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ć€§æąŠćœçŠ» fangs of fortune names + titles masterpost
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*note: this is only for what we consider as main characters, or recurring side characters! if you need clarification for a character that isn't here, send either of us an ask!
common terminology:
daren 性äșș (suffix) â gender-neutral honorific often translated as Mr. or Ms. (e.g. Pei-daren = Ms. Pei)
xiao ć° (prefix) â little (e.g. Xiao-Jiu = Little Jiu)
jie/jiejie ć§ć§ (suffix) â older sister (e.g. Wen-jiejie)
ge/gege ć„ć„ (suffix) â older brother (e.g. Xiao-Zhuo-ge)
didi ćŒćŒ (suffix) â younger brother (e.g. Bai Jiu-didi)Â
âA-â éż (prefix) â added before a single character of someoneâs name/address, to indicate affection, familiarity, closeness etc (e.g. A-Heng, A-jie)
âerâ ćż (suffix) â added after a single character of someoneâs name & is an affectionate term used by someone (often older) whose relationship to them involves some kind of caregiving; can be romantic or platonic (e.g. Wen Xiaoâs foster father calling her Xiaoâer)
common mistakes:
referring to someone with only one characterâin chinese this is generally considered odd (e.g. Zhuo Yichen as âZhuoâ) and is not recommended unless done in-story (e.g. è Feiâs name just being Fei).
referring to a character by only their surname (e.g. Pei Sijing as âPeiâ). chinese names put surnames before given names. (to call her by just her given name, use âSijingâ.)
referring to a character with a 2-character name by only their given name (e.g. Bai Jiu as âJiuâ). since his given name is only 1 character, it canât be used on its own. using just the given name generally only works with 3-character names (e.g. Zhao Yuanzhou can be referred to as just âYuanzhouâ).
NOTE 1: calling a character by their given name usually implies closeness and informality. generally it is more common among chinese-speakers to use each otherâs full names or their surnames combined with a title.
NOTE 2: to call a character by their surname or 1-character given name, you add on a prefix or suffix (e.g. Xiao-Zhuo or Xiao-Chen with Zhuo Yichen, Wen-jiejie or Xiao-jie with Wen Xiao)
NOTE 3: jiejie, gege, didi, (+meimei, what Wen Xiao called Eâshou) are not just addresses exclusive to those of blood/familial relation! they can be used to address anyone younger/older than you and also be used in a flirtatious manner (e.g. Wen Xiaoâs âPei-jiejieâ is very different from Bai Jiuâs âPei-jiejieâ)!
characters!
name: Zhu Yan | Zhao Yuanzhou [æ±ć | è””èżè]
abbreviation: ZYZ
nicknames/titles: Great Demon (ć€§ćŠ -> Da Yao), Stinky Brat (èć°ć -> Chou Xiaozi)
who uses what:
Wen Xiao: Zhao Yuanzhou, Da Yao, Zhu Yan (early on), gege (once)
Zhuo Yichen, Li Lun, some minor characters: Zhao Yuanzhou, Zhu Yan
Pei Sijing: Zhao Yuanzhou, Da Yao
Bai Jiu, Ying Lei: Zhao Yuanzhou
Ying Zhao: Chou Xiaozi
name: Wen Xiao [ææœ]
abbreviation: WX
nicknames/titles: Baize Goddess (çœæłœç„ć„ł -> Baize ShennĂŒ), Wen Xiao-xiaojie, Wen-daren, ShennĂŒ-daren, Wen-jiejie, Xiao-jie, Xiaoâer, Archivist Wen (æć
žè -> Wen-diancang)
who uses what:
Zhao Yuanzhou: Wen Xiao, Wen Xiao-xiaojie (early on)
Zhuo Yichen, Pei Sijing: Wen Xiao
Bai Jiu: Wen-jiejie, Xiao-jie
Ying Lei, Ying Zhao, Zhu Yin: ShennĂŒ-daren
Fan Ying: Xiaoâer
minor characters (often people who arenât close/are lower in position): Wen-daren, Wen-diancang
name: Zhuo Yichen [ćçżŒćźž]
abbreviation: ZYC
nicknames/titles: Xiao-Zhuo, Xiao-Zhuo-daren, Zhuo Yichen-daren, Xiao-Zhuo-ge, Zhuo-daren, Xiao-Chen, Zhuo Xiao-Chen, Commander Zhuo (ćç»éą -> Zhuo-tongling)
who uses what:
Zhao Yuanzhou: Zhuo Yichen, Xiao-Zhuo, Xiao-Zhuo-daren, Zhuo-daren, Zhuo Xiao-Chen (once), Zhuo Yichen-daren (once)
Wen Xiao: Zhuo Yichen, Xiao-Zhuo, Xiao-Zhuo-daren (rare)
Pei Sijing: Zhuo-daren, Xiao-Zhuo (very rarely), Zhuo-tongling, Zhuo Yichen (once)
Bai Jiu: Xiao-Zhuo-ge, Xiao-Zhuo-daren, Zhuo-daren (once)
Ying Lei: Xiao-Zhuo-daren
Li Lun: Zhuo Yichen
Zhuo Yixuan (ZYCâs brother): Xiao-Chen
Fan Ying: Zhuo-tongling, Xiao-Zhuo
Tiandu citizens: Zhuo-tongling
minor characters: Zhuo Yichen, Xiao-Zhuo-daren, Zhuo Yichen-daren
