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this a bit late but I saw ur tags on that sp easter episode gifset "not my ass pulling a stan at the tender age of six" - I'm so curious what ur easter questioning origins were 👀
i was (…am?) a lil insane growing up, like ok, I have memories of telling everyone in my kindergarten class that santa wasn’t real and wouldn’t care if they cried, bc they HAD to know the truth like, how could santa deliver those gifts in one night? why does he only give gifts to kids in america/ with enough wealth? You can still love the specials, and the holiday, the characters of the santa mythos, but believing a lie told by adults just didn’t sit right with me. also bc my parents told me he wasn’t real lol. (listen. my mom grew up very very poor. My grandma told my tias and tio that Santa wasn’t real, and only existed for the gringos with money jfkfkfjf) so. yeah my religiously zealous ass is the preface for even more religiously zealous stuff
so I grew up as a conservative christian girl that read the bible like a storybook every night, but I also have memories of questioning everything, it drove everyone crazy. I would hound my pastors after service with new questions someone my age wouldn’t usually have? I knew they thought it was kinda annoying if not mildly cute but I needed answers for every goddamn thing. Easter traditions bein one of them 😅 Now, I was raised very traditionally, as in, we examined good friday and went to a long Easter service and then, that’s it. Eggs, Rabbits were worldly, and had nothing to do with Christ, and tbh the most my fam enjoyed was the after church carne asada and the trip to walmart the coming monday to get discounted candy to munch on thru summer lolol. But I asked my classmates and teachers at school like at what point did easter become abt eggs? so if you’re not christian then, what exactly are you celebrating? You’re just doing elaborate stuff to eat candy. what’s the true purpose of the bunny? where did this originate? and everyone was like, just paint ur damn plastic egg for class Cel, you’re 6. 😂😅
Well that’s done and over with and I’m completely sane now. Also I did not paint and properly prep my first easter egg and participate in an egg hunt until last year with some friends and it was cute lol.
#cel speaks#when i say i was crazy i mean that at 9 i almost tried learning hebrew bc i could not stand knowing that there was knowledge in the bible#that was untranslatable and therefore inaccessible to english readers#i was like. I would Simply Not Know things? I cannot find the source of it myself?? NO!!#but also I was nine and got fixated on sonic and barbie and shit so that faded very quickly lol#I get why at first I seem like an ennea 5 or a 6 lol the panic that comes not fully mastering one’s craft is a key#5w6/6w5 bit i’ll admit#cel answers#sorry for the long rant tldr: the origin of this? there is no origin. I was (am) just like this hfkfh I Be Questioning Shit#but also i would play devils advocate (if h could call it that?) and tell my pastors like#‘well if we put up trees#and wrap presents for christmas#yet somehow turn a fucking candy cane into a christian symbol#can we not do the same for the eggs??’#and my pastors were like no christmas is different#and i never rly got a straight answer for that tbh….#i was very much an all or nothing gal like. so the church acknowledged the ‘pagan’ origins of trees but we can reclaim them and make it#christian or just a simple american Thing#but my church drew the line at putting candy crosses or verses inside the eggs alongside candy#to tie it in to jesus?
