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for @cherryys who (rightfully!) hcs lategame megumi as having a bunch of scars befitting his status as resident punching bag
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#guess who hasnt slept its meeeeee#finding refs fr this took forEVER#mostly bc all the pinterest boys are too gd beefy to use as megu ref#but even once i found good refs i am so used 2 drawing beef!!! so used 2 shirtless torsos tht look like yuuji's!!!!#had to keep Undefining my lines n slimming him down#n then he didnt look toned enough!!!!!!!!#constant too hot/too cold . endless suffering .#bangs head on desk all i know to draw is BEEF and this boy is 100% sinew........#but we got there . th render helped a LOT#but then right back 2 suffering bc i asked sam fr Scar Recs n they had th idea 2 give him a lightning scar from when he was taming nue#and i was like omg ya!!!! (voice of some1 who did Not know what lightning scars look like)#so to say i looked them up and uh . new least favourite thing 2 draw just dropped :)#th more accurate i tried to be the more it looked like a weird artsy tattoo#n that scar wasnt even part of what cherryys mentioned they envisioned !!! optional hurdle !!!!!!! i torture myself but fr naught!!!!#th scars tht they mentioned are the glass eye/eye scar from th sukuna/gojo fight + burns up the jaw + abdomen stab wound a la toji#everything else is just visual flavour#sighs at least i got some good shameless torso practice out of this#once i got 2 painting i took my sweet time with him and i am happy now . sleep deprived but happy <3#one of my megumi mutuals(tm) says jump i say how high
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this is really embarrassing to even ask even if it’s anon BUT IM LIKE REALLY STRUGGLING TO FIGURE OUT IF IM AROACE OR IM JUST THINKING THE WRONG THING ,, I dont know how to explain it but I really wouldn’t want to have a sexual stuff or anything in that manner and even being in a relationship makes me super nervous. But at the same time I really would really like to enjoy a relationship with kissing and closeness with only some intimacy. I was just wondering if you have any take on if I’m a part the that spec or I’m just delusional.
After seeing that your art with Sīdus and Carmine was kinda your way of expressing the relationship with your partner made me question myself man. Sorry if this is too much to ask I’m very bad with this type of stuff.
nono dont worry ! ! im no expert on anything queer- i dont even have real labels when it comes to being on the aroace spectrum- (and honestly i dont care too- i just know what i prefer and make that known to my partners)) but i get exactly what you mean ! ! everyone has their own parameters for 'romantic' and 'platonic' relationships and honestly any forms of intimacy can fall into both ! in my opinion i think that makes you fall into the ace spectrum, but its genuinely all about what you want for yourself and your relationships. you draw the lines in those.
for example ! im aroace(spec)- sex repulsed and have a very blurred line between whats 'romantic or 'platonic' in relationships and honestly dont get it ! but i want to get married ! have a family ! but not in an inherently romantic sense, i want to spend my life with someone, but it doesnt have to be romantic, but that doesnt mean there isnt love there. its just different, i still want to be close to my partners, let them know that i love them, but just in my own ways. and theres certain things that i dont care for and i let them both know that. you can still feel a strong connection with someone and not have those 'expectation' from them. in my books we all love in our own ways, and its ok to not know what that means for you yet, its sorta the thing you gotta test the waters with and find out what works.
