#“don't speak me i'm cold !”
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all i'm saying is that one of them probably had to carry clover's body to that coffin in the castle
edit: read the first tag, thank you
#btw do not follow me for uty fanart /srs I'm not in the fandom anymore and don't post fanart. I just chose violence today#starlo drapes half of his poncho over clover's clammy cold skin#and he doesn't speak the whole journey#cuz he knows if he does the dam will break. and he has to be strong#for everyone#uty fanart#uty#undertale yellow#starlo#clover#tw child death#my art#star sheriff :3
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Dimitrescu family at the morning
Alcina
Bela
Cassandra
Daniela
#alcina dimitrescu#lady dimitrescu#“i need a drink”#bela dimitrescu#“don't speak me i'm cold !”#cassandra dimitrescu#“don't speak me I'm armed”#daniela dimitrescu#zzz..#dimitrescu#re8#resident evil village#house dimitrescu#castle dimitrescu
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Price is cold, very cold, Nik helps him out (SFW) | AO3
The stiffness in Price’s fingers had settled in a long time ago, hands pinned firmly under his armpits while shifting his weight around, hoping to get some heat back in his extremities, without much success. Every exhale gave him a proper view of how cold it really was, making him miss the countless ops in middle eastern summers that made him sweat every last drop of water in his body and burnt his skin.
Yet, there stood Nikolai, next to him, jacket opened, a cigarette in his hands, looking like this was just a slightly chilly evening. Unbelievable.
“Fucking hell, Nik.”
This got the Russian to raise an eyebrow at him, his dark eyes glaring into Price’s briefly, before handing him the cigarette he had just lit up.
“Hmh? Want one?”
A short laugh escaped Price’s lips as he shook his head, teeth shuddering as he opened his mouth.
“Nah. All I want is some fucking heat, Nik.” He grumbled, words barely audible between his trembling and the slight wind piercing through his bones. “You owe me dinner for this.”
This whole thing had been Nik’s idea. A weapon’s deal, probably just a regular work day for him, if Nik hadn't smelled something fishy about this one. On such a short notice, all he could do was ask John for help and backup, something the captain was happy to provide, despite the negative temperatures. He just wished the asshole they were waiting for would show up quicker so the two of them could get back to their van.
It was Nik’s turn to chuckle softly, exhaling the smoke slowly as he did so. He took a step closer to Price and the captain immediately felt the heat radiating off of him, his bigger shape gently pressing itself against his, leaving what little heat John had left in his own body to gather at the tip of his ears, under his beanie.
“Is the cold that bad ?” The Russian asked, a wider smile on his face as he let one of his hands wander to the back of John’s neck, gloved fingers toying with his scarf.
A soft, barely audible swear word was all John was able to answer, his cheeks warming up as he felt the warm leather gloves press against the skin of his neck. His blue eyes darted around the alley the two were standing in, checking if anyone was around, a habit of his he found difficult to get rid of. Things were still pretty recent with Nik, and it didn’t matter how safe he felt around the man or how capable he knew the two of them to be at protecting themselves, there would still be apprehension whenever Nikolai touched him this way outside.
Another exhale, John’s lips quivering as he stared into Nikolai’s dark eyes, whole body shaking under several layers of clothes as his answer.
“Give me your hands.” Nik simply added, placing his cigarette between his lips and opening both of his palms, waiting for John to oblige him.
For a moment, John stared at him, a frown on his face as he tried to understand what his plan could be. Another gust of wind rushing through the alley and piercing through his body was enough to convince him, however, finally removing his hands from beneath his armpits and placing them inside of Nikolai’s.
“Better not start making me dance a waltz or anything.” Price mumbled, his apprehensions still very much in the back of his mind.
“A good idea for later.” Nik teased in return.
His smile couldn’t have been wider as he closed his fingers around John’s hands, pulling them closer until they were resting against Nik’s sides, under his jacket. It was like placing your hands directly on a heater, the warmth immediately spreading inside John’s fingers, almost painfully so for half a second, until it became enjoyable again.
