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as part of the getting-worse-before-it-gets-better portion of aziraphale and crowley's season 3 relationship arc we NEED a desperate "i love you" from aziraphale met with a hissed, spiteful, and quickly regretted "i forgive you" from crowley
#good omens#ineffable divorce#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#i really want things to get as bad as they can possibly get before their relationship#is saved and actualized if you couldn't tell.#like yes i want them to make up and have a big fabulous kiss together sheltered under a canopy in the rain#and then spend the rest of their eternity together on earth in blissful love#but i also want them to be really unstable for a bit#spiteful crowley. aziraphale blurting out a confession no buildup no apology#because he thinks that'll fix everything.#more miscommunication to give more weight to their final climactic episode where they actually work things out.#crowley has to give him a lift and they start arguing and he blasts queen in the bentley#and takes them careening down oxford street at 120 miles per hour#grinning and laughing manically while aziraphale screams and hangs onto the baby basket he's holding#containing the second coming of jesus for dear life.#crowley just terrifying him to spite him.#i want them to do and say fucked up things to each other! do you get it?
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i think you should draw odyssey duo trying to message eachother during proton, but failing every single time because everytime they do they get banned, moots mel :3
-from one of your mutuals :3
i think you guys should stop. ^_^ /j/lh
#☆ request .#☆ my art .#i just rewatched the proton episode too#they sounded so relieved every time they were put in the cell together :(#they should not be separated ever#odyssey duo angst 😭😭#idk who which one of you requested this but i expect an apology/j#they mean so much to me.......#odyssey duo#parrotx2#wifies#unstable universe
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#doodles#angsts art#medieval duo#odyssey duo#unstable universe#lifesteal smp#what happened inbetween the making of these drawings was genuinely insane#i might not post / be on tumblr for a while due to reasons so take these as an apology
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you are still responsible for your behavior! hope this helps ✨️💖💞
i didnt say i wasnt! hope this helps 🫶🫶🫶
#personally in that post i was referring to telling someone before committing to be with me that i have bpd and i will be very clingy#and need reassurance constantly. and if they cant handle that they should leave now bc i have bpd and will continue to have it#and when i was clingy and asked for reassurance (shocker!) they told me i was exhausting and annoying and unloveable 🫶#disorders dont necessarily make actions ok. its an explanation. it doesnt make any wrong you’ve done suddenly a-ok#but i can see how it could come across that way in that post.#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder#like i explained to you!! how i would be!! just cut me out in the beginning it wouldve been so much easier#also with bpd. emotional dysregulation is like the thing of all time. i literally cannot control my emotions#ofc if i hurt anyone i’ll apologize and try to make it right bc i was the one who hurt them#but also what did you expect i told you im insane and emotionally unstable 💀#zinniask
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how do u curate your playlists? they're so good (listening to the glen powell one rn lol)
dearest anon, please know you've made my entire summer with this ask <3333 (here's the playlist in question)
now while i recognise you probably weren't looking for a legitimate breakdown of the process here, you've inspired me to take a deep dive, and i'm prone to getting carried away (and yes, i read high fidelity recently and rewatched the film and the series. but i'm sure that has nothing to do with it). so here goes, under the cut:
Lizzy's Guide to the Delicate Art of Making a Playlist
#1 - What's the Point?
There has to be a theme or mood or connecting thread for the playlist. That being said, as long as it makes sense to you, you've pretty much got this covered.
What's the story? Is it based on a mood, an event, a time in your life, a person, a character, a genre, an era, etc. etc. There's plenty to choose from, so there's plenty of playlists to be made. Go crazy, get weird with it.
(In this example, the overarching theme is: Glen Powell Hot (Twisters Edn.) with a sub-theme, if you will: Country Music for Beginners.)
#2 - Song Selection
Once the theme is set, I gather a few tracks that spring to mind immediately. In this instance:
• Why'd You Come In Here Lookin' Like That - Dolly Parton
• Cowboy Take Me Away - The Chicks
• Country's Cool Again - Lainey Wilson
All of these are fairly self-explanatory if you have been caught up in the Twisters press tour at all recently. No further comment.
From here I flesh out the ~general vibelist~ with more tracks, some classics and some deep cuts. I'm cross-referencing my own musical knowledge, previous playlists, spotify mixes (god forgive me, the occasional algorithm picks), and other user's Powell playlists (topgun-heavy, but you certainly can't blame them).
