#|| she gets asked to help with construction and she is like wtf I am supposed to do

[twcwheeler]

Cee is that partner who never got used to tunnels or caves but is the one who fits in those places - and ofc vents.

[cynical-ghost]

SECRETS OUT

Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Female!motocross!Reader

Genre: Fluffy, Social media-smau

Warning(s): translated French, language? Use of Y/N

A/N: So this is my first post on here, I’m open to constructive criticism. I hope you enjoy, Stay hydrated xoxo

Synopsis: Charles and you soft launch your relationship - fc: multiple

Y/nforeal

Liked by charles_leclerc, yourbff, lilymhe and 654,583 others

Y/nforeal get yourself a guy that buys you flowers🌹

User1 since when was mother in a relationship🥲

User2 is this my new father?

Yourbff you two make me feel extremely single😭🩷

User3 tell us who he is!!

Y/nforeal Dw baby, you still my #1🩷🔥🩷🔥

Yourbff Love youuuu xoxo

User4 Who are we going to rant to about being lonely now…

User5 Mother has turned to the dark side😔

User6 this is sickening… carry on

User7 father??

User8 so we not gunna talk about the first pic?

User9 ikr like it’s only the start, I’m scared of what’s to come🤭

lilymhe ugh it’s a male

alex_albon ???

Y/nforeal Gf, I have an idea…

lilymhe…go on…

Y/nforeal right so, me, you white dresses=wives…???

lilymhe 💍💍

alex_albon tf just happed?

User10 so does this mean he’s an F1 driver?

charles_leclerc

liked by Y/nforeal, carlossainz55, pierregasly and 2,098,485 others

charles_leclerc so how is everyone doing?

User7 now what is this…

User11 twt is bout to go crazy😃

User2 Y/n in the likes?

User14 who’s Y/n

User2 Y/n L/n is a motocross racer, you should check her out

User14 thanks 🙏

Y/nforeal now who took that pic🤔

charles_leclerc I don’t know, I think she was a crazy fan

Y/nforeal 😃😒

User3 oh so this is happening rn

User4 you see it too?

User3 oh I see it alright…

User15 you guys are dululu..

Y/nforeal

liked by charles_leclerc, georgerussell63, yourbff and 743,982 others

Y/nforeal My back arched like a cat...😏🏍️

User1 that is so sick

User5 I can hardly do whips yet😭

Y/nforeal keep working, you’ll get there eventually🩷

User5 Omg ty, I love you so much!

Yourbff I’m still the cool one😁

Y/nforeal you sure about that?

Yourbff Fine, that pic makes you look cooler that normal😒

Y/nforeal love you to🩷

charles_leclerc 😏

carlossainz55 mate…wtf

Y/nforeal 🫡

User6 is this confirmation orrr..

User7 let him cook

charles_leclerc

liked by Y/nforeal, carlossainz55, yourbff and 2,095,985 others

charles_leclerc the not so secret secret, je t'aime ma chère❤️💐(I love you my darling)

Y/nforeal I love you more❤️🫶

User7 I FUCKING KNEW IT!

User2 I waited a while for this one

oscarpiastri Lando is asking to be unblocked

charles_leclerc🫡

Y/nforeal 🫡

landonorris FINALLY I AM FREE FROM MY RESTRAINTS 🙌

Y/nforeal you know why you were restricted

landonorris I do not!

oscarpiastri You can’t help your self when you start gossiping you can’t stop🤐

charles_leclerc what he said^

Y/nforeal

liked by charles_leclerc, yourbff, landonorris and 986,367 others

Y/nforeal does this mean I get to be horny for this man on main?😏

charles_leclerc come back to bed😏

carlossainz55 there are children present..

landonorris I am children

oscarpiastri ^^^

[formula-ghost]

leaving my thoughts/opinions abt wildflower in your inbox cause tumblr hasn't let me comment on anything. (i'm gonna talk as if reader is a another character lol)

ps this is no hate to your writing or anything. it's basically just me commenting on their actions as if it was a tv show or smth.

in my very personal non biased oscar opinion, the reader is exaggerating. oscar may have lied but he didn't manipulate her and it was very obvious to her that he was hurting. they slept together out of both their consent and reader is putting the entire blame on him as if she didn't play a heavy heavy part. especially considering that lily was the one who broke up w oscar, reader made it seem like it was all his fault. lily was partially controlling imo and she wouldn't openly communicate with oscar until something got a little out of hand. she literally accused him of cheating like???? "Or maybe you were so used to Oscar’s lying and manipulation that you couldn’t imagine someone talking to you just for the sake of friendship." this pissed me off sm like why is reader so annoying (don't hate me lol) and then the whole her saying she wasn't good enough for oscar like yk damn well that's not what he meant lol. personally they both were in the wrong but the reader hates personal confrontation and put the ENTIRE thing on him like girl wtf.

anyways girl you ate so hard with this fic truly idk who to suport and be like omg you're so nice like every single person is sm in the wrong like help they need to really breathe and understand eachother but yeah i love this fic and your work and i love youuu. mwuah

I am so glad you sent this because I feel like you 100% got at what I was trying to do!

My whole goal with this fic was to create a story in which each character is simultaneously innocent and guilty. So yeah Oscar is not the best boyfriend to Lily but he doesn’t cheat and yes he does sort of use reader but also reader sort of uses him back. Lily is a horrible communicator but also has been third wheeled in her relationship for so long. Reader kind of has been the backup girl but she has also allowed it to happen and used Oscar in her own way.

I wanted to make this fic as realistic as possible in that way—just showing the complicated messiness of these situations as they happen in real life, rather than just leaning into the “good guy bad guy” trope by making Oscar/Lily awful while Lando/reader are perfect. I feel like that’s the undercurrent of the song Wildflower itself, too: the speaker/Billie is crushed by the weight of what she’s done but also grappling with asking what was so wrong about it in the first place.

Also you’re 100% right about the reader being another character. I used to do x OC fics when I was younger but people don’t like those as much as x readers, but it’s nearly impossible for me to actually write a blank slate reader :/ so they’re basically OCs with no name/face

Unfortunately, if you’re annoyed with reader, it may get worse before it gets better. Not to spoil anything but Lando is being a bit sus, and who’s the real manipulator here?

I want to put it out there too that I’m not offended at all if people don’t like one of my stories or characters and I welcome constructive criticism and feedback! I’ve been a writer for nearly 10 years now (there’s so much lore) so I have thick skin. Obviously be respectful (if you just send something that says “your story sucks kys” I will just delete it) but I welcome all discussion and opinions on my work.

But anyway I am so glad that you’re liking it tho! I lowkey feel like the chapter is flopping but it’s probably because I didn’t post at peak times (at least that’s what I’m telling myself so I don’t get sad lol) or it’s just my insecurities being mean. I can’t wait to keep writing it!

[mosquitowithgun]

chat i need your help/opinion

sooooo basically im thinking of writing a book... i have somewhat of a plot planned out but the only thing im worried about is my writing skill *gulp*😨 and my ability to stay motivated lol

i have a little snippet already written and i need advice or just your opinion

keep reading if you want the little snippet along with some of the lore :)

ok so real quick lore

the town/country (i havent decided) of Grellon HATES dragons and kills them and has like an annual hunt and stuff i haven't figured out the details but they hate dragons. 100 years before my book takes place, this girl named Vanya Balwraek (thank you fantasy name generator) befriended a Night Wielder named Eondod (once again thank you fantasy name generator) the most dangerous kind of dragon, and tried to convince her people that dragons were kind beings and deserved to live. Obviously everyone was like wtf get a load of this guy and decided to EXECUTE HER. crazy right. But after they executed her, her dragon started tweaking out. it attacked people and burned villages and stuff. everyone started attacking it yada yada yada, it survived, but lost an eye and a leg. Some rumors say that Vanya actually escaped, but haven't been proven to be true. most everyone thinks that she died.

Now we're in present time. This OTHER girl (idk her name yet) wants to be the best dragon figher/hunter/killer in her town. so she studies and watches dragons. our girl is obsessed. One day for a punishment (idk for what lol) she has to go out and hunt a dragon by herself. basically a suicide mission, but she's determined to do it to prove herself. In the forest she finds a one eyed, three legged dragon. WOAH. ikr. she's really scared but then the dragon shows that that he is friendly and doesn't want to kill her. she befriends the dragon and blah blah blah... thats all i have so far. That wasn't as quick as i wanted it to be but now here's the actual snippet that i've written lmaoooo.

We land in a tumble, rolling down the hill until the momentum stops. A groan pushes past my lips as Eondod pushes his snout into my back to lift me. “Yeah, we really have to work on that spin landi-” The bushes rustle with movement. Eondod is at my back in a second, a low growl rumbling in his chest. My hand twitches for the dagger at my side. “Who’s there?” I yell, keeping my voice steady. The rustling gets closer until a figure shrouded in darkness and gripping a longsword that more than triples the size of my small dagger emerges. “Who are you?” I try again, my voice firmer. Eondod suddenly stills, but… Not in fear. The figure drops their sword and takes a step closer. In a voice that sounds like it hasn’t been heard in decades, the figure whispers, “Eondod?” What the fuck?

“Stay away from…” I trail off as Eondod approaches the figure, his pupils wide. “What are you doing?” I ask, but the words fall on deaf ears. My eyes widen in shock as they suddenly embrace, the figure’s arms wrapping around Eondod’s neck and holding tight. After a few moments, the figure steps away from the dragon and towards me. When they step into the light and the moon shines on their face, a gasp tears from my throat. “You’re…”

“Yes.” The figure says, “I am Vanya Balwraek. Traitor of Grellon.”

pls give me CONSTRUCTIVE critisism i will cry if its actually mean

[who-is-shades]

raz dnd 45

its been a few hours. they are losing their minds they need to get out of this room. the butler goes to see if thats ok. zen is playing solitaire, parsley is pacing. after a while the butler comes back and says they can come see senna!

they see papyrus in there. wheatley runs over and barely avoids tackling her xD 2 guards suddenly grab wheatley since he just rushed the queen xD "oh hello!" good job wheatley. senna raises her hand a little and they let him go. she does not hug him back. she feels small to him.

teya is just watching. parsley walks up and sits on the end of her bed. zen walks over and asks how shes doing. shes just looking out the window. like a dead fish. one of the doctors steps up. (reminder parsley has no eyebrows) he says shes stable just needs rest in spite of her draconic mutations.

senna raises her hand and says leave us. they look at each other uncomfortably but nod and leave except for papyrus. teya aint talking she distrusts papyrus that much lol. bunch of jackasses standing in a circle.

theres a murmering outside and in comes 2 guards and a man! bright blue eyes like ice, snow white wavy hair, high elf. parsley squints at him instantly lol. senna is very noticibly not looking at him, wheatley joins her lol. he goes up to senna and kneels beside the bed.

