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[baronvonriktenstein]

Guys is this a scam?

Okay a little bit of context, someone is asking me to do a commission for them, which I said okay, they told me if I could draw their child's pet, which I had no issue, however they offered me 200 usd, I initially said no bc that's not the range i usually charge, but they said they'd be willing so i said okay

Now they sent me a screenshot where it shows they payed the amount (they asked me to give them my paypal gmail to just deposit it, which i didn't found odd because its not the first time someone rathers to pay me this way instead of me sending them an invoice) but the money they supposedly deposited hasn't reflect on my account yet

Now i told them this and they said i should check my inbox, i check my inbox and still nothing, then they said to check my spam...which is weird

This is what the spam looks like, and well, i find it weird that PayPal asks me to deposit 400 usd in order for the 200 usd to be able to be sent

Also that the domain of said email is off...

[baronvonriktenstein]

just feel like i annoy people daily until they stop wanting to talk to me :(

it's a feeling idk

[baronvonriktenstein]

i know this is on short notice, but today has been...overwhelming, ha. my dad has recently just gone on life support ( his conditions are kinda weak but while there is a chance that he'll stabilize, there's also a risk that he might not make it )

right now, i can't even imagine on like...the future and what not. rn, i'm asking for some help. mainly some funds to support mainly my siblings ( for uber, groceries, etc ) until....yeah

my kofi's in pinned | paypal | cashapp

if you can't donate, i appreciate if y'all can boost this

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I’m be offering my Seasons Readings for the next 10 days. I only offer this reading four times a year - on the days surrounding the solstices and the equinoxes.

A 9 card spread spreading light on the coming season and opportunities for growth and healing. It’s a custom designed spread that rotates based on the time of year so it’s always a unique pull and experience.

I have been reading tarot professionally for 17 years so I promise I’m not just throwing stuff at a wall to see what sticks. I have a selection of decks to chose from but for this particular spread have recommendations if you have no preferences.

DM for inquiries!

[baronvonriktenstein]

i desperately need help to stay off the streets

my last two posts (here, and here) explain how and why we got here. unfortunately, the situation still hasn't been resolved, and that caused me to have another mental health crisis episode. as it stands, i'm unhoused. i spent a night in a basement sharing a cot with my two-times rapist out of desperation to try and save money, but i frankly couldn't tolerate that, so i've gotten a hotel room

i went to the housing authority with my moving truck on the day i moved out, and flat out told them if they couldn't assure me i'd be housed asap that i would contact the media and do an interview right in front of their building with the truck. that finally seemed to light a fire under them, so i was assured they would make a contract and i can move into an apartment next week, although they couldn't promise an exact day

so, after renting a truck, hiring movers, and getting a storage unit, i'm once again broke. i guess because it's the holiday season, the local hotels are all over $100 per night. the room i got is $132, and i don't even have enough to stay until tuesday, no less hire movers and renting a truck again. i am in a shelter desert. i desperately need to get through this final stretch and into a new unit, then hopefully i can focus on trying to recuperate and seek more intensive behavioral health treatment. my family is abusive, toxic, and enablers, and i don't have a local physical support system, online is all i have. i don't know where else to turn or what to do but beg to try and get through this until my housing is finally stable. i have three emotional support cats as well, and i'm so terrified of losing them or them being hurt because i was a literal day late and dollar short

paypal is probably the best way to donate to me. in the state i'm in i unfortunately can't offer commissions right now. the free and most massively helpful thing anyone can do is share this post so folks who do have the disposable income to help can see it and reach out. all donations and shares are so meaningful, i've only been able to survive thanks to everyone's support, and i'm so sorry to be a burden like this. this is a genuine attempt at survival and trying not to succumb to my worst urges. the horrors persist but i'm trying to as well

[baronvonriktenstein]

Look, I don't do commissions or anything, but I'm willing to do some small art for donations for a friend of mine, @re-lmayer who is tentatively awaiting housing from local housing authority. Here's her post with links to other posts that better explain the situation. Her paypal also (which is listed in the link)

Full transparency, I don't know how to handle commissions or that sort of stuff, and hey I don't even know what energy I have to put into art requests. But I want to try my best to help her. Here's some semi-recent examples of my art/doodles.

