or putting together art constructions with the random pieces of materials laying around the ranch. she decorated most of their land with her art pieces, a particular enjoyment of the guests that stayed with them.

at the age of seventeen, she was matured into a beautiful young woman and with that came wandering eyes and flirtatious glances from the men who frequented. it was one particular gentleman that visited often that cherry fell head over heels for. the small glances across the room, the lightest touches from a hand - but nothing ever came from it. she went away to college, studying art but when he returned for the summer of her junior year, there he was.

she didn't mind that he clearly had taken his wedding ring off for the visit, as evident by the tan lines around his finger. her college girlfriend didn't need to know that she spent the whole summer completely smitten over a man twice her age, but eventually they gave in. they were together just for a week, in secret and away from the prying eyes of her family. but it was enough to completely unravel her.

when he left, cherry realised that she was pregnant. too ashamed to tell him, to ruin his life for whatever small love they'd shared. she contemplated keeping it, but knew that her life was only just beginning and so she made the hard choice on her own. never telling a soul. it bled into her art, this heartbreak was hard on her on so many levels. eventually, she graduated - choosing to continue on with a masters degree at southwestern college in california.

away from school, she was producing art in most mediums. her speciality was large installations that included welding, electrical work and major construction. cherry chose a nomad lifestyle, moving place to place every year or so - never wanting to settle down too long. she was in constant search of inspiration. her latest residence is aurora bay, where she's renting out a studio space where she is creating art and creating trouble.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS:

born and raised in santa fe, new mexico but has moved from place to place after she graduated from college. never known to stay in one place for too long. ( possible connections: old friends, interstate flings, chance encounters )

is currently renting an art studio space in aurora bay where she’s making her art. she specialises in large-scale metalwork sculptures from scrap materials. to get extra money, she also teaches small art classes in her studio. ( possible connections: art buyer, art student, fellow artist )

owns an old vintage 1967 mustang that she got when she was twenty one after selling her first sculpture back when she was living in nevada. she takes great pride in it and knows a little about cars because of it. ( possible connections: motorheads, mechanic )

very much online, posting her art and occasionally some thirst traps. uses online dating apps to find dates or hook ups. ( possible connections: hinge dates, instagram followers, mutuals, art fan. )

above all, cherry loves love. with anyone. she falls head over heels time and time again so her romantic connections would be plentiful. while she’s not necessarily a relationship person, she’d definitely try and make it work with the right person. she’s a proud pansexual as well, so all romantic connections can be any gender. ( possible connections: ex-hook ups, friends with benefits, serious lovers that didn't work out )

her favorite haunts around town are the reef bar as she is a regular for an art work wine, dancing her cares and the night away at oasis nightclub (or crying in the bathroom depending on how the night is going) or at the all-nighter diner eating a vegan burger at 2am. ( possible connections: run-ins, drinking buddies, people she overshares with because she's drunk )

CURRENT CONNECTIONS:

besties with @ponderosus and @lemielewis

is getting married to @ziggykyeons if they're both single at 40

previous hookup and ex-something of @dxnielibxrra

close friends with @lucianaxalvarez, @cricketcampbell and @esmaxdemirci

psychologically damaged by @borawinters

casually hooked up with @xlalitax

is christine daaé to @mackmontgomery's phantom of the opera, also her tattoo artist

roommates with @erickxng in seabrook quarter

close friends with @finn-brooks and @javicastillo

always talking art with @leomlarson

flirts with @pcrdita while he fixes her car

[aylinxc-s]

[cis woman and she/her] Welcome to Aurora Bay, [AYLIN CARRIGAN-SADIK]! I couldn’t help but notice you look an awful lot like [HANDE ERÇEL]. You must be the [THIRTY] year old [RELATIONSHIP COUNSELLOR / PSYCHOLOGIST]. Word is you’re [PATIENT] but can also be a bit [ISOLATED] and your favorite song is [THE PROPHECY BY TAYLOR SWIFT]. I also heard you’ll be staying in [AURORA BAY DRIVE]. I’m sure you’ll love it!

