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i wasn't sure exactly what i thought adult gideon should be doing, but i DO quite like the triple combination of cowboy-biker, drag queen, and used car salesman at the same time. she's always a busy person!
#gravity falls#gideon gleeful#it's a way for him to still perform and sing and express himself!!!#i also just love trans girl gideon headcanon in general but this is almost sort of my middle ground here#i think anything is fun... drag queen... genderfluid... transedgender...#i'm still not sure how i wanna do his body type and height and stuff cus i like him both short and huge#but i think his voice should stay exactly the same like thurop#i'll probably come back to this another time and reput some of this info on my art blog#i'd like to either think of a pun with gloria or have that as well as a drag name#theo was thinking morning glory as a name she could use#isnt it cute both mabel and gideon have star motifs#art
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Shaking Jenson so hard all his buttons rattle inside him: "JUST BECOME LANDO'S MANAGER"
#Another Brit McLaren driver who was stuck with a shit car for a long time then BOOM got a rocket ship#Pls I'm begging you why is this not a thing yet?#Jenson is fond of lando and he's an ACTUAL wdc#JENSON WE CAN BE WORLD CHAMPION (again) I SAID#WEEEE COULD BE CHAMPIONSSS MY FRIENDSSS#I just really feel like lando could use someone else's experiences the same way his teammate is#i think that would be an invaluable resource and asset#he's also still involved in f1 so it's not like he has to come out of deep retirement#but speaking of deep retirement#COME BACK SEB#NO CMON I'LL BE SO FUNNY#NOT ONLY WOULD YOU HAVE DESTROYED MARK AS DIRECT TEAMMATES#YOU'LL GET TO DESTROY HIM VIA PROXY TOO#NO REST FOR THE WICKED CMON BABY I KNOW YOU WANNA#JUST CALL ONTO THE SPIRIT OF YOUR 2013 MULTI 21 SELF AND FUCK UP THAT MAN AGAIN IK YOU CAN#f1#formula 1#lando norris#ln4#mclaren#jenson button#jb22
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I want to write a 800000 word ted talk on ZhaoSu and ZhouDu but apparently I actually have to engage in the real world which is so unfair.
For now I just want to say that ZhouDu is an incredibly difficult relationship to adapt within the censorship framework. On the face of it, most of their interactions would not be air-able. Fei Du's deceptive and has many layers to his motivations but his actions and approach to Luo Wenzhou are explicit and forward. He's CONSTANTLY hitting on him with no restraint and that is the key driver of the change of their relationship. If he didn't, Luo Wenzhou probably wouldn't have started seeing him differently. Luo Wenzhou is a bold and straight forward person. He's older (especially amongst Danmei protags), he is confident and self assured. He realises that he loves Fei Du so he says so and he acts accordingly. If he didn't just go ahead and do it, Fei Du would never have been able to accept that he's loved.
Their love story is 2 people who explicitly choose and pursue each other. And if you can't have them do that, what do you really have.
It would have been possible to do the show without the relationship or to just do the famous scenes with changed words that wink and a nod just for fan service without any regard for story flow or consistent characterisation.
The show doesn't do that, it establishes and anchors itself in their past and sets up a deep emotional connection they have from minute 1 of episode 1. Pei Su sits in that therapists chair and Luo Weizhao's presence is in everything he says and feels about the world and about himself. You don't need Pei Su putting a jacket over Luo Weizhao in episode 10 when he's sleeping because it's so obvious that he is probably the most important person in Pei Su's life. They extrapolate from their back stories and their personalities and allow them to naturally develop within the plot. By stripping back what is overt (and would definitely not be allowed) they're showing us the depth of them (and accidentally made it more unbroadcastable... oops).
It feels real becuase Luo Weizhao and Pei Su don't love each other just because Luo Wenzhou and Fei Du love each other. They love each other because they fit, because it makes sense, because they were always going to.
