#‘jusy go talk to them’
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woahalfeelsthingswhaaat · 3 months ago
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WHY DOES HE HATE ME :(
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llumimoon · 1 year ago
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literally still thinking abt the liveshow. like that will be burned into my memory but also im SO SAD bc i think bc of technical difficulties this show isn't actually being uploaded to the paetron BUT IT WAS GENUINELY SO FUCKING GOOD. Like the dads as teens interacting with the s2 teens ??????? the dads as babies ???????? GENUINELY? I WISH I COULD BEAM MY MEMORY OF THIS SHOW INTO ALL UR BRAINS i need more ppl to know of its existence so i can scream about it. Also never fucking recovering from emo teenager henry actually
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bunnihearted · 7 months ago
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#1st ​my sister was passive aggressive bc i was boiling pasta when she wanted to make her dinner#so she slammed stuff nd chopped veggies aggressively#nd i felt my heart rate spike nd my body go tense nd i always get clumsy nd drop things nd hurt myself when i get that way#but they think i deserve feeling awful bc of mistakes in the past so i cant ask them to stop#i've been walking around w lots of heavy things nd im barely keeping it together#nd i got so mad bc she wouldnt stop so i started slamming the cabinets nd then left when i was done#then my mom nd other sister got home nd i just wanted to ask my mom smth#when i open my door my other sister goes 'omfg already?'#'immediately when we get home i never get a break. it's almost disgusting'#i just got so.. i realized how pathetic nd childish i am so i just went into my room#but then apparently my sister said to mom that *i* was the only one being passive aggressive#so she comes in to talk when i was having my dinner so i said that i plz just wnna eat my dinner#she didnt know nd she's never cared but i wanted to hurt myself so badly i was struggling not to#but then she started screaming at me for being childish nd passive aggressive nd that i never do anything#she left my room. she still talks to my sisters so i know it's onlg me shes sick of#idk.. today is bad bc i cant talk to her nd i dont have ANYONE else to talk to im all alone#and now i barely even wanna go outside my room bc apparently my family thinks i wnna mess w them just for going to the bathroom lmao#i hate myself so much. im so pathetic. im 25yrs old living at home being a burden#nd im just a pathetic nd childish person. i 'need' to talk nd vent nd rant nd#like if i buy some things i have these need to like do a mini haul or if i get books from the library#i wnna show my mom what books i got#it's so childish. i do feel bad for my mom to have to deal w me nd my annoying personality#why cant i jusy be normal. no wonder why i can never keep friends or my family doesnt wnna talk to me. everything abt me fkn sucks#anyway im just feeling so bad and so alone bc my moms mad at me so now i have no one to talk to
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trevisos · 8 months ago
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i did finally find a way to justify xar actually going to the mountain pass/creche that feels like it’s not extremely shoehorned in so i guess i should…. go do that
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kurthorton-moving · 10 months ago
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#not 2 be like. negative but i just kinda got hit hard by the way my relationship w my best friend has changed#dont get me wrong i understand that her girlfriend will be super important to her esp bc she lives across the world and is only physically#here for another 2 or so weeks#but my best friend just got back from a trip to another city to see an artist she loves and as she came in i got up to go see her and ask hl#how it was but she was in her room w her gf before i could and thats fine i get it and like she hasnt done anything wrong i can not#emphasize that enough like i hold no bitter feelings to her she is excited to talk to her gf understandably#it just hit me that like. oh yeah. i have no one else that i go to about literally anything but she does#and its less ab her so much as its. its just hitting me that i dont really have? friends?#i have one or two people but like. i only have One Person thats my go to fave person always tell them everything#and i just. I've realized that its not reciprocated the way it used to be#and that i think is just like a part of growing up#i dont have a partner i dont have someone my life is intrinsically linked to#like a best friend is great but its not. relationships are placed to a higher level you know like its jusy more important#and i just. ive nevr Had a partner really. unless u count a like 2 month thing when i was 12 which i dont count#not to be depresso but i am just not the kind of person that people want or desire#and thats been the case long before i came out as trans but its extra complicated now since i dont. Fully pass#idk not 2 sound sad i just wanna be loved#and i think theres only so many times i can hear the most important person in my life come home and talk excitedly ab things thru the walls#and then never