long message short: most likely if you closely relate how you express/ want intimacy with my comics and art- you may be on the aroace spectrum and also autistic. cause i put way too much of myself into my art and yall keep catching on so i might as well say it
#asks#aromantics that love love RISE !#love is just such an interesting thing i dont understand but thats the fun part about it#i dont know if any of this helps but i hope my rambling mean something to some1#hell yea im aroace and have 2 partners ! ! and i love them ! ! just in my own way < 3
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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The lil 14 year old trans boy at my work said I was his favourite
#noop nooping#KIDS R SO FUNNY like u listen to them and then theyre like im gonna follow u around#IM UR MOM NOW. UR FATHER AND I ARE DIVORCED NEITHER OF US HAVE CUSTODY#HES SUCH A NICE KID#im giggling bc he and quinn had a connection when the kid first started but now in like 🤭 teehee my kid now#AND ITS EVEN FUNNIER bc quinn was like 'he reminds me so much of myself when i was his age. hes my son now'#BUT NOW IM THE PARENT. we're divorced. ITS FUNNY#i stole your kid and you stole my bestie. im influencing the queer youth of this conservative town im succeeding#when i first met him he came in on a day he didnt work and one of the reasons he was there was to meet me bc quinn told him about me 🥺#his parents are supportive so im rlly glad he has that#IM WORRIED ABOUT COMING OFF AS CREEPY TALKING ABOUT THIS but its just a nice feeling being a positive figure in some1's life#at my work its like microdosing helping ppl bc its retail. and the kid is there on saturdays. this is why i went to college jrmqmxjwkdgwh#i think the kind of social work i would enjoy most is peer support. if i ever want to re-enter the field#oh yea i think i saw my old supervisor today 😑 YUCKY
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thought o this a million yrs ago but now im haunted by it AGAIN!!! is there a shipname for shiloh and gabe yet. u gotta answer quicj before this bomb in my neck goes off
#AN ATTACK DOG AND A PURSE DOG WHAT MORE DO U WAAANT#it all started when gabe was threatening shiloh n the lil guy is like ‘wait are u hurt? are u okay? i can help u#and gabr short circuiting and falling back on what he does best:#bein an annoying and hostile LOSER!!! i love himmm#well NOW imagine; ive locked them ina room and gabe has significantly less things 2 stab ppl with#and now they gotta talk abt their feelings. or whatever. i think shiloh could crack him open#like a lobsterrrrrrrrr#GABE JUST HAS SO MUCH GOOD N TRAGIC MEAT UNDER THAT SHELL#if gabe<3<emizel is the hurt then gabe<3shilo is da comfort#ooooooh baybe i love da comforrrrrttr#AS FOR SHIP NAMES… first thought was carrionbird#maybe they could be PeopleVultures. like that one king gizzard song#ojayokay now imagine. shilohs aroace asfuck ofc ofcofc#now imagine gabe wants him soooo bad and it pisses him off#bc why da hell does he gotta be feeling things and such for this wimpy lil prince boy#i love onesided ships wweeeeeee!!! i gotta go to work in 20minuts HELP!!!! HELP MEEE!!!!!#i dont wanna goooo i wanna draw gabe sobbing stupid style while shilo pats his back#theyre havin tea together (the tea is blood)#if some1 else draws these together for me then ill draw u somethin#i will owe u my life. i will love u forever
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been trying to figure out just how i am going to explain how wildly my brain has been altered since the last time i saw my therapist && it make me realize all of this has happened in 1 month,,,,,,,,,,, it feels like . eons. eternity . in the best way possible
#normally everything feels so short#my anxiety just speeds me through it before i can even take a second to enjoy or even experience anything. everything is a dusty blur#but ive been ok#i've actually had good times ive mayb even started 2 feel close to a person for the first time in my life#feel safe w them#anxiety cant get me when im in their shield bubble#listening 2 em talk n even just Exist like woag ur the best thing in this whole world#just bbzbzbzbzbbzz#of course there r also the Horrors that do come w it just due 2 my avpd but . it still feels so different#and i like to ignore those because they make me feel like a monster i am not jealous noo i am so normal i am very normal#i am beating my jealousy side with a stick and i Will win#i have never and Will never act on it#if i ignore it they cant b real#also i do know it's illogical whihc helps#honestly though im used 2 it because ill get jealous if like . a stranger is nice to me and then is nice to some1 else. like oh. oh it was#all a rouse u want me dead u hate me#and it's like. homie. pal. that is normal. they're not abandoning u theyre not trying to set u up for humiliation#theyre just living their life#it's kinda weird tho because i will get feelings like that simultaneously with knowing i am Nothing i am a Horrid beast no one deserves to#even have to see#and knwoing i am not allowed to care about people and there is no shot in hell they will be even nice to me#so it;s just . a lot of things swirling constant;ly#painful emotions all around there is no joy#(except for rn. with them. i can b free from my brain)
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ya girl Steve is not doing all that great in college work life