#justice in the dark#mo du#fei du#luo weizhao#silent reading#pei su#luo wenzhou#my ramblings#I actually started to write a whole other essay half way through about priest and romance but I'll save that for another day#What is wrong with me#I cannot be stopped#This is probably just part 1#I'll come back to this for sure#Day 10000 of singing the praises of the cast and crew#Not that I don't want to see the stuff I obviously do!!#Yes I finally watched episode 10
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my limbus bugs mainly based on characters that may or may not show up later... and one mystery feature for your guessing fun:]
#heads up for uhhhhh really long tags#had half a mind to do a style study/imitation but gave up like. one layer in#i guess i should tag these a bit differently on the chance that they show up later in canon. ill put 'lcb' before their names#as opposed to '[character] lcb' that i use for canon characters#with this ill go back and tag for montag as well#digital stuff#colored sketch#limbus ocs#lcb avdotya#look upon my rodion clone. my beautiful son#they hired the worst photographer (me. colors are scary) in the city for their wedding no wonder that thing's cursed#that wedding dress photo was supposed to be an id photo mockup too but i just kinda gave up. started over with the next one#eyeballed the height measurements sorry if they look off...#lcb dmitri#her. well. you will hear more about her. this is a threat (joke)#lcb knauer#cheetos-flavored sinclair..#trivia: my friend's impression of knauer was “i mean this in the nicest way possible but he looks like a femcel”#personally i think hes cute#lcb beck#clair's college ex. what else is there.#these are mostly so that i can mess around and come up with some designs for funsies.. i havent given much thought to their stories#and in any case most of them are side characters so that'd be a bit difficult#that said. even for the one who's the protag in her source i havent really written anything either... oops#she's good contrast with sinclair the way she's both taller than meursault and also the worst brawler youve ever met#if anyone guesses her source i'll edit this post with a tag:D#well that was fun! i'll probably do another handful of sketches and then never draw these guys again#disclaimer: i got the german off google translate so if there're any glaring mistakes please let me know#i dont know russian either but i got the subtitles from their names so it should be ok.. avdotya's is just rodion's also.#let me know if i got anything wrong still. thank you
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drawing kudos managers as I beat them part 7 (+satellite investors)
IM FINALLY FREE FROM THIS DRAWING OH MY GOD i had to learn how to draw skelecogs just for this drawing and it took like four days to make.
also fun fact one of my besties is named nix :3
#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#plutocrat#cosmo kuiper#satellite investors#im about to ramble in these tags about the pacesetter drawing i made for this series bc i dont know where else to talk about it#looking back at it i am not happy with that drawing tbh#specifically the shading#like the shading itself looks good but with the other parts of that drawing it really just doesn't fit the vibe I was going for??#its way too dark in most places imo so most of the details that you should be able to see get hidden in the shadows#it was an experiment and failed experiments happen whatever#i might upload an alternate version of it where i tone down the shading#idk#i'll probably just end up making another pacesetter drawing when my motivation comes back cus i am a bit artblocked rn#ALSO WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I DRAW MY FAVS IT TURNS OUT MEH AND WHEN I DRAW THE GUYS I DONT CARE ABOUT IT TURNS OUT AMAZING WHAT IS UP WITH TH#stupid made this
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While we're waiting for the next yingdu episode, might as well keep myself occupied with something else happening with shiguang rn and that's the upcoming idv crossover. For the niche subset of ppl on tumblr who watch shiguang and also play idv, this one's for you, enjoy!
In the original crossover trailer for cheng xiaoshi and lu guang as the wu chang hunters, it implied that the pair dove into a photograph from the manor to do an investigation.
I thought that was a really neat idea and am now contemplating making a mini episode themed around this adventure. Knowing me, I'll probably just end up turning it into a joke, but idv is a really good setting for drama so we'll see what I come up with...