"Senna, its been so very long since ive last seen you. I see you have changed in your time away, but that still doesnt change the love i have for you." Wheatley looks at him weirdly. Seeing senna not respond to him, he simply stands up and looks at everyone else. he bows "greetings to all of you, i hear you are friends of senna?"

parsley speaks up "yeah and who the fuck are you?" "I apologize for not introducing myself, my name is Cimbus, i am the king here." parsley AND wheatley arent fond of him for some reason xD he thanks them for watching over senna. senna is shaking very slightly and wheatley touches her arm.

he welcomes them to the kingdom and gives them permission to wander the grounds if they want. cimbus asks papyrus to join him as he leaves to work. he stares at senna for a second and then leaves.

parsley shouts 'is that your husband?!' wheatley says he doesnt like that guy! parsley offers to kill him and senna says no he isnt a bad guy. android says she seems pretty shaken. she says she hasnt seen him in 400 years, and was just shocked how unchanged he was. wheatley pats her head.

senna gazes at teya but looks back down.. 'so...whats going on?' thanks teya. wheatley asks if shes going to be alright. 'that depends what you mean.' she looks out the window and says it looks like rain. wheatley squints looking out the window. senna grabs a cane and slowly shuffles herself up. her cleric stuff is stacked in the corner. shes wearing a slightly fancier dress now.

wheatley helps her stand up. "well, i may as show you around..." wheatley pushes her to teya and then squints out the window. 'i swear ive been here before?' wheatley lore fuck yeah. senna shuffles over to her cleric stuff and touching the token to the stuff to put it away.

wheatley asks the kingdom name again. Serkonos. hes making an awful metal noise. wheatley snaps and says he apprenticed to be an artificer here?! like 2 ships passing in the night! senna calls lexaeus a little fuck for taking an apprentice only after she left lol she calls him a roach. "thats why you and parsley are friends!" thanks wheatley xD

time for a tour! senna points out random stuff along the way. steampunky magical vibes fuck yeah. wheatley also points stuff out lol. a golem walks by carrying stuff. senna reminds parsley to pick out a spot for a house.

zen asks teya what she thinks. teya says its certaintly interesting and busy. wheatley is uncomfortable with the city constructs. android says it reminds him of novis, just more magical. senna looks like she wants to say something but doesnt.

we come across a house that looks like a shoe. senna just opens the door and walks in. parsley is like wtf why does it look like a boot, and cheers that were just breaking in lol. theres a bunch of mechanical animals running around! wheatley inspects it and says his work has improved. android wants to see! hes impressed!

senna smacks the wall with her cane and calls for the roach to come on out. we hear a big yawn 'whos knocking?' robotic dragonflies buzz around parsley xD an old man with bad hair comes down. he looks homeless xD 'you couldve just said something!' he sees us and greets us and asks who the hell are we? parsley says its a robbery xD 'i knew this would happen one day!' mechanical bugs fall from the roof! senna calls him a fuckhead and tells him to call off his bugs.

he looks at wheatley and knows that giant eye anywhere xD 'maybe you shouldnt make friends with robbers.' wheatley calls him master xD he wouldve fixed him up if he showed up. he asks teya if shes a witch xD teya stop stealing names XD he says she cant have his name hes using it! unles she gets him a better name xD 'what kind of witch are you?' hes not much for magic types lol.

he asks senna who the fuck she is. she flips him off and says she will beat his face in if he calls her her highness again xD parsley keeps laughing hes having a good time. lexaeus looks at zen and android and is very interested! wheatley reminds him not to touch strangers without asking. robotic cats circle and meow at teya lol.

android says no inspection damn. zen says ok xD senna tells lex to be gentle with him. hes impressed! wheatley wanders around. senna examines the decorations cause she KNOWS he didnt do it himself. wheatley wants to show off his old prototypes lol.

lex asks who made him hes very impressed. wheatley runs in with a robotic bird, his first prototype! it goes tweet :3 android gives them a look to keep the mission a secret xD lex calls the craftsmanship impeccable. android looks at zen and says it reminds him of father in the early days awwww. very particular about his work.

lex taught wheatley everything he knows :3 senna calls him a prick for only getting an apprentice after she left xD wheatley lifts his dress to show lex his new upgrades! custom ordered? wheatley stop digging a hole lol. senna calls lex a fucking dinosaur lol. 'says the one that looks like a dinosaur.' meet spacecore! he can think for himself!

lex picks up SP and examines him. good design. hes not keen on machines being made self aware like that. SP looks at him and says fetch? XD hes already here so oh well xD he suddenly realizes that zen talked, hes sentient XD there are worse names he says xD

zen says its a bit much to get into who made them but they were made with love lol. maybe one day lex can know about him. android says hes speaking too much lol. teya in sylvain tells zen hes saying too much lol.

senna asks if he took any apprentices after wheatley. nah hes too busy working. lots of rich snobs want mechanical pets lol. one of those robot dogs barrels in and runs teya down lol. lex goes 'wait apprentice yeah i got one of those!' 'are they any good?' 'of course they are if im teaching them!' wheatley says 'someone else could stand you?'

Frisk?! Sennas face falls. Lex says he taught them so they would leave him alone xD Their at home with their father. senna lowers herself into a chair. Dans, their father! Lex says hes old af for a dwarf lol. He says he looked young once somehow. Wheatley comments on spingledorf. Lex knows spingledorf lol.

frisk is, and i quote, very determined. senna has her head in her hands. 'age finally catching up to you?' 'stfu lex' zen puts a hand on her shoulder. 'old memories?' 'i never shouldve brought you back here.' senna says she has something to do and goes out the door. wheatley runs after her.

teya goes wtf just happaned. android says you all just like to mope. he says turn your negative feelings into anger lol. senna is just sitting on the steps outside. zen asks if they should go after them. android says it wont do any good, she wont say anything. teya says they wont get answers from anyone else. he asks lex how senna and frisk are related? he shrugs and says their a recent apprentice.

teya failed to remember lol. wheatley is sitting with senna. she fidgets with his hand. senna asks him to tell her how to be brave. she isnt brave at all. shes so afraid. it was a mistake to bring them all here. he wraps his arms around her. 'whatever happens we'll make through it together.' she gets back up and nervously asks if he wants to meet frisk.

she peeks her head back into the house and asks if they wanna go on a trip. androids petting a mechanical rabbit omg. wheatley takes pictures and asks zen to send them to everyone else xD teya looks at lex and tells him she does necromancy and asks if he wants to see. he says its kinda like what he does but not as good lol. she wants a handshake. wheatley snaps at her and senna says she cant stop her being arrested. she deal 11 damage the fucker.

senna is desperately doing cpr. he wheezes and gets up, he just wanted to scare teya holy shit. she shakes him hard and says hes not allowed to die yet you old fuck she cares about him the PoS. parsley dies laughing xD lex pats wheatley and says teya is rude lol. 'im an old man, that probably wouldve killed anyone else. dont do that.'

android says shes being too non-chalant. teyas becoming a real bitch lately i cant believe senna still loves her. toxic yuri. wheatley keeps clinging to lex lol. hes working on his best creation yet. he brings back something big. its a big mechanical bear! FREDDY FA-

hes not done with it yet, needs a powerful crystal. personal project. senna says he should name him fred. he says he was thinking fritz. yeah were all fucking nerds. Ferdinand fuck yeah. senna says to make sure to keep its safety nets on before messing with it. he wants to make something bigger like an elephant.

senna says he smells like shit go take a shower lol. wheatley scolds him for not taking care of himself xD he drags him outside to a restaurant to get food lol. android whispers to zen and android goes out the door. zen ushers teya and parsley out the door lol. we know your criminals get out. parsley fake whispers to senna that zen is gonna rob it lol. he starts pushing them out the door lol. once he pushes them out then exists after 10 seconds. he claims he doesnt steal lol.

senna pinky promises not to tell anyone lol. we all roll insight xD he isnt lying weird. following zen! senna messages teya wondering if zen told god about lex, and how lex is her favorite old grumpy fart cause hes not fake. she also says to watch their food and drink.

zen picks up parsley and teya since their being little shits lol. parsley bites him lol. dead weight xD teya yells their being kidnapped xD senna just shakes her head no ones gonna help them xD

zen sees people looking and says 'kids amirite?' parsley is pissed xD he cant escape! teya just looks dead lol. the crowd thinks shes drunk lol. zen says hes taking her to the crematorium. wheatley just sighs. hes pissed and storms off. zen tells parsley he should apologize. he keeps carrying teya's body xD he muses 'he could help' and he gets the spinglephone! zen sits outside the restaurant and reads teya his holy scripture since shes stuck there for now xD

teya surrenders and wakes back up xD time to go find wheatley!

[ticklystuff]

hi i know i’m on hiatus but i need to vent bc it’s nearly 10 pm and i’ve been at work for 12+ hours dealing with an actual nutcase

Okay, so there was a mama goose that laid her eggs on the third floor balcony of one of the buildings at work and they hatched back in April and I have posted about them a few times. Since there are no resources on a third floor balcony for them, one woman started feeding them lettuce and grass clippings from her yard and then a couple other people, me included, started helping her feed them too. Everything was fine for the first month.

