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#bbc merlin#merlin text posts#merlin memes#argwen#arwen#gwenthur#arthur pendragon#queen guinevere#my gifs#i had to use my lesser quality gif maker for this but hopefully itβs okay πππ#not described
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena π
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@for-yun liked for flirty starter πΉ
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"I told you to smile, no need to be shy with me...
Being naked isn't that bad, don't you think?"
#γ muse // joowon β γ#( demon oc )#γ joo // interactions β γ#{ hopefully this is okay π }#{ to muse of your choice β‘ }#tw nudity~
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#okay queuing this so hopefully it goes in the tags π#probably not knowing this stupid ass website#the last of us#tlou#ellie williams#joel miller#my art#fanart
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Rocky Port incident possibly not gonna get drawn at all is my personal downfall
#i GUESS it's okay.... it happened during the timeskip...... its okay.....#the payback war wasn't shown too its cool its finE......#(thinks of koby's moment being offscreened) uuwuuaugduisf#hopefully it can be a short novel or something- the qna answer seemed interesting π#rocky port incident
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ari what do you mean u write fics on ur phone π how are u just casually writing 8.9k + words on your phone ππ
PHDJDHUDHD IS THAT NOT NROMAL?????????????? I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE STANDARD PROCEDURE HAVE I BEEN DOING IT WRONG THIS WHOLE TIME ππππ i literally want to write on my laptop SO bad just for the aesthetic but i can never get into itβ¦.. πππ
wait alexis i have to know ok . what is ur usual writing method β¦. do u have any rituals π€π€ i am looking to learn . all i do is drink lots of coffee and hope for the best i cant keep living like this
#WEβRE SO LINKED BTW i was just abt to reply to ur tags on the sugu fic when u sent this#ILY ALEXIS UR SO SWEET ππππ i am hugging u tightly like a teddybear#but . is it genuinely more common to write on ur laptop i thought all tumblrinas were doing it on their phone β¦β¦.#i thought i was a part of the club π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯ have i just been sitting here tapping my phone all on my own bc i will cry#ALSO ALEXIS im almost done w the yan!gojo fic >:3β¦β¦ gotta polish it but trust i will tag u when its out#probably tmrw just so i can make it extra Tasty for u hopefully itll end up okay ππ Need that sweet taste of the alexis approval TM#ask tag β©#alexis !! β©
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like it's 2024 why am i seeing MORE sam-is-a-woman stuff here on tumblr.com. there's a difference between calling a male character a babygirl and straight up acting like they're a female character. they're not! stop using female pronouns please!
#i'm not even against the whole female-coded stuff i see the merit with some aspects in e.g. dean but it's important that they're MEN#okay i'm done now got it off my chest π#now hopefully off to do more fun fandom stuff#if only it weren't 2am#*
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practicing genga w minato
#persona 3#persona 3 fes#persona#minato arisato#im posting from my car#on that driving hustle as always πππ#hopefully I'll be free again very soon#with more minato goodness and all that comes with him#he is much like a bunny i think... and a cat#okay wait quick thing#if minato was a cat he would be a siamese one#but on top of that#more than a siamese catγhe would definitely be a scottish fold#SCOTTISH FOLD MINATO πππ#his ears would flop over#much like a dogs...#but he would be a cat#ohhhh he is so precious inside my minds eye#art.mymp3
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If your requests are still open and if you have time, can I request a scenerio where a member eats something way too late at night (like ramen or something) and wakes up in the morning really nauseous? My brain is screaming either Jungkook or Namjoon but Iβll leave the sickie up to you! β€οΈ thanks in advance!! I love your writing
thank you so much for the request, anon!! I'm so so sorry it's taken me literally forever to get to this, and that I kind of derailed a bit when it came to the original plot ππ I hope this is still to your liking!
