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lighteez · 1 year ago

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Comforting Sanji

Hello, hello! This one shot is based after the straw hats saved sanji. (it was ep 796 i believe where sanji's sis cuffed his hands) It'll be based on him finally getting his shackles away and it left a terrible scar on his wrists, so once the crew left whole cake island, you got worried over sanji and decided to take care of him after finding out about his past. You comfort him, cook for him, and tend to his wounds while cursing his entire family and the big mom family. (im on ep810 and i just saw the sanji x luffy fight, i was crying an ocean omg, i cant… it broke me seeing luffy and sanji cry) (p.s. IT HAS SPOILERS!! AND READER IS FEMALE!!!)

“SANJI!” You screamed when you saw the crew members return back with Sanji. When he saw you, he looked at you differently, his smile was still warm, but his eyes screamed a different story. He was hurt, he was in pain.

You gripped the railing of the ship angrily, jumping out of the ship and ran towards him and the crew. Hugging them all, you told them that you took care of the ship well and made sure nothing happened to the Thousand Sunny.

Luffy laughed and nodded, “Thanks for ya help, now let's go back and have a feast! This time with our cook’s dishes!” He screamed like always, running back to the ship with Chopper. They were both happy to get their crew mate and friend back on board, the most exciting part? Sanji's delicious food! You on the other hand felt worried that he might be mentally tired, so being the caring person that you are towards your crew members, you tapped Sanji on his shoulder.

He turned his attention towards you and stopped walking, a curious expression on his face. “What is it? Is something wrong?” He smiled brightly. Taking in a deep breath, you relaxed yourself and spoke up.

“I’m glad you’re back, Sanji. Are you feeling okay now?” You asked, looking into his eyes to make sure he wasn’t lying to you. Seeing him take a deep breath as well, he relaxed his shoulders, or at least tried to relax. He simply nodded, faking another smile. “I know you’re lying to me… You’re mentally exhausted, am I right?” I asked, looking over to the ship as I saw the crew happily waving at us to hurry back so we can leave this weird island.

Sanji’s smile fell and he looked down at the ground with no facial expression playing on his face. All those horrible memories of the vinsmoke family came back to him, and he knew it was going to take more time to forget them again. “We really can’t lie to ya, huh? You see right through us.” He whispered, taking out his packet of cigarettes only to see that he was done with them. A thought came to mind, that he must’ve chain smoked a lot while being trapped with them.

“Sanji… I’m sorry all this happened to you. Let’s go back on the ship, I apologize I wasn’t much help.” I frowned, looking at the floor as well. This entire crew are always in their own world, having fun with another, but when their past or traumas come back, they are actually exhausted and worn out. You hadn’t noticed that these wonderful people suffered so much before they all met. It somehow felt like it should be your job to help these people who took you in when you had nowhere to go.

“It wasn’t your fault, and you always help us.” He smiled and ruffled your hair. You sighed in defeat, even though they say these things, you still feel useless, so you try your best to help around in the ship. Sometimes you would even train with Zoro and try to learn some fighting techniques. “Come on, let’s get out of here now. I don’t like Whole Cake Island.” He physically shivered and walked towards the ship with you following him.

Once on the ship, you all finally set sail to meet up with the other crew members who stayed on Zou Island. The crew was back to being cheerful, loud, funny and completely normal as if nothing ever happened these last couple of days. You ended up hearing all the news from Carrot about Sanji being a Vinsmoke, almost marrying that daughter from Big Mom, and his past. The more she talked about what happened, you became worried and angry. Nami chimed in on the conversation and said that Luffy and Sanji had a big fight.

Looking over to Sanji and Luffy, they seemed perfectly fine dancing and laughing with the others, as if nothing ever happened between them. Letting out a small smile towards Nami you told her to stop bringing up the past, it would only stay in her mind if she keeps remembering and repeating everything that happened. Nami agreed and just began to drink all the booze to lighten up. Carrot followed Luffy and ate all that she could.

Hours went by in a flash and you excused yourself to freshen up. The only ones still up was Brook and Pedro playing songs while Carrot danced with Chopper. Luffy and Nami were knocked out asleep, and of course Luffy was still eating Sanji’s dishes while sleeping. Everything felt good, and right in its place, however; Sanji was stuck in the Kitchen, cooking and cooking away. You already knew that sometimes he cooks whenever his mind is full of thoughts, and considering all that went down, you were sure he was recalling back old memories.

Instead of going to the bathroom, you headed towards the stairs and walked to the kitchen. Peeping into the window you saw him there cooking multiple different dishes and keeping himself occupied. “Sanji, do you need help? Please rest up, I’ll take care of the cooking.” You came inside and walked up to him, but he didn’t seem to hear you at all as he had a painful expression on his face. Immediately, you turned the stove off and grabbed his hands, pulling him to sit down on the stool.

“Sanji, what’s wrong? Are you okay? Are you in pain?” You put the back of your hand on his forehead, but he wasn’t running a fever. Sanji snapped out of it and his expression melted. Looking up at you, he had those same eyes from when you saw him coming back to the ship.

“I’m fine, I was just thinking about things like always. Don’t worry, okay?” He said, taking a deep breath, but you knew he was broken. As you looked down at his wrists you saw scars of some handcuffs and you let out a loud gasp quickly grabbing his hands to scan the injury.

“How can I not worry?! Your wrists are hurt! Let me go get Cho-” Before you could turn around to get Chopper, he grabbed your hand and pulled you back.

“Don’t… I’m fine, really. These will go away at some point.” He said, referring to the scars.

“Sanji, these will leave a horrible scar. Please, at least let me treat them.” Sanji looked up at you and locked his gaze on you before agreeing with you. “Okay, I’ll go get the first aid kit. Wait here and don’t you dare move a finger.” You warned him before jogging towards the infirmary room to get the first aid kit. Chopper taught you the basics of tending a wound so you knew how to handle this situation.

Once you gathered the things, you headed back into the kitchen. Sanji was staring at his wrists that were resting on his lap. He looked tired and worn out, how could you comfort him? What can make him feel better and forget all those horrible memories? You want to help him forget and comfort him. Sanji seems so fragile right now, and you wanted to care for him right now, even if it’s just for a night.

“I’m back, put your wrist on the counter there.” You laid the first aid kit on the counter nearby his extended wrist. Taking out things one by one, you suddenly blurted out, “The Vinsmokes are all assholes. They don’t deserve you at all. May they all get a slow painful death and regret everything!” Anger was building up inside of you as you could only imagine all the shit he has been through since he was a child.

Surprisingly, Sanji let out a laugh which surprised you. After cleaning his wound he was just looking at you with a smile again, “Thanks for this. I’ll be fine, I swear.” He whispered, but that didn’t calm your anger down one bit as you started wrapping the bandages around his left wrist first.

“I know you’ll be fine, Sanji, but I can’t help it. If I was there with you, I would’ve killed them with my bare hands, they don’t deserve to live at all. Fuck them all and I will pray for their down fall everyday.” Your words flew out of your mouth, saying the most horrendous things about the Vinsmokes. If only he could read your mind, he would hear all the ways you would be torturing them right this moment. Sometimes, horrible people who don’t redeem themselves at all deserve the worst kind of death.

His right hand grabbed your wrist and gave it a squeeze, “Hey, a lady shouldn't stress her pretty mind out over the past.” He chuckled, as you looked at him, softening your gaze when you guys met each other's gazes. “And you’re kind of squeezing my wrist there.” A small wince came out his lip as you gasped and stopped gripping his injured wrist.

“I’m so sorry! I didn’t realize I was hurting you!” Without thinking you grabbed his left hand with caution rubbing his arm gently. “You’re okay, right?” You looked at him with gentleness as he stared at you, clearly surprised that you’re being so careful with him. It was the first time he’s seen you this caring towards him, as if he would break with a gentle touch.

He snapped out of his thoughts and nodded, “Yeah. I’m fine, don’t worry.” He looked back at the stove where the food he was cooking probably got cold now. “I should get back to cooking, I’m sure they’re all waiting for my food now.” He chuckled, getting up from the stool, but you pushed him back down to sit down.

“You’re not going to cook with injured wrists, and plus you need to rest, everyone has to rest.” You sighed, frustrated at him because he didn’t want to rest up and listen to you. “Once I’m done bandaging your right wrist, I’m going to get everyone to sleep. I’ll stay awake to make sure there’s nothing over the horizon, and tomorrow morning I’ll cook breakfast, okay?” You went over your list to him as you grabbed his other hand and cleaned his wound, applying ointment as Sanji said nothing.

The silence dragged on between you two as you cleaned up his wound. You broke the silence first to say this, “Nami told me what happened with Luffy and you. I didn’t expect that to happen honestly.” A small groan escaped his lips as you took your hands away from his wrist, “I’m sorry! Did I hurt you again?” You asked him as he shakes his head in response.

“No, you didn’t. I just-” He stopped mid sentence and sighed deeply, “I feel so horrible for doing that to Luffy. I know he forgives me for what I’ve done, but- I should’ve been stronger. Instead I hurt my captain after he took me in as part of his crew. I’m such a horrible fucking-” You quickly covered his mouth with your hand, being worried about him. You didn’t want him to finish that sentence at all.

“Don’t say that, Sanji. You’re not a bad crew mate. I know that you had your reasons, okay? We all know that you would never intentionally hurt Luffy.” You finished talking before removing your hand away from his mouth as he looked at you again, but this time he showed you a sad face. He really does regret what he did.

“I-I know, but Nami slapped me. She actually thought I would turn my back to them. I feel so bad, I want to take back everything I did and said. I just feel so-” His voice choked up, looking away from you as he bit his lip. Sanji was crying. “So guilty and weak.” His last words hit you like a train, you haven’t seen him cry before and your heart swelled with pain. You don’t like seeing him so hurt or cry.

Again, without thinking, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and pulled him into a tight hug. A tear rolled down your eye, crying with him. The pain and guilt he must be going through right now made you want to protect him and the rest of the crew from any kind of harm. You stroked his messy hair, calming him down as he clinged to your shirt like a little kid who had gotten a small paper cut. “There, there… Don’t cry, Sanji dear. I’m here. You’re not a horrible person, okay?” You whispered as your chin rested on top of his head as he hugged you tighter, crying into your shirt.

“I’m sorry for causing everyone harm. I was- I was trapped with that old man and those so-called brothers. They threatened me so many times by saying they will kill people who are important to me and blow my hands away. I felt horrible that I said those words to Luffy and Nami. I didn’t mean them at all, I swear. I almost made a mistake by marrying someone for political reasons and not because I truly loved them.” He cried out loudly, his tears running down his face and staining your shirt.

Your heart broke into millions of pieces as you held him tighter, probably squeezing the air out of him. You planted kisses on top of his head, reassuring him that he will be safe now, and nothing bad will happen to him ever again. Tears fell down your eyes as well, feeling sympathy towards him as you tried your best to understand how he felt right now in the moment. “It’s okay, Sanji. You had very good reasons, that only proves that you were thinking about us before thinking of yourself. You’re a great guy, I’m sure you’ll find the love of your life out there, so please forget about that. You’re safe now, with us, with your friends.”

In the process of comforting him, your anger rose inside of you, wishing hell upon everyone who harmed Sanji and your crew. Your breathing picked up as you grabbed his cheeks and pulled his head up to make him look at you, your thumbs clearing his tears. “Sanji, dear. I’ll make sure to protect you and the crew. I will do anything in my power to kill all those assholes who made you all feel pain. I swear on my life.” His eyes widened as he tried to not cry again.

“Don’t swear on your life. Everything passed now, we’re all okay now. I’ll be okay.” He leaned into your touch on his cheeks as he held you closer to him. “After a few naps, I will forget all that happened to us. It won’t haunt us again.” Sanji whispered, closing his eyes as he enjoyed your hands on his cheeks, they were warm and tender. You sighed, your gaze falling softly as you saw him enjoying your comfort.

“Okay, but still. I won’t let this go. I’ll do everything in my power to keep you all safe.” You whispered softly, a small smile creeping up your lips as you stared at him warmly. “Let’s get your wrist wrapped up and you can go to sleep, okay? I’ll clean up the mess and get everyone to sleep in their rooms.” He opened his eyes and looked at you, his eyes were glistening and red from crying so much. You wouldn’t trade this moment between you two for nothing, you knew right there and then that it’ll be your official job to make sure they’re all mentally and physically okay.