Eventually, the facilities manager caught on. For some reason, she believes they can fly (they cannot) and has posted signs saying to stop giving them food and water. They clearly cannot fly because they have their baby feathers, but this woman will not believe anyone that tells her. The woman that started feeding them initially got caught and had her third floor badge access revoked, so the rest of us have been smuggling food and water up there. It has been very stressful because facilities has been throwing food away that we’ve been storing, so we’ve resorted to hiding the food in different places, and they’ve been throwing the geese’s water bowls and will sometimes station security guards by the geese to prevent people from feeding them and then we will have to wait for the security guards to leave, which can be really late in the evening.

Today, my co-worker sent the facilities manager an email regarding the geese and potentially relocating them. The facilities manager calls her and tells her that they don’t need to be relocated because they can fly off on their own. My co-worker then asks “Well, what if you’re wrong and they can’t fly?” but the facilities manager just laughed and repeated that they can fly. 

I went up earlier to check on them and heard a loud noise coming from the geese area and initially thought some construction going on. When I get there, I see the facilities manager and three guys blasting music with a stereo to the balcony where the geese are. I go up to one of the guys and ask him what they’re doing and the guy is like “We’re trying to scare the geese away, but some of them seem like babies so they can’t fly” and I’m like no fucking shit. Facilities manager comes up to me and asks if I’m here to see the geese and I tell her no and that I was just stretching my legs and heard a loud noise. She then tells me “Well we’re having a party up here with the geese!” and I’m like “HA HAHAHA ROFLOLMAO XDDDDD” and then I leave. She is still up there trying to scare them away, but obviously they cannot leave. She is still blasting music at almost 10 pm and I am waiting for her to hopefully leave so I can give them food.

This other woman that has been feeding the geese goes up after I do and she sees the facilities manager. She goes up to her and starts having a conversation about the geese and she asks her are they going to be relocated and the facilities manager tells her no and that she’s gonna wait for them to fly. When the woman tells her that it takes about 8 weeks for them to learn to fly, the facilities manager asks her how she does she know these bird facts. The woman tells her that she just looked it up on the internet and the facilities manager says “Is everyone an internet doctor these days?” and it’s like bITCH YOU ARE LITERALLY STANDING IN THE RESEARCH BUILDING TALKING TO PEOPLE THAT DO RESEARCH FOR A LIVING WTF DO U MEAN BY THIS HAVE U NEVER GOOGLED BASIC SHIT BEFORE??????????

Honestly, yeah, you should not be feeding wildlife, but also, the facilities manager did nothing to help relocate them when they were born so they were probably going to starve up there if the initial feeder didn’t step in. I cannot for the life of me understand why she still refuses to relocate them

Anyway, still waiting for her to leave. I refuse to leave until I can feed them because they haven’t eaten all day and no one will be able to come in over the weekend to feed them because the heating/cooling system at work is being worked on, so they’re not allowing employees access this weekend and I wish to give them something in preparation for the long weekend. Wish me luck that I don’t get caught *sobs*

If I come back to dead geese on Monday, I’m going to rip the facilities manager to shreds *sigh*

[joshuasearing]

Thursday 17th October 2024

Hey journal so yesterday I woke up, late as I really needed some sleep. I believe I got up at 11ish am. Once up I had some food, then I got ready for the day and went to the gym. When at the gym I think I trained chest and triceps. I can’t fully remember as I went to the gym twice yesterday. Then I did some cardio before going for a little bit. Then when at home. I helped my mum with the washing up, then my mum helped me make some chicken breasts with rice and mayo. It was really nice to be fair. Then for the next few hours I just watched YouTube and played some games on my phone as was very lazy to be fair. Then later into the night I went back to the gym, this time trained back and also some biceps. Then after did some cardio again for about 15 minutes. Then when driving home there was lightning and it was raining as well a lot. So when driving I was driving into puddles. Cause I’m crazy I decided to open my window for a period of time so I could hear the loud rain, and also here the noise that the water makes when I drive through it. It had been raining so bad that parts of the roads were like lakes so you had to be careful.

Also yesterday I forgot to mention I played on the trampoline trying to through balls from the trampoline into this bin a distance away. So if was throwing and my little brother was collecting the ball and getting the balls for me. Also after the second gym session when getting home I helped dry up.

Also yesterday I forgot to mention I got scared twice really badly. So the first time I went to leave the house and I opened one of are house doors, and where we put are shoes, there was this fake baby in this small pushchair. I had no clue that baby doll was there so when I opened the door i panicked cause for a second I was like wtf is there a baby there. I had no clue what I was opening the door to. After my mum saw my reaction she couldn’t stop laughing. It was funny, but I did shit myself. Then the second scare, was basically I was drying up, and my mum said did I shut the door, and this made me question my self so I went to walk closer to are living room to answer my mum, and when I got near the living room I turn the corner and my brother was running on all fours towards me. I panicked for a second cause I thought an animal got into are house. My family I swear were just tractor scare me yesterday so much. Also yesterday that dhl business I had an interview for a couple weeks ago called me, said they didn’t have the 8-4 shifts available but they had other shifts available for me, but I asked if I could wait until the 8-4 are available and they said yes. So at the moment I have a job available for me. I also applied for a couple more jobs yesterday. One was a gym personal trainer apprentice role. I would be taking a massive pay cut, but it would be worth it as it is far more down my avenue. However they were looking for people from the ages from 16-19 years old. However I still applied but In a part of my application I explained that I am 20 but how interested i am in the role and that I would be a really good asset. So hopefully they get into contact with me. Then I also contacted this other warehouse place as they are local and my dad let me know they are looking for workers, so I constructed the company via email and at the bottom of the email I attached my cv. So fingers crossed I get that job.

Also last night I felt really bad emotionally, so I ended up crying about 6 times it was really bad I felt so low. Then last night I also found out that Liam Payne died one of the ex one direction members which is crazy. He fell from a balcony in Argentina. He was in a hotel and he fell off a third floor balcony. He was in Argentina to watch one of the other ex one direction member perform a concert. It is really sad and really shows you how quickly life can change and how precious your own life is and how important you truly are.

Now for today I work up later than I wanted to as I was exhausted. Once I was up I had so food, then I got ready for the gym. Since I have been at the gym I have trained forearms a little bit. Now I am just writing in here, whilst walking on the treadmill. I have been on the treadmill for about 35 minutes. I have burned over 200 calories and done over 3km. I am really not looking forward to the rest of the day. I have a 2-9 at work. Then after today I still have 4 more shifts in a row to do at work. I feel like I love there at the moment it is so horrible. I can’t wait to leave and no longer work there anymore. Anyways speak to you later, bye journal!

Photos from yesterday! ⬇️⬇️⬇️

[teotalksaboutstuff]

Danganronpa Despair Time Chapter 2: Episodes 3, 4, and 5

Episode 3

-so no teruko traitor reveal? pog 

-monotv’s incompetence makes him my favorite host of any killing game. reminds me a lot of danganronpa: safety’s on, basically DR1 but Monokuma is about as incompetent as MonoTV is. it’s a great read, highly reccommended.

-teruko being bad at caulking a bathroom is so me. also of course monotv isn’t going to reveal the information but him not knowing it himself is interesting.

-hey, nice caulk.

-people changing clothes being this big thing is very funny

-charles’ straight up phobia of blood is uh... there’s clearly something deeper going on here

-teruko, put the fucking knife away. as much as it’s within reason that you’d be this paranoid, this does make you look like you are trying to murder Charles here, at least to him.

-id love to know whose motive Charles had, now that Teruko’s got it.

-loving charles and teruko actually being friends of some sort now that their positions have basically reversed since chapter 1.

-Chiteruko? i actually like the idea of those three as a polycule and want to see more whit/teruko interactions.

-MonoTV jumping on charles XD

-teruko playing with cacti i literally cannot???? best scene in chapter 2 by FAR

-living for the eden jumpscare here

-THE EDEN GREMLIN SPRITE MAKES ITS APPEARANCE. GOD I LOVE HER.

-Eden’s hope speech is also iconic. Her knowing the world is kinda fucked but still being kind anyways is something Teruko clearly needed to hear.

Episode 4

-what is the tea

-the gurlz are fighting

-naur

-teruko sandwich duck face

-ace markey, the ultimate allistic

-by all rules of danganronpa arei should have died here, and i am so grateful monotv isn’t competent enough to actually enforce the rules but at the same time is arei the mastermind? ofc he wouldn’t kill the mastermind.

-veronika living for the fights is also very me

-’you’ve been acting jerkishly as well’ eden she is literally being deadnamed and STALKED are you blind. J is 100% in the right here.

-nico fucking roasting ace is funny, and i get why he’d think its constructive criticism because i too am autistic and would think much the same.

-see, veronika gets it

-when death threats are the only way to properly resolve an argument

-arei lashing out at monotv is iconic tbh

-jesus christ arei yeah that reaction is a sensible one given your circumstances

-”hey, just so you know, failed hanging attempts are pretty painful” teruko wtf, im not entirely sure how that was intended to be helpful?

-we know what the tea is

-the gurlz are still fighting

-naur

-teruko has 99 problems and these bitchez aren’t about to be number 100

-charles making cucumber flowers is iconic

-DAVID YES YOU STEP IN THERE AND HELP THEM

-yeah people are gonna be... super hesitant about the motive secret thing, and teruko defo needs to talk to the person whose motive was originally charles’ as well as rose, whose she has

-see, j at least has the decency to ask the person before telling their secret

-eden has a dude’s motive secret evidently, maybe levi’s? that would be significant.

-who is the someone they’re inviting

Episode 5

-Arei’s typical ew reaction to everything, unsurprising. Makes sense she’d want to talk about motive though given her position.

-Granted leaving Arei out was before Xander died but nO AREI YOU ARE BECOMING A WORSE TERUKO LIKE AM I THE ONLY ONE NOTICING THE PARALLEL HERE OR AM I SEEING THEM WHERE THERE ARENT ANY?

-Teruko’s reaction being what it is does not surprise me.

