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Getting my teeth stolen at 2pm
#about me#personal#ignore me#I’m shitting bricks#I actually am not shitting bc I’m so anxious#and everyone keeps telling me everything they can to make it worse#‘I woke up during it lol’#‘they forgot to numb me all the way lol’#‘maybe they don’t even knock you out anymore’#‘don’t drink caffeine it’ll keep you from going under”’#hang yourself if you think saying that to someone with medical anxiety is appropriate#I’m half considering canceling it
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Hi, Tin! I love your writing and I have a prompt for you, if you are interested) what if Tang family is too afraid of Tang Bo leaving permanently and eloping with Cheong Myeong? So they initiate marriage negotiations with Mount Hua. It can be angst (CM is socially isolated and insecure about his position) or romantic comedy (awkward situations and protective Cheong Mun), up to you). Thank you in advance!
It was a well-established fact that the Dark Saint of the Tang Family was one of their generation's best.
So it came as no surprise when an influx of marriage proposals flooded their family's estate—because rumors started flying around that the Dark Saint was in search of a partner.
The Dark Saint held a reputation for being cold and ruthless. To cultivators and martial artists, he was someone they feared making into an enemy due to his sheer battle prowess and poisonous abilities. To normal civilians, he was a genius who wielded the Tang Family's techniques with cool precision and intent; to them, he was just another mysterious cultivator that they would only ever know of through gossip and stories.
However, in recent years, something shifted. His reputation among common folk was slowly altered. It started off with a supposed battle between him and the Plum Blossom Sword Saint which turned into a sudden and unexpected friendship.
Whereas in the past the Dark Saint would only go around Sichuan and closeby villages, he was now found going around different major cities and unknown ones.
He was often in the company of Mount Hua's Plum Blossom Sword Saint, who worked with him side-by-side to eradicate groups from the Demonic Cult and the occasional bandits and thieves.
For supposed Taoists, the two visited different establishments to drink alcohol and talk cheerily. It was during one of these moments that the first rumor began its spark.
"Ahhhh," The Plum Blossom Sword Saint groans in satisfaction. "That sure hits the spot!"
The Dark Saint chuckles as he tosses back his own drink. "If only I could enjoy everyday like this. Alcohol really is the best."
"What would your future wife think?" The Plum Blossom Sword Saint jokingly and dramatically shakes his head in disappointment. "To have a husband who loves alcohol more than his own wife...!"
The Dark Saint wiggles his eyebrows suggestively. "Trust me, I would make sure that my wife knows full-well just how much I love them."
The two of them share a silent, private conversation with just their eyes alone, that none of the other restaurant's customers could decipher, before they leave a generous tip and went on their way.
It snowballs from there.
All of a sudden gossip went around about the Dark Saint's interest in finding a wife. And so several people came to the same conclusion.
The reason why the Dark Saint is travelling around more than usual is because he's looking for a prospective wife.
Clearly, the Plum Blossom Sword Saint was there to provide moral support. How truly admirable and strong their brotherhood must be!
On the other hand, the head of the Tang Family was fully aware of their Dark Saint's single-minded interest in Mount Hua's Chung Myung.
Seeing all the stacks of letters that ranged from proposing strategic alliances and general marriage offers brought the current head of the Tang Family to a very different conclusion.
Tang Bo was trying to slowly draw himself away from their family by leaving their estate. He might be on the hunt, jumping from village to village, trying to create a dowry befitting for the hand of the Plum Blossom Sword Saint and scouting out all the best locations to settle down in.
It really wouldn't be too surprising of an idea if one day a letter turns up from the man with an intent of permanently moving to Mount Hua or some backwater village.
The Tang Family head shakes the thought of losing one of their best and genius members to one of the Ten Great Sects. If he wanted to maintain their family's reputation, he'll need to strike the first move.
And so he begins to pen a decisive letter to the Sect Leader of Mount Hua.
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Chung Mun's hands tremble as reads the letter sent to him by the Tang Family.
'Who did they think they were?' He would have bit out if he had any less self-restraint. The paper crumples in his grip and he receives a questioning glance from Chung Myung who was sprawled eating mooncakes on the opposite side of his desk.