INFORMATION:

fullname. aylin carrigan-sadik.

nicknames. lin, linny.

gender. cis woman.

pronouns. she / her.

d.o.b. june 29th, 1994 | ( 30 years old )

astrology. cancer ☀ scorpio ☾  sagittarius ↑

birth place. istanbul, turkey.

hometown. aurora bay, california.

current residence. aurora bay, california. ( @aurorabayaesthetic​ )

occupation. psychologist (relationship counsellor).

religion. non-practicing muslim.

tattoos. none.

piercings. ears pierced.

marital status. married (separated).

sexual preference. heterosexual.

family. unknown ( birth father ), sabiha sadik ( birth mother ), sydney carrigan ( adoptive father ), janelle carrigan ( adoptive mother ), @gavin-carrigan ( adopted brother ), @hcnter (adopted brother).

children. none.

CHARACTER INSPO:

alice ( don't worry darling ), beth anne stanton ( why women kill ), kate king ( the other woman ), charlotte yorke ( sex and the city ), love quinn ( you ), nina sayers ( black swan ).

PERSONALITY:

+ responsible, patient, caring. - timid, submissive, isolated.

BIOGRAPHY:

( tw: abandonment, adoption, death )

Aylin’s life has always revolved around proving herself. There isn't much known about her life before she became a Carrigan other than that she was born in Istanbul, Turkey. Adopted by the Carrigan's when she was turning two years old, it's uncertain as to why she was abandoned, but when she was found wandering around a marketplace, she was taken to a local orphanage when no one came to claim her. Moving to Aurora Bay was more than a culture shock, but thankfully, she was young enough to assimilate and her adoptive parents was veterans when it came to bringing children into their home. While her adopted home life was full of genuine happiness and love, there was always the feeling that Aylin had to be the best at everything she did. Her parents filled her life with activities; swimming, gymnastics and especially ballet; her favorite of them all.

Full of encouragement, her parents enthused that she should continue and enhance her ballet skills and soon she was fast-tracked to be a lead ballerina. And for so many years, this strict life of dance was all she knew. Graduating high school with good enough grades, the plan was to continue on dancing in college. But life never goes according to plan. When practising relentlessly in a pas de deux, Aylin took a spill and it resulted in a severe head injury that required surgery. Her parents, while supportive, decided that maybe she needed a break from ballet while she recovered.

As her recovery progressed, Aylin realised how much time had gone by without her knowing. She had missed proms, dates, boys and parties; all the things that make up a childhood. After a lot of thought, she decided to retire from dancing and study psychology at the USC. Well, it was her freshman year that she met a senior studying business who charmed her so hard that they were married within a year. Aylin had experienced what she thought was love before, but never like this. She was enamoured from the moment they met. And while she knew her parents would never bless their marriage for being so quick, it didn’t matter. He was all she needed now. 

When it came to arrange the wedding, Aylin had her heart set on finding her birth mother and inviting her. She never told anyone in her family, lest they think they weren't enough for her. There was a deep need to understand where she came from. Since she was now over the age of eighteen, she was able to do so. Despite the protests of her soon-to-be husband, Aylin tried her best to find her mother but could only ever find her name. Sabiha Sadik. Those she contacted advised that her mother was no longer alive and this left Aylin heartbroken. When it came time for her to change her name, she decided to add her birth mother's name at the end of her name, instead of taking her new husbands. It caused many arguments between the two, but Aylin held steadfast that she needed to honor where she came from.

After they were married and both graduated, Ari and Aylin moved to Silicon Valley, where her husband was in deep in developing new businesses from the ground up. In Aylin's mind, however, this meant settling down and starting a family. However, her husband received a promotion, one that he refused to turn down even if it required traveling most of the time and leaving no space for kids anytime soon. It took long hours of ‘mature’ discussions before the two finally came to an agreement, one that Aylin wasn’t entirely content with but she was not about to end her marriage over it, otherwise her meticulous ten-year plan would have definitely fallen apart.