-MORE AREI GREMLIN SPRITES WOOT

-oh wow arei actually wasn’t bluffing when she said she had nothing to hide

-is _ illegal nahhhh let arei be a girlboss yall just dont want to see women win

-teruko please stop acting as if you have any moral high ground here 

-i mean unless something like this happened to you then thats another matter entirely

-the true arei trauma dump. contextualizes literally everything about her in a way that actually makes me fascinated with her as a wonderfully complex character. 

-naturally this would develop into a philosophy where kindness is weakness, yeah

-DAVREI??? FUCK YES I SHIP IT!!

-ah, rose time

-yass art therapy, but i can understand why teruko was so freaked out by it

-in all fairness i dont know how you would respond to someone saying the stuff rose was about teruko

-TERUKO THATS LIKE SAYING I HATE YOU TO AN ARTIST?? LIKE CMON TERUKO YOU ARE MAKING IT REALLY HARD FOR ME TO DEFEND YOU THIS CHAPTER

-naturally, rose is fine with the secret coming out. she even has her own trauma dump scene with teruko

-i mean we been knew that teruko didn’t actually mean any of that and now rose maybe does?

-nico was mother for that tbh

-please don’t forget him down there ;-;

-the implication that nico actually likes the teruko gore art is an interesting one

-loving how nico wants rose to teach him painting omg

[pollylynn]

Intruder—A Caskett Future!Fic One-Shot

Title: Intruder WC: 1400 A/N: No Tell Me More tonight. (I swear, I am not trying to drag out the horrible end of this season, I just keep getting home late.) So. Future fic, because @theputz913 got me thinking about it. 

There’s an intruder in the kitchen. A clumsy, angry, foul-mouthed intruder who happens to live here. This is the sense his mind makes of far too many stimuli for this time of night. 

But it’s not night 

That’s probably his mind, too, and he can’t tell if it’s dumb or smart, if it’s helpful or otherwise. It’s probably . . . relevant. His body resents that. His body would prefer to think of his mind as misguided, misinformed, and probably a liar. But his mind probably knows what it’s talking about, even if it’s talking in obscure poetic forms or something equally indecipherable.

His feet are in league with his mind. They are shoving themselves into slippers and completely disrupting the integrity of the blanket burrito he had constructed around himself. With that ruined, he might as well let the rest of himself follow and see what’s to be done about the intruder in the kitchen. 

He can’t find her at first. It’s perplexing. He can definitely hear her. Clumsiness had turned into purposefully destructive energy and the foul-mouthedness shows no signs of letting up. He thinks at first that it’s his eyes rebelling against burrito disruption—his eyes refusing to see anything at all—but it seems to be more than just recalcitrance. 

There’s almost no light. The parts of his body that are not in league with his mind would cast a WTF? glance at the parts of it that are if only there were any part of him that could remember which parts were which, but remembering is hopeless, and anyway his mind is piping up to say that it’s not night, it’s just January. It’s just that stretch of battleship grey weeks when day is subtle to say the least. 

January seems relevant. Battleship grey seems relevant. Not night seems relevant, if only he could remember how, why, to whom. 

“I’m a morning person.” She appears suddenly from behind the breakfast bar with a clang of cast iron meeting cooktop. “I am,” she adds with a sidelong glance at the skillet she’s just slapped down. She wants the record to show there’s a weapon within easy reach. 

“Obviously.” He doesn’t mean to let that slip out. He’s not sure who or what his mouth is in league with, but he definitely did not mean to let that slip out. He’d fear for his life, but she’s slumped forward with her elbows on the counter, so unless she’s finally developed the power to murder him with her mind, he’s probably safe-ish. 

“God, Castle,” she groans and lifts a pair of pleading eyes with dark, dark smudges beneath them. “Can you . . . ?” She waves a hand at the counter behind her where, he sees now, she has a amassed a completely indiscriminate selection of things from the fridge, the cabinets, and who knows where else. 

“I can.” He snaps into action. He scurries around to the inside of counter and reaches for the elbow still planted against the granite. “And you should—“ 

Words fail him as he stands her up. Sit. That’s the word he was looking for a moment ago, but now he doesn’t know what word should follow. 

“I know.” She jerks her arm away from him. She moves as if to pull her robe defensively around her, but then she thinks better of it. She stands straight and whisks the robe back like a gunslinger about to draw. “I’m huge,” she says, and the expression on her face is this fascinating thing that’s two parts conspiratorial grin, one part murderous you-did-this glare. “I’m fucking overnight huge.” 

He wonders about the expression on his own face. He suspects it’s one part chagrin and too many parts you-bet-your-ass-I-did-that. He suspects it is the wrong expression, and the narrowing of her eyes confirms it. 

“Sit.” He swallows hard before his expression can get him into any real trouble, and takes her elbow again. The run into gridlock as he tries to move swiftly toward the couch and pillows and blankets, but she clearly wants to hover nearby as he deals with the coffee, as he cooks. “You should sit . . .” He trails off. His eyes sweep ill-advisedly between the sudden, shocking swell of her belly and  the tall stools that, when they went to bed last night, surely surely could not have looked so spindly and fragile and definitely prone to toppling over. “You should be comfortable.” 

Her face crumples. Her mood swings and his swings along with it. He can feel the exhaustion coming off her in waves. He can see that the thought of settling herself on the stool seems about as achievable as climbing Everest at the moment. 

“I wanna watch.” She sniffles. It’s an exhausted sniffle. It’s not actually a teary sniffle, just exhausted, but it bothers her anyway. Her voice drops low. “I wanna talk to you.” 

He’s frozen for a moment. He’s overcome with the sweetness of the slightly sullen admission. He wonders, not for the first time, which of the two of them is supposed to be hormone saturated here. He shakes himself out of it. 

“Wait.” He rushes by, kissing her on the nose as he passes. “Wait right there.” 

He drags the wingback chair over. He parks it just east of the oven door and runs back for the ottoman. He installs her on her relocated throne. He swings her feet up and tucks her in with blankets. She grumbles and swipes at him, but her eyes are closing on her. They’re actually closing. 

It’s convenient. It lets him work quickly. He returns the truly random objects—baking powder, leftover Italian, oyster crackers—back in their rightful places and sets the pot of half-caff to brew while she’s dozing off and works on eggs, on toast, on bacon. Her eyes flutter open every once in a while and she murmurs something that really requires no response. 

She rouses just in time, just as everything’s done, and she’s something closer to bright-eyed. She’s ravenous enough that she’s forgotten that she wanted to watch, she wanted to talk. She’s ravenous enough that she doesn’t object to the plate he brings her right there in the wingback chair, as he leans with his hip against the counter and picks at his own. 

“Tired again,” she announces when her plate is clean. There are spots of slightly miserable pink in her cheeks as she says it. She’s embarrassed, or maybe frustrated with the changes that keep coming at her fast and furious, changes that keep coming from within her. She’s too tired to lift the plate, but she grabs him by his robe when he bends over to retrieve it from her. “Sorry.” 

“No.” He tugs at her ear. A play out of her playbook. “Not sorry. Nothing to be sorry about.” 

“I’m a morning person.” She looks away. “I was going to make breakfast.” 

“Kate, you’re making a person in there.” He budges his way on to the arm of the chair and risks a drum of his fingers on the topmost curve of the bump. “I think, just this once, you can be excused from making breakfast.” 

She gives him a shrug–nod that says she’s not convinced. “This was supposed to be fun.”  He’s frozen again. He doesn’t know what to say. It’s not much of a problem. She seems to have lots to say about it. “They tell you it’s magical and indescribable.” She scowls down at herself. “It’s pretty fucking describable.” 

“Describable. As not . . . fun?”

 He gives her a thin smile. He’s trying to lighten things, which makes him feel like an ass. Maybe lightening is not what she needs. He opens his mouth to apologize, to ask what she needs, but she’s considering it. She’s still scowling down at herself, but she’s smiling, too. There’s that mixture again—conspiratorial grin plus murderous glare. 

“Some of it is.” She startles in the chair. Her eyes go wide and she has to catch her breath. She grabs for his hand and rests it on the curve of her belly. She moves. Their daughter moves like a slow-motion wave and his breath leaves the building entirely. He looks down at her, eyes wide. She smiles up, no murder at all in it now. “Some of it is so much fun.” 

[talvenhenki]

For the character headcanon ask, Julian Bashir and 5, 13, 18, 20?

(I still haven't watched the show and you'll probably need to either come to my place or to kidnap me while I'm in helsinki region and make me watch it because I don't seem to get to it myself :P but I know you love him so I wanna hear your headcanons anyway :D)

Aww thanks :D Worry not, I am mentally constructing a collection of episodes to show you once I manage to crash your place :P

5. Guilty pleasures

Weird, colourful clothing made from nice fabrics. Let's face it, Julian's wardrobe is a disaster outside of work (save for that very nice blue-violet shirt that was probably chosen by Garak) and he just feels like a guy who would prefer a nice-feeling fabric over fashionable colours. Maybe he just has a few materials that don't cause overstimulation or something?

13. What gets them flustered

Whenever Jadzia calls him 'a nice young lad', for sure :--D Garak's jabs don't usually make Julian flustered, unless Garak is reminding Julian of Julian's virtues (which are actually many but Julian is a fool who has a self-image that is way too low, that fool.)

Also whenever Sisko praises Julian, Julian loses his words because Sisko is the closest Julian has to a father figure and Julian knows that Sisko never lies about his opinion on someone.

18. Things they’ll never admit

How much it sometimes hurts to see all the happy families and couples on DS9. Julian has been so used to lying that he always thought he'd never find anyone who'd accept him as just a flawed, insecure Julian instead of the carefully crafted image of a young man Julian has created.

That is, until Julian and Garak actually realise that they have feelings for each other. After that, Julian will never again admit to himself that he actually thought he'd spend the rest of his life all alone.

