#━━ ✦ ANDREW MINYARD * HEADCANONS ‚ are you insane like me? been in pain like me? .

[eglcntine-archived]

15, 16, 24 for Andrew

*: ･ﾟ✧   90 loaded questions / interview the muse.

15. How often do your admit you were wrong?

never.

16. Which one of your biggest flaws do you like to rationalize the most?

everything he does is with purpose.

his sacrifices are necessary, and no one he cares for can strive without him and what he can do to guarantee their success, and safety.

andrew's self-sacrificing behavior is an addiction in and of itself. nothing will go right unless it is at his own expense and he firmly believes so. it's why he embodies everyone's battles and fears, and takes all the punches he can.

because he can and there's no reason for anyone else to.

24. Do you ever feel like an imposter?

not human?

not... real? fake---- like the world around him is a moving picture and he's frozen in place? the clock ticks but andrew can't see the change, always watching from the sidelines.

[hellebcre]

HOW DO STRANGERS PERCEIVE YOU?

the ground beneath us is solid

sitting under a tree in summer. the sound of light rain on a metal roof and old wooden coffee tables. getting so absorbed in a story that hours pass without you noticing. you probably judge people who don't use coasters. your best feature is your hands. you're often pretty logical, but you're also very gentle. you're not aggressive, but you do have strong opinions. you like gardening. you have a deep need for comfort and security. you like things to make sense. you're afraid of circumstances out of control, but letting go helps you live so much more vividly than you could ever imagine.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ SEVERUS SNAPE ]

they say sharks never stop moving

paint-stained skin. spontaneity. leaving an amusement park with a won stuffed animal bigger than you. messy hair and dancing in the kitchen. you have the soul of an artist. you're creative and your mind never really stops working. your best feature is probably your sense of style. you feel things very intensely, and may feel a lack of emotional permanence. you have a restless energy. you are always growing, always improving, always adapting. you may feel a lack of a sense of identity, but you don't have to know who you are all at once. you can find yourself in new ways every day.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GERARD KEAY ]

scary dog privilege

loud music. laughing at bad horror movies. comfort through sitting in silence together. deep, Intricate forests and dark shades of green and purple. your best feature is probably a birthmark, or maybe your nose. you often look stoic, but when you do smile, it lights up your whole face. you're observant. you probably have a soft spot for kids. for someone who looks so scary, you have this innate way of making people feel so safe. you're a natural protector. you just want people to have it better than you did. your kindness is subtle. not everyone will see it. but it's the cause of so much healing. even more than you can see.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ ANDREW MINYARD ]

lightning never strikes the same place twice

midnight phone calls. original art hanging on the wall. indie music. the color blue and the feeling of knowing someone your whole life. you have a striking appearance. your best feature is probably your eyes. you're a rare soul, hard to figure out and impossible to forget. you probably don't speak often, but each word carries weight somehow. even when you're joking, you're revealing a tiny piece of you. you want to be loved so badly. you don't know that you already are.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GORDO LIVINGSTONE ]

green with envy

valentine's day. feeling breathless beside the ocean. the ambiguous time between late spring early summer. pastel, clean colors and alphabetical organization. you're more than a little intimidating. your best feature is probably your hair. to many, you look perfect. you're good at putting on a brave face, good at pretending to have it all together. you're afraid people won't love you if they see your flaws. let me tell you a secret: they will love you more.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ DRACO MALFOY ]

tagged by : stolen from @lamenthope !

tagging : @effervezce​ ( the usual please uwu ) , @exiiiled​ & @faultyconscience​

[eglcntine-archived]

WHERE DOES YOUR SOUL FEEL AT HOME

where you are encouraged

you're certain, you're convinced. you've built yourself up from the ground. it's not that you want to be encouraged to reach a distant goal or take some humble wobbly steps forward. you want to be encouraged in the decisions that you made for yourself. you want them to recognize that you know what's good for you. you don't need essays of advice or hugs the last for hours, you're satisfied with a couple of words and a look of recognition in their eyes, a friendly push in your back, a chuckle. you simply want to be recognized for your hard work. because it has been hard, hasn't it? it's okay to admit that, i know you know but i want to remind you regardless. because damn, it hasn't been easy whatsoever. 

yet there's a fire inside of you, a drive to keep going forward. do you know where you're going half of the time? are you endlessly chasing that moment of clarity you feel in the Exact second you make a decision, before doubt sets in? i say keep going, people like you are those who want to try, regardless of anything, to at least try. bruised knees, a twisted ankle but still, your flame, your hope.

 i think we might need you more than ever now. you take what's small, what's painful to touch and you embrace it, translate it. you blow your fire into it and watch it rise from the ashes and fly through the sky like fireworks. to know what you know, to feel what you feel, you care about the journey. you're an advocate for kindness and the power of rebirth. you find meaning in finding meaning and you hope people find meaning in you. that they do, without a shadow of a doubt, they do.

tagged by: stolen from @necrcmance ❣️

tagging: @hcmlock ( Neil ) , @demobaited , and @faultyconscience

[hellebcre]

WHAT  BODY  PART  ARE  YOU  ?