When Ari and Aylin returned back to Silicon Valley from Aurora Bay for his work, she thought it was the right choice. She was doing everything she could for her marriage and it looked like it was working. But it all came out on her 30th birthday. The deep dark secret that had haunted their marriage finally came out. Once Aylin had learned of the emotional affair Ari had with his co-worker, she couldn't stay. It was the betrayal, the lying - the thought of denying herself for so long to make a marriage work that was doomed from the start. Without a second thought, Aylin packed her stuff and moved back into the holiday house in her home town.

born in istanbul, turkey — she was adopted by the carrigan’s when she was two years old. she has lived in aurora bay for most of her life until she went away to college at university of southern california. she then lived in silicon valley, los angeles until recently.  — ( possible connections: old friends, childhood crushes, chance encounters, college buddies from usc )

she’s the adopted sister of gavin & hunter carrigan and child of the carrigan’s, who are obviously quite well-known around aurora bay. she’s more reserved and not interested in the spotlight.  — ( possible connections: family friends, connections through gavin / thomas )

( tw: injury ) used to train to be a ballerina until she took a massive fall and suffered a head injury that required surgery. she still requires occasional trips to the doctor to manage the headaches she suffers from.  — ( possible connections: ex-dance friends, ex-pas de deux partner, friends from around the hospital. )

due to the uncovering of her husband's emotional affair with a co-worker, aylin has taken a temporary separation from her marriage. since she has been married for just under ten years, she hasn't been single in quite some time. — ( possible connections: flirtations, blind dates gone bad (probably), friends who encourage her to get back out there )

currently working as a psychologist at her own firm in town, she specialises in relationship counselling. she’s renting a room in a larger office building that houses a multitude of businesses. her clients range from any age, orientation or stage of life. — ( possible connections: client couples (both together or separately), colleagues, other professionals in the building, work friends )

lives in aurora bay drive and you can oftentimes find her going for walks with her dog early in the morning, especially around aurora bay lighthouse. she’s definitely the type to be involved in any committee or club that is nearby, anything to get out of the house. — ( possible connections: good/bad neighbors, fellow dog owners, people around town, wine club member, book club member. )

around town, you can usually find her sitting at driftwood cafe enjoying a nice cup of coffee (with oat milk), grabbing daily baked goods from sweet nothings bakery or attending her regular kickboxing and pilates classes at titanium gym. — ( possible connections: kickboxing partners, regular server at driftwood or sweet nothings, chance encounters )

loves cooking & baking, especially for other people. if she ever finds out that you’re without a dinner, expect a care package delivered first thing the next day. food is her love language, especially from her home country. — ( possible connections: mom friend, therapist, dear god let this woman feed you plz )

CURRENT CONNECTIONS:

adopted sister to @gavin-carrigan and @hcnter

wife to @aricohenx (not in-game) - currently seperated

depressties with @luckylewis

had her house broken into by @silascody

[onlyjaeyun]

Hey loveee, I know I haven’t written in such a long timeee, I’m sorry I was just so busy with studying, work and just life😭 I tried to only check tumblr once a day just to see if there’s a new ch chapter🤭 (or after hours (lovee the writer)), I hope you’re doing okay too!! I saw you sometimes were a bit stressed or something and just know it’s valid, if you need time take all the time you need we won’t be disappointed with you, literally never ever. Your health is your first priority and don’t forget that!

Besides that literally am Inlove with the recent chapters, ur way of writing and understanding the characters is so beautiful, the way u show their emotions literallt UWIAHIWJWJWHW it’s so good and the way hoon and yn communicate is so realistic

I also saw sometimes people liked to say backhanded stuff..or just straight up be rude😐 just know this smau is insanely good, you aren’t responsibly for whatever other people think or someone else’s triggers etc. It’s your smau and u decide what to write and if they don’t like it just move..

I wish u goodluck with everything in your life and I hope ur exams went well too!! I’ll try to write more again have a nice day and love uu, and once again you won’t disappoint us if you won’t write a chapter or take a break for a bit

hello my angel love!!!☀❁♥☆

thank you so much for checking in, I missed you :(( I really hope life's been treating you well besides the busy part and your taking good care of yourself! deffo means a lot to me to be one of the blogs you check up on regularly and I really hope my updates are some kind of help and motivation throughout your busy and exhausting days!!!☀

thank you so, so much for your sweet words, too! they really mean the world to me and I don't even know what to say bc I cant put into words just how much they mean to me. im sending you the biggest hug and a kiss and hope you have a great weekend. I love you so much!☀❁♥☆