#3 - Order Matters
There's got to be some sort of flow to the playlist front to back, unless your theme is audio whiplash, for example.
Now here I am a devout follower of the High Fidelity rules, which are as follows:
Track 1 - Open with a killer - sets the tone, gets people invested
(Here, Lady Gaga's You And I ~ it's a banger, and it's country enough to get away with. Can't bring out the banjo prematurely, we'll lose people)
Track 2 - Bring it up a notch - let them know we're just getting started
(Alannah Myles, Black Velvet ~ country-ing it up a notch but staying firmly in the mainstream, because again, we don't want to scare anyone)
Track 3 - Cool it down - now we're settling in
(Chris Stapleton ft. Dua Lipa - I Think I'm In Love With You ~ Dua keeps us firmly rooted in the crowd pleasers, and we can sneak in some Stapleton)
N.B. There is a rule here that I don't abide by, the "only one track per artist" - there's three dolly tracks in this lineup alone and i stand by all of them. Provided you're not adding an entire album or two, I think you can get away with it.
Anyway, this three-track run fires us into a classic (Islands In The Stream) which melts into Tyler Childers and suddenly we're knee deep in Kentucky and you didn't even know it.
The trick is to not overthink it, which is always easier said than done. Ordering only has to make sense to you from start to finish. This journey's gotta go somewhere - throw in a few peaks and troughs, and the songs are just connecting the dots along the way.
#4 - As Does Shuffle-ability
Now, having said all that, I feel like this is a safe space to admit I am a chronic shuffler, so a degree of shuffle-ability is required.
All this means is that your underlying theme is evident throughout. Any wildcards are going to make sense wherever they pop up.
With this one, the thread of country through all of these tracks is what ties the theme together (saving a horse). There are some classics (Faith Hill, Willie Nelson), soul-heavy tracks (Secret Sisters, Leon Bridges), and and few more pop-adjacent (Haim, Ashe) but they've all got that twang - so it's shuffle proof.
#5 - Points for Presentation
A good cover, title and description can offset a multitude of sins. Don't underestimate the power of presentation.
Duration comes into play here also, where anything shorter than half an hour feels like it has nowhere to go, but over three hours feels insurmountable. Unless you're going for a compilation, year in your life playlist, or some background low-fi stuff, keep it tight.
And there you have it folks, my (lengthy) guide to playlist curation. Final note, don't love it and leave it. If you come across something new, jostle things around to get it in. Similarly, if something doesn't fit anymore, toss it. The beauty of the modern mixtape is you can edit it as little or as often as you like.
If you made it this far, I'm personally sending you a little kiss on the forehead. And to the anon who inspired this article of a response, I can only apologise. MWAH
#i might have allowed myself to get a little carried away there#forgive me#if you read all of this and you're thinking holy shit this process is absolutely completely cuckoo bananas. well you're certainly not wrong#also sidebar: rob has to be an aquarius from the music snobbery to the fear of commitment to the self sabotage to the general assholery#right?#spotify#playlist#spotify playlist#high fidelity#high fidelity series#rob brooks#rob gordon#glen powell#playlist curation#mixtape#ask#anon#ANON MY DARLING I'M SENDING YOU ALL THE LOVE IN MY HEART#yes i will marry you i'm receiving your coded message i'm reading between the lines#💚💚💚#oh and apologies for the delay but i'm clearly unstable
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"Omg 5 days without posting?! Lmao so funny."
Yeah I get it >|:/
I wanted to make this post cuz a lot of you were so "CoNcERnEd" about me and the allegations made by the anons. And well in case people wanna find "info". I kinda don't care if people wanna keep attacking me and shit but yk. I have to speak up and explain.
So I wanna start by saying that what I did last Thursday and Friday was very retarded and dumb of me and I highly apologize once again. I was not in the right mindset and it was never my intention to ignore anyone's advice. I have been mentally unstable and stressed that I couldn't focus. Yeah. I was having anger issues and a meltdown. I couldn't control them so I'm apologizing for the way I acted that time without thinking straight. It's not easy to be a CU artist because of what's happening and I admit it's not easy for me to be perfect like you guys wanted me to be. I tried everything yet you guys seem to judge and shove words in my damn throat.