#shiguang dailiren#link click#時光代理人#idv x link click#aashi doodles#if i had known about the first crossover back in 2022 i would have questioned why they made shiguang the tragic beloveds hunters#when the photographer hunter was right there!#but now with bridon arc im like oh damn 🥺#also to the ppl waiting for my digimon ghost game episode I'll get back to it dw#ima just ride this hyperfixation wave and i'll be back on it right after 😎 (assuming i don't get swept up by another wave)#but it'll happen eventually its a wip thats well on its way#anyways ty for coming to my ted talk till next time
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returnal and deathloop have such a beautifully 🤝 take on the timeloop theme of like... hell is empty and all the devils are here. working on their linked in profiles because as it turns out the human mind given eternity to work with will naturally birth fresh new levels of hell of its own making that a poor devil could never even dream of, and then, grotesquely, perversely, make a home out of that hell. except returnal is doing that extremely well but played very straight, and deathloop is doing it like (looney tunes connotations). and I love it so much for that.
#never has a game been more willing to let you pick up a lit stick of dynamite like 'huh. wonder what this is about' as deathloop is#I also found returnal very funny but I think that's down to a flaw in my personality more than an intended artistic choice lol#deathloop#returnal#these are two incredible and I think desperately underappreciated games btw. people should check both of them out#I think deathloop in particular is due a reexamination and renaissance it's Doing Some Shit!!!!#it took me a while to get into the gameplay loop of it but now that I have I'm starting to get the feel for what it's doing#and the ludonarrative resonance is off the fucking charts in this game in ways rarely seen#and a lot of that is helped by its slant towards dark comedy. the way you get inured to killing so quickly is SO on theme#where I think uncharted (beloved by me but with its flaws) is a poster child and originator for the ludonarrative dissonance debate#deathloop may be the extreme other end of that. like yeah you keep murdering people. it doesn't matter AND it's awful. and funny#it's unfortunately also very very funny a lot of the time#that and the slow way you build familiarity with the characters along with colt because uh. he forgor. he forgor them#(...except that he liked it here in frank's house. which. okay. I'll just cry about it a bit and come back to you)#and side comments that's just nonsense when you start out slowly become funnier or sadder or more touching not by having changed#but you returning to it with new context. IT'S GOOD WRITING BRENT!!! it's unorthodox narrative but it's incredibly interesting#if you're willing to engage with it!!!!#(I sadly think this may be another of those 'you have to let go of the game you thought it would be to love the game it *is*' situations#and what I am starting to learn is that people are not always willing to give that process a fair shot)#selene vassos and colt vahn would have a lot to talk about if they hung out but I don't think they'd get along hahaha#colt not even here for THAT good of a time but I'll give anything a shot vahn vs. selene queen of utter joylessness vassos (affectionate)#voice acting in both: fucking impeccable needless to say#ALSO last but not least: two of the most visually striking and beautiful games ever made. art direction off the charts both of them
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My hot take is that marcanne has as much potential for toxic yuri as any other calamity trio ship and it's not nearly as soft and fluffy as one may think
#amphibia#marcanne#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#in one hand: marcy kidnapped her. by giving her AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT something that was meant to benefit HER#(yes she didn't know it would work but the point is that she thought about herself first. even though it was her best friend's birthday)#she never wanted to come back. she wanted to keep her with her forever. she was happiest when they were together#most importantly she saw what she did as a good thing. as something good that she gave to her#yet still lied to her. After what happened with Sasha#she still lied to her. became another person to betray Anne#then she fucking died for her 😭😭😭#on the other hand. you have anne#she looked after her. she certainly loved her. but she didn't care much about the things that were important to marcy#nor did she care about her feelings or needs. she and sasha third-wheeled her for years#even though marcy came first#she could only really see her once sasha was gone#you have to remove her from the equation for both of them to flourish and connect#because the shadow of sasha's abuse oppressed them for so long. anne and marcy reuniting in S2 looked a lot like two people escaping#abuse together. healing together. coming into their own. becoming better people. they get to know themselves and each other much more deeply#now that they're free. only - they aren't free. they're constantly thinking about sasha. when sasha comes back they welcome her#they reproduced the toxic patterns she left of them#though i'll recognize that in anne's case she healed a lot more from sasha's toxicity than marcy#and you can see that in how her way of relation to marcy is a lot healthier than marcy's way of relating to anne#anne is now truly and genuinely connecting to her friend. marcy is still lying to her#pushing down her feelings. ignoring her own needs. pretending everything is okay. lying lying lying#anne was the only one who could escape but marcy couldn't quite move on yet. she couldn't be free#hope this makes sense i'm writing it at 4am i'll delete tomorrow if i realize it sounds dumb
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Jason Todd is SO Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge. Like this hole you put him in wasn't deep enough and he's coming out rn!