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reblog for a bigger sample size of former angry, creative, and/or highly dramatic children
#len asks#strangling tw#choking tw#drowning tw#<- ik followers and moots need those tagged but lmk if there's any more you want me to add#polls#personally i mostly hung my toys up. not in like a morbid way but i thought it was fun to swing them from trees#DEF threw them off structures in a morbid way. and melted their faces off in a morbid way. and gave them swirlies in a morbid way#i usually only did that to free mcdonalds toys and i don't think i ever did any of this to my expensive toys but i did like a bit of#violence here and there. it was an interesting outlet for sure. i basically always did it with a friend as well. bonding <3#OH and we put out sparklers on an action figure once before tying blackcats to him and throwing him off a bridge. fun times!#oh and the freezer. i think that's it tho and i honestly only did most of these things once bc the novelty wore off#gonna periodically rb this for a bigger sample size. i will be HIGHLY disappointed in y'all if 'none' sweeps
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Does a podcast ever release a take you disagree with so strongly it makes you question everything you heard on it up to that point
#this is so niche and only interesting to other people who spend 10 hours a day listening to podcasts so i'm putting it in the tags#but s1ep3 of invisibilia about the blind guy who learned to echolocate so well he could ride a bike was fucking wild#the take was like. okay okay backing up a bit we all agree disability is socially constructed in some ways right?#ie people treat blind people in certain ways that reinforce an inability to function in society get jobs etc#they have certain expectations of people who are blind that can be limiting. right. so we all agree on that#but that was not the end of the take! the take was that because disability is socially constructed the solution is#to expect the same level of independence from blind people as you do from seeing people#and that also was not the end of the take because the way this man tried to accomplish that was forcing blind children to climb trees#this guy had achieved a high level of independence but in the process of learning to echolocate had knocked out multiple teeth#he was like 'the biggest barrier to blind people's ability to function in society is their parents' love for them'#because parents prevent blind children from exploring getting close to roads etc#and anyway i think that although parents may infantilize blind children more than necessary there is a strong financial incentive to#make sure they do not get hit by a car or break a bone#the solution of just getting blind people to act exactly like seeing people also seems odd#what's wrong with requiring help from others? why have we decided independence is the only way to function in society?#should all disabled people just be willing to injure themselves in order to get as close as possible to independence#in order to hold down a job which we have decided is the only way to earn the right to live#is there only one correct way to live a life?#it truly baffled me. i was sorting that mail going 👀👀🤔#anyway. this has been your podcast take of the day
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(guy who is normal about traveler abroad voice) hey man how's it going
#tai sui#太岁#had a tag saying everyone who can spot the cousins in the first one in less than 5 seconds gets a cookie#but i realised they show up clearer in the scan so everyone gets a cookie for free :) 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪#the first one was supposed to be aerial perspective practice but then i noticed the tree trunks kinda looked like willows and. well.#please imagine the leaves in your mind's eye i had to erase them because the sketch looked too messy otherwise </3#the shiyong one was supposed to be a traditional piece but i fucked up big time while inking#moped around for a couple weeks#and finally resigned myself to painstakingly try and fix it digitally#i feel kinda insane for putting so many hours into such a simple piece but we stay silly👍#xi ping#xi shiyong#zhou ying#prince zhuang#traveler abroad#tai sui spoilers#my art#my tai sui art#🍀
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lucy getting fatally hurt would be a great excuse for tim to slip up and call her "baby" in their breakup era. just sayin..... 👀👀
#*carly catalogs#if i have to hire a hitman to target her i will (jkjkjkjkjkjkjk)#i could never do that to my girl#but i will forever be barking up this tree for them to put lucy in danger all so i can squeeze the lemon juice outta tim#and i am bitter that we never got a pet name outta him even once ☝️ during the time they were dating#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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sincerely hope endo-sensei keeps up the slow plot and doesn't rush it
