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[kirklandsheartsecrets]

hello! could you write some headcanons with an s/o who's a creative writer, but gets distracted in daily tasks so much to the point of maladaptive daydreaming, please? sorry if you're uncomfortable with this, please skip if you want.

maladaptive daydreams are daydreams that last for several minutes to hours, and they're extremely vivid with their own characters, settings, plots, and other detailed, story-like features. when the maladaptive daydreamer does this, their facial expression unconsciously changes to whatever scenario's in their head, repetitive body movements, extreme procrastination, and unconsciously talking out the daydreams.

S/O with maladaptive dreaming + also a writer II UK BROTHERS

ᵂᵃˡᵉˢ

✧ ᵃ ˢᵘᵖᵖᵒʳᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ

✧ ᵃᵇˢᵒˡᵘᵗᵉˡʸ ˡᵒᵛᵉˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵃˡᵏ ᶦᵗ ᵒᵘᵗ

✧ ˢᶦᵗˢ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᵒᵘʳˢ ˡᶦˢᵗᵉⁿᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳᶦᵉˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵃⁿ ᵃᵐᵃᶻᶦⁿᵍ ᵈᶦʳᵉᶜᵗᵒʳ.

✧ᴴᵉˡᵖˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵖˡᵃⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖˡᵒᵗ, ᵒʳᵍᵃⁿᶦᶻᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏᶦⁿᵍ. ʸᵒᵘ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ, ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵉᶜʰⁿᶦᶜᵃˡ ᵈᶦʳᵉᶜᵗᵒʳ

✧ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵍᵘʸ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ᵈʳᵃᵐᵃᵗᶦᶜ ᶜᵃʳ ᵃᵈˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗᵛ ᶦᶠ ʰᵉ ᵖᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᶦⁿᵗᵒ ᶦᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᶦˢ ˢʰᵒʷˢ ᶦⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ

✧ ʰᵃᵛᶦⁿᵍ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵗ ᵈʳᵃᵍᵒⁿ ᵃᵗ ʰᵒᵐᵉ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ᶦᵗ ᶦⁿᶜʳᵉᵈᶦᵇˡʸ ᶦⁿᵗᵉʳᵉˢᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ʷᵒʳᵏ ᵒⁿ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵘʳᵉˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵉˣᵗᵘʳᵉ, ˢᵗᵘᵈʸᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ ʰᵃᵇᶦᵗˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵘᶜʰ

✧ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰᵃᵗ, ᶦᵐᵐᵃᶜᵘˡᵃᵗᵉ

✧ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵖᵒᶦⁿᵗ ᵒᵘᵗ ˢᵗᵘᶠᶠ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉˡᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᵒᶜʳᵃˢᵗᶦⁿᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ

✧ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉˢ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ˡᶦᵉ, ᶦᶠ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᶦˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᶦᵍᵍᵉˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵒᶠ ᵒᶠ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃⁿ ᵃᵘᵗʰᵒʳ

✧ ᵏᶦˡˡ ᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᶦⁿᵃˡˡʸ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖʳᵒᶜʳᵃˢᵗᶦⁿᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵍᵘᶦˡᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ ᵖˡᵒᵗˢ + ᶦᵈᵉᵃˢ ᵈʸˡᵃⁿ ʷʳᵒᵗᵉ ᵈᵒʷⁿ. ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵉᶜᵒᵐᵉ 2ˣ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᶦⁿˢᵖᶦʳᵉᵈ,

✧ ᵃ ᵍᵉⁿᶦᵘˢ ᶦ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ᵈʸˡᵃⁿ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏˢ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵃˡˢᵒ ᵃ ᵍᵉⁿᶦᵘˢ ˡᵉᵗ ʰᶦᵐ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵐᵒᵛᶦᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ,

✧ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵉʳʸ ᶦⁿ ʷᵃˡᵉˢ ᶦˢ ʷᵒʳᵗʰ ᶦᵗ ᵈᵃʳˡᶦⁿᵍ

ᴺᵒʳᵗʰ ᴵʳᵉˡᵃⁿᵈ

✧ ᴸᶦᵛᵉᵈ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᴰʸˡᵃⁿ, ᵈᶦᵈⁿ'ᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵃ ʳᵉᵃᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᵃᵈᵈᶦᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᴬʳᵗʰᵘʳ ᵇᵘᵗ, ᵐᵒᵛᶦᵉˢ ?

✧ ᴴᵉˡˡ ʸᵉᵃʰ ᴮᵘᵗ-

✧ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳˢᵉˡᶠ ᶠᵃˡˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵃˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵈᶦᶠᶠᶦᶜᵘˡᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰᵃⁿᵈˡᵉ ᶦᵗ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉᵃᵗᵉʳ. ˢᶦᵗᵗᶦⁿᵍ, ᵈᵒʷⁿ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰᶦⁿᵍ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ 1０ ᵐᶦⁿᵘᵗᵉˢ ʷᵃˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᶦᵈᵉᵃˡ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ.

✧ ᴴᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ˡᶦᵛᵉ ᵃᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ˢʰᵒʷˢ,

✧ ʸᵉˢ, ʸᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ 2ⁿᵈ ᵒᵇˢᵉˢˢᶦᵒⁿ

✧ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ ᵒᶠᵗᵉⁿ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉᵈᶦᵉᵛᵃˡ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉᵈ ᵖᵃʳᵏˢ,

✧ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵈᵘʳᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʸ ᵃᵗ ˡᵉᵃˢᵗ ᵒⁿᵉ ˡᶦᵛᵉ ᵃᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ˢʰᵒʷ

✧ ᵖʳᶦᵛᶦˡᵉᵍᵉ ᵒᶠ ⁿᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿˢ- ᵍᵉᵗˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵃᶜᵏˢᵗᵃᵍᵉ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵃᵇˢᵒʳᵇ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᶦⁿᶠᵒʳᵐᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ⁿᵉᵉᵈᵉᵈ ᵖᵉᵗᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵒʳˢᵉˢ, ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍ ᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵒᵘᶜʰ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉᵗᵃᶦˡᵉᵈ ᶜᵒˢᵗᵘᵐᵉˢ

✧ ᵇᵒⁿᵘˢ ᵖᵒᶦⁿᵗ, ᶦᵗ'ˢ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʰᶦᵐ

✧ ᵃᶜᵗᵒʳˢ ᵗᵉᵃᶜʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉˡᵉᵐᵉⁿᵗˢ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᵖˡᵃʸˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶦⁿᶜᵒʳᵖᵒʳᵃᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ

✧ˡᵃᵗᵉˢᵗ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵈ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ ᵍᵒᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ʷᵃˢ ᶜˡᶦᶜʰé ᶦ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ..