actually get told anything myself. not just ab things shes excited for but just in general#we were meant to go to a house viewing together a few days ago and it was only half an hour before it was happening when no one else was#home that i messaged them to check in and they were like oh yeah we're not going we have this and this going on#which like. fine whatever but i dont drive and getting anywhere fast is hard so it just. was stressful#but it just seems like i am constantly out of the loop. everyone i live with is in a relationship w each other and i am just here#in every aspect of my life i am Just There and im tired of it#not to sound desperate or needy but i just would like to. be noticed? or feel prioritized? or even wanted#idk this is. i just needed to rant i think im emotional bc my hormones r a bit wack#im due for my testosterone shot in a few days but i dont have the money or time to go to the doctors lately so its being pushed back#a few weeks and its just. i think its messing w me a bit#i mean i feel this way literally all the time but just the like. the being upset and emotional and posting ab it i think is bc of that#idk i needed to get it out idk it this will stay up or not
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illdothehotvoice · 1 year ago
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I GOTTA stop reading comments on Twitter it always makes me mad lmfao how do you people exist and how do you feel like your opinion is warranted on every post ever fjfhfbdbdbfhdf
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chisatowo · 2 years ago
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i love heckling solo cover videos as a l/n fan bc so many of them r so obsessed with shiho covers just bc. its not ichika which like i understand she does a LOT but most shiho covers are just . this sure exists. the only one i actively listen to is bokura mada underground but even then its like 50% bc the other two versions are so high pitched on the chorus it hurts my ears ALL THIS TO SAY . i really like reading ur opinions on vocals shiho is the mizuki of leoneed to me anddd uh i like saki hare wo matsu <3 goodbye
Honestly as someone whos favorite l/n vocalist is Shiho yeah 100% their covers are overrated as hell they rly don't have that many good ones. They are indeed very similar to Mizuki where they have a very unique voice so ppl think all their covers are perfect when they're just. Kind of eh (looking at you Shiho 1) and they're one of those characters me and my sibling always dread on favorite solo cover lists because there are correct answers for which are the best Shiho covers /j and no one picks them </3 also ty I love talking abt my opinions on vocals <3
#rat rambles#sekai posting#in my opinion in general l/n rly struggle vocally#they dont work poorly together bit they also generally dont compliment eachother much in their group covers#25ji have a very similar problem but with more flexibility if theyre willing to sacrifice kanade#it also doesnt help that when l/n covers do try to have more complientary vocals the audio balancing usually ruins it#like even if it was balanced right itd still probably be eh but yknow it doesnt have to be like That#my main problem with most of l/n is that they dont rly have noatble strengths or their strengths get overshadowed by other vocals in sekai#I do have some l/n covers I rly rly like (stella my beloved (not the solos)) but in general I think they struggle a lot with their covers#I dont think any of them have bad voices they just struggle with having notable covers in my opinion#I hope they get their own bug one day that jusy unexpectedly brings out strengths in their voices I didnt even know they had#cause Im sure they have them but they just dont rly ever get to properly shine#me and my sibling are so mean to saki during our video binges just cause ppl have such bad saki taked Im so sorry saki </3#but also ppl who try to say saki teo is the best saki cover make me lose my mind what thr fuck are u talking abt bro?????#you havent seen me and my sibling at our meanest until youve seen us go through the l/n section of a favorite solo list with reasons listed#again this is why I save most of this for private I genuinely dont wanna hurt ppls feelings even if my meaness is lighthearted </3#but general analysis and critique is on the table for me to post in public eveb if it makes me anxious still dhdjgdjdy#and the occational vague fun making instead of the very specific quotations me anr my sibling still make dydjhdjdy#also I cant just say ichika's playlist as a descriptor on here and expect ppl to get what I mean fhdjgdjdh
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tiny-space-platypus · 4 months ago
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God knows I don't know how to write the Lanterns but I still want to write this so I'm trying
Danny's tired. Danny is so fucking tired. He's tired of being hunted, tired of being king, tired of his responsibilities that no one understands, he's tired of being looked down on, he's tired of watching his friends and family change while he can't. He's tired of being 14 but the dead don't change. Even though he's just a halfa, even though he's still half human, even though he's still half alive he doesn't change or maybe he just changes extremely slowly. . .