"What's got you so worked up?" The subject of the letter askswithout a care.
Chung Mun takes a deep breath. "The Tang Family wishes for you to transfer into their estate."
He refuses to say out loud the marriage proposal that came along with this request. His Chung Myung was too young! The man might be a sixty years old, but that round face, cheeks carelessly bulging with mooncakes with crumbs littered on his chin, screamed too young for marriage!
"Oh." Chung Myung nods in understanding.
Chung Mun is glad that Chung Myung agrees that this was nonsensical. To think, they thought that Chung Myung would even leave Mount Hua for—
"After the war is over, Tang Bo and I were planning to be roommates and travel the world a bit."
—?????
"Roommates?" Chung Mun's voices comes out slightly strangled.
"Yup. It's going to be great."
"No."
"'No'?"
Chung Mun tries to run through his previous conversations with Tang Bo. He knew that the man was capable of being underhanded, but he was also well-aware that Tang Bo respected him enough to not blind-side him with something like this. Especially since it concerned Chung Myung.
...
...Oh no.
"Fuck." Chung Mun says, full of feeling as he recalls Tang Bo off-handedly asking permission to live together with Chung Myung in the future.
"...Sect Leader?"
Chung Mun had thought that was a joke! He thought Tang Bo wasn't being serious! They were talking with alcohol in their systems!
The alarmed look that crosses Chung Myung's face informed Chung Mun that the way he felt his blood drain from his face was a visible, physical reaction.
"He asked for your hand in marriage." Chung Mun says faintly. "I said yes."
Chung Myung blinked at him. "Yeah? He told me?"
Okay. Tang Bo, to his credit, hasn't been leaving Chung Myung in the dark at least.
If Chung Myung knows and isn't reacting violently that means that he isn't completely against this. Even if Chung Mun was, he had to reorganize his priorties.
And his number one would be to make sure Chung Myung was happy.
((And to make sure that the Tang Family doesn't think they can step on Chung Mun and pull his little brother away.))
"I'll have to recheck the sect's budget and my own savings to make sure we have enough for the wedding preparations..." Chung Mun mutters as he begins drafting a response to the Tang Family with what he thought were better marriage agreement conditions.
But then, a flash of dread causes Chung Mun to pause writing and leave a dark ink blot on the paper. He suspected, but he really wishes that he was wrong—!
"Huh?" Chung Myung gives Chung Mun a confused look. "We already got married though?"
#cmun: you didn't invite me to your wedding??!?!?!?!?#cm: we literally just a signed a paper and kissed#cm and tb eloped because cm didn't want to stretch out mount hua's resources during a war bc of wedding prep#tb and cm are too in love and just decided to get married in the middle of a drinking session actually#they only realized what they did when they woke up the next day but then 'hm? this isn't bad tho?'#anyway cmun asks them to redo their marriage lol he def cries when cmyung bows to him in lieu during the three bows#the tang and mount hua come to an agreement that they get half a year each 👍#and if tang bo still dies in this au and cm is left a widower......jk jk but then again#»—————————–✄#sorry this took me a while 🥺🙏 irl wasn't kicking it HAHAHAHA#I'm super happy to hear you enjoy my writing and thank you so much for the prompt WAHAHAHAHA#i havent finished reading the side stories yet so sorry if I messed up canon#might come back to this prompt if I find out more info bc there's so much to explore 🙈#and i had to stop bc this was already 1.1k HAHAHAHA#tangchung#chung myung#chung mun#tang bo#rotmhs#rotbb#return of mount hua sect#return of the blossoming blade#tin writes#my ask hole#w-s-kibela
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guess who got their power back? this bitch<3
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#the sims 4#gp2#gp 2#gameplay2#game play 2#the sims 4 edit#ts4 edit#slate#vinny boy#he looks SO much better#and a lot more like cain#thanks to everyone who was being so sweet to me during my power outage#i was going to post an update but got a migraine and fell asleep lol#my husband woke me up and was like... get on sims you won't have a lot of time to play this week#<3 a man after my own heart
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apocalypse patty (wip)
#woke up with the sudden motivation to actually work on the mbz story so#that's what i'm doing#i'm working on red's origin story first since i have a clear vision of where i want to take it#the first pic is actually her pre-apocalypse (she's ~13 or so there i think) & the second is ofc her during the apocalypse (~19ish)#kel's life before the apocalypse actually plays a pretty big role in his origin story#so that's why i made two versions of pat. i gotta make a pre-apocalypse version of kel too#which means giving kel a very short hair cut :-) he will hate it :-)#also! pat does have a nickname in the AU. it's sis lol#very creative ik. but i imagine that's what everyone in their group calls her#ok back to work#rainyrambles
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made a wholeeee smorgasbord of random foods and had a nice lil dinner with my niece. Let my indoor cat run around in the snow (she hated it)….I also ran around a bit….
