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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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"I, Thorn Valentino, named you after a historical figure, a mighty father to all of us, and yet... mere disappointment, Vladamir"
#the valentinos#thorn valentino#vladamir valentino#LAST FOR THE BEST RWAHHHHH#honestly so in love w thorn first shot *immediately puts it as pc wallpaper*#FUNFACT: as you can see thorn worship the famous vlad since the moment he got borned & swore to himself to name his son after him-#-but vladamir (his son) borned weak and only seek after animals blood instead of humans UNLUCKY THORN#unfortunately thorn discards his son & sees him as nobody- cuz why r u a vampire but dont act as one? thats his mindset.#sooo now since all thorn care abt is power he would take his grandchildren to train them to be strong#all for that to rule the occults world...#AS FOR POOR VLADAMIR hes really disconnected from his kids- the twins he have hard time w them (they literally evil lmao)#and w adam- vlad's relationship w him is... awkward (ironically enoughthem having a really similar situation)#ALSO vlad likes to mix blood w alcohol thats literally his specialty :p thorn finds it humiliating-#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 vampires#sims 4 vampires
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what’s getting to me (yeah i’m still awake) is how inherently fucked up it is that like. a while back, early in the game, i was going on about how it was ironic that in a game about regret i seemed to be playing a character thoroughly incapable of guilt and remorse. someone who is so locked in on wilful optimism and pragmatism that regret is entirely out of their wheelhouse; they genuinely believed everyone just does what they have to do and acts according to their nature, so there’s no use in looking back or expecting different, and all you can do is move forward. the idea that sol did not simply learn to regret and to question themself as a natural character arc, but that solas was actively engineering pressure towards regret so they could take his place in a fade prison? that they had a survival mechanism going and his active intention the entire time was to break it? that in order to do so, he had them spending months confiding in and relying on a fake of the only person they had ever fully trusted? what the fuck
#veilguard spoilers#sol de riva#what the fuck man.#the variant of the lucanis romance cutscene after where rook is still questioning reality really landed for me#like oh my god you would not be normal ever again. that’s FUCKED fucked.#also having sol finally express vulnerability and lucanis be SO gentle had me near collapse#nobody has ever taken care of them like that!!! wtf!!! anyway. thats not what this post was abt but im thinking abt it
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shoutout to everyone who follows this blog. not just mutuals—everyone following this blog. people whose urls I recognize and whose names I know because I see them in my notes so often. people who regularly reblog things, who like my personal meltdown posts, who comment encouraging things. or who follow me in spite of those things out of love for whatever content it is I’m sharing. it’s truly so special to me that someone would stumble across a post or come look through my blog and decide to follow me. thank you for caring enough to follow. ♥️
#nobody send mean asks about what I’m gonna say bc yes I know I’m not a celebrity#and maybe not everyone wants a follow back#but sometimes I do feel bad. bc I think of followers as friends even if we’re not mutuals#and it’s like well if they’re friends then follow them#but it just gets very overwhelming for me. otherwise I really would#and I’m not saying everyone cares but I do know how much I like being followed back so…#just want to say I appreciate all of you. you’re all incredible#sentences border on senseless#(I hope this doesn’t come off as big-headed or anything)#(truly just grateful)
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is considering jacking off to be a sport one of the COVID symptoms
Art creds:
wp_38_mayonezx (on Twitter)
vv3spa (on Twitter)
karonnnnn02 (here on tumblr)


#squid game#squid game 2#the salesman#the recruiter#salesman x gihun#saleshun#would you guys consider JACKING OFF to be a sport#i don't know about you motherfuckers but I consider that shit to be a sport ok?#if people can sit back and label goddamn golf which is the boringest fucking sport in the world a goddamn sport#if you can label that shit a sport and if you can label goddamn fishing as a sport I know damn well you can label jacking off a sport#think about it#what the fuck athletically are you really doing in golf my nigga?#all you're doing is hitting the goddamn golf club#“oh my god man that’s a long-ass birdie man. nice birdie. nice putt man! 250 yar-“#get the fuck outta here nobody cares about that boring-ass shit.#who the fuck really watches golf? Nobody gives a fuck#it makes niggas fall asleep#fishing on the other hand. what the fuck are you really doing athletically my nigga in fishing?#all that you're doing is that you're sitting your bitch-ass up in a boat.#usually its old-ass snagged teeth motherfuckers that ain't got no goddamn teeth up in their fucking grill or up in they're mouth#they're just sitting up in a goddamn boat you know what I'm saying?#throwing a goddamn rod. it could be any kind of goddamn bait up on the end of the rod#It could be a worm. it could be a caterpillar. it could be a centipede. it could be a dead-ass butterfly#it could be a fucking beak of a dead bird. it could be anything you know what I'm saying?#“oh my god we caught a big-ass salmon! reel that fat bitch in! yeah!”#motherfucker what are you doing athletically?#how the fuck is that working up a sweat my nigga?#what. you're working out your arms because you have to reel that motherfucker in?#nigga that’s not a sport dawg#well fuck it. you know what? It is a sport. fuck it. you guys wanna consider that shit to be a sport?