sickie: jungkook
caretaker: namjoon
word count: 2125
jungkook knows this will be a bad idea the moment he sets out the (six) ramen cups neatly on the table, but rational thinking isn't really in his ballpark right now. he's been feeling stressed out from their tour lately, and feels as if he hasn't been performing as well as he should be, so he thinks he needs a good stress-eating session to get his mind off of things.Β
but as jungkook takes a step back and looks at the ramen cups laid out, he can't help but laugh to himself. "this is so stupid." he murmurs, pulling out his phone. this is something he thinks army might enjoy. plus, he's been trying to be more active on Twitter recently. he captions the photo with something funny and his hashtag before setting his phone down and beginning.
just as he finishes getting through the first cup and a half, lips already zinging with spice, he feels his phone vibrate against the table. he picks it up and sees it's a message from namjoon.
rapmon hyung: jungkook what the hell are you doing
rapmon hyung: I saw your post -_-
jungkook feels a sheepish smile spread across his face.
jungkook: β¦ I'm eating my emotions
jungkook: :D
rapmon hyung: good god jungkook
rapmon hyung: this screams bad idea, you know
rapmon hyung: your stomach is going to hate you tomorrow :/
jungkook: ill be fine hyung dw
jungkook: we've got a off day tomorrow anyways, it'll be fine
rapmon hyung: you know jimin wants to go sightseeing tomorrow
jungkook: yeah, I know, I'll be okay for it :)
jungkook: please don't worry hyung, it cant turn out THAT bad
jungkook can practically hear namjoon sighing from his hotel room a few doors down
rapmon hyung: okay fine
rapmon hyung: I trust you
rapmon hyung: but don't say i didn't warn you
jungkook: ay ay captain
with that, jungkook returns to his food.
this was definitely a bad idea, jungkook thinks to himself when he's all done. well, mostly done. by the last two he couldn't bring himself to finish off the soup at the bottom. his stomach is already bloated and full beyond belief.
he decides to make light of the situation and posts an update to twitter with one photo of the (nearly) empty ramen cups and one selfie of him looking, very rightly, in pain. his lips feel swollen and his nose won't stop running and itching from the spice, eyes watery too. he throws all the cups away and shuffles into the bathroom, washing his face down and stifling a burp into his hand. he shudders and sighs. "you idiot, jungkook," the singer whispers to himself, voice thick. he pushes himself back out to his room and gets into bed. maybe lying down will help him digest, he thinks, all lessons he's ever learned in his entire life failing to come to him as his eyes start drooping closed. he feels like he's going to be sick already and he doesn't like it. maybe he'll justβ¦ rest his eyes for a moment. let the world fall silent around him. yeah, yeah that's what he'll do.Β
against his will, jungkook begins to fall asleep, and he drifts off before he's even able to stop himself.
jungkook wakes up in the middle of the night, sweaty and stomach cramping. he winces and sits up instantly. "oh god- fuck-" he swings his legs over the side of the bed, but that alone forces stomach acid up that burns his throat as he burps. he places a hand over his mouth and cringes, swallowing. "shit-" he freezes in place with no idea what to do. how did this happen? he feels so much worse than when he did when he-
he fell asleep. a groan leaves his lips. he just had to have fallen asleep. his stomach is killing him, bubbling and churning. he thinks he's going to throw up.Β
moving slowly, he shuffles to the table and grabs his phone. more stomach acid burns up his throat, swallowing again. he goes to text namjoon since he seemed to be the only one who was caught up with his shenanigans the night before and sees that he missed a message right before he fell asleep.
rapmon hyung: jungkook you look terrible-
rapmon hyung: did you really eat all of that??
jungkook sighs before reluctantly sending a text of his own, deciding to ignore namjoon's. he only hopes that namjoon is either still awake or won't wake up from the message notification. he just wants someone to know what's happening
jungkook: I feel sick
jungkook: really sick
jungkook: I'm really sorry :(Β
jungkook shuffles back to bed and sits down, not wanting to lay back in case it makes whatever acid reflux is going on worse. he jolts with a hiccup and grimaces, untucking his shirt from the jeans he'd forgotten to change out of that keep digging into his stomach. he slips his hand in between the hemline and his abdomen to give it some leeway, sighing when it provides the slightest bit of relief. he knows he should get up and change, but he doesn't want to risk it. he feels like the tiniest movement will set his stomach off.