About the allegations... the anons were also after one of my moots so I wanted to explain and debunk them. It's giving me a headache and overwhelming the living shit out of me.
(BTW pls I do NOT encourage harassment or any sort of threats to anyone mentioned in this post)
The grooming: this allegation is false. I'm sick of seeing them throwing the allegations around like it was some sort of volleyball-type shit. (I'm A MINOR !!! Not a adult-)
The reason why they were spreading those is because of my grooming situation I had a few years ago when I had 9-11 (and UNSUPERVISED). It all started on amino and I met my groomer. (I'm calling them M cuz yea). M and I were close friends and we used to talk. My groomer was a Krupp x Melvin shipper, a pro-shipper obviously, they would force me to do NSFW roleplay and art based on their favorite ship. (Keep this in mind I was younger at that time and I never knew how to say no to them) and they even guilt-trip me and stuff just make me feel bad and well. They would often force me to ship them too...yikes...
One day we argued and their friends decided to cause drama in the group chat. They pointed fingers at me and called me a predator. Again I was 9. I wasn't aware of what proshipping is until age 12. A lot of shit happened. I got threats, harassment, etc. And at the age of 13-14 I was groomed by someone different um yayy...:/// I was never taught about the internet safety.
And that's where the "Natty is a groomer" bullshit came from :/
I'm 16 now and to this day I keep receiving those rape threats and stuff over my past and then seeing people spreading those is dumb. The anon even went to Linavloger's blog to send a rape threat and told her I was gonna groom her. This is fucking disrespectful. Lina is Younger than me, she's fucking 13. I find it disgusting that you guys choose to tell her that. It's gross for fuck's sake. What is your problem????? For the love of God stop spreading that allegation. Not only you are making me uncomfortable but also the others who were involved. Literally, stop.
My trauma is not for you to joke with it or use it as a shield. It's gross that people are making fun of me for that. No I mean yeah. My past wasn't great because I met people who already sexualized me too many times but it doesn't mean you have to bring it up and tell everyone about it. :"(
The sexualization: The anon mentioned that I sexualized Harold in one of my videos which is again funny yet bullshit because according to them it was because of a pride month pin and small accessories..
When I say pin i meant this- 😭
Like I'm so sorry but how is this sexualizing him? It's a Pride Month pin. A PIN. How the fuck can yall be this stupid. It was an old video and you took it so seriously????? Like what???? Have you read the 12th book??? There's no way you think it's sexualization when it's Harold with an MLM pin.
This also goes to the AGERE subject. I do NOT normalize nor promote ddlg. There's a difference between ddlg/ageplay and an ACTUAL coping mechanism and I'm tired of hearing this bullshit over again like stfu so uh.
Ddlg/ageplay is where random ass adults roleplay as children and do weird shit.
Agere on the other hand is where someone reverts to a young mindset to cope with trauma, stress, severe illness, or disorders. (Mainly a safe way to cope ofc)
These are the differences between them. You cannot just tell me it's the same shit dawg. 😭
The "ripping off" thingy: another thing that I wanna address is about the au :/
The anons that I dealt with were just infini-tree fans/supporters and tree house members. Well idk. They may sound like whiney little cunts but still-- my AU does NOT have any similarity with THAT. Why would I steal ideas from someone who BLOCKED me for no reason and sent her fans after me??? No really how? How can a blocked user steal ideas if they can't see, or interact with the post (like & reblog)? Be real y'all. You may seem ridiculous if you believed those anons cuz none of them didn't pull the evidence out of their ass. 💀
"You need to apologize to her" for what? Dawg I didn't do jack shit to her in the first place LMAO yeah like--- don't get me started on that bs again. I don't wanna hear her damn name, I don't wanna know anything about her aus and shiii-- or anything related to her in my inbox or dm. I do NOT wanna have anything to do with that individual. End of the story. Not trying to be harsh, rude, or anything but like. It's annoying. I don't like to be compared to anyone or deal with the same bullshit.
Mhm yea like man. Idk what else I need to debunk but pls don't believe those anons dawg.