✧ ʷʰᵒ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᴺ.ᴵʳᵉˡᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˢ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᵏⁿᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵒⁿ ᵃ ʰᵒʳˢᵉ ᶠᶦᵍʰᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵒᵏᶦⁿᵍ ˢᵒ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ 

✧ ᴺ. ᶦʳᵉˡᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵗᵃⁿˢ ᶦ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵍʳᵉᵉⁿ ʲᵃᵈᵉ ᵉᵃʳʳᶦⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ʰᶦᵐᵃ'ˢ ᵃʳᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵒᵇˢᵉˢˢᶦᵒⁿ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ᶠᵉʷ ʸᵉᵃʳˢ ⁿᵒʷ.

ᴵʳᵉˡᵃⁿᵈ

✧ ᶦʳᶦˢʰ ᵍᵒᵈᵈᵉˢˢᵉˢ

✧ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿⁿᵒᵗ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵃʷᵃʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵉˡᵗᶦᶜ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ʰᶦᵐ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵒᵘʳˢᵉ,

✧ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵈᶦᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵉˣᵖᵉᶜᵗᵉᵈ ?

✧ ˢʰᵒʷˢ ᵒᶠᶠ, ᵉˣᵗʳᵉᵐᵉˡʸ ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉᵐ

✧ ʰᵃˢ ᶦⁿˢᵖᶦʳᵉᵈ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃʳᵗᶦˢᵗˢ ʰᵃˢ ᵏⁿᵒʷˡᵉᵈᵍᵉ ᵒᶠ ˢᵒⁿᵍˢ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗʳᶦᵉˢ ʷʰᵒ ˢᵉᶜʳᵉᵗˡʸ ᵍᵒᵗ ᶦⁿˢᵖᶦʳᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ʰᶦˢ ˢᵗᵒʳᶦᵉˢ

✧ ᵇᵘᵗ

✧ ᵃˡˢᵒ ᵉˣᵗʳᵉᵐᵉˡʸ ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ᶜᵃⁿⁿᵒᵗ ʷᵃᶦᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳᵏˢ ᵒᶠ ʰᶦˢ ᵍᵒᵈᵈᵉˢˢ

✧ ʸᵉˢ ʸᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ.

✧ ᴵʳᶦˢʰ ᵈᵉᵛᵒᵗᶦᵒⁿ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ʰᵉʳᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵖᶦʳᶦᵗ ᶦᵗˢᵉˡᶠ

✧ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐⁿᵍ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʰᶦᵐ ᵇᵉᶜᵒᵐᵉˢ ʳᵉᵃˡᶦᵗʸ

✧ ᵉˢᵖᵉᶜᶦᵃˡˡʸ ʳᵒᵐᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᵖˡᵒᵗˢ, ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ʳᵉᶜᵘˡᵗᵃⁿᵗ ᵃᵗ ᶠᶦʳˢᵗ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᶦᵗ,

✧ᵈᵃⁿᶜᶦⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ᵗᵒᵖ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᶜᵒᵃˢᵗ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᶦᵈᵈˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ˢᵘᵐᵐᵉʳ ?

✧ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵇᵉ ʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵗᵒ ʰᶦᵏᵉ

✧ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ʳᵒᵐᵃⁿᵗᶦᶜᶦᶻᵉ ᵃ ᶠᵃʳᵐ ˡᶦᶠᵉ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᶦᵈᵈˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ⁿᵒʷʰᵉʳᵉ ?

✧ ᴴᵉ ᵍᵒᵗᶜʰᵃ' ᵇᵃᵇʸ ᵐᵃᵐᵃ

✧ ᵖʳᵒᶜʳᵃˢᵗᶦⁿᵃᵗᵒʳ ʰᶦᵐˢᵉˡᶠ,

✧ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ

✧ʸᵒᵘ ᵃʳᵉ ˢᵗʳᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵈᵉᵃᵈˡᶦⁿᵉˢ- ʰᶦᵐ ?

✧ ᴴᵃʰᵃ

✧ ʰᵃʰᵃ

✧ ᵃᶜᵗˢ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶦˢ ⁿᵒ ᵈᵉᵃᵈˡᶦⁿᵉ

✧ ˢᵗᶦˡˡ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵍᵉᵗˢ ˢᵗᵘᶠᶠ ˢᵒˡᵛᵉᵈ, ᶦʳᶦˢʰ ˡᵘᶜᵏ ᵒʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ,

✧ ᵗʰᶦˢ ˡᵘᶜᵏ ʳᵘᵇˢ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ʰᶦˢ ᵒˡᵈ ᵐʸˢᵗᵉʳᶦᵒᵘˢ ᵐᵃⁿ ʰᵃˢ ᵗᵒ ᵈᶦˢᶜᶦᵖˡᶦⁿᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʷᵒ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˡˢᵒ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ

✧ ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍ ᵃ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ ᶦˢ ᵃˡʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗᵒ ˡᶦᵛᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉᵈᵍᵉ, ʷᶦᵗʰ ʰᶦᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉˣᵖᵉʳᶦᵉⁿᶜᵉ ᶦˢ ˣ2

ˢᶜᵒᵗˡᵃⁿᵈ

✧ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵉˢᶜʳᶦᵇᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᵒᵇˡᵉᵐ ᵗᵒ ʰᶦᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ��ʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉⁿᵗ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ʰᶦˢ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ʷᵃˢ

✧ ʷʰʸ ᶦˢ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃˡˡᶦⁿ' ᵐᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ

✧ ᴵⁿᵈᵉᵉᵈ, ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵗᵃᵗᵉᵐᵉⁿᵗˢ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ ˡᵒᵘᵈ ᶠᵒʳ ᴬˡᶦˢᵗᵃᶦʳ.