name: Pei Sijing [èŁŽæ橧]
abbreviation: PSJ
nicknames/titles: Pei-daren, Pei Sijing-daren, Pei-jiejie, A-jie, jiejie, Pei-jie
who uses what:
Zhao Yuanzhou, Zhuo Yichen: Pei Sijing, Pei-daren
Wen Xiao: Pei Sijing (once), Pei-daren, Pei-jiejie, Pei Sijing-daren (once), jiejie (once)
Pei Siheng: A-jie, jiejie (occasionally)
Bai Jiu: Pei-jiejie
Ying Lei: Pei-jie
minor characters: Pei-daren
name: Bai Jiu [çœç] / implied to originally be named Situ Jiu [ćžćŸç], after his fatherâs surname, and took the name Bai Jiu after his mother, Bai Yan
abbreviation: BJ
nicknames/titles: Xiao-Jiu, Little White Bunny (ć°çœć
-> Xiao Baitu), Bai Jiu-didi, Bai-daren, Bai Jiu-daren, Xiao Bai Jiu, Tuâer (Disciple)
who uses what:
all characters: Bai Jiu
Demon Hunting Bureau squad, Zhen Mei, Wen Zongyu: Xiao-Jiu, Tuâer
Zhao Yuanzhou: Xiao Baitu
Wen Xiao, Pei Siheng: Bai Jiu-didi
Bai Yan (Bai Jiuâs mother): Xiao Bai Jiu
minor characters: Bai-daren, Bai Jiu-daren
name: Ying Lei [è±çŁ]
abbreviation: YL
nicknames/titles: Little Mountain God (ć°ć±±ç„ -> Xiao-Shanshen), Shanshen, Shanshen-daren, Little Ying Lei, child
who uses what:
all characters: Ying Lei
Zhao Yuanzhou: Xiao-Shanshen, Shanshen (once)
Wen Xiao, Zhuo Yichen: Xiao-Shanshen, Shanshen-daren
Zhu Yin: Little Ying Lei
Ying Zhao: child
name: Li Lun [犻ä»]
abbreviation: LL
nicknames/titles: daren, Boss (è性 -> Lao Da)
who uses what:
almost all characters: Li Lun
Ao Yin: daren
the pagoda spirit: Boss/Lao Da
name: Pei Siheng [èŁŽææ]
abbreviation: PSH
nicknames/titles: A-Heng, didi
who uses what:
almost all characters: Pei Siheng
Pei Sijing: A-Heng, didi
#hoping this can be a useful guide to everyone! especially those looking to write fanfic but aren't sure how characters refer to e/o :)#truly they have SO many names in dmgl. it was really dawning on us when we started having to look through the show again to catch things#ć€§æąŠćœçŠ»#da meng gui li#fangs of fortune#zhao yuanzhou#wen xiao#zhuo yichen#pei sijing#bai jiu#ying lei#li lun#pei siheng
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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can we all remember to just say 'oh no thank you, i dont like that kind of food' but apply that logic and rules to shipping and letting other people ship again
#my t#dirkhal#yes im tagging this because thats what this is about#i see the start of another stupid fucking morality-based ship war in this tag and im not here for it#dirkhal is historically considered stridercest#using stridercest as an umbrella term#it doesnt mean the -cest part has to mean incest if you dont want it to. it can absolutely mean selfcest#davedavesprite is also concidered stridercest but its much more in line with dirkhal in that its selfcest. see the logic?#but like#can yall be fucking nice to your neighbours weve been here for a long time and havent been hurting anyone#if you can come to terms with the thought of dirkhal with hal/AR CANONICALLY being a brain clone of a 13y/o dirk#when we have no actual solid evidence to prove that he ages like dirk does in his physical body#then you can learn to share a fucking tag. because nothing in stridercest mirrors actual irl criminal or harmful activity#because its playing with dolls. we're all playing with our barbies and ponies here#and the problem with all of us trying to play w/ our barbies and ponies is that some very scared people see other ppl enjoying making ponie#kiss and they start screaming and trying to take all of our toys away when they dont actually have a monopoly on any of these toys. we shar#we share. that is what we do in fandom. theres an infinite amount of ways to interpret dirkhal#if you dont apply this logic to fans who enjoy things like game of thrones then dont do it here#take a step back and breath. we're all being normal. youre being a bad guest. please learn to share again. youre not being hurt#having a reaction to art is not actually Being Hurt
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lucifer surprise guest. i panic. i shove 3 apples in his face. he thanks me and invites me to the HOL for the hundredth time where the apple collection grows because it's all i have to offer