His friends have all grown up, all left him to deal with the GIW and ghost alone. He doesn't blame them, he did tell them to do so. His parents think he's run away a long time ago, his sister calms every once and a while but now it all just feels too much. So after another day of being hunted, of being attacked for just existing Danny makes a decision. He's going to disappear and hide away and not come out. He was tired and wanted nothing more than to sleep.
He makes himself a home in a deep cave within the earth. A nice dark and warm spot to sleep.
The next time Danny woke up his cave was green. That was weird. He got up slowly to see people in his cave. WHAT PEOPLE- GIW- attack, attack, attack.
Danny immediately made ice shoot at the fools who came to disturb his sleep. He growled at them as they blocked with some sort of green force fields. Ecto-tech? No this felt different, this felt confident? Edible? Whatever it made it made his crown and ring react hungrily.
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The lanterns at first thought they had found a dead child. A boy buried deep underground wearing the very deep red rage ring and something else on his head. There was no heart beat, there was no breathing, the boy was dead. Then they got closer and the boy got up, he yawned then looked at them and panicked? Why did this child look so panicked? Did the child think they were going to harm him? Hal thought kids liked the green lanterns, they did every everything they could to seem as non threatening as possible. Why was this one so scared?
The boy hissed at them "GIW just doesn't know when to quite do they?" Then began to attack them with ice and rage and pain. Then after a minute or two after the kid blinked away the rest of his sleep and took a closer look at them. The kid stopped. Only staring at them unblinking. "Those rings, what are they?"
Hal responded a bit confused and concerned, has this child been down here so long that he's never seen a lantern. "We're the green Lantern Corp. We're here to protect sentient life" The boy snapped at that speaking almost bitterly. "Let me guess, I don't count as sentient then? Your kind love to throw that around." The boy glared at him with bright angry green eyes as his ring glowed and pulsed red. "Let me guess, you're here to try and drag me back to that ancient's forbidden Lab? Here to tell me I'm not sentient again to yourself feel better when you-"
"No! No, we're not here for that! What are you- Kid-" Hal and the other lanterns who came with Hal believing this mission was going to be a rough and awful fight looked dumbfounded and horrified. "We're just here because of your ring- it's dangerous."
The kid looked at the lanterns suspiciously. "What do you know about my ring?" Hal was still processing what the kids had said earlier. "Well it's a red lantern-" The kid cut in. "Wrong. It's more powerful than that." The kid went back to sit on his bed of smooth rock as he studied them, studied their horror and their emotions. No aggression, no dishonesty.
Hal tried to say something but didn't know what to say for a second. He paused before speaking softly, the kid seemed mostly reasonable aside from being so closed off but he couldn't blame him if what he said earlier was true. "Why don't you come with us? This cave can't be too-"
The kid interjected. "There's nothing good up there. I'd rather just go back to sleep" Hal frowned at that. "Nothing huh? How about space then?" That seemed to peak the kid's interest. "Like space space, like going to see the stars and stuff?" Hal chuckled as he watched this kid open up a bit and the ring cool down. Maybe he really was just a kid. "Yeah like space space. Do you like space?" The boy hopped up and began to project different constellations and stars and planet systems from his arms explaining them in far more detail than any of them expected. The kid rambled for probably a half hour before catching himself and flustering. "Sorry- I um I know a lot about space. It comes with the territory of what I am" he laughed awkwardly. He then looked at them hesitantly again. "You mean it though right? I can see space and not a lab?"
"Yeah, we'll take you to space. While we're heading there, do you mind explaining what you mean?" Hal answered back with a smile though he did notice the ring disappear. Hm, maybe that was why they couldn't get a reading on it for so long. The kid paused for a second then got up and stood by Hal. "My name's Danny." Hal smirked, "Cool, my name's Hal. Nice to meet you, kid."