✧ ᴮᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗʰᵉʳ ʰᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵃʸᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ᴾʳᵒᶜʳᵃˢᵗᶦⁿᵃᵗᵉᵈ ᵈᵘʳᶦⁿᵍ ᵐᵉᵉᵗᶦⁿᵍˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜᵒⁿᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᶜᵉˢ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ,

✧ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ʰᶦᵐˢᵉˡᶠ ʰᵉ'ˡˡ ᵃˢᵏ ᵈʸˡᵃⁿ ʰᶦˢ ⁿᵒᵗᵉˢ

✧ ᴺᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵃˢᵏᵉᵈ ᵈʸˡᵃⁿ ʰᶦˢ ⁿᵒᵗᵉˢ, ᵒᵇᵛᶦᵒᵘˢˡʸ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᶦᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ,

✧ᵗᵒᵈᵃʸ ᶦˢ ᵃ ᶜᵃˡˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵈᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ʰᵘʰ ?

✧ʸᵒᵘ ˢˡᵉᵖᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᵃˡᶠ ʰᵒᵘʳˢ ᵃⁿʸᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ ᵖˡᵃⁿⁿᶦⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖˡᵒᵗ

✧ᶦᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵗᵉᵐᵖᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᵇᵛᶦᵒᵘˢˡʸ, ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡᶦⁿᵍ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ʰᵃᵛᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵗʸᵖᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵒʳ ˢᶜʳᶦᵇᵇˡᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ✧ʸᵒᵘ'ᵈ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᵠᵘᶦᶜᵏˡʸ 'ʸᵉᵃʰ ᶦ'ˡˡ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰᶦˢ ⁿᵃᵖ'

✧ ˡᶦᵉˢ

✧ˢᵒ ʰᵉ ʳᵉˡᵃᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᶦᵗᵘᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵃ ᵇᶦᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ʷᵉˡˡ

✧ ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᶦʳˢᵗ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ʰᵉ ᵏⁿᵒʷˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ, ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢ, ˢᵗʸˡᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵃᵇᶦᵗˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ.

✧ ᵀʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ʷᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉˡᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᶦᵍᵘʳᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ʷᵃˢ ᵗᵒ ᶠᶦⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ʷᵃʸ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ.

✧ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᶦᵏ ᵗᵒᵏ ᵗʳᵉⁿᵈ « ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵈᵒᶦⁿᵍ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍˢ »

✧ ʸᵉˢ, ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᵐᵉʳᶦᶜᵃⁿ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ ᵗʰᵉᵐᵉ ˢᵒⁿᵍ

✧ ᴾᴸᴱᴬˢᴱ ᴸᴵˢᵀᴱᴺ ᵀᴼ ᴵᵀ ᴵ ᴮᴱᴳ ʸᴼᵁ

✧ ʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵒᵇˢᵉʳᵛᵉ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ

✧ᵃˢ ᵃ ⁿᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶦⁿ ᵃ ʳᵉˡᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿˢʰᶦᵖ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ⁿᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ + ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍ ᵃ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳ

✧ ᶦᵗ ʰᶦᵗˢ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵗʳᵘᶜᵏ

✧ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʷᵒ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᶦˡᵉⁿᵗˡʸ ᵗᵒ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿˢ

✧ ˡᶦᵛᶦⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍˢ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵛᶦᵇᵉ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉᶠᵘˡ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵒⁿᶦˢᵐ

✧ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿˢ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ˡᶦᶠᵉ, ʷʳᶦᵗᵉʳˢ ᵗᵒᵒ, ᶜᵃˡᶜᵘˡᵃᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵒʳʳᵒʳ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉᶦʳ ᵏᶦⁿᵈ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ, ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵉˣᵃᶜᵗ ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵃˡᶦˢᵗᵃᶦʳ, ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵉˡᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ

✧ ʷʰʸ ᶜᵃˡᶜᵘˡᵃᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵘᶦˡᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵘⁿᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵏᶦⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ᵃⁿʸᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ᵃˢ ᶦᵐᵐᵒʳᵗᵃˡ ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍˢ,

✧ ᶦᵗ ᵈᵒᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵃʷᵃʸ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ᶦᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᵖᵉⁿᶦⁿᵍ ᵉʸᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᶦᵐ, ᶦᵗ ᵃˡˢᵒ ʷᵒʳᵏᵉᵈ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ

✧ ⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵒᵇˢᵉʳᵛᵉ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿˢ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵈᵃʸ, ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒⁿˢᶦᵈᵉʳᵉᵈ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿᶦᵗʸ. ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵗᵒᵖᵖᵉᵈ ʷᵒʳʳʸᶦⁿᵍ,

✧ ᵀʰᵉ ᵒⁿᶦˢᵐ ᶦᵗˢᵉˡᶠ, ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵒᵇˢᵉʳᵛᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ, ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᶜᵒᵗᵗᶦˢʰ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ᵈᵒᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍˢ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵈᵒ.

✧ᴬˡᶦˢᵗᵃᶦʳ ᵉⁿᵈˢ ᵘᵖ ˢᵐᶦˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵃ ˡᵒᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰᶦᵐˢᵉˡᶠ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗˢ.

ᵉⁿᵍˡᵃⁿᵈ

✧ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˡᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˡˢᵒ ʸᵉᵗ, ᵛᵒˡᵘⁿᵗᵃʳᶦˡʸ ˢᵃᵛᵃᵍᵉ. 

✧ ᴬʳᵗʰᵘʳ ᶜᵃˡˡᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ, "ᵉⁿᵍˡᶦˢʰ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ". 

✧ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵘˢᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠʳᵉⁿᶜʰ ᵗᵉʳᵐ (ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏˢ ᵗᵒ ᶠʳᵃⁿᶜᶦˢ) "ʲᵃʳᵈᶦⁿ à ˡ’ᵃⁿᵍˡᵃᶦˢᵉ". ᴬʳᵗʰᵘʳ ᵈᶦᵈ ᵗᵒᵒ, ᵇᵘᵗ ʳᵃʳᵉˡʸ. 

