#[ i CRY i love himmmmmmm ]

[smokbeast]

hngngnhngn gojiii;;;

Buh lizos;;;

[taee]

!!!!!! i'm so proud of us @wonpiris ♡

[despairforme]

Who is gonna make him laugh like this?

[flynnswife]

Ɽł₱ ₳₦Đ ₮Ɇ₳Ɽ. Ʉ₦₮łⱠ ł₮ ł₴ ĐØ₦Ɇ..😈❤️‍🔥💥‼️

“….Only you…”

DOOM Eternal: Official Gameplay Trailer

[syleb]

ma, i love him. THANK YOU FOR COMING HOME EARLY??? 😭😭

find my spazzing headassery and delulu aaaa self down below alksdjfkls but no you really don't have to okay bye omfg

HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME HE'S HOME

SCREAMING INTO THE ABYSS

gonna be delulu on main real quick and believe that he saw rafayel and was like "FUCK NO" and hauled his ass into the same pull. yep, that's exactly how it went alsdkfjasldjfdklasfklasjdfjsdk

SLADGHAKLSDHGKLASDHGKLSHDKLGAHSDLKGASDHGASDGHLSDGHS I'M CRYING SOBBING FROWING UP LOOK AT HIMMMMMMM i need him so bad alskdfj thank you UNIVERSE FOR THIS DELICIOUS MEAL

PLEASEPLEASLEKHDLGHDSLG I CAN'T OML I HATE THAT I'M WORKIGN RIGHT NOW BC I JUST WANNA REPLAY THIS CARD OVER AND OVER AGAIN, i'm scared for the story though like alsdkjfskldlf what will it entaiL alskdghklsadghksldg screams it's fine, everything fine 🫠🫠🫠🫠

the way i just wanna [redacted] and give him the best [redacted] and push him on the bed and [redacted] until the sunset, into the next day, and more after- i mean what who said that JFC ALSKDJFSDLFJS

[samantha-and-her-chaotic-desires]

IM CRYING "Mr. Reap"

BUT WAIT WHY DOES THAT NAME SLAP???? I LOVE THE CURRENT NAME RIPPEN BUT MR. REAP?????? OH LAWD HAVE MERCY

I HAVE MISSED HIMMMMMMM (I love my comfort character guys he may/may not be a fictional uncle figure GFHGFGH)

bro? the smile is killing me I love Rippen so much

BRO? the helmets are adorable

BRO???

BRO????? THIS SCENE WAS LOWKEY KINDA 🏳‍🌈 THOUGH

oh my god I love them

I love this

I have been blessed by @/allysia who provided the link to the pilot episode.

You can watch it below! :D

[kruinka]

reblogging this again after ive finished the fic

x : LOVE OF A KIND :*+ﾟ

in which: kaiser needs to be reassured that you love him, even if it's just a fraction of how special you are to him.

warnings: 2.3k words, toothrotting fluff and minor angst, kaiser is intoxicated, mentions of alcohol and clubbing, insecure!kaiser, gn!reader, BAD WRITING and ooc!kaiser probably, established relationship, if this flops i will cry. here we love pathetic men.

a/n: fuck you @kruinka for birthing this. actually fuck you. that's the a/n. enjoy whatever this is!

it’s approximately 1am when your phone vibrates violently on the kitchen counter, disturbing the gentle, unrushed ambience of friday evening (or saturday morning) in your apartment. pressing the space bar of your laptop with a lot more force than necessary, the show you were watching pauses as you throw the blankets off you, the chill of the air seeping into your body with each step you take.

noticing the contact name, you accept the call readily, pressing the ‘speaker’ option. immediately, you hear the noise of club music, people singing along and indistinct chatter.

“hello?” you ask, directly into the microphone.

“y/n?” ness’s voice returns.

“hey, what’s up?”

“sorry for bothering you so late. were you about to go to bed?”

“no, actually, i was staying up. something the matter?”

“it’s kaiser,” the brunet-purple-haired boy tells you and your heart drops with anxiety, mind beginning to race with whatever your egotistical, narcissism-driven boyfriend could have got himself into.

probably tried to square up someone far more impressive, for all you know. did he break something? spit in someone’s drink?