It's not entirely consistent (one of many reasons I don't do commissions) but it is what it is. If I can offer additional aid to her this is the only thing I can think to try to do.

EDIT: I guess I should say, proof of donation directly to her I guess is what I need with a request if you wanted to do that. At present the best way to communicate with me is via my Inbox. Currently my Messenger is only available to specific people, and I might open it if that's better... but if you want to follow up after an inbox message we can go from there.

[baronvonriktenstein]

🌸My Super Long Hopefully Fun Character Ask Game:

👕Appearance

What is your character's favorite physical trait they possess?

What would your character wear if they were told they had to gussy up?

Is there something about your character's appearance that they would change if possible?

Does your character have a favorite material they like to wear?

What are your character's opinion on scars?

How much interest does your character take in trends?

Is there someone your character tries to look similar to?

Does your character have a physical trait that they're known for?

What does your character smell like?

If your character could splurge on a particular garment, what would it be?

Is your character's favorite color a color they wear often?

Has your character gone through major stylistic or physical changes?

What is something your character would refuse to wear?

Is there a style your character is afraid they can’t pull off?

Would your character wear something someone else picked out for them?

Is your character's appearance more telling or deceiving?

What are your character's thoughts on wearing costumes?

Does your character have a favorite outfit?

If your character had to get a tattoo what would it be?

📦Objects

Is there an item your character doesn't like to leave without?

What gift would your character give to someone they didn't like but felt obligated to?

What type of object is likely to catch your character's attention?

Is there an item your character liked that they can’t get back? 

Would your character ever try to haggle?

What is something your character is proud to own?

Does your character ever spend more than they have?

What would it take for your character to give up an item they really like?

Does your character prefer to give or receive gifts?

Is there a type of object your character doesn’t like?

What might an acquaintance think is a good gift for your character?

Does your character personify objects?

What does your character most enjoy shopping for?

Is there an item your character is embarrassed they own or want?

Would your character prefer something bought or made personally?

Is your character willing to ask for things?

What is most important to your character when shopping?

🍽️Food and Drink

What flavor would your character say their personality is?

Would your character prefer baking, cooking or mixing drinks?

Is there a food or drink your character is unwilling to try?

How big is your character's appetite?

Does your character consider eating fun?

Would your character eat or drink something they didn't like to appease someone?

Is there food that has made your character sick?

What is your character's favorite food group?

Does your character like to try new foods?

What is a childhood meal your character cherishes?

Is your character food motivated?

Which mealtime is your character's favorite?

How much does your character care about wasting food?

Does your character prefer restaurant food or home cooked food?

What food or drink does your character consider a treat?

Is there a food texture your character doesn't like?

What kind of drinks does your character prefer?

🌤️Weather and Nature

What would your character do if they were suddenly caught in the rain?

Has your character had a meaningful encounter with an animal?

What season would your character say they're most similar to?

Is there a natural phenomenon that scares your character?

Has your character ever had an animal phase?

Would your character enjoy sky gazing?

Does your character have a good sense of direction?

What type of environment does your character like best?

Is your character good with animals?

How would your character react to snow?

What part of nature would your character most resonate with?

Could your character survive in the wilderness on their own for a week or more?

What element best represents your character?

Does your character prefer hot or cold weather?

Is there a creature that scares your character?

What celestial body would interest your character the most?

Is your character good with plants?

How willing would your character be to nap outside?

What animal would your character say best represents them?

🤝Community and Relationships

Does your character prefer company or solitude when sick?

What is your character's favorite kind of social event?

How comfortable would your character be singing and dancing in front of others?

Is your character upfront about their feelings?

Who would your character first seek if they needed medical help?

How willing would your character be to go to a party with people they don't know?

Who is your character most honest with?

How likely is it for your character to initiate a friendship?