#i will avenge my ghost with every breath I take I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me...#another night and I'll see you another night and I'll be you. some other way to continue to hide my face...#much to think about#jason todd#mcr#red hood
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where u been? my feed misses u 🥺
oh hi anon! i've been on a Tumblr "break" and here's the post where i said why and how i've been feeling if you want to read it.
the break went well! i didn't quit cold turkey (actually I've kind of ventured back especially in the last few days), but i took a real step back to figure out some stuff and i think i came to a decision that i'm happy with. 🤔
i still really like making stuff and creating for fandom. but after the discord server was created, i started to overthink every single word i spoke in fandom and constantly worried about what other people thought and...it just bled into everything in an unhelpful way. so taking the step back to figure out what i really wanted from fandom was needed.
i'm happy with my return tbh! i narrowed down my focus for stuff i really want to make (text post memes, gifs, and various edits) instead of everything and anything. as well as sticking to what really makes me happy (raptors and rockets and canadian bball stuff).
so yeah. in some ways this is kind of my return post. i still have to catch up on those asks in my inbox (and also commenting on ao3 fics), and that'll probably happen sometime during late playoff season. 💖
#ask#thanks for the ask!#also took a step back from the discord#i still participate from time to time but sometimes it is overwhelming and i like tumblr's open space#there were also irl personal things which put me in the spin cycle (derogatory) so i had to deal with all of that#and so in that way the break was really helpful#but on another note i am looking forward to the bball offseason#after two summers of fibawc and olympics im kind of burned out from non-stop bball games ngl#i miss taking my annual summer break of no bball!!!#so yeah technically a second break is coming after the finals but it'll be good and i'll be back for summer league/october as usual#<3 <3 <3
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Steddie kinda famous AU(?) | Genderfluid Stevie <3 | Eddie is a rat man and I laugh at him (I would probably be like that if I was Steve Harrington husband but that's not about me) | Live laugh love Stevie | Pushing the history teacher Steve agenda because he's a variant of Hob Gadling >:D
[I'm sorry if it has errors it's been a while since I had written something in English (it's not my first language) so whatever mistake I have feel free to tell me and I'll edit <3]
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Corroded Coffin seemed to be popular, things were getting better for them, they still had to do part time job because of that 'what if?' but things were going well. Definitely.
In an interview they asked about a song, the meaning. And the shit man Eddie Munson is, he answered with a grin on his face "That's about Stevie, as most of them".
And the fans went crazy, trying to find someone with that name in the Corroded Coffin set or working at some usual bar they played at.
"They is a history teacher" Eddie Munson told the world in another interview "and we are married" he showed the camera a ring he had next to his guitar pick on his neck, he had the biggest smirk on his face.
Then Corroded Coffin were guests of a fundraising gala, they were asked to play at it to attract more people. It was a fancy gala tho, everyone was in their bests dresses and all.
"This one's for my beautiful angel there, who looks as gorgeous as always" And Eddie winked at a special balcony of the vip guests.
Most of the public saw Eddie laughing softly, but they didn't know why. In that balcony a lovely brunette in a marion blue dress gave the guitarist and second voice of Corroded Coffin the middle finger as he had a stupid lovely gaze on their face while she blushed a little.