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Vanessa Doodles before work™️
My interpretation of canon Vanessa + her w Snatcher + Someone wanted to hug he <3
#a hat in time#not really an au but ya know not really canon lol#ahit vanessa#ahit snatcher#queen vanessa#demondoodles#my art#ahit#snatcher#my beautiful queen waaaaah#the noodle loser guy <3#the hold she has on me should be studied i swear jssjnwwn#anyways yeah#i know her having a shorter dress makes sense in the context of her wanting to be called princess but#I like long dresses :]#my hc is after the whole freezing she chilled out and felt guilt for some time but then she grew to not care as nobody wanted her apologies#so why bother right?#she and snatcher reconnected and they still dislike each other but still gossip over tea and murdering intruders <3#Vanessa: Can I talk to you like a girl friend for minute#Snatcher: Ya sure give me a sec#Snatcher: Heeey girlie men ain't shit#They have a very complicated situationship but they're essentially stuck together so might as well deal w it lol#I imagine Vanessa wouldn't care about his relationship status but he would be jealous over hers#a mix of 'She doesn’t deserve to move on from ME after what she did to me' and 'I am normal about my ex I swear but-'#He and Van get together for tea and watching 50 kids competing for their amusement lol
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and im sure it's fine that the girl whose first thought of her father was as the man who left her behind never had either of the men closest to her ask her to remain by their sides.
#head in hands#mikotoba susato#to be clear this isnt criticism of yuujin or kazuma. i love that they trust her judgement and have so much faith in her abilities that they#let her decide how she should live her life. it's wonderful especially for the 1900s.#but she's spent all of hers just chasing after them. going to britain like her father did just to help kazuma realise his dream.#and yes it became her dream too at a point but would it really be too much for him to say he sees what she's done and cares?#doesnt trust and freedom begin to look a lot like neglect after a while?#tgaa spoilers#dgs#dai gyakuten saiban#scribbles in the margins#anyway ryuunosuke who ran after her on the miniscule chance that she'd be there waiting and whom she knew so wholly would never turn her#away she boarded her things with his even before asking him if she could stay nobody will ever do it like you#i just. love them. so much.
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On one hand, I need to calm the fuck down about Sephiroth and stop giving into Twitter to debate lore. I KNOW I’m better than this lmao.
On the other hand, I see people genuinely angry about “how Crisis Core ruined Sephiroth by killing part of his agency through Genesis,” and “how having friends made him less cool,” and “how all the Compilation is humanizing him too much and taking away his mystery,” and “how he went evil for no reason,” and “how he was always an asshole that saw himself as superior to others and only broke down because he found out he wasn’t all that.”
I see unironic worship of “canon” traits he has that apparently mark him as a perverted alpha daddy dom sex god instead of the actual raging, delusional murderer with a loathing for all life he becomes for a reeeeeeeally key and important reason.
I see remarks like “I hate how First Soldier is ruining my favorite character and taking away more of his agency,” when said “favorite character” is Sephiroth’s most surface-level traits as a villain with no further depth and he has to be cool and perfect 100% of the time or else he isn’t Sephiroth anymore and he’s suddenly “badly written.”
That’s not the same character.
Yes, I know.
Why am I mad that one of the most beautifully designed and canonically objectified and powerfully portrayed and sensually voiced and thirstily fawned over characters in video game history is being reduced to singular traits???
I don’t know.
How can I demand the luxury of rage when faced with such odds.
What did I expect.
Yeah, this one’s on me.