And with that Hal and the other lanterns took Danny with them up into space. Up past the stars as he spoke in depth of each star and planet like it was natural to know. The kid lighting up with everything they pasted. Like he was finally in his element.
Danny was in his element. He was the ancient of space after all. He knew all about this. He wished he knew of the lanterns before, if he did we would have gone there instead of a cave. Maybe.. He could build a new home with them. Maybe he could help them protect space and life as well as keeping tabs on the dead. Maybe he could finally live his life.
There's a very, very, important ring the lanterns have to locate and seal. After centuries of absence, they briefly find it's presence somewhere on earth. They're fully expecting the destruction that comes with it (via whoever has it not giving it up)
Danny, who ran away from the GIW, now jaded and left with no sense of hope for humanity, doesn't get why he feels like he's being somewhat spied on.
((He learns to love again and gets adopted in the process))
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landofgay · 24 days ago
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madly in love with my bf rn
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paralien · 8 months ago
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Hey, I accepted responsibility over 1 cat. why am i takong care of 3 cats w 0 communication from the owners of the other 2 cats?
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waywardsalt · 1 year ago
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…sae’s palace might be my least favorite rn
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faggotfungus · 9 months ago
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College shouldn't be a guage for skill or knowledge when the institution of college itself is predatory and hardly even aligns with todays society.
Anyone who says you have to go to college is lying to you so they can feel better about the decisions they made about their own life. Which is another way expensive colleges stay in perpetuity, social pressures from our peers.
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beau-rebloga-coisas · 2 years ago
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Vebt post cause I need to yell somewhere
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timewillpasssoon · 6 months ago
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hiii can you write a joost x female reader angst? they argue, he yells/says some mean stuff but it ends in fluff? 🫶
HOW COULD YOU?
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pairing . Joost Klein x fem!reader
content . angst, the dutch in this is from google translate so if its bad lmk, mentions of yelling, insults, stress, alcohol, eurovision disqualification, fluff at the end
summary . when joost urges you to leave the house on a cold night, he starts to regret not opening up to you in the first place.
word count . 1.2k words , 6.5k characters
author's note . quick question, are y'all interested in nsfw? just wondering, if so send some ask.
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You and Joost stood in the middle of the living room, tension crackling in the air, geting thicker and thicker as time passes by. His words cut through you like a knife, each one sharper than the last. For the past hour you've been trying to get Joost to eat and open up.. He would turn away and say he's not hungry. He'll say he's not hurting. He lies through his teeth, he was hungry and in pain, desperate need of help. So why doesn't he want it You? You tried to get him to open up to you, but you just couldn't. Everytime an attempt was made, he would slightly raise his voice.
Then finally, he yelled, his voice rising in frustration. Your eyes welled up with tears as you tried to hold back your own anger. "I'm your girlfriend, liefde! I'm here when you need someone to lean on!" You wanted to scream it out, yet it came out as a whisper, your voice cracking with emotion. He scoffed, his anger still beneath the surface.
"Well I don't need you! I am perfectly fine, there is nothing we need to talk about!"
"Can you atleast eat!?"
"For crying out loud I'm not hungry! Just stop being such a bitch."
The argument escalated, each word a dagger aimed at your heart. Joost's voice echoed off the walls, the last word hanging on your brain.
"You just don't get it, do you?" You looked at him in the eyes, rage and empathy were the only two things you could feel. "You clearly are in pain because of the disqualification! Just talk to me- we've been dating for 2 years, for crying out loud! Yet you still can't tell me your problems? Wat een man ben jij." (What a man you are.)
"You can't keep pretending like everything's okay when it's not!" Tears stung your eyes as you struggled to find what words to say.
"I thought we could work through this together." You uttered out, your voice trembling. Joost shook his head. "I don't know if we can," he admitted. He looked down, slowly then turning to the front door. "You should go."
You shake your head, words can't come out your mouth. Your tongue is tied together and you don't know if you can untie it. "Joost- please."