his phone vibrates in his other hand to jungkook's surprise and he lifts it to look at the screen to see namjoon having responded to his message.
rapmon hyung: god kid I told u
rapmon hyung: hold on
rapmon hyung: I'm coming over
jungkook's eyes widen, mortified already. namjoon cant come, he knows he looks a mess.
jungkook: no no no-
jungkook: hyung it's fine really
jungkook: I just felt like someone should know
jungkook: hyung-
as jungkook types out his next text, he hears knocking at the door followed by a hushed, "jungkook? are you in there?"
jungkook suppresses a groan and slowly pushes himself to stand, stifling a low whimper when his stomach churns in protest. he makes his way to the door, unable to straighten properly from just how full and in pain he is, and opens it with cheeks flushed with both shame and the beginnings of what might be a fever. jungkook doesn't know at this point. "hey, hyung." he murmurs. he can't bring himself to meet namjoon's eyes.
he hears the leader sigh and make his way in, warm hands coming to rest by jungkook's sides. "you idiot, come on. let's go back to bed. I'll grab you some clothes."
jungkook manages a few short nods, trudging his way back to bed and laying down in a curled up position, fighting back a grimace and laying his hand back over his stomach. he can vaguely make out namjoon shuffling around the room, grumbling under his breath. probably something to do with jungkook's clothing organization. or lack thereof; jungkook has always had a bit of an unorthodox way of storing his clothes while on tour. it's just how his brain works, okay?
still keeping his gaze averted, jungkook feels the bed dip next to him. he allows himself the smallest of glances and notices the clothes on namjoon's lap. jungkook can't help but smile; those are some of his favorite pyjamas to wear on hard days. he didn't know that namjoon had picked up on it.
"arms up." namjoon orders gently. jungkook reluctantly complies. he can't help but blush when namjoon pulls his soiled, sweaty shirt off, feeling embarrassed that namjoon has to deal with this. to top it off, jungkook shivers when the air conditioning hitting him, realizing belatedly that his bloated stomach is now on display and painfully obvious. jungkook finds himself wrapping his arms around it as quickly as possible and curling in on himself.Β
namjoon sighs. "jungkook-ah, look at me please."Β
jungkook shakes his head stubbornly. but before he knows it, namjoon's hand comes up to his cheek and tilts his head up, their eyes meeting. jungkook finally clocks just how welled up with tears his are, and he can see it when namjoon clocks it, too. "jungkook, are you crying??"
at that, jungkook feels his bottom lip quiver. a sob bubbles up out of him, unexpectedly. "fuck, I'm sorry-" he tries to look away again, but namjoon doesn't let up.Β
"hey hey, no, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make it sound like such a big deal I just-" namjoon sighs again. "you're feeling really sick, huh?"
jungkook manages a pathetic nod. another sob.Β
namjoon gives a nod back. "okay, that's okay." he says; it sounds like he's talking more to himself than jungkook, but the maknae is too caught up in his self pity to notice it all that much. "we can get through this, not the first time one of us has gotten knocked down."
"but⦠the sightseeing⦠the others-"
"will understand if you can't make it tomorrow." namjoon promises with a gentle smile. "now let's finish getting you changed so you don't get more sick from the cold hitting you."Β
it's been an hour and jungkook has yet to fall asleep. namjoon lays next to him, having already drifted off a while ago, snoring away without a care in the world. jungkook is extremely jealous. his stomach is still gurgling and churning and it doesn't seem to want to provide him with any relief any time soon.