Sanji gulped and looked away from you, “You’re being too kind to me. I should be a man here and help you out.” He chuckled softly as you followed his lead.

“No, just for right now… Just for tonight, let me take care of you, is that fine?” You asked him as he looked back at you, his stare sent your heart racing. He looked at you so gratefully and tenderly as your heart melted with warmth.

He didn’t respond at all, he just kept staring at your eyes with a smile. The warmth from his gaze sent your stomach doing flips, you liked this side of him. “Sanij… I should really bandage your wrist now.” Clearing your throat, you went back to his wrist, placing it on the counter as you grabbed the bandages and began wrapping his wrists gently.

Once you were done, you put the things back into the first aid box, closing it when suddenly Sanji pulled you into a back hug, his face nuzzled in the crook of your neck, “I’m sorry, but please let me hug you… You’re an angel, y’know that, right?” He whispered against your neck, his arms tightening around your waist, sending a shiver down your spine. A small blush crept up your cheeks as he held you so close.

“I’m not an angel, Sanji. I don’t mind your hugs.” You whispered back, looking down at the counter as he breathed gently against your neck. The atmosphere around you two seemed warm and sweet, you wanted to hug him, but you knew yourself, you would start pampering him and treating him like a lover would.

The biggest secret you ever kept from the crew is that you started falling in love with Sanji, you didn’t know when, but all you remember is that Sanji showed you his real self. Not his weird perverted self, but the most intimate parts of his life. His eyes shine whenever he talks about the all blue, or whenever you help him out in the kitchen, he gets so excited to teach you new recipes. His interests are rather adorable and you find yourself wanting to learn more about him over time.

“Sanji… Go rest up. You need it.” A small whisper left your lips as he groaned in protest.

“I’m sorry… I can’t help myself after you comforted me this way.” He whispered as well. “I remembered something, the girl I was going to marry… she sympathized with me like this, but she wasn’t like you. You’re assertive and more- demanding. I just- I apologize if I’m comparing you two” Sanji let out a small grunt, probably regretting what he said.

Something in you felt angry again and almost snapped at him, “Don’t… Just- Stay like this, don’t think about anything or that girl who caused you harm as well. She’s Big Mom’s daughter, I will hate her too for life.” The last sentence left your lips as you shut your mouth and slapped a hand over your lips, realizing what you just said.

You heard Sanji laugh against your neck, squeezing you softly. “Alright, I get it.” He responded, “You’re gonna fight her too, huh? Two beautiful women fighting over me? That sounds nice.” You became angry again and twisted your body to look straight at him, grabbing his tie and pulling him down towards you.

“Don’t talk about that bitch, I hate her. Understand?” His face was shocked when you did that suddenly. “I’m just protecting my crew mate from harm.” A low grumble left your mouth as he stared at you with wide eyes.

Sanji visibly gulped nervously as he nodded, biting his lip as you pulled him closer to you, “Sanji… I really do care about you and want to keep you safe from here on out. Can I do that?” You asked him, your gaze traveling down to look at his lips as he started blushing. Your head was wrapped around him, but you didn’t want to tell him that you had feelings for him at all.

“S-Sure… I don’t- I don’t mind.” He mumbled, his hands went back to your waist, holding you closer again. The air around you both became stronger and thicker with anticipation. Silence came over you again as your gazes kept wandering around in each other's faces. Your grip tightened around his tie, not wanting to let him go anytime soon. “We… We should clean up.” He said softly, licking his lips.

You didn’t respond at all, not wanting to break this moment between the two of you. All these thoughts that ran through your mind made you wonder what would happen if you really did kiss him right here and then. Would he return the kiss back to you or not? Will he regret it? Does he only think of you as a friend and crew mate only? Is it too soon? You hadn’t moved from the spot at all and neither had him.

The urge to kiss him was too strong, the urge in general to just confess your feelings to him was unbearable in this moment. “Sanji, go rest up… Uhm- I’ll go now.” You told him, letting him go easily and grabbed the first aid kit, going back to the infirmary to put it away, but he grabbed your arm and pulled you into him again.

“I don’t know if I’m going crazy or not, but… May I kiss you? If you let me of course.” He was holding you so close to him, his breath fanning near your face as you tried your best to resist kissing him without saying anything. He’s too good to be true. A simple nod came out of you as he sighed, “I need to hear your words, not just a nod. Please.” He begged you, gripping your waist with one hand as the right one came up to caress your cheek, his fingers sliding into your hair as he looked at you with- adoration?

“Yes, please… Just kiss me, Sanji.” Without warning, you leaned in to kiss his lips, wanting to feel his lips on yours now. The second you pressed a kiss to his lips, he held you so close, grabbing the first aid kit and throwing it to the counter, bringing you closer to his body as he kissed you passionately. In that moment, nothing else mattered besides your lips on his, kissing him desperately and filling the kiss with so much love and adoration.

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nyoomfruits · 2 years ago

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for landoscar: one having to sit in the other's lap when space is tight and them both blushing like crazy over it!

this little drabble (as far as you can call 1k of fic a little drabble) features lando being a menace, seb and his bees, and the hilarious little school trip the entire grid took to buzzing corner during the japanese grand prix which i cant find the pictures of anymore.

If anything, it’s Lando’s own dumb fault.

He’s running late, because he’s always running late, following behind Oscar who is also always running late, and seriously, who let them be teammates? Clearly they are just enabling each other’s worst habits.

They make it onto Seb’s stupid bee bus just in time, squeezing in just as Seb starts throwing impatient glances at his watch, muttering an annoyed ‘there you are’ as Oscar takes the little step into the bus, his stupid shorts sliding over his leg to reveal a tantalizing strip of thigh.

It’s the only excuse Lando has for nearly face planting himself onto the floor of the bus as he trips inside himself. He can’t believe they’re being carted around the track in an oversized van like a bunch of high schoolers going on a school trip, but it’s Seb, and most of the grid would give their lives for Seb if he asked, so.

The bus is crammed full, everyone already having taken a seat, and Oscar slides into the only seemingly available seat next to Fernando.

“What about me, then?” Lando says, waving his arms around, a little annoyed.

“Lando,” Seb says, in his ‘I’m not mad, just disappointed’ voice, “I would really like to leave now.”

“Well I can’t just-“

“Oh for fuck’s sake, Lando,” Alex says, from two seats over. “Just go and sit in Oscar’s lap or something.”

Lando opens his mouth to protest, but everyone is looking at him with slightly disgruntled facial expressions, and he sighs, defeated, before turning to Oscar, who is looking at Lando with wide eyes.

“Uh,” he says, and then shuffles in his seat a little before he goes. “Yeah, sure, just. Sit down.”

“Right,” Lando says, and then carefully sits himself down on Oscar’s thighs, trying not to inconvenience Oscar too much by putting his weight forward as much as possible.

He fails immediately, when the bus jerks forward and Lando gets flung backwards into Oscar’s lap, nearly toppling onto the floor altogether.

“Fuck,” he exclaims, but just as he’s about to slide off completely Oscar’s arms find their way around his waist, pulling him close so his back slots against Oscar’s chest.

“Careful,” Oscar says, and his mouth is right at Lando’s shoulder, his lips brushing against the fabric of Lando’s polo and Lando is going to kill Seb and his stupid bees.

“Yeah,” Lando says, “Yup, yeah, sorry.” He tries to scoot forward again, suddenly way too aware of the proximity of his ass to Oscar’s dick - and fucking damnit now he can’t stop thinking about Oscar’s dick -, but Oscar tightens his arms around him, presumably in an attempt to protect him but only resulting in making Lando feel like maybe Seb and the bees should kill him.

In the front of the bus, Seb is enthusiastically telling them about the bee project. Next to them, Fernando is staring out of the window, nodding along to whatever Seb he’s saying. On Oscar’s lap, Lando’s been stuck on a horrible loop of ‘Oscar’s dick Oscar’s dick Oscar’s dick’. Seriously. Why does the guy insist on wearing those stupid flimsy shorts. It can’t be just to torture Lando’s entire existence.

It also doesn’t help that Oscar’s breath is fanning over his neck, his mouth brushing against Lando’s shoulders, his neck ever so often as the bus bounces around the track.

Lando’s dreamt of this, before, maybe. Of Oscar behind him, of Oscar’s hands on his waist, Oscar’s mouth on his neck.

The dreams had involved considerably less clothes. Also considerably less the entire fucking F1 grid.

“You, uh, you okay?” Oscar asks, and his voice is a little tight, as he whispers low into Lando’s ear, sending shivers down Lando’s spine.

Lando once again considers the pros and cons of just flinging himself out of the window.

“Yeah. Yeah, why?” He says, trying to act casual, trying to act like Oscar’s arms aren’t currently burning a hole in Lando’s abdomen with the way they’re wrapped around him.

“You’re uh, you’re squirming. A lot. And it’s-“ Oscar cuts off, and his voice is still tight, his breath a little shaky, and when Lando scoots back only a little bit he can feel-

Oh.

Now that’s interesting.

It’s like a switch flicks, in Lando’s brain. See before it had been the embarrassing reality of having the hots for a teammate who probably doesn’t… hot you back. But now. “It’s what?” He asks sweetly, pretending like the corner the bus takes makes him slide further back into Oscar’s lap, ‘accidentally’ grinding his ass down on Oscar’s dick.

Oscar groans, quiet and barely audible over the roar of the bus if Oscar’s mouth wasn’t right next to his ear, and his arms move from around Lando so he can grab Lando’s waist with his hands. “Lando,” he says warningly.

“Yes?” Lando asks, wiggling experimentally and letting out a frustrated little huff when he realizes Oscar’s grip is quite strong, actually.

“Will you just fucking keep still,” Oscar grits out, his hands tightening on Lando’s waist, and oh, okay. That’s kind of hot. Lando should explore that. Later. When they’re not in the stupid fucking bee bus.

“All right, that’s my queue to leave,” Fernando says, getting up out of his seat next to them. Lando hadn’t even noticed the bus had come to a standstill until everyone is already filtering out. Lando twists around in his seat to look at Oscar, and oh.

Oscar’s cheeks are a wonderful shade of bright fucking red, his pupils dilated as he pokes out his tongue to lick at his lips, and Lando briefly – very briefly – considers the pros and cons of bus sex.

“I’m-“ Oscar says, and he looks a little unsure, a little unflustered, and Lando realizes that while Oscar’s feelings have been, well. Very obvious, Lando hasn’t done anything so far but wiggle. So he surges forward, kisses Oscar quick, soft, while the camera’s are busy filming Seb showing the rest of the grid the bee hives.

“Later,” he says, promises, vows.

“Later,” Oscar agrees, voice a little hoarse, eyes a little wide.

Maybe, maybe Lando won’t kill Seb and his bees after all. Maybe, instead, he should send them some flowers. Just, as a thank you.

#ALSO thank you for all the well wishes i do feel a lil better now :)#landoscar #mctwinks #twinklaren #drabble #ask game

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meo-on-prairie · 2 years ago

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Pro-gamer!Gojo, Geto, Sukuna, and Toji

Writing this on my phone because life been putting me thru a meat grinder and i dont have the time to write an actual fic so i'mma ramble about the fic i been writing in my head when i dissociated

Imagine e-sport AU JJK

Youre a girl that's joining a 5 members first person shooter esport team call Curse Technique (CTQ) cuz women respresantation in esport fucking damn it

Your teammates are Gojo (Sixeyes), Geto (spiriteater), Sukuna (malevolent), and Toji (topji)

Theyre all streamers turn pro-gamers and are the most cocky bastard alive. The have never lose a single tournament ever since the game launched.

They got scouted by CTQ organizations from their stream when the game first launch

They fight each other for the second position on the leader board.

Note how i say second

Because someone with the in-game name KandyCat have the top position. Undefeated. Many have tried. But they cant even come close to thag ranking score

And goddamn did the 4 of them tried. They did a 1 week subathon with the sole purpose of tryna take the number 1 spot. They got their ass handed to them by said KandyCat in their solo rank games. So they temporarily gave up.

They always curios who this KandyCat is tho, becaude they are not a streamer, there are nothing about them on the internet beside the fact that theyre number one on the game leaderboard.

Over times, their curiosity and completitiveness against KandyCat before some sort of admiration and obsession. They really want to know who this person is and learn from them.

Now let's talk about when the team manager introduced you to them.