#i panic and just press skip sometimes too lol oops#i know theres a wiki btw i just get jumpscared and im always somewhere i cant easily access it w/o my phone refreshing the whole app </3#ESPECIALLY BARBATOS WITH THE JUMPSCARES#barbatos after staring into my soul: was i of any help to you? :)#like yes you were very helpful barb can you stop making me think you know what i look like beyond the screen thank you /lh#idk i just hate how they stare at me sometimes its been 4 years since ive started playing and i still feel like im being watched#it might be a me thing idk#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me swd#obey me shall we date#sevyn's thoughts
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Eve: "Regarding the lyrics, this time its about portraying the conflicts and feelings of the characters in Jujutsu kaisen. This kind of feeling inside me, made me choose the characters one by one and thus write the lyrics. I don't dare to say where or who..."
Also Eve:
Alternative translations: 1 2 3 4
The lyrics hit different after ch 271. I kinda want this to be the op for s4 ngl
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#my post#this is all eve all I did was take a screen shot at the convenient time to further my Sukugo agenda lol#I think the characters this is about are Sukuna Megumi gojo and maaaaybe yuji and yuta#But I think it's mainly about Sukuna's feelings during the shinjuku showdown especially towards gojo#It's art anyone can interpret it the way they want#but âmy passion that towards you only cuts through the air like a wishâ while showing the prison cube getting cut in half... yeah...#Also âlost emotionsâ??? Like what? Nervousness? Lmao#Love is when he makes you feel nervous for the first time in a thousand years#âthoughts voice words and lost emotions and love spin and spin towards the chance of victoryâ I love the use of the word âspinâ here#cuz mahoraga's wheel spinning was like a count down for the you know what#I like how it starts with Sukuna's finger box and ends with it note how it has this black sludge thingy around it in the beginning#but in the end it's cleared (watch the video)#âExpectations overlap with regretsâ *Shows their hands reaching* o m g????? That other hand is definitely Sukuna's it has black nails!!!#The other hand we see coming out of an eye !!!!!!#âthe memory and love to be hidden and the eternal identity till death shall it be fine to keep them stayingâ While showing the last finger#And that heart cut in half!!!! it's probably about kashimo but kashimo was only created to bring the subtext into text anyways sooo...#That brain is definitely yuta taking over and I'd like to think that broken sphere is yuta's domain barriers that shattered in ch 263#Expectations overlap with regrets indeed đ that being the slowest part of the song is so fucking funny Sukuna's really missing his wife#To me now this song is about Sukuna's unspoken love and regret and preserving this love and memory for as long as his remains exist#Also there's a line in the song about these feelings âriding on the past and futureâ which is just aghhhh reminds me of Kashimo's question#why mince your soul into cursed objects and watch all those years go by what were you looking for#Sukuna literally time travelled met his love said he will remember him for as long as he lives and died in the same fucking day#only for his remains to stay protecting japan and preserve that memory The body is the soul and the soul is the body yeah?#Also Sukuna is basically tengen now so the six eyes is bound to him đ Gojo is the reason Sukuna's memory is preserved and vice versa#kenjaku baby trapped him to do bad things gojo finger trapped him into becoming Japan's protector against curses... Gojo best wife
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Ais playlist on repeat while I pretend that I'm going to finish any of my WIPs before his birthday on the 18th
I'm taking it off private and putting it out into the universe in hopes it may serve my fellow procrastinators well.