#i need to chill#i really do#this isn’t me i swear i’m not normally this willing to even LOOK at fandom bs nowadays#i used to spend hours arguing for my favs on reddit and youtube lmaoo but i kinda got past it for years#seph just….woke the momma bear in my soul? does that even make sense?#it wouldn’t be so bad if he wasn’t SO widely misinterpreted#and does that sound arrogant? maybe? but it also shouldn’t because i feel like almost everyone else here on tumblr would feel the same way#like it’s just this uncanny perspective that exists in the “normal fandom” but somehow doesn’t even begin to thrive here#the problem is…the “normal fandom” is much louder than we are#so part of me feels obligated to crawl through the mud and try to spread a different outlook if nobody else will#but then i feel like it’s contributing to an endless cycle so idk if this is worth it#god i should relax#i’m just worried the devs will get discouraged and we’ll never get more stuff but that’s probably irrational#i also hate seeing big tweets with some really bad faith take on a character with thousands of people liking them and later parroting them#i don’t care how popular or beautiful the character is JUST STOP REDUCING THEM TO ONE FUCKING THING FOREVER#anyway i’m fine#(i’m mentally ill)#sephiroth#fandom vent#ff7
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i will always always always say that be more chill is a very mediocre musical and horrible adaptation that completely misses every lesson and narrative choice in the original book and waters down any one it doesn't and the lyrics are really awkward and its flawed in pretty much every major avenue. that being said i think i deeply miss jeremy heere and michael mell... i miss being into bmc when i was because i think theyre always going to be comfort characters to me
#and i truly think that is 90% due to their actors#will connolly's voice makes me want to flip upside down#and i dont need to explain george salazar#look at him#but yeah i fear i need to stop denying how much they matter to me#and i think they can without me needing to praise the source material#also like. the songs are catchy BUT AGAIN I THINK THATS BECAUSE OF WILL#he could sing abcs and i would be like wow musicial masterpiece over here#nobody in this world cares about caterpillars of the commonwealth like i do#NONE OF YOU CARE ABOUT FLY BY NIGHT LIKE I DO#but yeah#idk#i might draw them i think i miss them a lot#bmc was impactful for me even if looking back its really. not all i thought it to be at all#bmc#be more chill#jeremy heere#michael mell#“why are you tagging a fandom when you are complaining about the media”#because i can do whatever the hell i want man#charlieog
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My toxic masc trait is having a really hard time putting my emotions into words unless they are somewhat aggressive ones and i have been slowly trying to express my affection for people into words more but at the end of the day I'll always be somebody who expresses my love more with actions then anything else, and normally I wouldn't make a dumb ass tumblr post about my feel feels either cuz like who cares but I need to know if other masc and butches or like anybody else have experienced this too where, people just WONT GET IT? like I'll try to SHOW someone I love them in every physical way I know how and then they will be like "how was I supposed to know how you feel, you never said anything" crushing my heart into a million pieces, like a punch in the gut, i was trying to show you but i guess you just like didn't notice or my actions didn't mean as much to you as they do me, it's fine I'm fine
#civetspeaks#i was just thinking about at work today#sorry for how many times i use the word “like”#my old friend group would imply that showing your affection without words was like not a valid way of expressing your feelings for somebody#and would act like if you aren't straight up telling somebody you care 4 them in bold font like a robot then it doesn't count#idk i find it hard to put into words cuz#they would get mad at me like i was expecting people to read my mind but NO I WAS JUST#I WAS HOPING YOU NOTICED THE THINGS the things i did 4 you praying you knew how much of myself i was giving u that's allllll#but it's FINE#it also leads to these moments where i am brave and emotionally vulnerable with people and its really intiment 4 me but the other person#like doesn't see it that way because they are used to that i guess and so then you jsut feel stupid because it means more 2 you then it does#them#ANYWAYS I'M NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL#nobody gets me no one understands i am shadow the hedgehog#is this even slightly coherent
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You know, from the perspective of the SVSSS world, Shen Yuan and the system would be regarded as Lovecraftian horrors if you think about it.
#idea dump#ramblings of a sleep deprived girl#mxtx svsss#svsss#scum villian self saving system#svsss was a Lovecraftian horror all along#transmigration is horror#there is a reason why there was never a SY identity reveal#you imagine the type of fear it would install in everyone#the fear that some unknown entity could just steal your body from you#and replace you with someone else to do its bidding#this happened to a peak lord yet no one noticed (or nobody really cared in the first place depending on who you ask)#whose to say this phenomenon isn't more common but it wasn't noticed because no one of importance was affected before#the amount of paranoia and distrust this reveal would generate everywhere would be astronomical#Basically SVSSS turns into Among Us on a much grander scale#I'm not even getting into any of the political fallout that would follow#but that's a post for another day#I'm full of unpopular opinions that'll keep to myself for now
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Wait so Alicent, Daemon, and book!Rhaenyra were all married off at the same age, but for some reason only the one who abused the children from said marriage is considered a "child" and the eternal victim, while the other two are "selfish" for... not committing marital rape?