They thought you were their new assistant. They were expecting their last teamate would be another well known streamer or pro-player

The disbelief on their face when your manager said "this is y/n, she's your 5th member and also will be your in-game leader"

You almost let out a snicker

They threw a tantrum. That's for sure. Not cuz youre a girl. It's cuz theyre prideful as fuck

They cant fathom how a literal no body, someone they never heard of before, be their leader?!? Theyre literally the top 5 players of the game. Impossible. No. If leader is one of them, the rest will be bitter but they still relinquish. But their leader is someone they have never heard of before??? They wont stand for this

No. They refused "she can be our leader if she can beat all 4 of us in 1v1s" sukuna scoff and for the first time theyre all in agreement about something.

"Sure!" You said "let's make it more fun by placing a bet, whoever win get a wish from the loser"

Your manager, nanami, just sigh a long sigh and let yall duke it out on the game.

You logged into your account (y/n0nt0p) and gojo immediate poke fun of you "after this you should chsnge it to y/nthebottom"

They were all so confident. Already thinking of what their wish gonna be.

LOL MAN DID THEY GOT THEIR ASS HANDED TO THEM

They could not even land a shot on you

For the first time in their career they went negative on their Kill Death ratio. It was tragic. You were abusing mechanic they have never seen before. Taking angle they didnt know exist. Shooting through wall they didnt know were made out of paper.

They were floored

Complete. Utter. Defeated.

"How?" Toji, the last one to went against you, ask in disbelief.

" You surely dont think this is my main account right? I dont even have any cosmetic on here" you said with a smirk, hinting to them that this isnt the account you will be competing under.

Nanami let out another sign, he need painkiller after this "if you would let me finish introduced her before throwing a tantrum, you coulda save your pride." He said while shaking his head "y/n will be competing under an alias "KandyCat" or Cat, she specifically put in the contract that she does not want her identity to be out in the public including her appearance so----"

"KANDYCAT?!" Gojo shouted cutting nanami off once again.

"The. KandyCat??? Number one player on the leader board. That KandyCat?" Getou said, not believing his ears

Poor men.... theyre going thru so many shocking things in one day. It's like their word just got turned upside down.

Honestly, i havent thoughts about it after this but it would be fun to be like a choose your own adventure fic. Where they all fell head over heel for you over the course of the competitive season.

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mushies-stories · 2 years ago

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Akaza's soulmate

honestly... this was going to be a smut fic, but then i got in my feels and now it's all fluff.

Summary: Akaz was drawn to you and you, he couldn't stay away after he saw you. turns out it was fate that led him to you.

soulmate AU

GN!reader- if there's a mistake please let me know!

also, not very edited and will probably go back.

You had been there, a few weeks ago during a battle with a slayer. On the side lined ‘helping’ he supposed. He was going to kill you, just a little human, until he was near you. Your scent caused him to stop, to look at you and hear your little voice ask to be spared, knowing you knew you weren't a match for him.

He spared you, let you run off. Well almost, he followed you, saw exactly where you stayed before disappearing. He didn't stay gone for long, something in the back of his mind nagged at him to see you, he just needed to see you. When he did he felt an intense urge to steal you, bring you back and keep you locked up for himself.

Akaza left, scolding himself for even thinking the thought, ridiculous.

Every night for the past week however he has shown up to watch you sleep, getting closer every night to tell he was sitting right next to you. He sat on the cold floor as you laid comfortably on the futon fast asleep and completely oblivious to the demon staring daggers at you

He leaned in, observed your face, taking in your details. Just a simple human he tried to convince himself. But the urge to grab you, throw over his shoulder and leave was growing even stronger. He slowly raised his hand, bringing it to push a few strands of hair away from your face. His knuckle grazed your cheek so softly but the simple action alerted you in an instant your eyes were wide open and staring directly into the golden eyes of a demon.

Retracting his hand and standing, Akaza looked a few steps back, ready to flee if you screamed since he couldn't seem to hurt you. To his surprise you didn't scream, but you did look frightened. “You're the demon from a few weeks ago… Akaza.” you said his name in a whisper. Now sitting up on your knees, fearful to fully stand in case he would attack.

He grinned. “You know my name?” he inquired. Surprised someone as low as you knew the names of any of the upper 12 let alone match it to a face.

You nodded. “Well I found out later, after… you're pretty high in rank.” you stated. Being cautious. Watching him carefully. “Why are you here? If you wanted to kill me you could easily…” you trailed off, not really wanting to think of your own demise.

“I could.” he confirmed flatly. Not knowing what exactly he was doing, why didn't he leave? Leave her here and go back, she was just a human. He chanted this in his head as you stared at each other. His eyes burning into your own with uncertainty. “I cant.” he finally said in angry defeat.

You opened your mouth to say something but quickly closed it, unsure of what he meant or what to say. You thought for a moment, watching him. He stayed still and kept his distance.

“Why haven't you screamed? Or tried to run?” he asked you now, becoming confused as to why you haven't moved either.

You blinked at him, unsure of the answer yourself, you didn't feel the need to run. You almost felt at ease as he stood in your room, he didn't seem threatening. You shrugged and sat back down in a more comfortable position, crossing your legs. “I don't know… for some reason my senses don't feel like I'm in any danger.” you confessed. Now looking down at your lap as.

Akaza took a few steps toward you, stopping when you looked back at him. “Your scent.” he said, taking the last few steps before he was towering over you. “That's what stopped me that night.” he crouched down in front of you, looking you over again now that you were awake. “Nothing has ever stopped me before so why you?” he asked, assuming you must know why.

You didn't know what to tell him. “I don't know the reason for that anymore than I know my own reason for not being completely terrified right now.” you said with a sigh.

Again you both fell into silence as you stared at each other in thought. Letting out a huff Akaza took the open space next to you, legs staying stretched out onto the mat. He continued to look at you, examine you.

Human.

You stared into his eyes, entranced by them. Your own thoughts seemed to drift away as you felt completely calm with him so close. “You must be stupid.” he said, breaking the silence.

“I am not!” you shot back.

He chuckled, amused. “Letting me so close, you must be.” he stated before leaning in and sliding your neckline farther apart, exposing your neck fully to him. Any argument you had died in your throat as your whole body stiffened. His eyes closed for a moment as he inhaled your scent, nose lingering in the crook of your neck. He pulled back enough to see the now dazed look in your eyes, you really weren't scared. “Little human, why can't I keep myself away from you?” he asked. His hand came to rest on the side of your neck.

You couldn't answer him, neither of you had the answers to the million questions that needed answering. That was unless Akaza noticed something on his hand that rested on your warm skin. On his left pinky was a red line that circled it like a ring, it popped against the dark of the rest of his fingers. He pulled his hand away and held it up, examining the bright line that seemed to appear in his skin out of nowhere.

You looked at him confused. “What? Is something wrong?” you asked.

His eyes flickered to you then back to his hand. “The red line, it wasn't there before.” he said. No signs of emotion as he pondered to himself how it got there. What did it mean?

Your own eyes followed him and saw the same bright red line circling his pinky. “Red string of fate, a soul mate's mark.” you blurted out before thinking.

His eyes were on you now, almost ready to argue how wrong you must be but he stopped, looked down at your hand that lay resting in your lap. Again your eyes followed him and you saw a matching red line around your own pinky but on the right. When your eyes met it was like all the pieces fell together, and simultaneously created so many questions at the same time.

You spoke first, voice wavering only a little as you tried to ease the mood of meeting your soulmate. “Well I guess that answers a few things.” you said shyly.

His hands came to cradle your face gently, he looked at you like he was contemplating something. “This… complicated things,” he said sadly. “I can not leave you alone anymore, that is clear to me now.” before you could utter a word Akaza was pulling you closer to him so he could connect your lips. He was gentle, slow and patient. Lingering and licking your bottom lip before pulling back. A faint blush painted your cheeks. He released your face and grabbed your right hand with his left, intertwining your fingers. He looked down at your hands together and the marks that matched.

“I don't want you to leave.” you stated quietly. Knowing you shouldn't feel that way about a demon but your heart ached at the thought of him being away from you.

His other hand stroked the side of head gently as he came to look you in the eyes again. “No, I won't. But you can not stay here then.” he said, almost as a challenge. You both knew it wouldn't work if you stayed, you would have to go with him, wherever he deemed safe enough to keep you. You nodded, showing him you understood. He smiled at that. You were fully willing to give this old life up for him, be his entirely. “Tomorrow then, I will be back tomorrow night and I will bring you somewhere safe.” he said, pulling you closer to him so you leaned into his chest.

You smiled up at him, never letting go of his hand. “Tomorrow.” you confirmed.

For tonight Akaza wouldn't worry about what might happen, or the fact that he was a demon who had a soul mate let alone a human one. No tonight he would kiss you, memorize your scent and enjoy you until he came back for you on the next moon.

#demon slayer #demon slayer x reader #demon slayer imagines #demon slayer akaza #akaza x reader #akaza imagine

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mzhydes-funtimes · 1 month ago

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I TECHNICALLY finished the Gran Pulse section of ff13 and lemme tell you:

The Puzzle Dungeon Sucks

Its one of those dungeons where you interact with something and the whole dungeon changes shape except in this case not really

Pretty much you have to solve 3 quests per 3 floors to change the layout to activate the elevator to go to any floor you want, and also allowing access to rooms that may otherwise not be available BUT instead of, for example you have a few different objects that say: 1 turns it clockwise 3, 2 turns it counterclockwise 2 and 1 turns it clockwise 1 or something, yknow allowing you to actively solve it yourself its: go over here talk to these three guys, complete their quests, then talk to this guy who only unlocks after completing those 3 quests and now the whole section of the tower is complete! You cant move it anymore.

I know of another game that does this puzzle dungeon in a much better way: Eternal Sonata (a quick summery about the game is: its pretty much the dream? Alternate reality? Of Frederick Chopin's dying days/hours/whatever and the entire game [other than combat] is designed around music and dance) In the midgame of it there is a dungeon that takes this concept and does it better, altho imo is a bit confusing tho since it doesnt show you what changed. Pretty much you have to interact with these crystals or something to move the dungeon around and when you press them in the right order it opens the path, more specifically there are 4 sections each with (if i recall correctly) 4 things that change the layout of the dungeon and some paths will open to items, others to other (im just gonna call them) room switches and you have to change the layout to the right path to get to the exit. The only downsode with how this game in particular does it is you cant see how its changed you have to somewhat memorize it because sometimes the changes are subtle or effect a room you arent in which gets really frustrating

And honestly that would have made the dungeon a bit more fun, you interact with one guy, it may not open the elevator but it unlocks a room which may lead to 1 or more other rooms as well, instead we have another pretty linear dungeon where you just talk to a guy, defeat an enemy, talk to another guy, defeat another enemy, talk to a third guy defeat a third enemy, then the three guys unlock the path to the fourth guy who then damages a part of the boss then unlocks the elevator and access to the next floor, then rinse repeat twice. The one cool part tho is that the elevator is a music box almost and after you defeat the boss you gain access to a 2nd boss, and have to unlock the level before the summit, then talk to a guy who unlocks access to the 2nd boss ans in order to fight him you must START on the top floor and go STRAIGHT to the bottom floor, and thats cool i think, altho unlocking the last floor is literally juat go down 1 level walk out of the room to the main hallway go to a second room talk to a guy and that level is unlocked, its really lame, they could have made it a final test of... whatever but its just disappointing

#cami's thoughts #ffxiii #ff13 #eternal sonata

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conquestable · 2 months ago

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2x3 - THIS MISSIVE, THIS MACHINATION!

(spoilers for all three complete seasons will come up at various times as i point out foreshadowing)

about 3k words below the cut

help its in the recap again when the immortal showed rex his cock sjkdbsdf

cuz it was important to the plot, i agree

AND MARKS BIG DECISION TO DISOBEY CECIL LETS GOOOO

its sad to see debbie and mark separate here but i guess they had their moment and its time to move on. life still goes on, whether nolan is there or not.

and debbie says she dodesnt want to push her baby bird out of the nest and mark says "good thing i already know how to fly" baby boy you just learned how like YESTERDAY ToT

shes letting him go with grace though, knows he needs to make his own mistakes without her one day, and she cant expect mark to stick around for her either. she will have to work on her own life and he will have to work on his.

