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selfship-confession-box · 7 months ago

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★ Hello my fellow selfshippers! ★

PR0SHIP/C0MSHIP/TERFS/ZI0NISTS/ETC DNI. THIS IS NOT A SAFE PLACE FOR YOU.

Box Status: open (CURRENTLY ON HIATUS, CONFESSIONS WILL NOT BE POSTED FOR A WHILE)

Confessions are queued, may take a while to post ^^

This blog is for selfship confessions of almost any kind. Whatever reason you don't wanna post it on your blog, or if you just wanna put a confession here for fun, you're welcome here! Selfship art is welcome as well ^^

Whether your f/o(s) is/are obscure, non-human, etc, this blog is welcome to all kinds.

Similar blogs (not owned by me!): @/selfship-vent-confessions , @/nsft-selfship-confessions

"How do the f/o tags work here if I want to filter them?"

I tag them as "f/o (character here)!" It sometimes depends if the user who submitted the ask included a last name/full name/etc, as I usually do not know which characters the user is talking about 0_o (hence why i don't put fandoms)

Feel free to tag me in your selfship art of you want me to reblog it! I know a lot of people don't get much attention on their art posts, so I'd like to help out with that :)

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tmkutawrites · 1 year ago

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A COMMON BOND by T. M. KUTA

Construction Project Manager Carneline has a lot of her plate at the family business. The last thing she needs is romance. But Josie, the skilled superintendent, is complicating things one iced coffee at a time.

✅️ Contemporary Lesbian Romance (Author Debut!) ✅️ Small Town Romance (in the queerest small town ever) ✅️ Salvadoran MC/POV character ✅️ Butch/Femme ✅️ Colleagues To Lovers ✅️ One Night Stand ✅️ Cringe-y Yet Loveable Sidekick ✅️ 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/🍋🍋🍋🍋 (spicy!)

Well y'all after many fits and starts and life chaos later, my debut lesbian romance novella A COMMON BOND is finally here! We battled 3 family deaths, covered two separate maternity leaves at work, and rewrote this puppy twice, but it is HERE!

A Common Bond is my love letter to my day job in historic reconstruction and all of it's quirks, cliques, and capricious capers. Also... y'know, being a giant raging queer in construction. ;) It is an honor to publish a Clover Hill Romance book, and I hope you fall in love with Josie, Carneline, and Clover Hill the way I did while writing them!

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mlmxreader · 11 months ago

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Are You Ready? | John Price x gn!reader (🍋)

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↳ ❝ Price

35 “One of my biggest regrets was not telling you how much I loved you sooner” ❞

: ̗̀➛ Price is finally home, and you can't quite believe it.

: ̗̀➛ swearing, anal fingering, dry humping, dirty talk, Daddy kink, praise kink

: ̗̀➛ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

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You fidgeted uncomfortably in your bed, tossing and turning all night whilst the television continued to play quietly, bathing the entire room in a dull blue light; beside you, Price hardly even stirred, hardly even paused as he slept so soundly beside you.

Completely and utterly knocked out from recently coming home from deployment; he was exhausted, in all honesty, but who could blame him?

When he had spent days looking into the eyes of boys hardly older than fifteen, blank and lifeless stares glaring into his soul; when he spent hours hunched over a desk and writing letter after letter to mothers and fathers, telling them that their babies had died. That their babies who would never return home to loving embraces, to hot home cooked meals and to soft, kind and loving words.

When he had spent days marching in mud up to his knees, blisters on his feet, sores on his legs and burns on his fingertips; endless miles of mud, with only rats, fleas and lice to keep him company. After all of that, who could ever say that he was to blame for being so tired, for being so fucking exhausted?

Who could ever say that he was to blame?

But unlike Price, you couldn’t sleep. It wasn’t that you were upset, or that you were tormented by anything, but it was the mere fact that you were just so happy to have him home; you were fucking giddy to have him home, you just couldn’t settle down. It was uncomfortable to lie in bed, but it was so good to have Price home at last.

All you wanted to do was jump on him and scream in his face about how much you had missed him; but you knew that he needed to rest, so you did try and keep yourself a little bit calmer than what you would have wanted. But you couldn’t believe it.

You felt him shift beside you, a harsh groan coming from the back of his throat as his hand drifted down, grabbing your ass and pulling you flush against his body.

“I missed you,�� Price grumbled sleepily, pulling you on top of him and gently rocking his hips against you. “Y’know that, right?”

Your hands went to his chest as you pushed back against him, nodding as a breathy moan left your lips. “Four years tomorrow, baby… four years together, and I miss you more and more every time.”

He pushed his hips up against you, grinding. “Four years, and one of my biggest regrets was not telling you how much I loved you sooner.”

You swallowed thickly, pushing down your pyjama bottoms to expose yourself to him, moaning softly when he slipped his ring and middle fingers into your ass, slowly pumping them in and out as you whimpered for him to keep going. “John… fuck…”

“You like that?” He breathed out, and when you agreed, he picked up the pace. Fucking you with his fingers as he felt you clamp down around his thick fingers. “‘M gonna fuck you and fill that pretty little ass… make you so fuckin’ full…”

“Unf!” You squeezed your eyes tightly shut for a moment, hips bucking as you ground down against his fingers, your mouth falling agape and giving him the perfect excuse to capture your mouth with his.

Sucking your tongue before grabbing the back of your neck and harshly grinding against you; you could only whimper, so needy and desperate for him that all your words seemed to fail so miserably, so terribly.

All you could think about was how good his cock would look buried inside your ass, slick with lube and hammering into you; how good his cock would feel as it stretched you until you could hardly take it anymore, until you were sobbing and biting down on the bedsheet as it became wet and squelched with your spit and tears.

