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thinking abt kon getting hurt/upset about something big and clark bundling him up in his cape... ouuhhhhh souperfam save me...
#rimi talks#kon is clark's little guy. and when i stop being sleepy i will have further things to say about this#specifically i just think often abt kon's independence vs clark's protectiveness#and kon and the arc of having to accept that he can ask for help sometimes actually#like the post sb94 no. 100 fic that lives in my head#where clark is like WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME YOU WERE HOMELESS YOU ARE LITTLE AND SMALL I WOULDVE HELPED SOONER#and kon is like uhhh wdym. i didnt want to burden you and anyways i can handle myself??#and clark is like You Are Sixteen And You Were Homeless And Then Getting Majorly Exploited--#but kon is sixteen and doesn't even understand that he was getting exploited for housing. because he is sixteen.#and clark just wants to wrap him in his cape and protect him forever. but he can't bc kon would hate that.#but also kon's constant need to prove himself as worthy of the S...#the way he strives to prove he ''deserves'' superman's respect + care...#mae ripping off his s-shields and telling him he wasn't worthy of them really did a number on him 💀#like clark doesnt even know kon tried to kill himself to ''prove'' his worth. oh my god#okay i need to take a nap but my god. you guys. souperfam...#kon#clark#superfam
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going insane thinking about the paralleled relationships of palamedes’ fondness for harrow and camilla’s fondness of gideon. and their respective simularities! harrow being jealous of gideon mooning over dulcinea. camilla being jealous of palamedes being in love with dulcinea since he was 8. camilla being fond of gideon after realizing gideon also has a melodramatic necromancer. palamedes and harrow’s “necromantic pissing contest”. gideon and camilla’s love of swords. palamedes “I'm the greatest necromancer of my generation”, harrow “like hell you are”. palamedes suiciding detonating himself to take out cytherea. gideon suiciding throwing herself on spikes to send harrow full lyctor to take out cytherea. palamedes “i miss harrow terribly” sextus. harrow “i can’t envision a universe without you in it” nonagesimus, camilla “life is too short and love is too long” hect. gideon “you’ll know what to do” nav, palamedes “she knows what to do” sextus. crazy! crazy insane! thinking about them
#the locked tomb#tlt#griddlehark#tlt spoilers#they're my forever loves sorry#there's more i could go on but like. lol!#SO much more#ableist slurs or whatever (lol) but they're necessary to me !#also reread parts of GtN and HtN and i must have missed the part#the first time around where palamedes HUGS harrow and LIFTS her off the ground#AND kissed her brow before she left the projection bubble#i'm in tatters...........#life is too short and love too long..........#thinking of palamedes seeing harrow in the river and then seeing harrow (nona) after the incident with john and the miraethium#'i miss harrow terribly'................ i'm going to start crying#how palamedes takes care of nona (harrow) and loves her............... please#how camilla treats nona (harrow) so tenderly and considerately and fondly#i'm going to start ripping and tearing and killing with my teeth
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@asiandramanet event 09 — tropes @asiandramanet creator bingo — second lead syndrome @userdramas creator bingo: transition — tushan jing | lost you forever (2023-2024) [insp]
#cdramaedit#lost you forever#asiandramanet#userdramas#photopeablr#usergif#mine | all#mine | gifs#lyfedit#cdramasource#deng wei#dengweiedit#长相思#perioddramaedit#tvedit#tvarchive#userblorbo#filmtvcentral#tuserjade#useryd#roserayne#usergooseras#cinematv#televisiongifs#mediagifs#asiandramasource#cinemapix#the transition gifs were gonna be 1 gif but it was 20mb 💀#rip to the colouring because it looked better in photopea#i literally only used 1 scene from s2 for take me lmfaoo i had this idea before s2 aired 💀
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going to be trying to fully organize/clean my room soon (maybe) and why's getting rid of stuff so hawrd like what if i really really want to reread thru books i read in middle school someday
#talkys#YKWIM....#also struggling with everything again#like i could get things that wld make living here easier but all i can think of is how that's succumbing to living here forever#ykwim.... like#in my room there's a desk built into the wall. its too low for me#it doesnt bother me actively but i mentioned it and my mom said we COULD rip it out and get a new desk#but in my brain its like. im not going to live here forever. in my mind i leave here Tomorrow every day#why wld i do that to this house i wont be here forever in.#why would i do that if i didnt think i was going to live here for 10 more years (<- he doesnt know that this is the reality of things)#but i feel this way abt everything#i moved homes a lot#my room has never been decorated whats the point#i like the thot of decorating but will likely be hopping in between apartments for the rest of my life...why bother#putting things up if youll have to take em down...