✧ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˡᵉᵈ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ.

✧ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳˢ, ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ.

✧ᴶᵘˢᵗ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᴱⁿᵍˡᶦˢʰ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ, ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˡᵉᵈ ⁿᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ ᵇᵘᵗ..

✧ᴹᵃᵈᵉ  ᵗᵒ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡ ⁿᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃ ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˡᵉᵈ ᵒⁿᵉ.. 

✧ᴹᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ʷᵒʳᵏˢ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘ.

✧ ᵀʰᵉ ˢʰᵃᵐᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᶜᵒⁿᵗʳᵒˡˡᵉᵈ ⁿᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ, ᵖʳᵉᵗᵉⁿᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᶦᵗ’ˢ ᵃ ˢᵃᵛᵃᵍᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵉᶠᶠᵒʳᵗˡᵉˢˢ ᵒⁿᵉ.

✧ ᵂʰᵉⁿ ˢᵗʳᵘᵍᵍˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵗᵉˣᵗˢ, ᶠᶦⁿᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᵏᵉʸ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ ʰᵉ ᵗᵉˡˡˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ.

✧"ᴾᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳˢᵉˡᶠ ᶦⁿ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ᴱⁿᵍˡᶦˢʰ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ."

✧ ˢᵒᵘⁿᵈˢ ᶜˡᶦᶜʰé ᵇᵘᵗ ʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃᶦᵈ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ. 

✧ ᴬʳᵗʰᵘʳ ᵏⁿᵒʷˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᵒⁿᵉˢ.

✧ ᴿᵉᵃˡ ᵍᵉⁿᵗˡᵉᵐᵃⁿ ᵈʳᶦᵛᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᶜʳᵒˢˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗʳʸ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ.

✧ ᴴᵉ ᵃˡˢᵒ ʰᵉˡᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ. ᴴᵉ ʷᵃˢ ⁿᵒ ᵈᵒᶜᵗᵒʳ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᶦᶠ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵉˡᵖ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵐᵃᵍᶦᶜ, ˢᵒᵒᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵍᵘᶦˡᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷᵒʳʳᶦᵉˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ. ᴴᵉ ʷᶦˡˡ ᵈᵒ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ.

✧ ᴵᵗ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ, ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵖᵘᵗ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉᵗʰᵉʳᵉᵃˡ ᶠᵉᵉˡᶦⁿᵍˢ, ᵈᵉᵗᵃᶦˡˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵈ ᶦⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ.

✧ ᴴᵉ ᵏᵉᵉᵖˢ ʳᵉᵃˢˢᵘʳᶦⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵃᶜᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ᵘˢᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃˢʰᵃᵐᵉᵈ ᵒᶠ ʰᶦˢ “ᴱⁿᵍˡᶦˢʰ ᵍᵃʳᵈᵉⁿˢ”. ᴮᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉᵐ, ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵃʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃˢʰᵃᵐᵉᵈ ᵒᶠ.

✧ ᴮᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ ᵒᶠ ˡᶦᵗᵉʳᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ ᶦˢ ᵗʰᵉ ʳᵉʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵒʳᶦᵉˢ, ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ. ᵀʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵈᶦᶠᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᵗ ˢᵒᵘˡˢ.

✧ ᴿᵉᵐᶦⁿᵈˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵒᶠᵗᵉⁿ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵉᵗ ʷᵒʳʳᶦᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶦᶠ ᵐᵃˡᵃᵈᵃᵖᵗᶦᵛᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ʰᵉˡᵖˢ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉ, ᵗʰᵉⁿ ᶦᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ᶦᵗ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵘⁿᶦᵠᵘᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳˢ. 

✧ˢʰᵒʷˢ ᵒᶠᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ʷʰᵒ’ˡˡ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳˢᵗᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵃʳᵗ. 

♡ you made me live again, i love you anon

♡ the song in scotland part, pls listen to it

♡ i hope this healed your soul anon

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A (almost) productive week before my mid terms🌿 | High-School Edition|

Date : 11.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌦

Yes, it was drizzling here in the morning! So the weather is kind of cool. I love this kind of weather more, so it was a great start for me. I woke up at 6:30, so I kinda running late from my schedule😩, I usually wake up around 5:30/5:45 -ish [ʸᵉˢ, ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵃⁿ ᵉᵃʳˡʸ ᵇᶦʳᵈ].

After completing my morning routine[ᴸᵉᵗ'ˢ ᵗᵃˡᵏ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᶦˢ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵈᵃʸ😉], I sat down to study for exam at 7-ish. Our first exam is Biology. I usually take a small 5 mins break while studying, during that time I hear motivational songs, but we had a huge syllabus to cover.

I studied for 3 hours or so and then my unproductive self came to light and I got distracted👀[ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵃᵗ ᵐᵉ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗᵎ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵃ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵗᵒᵒ, ᴵ ᵗᵒᵒ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵈᶦˢᵗʳᵃᶜᵗᵉᵈ😗]. I started digital painting on a specific topic which I took up few days back [ᵀʰᶦˢ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵃ ˡᵒᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ. ᴵ ʷᶦˡˡ ˢʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᶦᵗ ᶦˢ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉ😊]

I spent a good 45 - 60 mins in drawing/painting, but then the fear of failing in the exam crept into me. And I started studying again.

Around 13:00, I went to the bath, & after that I had lunch. I had private tuitions on Botany, Physics & Zoology from 14:00, so I had to keep my open and stay attentive even though I felt sleepy[ᶦⁿ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᶠᵒᵒᵈ ᶜᵒᵐᵃ]. And the tuition went till 20:30. I took a 15 mins break and I got myself something to munch on.

And from 20:45, I started my live group study session on Bindr platform till 23:00. That day I got a total of 21 students, generally I get somewhere around 11 students, I think this is the magic of the Exam Season.