"college is a fresh start and i want you to enjoy every second of it" yess debbie TToTT

"college is the time for you to figure out who you are. but not invincible… mark grayson" but debbie, theyre the same guy, they have to be the same guy, invincible is just a weaponized persona with nothing to fight for if mark grayson doesnt have any passion

"and dont do drugs" sorry debbie i think he should do drugs HAHA

yessss debbie taking steps to seek her own recovery, everyone has to start somewhere

hahaha will is so proud of his personal style, hes so cute, he knows who he is

sorry i can NOT handle the sock on the door thing, i would rather die than announce to everyone walking by what i was doing inside, its none of your businessssss, thats why the door is shut. you could just as discreetly hang a "do not disturb" sign aarrgghhh

will stays bullying mark, calling his collectables TOYS to force him to defend his interests

OMG MARK ARE YOU GOING TO THROW THEM AWAY? DID WILL BULLY YOU TOO HARD?

NOOOOO HES SORRY HE LOVES YOU GO GET YOUR TOYS BACK

rip to marks childhood ig, forget who he used to be, hes who he is now

oh he goes back to get one, good for him T-T

OMG I WASNT PREPARED FOR AMBER TO COME ONTO MARK SO STRONG (he wasnt prepared either, look at him squirm) (but its fitting for him to finally get laid after he finally stepped up to the plate and fought that big water monster)

she put that lip gloss on just so she could smear it on him

oh hes not scared enough of her, he could never dream of a better girl to have his first time with, shes so into all his shortcomings/flaws and likes watching him squirm

mark says yeah so quick and it happens so quick ahhhhh i feel cheated out of all the potential teasing there could have been

not marks last symbol of childhood falling to the floor as the hottest girl who will ever touch him crawls on top of him

wowwwww she was tired of waiting for him to make a move, she came prepared

marks dialogue is so awkward i cant stand it T-T

HAHAHA thank you for the TEASING she asks him "wait you dont have like super sperm do you?" what an interesting question amber

and mark is left stammering about it probably being normal, who the fuck is he to know, hes probably never had a condom in his hands before

oh my god she wants him to jkdfbgsgb iogdf shes like "and you wouldnt like…. accidentally crush me or something?" shes soooooo… she wants to push him to his limits

get him amber make him blush harder

never? never marky? youd never let loose with her?

and she says "why dont you let me on top just to be safe" because she knows shes with the ceo of whimpering and shes gonna have to take what she wants

oh my godddd keep him in line queen, make sure he knows his place

no way theyre gonna hit me with allen content after that

i struggle to find something new to say since ive already talked about it so much. allens planet got blown up by the viltrumites because they rebelled and allen is the product of repeated failed attempts to create a perfect warrior to defeat people from the viltrum empire (they gave him a heart that was three sizes two big imo)

ugh im so suspicious of that old viltrumite traitor who runs the COPs, im POSITIVE hes the traitor, but one of my buddies who loves to spoil the comics has assured me its not him, so now idk what to believe

mannn but WHY did the viltrumite allen fought leave him alive? did he convince them somehow not to kill him?

WAHHHHH THIS LINE BEING OVER THIS SHOT

HE FOUND HIS ALLY HE FOUND HIM HE FOUND HIM!!!!!!!!!! THE ONE WHO COULD BEAT HIM EVERY TIME WITHOUT BREAKING A SWEAT, AND HAD A BIG ENOUGH HEART TO LET HIM LIVE

i desperately need to see a full episode about every fight they ever had while nolan was protecting earth

wahhhh and allen saying mark changed his destiny i cant take ittttt he says sometimes in order you change the world you have to be…

WWAAAAAAAAAHHHH hes the most important character, he changes nolans life and gives the other graysons their father/husband back, hes the only one who gets a title screen besides mark

"this time… allen bears a rare and valuable gift for the COPs… hope…" WAAHHH I LOVE ALLEN SO MUCH

hes so proud of the work he does i love him i love him

nooo the way he lets those nerds bully him but he still gets grumpy about it i love himmmmmm

soft dom bully energy, hell go easy on you if you cant take it, sometimes all he can do is give you a mean look

hahaha make that mean face super hard baby get em get em

ohhhhghg they stoked him into verbal insults, hes getting serious guys

i cant believe allen works with his girlfriend and calls her "sir" while they are working (he just calls her "general" but it might as well be "sir")

ough she has to give him bad news

look at him gazing at her, his heart is so full with his hope for his future and her in his field of vision

everyone trusts allens judgement, they disagree with him at first but he is able to sway them (he uses this skill to his full advantage)

hes so honored to be doing his part i love him i love him he knows what he stands for

them having to question why the viltrumites are breeding with other races is what makes me so suspicious of that old guy, why hasnt he told anyone about it?

if you are playing with him istg ill hurt you for touching him

his big heart is NOT a weakness and it CANT be exploited!!!!!

and allen not only likes cats but hes a daddy himself, what more can i ask for?

wow and the way he BODY SLAMS his girl against the wall, and she just TAKES IT they are perfect together

and she makes him tell her how much he missed her and how much he loves her before she will wrap her legs around him, tells him to prove it, ughhhh

mark and allen fucking back to back in such different vibes really clashes even if its trying to be some kind of parallel hahahaha, i mean i guess theyre both with women who know who they are and what they like

allen please stop eating bugs in front of me jdsfbgsdf

your one character flaw dont do ittttt

theyre not even mad that their utensils are eating their food hahaha what in the alien fuck

man allens cheesy pickup line hits something so good inside, cuz he picked it cuz he was mesmerized by watching her look out at the planet, so he said "the planets beautiful huh" to break the ice and then "cuz its the one with you on it" to express what he was feeling, i love him so fucking much

i mean hes got this cheesy ass face but hahahaha

and she tries to ask him about something and he freezes up, what a vibe shift, only to go downhill in a few seconds TTToTTT

but he tells her anyway even though hes nervous cuz he knows taking a risk on his girl is worth it, hes my KING

allen challenging the viltrumites without fear even though he knows he cant win, oh my heart cant take it

you can wipe that confident look off his cold dead body

every shot of him is so cute i love him dearly

please dont hurt him, hes too precious

but he doesnt need me to beg for him, hes got his own hands

and he makes sure to look at his girl one last time waaahhhhhhhh alleennnnnn

i dont like seeing allen hurt, hurts my heart TToTT

he does such a good job taking care of his girl that shes left sobbing by his bedside while she wonders if he will ever recover, and here comes this son of a bitch to unplug allens life support

omg why is kate cornering rex, whats she going to do to him

oh shes gonna make him TALK? brutal. sorry rex.

rex: "you cheated on me with the immortal" me and kate at the same time: "thats what you think happened?"

"if anything you were cheating on eve with me" "yeah but it worked out for you didnt it?" oh get fucked little man, you didnt even let her decide if she wanted to participate in your cheating with you bc you lied to her and told her you and eve were broken up

rex: "youre gross, the immortals like two thousand years old" grow up rex they have the same repeated-death-trauma and they also like to get freaky, its more in common than you ever had with her

"oh so im too young for you now" rex not everything is about you GROW UP

"no rex youre just an asshole" "well how is that news?" oh youve heard that one before? and you havent figure out thats why youre getting fucked all the time? what else are assholes good for? spewing shit all over the place?

rex shes telling you directly to your face that youll never find a true connection if you dont even know who you are outside of being hot and sexy

ouuuhhh yes please and monster girl gets to tease him too? bless her

rex is so stupid istg

at least hes good for one thing, roasting the fuck out of people when they act a little bit silly. he just goes "seriously where the fuck are you from" when the martian says weird shit

rudy spends to much time leaning into his logic nerd gambit and i just ughguhu learn how to be normal youre not a robot anymore

monster girl tries to be so good natured with rudy while he resists like fuck that hes human now, hes like "i must eliminate the fear receptors in my human brain" and shes like "dude relax take another hit"

amanda: "people feel fear for a good reason" yes you are correct. rudy: "its extraneous" listen to the girl you decided to dedicate your new life to

man but shes an adult but doesnt try to be his mom, shes iconic. i mean rudys an adult too but its different because hes never experienced human sensations before. hes more like a kid with the unfortunate knowledge of 30 long years trapped in his underdeveloped brain

but she agrees to go to a movie with him anyway, shes so strong for looking past his freak obsession with her

oh debbie i hope you get the help you need

this guy shes talking to has weird superficial vibes from the get go, i didnt trust him from the jump, like him turning out to not be sympathetic to her situation isnt THAT surprising

i mean he invites her to a bar that "some of us" like to go to, where no one shows up but the two of them, like he was trying to lure her somewhere alone with the promise of safety in numbers

and he tries to downplay that its a dive bar and makes her agree to subpar circumstances by making them seem not so bad, maaannnn

amanda: "some time youll have to tell me about your child hood" rudy: "we are already seeing a horror movie tonight" oh rudy, she didnt mean right now, you dont gotta be like that

the tickets please guy is like "you must be eighteen to enter" and rudy is like "logically your a fucking IDIOT" like thats gonna get him what he wants

this show really likes the "more experienced woman takes a virgin under her wing" trope

she teases him so gently ohhhh amanda push his little buttons, i guess she likes pathetic guys too

nooo debbie recalling all her fondest memories of nolan im gonna fucking cry again

that guy just says stuff thats vaguely comforting that doesnt really mean anything, but debbie will take anything

i mean he breaks the number one boundary set by the club they both agreed to join, she didnt consent to that and it broke her down to tears again, that guys a scum bag

omg and mark comes home and will wakes up from a dead sleep to go "OMG YOU HAD SEX WITH AMBER" cuz he can smell it in the air

me too will, tell us everything mark, was she mean to you?

wow hes so fucking cute look at the confidence boost it gives him that mark thinks he could pull that guy from earlier

but then he says hes fucked up about rick still and he cant vent without apologizing to mark, noooo even will wont bust his balls now

extremely appropriate reaction to seance dog showing up at your door

why is mark beating that guy up without giving him the chance to talk

sorry those bugs are hella fucking cute and nolan definitely enjoyed hitting that

mark gets to pose all big and bad over such a subservient species

the way this bug feeds mark such specific boy fantasy phrases "legends of your speed and strength have reached far and wide" thats the novelist in nolan coming through, like he definitely crafted that lie to tell mark, its got his signature all over it

and will rolls in with no pants on to say "you gotta help the cute little bug alien mark its your duty"

fuck you mark, making will explain why he loves you right now, just take his support and grow with it

"no you cant just go to space to some random planet" cecil stay in your lane you dont even know what planets are out there let alone what threats are out there

cecil fuckk offff you cant tell him what to do anymore

cecil threatening mark with words that imply he will end up like his dad, you cant threaten him with that!!!!!!!!!!!!

mark: "when im in this outfit im invincible" the bug: "so far" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

awwwaw amber looks so sad mark has to go away, she finally got in his pants

she wants him to be a hero though, so she wont stop him from going

man it felt like they were gearing up to an i love you and then the call dropped and the way i was so disappointed even tho i dont want them to end up together hahahaha

and mark just takes it on the chin and acts like it doesnt affect him, okay buddy

well buddy it looks like youve got six days to sit there and think

ugh this guy just spits therapy speak at debbie but i dont believe he understands anything hes saying

im sorry you have to confide in this creep debbie but its good to let it out

ugh victim blaming piece of shit

"i didnt know who he was" neither did he baby T-T

hahaha and mark shows up to the planet and its all peaceful music and everyone is just standing around and hes like …..where is the emergency

the way he stops dead in his tracks when that bug says "what meteors?"

that teenaged boy just sat still for six days after having sex for the first time and had no privacy to touch himself and you just told him he did it for no reason?

ahhhh just nolans shadow moving across the screen and the sounds of his cape swooshing is enough to get me all excited

my man you have no right to hit mark with this pose rn hahahahaha, like youre inviting him on his magical girl journey

and mark barely gets a word in before the episode ends, jeez, what a cliffhanger

2x2 < [2x3] > 2x4

all episodes

#invincible #watch notes #thoughts

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goremet-chef · 2 years ago

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trying to control my emotions is so difficult man, like i can be honest with myself and lay out the whole truth, but that little voice inside me will always be like "okay, but what if we dont know the whole truth? what if something happened we dont know about and our fear is completely warranted?"