20. What-ifs/Alternate Timelines

I am. So fond of the alternate timeline idea that I think protectspock (I suddenly can't tag wtf?) came up with, where Julian never got taken to Adigeon Prime, never got those genetic enhancements done to him. I used it in my fic A two-way mirror and I just. It makes me so happy!! Like I adore the idea of Julian having a family that supports him instead of those two awful people that hurt their son because Julian was not bright enough?? We stan good parents.

Also a what if that I've been thinking about is a lil episode/fic where Julian and Nerys get stuck in a cave during an earthquake and something (those hanging types of rocks I forgot their names) falls from the ceiling of the cave and injures Julian. Nerys helps him the best she can but she, quite obviously, is scared and starts praying cos that's the logical way to her. Instead of scoffing, Julian actually asks her if she'd let him join the prayer even though he barely knows any Bajoran because he knows it comforts her and he knows better than to dismiss religion because, frankly, Julian is fascinated by the concept and the fact that the Bajoran gods are actually confirmed to be real, existing beings!!

Actually, I just want a series of Julian and Nerys being friends

Oh and one more!! Julian visiting a new alien planet and studies their herbal remedies because he wholeheartedly believes in them and would never in his life dismiss something just because it has not been scientifically proven :^)

[nikodoesstuff]

Courtiers with a MC artist? I'm remember that phrase "draw me like your French girls" xD

Yesss I am back!! Exams do be like that-

Anyway, thanks for the request!

Enjoy-

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Valerius

At first he doesn’t care at all

Will definitely roast them

“I bet your art is but a waste of paint and canvas.”

Okay that’s extremely mean

But he will immediately shut up when he sees mc’s works

He’s so amused that he dropped his glass of wine

He’ll instantly regret everything he said

After all those comments he’s too uncomfortable to ask mc for a portrait, which he craves so bad now

But once he does and mc actually agrees, oh boy

Best pose model ever.

He’ll occasionally drink while posing which will make him more comfortable with each sip

To the point when he demands a Renaissance painting of himself with only a transparent robe on

Valerius: I want you to picture me as a great leader in this one.

Mc: I thought you wanted the painting to be as realistic as possible?

Valerius:

Valerius: LISTEN HERE YOU FILTHY-

Vlastomil

He'll pay whatever price mc names for a portrait with Wiggler on his lap, cause apparently other artists were too “terrified” and “uncomfortable” with drawing “big and scary worms”

While posing he’ll burry mc with worm facts and all the juicy gossips

Wiggler will definitely try to escape. Twice. Vlastomil had a small breakdown after that-

When he sees the result, his eyes shine with happiness and admiration

He’ll offer mc to become his personal artist, and will almost beg for more paintings

And he’ll even let mc pet his worm

W i g g l e r   that is-

Also he’ll ask for some private drawing lessons

Vlastomil: *draws a curvy line* MC LOOK I DREW WIGGLER!

Mc: *being their supportive self* This looks so good, Vlastomil, you learn fast!

Vlastomil: *tears of joy*

Volta

She’s  f a s c i n a t e d

Totally will ask mc to show her all of their artworks

She is in love with their art

Volta: WOOAAAHH what’s this??

Mc: a naturmort of food from the palace. Do you want to keep it?

Volta: *happy Volta noises*

She’ll take care of every painting mc gives her and will collect as many of them as possible, she’ll even find a separate room for it in her mansion

She took a painting of a single blue triangle once for some reason

It’s just a single. Blue. Triangle. ??

She likes everything mc creates

But she’s too shy to pose, and honestly it’s hard to keep her in one place without giving any snacks during posing

Vulgora

They’re impressed

Mc has no choice but to draw them unless they want a paintbrush up their-

“OKAY SO I WANT YOU TO DRAW ME WITH 10 SWORDS AND A LOTTA BLOOD”

“MAKE MY FOES BEG FOR MERCY”

“LET THEM PERISH”

You get the idea of how gory the paintings are

While posing they love sharing old stories about their victorious battles, which are truly fascinating

There’s so much red that after they’re done with the painting mc looks like they murdered someone with their bare hands

Vulgora enjoyed that sigh though-

When they see the final results they cannot help but stare at it for no less than 10 minutes, admiring every small detail on the painting

After that they won’t leave mc alone and will demand more and more portraits, which they will keep forever

Vulgora: HEY

Vulgora: HEY MC

Vulgora: DRAW ME COWARD

Vulgora: LET ME IN

Vulgora: LET ME IIIINNNNNNN

Mc: WTF VULGORA IT’S 3AM HOW’D YOU FIND MY HOUSE

Valdemar

“Oh, so you’re an artist? How interesting.”

They will test mc’s knowledge about art history

It’s surprising how much they know about art honestly

“So you’re an artist? Name all paintings”

They are sincerely curious about mc’s artworks though

They give constructive criticism on their works as well as some good advice on techniques and coloring

Aside from that, they’re not really interested in posing, but they would not mind if mc asked them to

Perfect model.

They never move an inch

They literally can stand there for hours, in any pose, not flinching at all

They adore the paintings of them that mc drew, and they will keep them in their office

They are also impressed by how anatomically accurate mc’s creations are

Valdemar: only someone who held a heart in their own hands could portray it on a canvas with such accuracy. So tell me, mc…

Mc:

[haikyuuthots]

Jealousy is a disease, but maybe something good can come from it. - K. Tsukishima Pt.1

FWB!Reader x Tsukishima 

Warnings: Curse words , and I think that’s it? Bit angsty but has fluff towards the end hehe. 

Word count: 1.8k 

Y/n= Your name. During dialogue: Y= you T=Tsukki Ya= Yachi and A=Akaashi 

Summary: You and Tsukishima have been friends with benefits for a while. Both thinking it was a no strings attached situation, both unaware of the true feelings you guys had for each other. What happens when you both experience a bit of jealousy when you guys are seen talking to other people? Will this change the status of your relationship? 

author’s note: Hi! this is my first ever imagine, I wrote this at like 1 am and I’m not sure if this is good or not lol. This is part 1 of 3, if you happen to read let me know what constructive criticism you have for me. Hope you enjoy! 

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Annoyed that’s how you felt. 

Alright here’s some backstory. Tsukishima Kei and you, truly an odd pairing, & the definition of opposites attract. You were sweet and social while he was well, not. Although you were sweet you never took shit from anyone, and definitely had a sassy side, that’s what caught tsuki’s attention. You were the only one who was able to shut him up after an insult. 

“What? Being that short finally getting to you? I’ll admit it, it’s hard to not bump into you, with your height being so low ya know” -T

“You sure sound really bold for someone’s whose only personality trait is being 6’2. Tall and arrogant? Geez pick a struggle.” -Y

Complete silence. And you won his admiration. After that you guys became really good friends, and would hang out a lot. 

You’re not dating officially,  think of it more of a friends with benefits thing. Y’all fuck, hang out but no titles. Both okay with it not knowing both are secretly falling deeply in love with the other. 

*present time* 

Annoyed. That’s how you felt. Yeah jealousy is something you could never admit to feeling, your pride is just too strong. But that’s what you felt as you saw that pretty tall girl with long blonde hair talk and touch Tsukki. And he? Was just letting it happen. He didn’t seemed bothered at all which bothered you more because everything bothers him so why was he not pushing her away? Does he like her or something? “Never mind that, I don’t care.” You tell yourself but you do care and a lot.

You talk to your friend Yachi about it, she’s the only one that knows about you and Tsukki. You both manage the volleyball team so you’re pretty close. 

“He just let her touch him? Bitch was all over him” -Y

“Y/N if you’re so jealous just tell him how upset you are.” -Ya

“I am NOT jealous. - but if it were me doing that he’d be all mad and wouldn’t talk to me for a week. Like that’s so stupid. He can talk to other girls but I can’t talk to other guys? Hell no. I’m done with that bullshit.” -Y

“Don’t so anything dumb Y/N you know how salty he can get. Don’t wanna do anything you’d regret.” -Ya

“I won’t. I’m not the type of person to crave revenge.” -Y

* later that day* 

Earlier Kurro asked if you could watch him bokuto and Tsukki play so you could give them notes. (Secretly just wanting to see your interactions with Tsukki he had a feeling y’all were a thing) you agreed and brought Yachi along because she was so much better at taking notes anyway. 

You were there for almost an hour, when you got a little hungry. The nearest vending machine is what you wanted to find, but it was dark and you weren’t familiar with the campus. 

“Hey girl I’m really hungry do you know where the nearest vending machine is?” -Y

“No. Why don’t you ask Tsukki he’s been here before he must know.” -Ya

“Sis he’s in a middle of a game. Wait Akaashi is right there I’ll just ask him” -Y

“Y/N you’re not doing this to get Tsukki jealous are you? You know he’d flip if he saw you talk to him rn” -Ya

“Noooo, i already told you I’m not one to get revenge. And I don’t care what Tsukki thinks. I’m my own person. Plus the longer I stand here the hangrier I get so if you’ll excuse me.” -Y

“ oh boy” -Ya

You start walking over to Akaashi he’s paying attention to the game, looking up to you as you approach him. You’ve spoken to him a couple times but not regularly so you felt a bit awkward as you got closer. 

“Hey Akaashi, sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you knew where the nearest vending machine was? It’s kinda dark and I don’t really have the energy to wander around rn haha” -Y

He smiled “oh yeah, if you want I can walk you over there, I was thinking of getting the guys a couple snacks too anyway.” -A

“No no no you don’t have to do that.” You say frantically “really it’s okay I could go alone” 

“No seriously I’ll go with you it’s no problem” -A

“LOOK OUT” 

Everything happens so fast. Next thing you know you felt a rough shove on your shoulder and Akaashi was on the floor. He got hit by the volleyball straight in the face. You rushed to help him up and looked back. Kei was glaring at you two. He’s the one that threw the ball. You looked back and mouthed a “wtf” as you continued to ask Akaashi if he was okay. The boys came over to help him as well. 

“Maybe if you two weren’t gazing into each other’s eyes you would’ve noticed the ball coming your way.” Is all you guys hear. A snarky comment from Tsukki. 

“Tsukishima. You just hit him in the face with the ball, least you could do is apologize.” It was your turn to glare at him. 