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Do you think there is any "logical" explanation why 001 killed the other lab kids? Assuming it was truly his own will ofc
There are plenty of logical explanations why One, is he's truly Henry and vice versa, may have killed the lab children—and I've talked about them before��but I’ll never pass up a chance to discuss the impossibility of Henry’s situation.
Let’s start with feasibility of escape. There were 16 children in the lab, including El. Henry is one man, and while he may be something of a one-man army, he's still just one man. To orchestrate that kind of escape, he's need to organize all the children without Brenner finding out. That means no tattling, no questions, no snitching, and complete, unwavering trust. It also means Henry would not only have to defend himself, but he'd also have to defend all the children as well. Against military police, mind you. That's 17 backs to watch simultaneously.
In short: It's just not feasible to expect Henry to be able to successfully free all the lab children.
And even if he did manage it, he himself didn't make it past sixth grade. He's running on a 12 year old's education, no job history, no savings, no credit, no house. He has absolutely nothing. It would be a stretch for him just to care for himself, let alone El. Let alone fifteen more children on top of El. Children who are not socialized, who don't seem to have ever been outside, let alone introduced to larger society. They all have superpowers. And some of them (Two-Five) are proven to be unruly/they have attitude and violence problems. How are they supposed to live? What would their quality of life be? Even if they made it far away from the lab—every lab, because this is the CIA we're talking about—what are the chances these children end up in prisons? Or worse?
In short: It’s not ethical to subject the lab children to a life of destitute poverty, especially when they’re currently being cared for (steady sources of food, water, shelter, and a weird-but-normalized type of affection).
So, what then? Leave them behind and take off with El?
I guess, but let's discuss that. Say Henry runs off with El. He goes straight to the police. Do they take him seriously? Do they arrest him and hand El over to CPS—see: Benny Hammond? And if they do take him seriously, what are the chances that the police get steamrolled by staties and told to stay away from the case? (see: S1)
What are the chances Henry and El get recaptured?
In short: It’s not a safe bet to go to the police, and it comes at the expense of his own safety, with consideration for the fact that he seems to have been the only orderly who had any plans to help any of the children escape.
So then let's say they just run. They run and run and change their names and scrape by in Canada or something.
What about the children in the lab? Would Brenner not just start over with a new One? Would he not just pick right up where he left off?
Henry is an empathetic person. To a fault, I'd say. It would gut him to leave the children behind in a situation that he himself could no longer tolerate, just for them to be killed off when they're no longer useful or the program gets defunded. What's better? Decades of suffering and the continuation of the program, or an unexpected death that takes less than twenty seconds?
In short: It’s not ethical to leave the children behind, either.
This should be something of a no-brainer, then. He can't free them. He can't save them. He won't leave them behind to suffer.
Henry's hands are tied. Kobayashi maru. The humane thing to do is give them a quick death.
There's one more point I want to discuss, though.
Why is it Henry's responsibility to sacrifice, adopt, and care for children he never asked for?
These children are not ones he's saddled with because he couldn't spare half a thought for wrapping his dick. These are non-consensually created children, not to mention the children who aren't his at all. This is like telling a woman who was raped that she has to keep the baby and raise it. And we all agree that that's a horrific thing to do.
So why is it different for Henry?
Why is this responsibility his to bear? Why is it his fault? Why does he need to explain himself? Why should he be expected to save and raise 16 children who should never have existed in the first place?