its sad because its not like.. the 'little voice' isnt an alter or something, its just ME. i bring myself so much misery, i feel so ashamed. i cant believe im our host. i bring all of us down, and im not even being dramatic or anything, i genuinely do. im selfish, and my method of coping with reality is to LEAVE it, when someone else fronts im biting my lip waiting to crawl back into front and take me out of here. i stop our social alters from even ATTEMPTING to be social because im too scared of the consequences (even if its just part of life, it rips my soul apart to be rejected, im so tired of being seen as weird)

its honestly kind of impressive, but despite all this fear that ties me down to the floor, i cant i CAN NOT ask if somethings wrong

i cant do it, because thats admitting defeat. thats me saying 'yeah ill be honest im sure nothing has happened on your end, but ive been drowning myself in anxiety and i need validation that my fear is for nothing like how you probably think it is'

i cant keep doing that. i hate being such a piece of work!!!! its never simple with me, everythings always fine until it literally isnt. ive convinced myself my friends, my closest bestest best besties, ALL hate me and ive been so depressed only for them to act completely normal and then i realize oh actually they dont and i was sad for nothing :] okay!

like. i just.

the last time i was ever open about how i was feeling, was when i was in contact with my groomer. i loved him i think, and i felt like i should be open with him, because he was my FP and the amount of crying i did every day was so pathetic

that was when i learned i had bpd and thats why i acted the way i did, and so i tried to be more open about it because i heard that i should and it would be good for my relationships, but all it did was make him tired with me, tired that i was constantly scared and asking if he still liked me

that was a bad time for me, i cant ignore that. being in constant contact with him was basically just giving me trauma every single day. my system was SO active trying to manage the stress, it was bad. i cant just blame myself for how i was acting, because it was a terrible horrible situation that i dont wish on anyone else, but man i wish i did things different

but like?? its like no matter the option i pick, its still the same!!! different outcome but shitty nonetheless

do i open up and tell the people i love that oh actually im really scared and im constantly afraid you dont love me anymore? or do i just. sit with the pain.

if i tell them, best case they tell me 'no dom, we still love you' and thats that, worst case they get annoyed with me, they see me as too much to handle, they pity me because something is clearly wrong with me

if i dont, then i do exactly what i do now, which is just wallowing in self hate and loneliness for 3 whole days, waiting for something thats not gonna happen because i havent fucking COMMUNICATED that i want it

i think technically, being open is the way to go. if i hadnt been stuck in such a shitty situation with a person like BRIAN then i wouldve probably seen better outcome. im open that i have BPD, so people should be aware what theyre getting into. if they stay despite knowing, they care about me, i know this is true. a lot of people book it once they hear you have any sort of cluster-b personality disorder because they immediately assume yr some kind of abuser, so this already is a good thing that i have people open enough to not immediately classify me as one and run

i just get scared like. what if i ask if somethings wrong and something IS wrong?? what if its my fault? id be so ashamed in myself. i dont have enough experience in human interaction to know how to fully like. handle that situation, the unknown outcome is what scares me the most

#still on my bpd shit #whoops!

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wonijin · 2 years ago

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DEUCE

should you have known that you'd be in the same team as your rival, you would never thought of attending this school. now, you'd have to put up with ahn yujin's unwanted company more than you'd like.

tags: ahn yujin/female reader. volleyball au. angst. 1.1k words.

warnings: foul language

“seems like coach is wasting another starting spot tonight.”

“and i cant believe we’d have to pull your weight again, ahn.”

you thought you’d finally escape her. but alas, the bane of your existence, ahn yujin, stands in front of you.

she had been the most annoying thorn by your side ever since you were children. you had the unpleasure of meeting her during a practice match with their school back when you were both still in elementary. your personalities clashed in every possible way upon meeting, making both of you rivals ever since.

“i pray every second of my life for you get benched.” yujin scoffed, her held high, eyes peering from above.

“it’s sweet you dedicate time to think of me. i can’t say the same to you,” you say, plastering a fake smile.

before yujin could answer through her smirk, the coach interrupted and called your names. “why dont you both pair for warmups? i don't need you two going at it throughout the game.”

“that im too magnificent to be in the same room as you.” yujin snapped back without missing a beat. she pressed on your back to help you reach tour toes, her hands heavy like an anvil.

“you’re so full of yourself. im wondering how you haven't choked on your massive ego yet.” you slapped her hands away and walked towards your bag, knowing full well that she’d drive you up a wall the longer you’re with her.

this exchange felt like it happened a lifetime before, it was a few hours ago. now, you’re staring at the ball in front of you.

the thundering cheers turned to a mere buzz. from the corner of your eyes, you catch the opposing team celebrating on the other side of the court.

“what the fuck was that? the ball was right in front of you!” yujin shoved you and before you could stumble backwards, she caught your shoulders.

the taller girl stared at you, too drowned in the feeling of defeat to answer. she was overwhelmed with fury and you were in daze.

yujin opened her mouth to speak but stopped when you slapped her firm hands away and waking off without turning back or uttering a single word.

she stared at your retreating figure. not only minutes after when she realized you were completely out of her vision did she jogged towards the opposite direction. not without sparing the opposing team a glance.

the sounds of ball hitting the floor and shoes squeaking spilled outside the four walls of the school gym and reached yujin’s ears. she already knew who was practicing late this night before even sliding the door open.

you jumped—no, flew until your hand met the volleyball up in the air, hitting it hard enough for it to dig on the other side. if you noticed yujin slipping through the court, you said nothing.

you feet touched the ground with a thud and you waste no time to pick up another ball. yujin’s eyes squinted and she stepped closer until she was a step behind the green line and your tear stricken face was visible.

sweat and tears glisten on your skin, shining under the lights of the gym. she watched as you serve after serve, still wearing the uniform from the game earlier. a breath escaped her lips before her feet brought her inside the lines.

“no wonder you’re serves are shittier than always. your tears wont make it better, stupid.”

she sighed one last time at your tear stricken face and before she knew it, she was running after each ball you served. it didn’t matter where you aimed, she was there to receive it.

“you've gotta do better than that. stop going easy on me!” yujin’s voiced echoed throughout the walls and you replied with a frustrated scream of your own. “fuck you!”

“come at me then! is this all you’ve got?” every time yujin opened her mouth, it was to taunt you. you’re aware that she’s deliberately pushing your buttons. you’re too busy letting your frustrations out to think why.

by now, the tears have stopped flowing and fatigue started to envelope your body. but yujin understands you wouldn’t stop, just like how she wouldn’t if she was in your place.

so yujin held her hands up in a ‘T’, a timeout. you both know that she was half as tired as you. yet, it would be much later when you both realized this action was dedicated to you.

yujin sat down and wiped her sweat with the hem of her shirt, her eyes never leaving you as you chug a bottle of water. her thoughts wander as she fully lays on her back.

“i shouldn’t have let number four get to me and focused on offense.” yujin admitted suddenly. ‘like you said’, the words hang on her tongue, unable to be voiced.

yujin heard you choking on your water. even she, herself, is surprised at her outburst. she’d never imagined a moment where you’ll both show vulnerability to each other.

but here you were, sniffling and throwing a tantrum. and here she were, declaring her guiltiness and contemplation.

as the ceiling stares back at her, yujin wants to apologize for what she said after the game. but not letting you bear responsibility alone is the best she can do right now.

“and i should’ve trusted your blocks more.” you looked awkward as you crouched in front of her, handing her your water bottle.

yujin muttered a small thanks, almost inaudible. the small quirk of her lips hidden as she gulped the the remaining water. she felt your presence as you joined her on the cold hard floor.

her eyes drifted towards you propped up against your elbows. and deep in her heart, she's slowly coming to realize why she biked all the way back to school. why she knows you’d be here wallowing. why she’s here with you.

her play wouldn’t be her biggest regret of today if she let you mourn a loss on your own. but this revelation would be for another day.

today, yujin plays the role of an annoying team mate who’s using her annoyingness to let your bottled frustrations out.

#ahn yujin #ive x reader #izone x reader #ive imagines #ive imagine #izone imagine #izone imagines #yujin x reader #yujin fluff #yujin angst #ahn yujin x reader #ive #izone #yujin #izone scenarios #ive scenarios

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jinmukangwrites · 2 years ago

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either 72- war, the batkids have a pokemon turney. or 53 bubble, wild finds his first blupee frog thing (cant remember how to spell it..)

Didn't know how to write a pokemon tourney when I myself have never played pokemon, so I decided to hc that Dick's just like me frfr

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Dick doesn't understand Pokemon, thought it's not entirely his fault. He didn't grow up with those video game consoles all the other kids seemed to have, at first it was because while the circus didn't cheat it's members out of a fair pay, it didn't leave much for Dick's parent's to buy him the fancy gadgets. Then, even after he became the adoptive son of billionaire Bruce Wayne, he didn't see the point in videogames. Or at least, not in the same way the other kids did.

He was, to put it lightly, full of angst. Depressed and angry. He threw himself into being Robin, then when he wasn't being Robin he was busying himself with mathlete competitions and other extracurricular activities that... it just never was a priority to him. He played games still, sure, but usually only when Wally forced him to play. He'd never felt the need to get a console and play things on his own time.

So yeah, when Damian challenged Tim to a Pokemon battle on their switches Dick didn't really understand why they both got so fired up about it. Let alone why Jason immediately butt-in saying he could wipe the floor with them both. To Dick's utter bafflement, even Duke and Cass got involved.

Next thing he knows, they're all stuffed down in the manors entertainment room, their switches all taking turns being connected to the TV while Alfred and Bruce busied themselves elsewhere. Dick really only came along because Damian dragged him by the arm, probably assuming incorrectly that Dick has any idea what they're talking about.

Tim and Damian, of course, go first. Dick doesn't understand a single thing, though he guesses the little animals look cool. Soon, however, Damian starts shouting in frustration because apparently most of his team are weak to Tim's team, though Dick doesn't really understand why ice beats dragon. Damian loses and immediately begins assorting a new team, vowing a rematch, while Tim smugly challenges Jason.

Jason soon wipes the smile off his face when apparently he has a couple Pokemon that are considered... legendary?

Tim pulls through by the skin of his teeth, however, only to be completely crushed by Duke who used the previous few battles and a little bit of meta-human cheating to perfect a strategy. Tim, flustered by the total defeat, didn't notice Duke using his abilities to predict what moves Tim would use, but Dick did.

And so did Cass.

It's a tight battle next, it's like watching two gods who can both see into the future battle to the death. Dick still doesn't understand half of what's going on, but even he cheers when Cass pulls through, Duke's last fighter going unconscious from lingering poison just as Cass's final warrior reaches one HP.

"I want a rematch, Timothy!" Damian shouts now, holding his switch close to his chest with what's certainly a newer, stronger team.

"Kay, but Dick hasn't played yet," Tim says, though he looks eager.

Dick swallows as every eye turns to him. He laughs nervously, bringing a hand to the back of his neck. "Oh, don't worry about me, I uh, I've actually never played this game before."

Jason's eyebrows fly up. "Wait, you talking Sword and Shield or like, never ever?"

"The latter," Dick replies, feeling sheepish. "I don't understand a single thing going on."

Damian immediately steps up. "This cannot be allowed to continue. Richard, I will let you challenge Timothy with my team."

"I don't know how to play-"

"Go," Case says, folding her arms and smiling. "It's fun."

"Well," Dick says with a sigh, "if Cass wants me to, how can I refuse?"

Damian and Tim cheer while Jason leans back in the sofa with a grin. Damian jumps on the sofa next to Dick and pushes his switch into his hands, immediately introducing Dick to the party members and their movesets.

Dick gets utterly destroyed, and he still doesn't know what the point of Pokemon is by the end of it, but one thing's for sure, he had fun. When the weekend ends and he returns to Blüdhaven, he finally caves and buys a switch, along with Pokemon Sword even though it's apparently one of the older games now, excited to challenge his siblings the next time they're all together.

#dick grayson #dc comics #batfam #batfamily #damian wayne #tim drake #jason todd #cassandra cain #duke thomas #detective conan #fanfiction #jin writes #drabble

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leviathanspain · 3 years ago

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not the same anymore

marc spector x reader, steven grant x reader, jake lockley x reader

synopsis: after layla had found marc, helped marc defeat ammit and get steven back, you couldn’t help but find it difficult to fall into the same rhythm as before..

