#— pondering 💭

[abd-illustrates]

🪐 Finished art from this week’s video! 🪐

Or at least a snippet of it, because this week’s video actually unpacked the entire process that went into making a prizewinning comic! It was a real journey, and the full process video – (as well as a motion-animated version of the comic itself! 👀) – are available right now on ▶️Youtube! (^^)/

[DO NOT EDIT OR REPOST TO OTHER SITES / ACCOUNTS]   ♻️reblogs are lovely tho!♻️

[dipperscavern]

“denial. realization. obsession.” prompt with cregan… Urggghhhhggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh im howling at the moon. like imagine being a southern highborn lady who was betrothed to cregan (against the wills of both of you so be fair). he feels inconvenienced by this match so he chooses to be cold… he hates your southern attitude, he hates how he feels as if he had no choice in this match, he just hates how different you feel because my man #CANTHANDLECHANGE!!!!

but everyone knows hes downbad… they can see it in the way he looms over you when another man reaches to shake your hand, the way his hands snake around your waist as he assists you onto your horse (and onto his horse when your legs get tired), the way he stares at you from afar. the atmosphere around you two is literally oozing with sexual tension so thick its tangible

sorry if i accidentally answered my own ask but i feel like we have much to discuss. (its been too long)

#CasualDominance👅👅👅 #PossessiveCregan💦💦💦 #MoodyYoungAdultCregan🍆🍆🍆 #LittleBitchCregan😍😍😍 #SizeKink😈😈😈

- pondering anon

PONDERERRRRR I LOVE U. so happy to see u in my inbox once more :3

now… this MAY have to wait until after the celebration… ONLY BEVAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS ON IT. I WANNA MAKE IT LIKE A PROPER FIC/BLURB AND THIS PROMPT IS TOO DELICIOUS TO RUSH. WOULD RHAY BE OKAY EITH YOU MY PONDERING SAVIOR? lmk if you’re just in the mood for a cregan blurb and i will most certainly cast u a spell tee hee

your brain. i need it i love it it’s wonderful UGHHHDHDH U COME IP WITH THE HREATEST STUFF. ALSO THE HASHTAGS HELP U GET ME

[weird-dere-writes]

Alright everybody

Pls tell me

I gotta know

What are you doin’ if you walk in on your fave helicoptering his pp?

He’s naked, has his hands on his head, and is just schwangin’ that thang.

[idyllicsam]

why is it, that i crave love so much? it is so overwhelming for me to watch as others fall in love while i work away at my desk to make my future better.

i’m often left wondering—will it all be worth it in the end? when i am successful, brilliant and skilled, will i still have time on my side of the great war?

will i have the chance to bring myself some peace? will someone be my knight, as i come crashing down after attaining glory? is it always going to be this way? me, watching others with ugly green envy, as i slave away?

i want to be held, to be yearned for, to be craved and to be kissed. i want to be touched as if i am the prettiest woman on earth, and i want to be cherished as if i am the best thing that has happened to someone.

i want to dance in the refrigerator light in the kitchen at three in the morning and i want to scream my heart out in the car as we listen to our song. i want to dance in the rain, i want to be called “my love” or “jaan”, yet here i am.

yet here i am, bloodied armor and sword in hand, and rouge pours out of my heart. and i have one question for the world: will i ever attain glory? will i ever have love? will i ever truly be happy?

[arbitergeneraljy]

When I saw that art it felt like an apple fell onto my head and I discovered gravity so HEADCANON-ISH

We all know Jing Yuan has his signature mole under his eye, but as a person with moles myself, I know that he HAS to have more.

Just imagine the smooth, surprisingly near scar-less expanse of his skin, milky colour speckled with small dots of deep brown. They're like dark little stars, all over his chest, abdomen, arms, legs-

PLUS! There was also that belief that where you have a mole is where your past life lover kissed you the most so HRHTHTNGMGM *malfunctions*

all this to say he definitely likes getting his moles kissed, he'll melt <333

[faunabel]

u know... with the whole sleeping w/ parents thing i just realized i didnt have my own room til i was 5 or 6?

i remember sleeping In a room at one point but it wasnt my room is all i remember.

i slept on the couch for a while. then i remember my parents... or my aunt?? bought me this kid sized dora couch that i slept on.

just realized this is not the norm but i do this every week (realize my childhood was abnormal) so yknow

anyway when i did get my own room they actually just converted the den to one. it had dark green carpet.

but not long after my parents lost the house (this happens a lot) and stayed w/ my grandma where i slept in the same bed as her

also I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBER as a kid i fell off the moving truck and busted my toe open and it was extremely painful but my sister laughed at me. also as a child she stole my balloon while driving and held it out the window and let go. also she bullied me into having body dysphormia when i was just 6.

she was mean lol and Nine years older than me i must add :/

so anyway that was... interesting. whenever i think abt my childhood i realize its even worse than i thought.

[shirogane-oushirou]

this guy's videos are sooooo ren-core it hurts omg. i don't even have much to say, i'm just Obsessed. i can't stop watching bc his energy is so fun. kicking my feet in the air and going "teehee" hghghghhghg.

[vids of a guy foraging, so general cw for fungus / mushrooms and a trypophobia warning for the gills and pores. more specific warnings with each vid.]

↓↓ [cw he slices some milk caps to make them "bleed" at 4:53-6:37 and 9:15-9:53. the liquid is white, but some of the slicing evokes some imagery to me. just warning to be safe.]

↓↓ [cw mushroom w maggots in it from 1:40 to 1:56.]

ren would absolutely make a "this is what good ___ sounds like" joke at 2:50 tho kjfnkjdnf. also "these little slimy boys" im crying. yearning. need someone with this kind of energy so badly.