“i-it’s nothing bad!” ness reassures, “he’s just asking for you.” 

oh. that’s not so terrible. “okay, but why?”

in the phone’s proximity, you can hear someone stumbling and muttering in the background. there’s an indistinct mumble of your name and ness confirming your presence on the other side of the phone, followed by an excited ‘really?’ from the mystery figure. you find comfort in the fact that you know it’s kaiser before the person even has to announce himself.

“sorry, he’s just asking for you… a lot,” the soccer player informs with a little hesitation.

before you can inquire further about it, kaiser’s voice echoes in the background. “let me talk to y/n!” he sounds faraway, but you can imagine his expression regardless from just the desperately excited tone he has. 

“i can tell,” you chuckle. 

“give me the phone, ness,” kaiser demands. there’s a sentence of complaint from the midfielder and some (aggressive) rustling before you can hear your boyfriend loud and clear. “baby!” he slurs.

“hello, kaiser,” you say, grinning stupidly at the sound of his voice.

“hi beautiful. are you well?” the blond sounds a little clearer now and the music seems to have diminished a little. he must have retreated to a ‘quieter’ corner of the club. 

“as well as i can be at home. what about you?”

“i’m great now that i’m with you,” he murmurs, sounding more melancholy than usual, just ever so slightly. you dismiss the shift by blaming it on the alcohol, but there’s a tug at your gut that tells you that the drinks aren’t the sole reason.

you melt a little. “shouldn’t you be dancing or something? why are you calling me?”

“i love calling you,” he whines. “please don’t hang up.”

“if you’re sure… i’m not too sure that a club is the best place to call though.” 

“i don’t care. so long as i’m with you, anything’s fine.”

you huff, tapping your fingers on the counter, trying not to let his sweetened words get to you. “really though, you should be going back to partying and letting loose-”

“do you not like talking to me?” kaiser whispers. you can practically hear the pout in his tone, imagining the way his shoulders slump defeatedly. funny how such a powerful, influential, and unbreakable character can be reduced to nothing in your grasp. 

you couldn’t ever imagine abusing that power though, not when michael kaiser is the one in the centre of your palm. “i do. i love talking to you, i’m just concerned that you’re not using the time wisely.” 

“i’m wise. i’m super wise. right, babe? tell me i’m wise.”

where you would have played with him a little and strung him along with saccharine sarcasm, a small giggle escapes your lips instead. that would be saved for sober kaiser. “you are, you are,” you reassure, suddenly filled with the urge to see him. 

“thanks babe. i love you,” he whimpers. “please say you love me too.”

furrowing your brows at his uncharacteristic display of neediness and constant gratification, you were beginning to grow concerned at his odd behaviour. sure, kaiser loved to be praised for his skills, but there was something wrong about the athlete tonight. you’ve never heard him beg to be complimented like he is tonight, but with the add-ins of alcohol and whatever else, you don’t know whether to flag this or not.

“kaiser, can you give the phone back to ness?” you ask gently.

he whines, “say you love me too!”

“i’m picking you up, kaiser, give the phone back to ness so i can tell him.”

“will i get to see you?”

“if you give the phone back to ness, you will.”

“really? hang on, babe!” 

there’s a bit more rustling, resembling something that sounds like kaiser pushing through a crowd as he holds the phone in his grip, saying ‘move’ to bypassers in his way. after a short conversation that you can’t pick up between the familiar voices of your boyfriend and his best friend, you hear ness’ voice clearly once again. “hey, everything okay?”

“everything’s fine,” you say, having grabbed your keys and a jacket whilst waiting. “i’m driving over to pick kaiser up, hope that doesn’t inconvenience you guys.”  

“not at all. i’ll send you the location of the club. there are 15 minute parking places just outside.”

“thanks ness, i appreciate it.”

“don’t worry. see you soon.” 