"Yeah love ya too sweetie" Eddie chuckled before starting with the show.
Later at the gala people saw Eddie Munson next to the tall brunette in that marion dress.
"So are you Eddie's girlfriend?" An interviewer asked, he looked at Stevie with those eyes Eddie didn't like.
But Eddie laughed as he waited for Steve's answer, that was going to be good as hell, they had the bitchy face on.
"Not a girl" Steve smirked "And definitely not his girlfriend, nor boyfriend, nor partner" She looked down at the man, who seemed so little compared to them "He's my husband"
"I am" Eddie smiled so stupidly in love as he looked up at Stevie, who usually wasn't that tall but with the black heels they was wearing today the difference was more than usual.
"Uh— Yeah" The interviewer looked at different places to get outta there
"You got any problem with that sir?"
"N-no it's perfectly fine ma'am— I mean sir— I mean—"
Steve snorted "Come on darling, let's go somewhere else without this kind of people"
And where Stevie went Eddie followed
The amount of edits with the song 'walk em like a dog' after that gala were more than years the Earth has.
"Teddy, look, another one" Steve chuckled as she showed Eddie his phone.
"Stop with that, you menace" Eddie laid down on the couch, next to his significant other, trying to take their phone away playfully.
"Erica is going to bully you so bad" Stevie giggled.
"And Red too" Eddie sighed "Jesus Christ, Stevie I am like that always?"
"It's cute"
"I hate you" Eddie muttered as Steve put on the baseball match of today.
"Love you too sunshine" She smiled softly as they started playing with Eddie's hair.
#steddie#genderfluid steve harrington#loml <3#eddie munson#he's the raccoon man#like rockstar in a rat man way#steve x eddie#I see the way Stevie and Hob are connected idc what you say#I'm living for this#there's another thing I have where Steve is a drag queen and it's about platonic stobin what dya think about???#I'm writing again 😭🌟#steddie it's my comfort ship now#pandalily I'll come back someday#stranger things#I'M BACKKK#*insert Dusty and Stevie scene in S3 you know what*#have a nice day <3#ALSO IMAGINE THAT STEVIE WOULD BE YOUR TEACHER#I would be insane#imagine seeing them on tv with that random rockstar your brother listens at#and go “that's my history teacher”#that would be wild#because Steve's Barbie and Eddie is his Ken idc what dyall say#kiddos go like “yeah my super cool lovely history teacher Stevie and their husband Eddie Munson”#“EDDIE MUNSON THE ROCKSTAR?”#“what?” and then the kids go wild (yeah even more)
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Trans girls are so fucking pretty. Wide shoulders, radical intersectional leftism, and a girl-dick??? Sign me the fuck up.
#trans girls#original#t4t#girldick#trans women#trans pride#trans love#trans positivity#have YOU thanked Trans girls for existing today?? everyone say THANK YOU TRANS GIRLS#lol that's another good post right there I'll come back to that#and trans women with narrow shoulders? also hot. girlies who can lift me are mouth-watering. but! so are the disabled and small tgirls!#but jfc i love a low voice i love a little stubble i love other visibly trans people#i love tgirls acting and dressing in whatever way makes them feel good and that is FINAL#and non-binary trans femmes? ohoho those people glitter like gemstones from a mile away.#i tell it like it is! I'm just saying what everyone is already thinking!#extra love to fat and BIPOC trans femme people you belong here in this community and you are fucking BEAUTIFUL DAMMIT#uncompromising hot takes from Jack Goodfellow
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#Chakotay/Tuvok#lowkey bitch x highkey bitch <3 true love#'You're assuming the first one will work. [pretty confident huh??] / Yes.' [obviously.]#Chakotay: Wooow never thought I'd see YOU working on the fly. Didn't know you had it in you Mr. Rules.#Tuvok: (lining up his tal'oth ritual card) Well you know one does what one must.#Tuvok's the type of dad who walked uphill both ways in the snow to school - barefoot in the summer.#I love Chakotay's little smile...it's only there for a brief moment but it's a nice character moment#he could have been just annoyed/angry or not shown any particular emotion at all...I like that he smiled#OH AND THEN THE END OF THE SCENE???#Where Tuvok goes 'When he comes back I'll...'Improvise' another.' and Chakotay smiles full out after being surprised??#They're just fucking around <3<3 mutual snark#st voyager#Chakotay#Tuvok
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TWO WEEKS LEFT my dudes.