#I have this intense need to take a very specific video in the cemetery of my favorite statue#and woke up to snow and by the time we got there it turned to grosssss ass rain#then it started crazy snowing of course after the sunset#got snowed in and went in to look and play guitars haha#it'll probably be gone tomorrow but someday i’ll get my snowy pics AND video hopefully#has to be snowing actively it's a very specific artistic urge ok#I have this rly neat motorized tripod gadget that my dad got me a while ago you can get the most incredible videos especially moving around#after my cemetery snow adventure I'm all set where's spring#my friends sending me palm trees and beautiful weather snaps and I'm sending back blizzard pics#made her gay very californian brother audibly gasp lol#it’s so pretty though I love the first few snows#I wish I wasn't scared of going into the cemetery at night like I would but l'd need a group of ppl to go with#my angel statue in there all snowy right now and I can't get to her 😠#it’s not even that far away too#need to get to mount auburn someday during snow tried that last year but barely got any#the roads are so bad though now I just drove my niece to her boyfriends up and down steep hills too#my car handles it well though compared to my old one holy shit idk how I survived winters#I'm about to be a plow driver because they genuinely suck so bad I could do better#pay meeeee
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had a dream last night that GVF put on a Christmas concert in Nashville
naturally, they opened with Built By Nations
#even in my dream I was like … what 😭#but then they started covering What’s This from Nightmare Before Christmas ???#and then some girl blocked my view filming a TikTok during it rip#and then Greta left the stage entirely and brought out one of the members of another one of my fav bands (and his wife)#and they played some songs from the Journey to Bethlehem movie because they were both in it#and I was like “THERE IS NO WAY I AM SEEING JOEL SMALLBONE AT A GVF CONCERT RIGHT NOW”#like when I tell u dream me was FREAKING OUT because I absolutely love him . I am literally getting his handwriting tattooed on me on Monday#I think that detail came in because my friend who lives in Nashville was talking about seeing them (Joel and his wife) at a coffee shop lol#anyways then my dog woke me up and I fell back asleep and dreamt I was at a Taylor Swift concert#and my surprise songs were Labyrinth and Sparks Fly#and I sobbed over Sparks Fly 😌#anywho….. good morning LMAO 💀💀💀
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i was already having insane sleep before The Medication so i cant tell if the insane sleep is a side effect or just a continuation of that. But i am having insaner sleep
#talkys#i cant even tell what happened with my sleep right now (i just woke up). i dreamt but it feels like i never fell asleep#but i remember falling asleep right away? and dreaming?#but it feels like it never even happened?#all my life as soon as i fall asleep i will not wake up until its time to do so. its the blessing to make up for the curse of needing over#an hour to fall asleep. but if meds are making me wake up during the night and it doesnt go back to normal then this one might not be for m#BUT ALSO ill keep seeing bc i havent been able to have a normal sleep since i got the meds. yesterday i was woken up#by an extremely loud thunderstorm at like 8 am and today i had to wake up early#so i havent had unbothered sleep....we will see#im also experiencing other stuff thats like i cant tell if its the meds or just a continuation of my regular issues LOL
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It may not be a curtain vision, but here’s a little snippet of a dream I had with Reynie. There’s very limited context but I hope you enjoy regardless!