“i’ll let you know when i arrive. tell kaiser to wait for me.”

you hang up after that, not waiting for a farewell from the soccer player as you plug your keys into the ignition, the car revving alive. after a 20 or so minute drive to downtown (the lack of traffic at one am made it so much easier to get there faster), you park at the curbside of the street opposite the club, clambering out of your car to lean against the driver’s door, where you could see the club entrance easily.

after shooting a quick text to ness, you wait patiently for the appearance of your beloved boyfriend, hugging your jacket close to your figure. 

six minutes later, you see them; a shorter figure lugging out a taller one over his shoulder with little struggle. regardless of kaiser’s inebriated position, you could recognise his silhouette anywhere, heart picking up a little as you jog over to the club, feet taking you where your heart wanted to go.

“ness!” you call out. 

upon hearing your voice, kaiser’s head shoots up from where it was drooped, scanning the general vicinity of where you were before he spots you. the smile that lights up on his face is instantaneous; a grin that rivals that of the club lights.

“my love!” he exclaims excitedly, stumbling over to you with surprising accuracy for someone who must have drank his body weight in alcohol. immediately, the athlete wraps you up in his arms, the smell of beer invading your senses as kaiser shields you completely from the outside world. “i’m so happy to see you.”

“i’m happy to see you too.”

after a few seconds of relishing in his warmth and (much-appreciated) silence, you take a mini-step away from him; an action the blond clearly did not take well as he groans, manoeuvring himself to now hug you from the side, head resting against yours as you pulls you towards him possessively.

you wave at ness from where you stood, unable to move with the striker clinging onto you. “thank you, ness. i’m sorry for disturbing your night out, you know how kaiser gets,” you say with a laugh, patting your boyfriend on the back.

“no, thank you for taking care of him. i’m glad he has you.”

“and i’m glad he has you too. you should go back inside, i got it from here.”

he nods, waving after a quick farewell before heading back in, disappearing from sight. sighing, you reposition yourself so that it was comfortable to prop him up against you. 

“hey, handsome, you with me?” cupping his face with both of your hands, he nods in your grip, eyes drooping here and there as he stares down at you with unmatched gentleness and love. you add as a light-hearted joke: “you used to be able to party until the clubs close, what happened?”

he grabs your wrists, holding on to them as he speaks, “you still never said ‘i love you’.” 

“oh,” you laugh, letting the sound spill freely. “my bad-”

“-why are you laughing?”

his question shuts you up, catching you off guard as the laughter diminishes like an extinguished match. uncertainty dances within you like smoke, greying the giddy mood you were previously in from being reunited with him. 

looking him square in the eye, you notice something that you’ve never seen him wear before: insecurity. 

kaiser looks so… abashed. sheepish. dismayed. your chest clenches at the sight, a feeling of protectiveness overwhelming you. 

“what do you mean?” you ask cautiously.

“why are you laughing at me?” repeats the athlete.

“oh kaiser,” brushing a strand of hair behind his ears, you see his frown even clearer. “i’m not laughing at you, it wasn’t meant to be mocking, i was laughing because you’re adorable and that you make me happy.”

he huffs, furrowing his brows. “are you sure?”

“of course i am. is everything okay, love?”

no answer. after a moment of simply standing around, you let it go because maybe it was just the alcohol that was making him act this way. you don’t want to think too hard about it. 

“let’s go home,” you whisper, grabbing his hands with yours, intertwining your fingers as you wait for his response.

“okay,” he slurs, nodding compliantly. 

“do you need my help walking?”

“yes,” he drapes himself over you without hesitation, causing you to groan uncomfortably. your question was said majorly as a joke, but kaiser will never let go of an opportunity to be as close to you as possible. 

stumbling back to the car with a half-coherent athlete was difficult but not impossible. unlocking the vehicle, you open the passenger’s door rather easily, shoving him in there with an ‘oof’ from both of you. however, when you tried to pull away, you were met with a chain and lock around your waist, manifested in the form of your overgrown boyfriend who is too liberal with the amount of physical affection he spares.

you place a hand on his shoulder to try and steady yourself from his iron grip. “hey, i need to go to the driver’s seat, can’t you let me go to do that?”

kaiser whines loudly, pulling you even closer. “please don’t make me let go. i don’t want to.”

he was not good for your health. you exhale, slightly perplexed, slightly touched by his devotion. “babe, i’m just going to the driver’s seat. you’ll let me, won’t you?” 