"I said get out. Ik wil je niet zien." (I don't want to see you.)
Your heart was throbbing so fast it felt louder than him,.Joost is staring at the front door then turns to you, red puffy eyes with baby tears coming out from both eyes. His blonde hair was a mess. It was covering most of his eyes but you can still see the pain in them.
"Prima." (Fine.) You take big steps yet they feel like your still miles away from your destination. You go to open the front door, "I hope you come to your senses."
Those were the last words he heard from you. Before you walked out. It's been two hours since you left his house...
and frankly, he's scared. He kicked you out in the middle of the night. It was eight pm when he demanded you to leave and with each second goes by, its past ten.
He calls you, he leaves voicemails, texts messages.
Still nothing. Checked social media and there was still nada.
God he felt awful, the worst boyfriend in the world. All of this happened because he didn't want to cry in your arms. He really did want to let loose, reveal that everything is not okay.
Yet he couldn't.
He didn't want to burden you with his problems anymore. Joost felt like he had too much baggage no one wanted to hear. He thought that everyone wants his happy-go-lucky side. You jusy wanted his true self. The Joost that is willing to tell you his feelings.
He decided to call one of your friends that happened to live by the neighborhood.
"Hello?"
"Is reader with you?"
The other line was quite crispy, Joost can hear a tv in the background, sounded like laughter in the back, maybe a comedy.
"No, why? Is everything alright?"
Joost sighed, fidgeting with a stand of hair. "No, me and her got into a fight and I made her leave- I haven't heard from her!" He exclaimed.
"Woah, woah, deep breaths." The friend on the line said, "Don't you have her location? Check if she's near the area, I'll stay on the line while you do that."
Joost quickly checked his phone to see if you turned off your location. You didn't, you forgot to. "She's in the nearest bar!" The friend hummed. "Go to her, she only drinks when she's stressed the hell out."
"Thank you so much," Joost happened to be crying again, quickly grabbing his keys and jacket. "No problem, get get her." The friend hung up on him as he raced to your location, being around eight minutes away if he ran the whole way.
He bolted as fast as he could, petrified about your safety. Where if you're black out drunk or not.
Pacing to the bar, precious seconds going by, he finally made it. it was one of the least popular bars near so there wasn't any hassle to get in. As he walked inside, he saw a women with the same color hair as you. Your head down on the table with around two shot glasses, there was three more earlier, the bartender just took them.
He sped-walked towards you, careful and still just incase you were still mad at him. He tapped you on your shoulder, but you didn't raise your head up.
"Ik heb een vriendje." (I have a boyfriend.) Was all you said. "I know." Joost calmly answered, his accent triggered you to lift your head up.
"Joost?" He nodded as he sat down next to you, his hand reaching for yours. You didn't push away his hand, as much as you wanted to, you knew he was in pain.
"Why are you here?" You softly say. You'll like to say you ignored him but you couldn't. You were certainly mad at him, but he had his reasons of sheltering himself away. So you listened instead of scolding.
"Reader, I'm so sorry- I didn't want to bother you with my problems. I feel like I just have too much going on for you to care." You felt destroyed at the thought of Joost think you don't care for him. Joost was rubbing circles on your palms.
He continued, "Can we go home, I would rather we talk there."
You smile at the chance of him opening up. You immediately say yes, standing up to leave. All your drinks were already paid for.
As the quiet, yet comfortable, walk back home he held you tight. Clinging onto your left arm for dear life. He still felt guilty for leaving you.
All alone in the streets. You told him it wasn't a big deal, that you could protect yourself. Yet the feeling guilt was still there, on his tongue. The taste was horrid.
Joost unlocked the door, letting you step inside first before closing the door behind him. That's where you engulfed him in a huge hug. Tears coming back for the fourth time.
That night ended with a deep conversation, with cuddles on the couch along with some ice cream half way eaten.
"I appreciate you having the courage to tell me all this."
You muttered your sentence out, about to knock out cold, your body longed for sleep but you kept awake for a bit while.
"I should thank you."
He smiled, tugging you closer to him. You can feel his hot breath breezing though the right side of your neck.
