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[goldencuffs]

when i met pacat i told her that captive prince had changed my life and she laughed and thanked me and it was great….. but seriously how do i explain captive prince changed my life. like i think about damen and laurent every day. when i doodle during meetings i end up writing lamen over and over again. i bought a sapphire ring today bc it reminded me of laurent. i have read all of pacat’s favourite books. i’ve started reading about alexander the great bc pacat based damen off of him. i have multiple copies of these books in languages i don’t know just because. i have never been inclined to write creatively but somehow i’ve written over 500,000 words these last few years. i get butterflies when i think about “i miss you. i miss our conversations.” i—

[jetii]

life update:

So long story short, I am no longer engaged. No drama, no hard feelings about it mostly, just two people who grew a ton together and grew apart over eight years. I wish I could blame it on something just to make myself feel better or have something to fix, but that’s just not the reality unfortunately, and I think I started to accept that a long while ago. We’re still best friends, we still love and support each other, just differently now.

This has obviously thrown my life into a bit of turmoil now on top of the whole burnout and depression thing. I don’t have much of a support system, I’m hours away from any family and don’t have a great relationship with them, and I’m still processing what exactly I’m going to do now.

The one thing I do know is that being on here and writing again has been the biggest highlight of my life in a long time. I somehow reached 750 followers the other day, and I’m so grateful for every one and the support and encouragement you’ve given me over the last sixish months. It’s given me the confidence to pursue my dream of writing professionally, or at least try to make a living doing something less soul crushing than slogging through life in corporate america until I perish.

I guess this year is time to change things in my life for the better. I don’t expect to do anything different on here, I still have a lot of things in the works, and I’ve even finished a few EH chapters over the last few days that I’m excited to share. Just thinking about life differently, and maybe trying to take care of myself better than I have been so I can stand on my own.

Idk how to finish this other than to say thanks. Thanks for being here, thanks for sharing your creativity and passion, thanks for seeing me. I hope next year treats you well. 💙

[pootkins]

scratches my butt

[kaaaaaaarf]

having two weeks off in a row is good in theory, unless you have bipolar disorder and fall apart without a routine. then its hell.

[linnyb1234]

If I’ve learned anything watching Brett’s podcast it’s that he’s a Hydrated King. Mans is constantly chugging water. Sometimes I feel like I’m just paying a monthly fee to watch him suck down gallons of h2o several times a month.

But the newest ep, holy shit son. That is the biggest glass of water I’ve ever seen. Why are you drinking out of a vase sir? And he drinks that shit in under an hour. I’d be pissing for days. DAYS.

[redzombie]

Throwback to that one time when our DM allowed another player to run a module in our campaign and my character got 1) seduced, 2) fucked, 3) impregnated, 4) cursed and 5) married to another PC all in a flashback with 0 rolls or decisions from my side.

In the end it was all reversed through some time travel shenanigans and thus is not canon, but I am mad about it to this day.

[new-hyperfixation-every-month]

mmmmmtrying smth. i think it goes kinda hard

[nell0-0]

I hate being stared at while people whisper obviously about something related to me. At least try to be subtle, fools. I have to deal with that enough at work where my coworker clocked me as neurodivergent from day 1 and has, thus, made it his mission to push boundaries and mess with me.

See, this is why I prefer staying at home thinking/drawing/writing blorbo related stuff.

[boxx-cutterz]

he just needs to get his shit together

[siriuslystarbucks]

"Prongsfoot people do [insert horrible thing]"

Are you sure, person I've never seen before? Are you sure this is a thing that happens on tumblr? I'm in the prongsfoot tag every single day, and I don't know what you're talking about

[sootnuki]

btw sorry for the very sporadic art posting. been mostly busy irl + i’ve been having some mental health issues and burnout behind the scenes

[funkle420]

ppl calling Harris brat while she and Biden gleefully send bombs to aid the genocide of Palestinians, you would've been holocaust supporters 100 years ago. You're holocaust supporters now.

[ghostieblotts]

Just found out one of my deadlines is 3 weeks away, not 4. So that's how long I have to get my head around that module (what feels like/is basically) from scratch, bearing in mind I have like a week now of crunch for another assignment where I need to be focusing basically only on that. Okay!

[funkyllama]

Dash: your wedding spoiler is that Pixel Jesus did indeed die for my Pixel Barbies Pixel Sins

[miidnight98]

okay, so

i will say this once, hopefully it won't have to be brought up again

minors, keep your suggestive art and your """hornyposting""" to yourselves Please.

i'm not talking about kissing i'm talking about stuff that implies something more nsfw.

this is not me being an asshole or anything of the sort by the way this is coming from someone who was groomed as a child. god forbid i want anything like that to happen to anyone else.

as for adults, if you are openly interacting with nsfw on your main account do not interact with minors whatsoever. you are exposing them to that shit and whether knowingly or not that is disgusting.

i've seen this happen on twitter the most but i'm starting to see it happen on here too and i am getting increasingly concerned

[shakeskp]

are we in february yet