#“don't speak me i'm cold !”
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all i'm saying is that one of them probably had to carry clover's body to that coffin in the castle
edit: read the first tag, thank you
#btw do not follow me for uty fanart /srs I'm not in the fandom anymore and don't post fanart. I just chose violence today#starlo drapes half of his poncho over clover's clammy cold skin#and he doesn't speak the whole journey#cuz he knows if he does the dam will break. and he has to be strong#for everyone#uty fanart#uty#undertale yellow#starlo#clover#tw child death#my art#star sheriff :3
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Price is cold, very cold, Nik helps him out (SFW) | AO3
The stiffness in Price’s fingers had settled in a long time ago, hands pinned firmly under his armpits while shifting his weight around, hoping to get some heat back in his extremities, without much success. Every exhale gave him a proper view of how cold it really was, making him miss the countless ops in middle eastern summers that made him sweat every last drop of water in his body and burnt his skin.
Yet, there stood Nikolai, next to him, jacket opened, a cigarette in his hands, looking like this was just a slightly chilly evening. Unbelievable.
“Fucking hell, Nik.”
This got the Russian to raise an eyebrow at him, his dark eyes glaring into Price’s briefly, before handing him the cigarette he had just lit up.
“Hmh? Want one?”
A short laugh escaped Price’s lips as he shook his head, teeth shuddering as he opened his mouth.
“Nah. All I want is some fucking heat, Nik.” He grumbled, words barely audible between his trembling and the slight wind piercing through his bones. “You owe me dinner for this.”
This whole thing had been Nik’s idea. A weapon’s deal, probably just a regular work day for him, if Nik hadn't smelled something fishy about this one. On such a short notice, all he could do was ask John for help and backup, something the captain was happy to provide, despite the negative temperatures. He just wished the asshole they were waiting for would show up quicker so the two of them could get back to their van.
It was Nik’s turn to chuckle softly, exhaling the smoke slowly as he did so. He took a step closer to Price and the captain immediately felt the heat radiating off of him, his bigger shape gently pressing itself against his, leaving what little heat John had left in his own body to gather at the tip of his ears, under his beanie.
“Is the cold that bad ?” The Russian asked, a wider smile on his face as he let one of his hands wander to the back of John’s neck, gloved fingers toying with his scarf.
A soft, barely audible swear word was all John was able to answer, his cheeks warming up as he felt the warm leather gloves press against the skin of his neck. His blue eyes darted around the alley the two were standing in, checking if anyone was around, a habit of his he found difficult to get rid of. Things were still pretty recent with Nik, and it didn’t matter how safe he felt around the man or how capable he knew the two of them to be at protecting themselves, there would still be apprehension whenever Nikolai touched him this way outside.
Another exhale, John’s lips quivering as he stared into Nikolai’s dark eyes, whole body shaking under several layers of clothes as his answer.
“Give me your hands.” Nik simply added, placing his cigarette between his lips and opening both of his palms, waiting for John to oblige him.
For a moment, John stared at him, a frown on his face as he tried to understand what his plan could be. Another gust of wind rushing through the alley and piercing through his body was enough to convince him, however, finally removing his hands from beneath his armpits and placing them inside of Nikolai’s.
“Better not start making me dance a waltz or anything.” Price mumbled, his apprehensions still very much in the back of his mind.
“A good idea for later.” Nik teased in return.
His smile couldn’t have been wider as he closed his fingers around John’s hands, pulling them closer until they were resting against Nik’s sides, under his jacket. It was like placing your hands directly on a heater, the warmth immediately spreading inside John’s fingers, almost painfully so for half a second, until it became enjoyable again.
“Better?” Nik asked as he let go of John’s hands, letting them rest against his sides before grabbing his cigarette again and slowly letting the smoke out.
“Yeah. Fuck, Nik.”
The urge to push his entire body against Nik’s, let his arms wrap themselves around his bigger shape and let his head rest in the crook of his neck, taking in all of his familiar and comforting scent was strong, too strong. There were still outside, in the cold, waiting for this fucking arms dealer to show up and all Price could think about was how good it would be to be pinned under Nik’s weight, how warm he would feel in his arms, his hot breath hitting the back of his neck as Nik laid on top of him, hips against his, hearing him whisper the most salacious praises in his ears while he -
“John. John ? They’re here.”
“Bollocks.”
Price’s hands quickly let go of Nik, moving to the inside of his jacket’s pockets instead, fingers resting against the pistol concealed in it as three figures approached them with heavy cases in their hands.