“no. wanna keep you with me. want to love you forever,” his words are muffled into your jacket before the athlete brings his head out of your stomach to look you square in the eye, and the shiny, emotional look in them makes your heart lurch. “please say there’s no one else for you but me.”

grabbing both sides of his face with tender affection, you place a kiss on his nose; an action that causes him to scrunch his nose out of instinct. “you know there will never anyone but you. i love you just as much in kind.”

he sighs, melting against you. the night air nips at your exposed skin but you can’t find it in you to care much.

“so… you don’t think that i’m too much?” the star striker questions and you think you’ve uncovered the root of tonight’s strangeness; the main problem that’s been bothering him.

“a lot? maybe” you whisper and his face falls slightly at your confession, a flash of devastation crossing his features. his expression of ruin is slow to fade so you kiss it off, sealing your lips with his in a gentle meeting of two hearts, hoping to heal his sorrow that was carved from a moment of misunderstanding. 

you pull away from him but the striker continues chasing after your touch.

“but never too much.” 

an exhale of relief leaves him before he straightens up to meet your lips again, hand snaking up to the back of your neck to hold you against him as he tries to communicate all that he feels-  which is everything. 

kaiser loves selectively, but he loves hard, dedicating everything of his that he can until he’s squeezed dry and rendered empty, ready for a refill that he’ll inevitably give away, all to you. 

kaiser’s heart rests in your hands, where it rightfully belongs.

“i love you,” slurs the striker against your lips. “i know i can be a lot but i love you. please never leave me. what is the meaning of life if you’re not there with me?” 

you can’t help wondering about what happened tonight for him to reach such a state of existentialism, but there’s no time to dwell on it now whilst he’s still intoxicated and vulnerable. gently, you hold his jaw so he could look up at you. 

“i might not show it as unabashedly as you do, but please never doubt that i love you. i adore you with my whole being, kaiser, there’s no one else in the world for me like you,” you confess, voice gentle and unwavering. 

he doesn’t let you see the way his eyes mist before closing them and leaning into your touch. “i would do anything for you,” the striker whispers.

“anything, you say?”

he nods.

“then let’s go home and sleep. what do you say, handsome?”

“what a brilliant idea. you’re so smart, my love.”

“thank you but you need to let go of me in order for that to happen.”

he begins wailing in protest.

© 2023 EARTHTOOZ do not plagarise, translate, or repost any of my work on other sites.

[gojou-violin]

Crying in bed. I just finished rewatching all of Tokyo Ghoul, so I’m finishing up my outline for my fic as much as I can before the manga gets here so I can clean up the outline a bit then actually start writing—

Anyhow. Crying cuz I’m writing the timeskip stuff 😭😭 Yuki and Kaneki have a son and they name him Kishou. Actually my 13th reason 😭 Tsukiyama spoils the shit out of himmmmmmm.

Yomo and Uta haven’t made up yet. Hinami and Ayato have a baby on the way- And she’s always so sick, poor baby, but she’s got Ayato with her at all times, and Mama Yuki looks after her, too, giving her as much advice and help as she can 😭 Hide and Touka had a baby recently, which was so difficult because she nearly died giving birth (ghoul x human baby = bad idea) so now Hide’s on this whole righteous path of never having another kid because he’d lose his mind if anything happened to Touka 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 And ofc Touka having difficulty with the baby is now making Kaneki nervous cuz they’re expecting their second kid. (Bro, everyone in this found family be fucking like rabbits, idk what to tell you). The only people who are like “baby bad” are Nishiki and Kimi. Aka the only ppl with common sense 💀 Urie and Saiko are still living with Yuki and Kaneki, just like they said they would— AND I DONT WANNA HEAR IT FROM ANYONE ABOUT URIE AND SAIKO BEING OLD ENOUGH TO LIVE ON THEIR OWN!! Those are Yukina’s children and she’ll coddle them as long as she fucking wants lmao 😭🫰And I love how Urie still helps Yukina in the kitchen, cuz that’s *their* space. Back when they were living in the chateau together, his timeouts in the kitchen were the only time he felt like he was actually acknowledged by someone else that he cares about 😭

I’m gonna throw myself off a building, is2g

[linpunny]

Saw this and thought of you.