The warmth of each other's bodies made you two warm. You still weren't ready to give up on him.
You'll never give up on him.
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LETSGOO FINISHED THIS IN 3 HOURS!! part 2 of let me think... is in the works don't worry, i have two other requests on the way as well.
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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago
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Thank you to @00-410 for pointing this out to me, I'm going to go suffocate myself with a pillow now
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It's just still brainrotting me so badly, LIKE WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!?!?!?!?!
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jakesangel · 4 months ago
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dating college jake ꣑୧ - requested
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𝜗𝜚 dating college jake means him going to your dorm everyday after class no matter how his schedule is or his studies goes. he would never give up on spending time with you, even whne his owns friends would make gargling noises in the back or calling him a simp. even if you aren't in the same dorm, or has to use the bus to get to yours, he will still go with you.
ah come on jake, you're always with her. your hear his friends whine to him as you see him jogging to you, sorry guys i gotta bring my girl home, he talk-yells since he is going further away from them. finally, in front of you, he greets you with a deep kiss as he holds your cheek. even if you enjoy the moment, you can still hear the playful gags in the background, but jake couslnt care less, put a hand in the back of your pocket and walks you to your dorm.
𝜗𝜚 he will make such a good impression to your friends. the perfect soft boyfriends, not shying away from showering you with affections or helping you n your friends with studies. they will all be jealous but support the both of you. and because of his looks and kind nature, you guys will be the it couple. everyone will know about you guys, even people u never heard of.
𝜗𝜚 jake isn't much of a party kind of guy, but college pressure needs to be cooled down with parties. he'll stay with you all the time and won't drink so you can have fun. even if you'd rather stay with your friends, he'll stay sober and keeps an eye on you, making sure of your safety. he'll never leave the party without knowing your safe. if any man come close to you or your friends with bad intentions, he will come to you and protect you, not minding causing a scenes if that means your safety is at sake.
𝜗𝜚 studies sessions together ᵎ they would often leads to make out but he swear he wants to help you at first. he will also cheer you up the best he can when you're stressed about school or your job if you're juggling between those two. he would come often to your work place, and support you there.
come baby, you've got this. he says softly to cheer you up. you've tried really hard to learn the definitions but as you don't understand, nothing seems to stay in your brain. but with the help of your lovely boyfriend and his kisses, it's easy to stay motivated. superposition is a term to ... ? he starts, hintinf you to finishbtbr definition, describe an object... as a combination of multiple possible states at the same time ? you answer, expecting to be wrong again. but to your surprise, jake smiles widely, showing you his teeth before jumping on the chair. that made a loud noise in the library but he didn't care, yeah ! you did it my love ! he says before kissing you.
𝜗𝜚 he will lowkey live in ur dorm, or you in his, you having a dormate or not. because looong cuddle sessions in your or his dorm after the exams sessions is a must. but also sleeping wiht you at night, the days you dont have classes together helps him have his shit together.
lemme stay the night, he whines, baby please. he gives you his puppy eyes + pout combo right in front of your dorm door for every girl passing by to see. he knows you love his pouty self and will give in but you surely hate more other girls seeing him like this, so he shamelessly whines loud and clear to gain everyone's attention. i miss you too much baby, he says coming closer to you, please ? you notice a little smirk of his, him confident yiu will let him in. jake, you spent everyday of this week in my doorm, what is my roomate gonna say ? everyone in the hallway laugh at the svenery, happening way to often. they all know you will give in, n are jusy wqiting for you to open your door. so you care more about your roommate than me ? his fake pout gets bigger along his voice. what ? no ? i didn't say that ! you hear the laugh in the background and you know you lost. once again. so you sigh as you open him your dorm. he walk past you, grining after kissing your temple.
𝜗𝜚 school break would also be with him, either him going with your family in vacation, or you with his, he needs his pretty girl in order to rest. it could also just be the two of you, camping or in his apartment, a healing vacation filled with cuddling, laugher and kisses.
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note : i feel like this is so short >.< but tbh college is more about studying than anything else ... i hope you like it anon <3
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