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As the heavy van door slammed next to him, Price let out a sigh of relief. The inside of the vehicle was definitely an improvement from the outside temperature. He sat in the passenger seat, watching Nik take his place as the driver, the Russian humming happily as he placed his keys against the dashboard.
“That went pretty well, didn’t it?” He asked, his usual smile still on his face.
“The bloke I shot in the foot after they tried to grab us wouldn’t agree with you.”
“Da, but they were very reasonable after that.”
The inside of the van was suddenly filled with the sound of joyful laughter as the two men leaned against each other, one of Nik’s big hands first resting against Price’s shoulder, only to move to his chin, raising it up slightly, enough that his lips could meet John’s. Fifteen minutes ago, Nikolai was holding an eastern European mobster in a tight headlock, ready to crack his skull open, a proud display of his strength and resolve, and now, he was tenderly kissing his love, smiling behind his lips as his fingers dig into John’s beard, gently brushing against his skin. John loved that about him.
“Still cold?” His deep voice was like a reassuring embrace to Price.
“It’s better than standing outside but yeah, I’m still fucking freezing.”
Nikolai nodded, grabbing his keys and turning the engine on.
“I know a good way to warm you up.”
The shit eating grin on his face was enough of a clue for John to understand what he meant by that, his insides twisting in anticipation.
“Dinner first. You owe me, Nik.”
“Da, da. I’m a gentleman, after all.”
“Huh-huh.”
Another shared laugh echoed inside the vehicle as they took off. No matter how cold John was at the moment, he had no doubts in his mind that Nik would indeed find a way to warm him up tonight.
#cod#nikprice#john price#cod nikolai#prikolai#heh just a silly little thing#Making my last gifs of Nik made me think about how warm his jacket must be and how nice it would be to have your fingers there#hmmmmmmm#if you liked this: good! If you didn't: I don't speak english don't look at me#my writing#why do I keep writing scenarios in which Price is cold you ask ?#My anemic ass is just biased. I'm cold. I'M SO COLD. ALL THE TIME.
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Dimitrescu family at the morning
Alcina
Bela
Cassandra
Daniela
#alcina dimitrescu#lady dimitrescu#“i need a drink”#bela dimitrescu#“don't speak me i'm cold !”#cassandra dimitrescu#“don't speak me I'm armed”#daniela dimitrescu#zzz..#dimitrescu#re8#resident evil village#house dimitrescu#castle dimitrescu
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I'm taking my life back. You can't hurt me anymore.
#context will be added after normal tags- you do not have to read what im going to write#club penguin#club penguin oc#club penguin art#club penguin fanart#ahf#tw blood#tw slight violence#cw blood#cw slight violence#filler tag for sensitive shit#filler tag filler tag filler tag#disney talks filler tag#disney talks serious; scary shit that they were put through for the past 5ish months#Hi. If you made it this far into the tags- allow me to give some context behind this piece#I'm hesitant to speak out on this blog about this issue. However. It's important to why I made this#Since august; an artist in this community who is older than me had been stalking me. This artist had made horrific art of me#this user has hurt me and hurt my friends. This user made me think so low of myself; deeply traumatized me and children in this community#im taking my fucking life back. this vile fucking human tried so hard to degrade me and i dont fucking love you. i never loved you.#i never will love you. i never have loved you. You are a nasty fucking piece of shit and i hope you fucking rot. This is the only time you#guys will ever hear me curse and be this cold and unforgiving. I know I'm mostly regarded as a fandom sweetheart#i know to some my words may be shocking. This stalker whos name im holding back from outing on my blog. You're the reason people hurt.#Take responsibility. The reason I used a mouthwashing quote was on purpose. You can fill in the blanks. Don't pretend like you're a victim.#that's all I have to say right now. There's much more i can say; much much worse that has happened.#for now; thank you if you read all of this. Club Penguin's community has and always will have protected me and saved my life.#I'm taking my life back. You cannot hurt me. I hope this hurts.
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Girls do you think it's cute when *erupts into a violent coughing fit*
#Hi everypony. I'm still sick :)#I've been coughing nonstop like all night 😭#I hate it here. Set me FREE#I've barely been able to function bc I've been taking cough medicine#And while it DOES help my symptoms it makes me SO woozy#I've been dissociating for like. 4 straight days now. LMAO#Also I don't have Covid shockingly?? I swear I thought I did#It's just a normal cold I guess *shrug emoji*#Anyway I still have to work (ew) but at the very least I'm not working 10-11 hour days like I did last week...while sick...aha <3#Just the normal 8 hours today...I can make it...I can ma#Shima speaks
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#the nemesis speaks#malevolent spoilers#malevolent podcast#malevolent#wolf 359#has this joke already been beaten to death. nevermind i don't care i'm making it anyway#i can't believe hilbert got the og decima samples from a people eating fairy king and just never thought that was worth mentioning#don't ask me how fast i found those wolf caps i don't want to talk about it#‘’it’s just a space cold’’ ‘’that’s not how space works’’ you will always be famous to me
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a day when you upload is a good day for me <3
You're seriously my biggest inspiration for getting better at writing, thank you for all your hard work!! I always look forward to whatever you write, it's always a work of art!
IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO ANSWER BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU KIND BEAUTIFUL SOUL
Know your pocket writer is dying of feels currently, will be back shortly
But really, thank you so so much for your kind words! I can't do anything without inspiration and knowing someone holds my works with such high regards, makes me melt and be more and more inspired to write!
I'm currently working on the Halloween specials, and that's what I'm probably going to post next, so it's going to take a while. But I do hope you'll be here and you'll have a blast with it! That's why I keep on writing! ^^
Again, thank you so much, my dear! I hope you can become an exceptional writer yourself, much better than your little pocket writer here ;)
#polaris speaks#answered asks#asks#anon ask#you guys are going to melt my cold cold heart I'm telling ya#hahahaha really it always makes me happy to find something like this on my inbox ^^#I hope you'll all enjoy what I have in store for Halloween for you!#it's taking a while but hopefully it'll be worth it!#also I don't even think I'm that amazing as a writer to inspire other people#you guys flatter me too much hahahaha
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thoughts on saavik?
I don't know anything about Saavik v_v I really love these two posts about her though! X and X I think about these posts often and whenever I do I feel like I want to draw!
#Q&A#I think this is the third time someone's asked me my thoughts on Saavik#which is interesting since I thought she was a fairly niche character - is there just something about her that makes people go#'Oh Bea would like this guy'#Or is it just that I'm on the more 'underrated yet prominent Vulcan' side of tumblr with my Tuvokposting??#anon#all I know about Saavik comes from other people who draw art about her I haven't seen any of the actual material#so I do like her but I don't have actual personal substance in my liking of her!#I think she's in one of the movies? I'd watch it but 'Watching ENT for T'Pol Knowledge' is kind of next on my 'Do It For Her' list#and has been for several months so you know - it's hard for me. When I could just be rewatching Voyager v_v#ENT really is so tough to watch. It's really hard going from VOY to '3 white guys and 1 sexy girl' and the whole series feels like army#propaganda somehow...like uh 'top gun' or something. Something about the distinctly American Machismo?#Like these three men are hardcore Patriots#I'd say 'these four men' but they don't let Travis speak bc he's not white or a hot lady so I don't know what his deal is#Idk it just doesn't feel like Star Trek to me it feels so cold and gray and hostile but I'll work my way through it I'm sure#got way of topic in these notes but that's alright v_v
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Tag drop: Dorian Pavus
#[ dorian pavus. ] he says we're alike. too much pride. once i would have been overjoyed to hear him say that. now I'm not certain.#[ dorian pavus: ic. ] you find joy in it not shame. it shows. / why be ashamed? power should be respected. not swept under the carpet.#[ dorian pavus: inquiries. ] stop talking like you're waiting for applause. / what? there's no applause?#[ dorian pavus: countenance. ] i'm here to set things right. also? to look dashing. that part's less difficult.#[ dorian pavus: introspection. ] selfish i suppose. not to want to spend my entire life screaming on the inside.#[ dorian pavus: meta. ] you inspired me with your marvelous antics. you’re shaping the world. how could i aspire to do any less?#[ dorian pavus: etc. ] you can't call me pampered. nobody's peeled a grape for me in weeks.#[ dorian pavus: magic. ] don't your spells whisper things to you? what is and could be? music in the mind of strange faraway places?#[ dorian pavus: inquisition. ] we're going to get lost and starve to death. aren't we? a glorious end for the inquisition.#[ dorian pavus: tevinter. ] despite appearances. we care deeply. about everything. we have no reserve. not in war and not in love.#[ dorian pavus: felix. ] even in illness he was the best of us. with him around you knew things could be better.#[ dorian pavus: gereon. ] we used to talk about how we could make real change in the imperium. then he gave up. he stopped trying.