And then I had my dinner and went to sleep by 00:00

Good Night🌃

Date : 12.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌤

YESSSS!!! I woke up at 5:30. Today, I will be able to do my exercises🐱‍👤. I did it for about an hour, and got super exhausted. But I collected myself. I freshened myself and did my morning routine, as I had time so I made myself a glass of coffee☕. And I sat down to study, today I had to give my full concentration towards studies as I had private tuition starting from 9 till 15:40😭

I hate private tution😩[ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ʷᵉ ᵍᵉᵗ ²⁵ ᵐᶦⁿ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏ & ¹⁰ ᵐᶦⁿ ˢʰᵒʳᵗ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏ], but in these short time we need to do things with superhuman speed. Thankfully I mastered those superpower🏃‍♀️🌪[ᴵ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ, ⁿᵒᵗ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉˡʸ]

After completing my tuition, I sat down to have my lunch. After that I took a short nap for 45 mins ONLY👅.  I woke up at 17:30, freshened up myself and started to study again till 23:00.

Yes, and that's how my day ended 🙂.

No, that's not the truth, I got distracted in between. I spent my precious 60 mins on social media. But that's okay as I completed what I was supposed to learn.

Good Night🌃

Date : 13.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌥

Today I woke up on time, as usual I did my exercise and my morning routine. I had school from 7, so I got ready. There is nothing to get ready, TBH😜. I have a practical exam today on Food Nutrition & Dietetics Subject. I was kinda nervous. NO I WAS HELLA NERVOUS. I am seriously bad at oral exams. I was SUPER stressed, but I had my friends who helped to calm me down.

But much to my surprise, my practical exam went really well. I am kinda proud of myself because I could do it without blacking out or giving any answers wrong [ᵂᵉˡˡ, ᵃᵗˡᵉᵃˢᵗ ᴵ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᴵ ᵍᵃᵛᵉ ᵐʸ ᵃⁿˢʷᵉʳˢ ᶜᵒʳʳᵉᶜᵗ😗.]

Our school ended at 14:00. I took a bath and had my lunch. I did my project assignments. Those were A LOT. A LOT. [ᴬᶜᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵐʸ ᶠᵃᵘˡᵗ, ᴵ ᵈᶦᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵈᵒ ᶦᵗ ᵃᵗ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ😐].  I completed those by 23:30 [ᴺᵒᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵗʰᵒ] .  I procrastinate when it comes to doing project [ᴵ ᵃᵐ ˢᵒʳʳʸ (┬┬﹏┬┬) ].

Date : 14.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌥

Today I took a leave from school to complete my practical assignments. I still have a lot to complete(┬┬﹏┬┬)

I also had a practical exam for Physics in Google Forms. So I didn't have to worry about blacking out or so. The exam was scheduled to be at 13:30. So I had a lot of time to complete my practical assignments by then.

Also our things were shifted from our old house to our present house, so it was kind of chaotic in the background, but I had my earpods + Slowed music😎. No one can disturb me with these two powerful weapon😈(*Evil Laughter*). Sorry, enough of being dramatic. Now back to work. 

Aye aye madame!

At the scheduled time, I gave my exam. It went okay-ish if I have to say.

Today I have to submit my FND (Food Nutrition & Dietetics) practical assignments. The due time was at 23:59 and I submitted mine at 23:54. Wait, wait! I have my reasons. The picture which needed to be pasted was lost. Like really lost. I was screaming internally because if I don't find it immediately  I will lose my numbers. Exactly at 23:49, I found those pictures in my English Literature book. I clicked📸. Converted the file into PDF. Submitted and turned in. 

Oh my! that was intense. At Least I submitted my files on time. After that I had my dinner. Yes, I know it was pretty late, but I was hungry.

Good Night🌃

Date : 15.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌥

Today was study leave given by school, AS TOMORROW IS EXAM🥶. Thanks to God that it was not my subject, I got an extra day to study. My first exam was Biology. It is my most favorite subject to study.

But I studied Chemistry because that is one of my weakest subjects.

I studied and studied but after 4 hours, I got bored. I thought about taking an hour break by painting and listening to songs.

Nothing really happened that day because I was busy with chemistry. I had an intention to improve my chemistry marks [ᵐʸ ᶜʰᵉᵐᶦˢᵗʳʸ ᶜˡᵃˢˢ ᵗᵉˢᵗ ᵐᵃʳᵏˢ ᵃʳᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡ ᵇᵃᵈ]

Good Night🌃

Date : 16.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌥

Tomorrow I have an exam of my favourite subject -------- Biology. I looove this subject🙆‍♀️❤.

But there is no time for celebration. I have a lot to cover.

This is a MCQ - pattern question so I don't have to practice drawing diagrams. But I will learn the diagrams just to be on the safer side.

And after studying almost  6 hours, I got a little unproductive but I didn't want to go to SNS as I was afraid I would forget whatever I studied, instead I thought to edit a video that one of my friends asked me to edit. I spent a good 60 mins on it. And after having some snacks I went straight back to studying.

I actually slept early today,

1st reason - I hate/can't pull an all-nighter

2nd reason - My parents will not allow me to stay awake that late

3rd reason - We should get enough sleep before an exam

Good Night🌃

Date : 17.09.2021

Good Morning world!🌥

Today is the 1st day of the exam. I woke up a little late today, at about 7:30 am. I wanted to stay a bit relaxed to avoid the stress of exam because it is not healthy to take too much stress.

I made myself a cup of iced-coffee (ᴵᵗ ᶦˢ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ᵉᵃˢʸ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ) and sat down to do a last quick revision of my notes.

At 9:30 am, our exam started.

            🥁The war of brains started🥁

Sorry for being dramatic. Actually the paper was not as hard as I expected it to be. It was quite easy, but I think I made a mistake, actually I was confused with the options 👉👈.

But I am quite happy with the exam, it went well overall.

I want to eat an Ice-cream😗[ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵃˢ ʳᵃⁿᵈᵒᵐ ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ᶜᴬᴺ'ᵀ ᴴᴱᴸᴾ ᴵᵀ]. But "My mom won't allow me to have one" is silent😶.

So this was all for this week. I hope you liked it. This is my first time so please feel free to correct me , & I will try to improve and correct my mistakes in my future and upcoming posts.

Please stay tuned for my next blog❤💕

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where do you see john's life going if he had not died when he did? or do you think it was an "act of fate"/inevitable?