Say he just straight up didn't want to be saddled with the children, but he was too gutted by the thought of Brenner doing to them what he did to him to leave them alive.
That's also a logical and valid reason.
The death of the lab children isn't as illogical and sadistic as everyone makes it out to be. Trust.
(And honestly, as a closing note: The children were just lucky he was kind to them, as an orderly. It's well within his rights to be a frigid cunt to them. They were lucky he was the friendly orderly, despite the circumstances. He didn't want them. They're constant reminders of all the bullshit that's been done to them. He could have just ignored them...or worse. He could have been cruel to the children, could have resented them, could have taken that resentment out on them while they were alive, could have wanted them to feel a fraction of the pain he's been subjected to since he was 12. He could have tortured them, during the massacre. But he didn't. If we consider NINA as something straightforward, then the whole thing took only a few minutes. He wasn't wasting time being sadistic, no matter how messy it all seemed.)
#this was an old anon...rip...sorry it takes me forever!!#but yeah even if Henry did all that...it doesn't make him evil. it makes him one man in an impossible situation.#i have nothing but grief and compassion for this man even in the most surface-level interpretations of his actions#henry creel#asks
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Angel: Let me see what you have-
Niffty: A KNIFE! 🔪
Angel: N O !
#you tell me this isn’t what happens in the show#you’re gonna look at me and tell me that i’m wrong?#ok but Angel taking the knife from niffty is gold#angek being a big brother to niffty is also gold#Angel dust is gold and I will fight you#Angel being a big brother to everyone tbh#except husk#bc huskerdust forever#but yeah this vine is Angel and niffty 100%#rip vine#angel hazbin hotel#niffty#niffty hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel#I’d say incorrect Angel or incorrect niffty but then I’d be incorrect#incorrect hazbin hotel quotes#Hazbin hotel#angel dust needs a hug#CONSENSUALLY#preferably from husk#but niffty will do#I just love their dynamic#when chaotic meets *actual* chaos#WHY AM I NOW THE RESPONSIBLE ONE#i love them#i love angel dust#Angel dust#a knife!
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This is far from my best work, but it's 1:30am, and I needed to get this down before I slept or lost my mind. So here, take a snippet of Rook seeing Zara again for the first time in 3 years.
Trying, and failing, to keep his voice from shaking, [Rook] said “Hello, Captain.” Mouth still open in surprise, [Zara] replied “Well, hello yourself.” The reality of what she was seeing seemed to hit her as she rounded the desk. “Rook, is that really you?” He nodded. “It’s me.” Zara ran towards him, stopping just short of touching him, and said “What did she do to you?” Rook’s heart stuttered and he had to brush his fingers together to confirm Sigmar’s ring was still in place. Could she possibly see through its illusion? But then he remembered what Lanny had said. She knew where you were. His throat clenched and he choked out “Two years.” A wave of grief swept across Zara’s face as she said “I’m so, so sorry.” Rook shook his head vigorously. “It’s not your fault.” Zara ignored him. “It is my fault. I failed you. As your captain, it’s my responsibility to keep you safe, and I failed you.” Rook wanted to say something, to reassure her, but she pushed on. “She sent me letters, told me all the terrible things she was doing to you. I… I let you down.” Those words hit Rook with the force of a dozen cannonballs. Lanny had said that Zara knew Wolf had him, but knowing that Zara had been aware of what Wolf was doing to him… somehow that was more painful than any wound Wolf had ever inflicted. He barely managed to force his next words out around the lump in his throat. “Where were you?” And why didn’t you come? “She said she’d kill you if I came to get you. Or if I hired anyone to get you. You’re standing here because I stopped sailing.”
(honorary one-time tag for @space-writes bc I remember you enjoyed my other bits about Rook and Zara.)
