#[FUCKING SHIT MAN]
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I feel like my family’s getting sick of me
#I don’t listen I don’t do anything they ask unless it directly affects me#and even then I rarely do it unless it’s about to happen like right the fuck now#I don’t do shit for future me I’ve Never done shit for future me because I didn’t think there Would be a future me so I never bothered to#learn how to be an actual person#I was shut off from everything outside of shitty fandom Pinterest and my family who are All doing Awful#I don’t know how to do anything and I don’t know if I’m gonna make myself try#there doesn’t feel like there’s a point even though I know there is#I’m just so fucking tired all the time I want to sleep I want to not wake up I want to be a concept I don’t want to be like this man#I haven’t felt like a person person for so long I’ve just been making myself like a character#stories and the real world aren’t. they’re not the fucking same#in stories you only see one side of them maybe two but you don’t see how they live or the in betweens#the ride to places the signing up for schools the job hunts the actual becoming an adult not just. relationship shit.#I haven’t felt like a person person for years and it’s biting me in the ass now I don’t think I can do anything about it now#I’m gonna end up in my early 20s homeless and dead on the street from hypothermia because I cant make myself do things that isnt comfortable#fucking shit man#I’m gonna sleep at a normal time. try to see if I get up earlier tomorrow
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the most positive a test has ever been i s2g 😞
#really annoyed bc i went out one (1) time in the last two weeks and the rest has been outdoor meetings and activities#pretty tame symptoms - just a headache slight cough and general low grade ick#but as always i'm worried about long COVID and any heart issues bc I would have to stop taking ADHD meds#fucking shit man#had to do my own track and trace bc we don't do that here anymore 🙄
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with friends like this who needs enemies amirite? *sad chuckle*
#friends being enemies#friendship#bad friend#i guess they're not bad they just root against me?#self deprecating humor#self deprecation#fucking shit man#queuing#queued post
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Heyyyyy guess what?
As of today, 2/10/2023 (or 10/2/2023 for some of you), February tenth, two thousand and twenty three…
I have been out of my house for repairs for an entire year. And it’s still not much closer to being fixed.
#state of the rooster#house repair shenanigans#I want to get drunk#but it’s early yet#and all I have is a half bottle of cream liquor#*sigh*#fucking shit man#this shit is disheartening
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me : oh yeah imma go to bed early
also me: stays up til 1 not even realizing it
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I REFUSE TO LET A CORPORATION TAKE OVER MY LIFE
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IVE GOT ARTBLOCK, NO. NOO
#this cant be i say completely defeated on the floor#fucking shit man#gonna stare at google docs for a bit. see if inspo went to writing or something idk#txt
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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Love the contrast between the Americans’ “Apollo” and the Soviets’ “Sputnik.” You got the Americans naming their rocket after a Greek god trying to communicate the grandness and importance of this rocket. And you got the Soviets naming their rocket “fellow traveler.” Like a friend you go on an adventure with together. This rocket is our little friend lol
#i think its cute#they took the mars rover approach#humanizing the space craft making it cute making us (me) project emotions onto it#the soviets also used imagery of laika in propaganda a lot#which is pretty fucked up imo#but if i grew up in the soviet union that shit wouldve definetly worked on me lmao#the narrative of a heroic little dog going to space and being honored by the whole country#as cruely wrong as it is its very appealing#the soviets knew what they were doing man they didnt reveal how laika really died until like. the 2000s#bc they knew people really cared about that dog#they liked the narrative around her
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Yes, Greece still exists, we didn't all die 2000 years ago. Yes, people speak Greek. You people are so fucking stupid for real. So many of you claim to love ancient shit but can't even acknowledge the actual living culture of the people whose mythology and classics you romanticize. You keep leaving annoying comments about how you just forget Greek people still exist, thinking you're being quirky because you love ancient stuff soooo much that you forgot about the people it came from. You think about it so little you don't even realize that an actual Greek person has to read this shit, making it clear how little you actually care about the culture beyond the romanticized (and westernized) mythology. Don't claim you love Greece, don't use our mythology anymore if you can't acknowledge that we're still around without making it about how little you think about us. It's mind boggling that you'd think a Greek person would read this and think you're anything but obnoxious. Explode.
#this post is edited because you're all annoying. maybe I'll turn it back someday#it sucks that people can't even be normal about a funny family story once the fact that we're greek comes into the fold#suddenly its all about blorbofied mythology shit and idiots saying ''GREECE IS REAL???? 🤯🤯🤯🤯'' yeah percy j*ckson didnt make it up#maybe it would be less annoying if they weren't all saying it like I'd think it's funny that they don't know we exist instead of like#disturbing on a personal level. like what the fuck#man if you can't acknowledge we exist in real life just name your oc Icarus something else idgaf#so yeah explode. Skase. Voulos'to. Valto mesa sto katamalakismeno mouni tis mana's sou. Psophise. etc.
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you dislike Luke Castellan because he disagreed with an oppressive government system and actually took action to change the abusive ways him and his peers have been forced to follow for millennia.
I dislike Luke Castellan because in the Titans Curse he manipulated Annabeth, who he raised as his little sister, into holding up the sky, the FUCKING sky, for over 20 hours and had the audacity to walk away as though he was completely apathetic towards it while she begged and pleaded with him to help her.
we are not the same.
#I agree with Luke’s beliefs 100%#I don’t agree with his actions#but I specifically remember Luke seeming real fucking unaffected while leaving Annabeth to endure being literally crushed to death#the rest of the halfbloods that joined the titans army had good intentions but Luke… oh boy#I’m sorry I can’t help but disagree with his actions#percy jackon and the olympians#luke castellan#annabeth chase#percy jackson#percy series#camp half blood#pjo hoo toa#some ppl in the comments pointed out shit I forgot ty guys#like the way he manipulated Silena and Annabeth because he knew they loved him is literally pedophillia 🤢🤮#I was cautious with my tags at first because I thought Luke apologists were gonna come at me with knives if I said more than necessary#but now I’m brave enough to admit I hate that man and no one can convince me otherwise
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already?? really?? this is how tonight’s gonna go??
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horrible art burnout so it’s 4 am and I’m scribbling Mouthwashing <3
they make my brain tired
#I needed to take a break from my usual blorbos#so I’m forcing everyone to see my son#Daisuke I love you you didn’t deserve that shit man#fuck jimmy#mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#art#artists on tumblr#my art
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FUCK IM DOING IT AGAIN IM BEING THE THERAPIST FRIEND FUCK FOR FUCKS SAKE...
#Theres nothing wrong with being the therapist friend obv#But for me...#Fuck#Fuck fuck fuck#It's actually so bad#Like am I starting to develop a savior complex?#And I dont think that's very good#Like I try so hard to help people and give them the best advice#And I'm starting to realize my parents are so right 😭😭😭#Help I'm having a existential crisis#Like why#Why do I need to save people#I literally throw my own wellbeing out the window#Fucking shit man#chaotic.text
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Y’all ever cry while listening to a song after seeing it featured in a particularly beautiful fic?
Why do I ask?
Oh
No reason. None at all.
#lol#fucking shit man#it’s not like it’s a new song to me#I’ve known this song for years#I’ve liked this song for years#but now#I’m gonna associate it with the fic#for at least a little while#bloody hell#fanfiction can be a powerful thing
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