He scoffed “sorry man.” No emotions as he said it. 

“Oh it’s all good accidents happen and really I’m ok. Are you ok Y/N? Sorry I pushed you out of the way so abruptly, didn’t want you to get hit by the ball too” 

“Uh what? No I’m fine. Thank you by the way. I truly appreciate it.” 

This interaction made Tsukki feel sick, he  felt a pit in his stomach and all he wanted to do was punch that stupid smile off Akaashi’s face. He’s an acquaintance, never had any bad blood but right now? Fuck did he hate him. 

“Alright I think we should call it a night” kurro says. 

Everyone agrees and begins to scatter to clean up. Bokuto grabs Akaashi and they walk out, said they were gonna find an ice pack. 

“Hey Y/N can you help me out with the mats over here?” Tsukki asks you, voice is lowered. 

“No. I was going to the vending machine before this so that’s where I’ll be heading.” To say you were mad was an understatement. You were pissed. His behavior of jealousy made your blood boil. 

As you begin to walk away you’re suddenly stopped. Tsukki grabs you by your wrist. “Alright then I’ll go with you.” 

Annoying. That’s what he is.

update: Part 2 and 3 are posted! 

[who-is-shades]

raz's dnd campaign

RAZ MAKES A CAMPAIGN! WERE GONNA DIE!!!

we have wheatley the warforged artificer, senna the high elf cleric noble, teya the firbolg necromancer, and parsley hazelbreeze the fairy barbarian.

in the town of homestead. senna is tending to the sick and injured and doing church stuff. teya is book shopping. parsley eating food in a tree. wheatley is trying to shop and failing.

a tall robed person walks into the village and uses magic to make himself louder. he says anyone seeking gold power or adventure, his god told him to find these people and help them fight evil.

parsley calls him sus and asks why his god chose him. his voice sounds weird, but it does not sound like spingledorf sadly. (wheatley notices the tone difference, war forged?) wheatley shows up and goes cool neato lets go. parsley bugs wheatley about this.

senna moves over elegantly and asks about the quest. she is sus but accepts the quest and receives a token. she bows and leaves. (so polite)

teya is excited to join for adventure and jumps right in for a story. parsley is forced to take a token cause he cant go without one, but hes still hella sus.

other people are also bothering the robed guy for tokens. just randos. the tokens start beeping and glowing green! we vanish from where we are! (parsley did drop it out of surprise but they still got teleported too cause raz took pity lol)

we appear in a dome like structure. LOTS of people are there. lots of warforged at the edges, watching us. wheatley notices they look new. he starts screaming. parsley goes wtf. senna is very sus. teya is frantically writing all this down lol. its also night we can see stars.

the dome is made of strange metalic material and looks green. (this is totally a space station wtf) big glowing pillar of light and a platform in the middle appears. looks like a siloulette of light person is there. he thanks us for taking the quest and calls himself the god.

everyone is super sus of him lol. hes gonna trial us first, asshole. touch the token to leave the trials. some rando's leave. zorbolt the great evil wizard wants his power and he wants us to stop him. hes the god of constructs. zolbolt can control the robots. poor wheatley.

"am i disqualified?" nope cause he was made by a different race of people so hes resistant with a special ward. parsley is concerned everyone else is in danger.

the god tells us we dont have to travel together but it is wiser to do so. its very dangerous. he cant send his constructs so its up to us. he also doesnt know what he looks like cause his scouts get nabbed too.

3 trials! dangerous. can die. cool. the first trial is a deadly maze! he gives us 200 gold and summons shops and lets us buy shit yay. time to prep. parsley tries to intimidate the shopkeeper into lowering the price lol. gets a shield.

senna, before shopping, is giving encouraging words and 'holy blessings' from temple and stuff poggers. then goes to the weapon shop.

teya tried to play it cool by greeting parsley in sylvain. then she buys some mythrill chainmail cause shes super squishy. wheatley goes and buys some spells. he accidentally holds up the line lol. senna bumps into teya at the shop. senna apologizes and curtsies a little. she offers her assistance to teya. she blows a kiss to her and continues to the shop. (moss: i hate her. me: SHES JUST FRIENDLY!)

senna gets a shortsword! wouldnt let me bargain smh xD parsley goes to the potion shop (the shopkeeper is wearing a wizard hat awww) and gets a bunch of healing potions. used all his money. wheatley got his spells nice. hes emotional seeing a living warforged.

teya also uses all her money to buy healing potions. senna approaches wheatley and asks if hes ok sitting on the floor. hes fine so he sits by her. he goes back to watching the warforged. she watches too. they are both ignored. teya also comes and joins us. parsley sees this and goes wtf. wheatley is just so happy to see warforged. senna is sympathetic to wheatleys loneliness. we try and get him to join us. he doesnt want to lol loser.

the building shakes a bit and were told to leave. closing time! senna helps teya up and leaves. the shop sinks into the ground. time for the trial! maze time.

alone in a dimly lit room. darnit no friends :( were all gonna die.

teya has 3 paths to take. left right and straight. she avoids a pressure pad!

senna has 4 paths. straight, right, left, and diagonally right and left. i notice a weird beam of light like a lazer trap. i step over it carefully.

parsley has 1 path. he looks for traps first and notices a button. he presses it. he hears a loud noise and a spike is coming his way! its right on his ass. enemies in front of him. he flies right over them and the spikeplates kill the enemies. he notices a lever but goes past. the spikes stop at the branching path.

wheatley has 2 path. he goes left. he finds 2 automatons! they go on the attack! he fails to dodge. this whole thing is a toddler slap fight and hes losing. the god speaks into his head encouraging him to kill the robots. he has too. raz feels bad so a robot kills itself. he's had enough so he fuckin runs.

teya notices a statue. IT FUCKIN MOVES AND SWINGS A SWORD AT HER! she dodges tho fuck yeah. an armos! its resistant to fire damage oh no. teya barely survived death saved throws. the statue thought she died so it went back to sleep.

senna has 3 paths. i go right. i see teya! IT WAS AN ILLUSION! FUCKER! FALL IN A PIT FULL OF ENEMIES! fuck you raz. 2 automatons again. i killed one instantly with lighting damage get fucked! insta killed that one too! a ladder forms and i carefully climb the ladder and continue down the path.

parsleys turn! 2 paths. he goes right. he doesnt notice the trip beam lazer and activates a trap. the door behind him closes off. and ahead. uh oh trapped in a room. the floor opens! a clockwork kind of creature attacks. parsley won easily lol jammed the gears.

wheatley goes left! he sees senna?! speedwalks right up to me! ITS REALLY ME YES! i heal him for 13 and 6 pog. we exchange info and press on! were going right! i notice theres a pressure pad and stop him from stepping on it. but he lands on a pressure pad. great. FIRE IS SHOOTING AT US FROM THE WALLS! WE GOTTA BOOK IT! SMASHY SPIKY PLATES IN THE NEXT ROOM! dex roll oh dear. we made it thank god. i give wheatley a thumbs up.

we can only go left now. its teya on the ground again! an illusion again? i slowly approach. the statue moves! i dodge epically! it attacks me. whiffs the attack lol. wheatley also misses them. i stab it with my new sword. it attacks wheatley! barely slaps him but does 10 damage. i hit it again. it attacks me again and whiffs lol. cmon wheatley you can do it! crit fail. thanks bud. he hit his head. i attack it and its still fuckin alive. it attacks wheatley. back and forth a lot.

i hit it and cracks begin to form! it crit failed to attack me LOL it fell over. i hit it ITS STILL ALIVE DAMMIT. at least it cant get up lol. definitely cant hit me lol. holy shit wheatley kills it! ITS GLOWING AND SHAKING OH NO! WHEATLEY DONT TOUCH IT. it explodes. good job dumbass. he had to roll a dex saving throw. hes dead. but i have a spell for that!

i make teya and wheatley drink some of teya's health potions i found. i healed her for 9 which is most of her health lol. shes awake now! i healed him for 8 so hes still a little fucked but alive. senna comforts teya. poor girl.

back to parsley! one hallway cuts off somehow but he goes right. classic swinging axes. he got through like an action spy movie. he can only go left. lots of levers and buttons. all colors. oh no. hes stupid and doesnt see anything does so he presses a purple button. the door closes behind him and the ceiling gets spiked but nothing else happens. pressing it again doesnt have anything happen. HE PRESSES ALL THE RED BUTTONS. THE FLOOR SINKS AND THERES FIRE! YELLOW MAKES IT ALL STOP! welp hes free now to go through a path and he goes right. and then left. HE FINDS US.

hes not impressed lol. senna brings him up to speed. 3 hour short rest (doesnt bring my spell slots back oh well) we can only go left now. 3 paths left right forward. hug the right wall! long hallway. a pecular door with intricate designs. humanoid robot. looks tough. it insults wheatley oh no. parsley asks if its the way out but were probably gonna get attacked if we get closer. i say fuck this and launch sacred flame at it. IT HITS HIM! he charges a ball of energy and shoots it back! it does nothing to me! ROLL INITIATIVE! gotta get closer!

slowly going forward. parsley misses his javelin attack but i hit with crossbow. teya uses firebolt. the android attacks parsley with another energy pulse and whiffs. wheatley tries to use one of the spells he got to like charm it or something, but total failure. parsley goes rage mode and yeets a handaxe at him but misses. he catches the fuckin axe dammit. he yeets it back! he gets hit damn.

senna makes it up to him and grabs him and electrocutes him for 16 take that asshole. teya uses firebolt again. im standing right there. she moves to the side to try and hit him and not me. does not hit lol but at least i didnt get hit. his hand turns into a glaive wtf. FUCK YOU 15 wtf. second attack misses thank god. wheatley just insults him and shoots him with a crossbow and actually hits in his eye!

parsley goes into a frenzy and stabs him in the head from above. fuck yeah. senna is like barely alive. shocking grasp again cause fuck you. hes so mad cause now i back away from him. teya firebolts again. hes SO mad at me he shoots his bolt right at me. im unconscious lol death saved.