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“so you just…disappeared?” you asked marc, who stood at your apartment doorway, bags in hand and a weak apologetic smile on his face. the sight of his face was enough to knock the wind out of you. of course layla had alerted you of his appearance and also warned that he’d come home to you, unbeknownst to you though, layla had a hard time convincing marc to even return to you.

it’s not that he didn’t miss you, love you, it’s that he was insecure if you’d take him back or not. but standing before you, marc swallowed thickly as you questioned him without even greeting him. he’s seen military wives greet their husbands who had been gone for less than he was, with tears, the whole thing. but he supposed that he didn’t deserve it, he didn’t deserve you.

marc nodded, and sighed, “i’m sorry. i did it to protect you and i-“

you shook your head, grabbing his bags and walking into your apartment, marc raised his eyebrow with surprise but he followed you in.

the cool air of your apartment hit him with a rush. there was a slight echo, an emptiness to the apartment that hadn’t been there before. marc looked to find the whole place redecorated, things moved and most importantly, any trace of him was gone.

not even pictures, or his old sandals that he left here when he would come over. nothing.

it had been two years, could he blame you? he was supposed to be dead, missing, somewhere in the cairo desert. but here he was, trying to pretend that time hadn’t continued without him.

you threw his bags down kn the bed and rushed to him, embracing him with a shiver that marc found himself surprised by. you sniffled and didn’t say anything for several minutes. you just held him, and marc found himself dragging a hand up to caress you.

“i fucking hate you so much, right now, spector.” you whispered and marc stilled at your confession. a part of him broke slightly at that, but he knew that he deserved everything you had said. he was a complete asshole.

“im sorry.” he kissed your head and you pulled away, kissing his mouth deeply. marc moved his hands to hold onto your face but you smiled, shyly pulling away, “sex on the first night?” marc raised his eyebrows, but you shook your head, “you’re sleeping on the floor, no way am i going to have sex with you right now.”

“you’re practically a stranger to me again, marc!” you shouted. these past few weeks haven’t gone as smoothly as either of you had hoped.

you had gotten into an argument with marc over the situation of the bed, and you had let him on, but you refused to admit that your body would move to cuddle his when you were asleep.

“don’t say that.” suddenly a new voice broke out and you whipped your head up from your novel, looking at steven now, who was shouldering a sad look.

“i-“ you stood up from your desk and began to pad towards him but steven stepped back, “it’s marc’s fault but you’re punishing all of us, i doubt that’s fair in the slightest.” he shook his head and you looked down, toeing around an old sock on the floor, you sighed.

“cant even look at us when we speak?” another voice cut in and it was jake, and you rolled your eyes, “come on, lockley, i thought you out of all people would understand abandonment.” you stepped towards him and jake walked towards you, a flirty smile on his face as he grabbed your hand, shoving you onto the back of the door, a vicious grin on his face now, “i don’t think you can make that joke right now, especially not when i’m ticked off.” he condescended, and you rolled your eyes.

your crotch was on his thigh, and without a glance, you dragged your cunt down onto his leg, grinding it with a small groan, “do you want me to fuck you, lockley? will that make you guys happy?”

jake scoffed, shoving you back roughly before he let go, “don’t think you can get out of this. marc left, yes that’s fucked up but it happened and we’ve all been back for weeks now! it’s you who has the trouble of letting go!” jake spat and you shook your head, “fuck you. fuck all of tou, im so tired of you guys thinking it’s okay to up and leave me and then come back and expect me to take you back? as if nothing happened?!” your voice cracked at the end of that and jake stared at you silently, his expression unreadable.

“i don’t care if im being too crass or too much of a child to let any of this go, but where were you when i needed you?! enough with the saving the world bullshit or the avatar commitment shit either- i would’ve loved if you hadn’t come back into my life-“

jake laughed, a sickening, rancorous laughter that made your blood chill.

“-it would’ve been easier for all of us.” you continued, a grim line on your lips.

“fine, i’ll make it easy for you now.” jake grabbed a bag, one that marc hadn’t unpacked, and stalked out the door, an irritated look on his face as he left you by the door alone, once again.

#marvel imagine #avengers x fem!reader #marvel x reader #avengers imagine #avengers x reader #marc spector x reader #steven grant x reader #jake lockley angst #marc spector angst #jake lockley x reader #steven grant angst

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sandrockinn-in-da-haus · 2 years ago

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Chapter 04: The Night is Young.

*ATTENTION* Sexual Activity described below. Please do not read if this does not interest you.

The roof cave in sends the Builder and Logan flying backward, the impact pushes them both deeper into the cave. Logan has taken the brunt of the impact, as he shelters the Builder from the flying debris.

As they come to a stop, the Builder opens her eyes. Her head rests against Logans warm chest as his toned arms wrap her in safety. As she regains her bearings and pushes herself up and away from Logan.

Dust particles continue to float through the air after the major collapse. The Builder immediately begins coughing as if the flying debris has just enveloped her airway.

Logan: “You alright there Builder?”

Logan reaches out his arm, he pats the Builder on her back.

She pushes him away and shakes her head.

Builder struggling to speak: “What have you done Logan!”

The Builder makes her way over to the major pile of boulders now blocking the path, the chasm and Owen.

Builder: “Owen! OWEN!!!!! I’M HERE!…. ARE YOU OKAY? OWEN!?”

The Builder frantically begins looking over the wall of boulders for any opening, any chance to check on Owen.

Builder: FUUUUUCKKKK! Fucking SHHHHIIIIIIIITTTTT!!!!”

The Builder begins kicking and punching the boulders in anger. She keeps kicking and punching until she has no energy left and drops to her knees, defeated.

Logan completely baffled at the Builders reaction stands up and dusts himself off.

Logan: “Well I mean a ‘Thank-You for saving my life Logan’ might be nice.”

The Builder snaps toward Logan and jumps to her feet pointing her finger at Logan in anger.

Builder: “THANK-YOU?..... You want me to THANK YOU!”

The Builders nostrils flare and her face contorts.

Builder: “You just KILLED OWEN!”

Logan brushes the Builders concerns off.

Logan: “PHFFSSSHHHH… he isn’t dead! Maybe a a scratch or two but he will be fine!”

The Builder bewildered at Logan’s lack of remorse.

Builder: “HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT LOGAN? YOU CANT EVEN SEE HIM!”

And with that a faint call comes from beyond the boulder wall. Logan and the Builders heads turn toward the sound.

“Bu….BUILDER!…L…LOGAN!”

The Builder runs to the Boulder wall, while Logan watches from a distance.

Builder: “OWEN? OWEN! IM HERE!”

Owen muffled: “ARE YOU ALRIGHT? ANSWER ME!”

Logan turns his back to the Builder as he starts surveying the area.

Logan: “I told you he was fine.”

The Builder snarls at Logan.

Builder: “OWEN! IM FINE…. ARE YOU OKAY?”

Owen: “IM FINE! PEN IS HURT! IM GOING TO COME BACK FOR YOU! STAY THERE!”

Builder: “WAIT! DONT LEAVE ME HERE!”

With that Owens voice disappears. The Builder is furious but out of energy. She drops to the ground in a heap.

Builder in defeat: "Logan... Can we just get out of here?"

The Builder turns to look at Logan, he has a nervousness about him.

Logan: "Well about that....."

Logan scratches his neck in embarrassment.

Logan: "I blocked the exit to the Hideout, as a failsafe incase my plan didn't work out...... So..."

Builder furiously: "SO WE ARE STUCK DOWN HERE! IS THAT WHAT YOUR SAYING TO ME!"

The Builder falls backwards staring at the roof of the cave.

Logan sighs walking over to the Builder.

Logan: "Well I don' know about you, but I could do with a good soak.... come on."

Logan reaches out his hand to the Builder.

The Builder looks over at Logans hand. She swooshes it away and goes back to staring at the roof.

Logan puts his hand in his pocket and shrugs.

Logan: "Suit yourself Builder, but we are going to be here a while."

Logan walks off down the cave tunnel. Is it the worst thing in the world to be stuck in a cave with Logan? Alone?.... Maybe this isn't the worst thing in the world.

The Builder reluctantly rolls herself up and off the floor onto her feet to follow Logan.

As the Builder turns the corner she is met with sparkling blue water. The cave held a spectacular secret.... A secret hot spring! The steam rising from the small pools of water were warm and inviting. The water seemed to sparkle and it was exactly what the Builder needed.

Looking across the spring she watched as Logan descends into the deep waters. Resting against the edge, his shoulders outstretched while leaning his head back, he is finally relaxed.

The water trickled down Logans back. Beads of water rolled over his muscles as he changed positions. The Builder was mesmerized, his body was immaculate, not a muscle out of place. He was the perfect male specimen.

As Logan dove down into the spring he emerged shaking his bleached white hair. He looked almost angelic raising out of the water, that hair, those pecks, his arms.....

Holy.... Moly... God only used the best parts when he made Logan, the Builder thought.

Logan: "Enjoying the show there Builder?"

The Builder shakes her head out of the daze.

Oh My God.... Did he just catch me staring at him?

The Builder blushes as she turns around in embarrassment.

Logan lets out a cheeky laugh as he swims over to the edge of the spring.

Logan: "Get in here Builder.... Its amazing!"

The Builder turns around to see Logan resting only a meter or so away, staring up at her. His eyes calling her into the spring with him.

Builder: "Well, don't watch me... turn around!"

Logan lets out a sigh and turns around with his back to the Builder while she undresses. He turns his head to speak to the Builder.

Logan: "Look... I'm sorry for locking us in here... it wasn't my plan believe it or not."

Builder: "Really? And what was your plan?"

The Builder throws her boots and her waist bag to the floor while unbuttoning her shirt.

Logan turns back staring into the water.

Logan: "It doesnt matter now... I just watched as you jumped into the chasm....and"

The Builder pulls off her shirt and unbuttons her pants letting them drop to the floor. She undresses completely and steps into the warm iridescent spring water.

Builder: "I didn't jump into the chasm I was trying to jump OVER it!"

Logan turns to look at the Builder who was fully submerged in the hot spring. Her face was of pure bliss. She tilts her head back to let her hair fall into the water.

Logan: "Yeah and look how well that decision turned out.... You missed the edge by a mile!"

The Builder pulls her head up looking at Logan. She never actually stopped to recognize that Logan had saved her life. Without his split second thinking, she would be at the bottom of that chasm....dead.

Builder: "Thanks..... for saving me Logan."

The Builder gives Logan an outstretched hand.

Logan: "You're welcome Builder."

Logan accepts the gesture and shakes the Builders hand.

As their hands touch, a tingle shoots through their bodies. Logan afraid of the sensation quickly backflips into the depths of the spring, emerging a few feet away on the other side of the pool.

The Builder thinks nothing of it. She turns around to take in the serenity and lets herself relax into the mineral waters of the hot spring. As she lets her body relax she feels a sharp pain radiate from her abdomen.

Builder: "Ahhhh... Shhhheeeehhhhhh.... What the?"

She looks down and notices a bruise is forming from where the rope had caught her torso. She grabs her abdomen in pain.

Logan rushes over to the Builder, he can see the pain in her face.

Logan: "Whats wrong? Let me see."

Logan places his hand against the Builders bruise. His large hand almost covering her whole belly.

Logan: "Fuck! I'm sorry! I'm so, so sorry!"

Logans eyes are full of guilt. He never wanted to harm anyone. The fact that he had hurt the Builder was heartbreaking to him.

Logan inspects the rest of the Builders body.

Logan: "Where does it hurt? Anywhere else?"

The Builder sighs as she looks over her body.

Builder: "No... no I don't think so."

The Builder places her hand over Logans that's still covering her bruised abdomen.

Builder: "Its alright... Ill be fine."

Builder lets out a painful sigh as she pushes on her abdomen. Logan pulls the builder into him, letting her body rest against his. She can feel every muscle on his body...every...single....one....

She looks up into his eyes. His eyes reflecting the colour of the water completely mesmerizing her. Holding onto Logan she can feel his heart beat hard against her chest. He reaches up and moves a stray hair from her face.

His eyes envelop her, his finger traces her cheek as her breath is caught in her throat. While gazing into his eyes, the world around her disappears. In that moment she is in paradise.

All of a sudden Logan leans into the Builder. His grip on her gets tighter. Logans hand has moved from her cheek to her chin.

The Builders heart beats harder as she melts into his embrace. Logan turns to the Builder and meets her gaze. As if time stood still, his lips reach the Builders in a long awaited meeting. The kiss is passionate, hot and energizing. The Builder pushes herself against Logans body in an attempt to get closer to him.

Slowly, Logan lifts the Builder up. She wraps her legs around his waist and arms around his neck. She is intoxicated with Logans scent. She tilts her head back as he uses his tongue to trace her décolletage, placing kisses all along her collarbone.