#and one had to have an ooc divorce rock scene shoehorned in to obfuscate it?#And yes it was ooc because Daemon is not THAT type of stupid nor was it really necessary#if either of the women he was intent on would have needed to be “carried off” regardless#therefore forcing Viserys's hand to preserve their “honour”#and he was pretty careful to arrange an “acceptable” way to kill Laena's betrothed who was by then a nobody#Daemon targaryen#Rhaenyra Targaryen#that almond mom you can't even tag as anti anymore because her sycophants will still come frothing at the mouth#hotd#fire and blood#asoiaf
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a happy-go-lucky darling who also happens to possess a lust for blood... being a magical girl gives her the best of both worlds!
#dandy's doodles#magical girl#magical girl oc#an incredibly rough sketch just to get the idea down :)#for a while now i've wanted a character who unabashedly went around murdering people! so here she is!#lala is very kind but she also has the constant urge to maim and kill#as a magical girl she just picks random people and kills them with her heavenly chainsaw#and people assume she'd only kill people who deserved it - cuz she's a magical girl after all - so nobody cares#(the logic isn't really meant to be parsed through... morally or otherwise lol)#there's no real story here. there are no consequences to any of this or anything#it's just fun to imagine the horribly gory scenes lala would get herself into...#and yes there is a link between her smiley motif and mine :) though i promise i am not a murderous magical girl :)#a funny thing... i just read watchmen and there's this recurring symbol of the comedian's smiley face pin with a spot of blood on it#and i wasn't thinking about that at all when designing lala but she has smiley faces on her chainsaw and ribbon...#...and you'd imagine those smiley faces would get plenty bloody!#anyway i should probably go to bed. enjoy my little pookie
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holy shit i just got a "jesus saves" lecture from the lab nurse. took me by surprise because i've seen her many times before and she was always very nice and only asked a few respectful questions about the whole trans situation. like geez maam i thought we were cool!!
#she ambushed me asking about my family and idk why i didnt think of lying as an option#so i said i didnt really have much contact with my family anymore#and she kept pushing for more info and then “strongly advised me to read the bible and put my faith in jesus christ like herself”#and i was like maam i was raised catholic i can tell you i have read the bible.#and she IGNORED ALL CUES on PURPOSE (??) and kept telling me about how we were made just and holy by jesus dying for us#like where are we??? what's going on????#she usually is careful but fast because it's her job but like she forcefully kept me here with a needle in my arm & physically holding me#long after the blood sampler had been drawn (highly unusual!!!!) to force me to stay here and attend her jesus saves! lecture#at some point i feared she wouldnt let me go at all until i said i would go back to church lol#what is this????????#also i am pretty sure the receptionists were gossiping nastily about me in the waiting room. i may be paranoid#but they were shooting nasty glances in my direction (i was the only patient in the waiting room) and they were whispering between#themselves the whole time and one of them (who'd already been nasty to me re: trans stuff but not outwardly) glared at me#i think i caught something that sounded like “no it *is* weird and were it up to me...” while they looked at me#like once again i may be paranoid and let my inner bullied student speak but.... the combination was. weird#ive never had a problem here before! you'll tell me this is not an actual problem like nobody beat me up or anything and i'll agree ofc#but. still
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Getting into Mouthwashing is awesome until you wanna autistic babble to others about it only to realize most of the convos discussing the game are 95% about Jimmy and nobody else, please I want variety
#unpopular opinion but i really do not care for anya#'why she's perfect-' she's really not and being an sa victim isn't a pass sorry guys#swansea i would absolutely punch in the beer gut but i would accept that backhand since he already knows he deserves it#daisuke you stay there sweetheart#curly deserves nut punch but i'll withhold that until after his bits heal#jimmy's character is absolutely fascinating and that deserves a broomstick to his spleen#'he's the catalyst-' yeah and there are other people who exist on the tulpar can we talk about them#another unpopular opinion but people want mental illness shown raw until they realize depression isn't the line#and until one of those people who has it did something really horrible because then nobody talks about it#jimmy having mental issues doesn't excuse his shit but damn does it explain his viewpoint of the world#anyways that's my rant please talk more about other characters because i think the fuck jimmy train has crashed again#daisuke remains an angel tho give him a smooch#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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i really really like when i get to see rachel. so thank you for that.
you are welcome. here is another rachel doodle i just did, as a thank-you back!
#my ocs#catvn#rachel nobody#mimi#rachel's story i imagined would always be about a self-centered person learning to care for things outside of herself#she doesn't care about the world or about people or about anything really outside of her normal periphery#she doesn't even care about mimi. she's not her problem. but what's the point of anything if she can't even help one little girl...?
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