#spy x family#i dont really... understand when people complain about that? obviously it's going to be a very long manga and plot doesnt grow on trees#also i doubt this thing is supposed to 'take turns' with whoever is the focus of arcs lmao its not that neat and orderly#whether you like it or not end-sensei decides who's going to get the major role in the next arc and if it's not yor then#that's that. she is not becoming the side character/ignored lol#operation strix is the main focus of the story and had more to do with twilight and anya#UNTIL melinda desmond showed up. plans a b c now put together include the entire family#however plan c will require more of melinda's presence which idt will happen anytime soon? so we wait#i do get that waiting every 2 weeks for a chapter and the occasional break feels like everything's going slooooowly#but i would also prefer endo-sensei to take time to write the manga so that it progresses well and isnt rushed ^^
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guys i caught a mouse at work today
#i was walking the tech guy back because one of our printers broke#and i opened the door like yeah its right back he- thats a mouse. thats a mouse sitting in the middle of the room#he was very small and i think very confused/freaked out because he just let me. scoop him up. into my gentle loving arms#like he tried to run a little but he didn’t seem to really know where to go#so i was just on the floor like trying to get ahold of this very tiny very pathetic mouse without hurting it#while saying hey um. dont mind me printers right there with a mouse half in my hands#printer guy brought me over a little basket he found and i scooped mousie into the basket#and then i had a mouse in a basket. so i went back into the lobby and went Guys i have a Mouse in a Basket#and then my supervisor escorted me outside and we found a nice little tree with some shade and little plants to dump him at#except hed been scrambling up the basket the whole time and i think hes just accepted his fate to live there forever by then#because he would Not get out of the basket. i had to very very gently scooch him out#and yeah. maybe i pet the mouse. what do you want from me. he was very small and cute and very soft and rabbies isnt real and cant hurt me#he was so fucking cute. oh my god he was so cute. i hope he does well for himself#coworker was like ‘youre just gonna put him outside to be somethings lunch?’#and i said well. better he be lunch for someone than die in a gluetrap in some dark corner of the office#slightly more dignified way to go. benefits something. but i will be praying for a long and happy life for him regardless#every single time ive seen a mouse in my life ive immediately gone ‘oh im fucking Getting You’ <- lovingly and adoringly#so far im 2 for 5. 40% accuracy rate of Getting That Sucker#which i dont think is too bad considering mice are very small and quick and good at not being getted
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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can you even imagine falling like i did?
#no fucking way. me ? posting here again ??? hi#god imffuckigngkdnkff ROWANNNN loves u#shakes them puts them in a jar#im soo tired. i havent drawn for myself in so long and im an art student . this is a warm up before more assignments return ig#so i dont yk go insane .#rowan my angel theyr beautiful perfect spectacular blinding admiraeble wodnerufl magnificicent. kisses them my baby#they deserve all the goo d things#also peek their massive scar from y6ch18 :) it looks like tree roots growing from somewhere over their heart where the curse hit them#god what were the tags i used ummm#rowan khanna#rowan x mc#well no mc is specified here but we all know someones being a lesbian#hphm#harry potter hogwarts mystery#fanart#mine#UPDATE mc specified its adel check the link out#adel young#rowan x adel
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billy joining the party in s4 btw
#billy: steve. eddie. can we commune for a moment?#eddie: Yeah. What's Up?#billy: well. listen. i don't want to be putting out any negative vibrations or anything like that.#billy: if they want to kill that tree. they gotta kill me first.#eddie; twirling hair: that is So Brave of you billy.#billy: Is It?#steve: Wait. if anyone is going to chain themselves to anything; it's going to be Me.#eddie: but it was billy's idea.#billy: no. wait. eddie; he's right. maybe it Should be him.#steve: Right. I'm the one in charge here.#billy: ur the one in charge!#Right. Right. Right. RIght.#steve: robin. go get some chains.#billy: no. wait. hold off on that robin. i brought some.
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I think there's more room in (alt-world) fantasy to incorporate the language barrier aspect. It's fine and all we can wave away (for the most part) characters from different regions/countries just being able to speak the same language no problem. Characters all being polyglots for plot convenience, whatever, I get it. But. Think about how much potential there is here. Characters that have to work together without being able to communicate! Characters that communicate through interpreters! Characters that work as interpreters!!!