This moment had been built up by multiple sexually tense meetings, dreams, thoughts and desires. Both Logan and the Builder had one thing they wanted, the same thing. To release this tension they had held onto for so long.

The Builder whispers in Logans ear: "Please Logan."

Logan stops and looks into her eyes. Pausing for her to give him permission. He was ravenous like a wild animal. His instincts were to take her. He wanted nothing more than to feel the warmth in her core.

Builder continues: "Take me.... here.... now!"

Logan lets out a little cheeky smirk. His eyes light up in excitement. With that permission granted her lifts her out of the water and on the bank of the spring.

He kisses her from her head to her belly. The Builder arches her back as she is taken to ecstasy. Logans hand trace the mounts of the Builders breasts. Grabbing them as his lips kiss her navel. The Builder begins to moan as he goes lower and lower. Her core is moist and inside she is screaming for Logan to take her.

Logans face meets the Builders opening, he goes in and gives her clitoris the lightest kiss. The Builder is burning, while he teases her opening she digs her fingers into his hair. She wants him deeper, harder, faster!

Logans face is submerged between her legs as she grinds up against him. Between the twisting of her nipples and the flick of his tongue against her clitoris, the Builder is about to explode.

Before she is able to reach climax Logan lifts her up in the air. Her back strikes the rock wall as he guides himself into her chasm. The Builder gasps as he glides in and out with ease. Its as if he is home. Logan continues pumping while breathing heavily. He has waited for this for so long. Her breasts jiggle with each pump, her limit is getting closer.

Logan digs his fingers into the Builders buttocks as he reaches his climax. The mixture of pain and ecstasy has the Builder on the verge.

Logan lets out a breathy: "Come on Baby! Cum for me!"

With those three short words, the Builder and Logan EXPLODE!

As they reach climax, they let out every inch of tension they have held onto. They fall to the ground in exhaustion.

Logans gaze meets the Builder and they stare at each other while trying to catch their breath. Their chests raising and falling in tandem.

The Builder dizzily giggles.

Builder: "Oh MY GOD!"

Breathless, Logan lets out a laugh.

Logan: "You can say that again!"

They spend the next few minutes catching their breath.

Logan turns over and grabs his clothes, he puts on his pants and turns back to the builder stroking her face.

The Builder smiles as she takes in Logans amazing body. He was so sexy. And even more so when he was covered in sweat.

Logans hands glide down the Builders chin, neck, breasts and belly until her reaches her core. She grabs his hand and clenches her legs shut.

Builder: "I'm going to need to eat something first, before we go for round two."

Logan looks up at the Builder and gives her a cheeky smile. He unbuttons his pants and climbs on top of her. She giggles in pleasure. The night is young.

#my time at sandrock #fanfic #mtas #mtas oc #sandrock #mtas logan #mtas builder

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totebagchiqbarista · 4 years ago

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Heyy can i request a luka x fem!reader fic? Like you know how how luka is always calm and cool? What if he turns into a living mess after he meets reader? Like no stuttering or something but hes ranting about her to juleka all the time and cant concentrate when shes around??

what are you doing to me? // luka x fem!reader

request: anonymous

warnings: fluff, swearing?, Luka being a mess

pairing: Luka Couffaine x Fem!Reader

a/n: I really wanted to write some Luka stuff and this kind of stretched out to a good amount of words so I hope you like it! :)

"Dear God, Luka, stop talking!" Juleka shouted at her brother who entered her room uninvited for the 4th time today. She had understood he didn't have anybody really to talk to, but Lord was he getting annoying at this point.

"But I have to tell you something"

Pushing him out of her cabin one last time, Juleka stood at the door frame and stared at the blue boy. "Go out and find a life!" Of course, she didn't mean it like that, but before she could manage what she is doing, she slammed the door shut in front of him.

Luka was taken aback by the change in Juleka's attitude. He didn't flinch though. He was always that one collected and calm person in every group. Anger never fulfilled him in the ways it sometimes filled his mother, for example.

Anarka had never been the type to prohibit them of their freedom, but she tends to let her emotions take over her. When somebody mentions their dad, she turns red, wrathful at the memories that flow across her head. And it's never long until she completely lets rage form her.

But Luka was different. He was always the serene boy you would find in the back of the class writing songs, practicing riffs. When somebody took it out on him, Luka sucked it in, forgetting about the scene in a few days. He had never lost his temper, beat someone up, melted at someone's touch...

He didn't mind it, after all, there was nothing to whine about. He had all his emotions under control, and even though he would never admit it- it made him feel superior to others.

So Luka decided to go to the park. Whenever he had nothing to do, a simple solution always came to his mind- a warm walk through the park.

"Hi, Nino" he exclaimed seeing the familiar couple by the water fountain. "Hi, Alya."

Alya offered him a soft smile, taking a piece of Andre's ice cream. Nino lent him his famous handshake. "I'm excited for tonight!" said Alya, referring to the private hangout at Couffaine's that was yet to come.

Luka had completely forgotten about it. How could he do such a thing? Still, he kept his cool exterior, nodding his head in agreement. "Me too"

"Oh shoot! I forgot I was supposed to meet Y/n tonight" Alya looked back on her schedule.

"Who's that?" Luka questioned, having never heard of that name before

"An old friend of mine. She just recently moved here"

"She can come, too."

"Really?" Alya's face lit up in joy "You would do that?"

The blue-haired boy laughed "If there's one place in Paris everybody is welcomed, it for sure is the Couffaine's ship!"

"Great, we'll see you there soon!" Alya added before collecting her phone and her boyfriend, running to meet up with her long-term friend.

Luka was left alone by the fountain, staring faintly at the water drops in the pool. Hot summer day took a toll on him and his eyes closed slightly under the pressure of the beaming sunshine.

A wooden bench called out to him and so he sat underneath the cooling shade of the trees. Moments passed and Luka grew to be more impatient. Guests were to come tonight, maybe he should return and help Juleka set up for the evening hang out...

Just on a mark, a girl ran to the park, out of her breath. She seemed worn out as she breathed heavily from the excessive physical activity. She looked at the phone in her hands, it responding with a typical GPS lady voice.

"Shit" she mumbled as she frantically tried to get the directions from the small machine.

"Hey" Luka called out to her from his sitting position in the corner "Are you lost?"

The girl looked around, making sure the blue boy was talking to her. "Yeah, I guess I could say so." Just as she returned him the look, Luka was struck by her beauty. It seemed like such a cliché, really. And Luka hated clichés. Yet, he was mesmerized by the girl who stood before him.

"Right... Where do you need to go?" He asked, collecting himself by her feet.

"Uh," she let out an unknowing hum "Here"

The picture she showed was blurry but Luka figured the place. It was a place he liked to visit sometimes, too. He showed her the directions, making sure she knows all the tracks.

"Thank you so much" The girl beamed with happiness in her eyes "Thank you for helping me"

Luka nodded, and the girl turned around to leave in the direction he just showed her. Luka contemplated for a second before asking a question just as she was about to leave "Can I know your name, at least?"

Hope in his eyes, he stared at her for a full moment until she broke the silence. "We only just met. Besides, where's the fun in that?" Sending him one last wink goodbye, she disappeared into the streets of Paris.

Juleka wasn't a person one could easily talk to. Except for Luka. Luka knew his sister was quite an introvert and a rather shy soul. He respected it and grew to watch over her, protecting her privacy with others. But with him, she was sometimes an extremely cheerful and bubbly person. Hell, there were moments he wished she could stop talking!

So when the two of them collaborated in decorating the harbor for their friends, they finished rather quickly. In under 2 hours, the duo managed to make the best party ship anyone has ever seen.

"Alya is bringing a friend," Luka said as he and Juleka tried to put the last fairy lights around.

"Really? Who?"

"An old friend who just moved here. Y/n as I recall."

Juleka nodded, trying to remember the name "Oh yes, Y/n. Alya told us about her. I'm glad to finally meet her."

Soon enough, the guests started to gather and their home was erupting from chit chats and music. Luka talked to everybody, getting lost in the crowd. His mind always found its way back to the silhouette of the lost girl from the park. There was something he couldn't get enough of in her...

"Luka, could you play us something?" asked Marinette to what Luka only nodded, heading to his room for the guitar.

"Alya is here!" Rose exclaimed when she noticed her friend at the entrance. Next to her stood a girl, a girl Alya has told them almost everything about.

"Hi, guys! This is Y/n" everybody welcomed them, all eyes prying on the newbie.

Marinette came closer and hugged her "I'm Marinette" she addressed as she offered her a soft smile "I've heard so much about you!"

"I could say the same" Y/n returned the sweet gesture.

"What took you so long?" Nino asked looking at his watch and then back at them.

"My bad. I got kind of lost."

The moment Luka stepped on the ship, the last thing he expects to see was the girl he couldn't stop thinking about. The girl that has been playing in his head all day, since the moment they met. Well, not exactly met.

"You" he blurted without thinking as he set his guitar down.

The pair of orbs he remembered from this morning, looked up at him, as surprised as him. "You" she joked back, not breaking the eye contact.

"You two know each other?" Marinette asked looking back and forth between the two of them.

"Not really. He helped me find the way this morning" Y/n explained

"And she didn't even tell me her name"

"It's more fun this way, don't you think?"

Luka chuckled offering her a handshake. "I'm Luka"

"Y/n"

The night moved slowly and Luka found himself growing more and more nervous whenever Y/n was around. This can't be! He's always the calm one, the collected one, the untouchable one. No, no. It's just a mire admiration. Nothing much, really. He's as steady as ever...

"Spin the bottle!" Alya shouted out of nowhere

Numbers of confused faces turned to her in a moment. She proceeded, explaining her outburst. "Let's play spin the bottle"

The teens looked around, meeting with other's sights, nodding in agreement. Soon enough, the group was sat on the floor. Upon choosing a seat, Luka looked around. There were 2 left: beside Y/n and opposite of her. He wanted to sit beside her, really. Oh, just how he wanted to sit beside her, their knees touching... But he was so nervous. His palms sweat just for the thought and his heart raced with a speed unknown to man.

So he sat opposite of her.

"Right, so, we are playing spin the bottle combined with truth and dare. A person spins the bottle and they ask "truth or dare?" the one who the bottle has sat on." Alya explained.

Marinette went first, the bottle landing on Y/n. The bluenette smiled softly and asking the question. "Truth or dare?"

"Truth"

"Are you happy to be in Paris?"

"Very!" The two exchanged graceful smiles earning a groan from Nino.

"Where are the fun questions! C'mon dudettes!" he cried obviously disappointed in his friends.

Marinette looked at him in confusion "What do you want me to ask?"

"I don' know, something interesting. Like, describe your perfect type, or something"

Y/n laughed for a second. "Well I don't really have a type but guitarists hold a special place in my heart"

Luka looked at her in surprise but wasn't met with her gaze. That was it. He'll lose his mind because of this girl and there's no turning back. He'll be defeated, if only he wasn't already.

Y/n grew to be a great addition to the class and the friend group. And she grew closer to Luka's heart, more close than he liked to admit. When she was around, his mind was rollercoasters, when she was away her melody played in the back of his head. It was exhausting, really. Luka had never acted this way, especially not for a girl. It was all new to him.

It had been almost two months since Y/n's first day in the city of love. Never had she imagined that she would fall so in love with the people, the culture, the capital of France in general. She was standing on her balcony, looking at the most beautiful sightseeing- the Eiffel tower.

"Mom, Dad, I'm leaving, see you later!" she shouted as she closed the front door behind her. Juelka had invited her to help her out with band stuff. She was a bit surprised to say at least for Y/n wasn't much of an intellectual in that field.

The traffic was light and soon enough she stepped foot on the magnificent ship. The boy she already knew very well was strumming his guitar in the corner.

"Nice tune" she whispered, coming behind him

Luka jumped a little, taken aback by her unexpected figure. "Y/n? Why-"

"I invited her, I need some help," said Juleka from the door. "I'll be back in a second" and with that, she disappeared.

Y/n sat on a chair beside him, feeling the tension rise. Luka's melody became more insecure, more unsteady. It felt as if he was trying too hard.

"What happened?"

"I don't know" Luka answered, regretting holding the guitar now. It was true, when she was around, it was not much he could do. His mind always wandered elsewhere.

