#[[ ahaha don't worry about it

[demonwebs]

vhaal casually pretending he can't levitate, identify alignments, climb walls, or do anything cool for all three acts until you're in a huge boss fight after which he proceeds to gaslight u

[eru-iru]

makoto seeing a bug flying near him and he uses ryoji as a shield then tells him to make it go away as far from him as possible he doesn't want to see it or touch it thank you

[faunabel]

Faun you can be unhinged on here too have you seen how I post just say shit no one cares

AJHDJ

listen... i care!! i get embarrassed that anyone can see my stuff!!!!!

ok right now i'm copy+pasting a bunch of uhh..... Um. extremely nsfw headcanon rambles aiudhdj into a google docs for safe keeping before everything Burns And Dies

(yes they're almost entirely abt veneziano but not the point)

that is like WOW!!!!!!! embarrassing!!!!!! i have no filter sometimes!!!!! jesus what would i do if the peoples found out how insane i can be!!!!

quotev was different cause you just follow people and they follow you back so you see each other's stuff and then the only way of finding old posts is if you scroll AAALLLLL the way down. but anyone can theoretically see my posts on here at any time and i just get shyyy.

[meownotgood]

Oof yeah. Regarding that asexuality post. And the weird thing is you can't easily distinguish what feelings are your own, what is the societal norms engraved into you. And also it's so weird to be attracted to fictional characters but cringing at the thought of any irl experience. It's a very complicated emotionally place to be in. It sucks.

You don't know if it's "normal" to feel like that or if "sOmEtHinG is WrOnG".

Personally i think that something more liberating than even the asexuality label (or aromatic, or demisexual or whatever else is related) is just.. creating a label on your own?

Like.. you can totally choose bits and pieces. If you're this-one-person-irl-sexual that's amazing!

If you're that-fictional-man- sexual power to you!

If you're idk-maybe-?-sometimes-?-remains-to-be-seen-????????-sexual ey! That's great too!

(that's what i tell myself. I think carving out space for your own special experience can be very comforting and helpful!)

yes, you get it 😔 honestly I'm just at a time in my life where no label is all that fits me, but it's often frustrating to feel like I don't understand myself, or I can't fit in with anyone's communities... it can be difficult to accept that sometimes it's okay to just not know

[fateandloveentwined]

Names

Please do not assume you are being inclusive if you ask someone Chinese why they have an English name. Or tell them to keep to their original name and never change it. Or ask them what their actual name is.

I was born with an English name and a Chinese name. Both are on my ID documents. So it is wildly insulting every occasional instance I get asked what my original name is, because what does it mean that the English name I introduced myself with and spoke to you in the name of in the past half an hour is retrospectively added to cater to the Western world?

Having two names (or more) is part of my life and culture, feel free to ask about either or both, but having one less would not be me.

Thankyouverymuch.

[thosetwofirefighters]

WIP Wednesday

tagged by @mooshkat, thank you so much friend!! <3 I've had the first draft of this (which is for @the-likesofus) open for at least a week now, and I just can't bring myself to edit it (mostly because my life has been a ~shit show~ recently) anywaaaaay here's some of what will be a very late 6.14 coda :))

“I’ve got a list, if you’re interested,” she continues. “I know being set up by your old tia might not be the most attractive idea, but you’ve just gotta find the right woman.” She grabs his hand, the one not wrapped tightly around his coffee mug. He lets her keep it, takes comfort in the familiar pressure of her hand in his, and tries not to worry that this might be the last time he’ll be able to. For a moment, he feels guilty about worrying—this is Tia Pepa, his favorite aunt, the one person who has always been on his side—but then he remembers what his parents—his father—had said when he’d tried having this conversation with them at nineteen. He knows Pepa and trusts her so much, but he’d trusted his parents too.

no pressure tagging (and sorry if you've already been tagged lol) @the-likesofus @lilbuddie @shortsighted-owl @jacksadventuresinwriting @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @wheelsupin-five <3