[willxmeyers]

[cis man and he/him] Welcome to Aurora Bay, [WILLIAM MEYERS]! I couldn’t help but notice you look an awful lot like [THEO JAMES]. You must be the [THIRTY-NINE] year old [OWNER OF CORAL COTTAGE B&B]. Word is your [CHARMING] but can also be a bit [MOODY] and your favorite song is [THE TRAPEZE SWINGER by IRON & WINE]. I also heard you’ll be staying in [SEABROOK QUARTER]. I’m sure you’ll love it!

INFORMATION:

fullname. william jacob meyers

nicknames. will.

gender. cis man

pronouns. he / him

d.o.b. may 10th, 1983 | ( 39 years old )

astrology. taurus ☀ aries ☾  virgo ↑

birth place. kensington, england.

hometown. los angeles, california.

current residence. aurora bay, california. ( @aurorabayaesthetic​ )

occupation. owner of coral cottage bed and breakfast.

religion. atheist.

tattoos. none.

piercings. none.

marital status. divorced.

sexual preference. fluid.

family. gregory meyers (father), sophia meyers (mother), anna meyers (younger sister).

children. none that he knows of.

CHARACTER INSPO:

kendall roy ( succession ), dean winchester ( supernatural ), logan echolls ( veronica mars ), schmidt ( new girl ), adam pratt ( you ), dorian gray ( picture of dorian gray ). 

PERSONALITY:

+ charming, adaptable, shameless. - moody, stubborn, careless.

BIOGRAPHY:

( tw: drug use, overdose, domestic abuse, cheating ) 

Born with the world on a silver platter in the Kensington England, Will Meyers was born via surrogate to an older, wealthy baron couple. His father, a business tycoon with a ruthlessness that could rival Robert Moses - it was the unspoken rule of their family that the Meyers dynasty would fall to William when the time was right. They moved to Los Angeles when Will was eleven, as his father decided that all business would filter through the City of Angels. It could have been easy to fall into the loneliness of his family; raised by nannies, without parental supervision - but Will knew how to make the best of most situations. Creating lasting friendships wherever he went, for better or for worse. 

As he grew taller, Will had to bear witness to his angry father berating his mother on a daily basis. While it didn’t always turn to physical alterations, there was an air of tension that surrounded every quiet dinner, that one thing could cause an uproar. The move from England to California took an even heavier strain on the family, with his mother being apart from her own family. It wasn’t until William was 15 years old that his father became violent with him. After bringing home an “C” on his report card, his father smashed a bottle at him and gave him with a black eye. The trend continued for many years, leaving him a disgruntled and overall, damaged teenager who knew better than to taunt his father. All he wanted was approval, but something deep inside him knew that he was never going to get it. 

His schooling was filled with small rebellions. Whatever he could do to avoid being at home, Will would. He attended parties, mostly for the elite party favors that his classmates could provide. It was from an early age that Will learnt that his life felt so much better when he was strung out. He got through most of his studying abusing Adderall, while on the weekends, he’d try whatever was floating around. Keeping up appearances was all that mattered to his father so Will knew that whatever he did, needed to be in private. 

After graduation, William got accepted to his father’s alma mater with his somewhat average grades and a large donation from his father. He studied business, as though there was anything else that was acceptable to the Meyer’s patriarch. Eventually getting his MBA at Harvard Business School where he was set up with another high society families daughter to court. Their relationship was another business transaction that Will knew he had to see through, even if it didn’t make either of them particularly happy. It didn’t stop Will from exploring other romantic ventures and his impression was that, like his own mother, his new wife would look the other way. But she wanted real love, and that was something Will didn’t know how to do. Their marriage lasted less than a year. 

As time went on, his father’s health began to decline. A heart that had never really been used had started to decay and it eventually gave out. At the age of 87, Gregory Meyers passed away and the Meyers dynasty.. was not passed onto his son, as expected. In the ultimate power move from beyond the grave, all that was promised to him was not given but Will was cut out entirely. Feeling as though he was shaped for nothing, Will felt without a path or any sense of direction. He had a choice of working his way up the corporate ladder, as was his father wish - to actually “achieve something of his own” or step down entirely. William decided to find his own path. 