Ehehhehehehe the way I kicked my legs in bed and then rolled around cause I love when someone sees Taiju and then associates me with himmmmmmm 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭 I’ll cry cause I love him down so bad

MY MAN IM HOWLING AT THE MOON GRINDING MY MOLARS INTO DUST GNAWING AT THE FLOOR BOARDS AND MAKING MY NAILS BLEED FROM HIW HARD MY FISTS ARE BALLED

I need him more than air. I love him 🫠 and the muzzle just makes me bananas cause do you know how much control he’s giving up to let you muzzle him? HHHHHHNGGGG

[adelacreations]

HE! HIM! ITS HIM IMMA CRY 😭 THANK YOU SARAAAAAA

Lord Billy for @adelacreations !!! thank you so much for leading the @harringrovezine and putting in the hard work to make it happen AND putting the zine together page by page. you're damn amazing and i hope you like this small tribute for all the work you've done and to your just-as-amazing AU, Lord Billy~ thank you so so much Add!!

[trenchcrows]

'horrid little man' <- banger thing to call someone

bit of a karen, but i can deal

ohhhhhh, this is the Spiral

it's Michael/Helen/the What

yeppppppp, definitely the Spiral

ohhhhh shit, murder, and the tapes are just appearing

MARTIN!!!! talking to the tapes oh i love himmmmmmm, oh he missed him

PETER DIDN'T WANT MARTIN TALKING TO HIM OH SHIT WHY DOES PERTER WANT MARTING TO AVOITD JON WHAT HW FUCK WHY

WHAT SORT OF POWER?

WAIT SHIT IS MARIN BECOMING THE LONELY? IS THAT WHY HE HAS TO BE ISOLATED FROM EVERYONRE

ohhhh peter lukas, when i catch you peter lukas.

when all what is over? wHAAT IS HAPPENING? IS IT GOING TO MAKE ME CRY? I THINK THAT IT WILL BE MAING ME CRY.

OH SHIT HE'S LUKAS'S ASSISTANT WHY MARTIN? WHAT DOES HE HAVE ON YOU?

(ep126)

YAY!!!!

You're getting into some really juicy (angsty) episodes ^-^

Peter is a little bitch we hate him but also of my god ^^ he's so goofy

Poor Martin :(

[ungratefulbeyotchhotline]

i had the bestttttt weekend dude

got in late friday, denver airport is weird all the rumors r true. he picked me up & took me back to his place, he lives in a house w 3 other dudes and lowkey being in that environment made me miss the community aspect of having roommates lol anyway got there & immediately fucked 🥰 and it was so nice and so good ahhhhhhh and then fell asleep and then woke up and fucked again dude those times are my favorites when yr just alternating bw cuddling and sleeping and talking and fucking its the best

but then we got food from this place i really love but never go to bc the only locationnin chicagonis downtown and i hate going downtown hahahah but theres a location in CO so we went dude i cant wait to tell bianca this particular detail shes gna lose itttt like AHH that is just so good

Anyway we got back and ate and then met up w a bunch of his friends at this one place, it was one guys birthday and they did a cake flip which i never knew was a thing so that was funny & i got nice and buzzed real quick cause that shit hits different in the mountains but everyone was really chill and nice and funny! There were hella people & they were all cool it rocked

Went to a 2nd place and started talking to the girlies more, JK dropped lore that all the girls are bi and i was like lets gooooooo lmfao and bc i'm a girls girl and a great time obviously we vibed and talked and kiki'd

Ok fr though. 3 different girls asked me what was going on w me and him. 3 girls!!!!! Ok see i fucking love girls like no dude would ever ask me about it hahahahah but they all loved my energy and we super vibed esp this one girl emily whos dating dude's roommate

Came back to the house & started doing uhhh pepsi which i really hadnt done in a long time but it was fun and a vibe!!! Talked to hella ppl got drunker had a fun chill time 😎 i had to tap out early bc dude gave me an edible and it hit like a train lmfao but dude followed me in and we talked more and made out and he said "my friends really like you" i was like I LIKE THEM TOOO 🥰