RANDOM CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS  /  ALWAYS ACCEPTING !!

this is honestly one of my favorite things to talk about !!!   it’s 1am so sorry if this gets a bit rambly but here it goes !!   (  trigger warnings for suicide ,   depression ,   and alcoholism.  )

the thing to remember is that john never PLANNED to survive the war ,   so he doesn’t have a backup plan for survival.   so in verses where john survives ,   he’s basically entirely aimless.   he doesn’t see any kind of future for himself     –––––     the only things he really could do are law   (  since his father forced him to go to law school ,   instead of studying medicine as john wished to do     –––––     if he had been allowed to study medicine ,   i can see john using those skills and being less purposeless after the war ,   but alas  )   or politics   (  which is ,   honestly ,   something he’d 100% rather die than do     –––––     he didn’t have the stomach for law ,   he certainly couldn’t stand being a politician  ).   he hates both of those options so much.

the good news is that he’s rich ,   still ,   so he wouldn’t necessarily HAVE to work.   the bad news is that he gets RESTLESS real fast.   this purposelessness isn’t good for him     –––––     it quickly makes his depression a thousand times worse ,   combined with the fact that he wishes he had died during the war   &   the fact that the one reason he would stay alive is alexander and alexander is now occupied between law  /  politics  /  eliza  /  his children.   john would hate to feel like he’s intruding on what alexander   &   eliza have or somehow fucking up their relationship ,   so he’d distance himself from alexander ,   which only serves to make everything worse   (  note how during the war ,   the two main times he was separated from alexander at length     –––––     when he was a prisoner of war in pennsylvania   &   the months leading to his death at combahee     –––––     were the times when his mental health was at its lowest.   letters exist from alexander to john while john was a prisoner of war basically begging john not to commit suicide.   it isn’t pretty.  ) 

so we have john ,   restless and depressed and probably suicidal ,   who has no idea what he’s doing with his life.   i doubt he would stay in south carolina   (  returning there was a suicidal action in itself   ;   his home state doesn’t have very many good memories in it ,   but it was a last resort at dying.   once the possibility of death is over ,   he’d leave.  )   the ONE THING that gives him direction in life at this point is working towards his abolitionist efforts ,   so he’d move to wherever the government is based at the time ,   be it nyc or philadelphia or dc bc i genuinely can’t remember the timeline of when it was where.   so he moves to the government ,   keeps petitioning congress about freeing slaves     –––––     but if he thought it was hard during the war ,   it seems downright impossible now ,   and he finds that no one is willing to listen to his ideas.   he’s branded an idealist and ignored.   this just makes him spiral deeper into depression   &   seclude himself further.   in addition ,   he struggles with ptsd from the war   (  he’d already had it from his brother’s death ,   but the war only makes it worse  ).   he has frequent nightmares ,   occasional flashbacks ,   and is emotionally numb most of the time.   he tends to rely more heavily on alcohol to help him ,   and becomes borderline an alcoholic   (  i hesitate to label him as that simply because i don’t know enough about it ,   and i don’t think he entirely depends on alcohol enough to truly call him an alcoholic ,   but he’s very close  )   and hardly sleeps ,   which certainly creates a vicious cycle and doesn’t help his mental health at all.

to go on a bit of a tangent ,   let’s talk about him and ALEXANDER post  -  war.   like i said earlier ,   john would distance himself a lot from alex ,   believing it’s for alex’s own good.   there’s a certain leniency for soldiers taking solace in each other   ;   during the war ,   if they were seen being more affectionate than the standard ,   it would be mostly ignored ,   and john was comforted by that fact in the midst of his fear about someone finding out.   (  this is the one thing he refuses to be reckless about     –––––     his legacy ,   his chance at glory after death.  )   but once the war has ENDED ,   there’s no longer that tendency to look away from those behaviors ,   and with alex’s blossoming political career and alex’s wife ,   john can’t risk that.   he stays away as much as he can   (  and what happens then is sorta dependent on what alex i’m writing with   ;   i have a verse with @bankhoe where they continue to be together in secret and make this little hidden life with each other ,   but the rest of what’s been stated remains   &   john is never quite satisfied with having to keep their love hidden like that and still dies in the way that’ll be discussed below.  )  

there’s also the matter of john’s DAUGHTER to consider.   frances - eleanor was six years old at the time of the war’s end ,   and living with john’s sister after john’s wife ,    martha ,   passed away a few months before john would have died in an ordinary verse.   if john doesn’t die ,   he’ll be expected to bring frances over from england to live with him.   john never met frances ,   had already left for america by the time she was born ,   and despite being slightly older than he was then ,   he’s still TERRIFIED at the thought of being a father.   he considers taking care of frances his duty now that martha’s gone ,   but he carries tremendous guilt for frances’ existence and for wronging martha like that ,   and it shows in his interactions with her     –––––     he becomes like his own father   (  the thing he feared the most  ) ,   emotionally distant from her throughout their time together.   it certainly doesn’t help that the entire time he’ll know frances is also his low point re : depression   ;   he can’t seem to form any attachment ,   despite the logical knowledge that this is his child.   he gives her the best life he can ,   gets her the best education possible ,   but in terms of emotions he ends up being a pretty shitty father in this verse.   (  in addition to being essentially a stay at home dad ,   john would likely be pressured ,   especially by his father ,   to remarry eventually ,   and he doesn’t want to put someone else through what he put martha through.  )

now for the topic we’ve all been waiting for :   DEATH.   john picks up some pretty bad habits in a post  -  war au.   he already has a tendency to get into fights   ;   in this verse ,   those tendencies reach suicidal heights ,   going out at least several times a week to bars or taverns just to pick fights with drunks in the hopes that one of them will go too far and kill him.   it’s an unspoken wish ,   but it’s there nonetheless ,   and not entirely subconscious.   he also gets into the habit of duels ,   will do stupid things just to get challenged or to have the chance to challenge someone.   normally i figure about three years pass after the war until he dies     –––––     he’s challenged to a duel by someone ,   and who it is doesn’t matter so much as the fact that john thinks the guy may actually shoot him   &   john wants that ,   so john goes and aims his pistol at the sky ,   hamilton - style ,   and is shot and killed pretty quickly.   

during the war ,   half of his suicidalness was in a desperate bid for GLORY ,   always obsessed with concepts of honor   &   legacy.   after the war ,   a duel is the closest he can get to that ,   and it still isn’t a satisfying end     –––––     he regrets pretty much daily that he didn’t manage to die during the war ,   but without another war to join a duel is the closest he’s going to get.   he leaves two letters behind before leaving for the duel ,   one for frances   (  a fairly typical one ,   apologizing for his actions ,   bidding her goodbye ,   saying he’ll see her on the other side when it’s her time ,   but carrying a too  -  formal and detached tone throughout it.  )   and one for alexander.   the letter for alexander is much more emotional     –––––     it’s an apology both for the duel itself and for pushing him away ,   and a declaration of how much john has continued to love alexander ,   and a plea for alexander to not be too upset at john’s death.   he begs alexander not to be angry with him for his choice.