“Better?” Nik asked as he let go of John’s hands, letting them rest against his sides before grabbing his cigarette again and slowly letting the smoke out.
“Yeah. Fuck, Nik.”
The urge to push his entire body against Nik’s, let his arms wrap themselves around his bigger shape and let his head rest in the crook of his neck, taking in all of his familiar and comforting scent was strong, too strong. There were still outside, in the cold, waiting for this fucking arms dealer to show up and all Price could think about was how good it would be to be pinned under Nik’s weight, how warm he would feel in his arms, his hot breath hitting the back of his neck as Nik laid on top of him, hips against his, hearing him whisper the most salacious praises in his ears while he -
“John. John ? They’re here.”
“Bollocks.”
Price’s hands quickly let go of Nik, moving to the inside of his jacket’s pockets instead, fingers resting against the pistol concealed in it as three figures approached them with heavy cases in their hands.
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As the heavy van door slammed next to him, Price let out a sigh of relief. The inside of the vehicle was definitely an improvement from the outside temperature. He sat in the passenger seat, watching Nik take his place as the driver, the Russian humming happily as he placed his keys against the dashboard.
“That went pretty well, didn’t it?” He asked, his usual smile still on his face.
“The bloke I shot in the foot after they tried to grab us wouldn’t agree with you.”
“Da, but they were very reasonable after that.”
The inside of the van was suddenly filled with the sound of joyful laughter as the two men leaned against each other, one of Nik’s big hands first resting against Price’s shoulder, only to move to his chin, raising it up slightly, enough that his lips could meet John’s. Fifteen minutes ago, Nikolai was holding an eastern European mobster in a tight headlock, ready to crack his skull open, a proud display of his strength and resolve, and now, he was tenderly kissing his love, smiling behind his lips as his fingers dig into John’s beard, gently brushing against his skin. John loved that about him.
“Still cold?” His deep voice was like a reassuring embrace to Price.
“It’s better than standing outside but yeah, I’m still fucking freezing.”
Nikolai nodded, grabbing his keys and turning the engine on.
“I know a good way to warm you up.”
The shit eating grin on his face was enough of a clue for John to understand what he meant by that, his insides twisting in anticipation.
“Dinner first. You owe me, Nik.”
“Da, da. I’m a gentleman, after all.”
“Huh-huh.”
Another shared laugh echoed inside the vehicle as they took off. No matter how cold John was at the moment, he had no doubts in his mind that Nik would indeed find a way to warm him up tonight.
#cod#nikprice#john price#cod nikolai#prikolai#heh just a silly little thing#Making my last gifs of Nik made me think about how warm his jacket must be and how nice it would be to have your fingers there#hmmmmmmm#if you liked this: good! If you didn't: I don't speak english don't look at me#my writing#why do I keep writing scenarios in which Price is cold you ask ?#My anemic ass is just biased. I'm cold. I'M SO COLD. ALL THE TIME.
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Girls do you think it's cute when *erupts into a violent coughing fit*
#Hi everypony. I'm still sick :)#I've been coughing nonstop like all night 😭#I hate it here. Set me FREE#I've barely been able to function bc I've been taking cough medicine#And while it DOES help my symptoms it makes me SO woozy#I've been dissociating for like. 4 straight days now. LMAO#Also I don't have Covid shockingly?? I swear I thought I did#It's just a normal cold I guess *shrug emoji*#Anyway I still have to work (ew) but at the very least I'm not working 10-11 hour days like I did last week...while sick...aha <3#Just the normal 8 hours today...I can make it...I can ma#Shima speaks
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#the nemesis speaks#malevolent spoilers#malevolent podcast#malevolent#wolf 359#has this joke already been beaten to death. nevermind i don't care i'm making it anyway#i can't believe hilbert got the og decima samples from a people eating fairy king and just never thought that was worth mentioning#don't ask me how fast i found those wolf caps i don't want to talk about it#‘’it’s just a space cold’’ ‘’that’s not how space works’’ you will always be famous to me
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I live in constant fear of the question "What kind of music do you like?"