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Reynie hovered by the dining room entrance, his stomach twisted in knots. He took a hesitant step forward, and then another. Mr. Benedict sat at the table, a book in hand, while Number Two bustled about the kitchen, preparing breakfast.
"Where is everyone?" Reynie's voice barely rose above a whisper. Mr. Benedict looked up in slight surprise before smiling, his glasses balanced delicately on the bridge of his nose.
"Ah, good morning, Reynie," he greeted warmly, setting aside his book and removing his glasses. "I believe Milligan and the others took the children out to run errands."
“Oh,” Reynie murmured, swallowing hard. ‘Of course after everything they probably don’t want to see me…’ His thoughts trailed off as he lingered in the doorway.
Mr. Benedict waved him in. “Sit down, sit down! Number Two is almost done with breakfast.”
Reynie hesitated before taking the seat opposite Mr. Benedict. The only sound was the gentle crackling of food on the stove.
“How are you feeling?” Mr. Benedict's voice broke the silence. Reynie glanced down, fidgeting with his hands.
"Fine," he replied quietly.
The room fell silent once more. Mr. Benedict regarded him with an indefinable expression. It wasn’t negative really, but Reynie felt terrible from it all the same.
"Reyn—" Mr. Benedict started, interrupted by the arrival of a plate.
"Oh, lovely! Thank you, Number Two," he said gratefully before turning back to Reynie, ready to continue their conversation.
"Toast?" Number Two interjected, addressing Mr. Benedict.
Mr. Benedict blinked in surprise. "Yes- sorry- Toast?”
“I wasn’t sure which bread you wanted? We have whole wheat, whole grain, sourdough…”
“Well, Yes I’m sure they’re all good Number Two.” Mr Benedict began. Number two cut him off.
“…pumpernickel, rye bread, a baguette, white bread, brown bread-” She continues listing of bread.
“Yes, Number Two, that’s all fine—“ Mr. Benedict quickly looked up at her, bewildered. “Do we really have that much bread?”
Reynie glances between them.
“Any bread will do Number Two. Or no bread… Actually I’m rather fine without toast.”
“..No bread?” Number Two mumbled, a look of disbelief on her face.
Reynie slowly gets up from his chair as to not draw attention to himself. Maybe this conversation will last long enough for him to slip away and avoid talking about last night. Once he’s a good distance from the table he turns asround, preparing to make a quick exit up the stairs.
"Reynie?" Mr. Benedict's voice stopped him in his tracks. He turned, meeting Mr. Benedict's gentle smile, which was enough for him to sit back down at his seat.
“Sorry.”
"No need to apologize, my dear boy," Mr. Benedict reassured him.
Reynie lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding.
“Now, first things first, are you hungry?”
Reynie looks at him and then at Number Two. He pauses, then smiles. “Actually, is it alright if I have some toast?”
Mr. Benedict laughs for a moment, before promptly passing out.
#and then I woke up..#akdhshd#I have a tiny bit of context but it is still kinda hazy..#I think reynie may have been having nightmares and wasn’t able to sleep for the past few days#was kind of anxious and maybe hallucinating (?) idk normal problems that happen when you don’t sleep in awhile#and there was kind of a breaking point or something he was having trouble hiding his thoughts from Constance? she mentioned it in front of#reynie tried to convince everyone was fine but then he started seeing things and stuff during convo#anyway think he ended up accidentally hitting Kate or something akdhshd#and then he passed out and this was the morning after#Idk it was a strange dream.#I only wrote this cause I thought the bread convo was funny ngl#I hope you liked this tho lol#the mysterious benedict society#tmbs#mysterious benedict society#mbs#reynie muldoon#mr benedict#number two
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amidst all the chaos of trying to get my prescription filled last week i completely forgot to refill my other prescription and now i am ✨out✨ of my antidepressant. it also apparently requires renewal and it’s saturday 😀
#rambles.#yay cold turkey i guess?????#i woke up to find that there are no pills left in my little thing!!!#i don’t know why this shit requires renewal so often either i’ve been on it for 2 yrs now 😭😭#depending on how i feel without it i might just stop lol i started it during a totally different period in my life#which is now over. but idk who knows what my brain will do
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I made her a blankie for her birthday :3
#sasha's stuff#stellaluna the black cat#I woke up today and looked over and she was sleeping on it#I'm so glad she likes it#I crocheted it during cutscenes of outlast lol#I do 50% of my yarnwork while playing video games#I'm currently making her a cat pod#she is spoiled
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Deadly Sins of Evil × Project Sekai collab round two! Rerun of the gacha, another round of login bonuses (brioche + a complementary Margy), and the other songs in the series sung by Cryptonloids added to the game.