slowly, carefully, jungkook pushes himself up into a sitting position, afraid that he might choke on the productive burps that keep crawling up his throat. he worries at his fingers. his breathing feels short and heavy and jungkook swears under his breath. he hates this. he hates being sick. arguably more than anything in the world. he hates feeling so gross and out of control and-
great, he's crying again. jungkook shoves his head into his hands and tries not to make too much sound. this is all his fault, and he knows it, and that makes the whole situation so much worse somehow; this disaster is a product of his own making.
jungkook's head continues to swim and swirl with thoughts, and before he knows it, something heavy rushes up his throat. his mouth waters dangerously, a sour feeling coating the back of his tongue and weighing it down. he's definitely going to throw up. he feels it coming on, and fast.
throwing the sheets off himself as quickly as he can, jungkook hurries to the bathroom and shuts the door behind him, hand clamped over his mouth. he crouches in front of the toilet with a few heavy pants, white-knuckling the sides of the bowl. the first wave of vomit comes out of him with a guttural gag before jungkook can even fully process that it's happened. and then another wave comes out. and then another. and then he's rolling; more specifically, his stomach is rolling. agonizingly so.Β
jungkook tries his hardest to be quiet. he really, really does. but it's difficult to do so when each round of puke rips his breath from his chest and burns the way up his throat, eliciting involuntarily whimpers and groans and pants.
he feels a warm hand on his back before he registers the fact that someone has joined him in the bathroom; namjoon. jungkook can't help but give a choked sob. "i-i'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you, I-"
"shh," namjoon hushes. "it's okay. just get everything up, it'll help you feel better."
namjoon's calm, deep voice helps some of the tension leave jungkook's muscles, but they quickly seize up again when he has to throw up once more.
after another five minutes or so go by, the last few filled with nothing but weak, unproductive gags and pants as jungkook tries to regain his breath, namjoon decides to make the executive decision that jungkook is done. the leader reaches over to flush the toilet and helps jungkook to his feet. "come on, let's wash out your mouth and go to bed."
jungkook gives a weak moan but lets himself be dragged to the sink, pliable. now that his stomach is left with nothing more than a dull ache, and waves of relief continually washing over him from the nausea finally being gone, jungkook is tired. so, so tired. he barely feels it as namjoon guides him through washing out his mouth and leading him back to bed, helping jungkook sit on the edge as namjoon shuffles off to grab a new shirt, jungkook having soiled the one he'd changed into from sweat.Β
the boy is practically already out cold by the time he's been changed and tucked in. the last thing he registers is a gentle touch brushing back his hair and the familiar voice of his leader whispering for him to "sleep well, jungkookie."
#hello..?#πππ#im here!#its been so long im SO sorry#please forgive me ππ#but im back!! (hopefully)#i really want to try to get more fics out after this because i really do miss writing#until then tho#emeto tw#emeto#sick!jungkook#caretaker!namjoon#(ive also never really written joon before so this was fun for me)#okay bye! π#i also havent completely proof read this so please excuse any grammar or spelling mistakes π
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Why does my writing feel bad everytime I try to write for a new fandom??
Like. I know my writing is good, I usually like it considering I write what I wanna read. But for some reason?? Writing for new fandoms feels like Im offending the writing gods and every word feels so awkward and out of place and AAAAAAAA
#i WANT to write for other fandoms#especially bc like. for the small fandoms im in there ISNT a lot of stuff to read SO I NEED TO WRITE IT FOR MYSLEF!!!#but it never feels as satisfying as writing dsmp dhrkskdlfd#ik i wrote for dsmp for yearssss before i started to actually post so by then i had years of practice to make sure the characters#sounded in character#but LIKEEE#ππππ#im struggling yall#i just wanna write the silly firefighter show without thinking every word is the worst thing in existence:((#the only reason i was able to finish that one one shot was bc it was a vent fic so i wasnt really thinking about it being in character i was#just writing my own thoughts and needs#WHICH I JUST WROTE A SHORT VENT SNIPP TOO AND I LIKED THAT πππ#BUT ANYTIME I TRY TO WRITE JUST. NORMAL FIC#IT FEELS SO BADDDJFKDSKSKD#IM SUFFERINGNGNGNGG#I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN PAST PAGE ONE BRUHHDFJJD#i need to just .#finish my fathers day fic#post#and hopefully thatll renew a sense of βokay im kinda good actually?β#bc i have that mostly finished...#it just feels rushed agrhrhdhdhdjd#foxie rambles#im SUFFERING πβΌοΈβΌοΈ
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Not watching practice but is Rossi okay?!?!