You can't even ask for proof cuz they don't gave any 🥰🥰💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 LOL IMAGINE FABRICATING ALLEGATIONS Y'ALL ARE SO DUMB 🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥
#just want everyone in the cu community to realize making claims like these is NOT fucking funny at all#idc if you're trolling or playing around. shut the fuck up. rape threats were never funny.#im very bad at explaining. so i apologize if the way i explain seems rushed or hard to understand#i was so stressed and unstable while writing this#natty talks#natty rants#pls read this before saying nonsense or making it out of context#idk if i should tag as CU or not.#ofc the community doesn't give a flying damn about anyone else but themselves#pls leave the the fuck alone. i dont wanna deal with any of you anons or weirdos#FINALLY ADDRESSING THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM OMFG
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#love#cute#iloveyou#birthday cake#cake walk#cake#american pyscho#crazy#what is wrong with me#meow#mentally unstable#funny stuff#funny memes#funny shit#funny#lol#pastel#pink#pink aesthetic#haha#humor#sorry not sorry#sorry#sorry for being depressing#i’m sorry#apology
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want to bring her into the mutual circle so bad
#sir chloe#dana foote#anyway.#listening to sir chloe is a win for unstable women. same & also opposite wavelength to ms amanda palmer to me#shes the low energy to miss palmer's high strung/manic one#i also just. really like how she writes selfishness throughout her lyrics. no apology but also no cruelty. just flat#'how could i know id turn you into me?' genuinely broke my brain the first time i listened to it#oh sir chloe the woman you are.#you should all ask me about sir chloe songs i think#notnow#anyway i tried to pick only one of my favorite songs here but like. i think you should all ask me more about them personally#and also stream leash & i am the dog & should i
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If I were to try to make a recap thing about Unstable Universe, would it be easier to go by POV or rough timeline?
I'm rewatching this series because I'm bored and I'm taking notes and they just so happen to include tangents on where events would go in a timeline.
I probably won't post it anywhere but like, it's over 20 hours of content. If the opportunity presents itself, I'll have a recap waiting for anyone who's curious but doesn't have time to watch a 20 hour series at that moment.
Yes, I'm taking notes on a Minecraft series. I like taking notes, I'm a very attentive person, I blame Gravity Falls for making me think when watching or reading stuff.
#unstable universe#unstableverse#i'm actually such a nerd if i ENJOY taking notes#i apologize for absolutely nothing#my notes also include a bunch of theories and just general thoughts#i'm having a blast if you couldn't tell#this is what i get for trying to write a story i've been working on for years and i choose uu to put on while i write
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wifies offering to preen parrot and parrot taking it as "i want you" in bird language
#wifiesx2#parrotx2#wifies#unstable universe#no bc hear me out preening should be an avian courting ritual#i love these 2#they get rlly awkward after#wifies profusely apologizes after like “I DID NOT KNOW THAT.......”
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Buckle up, y’all. I just discovered the ability to type the words “agents of shield” into the Tumblr search bar and I’m about to queue the ever-loving hell out of anything and everything that makes me finally feel something for once
#briefly pinning this in case anyone is confused#sorry - I’m kinda going through it atm#enjoy the ride I guess#or block the tag#agents of shield#there will almost certainly be spoilers#my apologies#I’m so emotionally unstable right now just the thought of the bus babies is making me tear up#there’s like a 90% chance I start rewatching this series today#omg I'm going to start by bingeing the blooper reels#those things are like quintuple espresso shots of pure joy
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hey what do you look like? ur kinda hard to see as a silhouette
Oh right. Let me fix that.
Here. Apö̸̧log̵i̴es my form is a bit un̷s̴t̷abl̷͍̆e. This is what I look like.