#i think i might literally break out in a cold sweat#it would probably be simpler to list the music i DON'T like#but why be unnecessarily negative#cosmo gyres#musicblogging#personal#i just imagined someone asking me that question#and then i started an entire long imaginary spiel about the history of the meaning of the phrase 'pop music'#and how it originally emerged as simply a counterpart to classical - there was classical music and 'popular music'#but then of course over time the phrase changed in meaning and subgenres of popular music began to emerge#and today i don't even know what genres mean anymore#so if you use any kind of terminology to refer to types/genres of music... you have to understand#that the significance of said terminology varies DRASTICALLY based not only on what era of music you're talking about#but also on what era you yourself are speaking from!#and then i caught myself and was like 'dude. rein in the tism'#'most people who ask that question are not looking to get a 3-hour music history lecture'#but then i'm right back at my original problem#being that person who says 'oh i listen to all kinds of stuff'#and in doing so categorizes myself side by side with the person who listens to a grand total of#two and a half almost identical-sounding sub-genres of pop released between 2014 and 2025#oh how i suffer /self-mocking#tag rant
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man I am so tired of floating around in a sea of next to no emotion about anything I need to be held afloat by some kind of rabid fixation again. or maybe just not be coasting along on depression and the occasional sprinkle of dopamine idk
#I would kind of take anything at this point ngl#there are things that bring me joy! but only in small doses yknow#and it's all stuff I can't really share with anyone or bounce ideas off of anyone with. which is just making me feel lonelier than ever lol#I'm still very much fixated on my OCs and I wouldn't trade that for anything but like. yeah. that's all in eternal drafts#I got super fixated on coral island recently but it stopped being fun and started being detrimental to the rest of my life#and now I'm 100% done with the game so that's a sudden void#and I was playing veilguard but not super super into it like previous DA games. and now that's over too#idk I just really don't know what to do with my time when I'm not trying to write.#it's still cold and dark all the time and I don't have much of a social life to speak of. oh well!#z posting
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goo dansoo + feed your girl
Aren't you curious how I showed up so quickly in the middle of the night? I was already in front of your house. …I was just out walking and ended up here because I missed you. When I got your call and heard you call my name, I was so happy, thinking you also needed me and waited for me. When I saw you in that state, do you know how angry it made me? I thought, "I shouldn't have moved out. I should've been there for her." Maeng Gonghee. Do you know? You were the reason I went to work. You were the reason I stayed here for as long as I did. I did all of it because of you. That's how much you mean to me. Even if you push me away, I'll be standing out front again because I'll miss you. If you call me, I'll come running again like a fool. Maeng Gonghee. To me, you're…
#she's the only person he's ever cooked for.........don't speak to me#feed your girl#''you also needed me'' he NEEDS her!!!!! god...idt i'm ready for the angst of him being cold with her :(#dansoo bb...this is a lot to put on a girl! and you don't even know half the bullshit she's dealing with#be more patient with her!#kdramaedit#kdramadaily#my merry marriage#park ha na#park sang nam#ep61#mygifs#gyeolhonhaja maengkkonga#excuse me but when is the title (marry me toad) gonna come to fruition? contract marriage w real feelings now please!
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a day when you upload is a good day for me <3
You're seriously my biggest inspiration for getting better at writing, thank you for all your hard work!! I always look forward to whatever you write, it's always a work of art!
IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO ANSWER BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU KIND BEAUTIFUL SOUL
Know your pocket writer is dying of feels currently, will be back shortly
But really, thank you so so much for your kind words! I can't do anything without inspiration and knowing someone holds my works with such high regards, makes me melt and be more and more inspired to write!
I'm currently working on the Halloween specials, and that's what I'm probably going to post next, so it's going to take a while. But I do hope you'll be here and you'll have a blast with it! That's why I keep on writing! ^^
Again, thank you so much, my dear! I hope you can become an exceptional writer yourself, much better than your little pocket writer here ;)
#polaris speaks#answered asks#asks#anon ask#you guys are going to melt my cold cold heart I'm telling ya#hahahaha really it always makes me happy to find something like this on my inbox ^^#I hope you'll all enjoy what I have in store for Halloween for you!#it's taking a while but hopefully it'll be worth it!#also I don't even think I'm that amazing as a writer to inspire other people#you guys flatter me too much hahahaha
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thoughts on saavik?