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#btw when I say that what she said was more painful than any wound wolf inflicted I'm not just talking about her not saving him.#it also just hurts him to know that she was hurting too.#she left him with that woman for two years (to save his life yes. but she left him there all the same) and yet half of his thoughts are#''I'm sorry I hurt you.''#ROOK. MY BELOVED BABY BOY. PLEASE.#STOP APOLOGIZING.#also if anyone needs a cheering up after this please know that their conversation got interrupted by a giant snake showing up and zara#immediately asking Rook ''WHAT DID YOU DO???'' bc she knows her boy.#and he's like ''idk I just woke up like an hour ago'' and then he suddenly remembers that he swore like 3 times (town rules say no to that)#and he just goes ''SHIT'' and Zara fucking clamps her hand over his mouth and says ''take that back!''#and through her hand he says ''how the fuck am I supposed to take that back?'' and she just clamps his mouth harder.#oh. and the time he swore earlier was bc he stepped outside and got spit on by a bull and he was like ''is this normal??''#and someone said ''I've never seen that happen but these animals are part of [big snake almost-god]'s menagerie'' and hands Rook a paper#with all the town rules (there are many). And he goes ''what the fuck?'' and then he gets to the rule that reads ''no swearing'' and he goe#''SHIT!'' and then he realizes what he says and goes ''AAAHHHH.'' and I was cackling.#I was doing this on purpose btw. I knew that this would make the snake mad at me and I did it anyway bc I am a chaos gremlin.#however I did NOT know I would get Rook's only friend from before the party killed by doing this. RIP Jay. I loved you so much.#but yeah. my boy swears like a sailor bc he is one. and it did in fact get people killed. But it was funny to me.#ALSO when she met the party the first thing she said was ''thank you for saving my boy'' and I almost sobbed.#like yeah. he is her boy.#I'm going to explode just thinking about it.#okay if you read all these tags I love you forever and please feel free to yell at my idiot boy in the comments/tags/wherever.#maybe if enough of us join in he'll actually listen. (no he won't)#OH RIGHT. And the party is finally staring to realize how much of a capital L Liar this man is.#because they can literally see him catching himself about to say ''I'm fine'' every time they ask how he's doing
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse 😭
#throwback to when i was a kid and my mother the monster that she is wished upon me to never be happy just as she isn't#and that i should never be granted love or happiness. just like her.#this happened repeatedly#my heart gets broken over and over while ppl around me find love and get to keep it and be happy#i feel so fucking broken. like im literally not a person. idk what im doing wrong#i love my friends' love. im genuinely happy to see them thrive#ive been alone and yearning for a quarter of a century#i cant take it anymore#of course i had to fall in love with someone who wont be with me#thats the easiest way to make sure im fucked up and alone for as long as possible#and it's happened several times#they may love me but they cant be w me#I'm literally so fucking sad#the one person who was gonna make it work. i made them hate me bc of some huge misunderstanding abt the nature of our relationship#i miss them the most in the whole world. i think about them constantly. biggest regret of my life#the grief of it all is eating me alive. i keep getting close to being happy n in love and. dare i say it. loved#and then its all getting ripped away from me. again and again#every day it hurts and it makes me paralysed and i cant do shit or be who i want. i wish i could b sedated forever#goodnight lol
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Val kilmer entertainment weekly photoshoot by Ruven Afanador 🦇🖤
(Updated)
He has the red queen heart hair
I love it when interviewers stop being professional and lose it over his beauty 😂🤭
#val kilmer#Batman forever#Batman#Bruce wayne#Beads necklace#Batarang#Hazardous#The hair#Pattinson totally ripped that photoshoot off#He's so beautiful#Val bby take that out of your mouth#You don't know where it had been#How come he didn't pose like that often#We were robbed#He's so fine#my batman#He started it all#A little dye and he could play joker with that messy hair#Planet kilmer#credit#me too girl#entertainment weekly#ruven afanador#Hazel eyes?#People meet him and still get it wrong#or do they
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The Grim Reaper returned to claim the last remaining mini goat and sheep on the ranch (and the interaction worked perfectly with no glitches at all 😑).