Heart

A heart in a cynical sense feels nothing, it simply carries through all the blood, all the oxygen, all the components the other parts that do feel need. An ugly organ, misshapen and strange when held in the palm of your hand. Yet, it is the centre of your being. It is the core. Even when you try to act unaffected, it is your heart that gives you away, skipping a beat, fluttering in excitement, halting dead in terror. You have so much of it to give, you just haven’t learned to discern who is and isn’t worthy of it yet. Hold onto it. Do not whittle it down, carve names into the flesh that you cannot erase. Remain patient, remain astute, and remain loving.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ SEVERUS SNAPE ]

Brain

To say you have a tendency to overthink things would be an understatement of the century. It’s the only way you can function. Spending more time with your thoughts than others because they simply don’t understand. How can you make them understand? The answer is, you can’t. Some people are beyond logic and reason, but that doesn’t mean they are lost. You are the one who is more lost than they ever are, hemming and hawing over all the choices that you don’t need to. To tell you to ignore it though and to trust your instinct would be nothing short of a waste. Stay with your thoughts, but it will not give you peace of mind.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ DRACO MALFOY ]

Teeth

To tear, to rip, to eat, to devour. You’ve only barked and attacked your whole life, bitten and torn at the hands that approached you, unable to tell if they were going to feed you or hurt you. Not uncommon for someone who has endured what you have. Sometimes they can turn in on yourself, biting and tearing flesh at every crevice of your being until you can find what’s underneath, to truly know who you are. But you won’t. Teeth always rot and fall out, and when that day comes, you will be weak and defenceless, muzzled and useless. So while you can, look to the cameras and give us a big smile.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ ANDREW MINYARD ]

Heart

A heart in a cynical sense feels nothing, it simply carries through all the blood, all the oxygen, all the components the other parts that do feel need. An ugly organ, misshapen and strange when held in the palm of your hand. Yet, it is the centre of your being. It is the core. Even when you try to act unaffected, it is your heart that gives you away, skipping a beat, fluttering in excitement, halting dead in terror. You have so much of it to give, you just haven’t learned to discern who is and isn’t worthy of it yet. Hold onto it. Do not whittle it down, carve names into the flesh that you cannot erase. Remain patient, remain astute, and remain loving.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GORDO LIVINGSTONE ]

Heart

A heart in a cynical sense feels nothing, it simply carries through all the blood, all the oxygen, all the components the other parts that do feel need. An ugly organ, misshapen and strange when held in the palm of your hand. Yet, it is the centre of your being. It is the core. Even when you try to act unaffected, it is your heart that gives you away, skipping a beat, fluttering in excitement, halting dead in terror. You have so much of it to give, you just haven’t learned to discern who is and isn’t worthy of it yet. Hold onto it. Do not whittle it down, carve names into the flesh that you cannot erase. Remain patient, remain astute, and remain loving.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GERARD KEAY]

tagged by : stole this bitch 😤 @dolokhoff​

tagging : @effervezce​ ( everyone ) , @faultyconscience​ , @exiiiled​ ( your choice ! )

[hellebcre]

Which Unpopular Archetype Are You?

THE DARK HORSE .

who would’ve guessed it’d be you? after all this time, it’s really you? when you were little, nobody knew your name. for so long, you’ve lived as a shade amongst shades. written off, cast aside, overlooked. you did your best work in the shadows. it took you so long to bloom, some thought you would never emerge at all. but now’s your time in the spotlight. all the heroes have failed, but you’re still standing. in the darkest hour, you came in to save the day. you’re our last hope, dark horse! 

personality : clever , determined , quiet 

counterpart : the killer

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ TSUKKISHIMA KEI ]

THE OMEN . 

blood pours from you easier than most people. wherever you go, you’ll be watched. children will learn fear from you. the people you love will be scared to witness. they’ll shut their ears and put you away and once you’re gone, you’ll be hollowed until all that remains is the message. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE FIRST SIGN OF WHAT WAS TO COME. in time, people will forget you were even a person. yours is a silent epilogue. if you are saved, it will be out of the spotlight. you’re more than your baggage, omen. 

personality : wise , selfless , pessimistic 

counterpart : the taken

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ SEVERUS SNAPE ]

THE KILLER .

you got fucked up something awful. sorry. i dont know why or when it got so bad for you, but now that heat feels so true to you that it’s hard to imagine a you without it. there’s nothing grand about the damage you do. it isn’t the kind that people write stories about. for this reason, it’ll be a while before anyone stops you, if they ever come around to it. it’s all the more likely that you’ll have to dig your own way out of this pit. one day you won’t even remember how blood tasted. the rage won’t keep you warm forever, killer! 

personality : intense , introspective , edgy 

counterpart : the dark horse

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ ANDREW MINYARD ]

THE ACCOMPLICE .  

you’re going to be chained to something no matter where you go. if you stay long enough to hear them cry, it will be guilt. but most of the time, it will be love. why else would you follow them to the edge of the world, to the middle of nowhere ? why would you come so close to evil if you didn’t care for the vessel that holds it ? you might know purpose, but before that you know what it’s like to feel lovesick. you’d bear it all to stand next to them. you’re a hard worker and a great friend. you could be anywhere, accomplice. you deserve better than to be stranded out here.

personality :  loving , capable , unassertive  

counterpart :  the loyal

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GERARD KEAY ]

tagged by : @mystiika​

tagging : @lamenthope​ , @gellcrt​ , @necrcmance​ , @effervezce​ ( sirius , remus , mark , neil and anyone else of your choice ! ) , @exiiiled​ ( your choice ! ) , @faultyconscience​

[hellebcre]

How Does Your Story End?

in a betrayal.

you trusted, and now you must pay the price... your final word is a half-whispered question, "why?"

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ SEVERUS SNAPE ]

in a betrayal.

you trusted, and now you must pay the price... your final word is a half-whispered question, "why?"

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GORDO LIVINGSTONE ]

frightened, alone.

you are not ready to go. you plead, and cry, but the reaper will not hear you.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ GERARD KEAY ]

unfinished. 

cut down too soon, questions unanswered, desires unfulfilled... what a tragedy you are.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ [ ANDREW MINYARD ]

tagged by : @faultyconscience​ (ty ! )

tagging : @effervezce​ ( you know the drill ) , @exiiiled​

[hellebcre]

[ tag dump ] [ andrew minyard ]

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