I don't know anything about Saavik v_v I really love these two posts about her though! X and X I think about these posts often and whenever I do I feel like I want to draw!
#Q&A#I think this is the third time someone's asked me my thoughts on Saavik#which is interesting since I thought she was a fairly niche character - is there just something about her that makes people go#'Oh Bea would like this guy'#Or is it just that I'm on the more 'underrated yet prominent Vulcan' side of tumblr with my Tuvokposting??#anon#all I know about Saavik comes from other people who draw art about her I haven't seen any of the actual material#so I do like her but I don't have actual personal substance in my liking of her!#I think she's in one of the movies? I'd watch it but 'Watching ENT for T'Pol Knowledge' is kind of next on my 'Do It For Her' list#and has been for several months so you know - it's hard for me. When I could just be rewatching Voyager v_v#ENT really is so tough to watch. It's really hard going from VOY to '3 white guys and 1 sexy girl' and the whole series feels like army#propaganda somehow...like uh 'top gun' or something. Something about the distinctly American Machismo?#Like these three men are hardcore Patriots#I'd say 'these four men' but they don't let Travis speak bc he's not white or a hot lady so I don't know what his deal is#Idk it just doesn't feel like Star Trek to me it feels so cold and gray and hostile but I'll work my way through it I'm sure#got way of topic in these notes but that's alright v_v
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i'm taking a grammar course as part of my elective and my tutor is so fun and kind!! i love tutors who try to form some kind of relationship with their students because i think it makes the entire learning experience so worthwhile! perhaps it is also cultural differences methinks
#idk if it's worth mentioning that my tutor is viet and he's the first ever asian tutor i've ever had in my uni degree#kinda mind baffling honestly bc my yt tutors don't even try 2 form connections with u like they're just there🧍🏻♀️which feels so redundant#i think it affects me a lot too bc i come from a place where there is warmth and familiarity in building these connections w/ teachers#but ever since i came here it just feels so cold#also i'm speaking from experience btw and i genuinely despise ppl telling me to suck up to the reality of it like hello i am aware of this#no need to be so dismissive of ppl's experiences if anything they should be more welcoming and have empathy 😐 ok rant over
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I wish Stephenie Meyer had the sense to make Caius originally from Sparta since that makes the most sense in my head (but no, god forbid she give any of the Volturi a time period in history that's well documented to allow for character building), even if it would make him chronologically the youngest of the three kings rather than the oldest. He just reads like a hot headed Spartan general to me, and it'd better explain his behaviors in the books.
That and I want to somewhat feasably be able to say I want to semi-seriously crack-ship him with Kratos. I wanna say that those two had something going on in the Spartan barracks with my full chest and just watch the world burn behind me.

These are the thoughts that can only possibly come from my own stupid brain. You only get premium brainrot content from me.