Kinda chilled didnt do much the last 2 days it was nice. i like him so so so so so soooooooooooo much dude. one of the girls (she literally said "[dudes name] is a green flag" also 🥹🥰🥰 its trueeee he is so good!) asked what i like about him and i genuinely said everything 🥰🥰🥰🥰 which is true!! And which ive been wanting to say but didnt have anyone to say it to!!! GOD i love girls i love being a girl at times like these lol but yes genuinely i like everything about him. The other day i made a note where i listed everything specifically and it made me fucking cry hahahahahah

bro i'm down sooo badddddd. i want to ask him to be my boyfriend PERO LIKE i also dont wanna be monog? and i dont want to pressure him into smth hes not down for and i dont really know how to bring up that convo. idk ahhhh i just like him so very very much.

bought a flight for spring break. spicys comin back baybeeee! i cant wait to see himmmmmmm aah ok im gonna make another post to talk abt a different topic uhh hahah ok

[onlyjaeyun]

i loved the new chapter!

but i’m here to drop this, it made me think of CH Sunghoon 🧊⛸️🫣

https://www.tiktok.com/@thvzo/video/7310690831512521989

the song, the clips, the edits, HIMMMMMMM im gonna CRY its SO him sdbhfnsf

[star-on-a-beach]

*SOBS*

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened!"

[reblogs appreciated. also yes i am mean. you're welcome :)]

[tags so people see this: @the-moth-from-elsewhere @sh4tt3rg1rl]

[theirloveisgross]

HELLO LOVE OF MY LIFE LONG HAIR OMG it's not a DMA's show but I manifested seeing him this weekend so hard hajshajsha

He can still make the show tomorrow okay

HIS HAIR IS SO LONG I'LL CRY OMG HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL WITH HIS COUNCIL BLUFFS SHIRT UGH I LOVE HIMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!

[odetolove]

Oh yes of course but I mean you’re already cool and suave you know? All the cool and suave people show off how excited they are cus it makes the other people excited too you know (hehehe)

AH YES! We can continue where we left off if that’s okie (if that’s what you mean, I’m also about to fall asleep so brain is at like 35% working capacity) !! Ahh I’m good I just wanted to check cus your taste could have changed while we’ve been away so just wanted to check in :]

AHHHH okie okie well mostly it’s been for bts like just exclusively them for years like for almost 3-4 years (?). Mix of y/n and ships cus I got ashamed of y/n :( but then covid happened and I got into anime and fully accepted y/n fics again and now it’s mostly seventeen and some bts, only cus I’m having severe brain rot of my bias in svt like.. it doesn’t help he’s my ideal type too.. and mostly only those groups cus they’re my ults ! And some twice ones I’ve read but not really. It came up while I was just going through the tag one day. How about you? Sorry I went on for so long heldofkfn

ALSO YAY! I’m glad you’re having fun writing, that’s one of the most important parts! I can’t wait to read it, also so floored with your writing :’)

- Samu mod

ohh yes of course! i know exactly 100% what you mean! i think this cool and suave person will now yell excitedly to show other (wink wink) people how excited they are!!! excitedly….

and yes!!! that’s what i mean, don’t worry you’re perfect !! i hope you sleep well!! and nah, im as predictable and unchanging as ever lol!!!

HELPP R U MEE???? i’m crying, i never rly got into the ship fics, so i’ve always been on that y/n reader train !! WHOS UR BIAS FROM SVT N BTS?? mines obviouslyyyyy yoongi n jk,,, jk is my BABY… my.. boyfie… he’s so endearing to me everytime i see his face i wanna…. CRY ‼️ and for svt dokyeom… LOVE HIMMMMMMM,, oh my god also mingyu!! brain melts for him i love him he’s so big and <3 vry much bf vibes tooooo !! and pls!! don’t apologize !! i love hearing all you gotta say!!

thank you!! wahh that means a lot ;; im so excited,, sometimes i go into writing ruts but now that i’ve got inspiration i feel all !! energized !! i cranked out 1.5k words yesterday sooo fast !!! it was so nice lol