#[Apologies] [unstable]#/ask#/anon#/art#/gif#squip ocs#[//WOOOO finally drew them]#[//also their design has changed a bit since the icon's design]
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i think its really shitty how people in “neurodiverse” spaces will accommodate for anxiety, but totally refuse to accommodate for hysteria or anger issues (things that are both precipitated by anxiety for me). like it’s totally fine to reject an angry or hysterical person, because unlike anxiety, those are scary and dangerous things and it’s ok if you have a personality disorder or anger issues but only if you never display any symptoms ever
#like genuinely its done so much damage for me to have to be like.#i cant be upset because people are going to be upset about my reaction and feel unsafe because im having a reaction i cannot help having#because there is something wrong with my brain#and there is no understanding for being angry or hysterical. its not a mental illness thing its a moral failing#like oh you shouldnt have gotten upset that wasnt warranted#like if i could help it i would#i don’t want to be hysterical when random shit happens. i don’t want to be really emotionally unstable#i do my best to avoid breaking down#and if i do break down i do my best to damage control and apologize#but thats all i can do#and people are fucking awful to me about it#people who are like omg what can i do to make sure youre not anxious will be fucking awful to me for something i cant help either
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Mentally ill boy whines again. Solution: Get Out Of There
#im fucking TRYING too as well and it's just constant fucking roadblocks or my body screaming to self sabotage and quit and kill ourselves an#d ruin our body and flay ourselves and repent and beg for forgiveness for being a body of sin like. GOD. I'm so tired of it!!!!! and i can'#even stop it because i csnt change my innner voice or the weird neurotic way kf thinking bc my brain goes '#'its keeping us safe! safe! safesafesafe!' bc of Oh Boohoo you got '''''neglected'''' as a child and had your needs not met' well mommy and#daddy sajd they loved you grow up. you got 'locked in your room' and had your apologies ignored ok well youre making a BIG deal about this#top crying boohoo you got bullied. you and everyone else#and then when I go well no they way i got treated was fucked. growing up poor fucked us up. you can still be loved and raised unstably and#uffer bc of it it becomes a fucking game to my brain to list every single way we Had It Better and therefore cant be suffering and its like#do you fucking hear what youre saying!!!! amd then!!!!!! i go through this fucking ten times a day and wonder why i struggle with feeling l#like a human being#and this doesnt even touch the whole mature for your age becoming kind of a therapist to your parent and hearing their issues and adults off#loadinf onto you and like. man. no fucking wonder i struggle so much with interpersonal relationships om top of everything else i dont have#a personality until I know what the person needs from me!!!!!!
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Talked about this with the counselor I've been seeing at school earlier today but my intense, desperate need to leave a mark on the world (not even in a fame way, in like a "I need to leave this place better than I found it in a big, tangible way" one) and the fact that I only value myself when I feel like I'm adding good to it paired with the fact that I've been an insane perfectionist since I was a very young child and tear myself to shreds and lose all my confidence over tiny mistakes is literally going to kill me some day
#had been thinking about applying for a leadership position in our university ostem chapter for a while now#but psyched myself out of it last night before applications closed#because with everything that's gone wrong in the student group i was involved in this year i no longer trust myself to be a good leader#or frankly even a good person#i also had a slightly soul-crushing talk with a professor yesterday about my grade in her class#because even though she clearly thinks i'm brilliant (and basically said as much) i missed like two weeks of class#specifically because something happened with another student who i know i managed to make upset#(on accident. but it seems like she found my apology wanting)#and i feel so awful about it that i decided the only way to handle this was to avoid her so i didn't make her uncomfortable#so now my grade is suffering in a class i could've gotten an 'A' in#and it's just like. what am i even doing#i care so much about making the world a better place but i feel like such a bad person and trying makes it worse#and i know i'm under no obligation to put myself through this kind of stress but i don't know how to value myself if i don't#lately i feel like i'm beating myself up for being too fragile and unstable to even make a good martyr#and i know it's not healthy but if i try to step back i just get sad#like how now i feel awful about not sending in that application. and at least half dozen other similar things#i just want to make a real impact but it feels like the only thing i'm good for is making things worse#i'm not even fun to be around most days. i'm just.... sad
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if your wondering, the Kirby fandom’s a lot worse recently. People were talking about porn in the presence of minors and some people were defending the people doing that. Also, dddaio (shortened the actual username)is apparently abusive partner/friend
Honestly. I’m not surprised. Kirby fandoms all like 🩷✨🌹🌸 and everyone turns out to be toxic.
Man 13 yo me had it rough. Got groomed on steam, cancelled from kirblr, fell in love and got dumped. Lowkey was thinking about ending it then lmaoooo
#I’m definitely not bitter about how they all ganged up on me when I was an emotionally unstable 13 year old#not at all#kirby#kirblr#I remember crying typing out a messy apology but everyone had already blocked me by then so what was the point#rule number one: never trust a Kirby artist#especially the popular ones#it’s a bunch of older teenagers picking on younger teens/preteens#like it’s ok if a teen makes a sex joke cuz like. fork found in kitchen#but it’s not ok to send images like that to kids#found my first girlfriend on kirblr. Didn’t last long bc everyone jumped to tell her about the unspeakably evil things I did as a 13 yo
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