I lost track of how long Aries and Espresso had been alive and I'm still devastated that they're gone 😭
#unfortunately that leaves us without any mini animals on the ranch#i really forgot to keep up with the animals after the first round passed away and now i regret not getting any more 😭#in my defense i was *super* focused on the nectar making skill that skill takes forever!!#maybe i need to hire a ranch hand... I doubt lou would like that though#anyway#rip aries and espresso my babies#😭😭#as horrifying as it is though the glitched out animation did make me laugh 😆#sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 story#sims 4 legacy#sims 4 horses#sims 4 horse ranch#ts4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 gameplay#ts4 story#ts4 legacy#ts4 horses#ts4 horse ranch#horse ranch gp#palomino ranch#aries the mini goat#espresso the mini sheep#tw animal death#tw alcohol mention
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home alone: espada edition
soot sprites
some doodles i sent on discord to my teams while the @grimmichibigbang was goin' on back in 2021 :))) inspired by the two stories i contributed art for!
#grimmichi#bleach#bleach fanart#grimmichi fanart#fic recs#soz i havent posted in forever cuz my eyes have been causing me problems all month 💀#ive been meaning to post these tho so like. might as well.#today i woke up inexplicably in pain on my right side so i dont think i'll be getting any drawing done today either 🤦🏻♀️#it hurts to lie down hhhhhhh#grimmichibigbang2021#grimmichibigbang#also rip it looks like all the art links are down for both the stories 💀💀#ah well#sketch dump#grimmjow#grimmjow jaegerjaquez#ichigo kurosaki#update if u read tags: if u wake up and cant explain why youre in pain and it hurts a lot then u shd prob go to the hospital and ask#'hurts a lot' as in 4+ on the pain scale#take it from me lmao ya girl was suffering smth life-threating 😬#im better now tho and have been for a few months! but ye just. take care of yourselves.
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Oh boy you must love cal kestis then
You better believe I love cal kestis boy is literally the perfect game character to play he can not only jump but he can learn to double jump which is the perfect amount of jump for any game every game character should be able to jump like cal if it makes sense or not
#ask#anon#god its taking me forever to get used to this game#just sitting here running into walls expecting to climb them#your batman for fucks sack#climb the wall#also im a soild like 5 minutes in#and still no jason#rip off
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The fact that the original getcha groove on isn't available on spotify ... heresy... uncleared sample wahhh wahhh GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!
#like .. i think this is my favorite on the album. like maybe top 3#sooo glad i ripped the original version of the album n its on my ipod forever and ever. take that away from me spotify#woof#bizkitposting
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Made a thing
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#I'd only made edits for shows before so I didn't really know what do do with this#but I think it kinda worked out#blue matter#blue matter webtoon#eugene de la solgloire#ryung blue matter#blue matter spoilers#webtoon edit#Youtube#now that I've made memes written fic and made an edit#I think I need to learn how to draw just so that I could make animatics#and then I could make all the fan content I can think up for this#(do not count on me learning how to draw that's probably never going to happen and if it will it'll take years)#(rip to the animatics forever stuck in my head)
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i only wrote 194 words today, but that is 194 words more than i have written in the past 3 weeks so i am telling myself that is good enough so that i can go to bed on time. 😭
#i have a very big project due at work VERY soon#it's extremely high pri and idk why they gave it to meeee it's so complex and is taking me forever#i stayed at work later than i should have#unpaid overtime to try and unsnaggle this problem#i am sooo stressed i had to rip myself away from my computer.#then i wwas like well i will just stay up later then#as revenge bedtime#but that will also be a bad idea#but i wanted to write because im also sad again abt my book being rejected so many times#and anxious about the manuscript submissions i did that havent been answered yet#i have to create things or i will be so upset and i will die.#that is what ive learned from periods of time where im not creative enough
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i'm normal about the media i hyperfixate on (<- stressing myself out to the brink of a panic attack by thinking about tomorrow's chapter release)
#'if media you like is affecting you this much maybe you need to take a step back' I LITERALLY CANT. THAT IN FACT MAKES IT WORSE#i know theyre just lines on a page but i am going to use my teeth to rip off my own skin about it#also if you show me leaks or even mention them in my presence i'm blocking you forever. godbless#hello grace here
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