And also just for people to hopefully enjoy.đ ⊠Listen & Read the Lyrics Without Shuffle/Ads Using Tumblr SCM Player Here!
⊠Or: Listen on Youtube
#my Very Specific Ais playlist for Very Specific WIP#Ais Touchstarved#Touchstarved Ais#if I tell myself I'm not gonna do it can I reverse psychology myself into ...?#toxintouch: playlists#Touchstarved game#i will un-private more of them eventually but I do this thing where they start with like 50 songs then I whittle them down#and separate them into specific songs that feel cohesive / more like a narrative to me not sure if this is for me or other ppl any more#bc I will jump genres so hard it gives everyone whiplash#i regret to inform u that imo it works best listened to linear w/o shuffle.#v v v excited about some of my leander playlists mhin's is lost in the weeds a little bit atm the sorting is a nightmare & vere's has to be#perfect#every update makes sp0tify worse i fear#(i might also add it other places? we shall see)#i might hate the cover image --it kinda exists on accident-- so it may just be a place holder idk
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wait hang on đđ are people seriously debating âheâs a complicated manâ right now??
i agree that izzyâs an unreliable narrator, and i think that some of the things heâs said about ed arenât necessarily true, much as many other things heâs said are also not necessarily true. heâs not really aware of the full picture the whole time, poor duck, as much as i adore him.
but like⊠besides the fact it really doesnât have anything to do with wether or not you think izzyâs doing complex evil shit to ed on purpose, and people seem to be making it about thatâŠ
ed is VERY MUCH a complicated man. as someone who relates to ed probably more than stede or izzy⊠heâs absolutely a complicated man. ed can be violent, and suicidal, and he clearly experiences some form of emotional dysregulation, and heâs done things to people that werenât justified. the crew was traumatised by edâs behaviour and how much violence he placed them in a position to commit.
the way ed responds to rejection is so violent and out of proportion, his consecutive raids, his suicidal antagonism towards the crew⊠and for me and my personal issues, thatâs extremely relatable⊠but it is NOT mentally well behaviour.
ed also exhibits patterns of disordered alcohol use, and his anger often causes him to lash out (yes, often at izzy who pushes his buttons, and yes, izzyâs behaviour is a factor in this. but itâs also worth noting ed has agency as a character and his violence is still violence, provoked or not) and one of his most integral traumas is how an act of violence saved him from the violent alcoholic who was his father.
thereâs nothing about ed thatâs not a complicated man. heâs done bad things that werenât justified. that doesnât make him a bad man. it makes him a complicated one. itïżœïżœs very clear he knows how to be a better person. and that he can be. that the show left out a lot of that journey is really disappointing, but ed feels like heâs a monster and he does bad things to become the villain he thinks he deserves to be treated as, you know?
he is SUCH a complicated man. that doesnât mean heâs irredeemable or bad, it doesnât mean thereâs a moral obligation to dislike him either. none of thatâs the case. but izzy got it right when he called ed complicated. i think in some ways izzy had finally realised that he wasnât always going to understand ed because ed wasnât always going to think the way he did, but he was coming to accept that he didnât need ed to be someone he could understand as long as ed was happy? does that make sense? i know thatâs a sappy outlook on a canonically toxic relationship but i just cannot believe that thereâs a genuinely widely accepted take going around which boils down to people thinking itâs wrong to call ed a complicated man. like, huh???? girlâŠ.