[bredforloyalty]

just thought about what i would be like if i had a brother and scared myself

[lunarhoneybunny]

sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys

[tardis--dreams]

I'm so obsessed with that concert that i don't even have enough brain capacity to stress about everything around it

[kyaruun]

Hiiiiii nyaaaaaaaa I was wondering if you knew like uh if I wanna do computer programming I'd apply for compsci??? Though they're different I see lots of schools have compsci but there are No Schools with computer programming so I was wondering if. You know if they lump them together a lot of times

<- looking at schools,,,

disclaimer: i am spanish and we have a completely different educational system than the US but i hope my experience might serve a bit! also forgive me for (probably) using the wrong terms for everything </3

i assume with computer programming you mean only programming. coding. idk how things are over there but as far as i know STEM students usually get some programming done at a basic level in their first year(s) but if you want to learn programming in a more "professional" sense you need to do computer science. welp my degree is called computer engineering but i think it's the same? similar? i hope it is

i don't think there is a programming only school because it's one of many skills you're supposed to get in the field. everyone can program. i promise there are a lot of tutorials online that do a much better work at teaching programming than many uni classes!! i know math students that have taken like 2.5 subjects on programming and do things A LOT better than half of my classmates

the thing with computer science is you need a lot more skills that just coding. maths, for starters (which i suck at lol) if you wanna understand algorithms or do anything in the AI or machine learning field. it really depends on what you'd like to do afterwards because most of the time you will end up coding some way or another. but it's sprinkled with some more stuff in between ^^

like yeah 99% of the time people associate cs with coding and just coding and as the local 4th year computer engineering student i can definitely say coding isn't everything. the first years are more code heavy because you needed to get used to the basics. but then there is documentation (class diagrams, use cases, etc.), there's everything related to requirements gathering (user stories, interviews, a bazillion documents where you need to find out what a client might want for their app), ui/ux design, project management (which is an area you might enjoy!! pretty much organazing a team and making sure everything is up to date and everyone is working) and a loooot more stuff. i can only talk from my own experience as a student focusing on software development

tldr: if you're only interested in programming mayyybe you should read into those compsci schools, see what they're offering and think if that's something you like! if you like coding enough to make an actual job out of it you might want to a) do computer science or something like that or b) learn on your own but in a deeper level. by this i mean there are many tutorials online that only go through the very basics and there are some really interesting/useful topics they don't cover or might be needed for professional work

[doushiteworld]

Hey everyone who brought those PinocchioP keychains a while back when they were back on sale! I've just got an email saying mine was ready to be paid for shipping, so check your emails! Or expect one soon!

[notbroadwaybound]

ugh so apparently iPhones switched to sending non-iPhone users RCS messages and my non iPhone doesn't receive those, so I've been missing out on at least group texts.

So I downloaded Google Messaging (hate) and now can receive RCS messages (but still not group texts apparently?) but can't see all the texts I missed the last idk four days which like is probably fine but also like I texted someone a question and they didn't respond and now I'm caught in the "did they just not respond" (which is... fine) or the "did they respond and I just not get it" which is agh because now I don't want to message and seem desperate / pathetic for asking "Hey did you respond?"

[watery-melon-baller]

waow. i am definetly not getting anything done now 👍

[baronvonriktenstein]

There's this supper pretty lady that comes into the cafeteria at work. She always looks so nice and she's friendly too

Idk she might be my favorite customer lol

[laseratingfist]

classic problem, do i go with the hot guy who's a bit of a bad boy (scams) (sampo) or the sweet childhood friend who is equally hot (gepard)

like with sampo i am never convinced he would stay and settle with anyone, by the time of jarilo-vi he's too damaged imo to let himself even the possibility of hurting anyone or being hurt.... so pursuing him is.... elating but will break my heart. it's the spice of it

with gepard i would marry him and we'd be happy together and the main issue is trusting the other to come back unscathed.... but maybe i just need more time to think of all the ways it could go wrong