#I am well practiced at putting away my linguistic suspension of disbelief#BUT#there's so much underused flavor we could be adding!#I'm pickier abt this with my own wips tbh#starlightverse has three languages at play and Alya growing up bilingual does inform her character and identity#and DaDBaB...there is a lingua franca of sorts that is pretty much spoken universally#but I can get away with that only because of the fact that the entire population bottlenecked severely only 5000 years ago#AND since then we've spent large swaths of time where the entirely of known humanity has been more or less under the rule of one empire#Anyway the Priory of the Orange tree did annoy me for this bc of the one character who was communicating through and interpreter#but then revealed later that they could speak the main character's language the whole time as some sort of power move#''yeah of course I speak every language what like it's hard?''#girl just let her use an interpreter that was the ONE TIME we weren't waving away language barriers#anyway
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it's almost like if i dont let the whole world know about my new hyperfixtation i will burst into flames
#preacher's daughter both family tree songs#how she says in family tree “heaven hath no fury like a woman scorned and baby hell don't scare me i've been times before”#and western nights “i would hold the gun if you asked me to but if you love me like you say you do will you ask me to?”#the whole house in nebraska song UGH#the outro of hard times i am tired of you still tied to me bleeding whenever you want too tired to move to tired to leave#american teenager gracie's cover i love you so so so so much i do it for daddy and i do it for dale i am doing what i want DAMN i am doing#it well#ptolemaea that stop scream i am the face of love's rage blessed be the daughters of cain bound to suffering eternal through sins of their#fathers commited long before their conception that whole outro in general#i tried to be good am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?....i just wanted to be yours? am i yours? am i yours?...if i am turning in you#stomach and making you feel sick am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? is just SO AGH#also god loves you but not enough to save you I FORGIVE IT ALL AS IT COMES BACK TO ME#we know how it goes the more it hurts the less it shows but i feel like they all know and that's why i can never come back home and i spent#my life watching it go by from the sidelines and god i have tried but i think it's about time i put up a fight#and the instrumental songs their production is so so good#anyways yeah now i feel better if anyone is reading till here go listen to it thanks <3#it's great for people with family issues#v.txt
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ok this is gonna sound wild. BUT. Me and my buddy @honeycomb-ferret are attempting to start up a clangen universe vaguely based on cults and evangelical religion, each clan being a different denomination of sorts. Very religious trauma/how growing up under different religions raises many types of different people type framework on a clangen blog. Rn I have it set as four clans but as little as three and as many as can border one another is fine, I love working with others and sharing universes and creativity
I also want to make it clear I’m not asking for free art. It would be your clangen blog and your cats and game and final decision on everything, I’m just looking to work with others on a creative project because I love bouncing ideas off others and sharing worlds with people. And if any of that sounds interesting to you hmu!!! Tags message whatever, just lmk if you’re interested!
#My clan is Pineclan. They live in Appalachia esque pine woods and are extremely evangelical!#Cyrus has Spiderclan and they’re very prophecy based. Demanding direct word from starclan(ie omens prophecies etc) to make any decisions#The leader cannot act starclans will. Only starclan#Also I was originally going on tree names but spider is different probably because they look down on those /other/ guys#My other main idea for one is hollyclan. Who puts a lot more value into formerly living cats as patrons in a sort of old catholic way#Or even like. Greek mythology esque perhaps. Idk! I’m not doing two so whoever takes that one can decide where to go with it!#And from that point we can just keep making stuff up#Also just btw I’m 20 and Cyrus is 18. If that matters to anyone#But beginner artists/writers/storytellers completely welcome on my end!!!#Little sticker that says ‘plays well with others’ on a little dog vest I’m theoretically wearing#ANYWAY. Yeah please lmk if interested!!#warriors#warrior cats#clangen project#warriors project#warrior cats ocs#clangen blog#clan generator#open to all#open to mutuals#warrior cats au#(kind of? Are fan clans an alternate universe technically?)