#izzy hands#ofmd critical#i mean the thing is that often when people point out how ed has moral complexities heâs done bad stuff#that he wasnât necessarily justified for but heâs ultimately a sympathetic character#who can be a much better man than his father made him feel like he could#theyâre often criticised for that#and particularly for the use of the word âviolentâ given ed is a man of colour#even though ed does do violent things onscreen#but the people who believe racism is holding ed accountable for his own actions#and suggesting he has agency outside of responding to izzy or being infatuated with stede#start to say itâs wrong to call ed a complicated man⊠dude.#WRONG TO CALL HIM C O M P L I C A T E D#iâm just saying đđ#how are more people not deciding that THAT is racism actually#why are we dehumanising ed by insisting he doesnât have complexity and hasnât done bad things ever#like guys. why the fuck are we doing that???
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visiting the hometown
(want everyone to know this edit came to me in a dream and i changed the lore just to do it)
#in the dream i was like editing it but i was also there? it was weird. it started as a dream about lawson in a zombie apocalypse#ok important tags first so i can write an essay#ts4#ts4 render#ts4 edit#the sims 4#beckett#lawson#blood sports#but yeah if you haven't been here before beckett and lawson never knew each other as kids#if they did it would be a butterfly effect and mess w a bunch of other plot details. so i decided to work around it#also if ur new they've had a friends with benefits thing going on for a long time but lawson is in love with him. beck doesn't know#originally beckett was put in foster care as a baby bc of neglect and was bounced around foster homes for years#he was a troubled child always getting in fights a kleptomaniac undiagnosed autism etc etc foster families tried and just didn't want him#then when he was around 12 a very nice old lady named cora got him and they ended up forming a great bond they loved each other#she was going to adopt him then when beckett was around 15 or 16 his birth mother reentered the picture and wanted him back#it started a really nasty legal battle and cora died. we can't say for sure it was the stress of this fight but beckett certainly thinks so#anyway he did go back with his birth mother and things got really bad for him. he dropped out of school started doing worse crimes and so o#but none of that is what even changed#now LAWSON is also from west virigina like beckett. it's a small town lawson was new he had no friends#he was a very clingy possessive child who cried and threw tantrums so much#he met beckett and the rest is history. beckett didn't really mind how lawson acted he didn't really find him annoying like everyone elsedi#besides he didn't have friends either#lawson has wealthy parents they were welcoming to beckett at first if a little apprehensive. then he stole something from their house#and lawson wasn't allowed to hang out with him anymore. but he still did in secret. they still have no idea that beckett's even still aroun#or just how involved lawson is with him and his. activities đŹ they just think he's their good little college boy#in the original beckett moved to Not Gotham City when his mother got him back but in this version lawson is going to college there#and beckett's been distant from him for a while things are awful for him and lawson says hey. what if you gave the city a try. and he did#so really you could say the events of blood sports are all lawson's fault the end
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haven't seen you active in awhile, hope you're doing okay!! â€ïž
hi! im doing somehow okay, im just once again struggling with univerisity work but i will be back to posting ocasionally, just using social media is slightly exhausting for me and i didnt want to 'burn out' from it as stupid as it may sound, thank you for asking tho! please have some fish and other sketches
#i still didnt post my zine art but im still unsure when can we do it i guess im just waiting to recive my copy of the thing#im also working on a prequel to my vulcade fonrp fic but its sexy stuff this time#and other than that i just do code and write lab reports#ahhh ty for asking i think i will start posting somewhat regulaly now#psycha siada leĆŒy o kurwa nawet drinka pije jak to kiedyĆ jakiĆ mÄ
dry czĆowiek powiedziaĆ#ice asks#my art#dorsz dobrowit#<33333333
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be âšsweetâš but itâs kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisaâs role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew theyâd get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#canât believe we got arisaâs future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a âthe bus came backâ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyoneâs included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisaâs character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) itâs shiranamiâs time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik itâs harder to market him bc heâs a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but thatâs part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! heâs devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! heâs a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole⊠esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa shouldâve been introduced in heroiku or something⊠since he was planned from the start of hiyoriâs developmentâŠ#maybe they were trying to pull a â2nd love winsâ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huhâŠ#i think it couldâve worked out in the mv-verse. like if theyâd placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that sheâd be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a âforget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???â kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m⊠maybeâŠ?#but it all still couldâve kinda worked out if theyâd shifted the timelines around a little. yâknow. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa wouldâve been neater?#like a âhey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)â kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri couldâve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight⊠but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm⊠well. this has gone way off topic⊠anyways nghy canon and cute thatâs all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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My partner gave me a gorgeous binder for Yule so I can have a pretty place to keep the comments people leave on my fics I am weeping
And the kids gave me dramatic kaeluckae art đ I love it so much, gonna hang it with the adorable shin soukoku they gave me in may. I need more wall space for all my favorite idiots omg
#gonna have a little book of love Iâm so excited#gonna have to remember how to fucking format things mosdjfmvosdfjnv#my monsters#himself#love is stored in momâs stories apparently#AND I managed to snag a refurbished ps.5 so we can maybe start hs.r my middle kid lost his entire fucking mind over playing o#on the big screen#itâs gonna be a very hoyo.verse kind of day I think lmao
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Oh and the best part about the whole au hyrule is about 3,000 years old is that it only dates back to the hypothetical creation date made 50 years before the first war for the triforce (the pre sksw one) so the planet is probably older then people are thinking and yet.....
Like truly no one, not even the Deku Tree knows the day or hour the world was created, what does it feel like just being born? No one is going to know how old the planet is it just popped up one day and a very short time later everyone got malice in their hearts and tried to grab the triangles all because Hylia let it slip that it's a fragment of the trio and is borderline all powerful.
#i like the idea that the Hylian idea of the world being created 50 years before the first triforce war is so funny like look a clean thing#it took only 50 years for problems to start when its like.....ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT#fun fact the triforce is not the be all end all of my au its TIME ITSELF#the triforce can br shattered and manipulated by time and space and there could theoretically be multiple of itself#:o)#oh#and it dont think about getting rid of one im sorry but albw opened my brain right up#we love being a mentally ill child paying attention to the most things about the god damn triangle muguffin i NEED to finish#EoW cuz i got spoiled to something INTRESTING and TASTY thats ORIGINAL ABOUT THE TRIFORCE#why the fuck do the âdownfall timelineâ spinoff games always have some of the most crazy lore about the triforce#oh and Twilight princess#skyward sword too because they gave us hylia and i thought they were gonna cook with her but DIDNT......
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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I DONT WANNA BE THE OWNER OF YOUR FANTASY!!! I JUST WANNA BE A PART OF YOUR FAMILY!!!!!
#ME WHENđ„°đ€©đđđ„°đđ„°đđ€©đđđ„°đđđ#i can never have irl friendships w/o them being tainted by my sexuality lolll#like it was fine when all of my friends were queer. that group was fucked for vastly different reasons#but like. straight men who KNOW that im a lesbian will start being friendly and im incredibly fucking lonely all the time so its like :) yay#and then EVERY TIME. it was only ever bc they wanted to fuck me.#and if i have one more fucking 'straight' girl tell me i turned her gay im going to blow something up#you dont even like me youve j had bad experiences w men and have a weird romanticised view of wlw relationships#and youve decided that i fit the bill of ur aesthetic shit bc you think all the other queer girls we know are ugly.#insane thing to say btw. 'oh im having a sexuality crisis over u bc ur the only hot lesbian ive ever met.' real love for the community there#anyway. this keeps happening and im so bored of it this is why im shit at irl friendships#nyxi cant stfu#vent post
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hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!
#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence#but if ur down for that! please.#ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w#this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as#and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this#its just for my silly little tumblr post but#i would appreciate it <3#i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions#or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished#thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically)#nyxtalks#ofmd#bellhands#sam bellamy#izzy hands#israel hands#if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe#im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them#its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts#i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol#'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean
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