An uncomfortable silence took over them. Juleka was nowhere in sight. After some minutes of complete dull, Y/n stood up eager to leave. "Tell Juleka I'm sorry, but I just remembered I have to go."

Luka wanted to say something, but he couldn't. He was afraid of blurting out something way more stupid. So he nodded, regretting his decisions. What has she done to him? He can't even think straight, what to do, what not to do. He's a mess and it's all because of her.

"What are you doing you, idiot, go after her!" Juleka stormed out of the ship, scolding her older brother.

"What?"

"Go after her! Tell her how you feel! God!"

"What are you talking about?" Luka played it off dumb

Juleka's anger only grew "Oh please, mister untouchable, you're not so secretive about it. You can never concentrate when she's around, when I mention her, you grow all impatient. You talk about her ALL THE DAMN TIME. I can't listen to you anymore!"

Luka shifted in his spot "I don't talk about her that much"

"You literally stormed in my room last night talking about her humor and how cool she is. Go tell her how you feel, Luka"

He contemplated for a minute making Juleka impatient "Now! Go!"

The blue boy nodded, setting his guitar aside, and running as fast as he could. He ran the way he remembered Y/n to go. His legs could sprint only so fast but somehow he managed to run it all the way through.

Just by the bridge, she saw her walk by herself. It was already getting late, the sun was just around the corner, held by its fingertips to not yet say goodbye. She was looking to the river, calm and alone. "Y/n!" he shouted, putting all the energy he had to pull it through.

"Y/n!" he screamed once more to what the girl turned around. Just as she was about to ask what was happening, Luka panted taking her hand in his the moment he got the chance.

"No, no, I talk." He said taking a deep breath and looking right into her eyes. "Y/n from the moment we met in the park, I couldn't stop thinking about you. You took a tool on me, god, I'm wrapped around your finger! I can't focus when I see you, I lose all my senses when you smile"

Y/n smiled at the ongoing love declaration. "And no matter how hard I tried to cover up my feelings, to forget you, there just is no escape. I am lost, I'm losing my mind. God, what are you doing to me? I rant about you to Juleka, dear Lord. You made a mess out of me, Y/n, and I love, I love, I love you."

And before thinking, Y/n pressed her lips against his. She kissed him long and lovingly, making him melt under her touch.

"That makes the two of us"

#luka x reader miraculous #miraculous ladybug #miraculous marinette #miraculous au #miraculous luka #fanfic #oneshot #luka couffaine x reader #luka couffaine #adrienette #adrien agreste #chat noir #marinette dupen chang #miraculous #miraculous fanfic

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bluezeri · 3 years ago

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pt. 2.5 of the anakin swtor au

1 | 2 | 2.5

im gonna be honest i do not remember the canon timeline at all so im gonna skip to the second battle of odessan w vaylin, and early in the battle he manages to face her, alone.

he talks to her, but he quickly see just talking will not work. so he summons his inner obi-wan kenobi, and completely breaks her down. he uses everything he knows about her childhood, what senya and arcann have told him, what he gather based on her crazed ranting and anger, and he breaks down every last bit of her until theres nothing left, only a crying young woman on the forest floor. she still lashes out when he tries to come near, but it is not out of anger. he anger is gone and has left her axhausted more than anything. all thats left is fear, fear of whats to come, fear of her fathers wrath, and her mothers kindness. so he sits with her. she surenders he troops, the battle is over. he continues to sit with her.

later when they finally move, senya will see her daughter walking alongside anakin and she will cry. she approaches but is too afraid to move further. vaylin does nothing and is quickly led to the medbay to check injuries. the alliance is horribly confused.

anakin skywalker just managed to turn empress vaylin to their side.

vaylin does trust anyone except her brother, and even that is one a thin line. but she manages. anakin helps.

the emperor is still a problem. but they defeat him again because his entire family hates him.

anakin does take the throne. it doesnt feel right.

im probably still fucking up the timing of when everything happens but whatever

hes betrayed by theron. he desnt know how to feel, he just becomes a bit of a mess. the force is telling him this isnt right, something bigger is happening. he tries to tell lana at some point, but her look of pity is enough to make him close his mouth. when theron reaches out again, hes... hesitant, to say the least. he doesnt fully believe theron betrayed him but... he looked at him with such hatred in his eyes. what if he does hate anakin?

he doesnt, as he soon found out. the man he loved more than anything in the galaxy, fake betrayed him for a chance to stop the order of zildrog, without telling him. he understood it, sure, but that stop the anger from rising in him. he quickly releases it into the force, and sets his face to show no emotion he can feel theron guilt triple as soon as he does it, but he cant help but think he deserves it, just a little.

and theron goes and gets himself shishkebabed. what the fuck. ther isnt time for anger, hes already carrying theron back to the shuttle before lana can get a word in.

theron is healed eventually, and he proposes. anakin had already let go of his anger and forgave theron, and he accepts. their wedding is small, only a few people are there. but he really couldnt be happier.

of course, the war between the empire and republic is still going on, but he has a feeling it wont end anytime soon. over the next few years, the alliance slowly withdraws itself from the conflict. and eventually, it will be forgotten about completely.

he has not finished fighting, there is another war to finish. he tells his friend, his family this and they understand. they do not look sad however, because they will be going with him. anakin protests, its not their war. theyve done enough for the galaxy. but theron grbas his hands "do you really think we're gonna abandon you after all this? you cant rid of us that easy Ani" and if anakin cries a little bit, no one sys anything.

he doesnt need to be able to time travel for this one. with the help of dr. oggurobb, theyve developed statis pods that will last at least a few millennia.

3500 years later, a holocron in the jedi temple finally open and cathes the attention of the temple librarian, Jocasta nu, and requests a jedi by the name of obi-wan kenobi.

#star wars #swtor #anakin skywalker #crossover #kotfe #star wars the old republic #vaylin #senya #theron shan #valkorion #tcw #the clone wars

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worldserasingandcreatinginmymind · 4 years ago

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Useless | Kaz Brekker x Sister!Reader

Requested by @inquistitorebony : “Hey could you please do a kaz x Sister reader please where she has some medical issues and is really weak and gets inured on a job with kaz and he get all protective brother mode”

Pairing: Kaz Brekker x sister!reader, Jesper x reader (platonic)

Word Count: 1297 (I havent proof read because its late and im tired so this might change tomorrow)

Warnings: angsty stuff and sibling fluff

A/N: I didn't specify what the readers condition is so you can personalise that as you want. As always, spelling and grammar are not my strongest skills so please be kind :)

Masterlist

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“We’re all clear on the plan?”

The Crows nod in reply to Kaz and hurry off to prepare for the task ahead, leaving you stood alone with your brother.

“What about me?” You ask

“What about you?” he replies as he gathers up the floor plans, blueprints and various other papers spread on the table.

“What do you want me to do?”

“Relax. Read a book. Whatever you want to do while you’ve got this place to yourself” he walks away.

“Place to myself…” you stand up and follow him “No, Kaz, I’m coming with you!”

“Absolutely not. You're staying here and that’s an order”

“An order?” You laugh "Who do you think you are? The General?”

He stops suddenly, turning to look at you.

“I’m serious Y/N. This job is too dangerous, especially with your condition.”

“My condition? What about you?” You gesture to his cane “If you can do it then so can I”

“You're weak”

“No weaker than you”

“Y/N!

“Kaz!”

You reach a stalemate as the two of you stare at each other, each waiting for the other to back down. He’s stubborn. But so are you.

“I think she should come” Jesper breaks the silence.

“Stay out of this Jesper” Kaz warns, still not taking his eyes off you.

“Oh come on Kaz!” Jesper continues “You know she’s the best actor here…we could really use her help distracting the guards.”

“I could even use my condition. Guards can’t resist helping a poor sick girl. Please Kaz, let me prove I’m not useless” you flash your puppy eyes at him until eventually he lets out a sigh of defeat.

“Fine! But if your condition gets worse you head straight to the meet up point. Okay?”

“Yes sir” you salute and he rolls his eyes before heading off to his office. You look over to Jesper, a big grin on your face as you thank him.

— — — —

The job had started off smooth.

The guards completely fell for your ‘poor sick girl’ act and were fully distracted trying to help you. They didn’t notice Jesper sneak past the door or Inej scale the side of the building, effortlessly pulling herself up onto the roof. They did however notice the loud crash as something came smashing through one of the upstairs windows. The three of you jumped as you turn to see what had caused the damage.

Your heart sank as your eyes fell upon a familiar cane laying on the pavement in a pool of broken glass, blood covering the metal crows head.

“KAZ!” You yell as you make a run toward the building entrance but you're stopped by the on of the guards holding you back while the other sprints past you to investigate.

“I cant let you in there”

“Let go of me!” You fight to try and free yourself “I have to find my brother!”

“You're brother?” The guard asks, holding you even tighter and you curse yourself as you realise what you’ve said “Was this the plan? You distract the guards while he robs the place?”

“Please let me go”

“The only place you're going is jail where you belong”

You fight again but you can feel your strength leaving you at a rapid rate. You swing your legs wildly and manage to kick the guard in just the right place. He yells and throws you down to the floor, your head hitting the pavement with a loud thud. You groan as you roll onto your back, clutching your throbbing head in your hands. Your vision is blurry but you can just about make out the guard looming toward you, gun in hand pointed at you.

“Assaulting a guard is a crime punishable by death”

You allow the pain to take over and let your eyes flicker shut as you wait for it all to end.

The last thing you hear is a gunshot followed by Jesper calling your name.

— — — —

When your eyes open again you're surprised to find yourself back home in your own bed, bright light pouring in through the window. You squint your eyes from the brightness as you look around the room and realise Jesper is asleep in the chair next to you, his head resting on the edge of your bed. You reach out and gently poke him awake. He yawns as he sits up. It takes him a moment to register that you are also awake.

“Y/N! Are you okay? How are you feeling?”

“Like I’ve done a full body workout. Ugh, why does everything ache?!”

“How much do you remember?” Jesper asks

“Fighting with a guard. Falling to the floor. He was going to shoot me…”

“He wasn’t quick enough” Jesper winks as he blows the tip of his gun, spins it around his finger and shoves it in his pocket. You smile at him, but then your eye is drawn to something behind him. A cane resting against the wall. Your memories come flooding back and yo sit up suddenly panicked.

“Where Kaz?! Is he okay?!”

“Y/N, you need to calm down. You're still weak”

“Where is he?!”

“He’s…” Jesper starts but is cut off.

“Here” Kaz appears at the door “I’m here”

You jump out of bed quicker than your legs can carry you and stumble into his arms. He grabs you in his gloved hands and Jesper rushes to you, helping Kaz hold you up and lead you back to bed. Once he’s sure your safe he lets go of you, taking a small step back. Jesper sits next to you, arm around your shoulder as you cant stop the tears flooding down your face.

“I thought you were dead” you cry

“I thought YOU were dead” Kaz replies “when I saw Jesper carrying your lifeless body, it took me back to Jor…” he trails off, unable to finish. He takes a steadying breath “I’m glad you're okay”

“Me too.” You say wiping your face “and I'm sorry. I guess you were right, I was too weak to go on that mission. I’m useless.”

Kaz looks at you for a moment before looking to Jesper, silently asking him to leave. Jesper gives your shoulder a quick squeeze before getting up and leaving the room. Kaz fills the empty space next to you on the bed, taking a deep breath before placing his hand on yours.

“You are not useless Y/N. You are brilliant.” He says and you look at him “I was watching you distract those guards and I was so proud. You live with your condition every single day and you never let it hold you back. On my darkest days I look at you and you inspire me to keep going, because if you can do it then so can I.”

You give him a small, genuine smile which he returns as he squeezes your hand affectionately.

“Now you go back to sleep, get your strength back up and I’ll check on you later” he releases your hand and moves to the door.

“Thank you Kaz” you say as you get yourself comfy.

“Don't ever think you are useless Y/N” he says when he stops at the door and turns back to you “that’s an order”

You let out a small laugh as you salute him and he rolls his eyes. But you see the smile creep onto his face before he leaves and you drift back into a peaceful sleep.

#kaz brekker imagine #kaz brekker x reader #kaz brekker fic #kaz brekker x sister #Kaz Brekker #jesper fahey x reader #jesper fahey #jesper x reader #six of crows fic #six of crows imagine #six of crows #shadow and bone #shadow and bone fic #shadow and bone imagine #freddy carter #freddy carter x reader

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