#[ dorian pavus: halward. ] i only wanted what was best for you. / no. you wanted the best for you. your fucking legacy.#[ dorian pavus: aquinea. ] her blame was cold and smothering. never spoken but always present. he couldn't face that. not yet.#[ dorian pavus: inquisitor. ] you have too many people asking you for everything under the sun. i won't be one of them.#[ dorian pavus: solas. ] you startled me. you're always so... nondescript. / please speak up. i cannot hear you over your outfit.#[ dorian pavus: varric. ] what do you think sparkler? ten royals says the next thing we run into farts fire. / taken i win either way.#[ dorian pavus: cullen. ] gloat all you like. i have this one. / are you sassing me commander? i didn't know you had it in you.#[ dorian pavus: cassandra. ] blue scarf? why would i be wearing such a thing? / It's a painting. work with me. it'll be fantastic.#[ dorian pavus: cole. ] you say you're handsome all the time. am i? i can't tell. / you're all right. might want to rethink the hats.#[ dorian pavus: vivienne. ] i received a letter the other day dorian. / truly? it's nice to know you have friends.#[ dorian pavus: blackwall. ] point is. you should let yourself off the hook. i know bad men and you're not one.#[ dorian pavus: sera. ] you magic me: i'll put three arrows in your eye. / now we can live together in peace and harmony.#[ dorian pavus: bull. ] no qunari would accept a tevinter mage unless it was a ruse. when should i expect a knife in the back?#[ dorian pavus: corypheus. ] one of yours? / one of mine? like a pet? a giant darkspawn hamster with aspirations of godhood?#[ dorian pavus: v. inquisition. ] one of mine? like a pet? like a giant darkspawn hamster with aspirations of godhood?#[ dorian pavus: v. veilguard. ] evil gods. rituals. waiting for the stars. it's about as tevinter as blood magic and hubris.#tag drop
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all love and joy to all my darling american internet friends and mutuals etc etc but if I ever have to learn another thing about us news ever again I think I'm going to blow something up
#I am SO MAD that I cannot avoid information about america#and I am SO MAD that it would be politically irresponsible to avoid information about america were it even possible#the us thinks it's soooo important and the worst part is that it kind of is important. so I just have to keep knowing things against my wil#i know all these facts about your stupid presidents and yet not ONE of you could tell me what happened in the engadine maccas#not one of you know the gay marriage crocodiles quote by heart#not one of you could say why scomo is such a dickbag if you even know who he is!!!!#I'm speaking hyperbolically. to an extent. but ugh I'm so sick of it I feel like everything is so oversaturated with america#I see more information about it than any other country and I DON'T EVEN LIVE THERE#sick of it! if anyone ever plans on talking about america again please don't#and also while I'm complaining#can someone please make a vague fantasy continent that is cold in the south and hot in the north. like a normal person.#I don't want to listen to americans or anyone in the northern hemisphere ever again. goodbye#fay.... man idk what this is#fay complains#I suppose
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rattling the bars of my cage. in the hellblazer universe, all gods spring from the imagination of humans and gain form + power based on the strength of their belief, with the more power they gather influencing how much their belief system shapes the world, meaning all creation myths are true and trade stages of validity based on the level of their specific faith accrued in the world at any given time.
based on that system, it is entirely fucking possible that by the later stages of hellblazer, constantine has participated significantly enough in the renewal / creation / downfall of enough gods, creation figures, and empires — including icons who are significantly tied into judeo-christian origins, like the beast of eden, the first of the fallen, lucifer, and the archangel gabriel — and built enough of a system of faith off the back of that reputation, to qualify as a minor god himself in time. which would explain how jc: hellblazer ends with him still walking and talking despite discovering that he no longer has a pulse or heartbeat. rattling the bars of my fucking cage!!!