OPTION B :   so now that john’s dead ,   let’s talk about the one option for post  -  war au to NOT be a total depressing mess !!   and that option ,   dear friends ,   is polyamory.   hear me out.   there’s a lot of reasons john’s depression is so bad post  -  war ,   but a good deal of it is him distancing himself from everyone.   particularly alexander ,   but the fact is that without alex ,   john’s friend base is considerably lessened ,   given that he was never quite as close to mulligan   &   lafayette has returned to france.   john is ridiculously dependent on alexander in terms of his mental health ,   to a frankly unhealthy degree   ;   john buys into ideas that he could be fixed or saved by love.   

here’s where poly comes in  :   if john doesn’t have to lose alexander and doesn’t have to keep their love a complete secret or feel like he’s harming alexander by loving him ,   he’s significantly less unsatisfied.   he’s still restless ,   still not quite content ,   still feels like he should have died during the war ,   but he’s not actively trying to get himself killed.   this could happen as john ,   eliza ,   and alex having a full poly triad or just v - shaped poly with both dating alex.   john is a jealous person ,   and it would take him a bit to warm up to the idea ,   but i do see the possibility for it to happen     –––––     and this also opens the possibility for his relationship with his daughter to be healthier ,   as he wouldn’t be entirely on his own raising her ,   and with slightly less depression weighing him down could actually form a healthy relationship and raise her correctly.   having some help to raise her instead of being alone would make him a bit less afraid of being a father ,   too ,   which is important     –––––     he’s constantly worried he’ll mess something up ,   and having alex and eliza around to help would be a huge assistance.   

of course ,   i’m not saying love makes his depression go away   ;   he still struggles with it frequently ,   even more than he did during the war ,   but he doesn’t have to resort to such unhealthy coping mechanisms ,   and has people to remind him that he matters.   in this version of the au ,   i can picture him living an almost content   &   fairly domestic life with alexander and eliza ,   helping raise their kids and frances ,   and dying later in life.   there’s a chance he still goes out in the way mentioned above ,   but i see it as more likely that he’d die of illness or some kind of accidental death ,   since with so many more people depending on him he would at least make an effort not to be actively suicidal.   

all in all ,   i see it as way more likely that the first option would happen.   i’d like to think that john would continue fighting for his beliefs with the same passion he carried during the war   &   possibly get some things changed on the front of civil rights earlier than what happened historically ,   but realistically ,   between the political climate of the time and john’s own depression and suicidal tendencies ,   he probably ends up just as overlooked as he ended up in a verse where he died at combahee.   what you said about his death being an act of fate is sort of correct     –––––     no matter what ,   he’s destined to die ,   and fated to become just a footnote in a history book ,   unfortunately. 

[merailia-a]

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｡･:*:･ﾟ INBOX MEMES ⁽ ᶦᵐᵃᵍᶦⁿᵉ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵉˢᶦʳᵉ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟSTARTER / INBOX CALL ⁽ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵃ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉʸ ʳᵉᶠᵘˢᵉ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵃˡᵒᵘᵈ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ QUEUE ⁽ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵃ ᵇᵉᵃᵗᶦⁿᵍ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ˢᵃᵛᵉᵈ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ OUT OF CHARACTER  ⁽ ⁿᶦᶜ ʷʰᵒ? ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃʳᵈ ᵒᶠ ʰᵉʳ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE MAIN ⁽ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ʷʰᶦˢᵖᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᶦᵗʸ ˢᶦⁿᵍˢ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE SAILOR MOON ⁽ ᵃ ᵍᵃᶻᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐʸ ʸᵉᵗ ᵖʳᵉᵒᶜᶜᵘᵖᶦᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵛᵃᶜᵃⁿᵗ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE FIRE EMBLEM FATES ⁽ ⁿᵒ ˢᵗʳᵒⁿᵍ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵃˢ ᵃⁿ ᵉᵃˢʸ ᵖᵃˢᵗ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE HIVE ⁽ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᵘˢ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᶠᵃˡˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵃᵖᵃʳᵗ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE HARRY POTTER ⁽ ᵗʷᵒ ˢᵒᵘˡˢ ᵃʳᵉ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶦᵐᵉˢ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗʰᵉʳ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE PERSONA 5  ⁽ ᶠᵒʳᵍᶦᵛᵉⁿᵉˢˢ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃˡᵉᵈ ᵘˢ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵃⁿᵍᵉʳ ᵈᶦᵈ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE  POKEMON ⁽ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ⁿᵒᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ’ʳᵉ ˢᵘᵖᵖᵒˢᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST ⁽ ʷᵉ ʷᶦˡˡ ᵇʳᶦⁿᵍ ˡᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵒᵘʳ ᵒʷⁿ ᵈᵃʳᵏⁿᵉˢˢ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE MYSTIC MESSENGER ⁽ ᵗᶦᶜᵏ ᵗᵒᶜᵏ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ'ˢ ʳᵘⁿⁿᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒᶦⁿᵍ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE MIRACULOUS LADYBUG ⁽ ᶦᵗ'ˢ ʰᵃʳᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ᶦˢ ᵃᵗ ʷᵃʳ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE FAIRYTALE ⁽ ˢʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵃ ᵈᵃʸᵈʳᵉᵃᵐᶦⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉ ᶦˢ ᵃ ⁿᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏᵉʳ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE GREEK GODS ⁽ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ ᵇᵉᵍᶦⁿˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵉᶜᵒᵐᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳˢᵉˡᶠ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE FANTASY ⁽ ᵒᵘʳ ˢᵉˡᶠ ʷᵒʳᵗʰ ᶦˢⁿ’ᵗ ᵈᵉᵗᵉʳᵐᶦⁿᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ ANGEL & DEVIL + KYODAIBOND ⁽ ʷʰᵉʳ��� ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶦˢ ˡᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶦˢ ᵃ ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE DEADLY SINS 