#although I don't think smeyer would have even considered it#because spartans respected women to an unheard of degree for the time#and you know the only example of physical abuse towards a woman in the books is caius slapping irina#which sends me into a rage whenever i remember it#like if you're gonna be blatantly obvious that you hate one character more than any other#at least have the guts to say it to my face because it's so obvious he's the punching bag for everyone else#and the sadism is mindless like girl be fr way to put so much effort into making the only sensible character the least likeable#you can pry spartan general caius who's a wife guy that respects women more than the other volturi out of my cold dead hands#maybe that's fundamentally altering the character but who cares#stephenie meyer sure as fuck does not#you know what now shipping caius and kratos is out of sheer spite#twink spartan general and his beefy spartan general fellow soldier slash intimate bunk mate#i'm not tagging god of war or twilight i'm not gonna inflict 1d6 psychic damage on innocent victims#if this is meant to break containment then the gods will provide it's not up to me#fishgills speaks
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all love and joy to all my darling american internet friends and mutuals etc etc but if I ever have to learn another thing about us news ever again I think I'm going to blow something up
#I am SO MAD that I cannot avoid information about america#and I am SO MAD that it would be politically irresponsible to avoid information about america were it even possible#the us thinks it's soooo important and the worst part is that it kind of is important. so I just have to keep knowing things against my wil#i know all these facts about your stupid presidents and yet not ONE of you could tell me what happened in the engadine maccas#not one of you know the gay marriage crocodiles quote by heart#not one of you could say why scomo is such a dickbag if you even know who he is!!!!#I'm speaking hyperbolically. to an extent. but ugh I'm so sick of it I feel like everything is so oversaturated with america#I see more information about it than any other country and I DON'T EVEN LIVE THERE#sick of it! if anyone ever plans on talking about america again please don't#and also while I'm complaining#can someone please make a vague fantasy continent that is cold in the south and hot in the north. like a normal person.#I don't want to listen to americans or anyone in the northern hemisphere ever again. goodbye#fay.... man idk what this is#fay complains#I suppose
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rattling the bars of my cage. in the hellblazer universe, all gods spring from the imagination of humans and gain form + power based on the strength of their belief, with the more power they gather influencing how much their belief system shapes the world, meaning all creation myths are true and trade stages of validity based on the level of their specific faith accrued in the world at any given time.
based on that system, it is entirely fucking possible that by the later stages of hellblazer, constantine has participated significantly enough in the renewal / creation / downfall of enough gods, creation figures, and empires — including icons who are significantly tied into judeo-christian origins, like the beast of eden, the first of the fallen, lucifer, and the archangel gabriel — and built enough of a system of faith off the back of that reputation, to qualify as a minor god himself in time. which would explain how jc: hellblazer ends with him still walking and talking despite discovering that he no longer has a pulse or heartbeat. rattling the bars of my fucking cage!!!
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#DON'T LOOK AT ME DON'T PERCEIVE ME DO NOT SPEAK!!!!!! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sat up in a COLD fucking sweat about this theory actually#DISCLAIMER i don't bring much of the canon of jc: hellblazer to my blog bc that ending STRESSES me out#but WILL i think and theorize about it until my brain train leaves the station? you fucking bet i will!!!!!!#the idea of a man so abandoned by heaven that he scorns all traditional faith. who despises the fan clubs and groupies he attracts#being made to survive SOLELY on the back of the reputation that has both saved and caged him. i'm normal about that#i'm FUCKING normal about that
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#everything is just so fucking awful all the time#my attempts to be happy are only ever rewarded with a brick to the face#gritting my teeth trying to be silly and whimsical cause halloween is my favorite time of year#but I haven't decorated anything-- I slapped together a costume last minute and it's basically a declawed dollar store wolverine#usually I've been putting my costume together since august but this year just said “fuck you” to my traditions#I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alonr#don't want to hang out with anyone don't want to speak to anybody or get out of bed#struggling not to burst into tears throughout the day and it's so exhausting#everyone at my work is sick with a cold or flu so there goes what little bit of november I could enjoy cause I'll inevitably get it#I don't know if I just want this to be over and me come out the other side or if I just want to call it quits here#31 years isn't such a bad life I guess#it's so short but who am I kidding#where would a high school degree and a fraudulent 2 year college degree get me?#I'll be working at mcdonalds the rest of my life#I'll never move up I'll never own a house#I'll never start my cat rescue I always dreamed of having#I'm sorry Phoebe#maybe I'll see you sooner than you think
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Ah isn't it wonderful to be incredibly sensitive to sound and with an immune system that isn't immune in an exam hall where everyone is sneezing, sniffling and coughing every seven seconds
#I'm not kidding#I'm taking medication for a freaking cold because of this#Because I don't want it to affect my exam preparation#But I can't do anything about the noise. It drives me insane. Nuts.#I once got so mad at the girl next to me that I straight up crushed the paper in my hands#The sound was so loud that at least five heads turned to look at me#Speaking of which I either have anger issues or I'm just a total bitch#Whatever.#Urgh#miscellaneous
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