Where is your character's comfort place?

Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?

Does your character have people they think would worry about them if they got injured?

How would your character react to being put in a position of leadership?

Would your character be good at providing medical assistance?

Who would your character say knows them best?

Is there a person your character would turn to for backup in a fight?

Who would your character most want to sign their cast if they got one?

How well does your character work with others?

What is your character's favorite form of affection?

Does your character enjoy celebrating holidays?

What would it take for your character to get into a fight?

💓Mind, Body and Soul

What is a habit your character has that others might find cute?

Are there particular sounds your character is fond of?

Is your character more prone to fight or flight?

Does your character believe in myths and fairy tales?

What words could tear your character down?

How well does your character act under pressure?

Is your character good at practicing self-care?

What scents does your character find comforting?

Does your character have any allergies?

Is your character a light, medium or heavy sleeper?

Does your character have strong willpower?

Is your character more likely to give advice or seek it?

How does your character relax?

Is there a secret thing your character longs to hear?

Does your character have a sleep routine?

Would your character feel confident in a fight?

Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon or at night?

How often does your character have nightmares?

Are there scents your character dislikes?

Is there a fear your character wants to learn to overcome?

If your character had to act in a play what role would they think they’d best perform?

Does your character have a high pain tolerance?

🎲 Hobbies and Activities

What kind of games does your character most enjoy playing?

Does your character have a secret hobby?

What is a talent your character wishes they had?

Is there an activity your character used to enjoy that they now dislike?

Which does your character try to prioritize more, work or hobbies?

Does your character work better with creative or technical endeavors?

What is a talent that your character is proud of?

Is your character more outdoorsy or indoorsy?

What is a topic your character would be excited to talk about? 

Is there a skill your character doesn’t know they’re bad at?

Does your character have any injury stories?

What kind of music does your character enjoy?

Has your character ever made something for themselves or someone else?

What is your character’s opinion on cheating in games?

How good is your character at following through on projects?

What’s an activity that reminds your character of someone else?

Does your character prefer music or silence?

What is a topic your character wouldn't want to talk about?

[baronvonriktenstein]

well it finally happened

so my dad is almost 80, this man's been making Spirk content since Star Trek started airing basically

he never knew ao3 existed, he just thought people stopped writing fanfic when ff.net died, like it was a fad that had outgrown him or smth

he clicked an ao3 link in my pinned last night, realizing that they were in fact clickable

he's mad at me for not telling him earlier. "I don't have a lot of years left in me and there's so much to read"

he's gonna spend his whole retirement reading trek fanfic now jesus christ

[baronvonriktenstein]

I hope this day turns around.. I can grind but shouldn't have to. More and more I am Hellbent on having a good day..

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[baronvonriktenstein]

you know... there's a cup that comes with the fries at five guys

like the size measurement

and it's like they don't even use it

they just dump 2 tons of fries on top of your burger and throw the cup in there

So if nothing else you get your worth in fries lol

I don't wanna leave the house yet so like I'm ordering Five Guys for delivery (I never eat there because it costs so much and this is...... delivery costs more lol)

but idk i'm a fool

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[baronvonriktenstein]

i know this is on short notice, but today has been...overwhelming, ha. my dad has recently just gone on life support ( his conditions are kinda weak but while there is a chance that he'll stabilize, there's also a risk that he might not make it )

right now, i can't even imagine on like...the future and what not. rn, i'm asking for some help. mainly some funds to support mainly my siblings ( for uber, groceries, etc ) until....yeah

my kofi's in pinned | paypal | cashapp

if you can't donate, i appreciate if y'all can boost this

[baronvonriktenstein]

"READ MY DNI" no. use your block button like an adult. i'm not scrolling through the many-paragraphs-long pinned posts of every blog i reblog something from. if you insist certain types of people aren't welcome in the notes of your posts then it's your responsibility to curate that. or choose a closed social media platform like facebook or instagram. or go and live in a barn away from humanity if you really don't like sharing the world with people who are different from you