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#DON'T LOOK AT ME DON'T PERCEIVE ME DO NOT SPEAK!!!!!! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sat up in a COLD fucking sweat about this theory actually#DISCLAIMER i don't bring much of the canon of jc: hellblazer to my blog bc that ending STRESSES me out#but WILL i think and theorize about it until my brain train leaves the station? you fucking bet i will!!!!!!#the idea of a man so abandoned by heaven that he scorns all traditional faith. who despises the fan clubs and groupies he attracts#being made to survive SOLELY on the back of the reputation that has both saved and caged him. i'm normal about that#i'm FUCKING normal about that
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I'm about to drive in the ocean I'ma try to swim from somethin' bigger than me
#anyways. i've been listening to this song a lot lately#i find it funny how coincidentally most of my favourite songs are about the ocean/water#i don't even like to go to the beach (as a summer recreational activity. i like to just be there when it's chilly / empty)#but yeah. me 🤝 Vessel - water themes in music#you are what you eat i suppose 😌💙 :;:)#speaking of mr Frank tho. GUYS?? TYLER?? CHROMAKOPIA ???#i have a lot of thoughts and will share once i'm free from [things] but WOW. MASTERPIECE. GOT ME CRYING FR FR#anyways x2#How's everyone? yall freaky and sad? me too me too#HALLOWEEN IS ALMOST UPON US! I HAVEN'T WATCHED A SINGLE HALLOWEEN THEMED MOVIE THIS MONTH EXCEPT FOR ADDAM'S FAMILY#(and Nope I GUESS)#i might to my otgw during November instead cus homegirl is high-key all over#anyways x3#my nose tipy is hella cold 🥺 who wants to kiss it warm 🥺#darya's mixtape#frank ocean#Spotify
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#everything is just so fucking awful all the time#my attempts to be happy are only ever rewarded with a brick to the face#gritting my teeth trying to be silly and whimsical cause halloween is my favorite time of year#but I haven't decorated anything-- I slapped together a costume last minute and it's basically a declawed dollar store wolverine#usually I've been putting my costume together since august but this year just said “fuck you” to my traditions#I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alonr#don't want to hang out with anyone don't want to speak to anybody or get out of bed#struggling not to burst into tears throughout the day and it's so exhausting#everyone at my work is sick with a cold or flu so there goes what little bit of november I could enjoy cause I'll inevitably get it#I don't know if I just want this to be over and me come out the other side or if I just want to call it quits here#31 years isn't such a bad life I guess#it's so short but who am I kidding#where would a high school degree and a fraudulent 2 year college degree get me?#I'll be working at mcdonalds the rest of my life#I'll never move up I'll never own a house#I'll never start my cat rescue I always dreamed of having#I'm sorry Phoebe#maybe I'll see you sooner than you think
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Ah isn't it wonderful to be incredibly sensitive to sound and with an immune system that isn't immune in an exam hall where everyone is sneezing, sniffling and coughing every seven seconds
#I'm not kidding#I'm taking medication for a freaking cold because of this#Because I don't want it to affect my exam preparation#But I can't do anything about the noise. It drives me insane. Nuts.#I once got so mad at the girl next to me that I straight up crushed the paper in my hands#The sound was so loud that at least five heads turned to look at me#Speaking of which I either have anger issues or I'm just a total bitch#Whatever.#Urgh#miscellaneous
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Does....does anyone else ever just like... lie out of expectation?
To clarify I mean this to say, when people ask you what you're doing or something, and you answer honestly but strangely and they very visibly don't believe you... do you ever just lie the next time to say something closer to what you know they expect?
Like. Because the truth sounds so strange for a "normal" person to say, people insist that you must have alternative motives??? And that you're just bad at lying??? So then the next time you DO lie and they accept that way easier than the truth so you get into the habit of lying about stupid inconsequential things so much you forget you're even supposed to be telling the truth???
#i don't know what I'm saying#but it occured to me that i lie about a bunch of stupid shit#like ive almost always got a lie ready#but then the few times i make an effort to tell the truth people look at me like i HAVE to be lying#like bitch you've NEVER caught me in a lie you have no idea what it looks like clearly#like is it odd that i went to garage where I smoke weed to use the space heater??#yes! is that what I went in there for??? ALSO YES#I've been cold for like four fucking months Christy I'm SICK of it#its not because I'm a degenerate who refuses to stay sober#like fuck dude wdywfm#theres a bunch of little things like that where people assume I'm lying but no I'm just fucking weird#this is WHY i lie tho#i woulda just said yes I'm here to get stoned as fuck#and she woulda believed me#auugufuhh#sam speaks#vent post#kinda??
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Someone asked me today to explain what's happening in Gaza, which I thought was a little odd since I'm by no means an expert in that region, but sure. I suppose I am the Adult Person Who Reads The News in the place where I work, so I figured I'd do my best and lead with "I'm not an expert in this, so I recommend you do some reading, but my understanding is-" And then the kid goes, "But I thought your specialty was the East." And I can understand how he got that impression bc I did a lot of explaining when the conflict started in Ukraine but my GUY. My specialty was Eastern EUROPE. Not the MIDDLE EAST oh my god I need to get you a map.
#also like to be clear#I'm very barely specialized in Eastern Europe#my thesis was on the history of international sports#I just happen to speak enough Russian to read the news#and took mostly Eastern Europe electives bc I thought I was going to do sports in the cold war era#before I realized everyone has already done that to death#so like also don't ask me really complex questions about what's happening in Russia#I do not know anymore#but definitely you should know the difference between eastern europe and the middle east#who is educating you#was this not covered in high school#oreo rambles
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