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE AMNESIA + ASTRANIIX ⁽ ʷᵃˢ ᶦᵗ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ʷᵒʳᵗʰ ᶦᵗ ᵗᵒ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ⁾

｡･:*:･ﾟ TIMELINE WEREWOLF + KYODAIBOND ⁽ ᵖᵉʳʰᵃᵖˢ ʷᵉ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᶠʳᶦᵉⁿᵈˢ ᶠᶦʳˢᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉʳˢ ˢᵉᶜᵒⁿᵈ ⁾

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yknow when u have a headcanon abt a character but like ,,,,,   u dont play that character so u cant rly talk abt the headcanon bc its Irrelevant™

anyways here’s an eliza headcanon :   i get the sense that by the time of ‘schuyler defeated’ she already knows about the affair ???    this is why i think the change between workshop schuyler defeated   (  with her leaping to help alexander  &  obviously on good terms with him  )   and final schuyler defeated   (  where she’s much more passive ,   that pause before i’m sure he already knows  )   is so drastic     –––––     she doesn’t want to hear about alexander’s politics ,   she just sorta sounds empty at the mere mention of him.   she’s already in her burn dress by this point ,   &   she’s constantly in the wings or on the balcony in terms of stage directions   (  even during say no to this ,   as far as i remember  ) ,   so it’s implied that she knows about the affair long before the pamphlet just through that   (  and i think i saw somewhere that historically she probs knew about it before the pamphlet??  )   but she doesn’t have lines again till burn ,   and that’s ,   well ,   pretty obvious in terms of where i’m going with this.

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to do today :  —   maybe finally get some replies done —   redo my tags —   walk around and look for places that are hiring so i can start applying to jobs next week —   fix up my resume  &  go to the library to print it —   draw some hopefully bc ive been real bad at that lately

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like for a lyric starter !!   mutuals only.

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fun things to think about at 7:35 am :   john was sick when he died.   like ,   almost bedridden really shouldn’t have been given command of troops level of sick.   so if he hadn’t died at combahee he still might’ve died anyways from illness     –––––     and he probably figured that he didn’t want to die like that ,   didn’t want to be just another person who fell sick and passed without notice ,   wanted to die in glory instead of in a sickbed.   wanted to go out in flames.

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–––––––––  GRAPHICS COMMISSIONS.

hey ,   y’all.  so basically the thing is :   i’m a college student living on my own   &   am responsible for all my own food / supply / etc costs ,   as well as trying to save money to get an apartment next year since i’m having to drop out of school ,   &   hopefully save some to help pay off student loans from this year too.   i recently got fired from my job and have been unsuccessful in trying to get another one so far ,   and my bank account is seriously dwindling ,   so in the meantime i’m opening commissions for graphics !!

PRICES :

DASH ICON ––––––––––––––––  $1 ICON PSD   –––––––––––––––––  $5 50 ICONS  ––––––––––––––––––  $7 100 ICONS –––––––––––––––––  $14 200 ICONS  –––––––––––––––––  $25 500 ICONS  –––––––––––––––––  $35          * icon examples : x  /  hollowart PROMO / MOBILE HEADER –  $5 GIF PROMO / HEADER ––––––  $7          *  promo / header examples : 1  /  2  /  3  /  4  /  5 THEME BACKGROUND –––––  $8    + THEME CODE ––––––––––  $15            *  theme examples : 1  /  2  /  3  /  4  /  5  /  6            *  note :  the theme code won’t be an original theme ,  just a base theme edited by me.  i claim no credit to the base theme at all ,  only whatever adjustments i make to it for you.  if you’d like it to be a specific theme code ,  let me know and i’ll fit the image to that code !!

payments are through paypal in US currency  &  anything not on here can be discussed further   –––––   if you’re interested in commissioning me ,   just shoot me an IM to discuss !!  thanks for taking the time to look at this,  and please consider signal boosting it if you can !!  i also do ART COMMISSIONS,  which range from $15 - $40 ,   and if you’re feeling especially generous i take donations !!  any kind of help would be super appreciated. thanks !!

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UPDATE :   I’M IN LOVE WITH JORDAN’S LAURENS

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WHADDUP KAY,, i love you so much first of all? like, seriously. i absolutely adore u and i'm so !! grateful 2 be ur friend ok. you're just amazing and my saltmate and i'm so bS. but like there's also the fact that you are a FANTASTIC, AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL john laurens?? bc u are??? you have just got. such a handle on him as a person and his voice and it's?? so amazing to watch. and you're such a talented writer too liek?? i love reading your stuff. so like just know ilu ok

RANDOM POSITIVITY  /  ALWAYS ACCEPTING PLS

OH SHIT WHADDUP !!!!!!   y’a l l  do y’all see this shit i’m Literally gonna cry roo is so nice and amazing and i love her so much holy sh i t

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DIRECTIONS :   you can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. put your mp3 player, itunes, spotify, etc. on shuffle & list the first 10 songs & then tag 10 people everybody, no skipping! TAGGED BY :    @vasilyevna <33 TAGGING :    @likelancelot @bringfreedom @calledimmoral @toprovoke @benefici

01.    i love it ( i don’t care )  /  icona pop 02.    wonderful  /  wicked 03.    when it rains  /  paramore 04.    la vie boheme  /  rent 05.    talking chess  /  chess 06.    that would be enough  /  hamilton 07.    epic i  /  hadestown 08.    the story of chess  /  chess 09.    coming down  /  halsey 10.    you wrote don’t forget on your arm  /  flatsound

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if anyone’s ever wanted a way overly detailed timeline of john’s life i’ve now got two for you

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thing i just realized :   that time alexander was falsely reported dead and didn’t come back until a week later was almost exactly the two year anniversary of jemmy laurens’ death.

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@heartreturned replied to your post “to do tonight :  eat dinner ,   read some poetry ,   work on my...”

eat sum pasta

dON’T

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im feelin Gross and emo and i dont think im gonna b getting any more writing done tonight so im gonna go to bed gnight yall !!