#tryna convince myself to do an essay rough draft by thinking how it could “”””impress””” a guy in my English class that i can’t tell if i’m#crushing on bc i’ve never been in feasible romantic situations (ie crushing on some1 not a fictional mythical entity) or if there’s just#serious mutual “we should b friends but oh god how do i actually talk to them” tension#either way there’s undoubtedly smthn here I just gotta get past aaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllll the social trauma from being ostracized#in middle school & having absolutely 0 consistent real friends in high school; i swear to that axolotl i am on constant Survival Mode at#school & it shows so badly#should’ve (ie an “excuse me” or “thank you”)#and typing this is EXTREMELY counterproductive rn I’ve been here for like 5 minutes#anyway i feel stupid for this because it feels like smthn i should’ve been doing in high school but thank the undiagnosed adhd for#annihilating my “high school experience” in favor of homework I could never complete and still can’t apparently#like for christ’s sake could i at least be doing good at schoolwork & creative projects if i can’t have a social life#or instead have a few friends to make it feel like there’s less pressure on the hw cuz there’s more important things in my life#literally screenshooting this rn to know to talk to my therapist abt it. doubt she’ll b able to help but might as well yeah#i don’t want it to be obvious how much self loathing & pity & general angst i’m holding when i talk to ppl but I’ve never ever been a good#emotions actor & never will tbh.#AND my minecraft house looks ugly. send post
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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group
#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever#im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point#and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn#selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too#we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right#get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure#what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye#AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care#she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us#what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not#taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg#just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg#why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend#and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic#and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc#but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever#if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die#sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP#id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh#post#nickpost#will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1#i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it#sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh#nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone#living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh#adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway#its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her#bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships
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(love the idea of sydney the faithful developing a god/savior complex of some sort in the future. they're already like. porn jesus. a little complex isn't gonna hurt.)
#need 2 research more which is more suitable for them but -> leaning towards god…#the first thing that comes to mind whenever they encounter smth unpleasant is “i hope they can find salvation”/“i hope they can be saved”#or smth along the lines#but the point is: the passive voice#decides what's best for some1 without doing anything huge abt it#unlike savior complex where it's “i need to help them”/“i need to save them”#tho orz i need 2 do more researxh#yipee#goshe dol rambles#sydney the faithful
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ok random thoughts. but like
yk that bsd hate acc that's going around hating people and *clearly* has some sort of problem?
yeah i think people should just.. not engage w them. cause honestly attention is what they feast on. they hate on random ppl and get attention from that and that's what keeps them going. like idk if its their coping mechanism or what not (it prob is tbh) but interacting w them is not helping cuz its only feeding what they're looking for in the first place TT
pretty sure they're doing those comments (on purpose). like they know they're going to receive hate but they keep doing it anywy cuz it's what gives them attention/its what they're used to/what keeps them going in the first place.
#saying this cause like - - atp it's more than bsd. like they just find the most random excuse and insults to use on ppl.#its not even about bsd its just.. they just want to have a fight w some1#which is honestly unhealthy and i hope they get help#and engaging w them is not helping#1. its wasting ur energy and draining to argue w them#2 its keeping them motivated to continue doing that stuff instead of asking 4 help and doing fruitful things#but thats just my opinion ofc#tw hate acc
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30. Game you think you’ll finish next?
prbly norco? its i of 2 games im actively playing rn and not just like slowly picking @ and the other 1 (fable) is a group activity bc both my roommate & 1 of my best friends both rly like fable & want 2 see me play it so i wanna do it w both of them there
31. Someone has never played a video game before but is open to trying any genre. What game would you recommend as their first?