Since this is coming to the Japanese server early next month (May), it can be assumed that the English server will probably get this rerun one year later around May 2024.
Additionally, mothy will be attending THE VOC@LOID M@STER on April 30th (with no new releases), as well as the Project Sekai Creators Festa in early June where he will be selling a new music collection containing the tracks Waltz of the Deceased, The Daughter of Evil, The Servant of Evil, The Steel Lady, Rilia-Renée, and "other recording(s)".
#akuno nikki#akuno news#project sekai#evillious chronicles#i woke up with 12 pings this morning and they were all abt proseka evillious rerun lol#the fun thing about living in PT is that i can go to bed right before big announcements are made for Japanese franchises during livestreams#and then i wake up to all my beloved friends letting me know 'HOLY SHIT YLIME GUESS WHAT' when something involves my faves
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Not terrified of spiders not especially into them but a secret third thing: the kind of mixed apathy and acceptance of their general existence that can only come from continuously waking up to find spiders in your bed
#dead spiders live spiders I've seen it all#spiders love my bedroom for unknown reasons#at least they keep the mosquitoes at bay#bugs#front soup.txt#also as a f.unny addition. a particular incident of this flavor is a core memory from during our questioning/s.yscovery journey lol#woke up. saw spider. couldn't go back to sleep. drank water that tasted like hand sanitizer.#had a conversation in which our now ex-host promised to try to be more open but they were scared#also one of our first times knowingly experiencing co-c.onsciousness#like I said core memory of this journey#things may not have happened in that exact order tho we were tired as fuck
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ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet
#purrs#food#ask to tag#got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up#sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to ****#so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my#mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone#else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so#my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but#my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked#ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but#this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head#etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making#me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and#felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll#happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever#delete later
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"I thought Jinchurikis were supposed to be strong this shit was easy" Deidara says, not knowing that Gaara's tailed beast has basically been doing nothing but sulking in the corner since getting its ass beat during the Chunin exams
#naruto#naruto shippuden#don't know why but I woke up thinkin bout naruto lol#anyway for the record I firmly believe that if Gaara was still in the same state he was in during the exams deidara would not have made it#out of that fight#or at the very least he would have lost way more than one arm
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So apparently I’m a bit of a freak. Which, I mean, I knew, but still…
Apparently, ‘normal’ people don’t sit thru getting 6 fillings without being sedated… and they definitely don’t dose off for 30min in the middle of it all…
Oops 🤷
#personal stuff#it was only supposed to be 4 but my teeth are shit and I was already numb anyway#they had netflix pulled up on the tv#and as much as I wanted to watch Nimona or TOG#I don’t trust them not to be phobic#and the only other thing I watch on there is in Japanese lol#so I watched 3.5 episodes of gbbo#dosed off during ‘Mexican’ week and was so confused when I woke up and they were making ‘tres leches’ cake…
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Park walk with the boy 💕
#today didnt go as planned so we went park instead of hike#found out theres free concerts at this park once a week during the summer#so gonna start going to those#a bit sad about missing out on a nice weekend hike but oh well#woke up late and then was delayed longer by a store run that also went longer than planned lol#and it is Too Damn Hot for going all the way to the trailhead at noon today#gonna make up for it with a nice night walk probs#been really enjoying our longer night walks#i gotta make an effort to take more pics on just neighborhood walks tbh#anyways#Torch#laika#west siberian laika
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