wheatley uses his crossbow! miss. hes so mad that he sucks lol. parsley keeps raging and stabs him in the other eye. too bad parsley cant shut up lol. teya forces a potion down senna's throat! senna manages to stand and goes 'thanks beautiful'. (gay real)

robot attacks parsley cause he doesnt shut up! he does heavy damage and threatens to slice his wings off. parsley goes down and barely survives. robot is blind so us ranged attackers have advantage.

wheatley shoots the crossbow again and misses again. i got crit 12 crossbow take that! robot keeps trying to taunt us into speaking so he can find us. teya and firebolt again. crit 20 fuck yeah 18 damage great job teya! we kill it! senna is still sus it might explode like the statue. wheatley checks the robot. he pulls the bolts out of its body. senna runs forward and stabilizes parsley. the android disappears in a beam of light.

senna takes a potion from teya and makes him swallow a health potion. wheatley looks so sad poor guy. the door opens and reveals a dark room. teya walks into the room and disappears. senna encourages wheatley and he goes too. parsley gets up finally and we also disappear. back at the arena.

a few other people got out too. not as many. 14 others left. god shows up thanks guy. rewards! money and a level up! tavern, food and drink party stuff appear for us. senna tries to give teya her earned money but she doesnt want it, so she tells her shes getting a date anyway.

parsley goes to get laid with a big buff lady! epic fail lol. the beefy barbarian man wants some tho *dab*

wheatley gets to eat an energy ball lol. and gets to talking with another warforged lol. tries to explain what warforged even are. he causes an existential crisis. (this went on for a long time lol) (my job is to open and close doors)

senna and teya are just being gay lol.

[shinymooncolor]

Hi all!

As usual, I owe all of this to the wonderful world created by @lumosinlove. 🙏🏻

I love Kris so much. Single dad, hockey star is a mood. Apologies in advance. 😇

Enjoy!

Sweater weather chats #2

Kris joins a super secret club. Lily gets emotional. We get introduced to the bat cave. Kris is a cautionary tale for the rookies. Or that’s what Nado days. Kris is also an honorary mom. Celeste reminisces. Kasey, Nado and Kuny babysits. Everybody loves Remus. Ava wants a pony. Natalie has plans. SO MUCH BROMANCE.

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Emotional support group and Remus 🤩🥰🏒:

Friday 3.32 pm

NatNat added Kris to the group.

Allison: do I spy a new member? Welcome to the dark side, Kris. The rules are simple - this is a safe space for us to discuss our men, babies and other related topics.

Lucia: also, never tell the boys what happens at brunch. 😁

Celeste: welcome Kris. We thought you’d enjoy coming to brunch with us - Ava is always welcome.

Kris: woah? What is this? Shit. I’m honored. Also Remus? Wtf.

Remus: hi kris yeah I don’t know how I was allowed in, but it’s nice. 😁

NatNat: well Dumo might be the honorary dad but Kris is totally the honorary mom on the team. He wiped Gatorade off of Leo’s face last game. It was adorable 😍😍😍

Kris: well James did unscrew the top as a prank, not actually sure it’s a prank if you do it every game. And Leo didn’t realize. And he’s weird about not taking his blocker off. Had to help the kid out. 😆

Allison: well it made us enroll you in our secret and sacred club. Welcome! 🤩

NatNat: i forgot to send this on Wednesday!! Baby Russian with baby puppies

*kuny puppy pic*

GingerLily: awwww he looks so happy. James said he’s been depressed he cannot train this week. I love this. 😍

Anyaismyname: my baby. I knew him from he was 16. Such a sweet boy.

Kris: sweet? Are we talking about the same Kuny? He taught Ava to cuss a ref and last time the media asked her what she thought of the game and my playing, she parroted that. I had a trending tag for a month after that on Twitter😔

NatNat: I’m not condoning it but it was hilarious. I cried. But seriously he adopted a cat and named her Aya and they send me selfies with her every 7 minutes. They built her a castle in their ridiculous bat cave game room. 😅👑🐱

Remus: the bat cave is awesome. They’ve got pro surround sound and all. And a real slushee machine. 🤖 also kris, coach want you all back on the ice in 10.

NatNat: yeah haha kase is excited to go for halo night. Apparently they’ve got some sort of new VR stuff for practicing as well. 🏒🏒🏒

Celeste: Kris, don’t worry about the curse words. Marc spent three months yelling fuck at everything after Logan accidentally taught him. They get over it quick and the fans love you even more after that - haven’t you been on the most eligible list for your entire career? Also, didn’t Anya tell Kuny’s mom?

Anyaismyname: da, and believe me, Scolding work better in Russian. And I promised her to look out for her boy.

Kris: thanks guys, I know. I was just shocked. She’s my baby and sometimes I just can’t handle how quick she grows... it’s not fair... and yeah, apparently a single dad with a travel heavy job is eligible. Weird.... also - the boys’ game room is amazing and they did set up a my little pony game for her last time on the projector. Be there in three Re!!! 🏃‍♂️

GingerLily: awww I cant believe she was a baby when I first met her. She grows sooo quick! 😍

Kris: well it’s you soon! Good luck - you think you know what love feels like but. Damn, a baby just changes things. ☺️

GingerLily: we’re starting on the nursery next week and I can’t wait. James is hopeless with tools though but we’ve decided on a color theme at least 🥰🥰🥰

Celeste: mmh, that is always a big moment. I remember when I was pregnant with Adele, Pascal was still just settling into the Lions and we’d already moved twice, but something changed when we started working on the nursery. It got real then - he didn’t get the puck theme he wanted but nevertheless, I think that was when he really realized he was about to become a father 😍

NatNat: awwwww, can’t even imagine you two without your babies 😁

Celeste: me neither, honey, me neither. 😉

Friday, 4.38 pm

Kris: Natalie do you think we could find a puppy for Ava? We could house train it during off season and she’s been begging for a puppy for a while and i really want one too and hopefully with a puppy the “I want a pony” phase can be forgotten! :)

NatNat: of course!!! Also shouldn’t you be at training?

Kris: We finished 5 minutes ago. :) also thanks for cheering Kuny up, he was allowed to do stretches today.

NatNat: oh god. Forget the time out here. Is kase done too?

Kris: yeah but he’s currently unavailable. Something about hug a goalie day *pic of kasey and Leo, on the ice under a mountain of players*

GingerLily: 🤦🏽

Celeste: on another note my lovelies. I would love to host brunch next Sunday! We have full attendance - Elsa is visiting from Sweden! :) please let me know how many babies you’re bringing.

Sunday 7.03 am

Kris: hi Celeste. I’m really sorry to do this last minute but ava’s mom has cancelled again and I can’t get a sitter this late. I’d love to come for brunch next time though.

Celeste: oh my dear. Bring her. It’s absolutely no problem.

NatNat: hey kris. Kasey is going to nado and Kuny and he says they’re happy to babysit. Also he wants to know why you and Remus are invited to brunch. Don’t tell him anything. 😉😉😉

Kris: oh I don’t want to be a problem they probably don’t want a 4-year old to disturb their halo game...😬

NatNat: it’s not a problem at all :) (also need kase to practice - not getting any younger here 😏🤩)

Kris: well if it’s really no problem I know Ava would love to spend time with them. :) also totally rooting for baby blizzards soon!

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Blizzard created a new group: Babysitting

Blizzard added RussianGod, Nadotheman and KrisVolley

Blizzard: hey guys. Quick change of plans. Ava is hanging out with us today. Kris is going to brunch with the girls?! Said we’d be happy to spoil baby munchkin and teach her more Russian curse words

RussianGod: ok. Can we eat cookie? Also no bad words. Don’t want more yelling from Anya. She scary.

Blizzard: season diet Kuny. Oreos are only for Ava. And isn’t Anya like 5.2?

RussianGod: nado is still sleeping. But we can go to park and meet ladies. They love single dad. But Anya is little but scary. Have you not see how she keep sergei in check?

KrisVolley; you are not using my baby to meet ladies. Haha oh never thought of that. Anya is always nice to me 😂

KrisVolley: Here are the ground rules gentlemen!!!!

1) no begging - you need to say no and stick with it, unless she’s crying properly don’t give in to her. She hissy cries when she wants things her way

2) not too much sugar and candy alright? (Looking at you Kuny)

3) Kuny and nado can’t use her as a ploy to ensnare women.

4) do NOT teach her any more Russians words unless they’re good, safe and cute words. The press still hounds me from the time you taught her to cuss a ref....

5) have fun and don’t do anything I wouldn’t do

Nadotheman: Morning boys. Also happy to babysit. But tHaNkS fOR aSkInG kase... 👍🏻 also @KrisVolley:

1) how the hell are we supposed to say no to that face? No idea how you made such a beautiful baby.

2) no problem. (Totally lying to you)

3) we would never use our baby niece in such a despicable way 😳 also it was one time and we can’t help that we are irresistible to baby-crazy ladies.

4) she can only scold a ref. According to Kuny totally safe and good words. Don’t believe what Sergei or Sunny says. Or the press.

5) so don’t knock up a fan at 18? Alright man got it.

KrisVolley: ....

Nadotheman: just keeping it real. You’re a cautionary tale for the rookies man. But your baby is cute. And you do a great job bro! 💪🏻

KrisVolley: I’m a what?? And thanks Nado. 😊

Blizzard: When you’re done with your moment.... I’m picking her up in five, can Nat go with you to Dumo’s? Ava and I will go have brunch at the bat cave and have an awesome time. And don’t worry. I’ll keep an eye on the boys.

KrisVolley: thanks Blizzard. Good practice as well 😉

Kuny: 👀👀👀👀 baby blizzard????

Blizzard: alright calm down m8. We’re not even married (no judging kris)

Nadotheman: whatever you say bro. You gotta make a baby with that girl - she swooned at family skate. Also we all saw you makin heart eyes at the Brady bunch. 😆😆😆😆

Blizzard: they’re adorable and this conversation ends here. We’re outside now Kris. Also don’t encourage Nat. I’ve got a plan. 😬

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Nado: Kuny. Kuny. Is it baby safe? They’re here in 15 minutes.