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"You lay one hand on me and itβll be the last thing you ever do. " (Claude to Min-Kyung)
Minkyung looked over other male, his shotgun pointing at their head, while they were stuck on the trap he had put up for them as they were hanging upside down on the tree at the forest a bit further away from the city, he had been watching them and luring them to his trap, it seemed to work perfectly, he chuckled then when he heard other's words, loading his gun.
"What you will do? Scream? Bite me? Seems like I have overpowered you already. No one will come to rescue you, darling. Besides, someone is paying lots of money from your pretty head and I'm in need for that money. So, any last words or wishes? Hm?" He asked then, looking over other male as he stepped closer to them and pressed his gun against their chest, waiting for their response.
@lovxsickhxarts β‘
#γ minkyung // interactions β γ#( hitman oc )#min & claude β#tw guns~#{ hopefully this is okay π }
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the first draft of chapter 7 of ivory rain is complete at 3,074 words, bringing the total IR word count up to 31,777
#another small nico chapter but yk what size doesnβt matter okay π₯²#the valdangelo content in this was /wild/ i was pacing biting the furniture etc#i did figure out what the writers block was about#i am objectivelyβ¦mid at writing Nicoβs pov unless under specific circumstances. and i am just plain bad at writing fantasy#i love writing in worlds with magic but my specialty is romance/relationships of all kinds/character building#that being said iβm /trying/ & hopefully i will do my research and get better π#valdangelo#pjo
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α¦ hello, tags ! * shakes my fandomless OC @ you like a ragdoll *
β₯ I am a looking to write more threads in the tagged genres, because they are my favorites and I can never get enough of them ! so if you take a gander at my blog & find yourself interested in any capacity, chances are I would love to write with you π!!
#horror rp#crime rp#yakuza rp#dark rp#stranger things rp#general aes promos have never rly gotten anywhere for me; so I thought I would try something more ... specific?#but simple an' to the point .#hopefully that's okay < 3#( obligatory ' i am not a krper ' disclaimer )#( so pls don't follow for that πβ€Β )#q.
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I love academia I love homework I love doing readings I love writing scientific papers I love literature reviews I love research <- lying btw
#cy says stuff#my semester starts on monsay#but im bussing back to my uni and the person beside me whipped out their ipad and started doing work#like bestie we still have a few days caj you please chill#it is stressing me out LMAO#it's okay. i will ignore it.#hey my gpa wasn't bad this semester! and i got an A+ for the first time in my uni career#just goes to show i was built to argue not to write scientific essays... alas#god i am not your strongest soldier but i will persevere π#i am going to try to see more ppl too. maybe a one on one hangout every few weeks too#cause i miss doing that kind of stuff and going back home really reminded me of how much i just like talking to ppl!#so hopefully more coffee dates in my future!
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So I asked my mom what tri-sem means and she went "that means no vacation for you"
And she adds in "well, I think it's normal for you to not have one!"
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Madame you're kinda right but that's so evil
#ποΈ | navi speaks#;; /exag#;; but tbf i expected it#;; because my vacation time aint existing till it's holidays HAHAHAHHAHA#;; i think its the way I've been raised that im so normal about it and it doesnt even surprise me#;; anyways i managed to get enrolled to college#;; i know ill die in a few years during it and thats okay (college from what i hear is a bitch)#;; (source: my sister + various people i know that went there/are currently in college)#;; but uh#;; im hoping that ill survive till i graduate and get my degree anyway#;; π hopefully i don't regret it in a few years
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