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dragon io is, as I've mentioned, just... stupidly, ridiculously territorial and their valley certainly falls under that in its entirety. there have been many, many settlements over the centuries, and each have succumbed to various fates (usually dragon-related). currently, there's two villages that io currently allows to inhabit their valley, but they are always, always watching them with a critical eye. the moment they get too into the idea of growth is when io will rid the valley of both and call it a day. they do the work to make sure both villages properly understand the relationship: so long as they are quiet, make no moves against the dragon living above them, and don't start tearing up the valley for crops or homes, then their local watchful super-predator will (mostly) leave them alone. every movement into and out of the valley is tracked, and the presence of groups of armed people is something that they will not stand - said groups get chased out or straight-up attacked depending on the mood for the day. the presence of other dragons always results in the latter of those two options. the villages are... sometimes liable to get caught in the crossfire, though. an attack on io is nothing short of encouragement to make themself known as dangerous and pissed, and they will burn great swathes of their valley and the villages, too, just to make that point. mostly, though, io really isn't inclined to mess with them much and the two (three) live in relatively tense peace. there's also the fact of the matter that io is lonely, and can pass through both villages in their most human of forms as disguise and fulfill social requirements (be an asshole, buy some fruit, etc.)
#⌜❝ 𝙸𝙸. i’m the world ender & i’m back from the grave. ⟩⟩#𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙿𝙴𝙽𝚂 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃. this little beast was nature’s own error. grew like a tree; born to spread terror. ❞ ⌟#why do people keep coming back u ask#bc io is very old and people are very good at forgetting#or writing it all off as local myth. especially if it's quiet for (x) amount of years#and a valley is always a very good spot to build. farm. etc.#mmm yeah giant white wyrm in the hills. venomous too. uh huh uh huh whatever look how fertile this floodplain is#and why do the villages stay u ask#well. no one is going to come attack u cause the dragon took care of that#and the giant dragon really does mostly leave you alone#and when they aren't happy about something they at least give a warning#hey farmer jim tried to till up new land for a field and it got absolutely destroyed overnight so#i guess we won't do that#i feel that#at this point#both villages have other less destructive/intrusive ways to grow and harvest food#and they're not that big. anyway#trembling and shaking with the effort to not put my 110% into this and think about every little detail
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I love that justin and I unintentionally built really compatible characters by separately designing around the same core concept: "I want this character to be both willing and eager to stick his nose into dangerous business, sometimes to the point of poor judgement"
#justin and I both independently: oh well he has to be just really curious about and fascinated by everything then! obviously!#simon's got really low wisdom; for all of whatever he's been through in his backstory he's really trusting if not gullible#and of course felix's charisma is really bad and best way he knows how to manage that is not to speak up at all when possible#so simon is actually asking all the questions they both have and felix is keeping a read on the whole situation#simon says 'we are meddling with something dangerous and only a fool would stay involved. however I have always been a fool'#and this is Exactly what felix had been thinking himself in that exact moment (AND a charmingly cheeky way of putting it)#felix touches the scary tree only because he got there first#and when we get a passage open and felix starts peeking in simon immediately sets out dancing lights and follows#like felix is already in love with this man but at the VERY least they're gonna be friends!!#also SIMON WITH KEEN MIND 🤝 FELIX WITH OBSERVANT: THE KNOW EVERYTHING AND PISS OFF THE DM BROTHERS#my OCs#felix#about me#husband
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my car is still not unpacked from moving and frankly i’m sort of worried some of the liquidish stuff in there froze. like. shampoo. paint. i’ve been forbidden from unpacking though until my sister is done unpacking which is cool. whatever. love how we both moved home at the exact same time which is also the week before christmas this is great timing totally
#the tree is still not decorated. and at this point i’m kinda like well it’s not the end of the world if we skip out on maybe half the#gazillion ornaments this year. maybe we don’t need to stressfully pack every ornament you’ve collected over the past several decades of#shopping at hallmark. like maybe we just pick out the ones we really really like idk. just a thought.#i will get crucified if i try to say that again tho. so. looks like i’m gonna be spending hours doing that#because no one else even likes putting the ornaments up i’m always the one that has to do it 😐#so you can see why i might want to advocate for fewer ornaments!!!!
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