While he didn’t receive the various businesses that he thought, Will was given a large inheritance. Of which, he had no idea how to use it. At the tender age of 35, he felt as though he could do whatever he wanted. And whatever he wanted, he did. William became the party boy that his father would have detested. But flying too close to the sun meant that Will was starting to burn. And eventually, the fast lane caught up with him. It took three paramedics to get him back to life after a nearly fatal overdose. 

Realizing that the love he never got from his father was not worth dying over, William finally had an epiphany (after a brief stunt in rehab). The only times he had felt happy was on the odd occasions his family would head down to Aurora Bay for their annual summer holiday. His father owned a beach house in various locations but the small town of Aurora Bay was always Will’s favourite. On a whim, Will decided to purchase a beautiful B&B with his inheritance, hoping that small town life would fulfil him in some manner.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS:

will moved to aurora bay around january 2023 where he originally planned to try and by the seascape hotel but then settled on the cottage on a bit of a whim. very active with local businesses around town now that he's apart of the community. currently a part of the aurora bay community garden club and gutter sluts bowling team. ( possible connections: fellow business owners, garden club members, fellow gutter sluts )

he’s an early riser, loves waking up at 5am every morning. he usually jogs down to the local gym for a work out or goes for a swim at the beach. ( possible connections: run club, gym bros, fellow early risers )

born in kensington, england but moved to los angeles when he was eleven - his family travelled around a lot so there’s lot of people he could have met throughout his life. ( possible connections: childhood friends from england, ex-la natives )

the meyers family was very well off until his father passed and will would have been hanging around los angeles nightlife like a moth to the flame. until he hit his limit. ( possible connections: ex-la natives, ex-party friends, old flames, fellow ex-addicts, bad influences )

will’s father, gregory was notorious throughout the united states, the united kingdom and hong kong for being a ruthless businessman. while it seemed like will would follow in his father’s footsteps, things didn’t work out that way. ( possible connections: family friends, confidants, ex-business acquaintances )

( tw: drug overdose ) after a relapse episode that nearly took his life in may last year, will has a pacemaker as he was diagnosed with a genetic heart condition. he has to take frequent trips to the hospital to keep on top of his health. ( possible connections: doctor and nurses around the hospital, other frequent visitors )

his family vacationed at aurora bay drive for many summers, especially when will was around 11 to 17. he would have gotten up to all kinda of mischief at that age. ( possible connections: first love, childhood friends, vacation buddies )

will attends narcostics anonymous every thursday night in the local church basement without fail. has been sober for over a year now, apart from the occasional drink. ( possible connections: narcotics anonymous attendees, sponsor / sponsee )

this man doesn’t really like cook for himself as he never had to learn. so often has his meals at the various cafes and restaurants around town. and so far, his favorite places around aurora bay are: aquatica as he loves the creatures of the sea, driftwood coffee shop as he can’t live without his morning coffee, oceania bookstore as he loves to read now that he’s living “the quiet life" and reef bar as he can’t stand being alone longer than five seconds. ( possible connections: friends with owners/workers, fellow regulars, random run-ins, one night stands )

CURRENT CONNECTIONS:

older cousin of @esmemaxwcll (on his mum's side)

madly in love with and engaged to @lemielewis

pseudo big brother to @luckylewis and @lorelailewis

shitty ex-husband to @connievanderbilt

dated @delilahcarreno while still married

best friend / biggest annoyance to @pcrdita

attends N.A with @samucl-kane

has @laureljacobs on retainer

forever hater of @firefighterrojas

ex-hook up with @esmaxdemirci

consistently swapping jojo siwa tiktoks with @cricketcampbell

rehab frememies with @tillycai

life was saved by @erickxng (npc) and @noah-atwood

@colexwalters is forever his bad influence

get his ass kicked in poker by @santiagodeleons

big shipper of @xaviermattthews and @vanessagable

newest member of the 'gutter sluts' bowling team with @despaiiring, @benj-hyun, @eternalconsxlationprize, @marcusyoung and @borawinters