Kuny: why you text me? I’m next door.

Kuny: also yes is fine. Maybe get bra down. It been in fan for 3 days

Nado: you’re the tall one. Get it down.

Kuny: I not put it there.

Nado: fine you lazy jerk. I’ll get it down.

Kuny: 😘

Nado: fuck off. But I love you too bro.

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Until next time, my lovelies 🥰

Always open for ideas, prompts, constructive criticism!

Also - does hug a goalie day exist? I think it should.

[elindae-writes]

Disney MCU : not really my thing and I don’t really care Elindae writes MCU : this is mad this is bogus and I love it so much

Okay, so I only watched the first few MCU movies. I'm gonna be honest, I think the franchise peaked with only the first Iron Man movie. I read a lot of MCU fanfiction before I ever saw any MCU movies at all so I just had no clue what was going on.

There are actually a few MCU fanfics I like: In The Home , (A City Full of) Helping Hands, A Hospital Full, and Wilting Yellow Flowers, all by aloneintherain. I like the spider-man.

I still don't know what's going on. I'm only caught up to the atrocity that is the second Thor movie, the one with Padme in it and the teleporting trash? That entire movie was trash. I will try to construct the storyline of the MCU based off of what few details I know:

There is a raccoon?

The Avengers break up and the Hulk is just unfazed and immediately asks: "like the beetles?"

There is an evil purple man named Thanos with a small green child and the child grows up into a tall green woman?? who is his daughter? and they talk about resources and supply and demand.

Apparently some long-haired hot man with a metal limb shows up and Steve loses his shit trying to save this bud of his

who the hell is bucky

Harley Quinn is apparently not a MCU character and that genuinely shocked me

Thor is hot. wait is he still alive?

Aunt May is hot? like wtf? how?

There's apparently a scene where Spider-Man and his Aunt are eating Thai food and they're seeing replayed Spider-man battles on a TV and she's like. "peter. petey. pete boy. NEVER get involved in those fights! run away!"

And spider-man is just like

"t'was not me"

Spiderman then ends up homeless (and friends with karen??)

There's a fishbowl man who makes images with his hands but then Spider-Man defeats him while they're on a gondola

Steve wields mjolnir? i thought Steve turned into a villain

The new Spider-Man theme is a hot bop. Same goes for the Avengers film

Benedryl Cucumberspaz is there and he has a cloak with a stupid-looking collar

there was a cat-man movie with Bilbo in it

People cast spells via throwing orbs of light into the air

JARVIS DIES?? see, i don't like that. rip. i think? i think he's dead?

They have a big spat where there's some civil war. I remember the marketing for that movie. I was trying to buy bananas at Wal-Mart and all of the cashiers were wearing "ARE YOU TEAM IRON-MAN OR CAPTAIN AMERICA?" and this was apparently a spicy debate there. I was just like "i am team banana"

Iron Man was upset about his mom and pop for some reason whereas Steve was upset because he wanted to save his bud (the one from the 1940s) so they beat the shit out of each other in the snow.

wait i remember now. the 1940s bud mURDERED Tony's mom and pop. ohhhh. oh? oh. i don't think that got resolved.

everybody wants a magical glove and the stones for the magical glove but then they fail so they try again and win

Spider-man gets attacked by a guy with a mechanical bird suit and then also there is a ferry. Spider-man also harasses a man and his ice cream

There's a sitcom show with a boring evil witch lady with red magic (very boring) and a cool groovy purple witch lady with a very good theme song

Robert California voices a robot!! But I don't think he declares himself to be "The Lizard King." disappointing.

They're making a new movie where there is a guy with arm ring jewelry with super-powers

OH and they're making a new movie where there is a bollywood dance scene and i'm a sucker for 3 hour long Indian drama so who knows, that might be my style

There's a movie where some lady punches an old lady on a train

There was an atrocious movie about a boring shrinking ant guy. I only saw like five minutes of that movie when it was 10:30 pm at night and I just happened to be in the kitchen eating muffins when I saw the movie. Kate from Lost is in it??? the ant guy is a convict, i know that much. the fuck did he do? probably got sent to the clink for being weirdly into ants tbh. i switched it over to Antiques Roadshow and lemme tell you it was 10x more exciting okay some old lady came in with an autograph from Abraham Lincoln!! I mean my god he's dead you just can't get those anymore :(

Tony gets Peter some bling

some norse dude makes out with himself. nasty

Twilight Sparkle voices a clock that harasses people

The guy who played the cowboy in Night At The Museum is also in the show, the guy who says "wwwwoooowwww" in that way that makes me crack up

steve goes back in time??? and does not prevent any of the horrors he knows will happen? for some reason? also he turns into joe biden.

Pepper Pots marries Tony or something? wha

and he gives her a SUIT? whY? the goop lady??

tony dies (rip. i liked him. i appreciated how he was an ass to everybody. i bet he'll come back though because this is comic book logic)

DOES STEVE TURN EVIL I CAN'T TELL

Anddddd apparently the comic book industry is in the trash and is getting its ass handed to it by Japan

There you have it guys! Elindae's Hot Recollection of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Believe it or not I actually am the Resident Authority On The MCU in my house so whenever my family has MCU questions they consult me.

That's probably a mistake.

Wait, by MCU did you mean McPrime Universe or Marvel Cinematic Universe?

I am still stuck in the 2012 MCU fanfic mindset where the Avengers are all living together in the tower, Steve has a sketchpad, Hawkeye travels in the vents, and Thor likes pop-tarts. I like that era of the MCU.

[croissantbae]

May 11, 2021

Someone asked me how mom life was going and I just said yday was terrible and today was great. Everyday is a new adventure. But before I get into all of that I just want to say Dani is SOOO CUTEEE. Jason and I just keep mouthing that silently to each other behind Nayas back so she can’t see us adoring Dani so much. But dang she’s the best. I seriously feel like she’s my angel. She smiles so much and earlier while I was breastfeeding her she fell asleep and gave a few chuckles. She is just so precious. Also the baby noises she makes, swooooooon. Serious desire to bottle the sounds and smiles up.

Here’s a clip i just took of her before putting her to bed. It’s a bit long but the original clip was double the length and I just cannot bear to trim it further.

Maria is also always saying she’s such a happy baby (she also says her face is huge and Nayas is so small lol). I love that we have all of Nayas cute clothes to put on Dani. She definitely wears nicer things, on average, than naya did because we just collected the good stuff + people bought Dani really nice clothes. I need to put more cute headbands on Dani tho. Having a head covering and not having one make a big difference.

Ok now backing up to Mother’s Day. Jason was still sick/recovering from the covid vaccine so I took naya to music class. Then came home and I don’t even remember what we ate or did but we decided to take the kids to my moms and figured we could try to nap naya at my moms. But no she was way too excited to be around Halmuni jimmy and christine. We had an amazzzzzinnng meal. Pic below to snow how ridiculous it was. On top is a5 wagyu musubi w yuzu wasabi. And bottom is wagyu picanha.

Jimmy and christine hella upstaged us by getting my mom Louis Vuitton shoes. We got her lunya pajamas... her face lit up when she saw the lv bag. Meanwhile we forgot to bring our present in the first place.

after dinner we ate the cake I made and it was a FANTASTIC FAILURE. like wtf hondamari. You lied to me. Here’s what it was supposed to be vs what it realllt turned out to be.

So I think I could do it again and succeed now that I’ve learned a few things but this experience made me close Up shop on my imaginary cake shop. I literally was like I’m not baking again. I’m throwing in the towel. But now that a few days have passed I’m ready to get back in the game. I just can’t stay away. I opened up the tartine book Jason got me and want to make a genoise. I was going to make it for Jasons mom since she’s coming over but I feel like it might be too chaotic. I need to do it when I can really focus and have time to really do all the steps. I will say the cheesecake was yummy. It just looked like garbage.

Now since naya didn’t nap, she was insanely tired on the way home. She cried and whined dor grandma and then conked out in her car seat. We didn’t even wash her up and put her in bed. I went to ride peloton but she kept waking up so I even had to go in bed all sweaty and just lay next to her. Then when she fell back asleep finish my ride snd shower. Jason went to sleep w naya But again around 3 she woke up again demanding me so I had to switch w Jason and sleep w her. We knew it was going to be a terrible day because she was sooooo tired and cranky snd whiny and terrible. She didn’t want me to breastfeed Dani and just wanted me near her. I dropped her off at wes’ but she cried in the car because she didn’t want to go. And kept crying while I was dropping her off. I felt so bad for Trudy, Wes, and the gwunsaneem. I normally pick naya up at 3:30/4 but I decided to go early since it seemed like she really needed some mommy time. That was kind of a horrible idea because Jason wasn’t done w work yet and at one point both babies were bawling and Jason had to leave his meeting to hold one child while I held the other. Once Jason finished work we decided to take everyone outside for some fresh air so we went to Shane’s inspiration. Naya really lit up and seemed so happy. She played really well w appa and I just strollered Dani around and bfed her at one point. Day end.

Tuesday was great. You can almost always tell how the day will be by how naya is when she first wakes up. If she wakes up cranky usually the day will be rough. If she wakes up happy the day will be pretty great. Naya slept in past 8 am and when Maria came she played really well w her. she ate healthy today and didn’t really have sugary snacks (unless you count fruit). She kept touching Dani all day and saying I love you Dani. Also said I love you umma a ton. Was snuggling up w dad. Just being super cute. We even went grocery shopping and when we got back she was trying to help us unload everything snd put it in the fridge. Just wonderful.

Let’s see what tomorrow looks like... I will say one great thing about naya is the fact that she takes Constructive criticism and incorporates it pretty quickly. For example, we’ve been teaching her to share and stop saying mine mine and she’s been a lot better about sharing her toys and her food. She’ll say “naya sharing. Naya sharing.” I’m sure this will be a continuous journey, teaching her all the behaviors shell need to adopt to live in polite society (and it will be exhausting) but just gotta get through it.