(divider)

[pinkfey]

EIGHT SENTENCE MONDAY—♡;

tagged by the beloved bones @nuclearstorms, tysm bby 😚 it’s been a while sooo i’ll tag: @rosebarsoap @malefiicarum @shadowglens @aartyom @swordcoasts @risingsh0t @planetkiller @narshadda @kirnet @druidgroves @arklay @solasan @morvaris @devilbrakers and you !!

Rowena splayed her fingers out in front of her, tentative. “Do you remember,” she began, “that day we met at Mother’s salon? We went exploring in the cellar and found all those spiders and—oh, how we screamed.”

“I take it this is relevant?” Anora’s face was stone but the tightness in her voice betrayed her.

“What happened to those girls?”

“The same thing that happens to every teyrn’s daughter, no?”

“Ah, fathers.”

[dipperscavern]

AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Now listen to me. being so close to the true north your hands are bound to get a bit chilly. so when you give him a handjob he flinches at the initial contact of your hand touching his- :/

- 💭

OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.

cause his [REDACTED] is throbbing. hot and heavy and needing, and jon thinks he may cum from you accidentally brushing his clothed [CONTENT DELETED] when hurriedly unlacing his breeches. and when you finally get him in your hand? CHRIST. the little gasp that falls from his lips as his mouth falls open, and he flinches away from you only for a second, before his hips jut forward in fear you’ll pull away.

you say his name so sweetly, asking if he’s alright, but asking him to form a response right now is cruel. all he can do is nod his head as he tries to calm himself down and breathe, a shuddering inhale of air being all he can manage. and even that’s short lived, because in the middle of that your thumb swipes across his tip, and it has a noise rising from the back of his throat — interrupting his intake of air. his eyes are mixed between being glued to where your hand is wrapped around his [GUNSHOT], and fluttering shut from the feeling. jon’s on fire, nerves and brain and [EXPLOSION] alike. your hands are iced, cold and inviting and so pleasurable — and they’re moving.

[forlovvers]

what if i started writing for gg’s

[idyllicsam]

have you ever thought about love as something more than an emotion?

an underlying being that lives within you, perhaps. to me, love is more than that. it is not a feeling or an emotion or something i would dismiss as an infatuation.

i am scared of it. it terrifies me to be in love. because to me, love is a religion.

it is not simply feeling. but it is a state of being. it is spiritual—and as much as i hate to admit it, it is obsessive. it is the way radha and krishna loved one another. it is the way sita and ram respected each other. it is the way you are the only one on my mind at any minute of any given day. it is the visions i have of us dancing in the kitchen at ungodly hours of the night, small giggles escaping our chapped lips. it is the way i wish you held me as we drifted off to sleep, my skin bare against the yours.

it is you drawing stars on my scars, but this time, i don't bleed.

it is you embracing me even after knowing every imperfection i have.

i want to dance with you in the rain and marry you over and over again under the night sky.

to me, that is love. ever more, nothing less.

[faunabel]

trying to fall back asleep but im suddenly thinking abt how much i rly do relate to flowers in the attic...

slight spoilers sorry im on mobile and cant put a read more thingy

extreme isolation. forced to take care of yourself and others. a mother who bribes you with gifts but never gives you what you actually need. emotional manipulation. abuse if you step out of line. being left to wither. Extreme Isolation. Alone. Never Seeing The Outside World. Neglect.

idk... where i'm going with this. it took me a couple days to process how much it actually hits home. hm.

[isaut]

i just went for a walk and spent the entire time thinking about that fic i just posted

[dipperscavern]

pondering anon returns… you mentioned losing one of my asks in the burning of the library of alexandria so im gonna bring it up again Sorry If You Just Didn’t Fw This but TEMPERATURE PLAY WITH JON SNOW 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 i never request jon so you know its serious Guys lets just close our eyes and take a deep breath… as a matter of fact call the council

OH SHITTTRTRRR SHES BACKKKCKKCKCKKCKC

first off, hi baby i missed u!!!! i did in fact lose your ask (so sorry btw) AND OMG YOUR BRAIN. i’m so fond of you this feels like a high school reunion like hello my og where have you been

second off. ASSEMBLE THE COUNCIL.

can i just say, i think jon would accidentally introduce you to temperature play. like, purely on accident. he’s eating you out, and his tongue is warm in its place between your thighs, but his hands (that are all over you) are freezing. safe to say you discover something new about yourself. i’ve heard adding a blindfold can be beneficial, cause if one sense is taken away it heightens the others (are blindfolds even a thing in fuckin 200 B.C?) (can we please discuss this further im so intrigued) (cause his hands are cold all the time) (ouhhh but his tongue is so warm) :3

[arbitergeneraljy]

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🏮] • musings of the general

—> interactions in character

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🌟] • astral visitors

—> interactions with other hsr characters

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🌊] • lady in blue

—> interactions as admin

#୧˚ₓ･｡[📸] • portraits of the self

—> fanart reblogs

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🎨] • atmospheric beauty

—> theme-wise reblogs

#୧˚ₓ･｡[💭] • introspective pondering

—> headcanons and character musings

#୧˚ₓ･｡[♟️] • the sky is a chessboard

—> prompts/memes/games

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🕊️] • little birdies

—> interactions with anons

#୧˚ₓ･｡[⚡] • time for the masterstroke | promo !

—> self explanatory, promo/support

#୧˚ₓ･｡[⚠️] • scandalous trysts

—> suggestive content/interactions

#୧˚ₓ･｡[🔞] • immoral frolicking

—> nsfw content (will also be followed with a standard #nsfw tag)

[atinyprincesss]

it’s a thursday, i’m a little high, and it’s time to play my favorite game: did i miss the moment or was i meant to miss the moment?