start with pong and work yr way forward
#serious answer 4 31: thats really hard#um. ig it wld depend on what aspect of the medium u wanna emphasize 2 that person?#so idk. it depends. if theyre in2 ttrpgs or reading already i do think de is a rly good recent game in that regard?#so mayb that.#umm. otherwise. if u wanna just throw some1 in 2 like shooters and shit#& wanna have a friend able 2 help them pick up on the basics. maybe. bl2?#it wld heavily vary frm person 2 person what i wld recommend i think
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Passing out 4 the next 12 hours probably now
#im aick sobs#sos some1 kill me im in painnnn#i couldn't get an at home covid test anywhere and noone was covering them#i feel like i have that but it cojld also b a very bad cold#theres ppl at work who r coughing & shit and not we aring makss i thought the point of being in Healthcare was 2 help ppl not b lazy#& risk getting ppl sick bc you dont want 2 bother with wesrinf a mask I n publif#elliot rambles#gn#maybe#if u see me up no u dont
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#drew and reynas going to be hell because nobody draws them#some1 link me jason but zeus newer casting😈#drew tanaka#reyna avila ramirez arellano#leo valdez#jason grace#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#pjo#help plz#hoo#wlw#pansexuals
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Pros of having a consistent silly mood for the past week or so: a LOT of motivation to write and many ideas
Cons: starting like 4 or 5 different projects and not finishing any of them
#some1 help.#i have a shit ton written i just havent finished anything#i have the cactiflower ask response im like 2/3 done with#then a spontaneous takeritsu fic thats like sorta halfway#and then a bunch of hcs for some of the mp100 cast#and then another short hc drabble with lee Teru#AND I HAVENT HAD TIME TO WORK ON THEM !!#the struggle... this is so sad#tickle community#honey talks#text post
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I'm gonna have to cut this girls toenails wtf 💀
#it speaks#i still need 2 wash this girls hair n change the girls sheets. helped them cook already n put eyedrops 4 some1#work
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starts FUCKING VIBRATING
OH BOY DO I HAVE SOMETHING 2 TELL U DO I
basically redstoner is a seris by yourpalross aka the guy who voices daniel bc im pretty sure that might b the only time ive mentioned him 2 u?
but it started off as a goofy mini series where he would show off redstone invention that were rlly cool! ((read; either did not work or was awful))
then around like episode idk 14? he started going a bit insane where a red((stone)) sun showed up & his inventions got less & less coherent & he started expressing how fucking lonely he was 2 the point of spawning like 100 mikus
then he started like kidnapping & unknowingly murdering his friends((some of them deserved it- who said that?)) & UHHHHH YEAH YEAH THATS ALL ILL SAY THATS BASICLALY NO SPOILERS BUT I USED 2 B OBSESSED W/IT SOOOOO BADLY
it came out around fnaf or smth so it just randomly started getting rlly "creepy" & it was a thrill like yumyumyummm give me that red bloody text yes plsss
she red on my stoner until the red sun never sets IT NEVER SETS I AHVENT SLEPT
#goofy squirrel guy#totally not the reason i had an unhealthy obsession w/squirrels#as in i just rlly like them & think theyre rlly neat#uihm......#srry UKJASGLFYUAGFWUJHWAFA#WE R ALL MCYT PILLED#i think its silly how big the space is so like 1 person can have like a stampy childhood while the other has a popularmmos childhood#its so goofy sily amazing & awful @ the same time#me? im over here w/my team crafted yourpalross mithzan mystreet technoblade ihascupquake childhood send help send HELP SEND#i h8 skymedia i h8 u team crafted i will never get the time back of watching fucking sunddedeeeeee#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Y COULDNT I WATCH SOME1 LIKE......NOT AWFUL? i guess i did bc ross & max#im trying 2 stretch back 2 like my 1st mcyter & i cant rmmeber#uhhhhhhh#tbh it was prolly skydoesminecraft bc of outside influences#it got 2 the point where my like 1 friend @ recess & i would fucking rp minecraft videos SPECIFICALLY SKYDOESMINECRAFT RELATED 1s#dont even ASK how that worked bc I HAVE NO IIIIIDEAAAAA#i blame room8s 4 this#i blame room8s sooooo hard#i dont think i ever actually finished that.....#im rambling srry
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