#girl i'm so not ready. not yet. AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAA!!!! etc#the days are blurring together and i'm losing sense of time and life is absurd but at least there's sparks tomorrow. oh my gof#is this the point at which i get scared instead of excited briefly. i don't knowwww but it's well. a lot. truly#i could go into a whole tagent about how time makes no sense anymore and i feel like i'm never able to actually do or process anything#until it's over and long in the past etc. i've been truly losing my mind over the past couple of months basically in some sense#and its just getting worse still somehow. how do i stop the passing of time for just a second where is my life even going whats even real#anymore when does it become normal and fine again and. well i said i wouldn't go on the tagent yet i did anyway if briefly#been bottling it up for way too long i suppose. but well yeah sigh. kind of related but actually not related AT ALL. deltarune TODAY?????!!@#and i've been planning to play the first two chapters again before 3 and 4 come out and all i did was reinstall the game on my new laptop#last evening. so that's how doing things in time is going lately even as simple as just playing a video game i really like#and was so excited about at some point!!!!! god help me. i dont know maybe another big trip is exactly what can snap me out of this now.#i hope. a little change of the daily routine again and then i'm back to face things with a new perspective and fresh energy. yeah#it helped FOR A BIT in november so maybe it can work for real now. now that i'm not having depressive breakdowns every other day at least#maybe now i will pull it all back together. well i guess that's the state of my pre-tour mood right now lmao it will get better eventually#sometimes your biggest dream coming true can actually be the scariest thing... maybe that's what it is... enough moping though#i'll try my best to get excited abt this again at least bcs it'll be the best thing of all time. all the other stuff can wait 2 more weeks.#goosepost
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when I analyse my average mood of each year it ends up looking like this

which is literally so unfair like. someone needs to sort out that ratio
#i guess it's nice i'm back in one of the good stages but there's just that feeling of in less than a year from now it's gonna be bad again#and will stay that way for like another 2 years or something#wish i could have another 2013 where the entire year is good and i have known no depression ever#but i guess that's not possible seeing as i have met depression many times now. we are well acquainted#but yeah bottom tier is just full on depression#second bottom is like. generally shit time but no depression just. neutral#second from top is alright. but there's something kind of off about it. but mostly things are alright#and top tier is glorious euphoric heavenly time. a brief insight into how a golden retriever must feel#fully stocked up on whimsy#also is it any coincidence that mostly depression times immediately come after whimsy times#anyway hi#ramble#do i have a time rambling tag#idek#I'll just put it on the time sideblog
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coming up with such cool worldbuilding ideas that the reader/player will never get to know about. currently trying to figure out how to hide a planet
#just decided definitively that the gods in this setting are lying about a fundamental aspect of the cosmology#which might actually come up in a later book if i ever get around to even finishing the first one!#actually the fact that there are gods trying to hide a planet is part of another lie they're telling#basically i love coming up with cosmologies and coming up with ways for various necessities of a story to make sense#and this world that started as a homebrew game setting fundamentally started with the idea that#the gods are trying hide themselves and their mortals from THEIR gods#which of course. theyre not going to tell the mortals that the Old Gods exist#so. we've started with one lie. which means we've got to tell another one to back it up#until you spiral to the point where im trying to figure out how to hide a planet#im actually thinking now i wont hide the planet i'll just have the gods lie about its significance lmao#if anyone still reading this wants to know more i would LOVE to chatter - talking ideas out helps me develop them!
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