“You thinkin’ about it?” Price huffed, gently nibbling at your neck. “How good my cock would look as I bend you over and fuck you… you’re gonna look so good when I stuff you full of my cum… you’re gonna look so good…”

You let out a harsh breath, shuddering against him as you felt it wash over you; your legs shook harshly, thighs trembling as you bucked against him and allowed yourself to let loose at last. Sharp short breaths coming from your mouth as you fucked yourself against his fingers. Your eyes shut tightly, you could feel yourself coming undone as you thought more about it.

The slapping of skin, the smell of sex filling the room, the sounds of grunts and growls and soft whimpers. The feeling of his skin on yours; Price grumbled softly under his breath, slipping his hand to you and letting your cum coat his skin as he tilted his head back slightly.

“That’s it, baby,” he praised softly. “Cum for me, c'mon.”

“D-Daddy,” you gasped out, trying to fuck yourself against him even more desperately, wanting to feel it all over again. “Please… please… wanna… wanna cum twice…”

“Oh, baby,” he breathed out, pulling his fingers from your ass and flipping you onto your back. He settled between your legs, his hands on your thighs as he grinned tiredly. “Do you want my cock, now?”

You nodded desperately, mouth agape and drool slipping from the corner. “Please…”

“Yeah?” He whispered, gently tracing your jaw. “You sure you can take it?”

“John,” you growled softly, tugging at him. “Please don't be a tease…”

Licking his lips, Price smiled down at you, attacking your neck as he kissed and bit and sucked at the skin until you were bucking your hips against him, begging for him. “Four years together, and you've never been hotter than you are right now.”

You laughed softly, playfully slapping his chest and rolling your eyes fondly. “Four years, and I've never wanted you to fuck me as much as I need you to right now.”

“I see your point,” he growled out, palming at himself for a moment. “You ready?”

“Yes.”

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caesarsprincess-selfship · 4 months ago

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ultimatesmuts · 1 year ago

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“Is she mine?”🍋🌸

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(Takes place a few years after the war)

Draco has a young daughter he doesn’t know about. One day, he sees YN for the first time since he left (during the war) and he sees YN with a little girl with platinum blonde hair. Naturally, he wonders whether or not he’s the father of the young girl

YN closed her eyes, seeing flashbacks from before the war.

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"I love you so much, YN"

"I love you too, Draco"

"Draco why are you doing this? Why are you leaving?"

"To protect you"

Positive pregnancy test

Missing Draco and wondering if he'll come back

Giving birth

"It's a girl"

"Where's the father?"

"I don't know....."

YN flung her eyes open at the sound of her platinum blond 2 and a half year old daughter, Amelia's voice, bringing her back to reality. She thinks about Draco a lot, she really does still miss him. She's sure he doesn't know about Amelia, and she's losing hope that he ever will.

YN hasn't dated anyone since Draco, even though it's been 3 years since he left for the war and she hasn't heard from him since.

I hope he comes back

I need him

I still love him

"Mummy?"

YN snaps out of her mind again.

"Yes baby?"

"I want this", Amelia says, pointing to a blue, frilly tutu and beaming with happiness

YN giggles at her daughter, but agrees because it would go perfectly with Amelia's(Draco's) eyes.

Oh how she longed to gaze into his eyes again...

Just as she's thinking about him, she almost sees him standing outside the shop, but when she turns to look, nobody is there.

I'm probably just seeing things, after all I was thinking about him.

She continues shopping, when she thinks she sees him again but this time she really thought he was there. She turns to look, but nobody. She grabs Amelia and runs outside onto the streets where she thought she saw him standing, and looks around frantically, hoping the man of her dreams will be there.

With no luck, she tiredly holds Amelia's hand, bringing her into a restaurant across the street from the shop they were in.

Then, she thinks she sees him again. This time, inside the restaurant. However, when she turns around to see, he's not there.

She gloomily turns back to face the table, feeling tears well up in her eyes when she sees a letter sitting directly in front of her.

She notices it's written in his handwriting.

"Is she mine?"

The note reads, sending YN chills

YN covers her mouth in shock, feeling tears heavily streaming down her cheeks, frantically looking around the restaurant for him and nodding her head, holding her heart.

"Yes", she softly says to no one in particular

YN doesn't even order food before grabbing her daughter and leaving the restaurant.

The two of them stand outside on a corner, YN looking around the damp streets hoping, longing for her Draco.

She pulls out a pen and paper, and quickly scribbles,

"Draco, if you find this, please come back. I'm not mad, I just miss you. Please come by this evening, my address is _____________.

Love, YN"

YN lays the paper on a nearby bench, hoping he's still hiding somewhere, watching her before apparating away with her daughter.

Once back inside her house, YN fixes Amelia dinner, too nervous to eat, herself.

7:00 PM

YN watches as Amelia happily finishes eating, and she takes her upstairs to run a bath for her.

She gives Amelia a bath, shampooing her platinum blond toddler hair for her, casts a spell to dry her off, helps her brush her teeth, and looks at the clock again.

8:00 PM

"Okay Amelia, it's time for bed come on", YN tries to sound normal, pretending she's not panicking inside.

Amelia climbs into her bed, pulls the covers up and says, "mummy tuck me in"

YN says, "please?"

Amelia responds quickly with ,"pees"

YN smiles at this, she loves her daughter. If only Draco were here to see this, he would love being a dad.

She tucks Amelia in, reading her Babbity Rabbity, a classic Wizard's tale.

With a light kiss on her forehead, Amelia quickly drifts off into sleep

8:30 PM

YN sighs, wondering if he'll even show. Was she imagining all of this? Was he ever even there at the store earlier? Or did she imagine it all....

She goes downstairs, to wait a bit more on the couch.

9:00 PM

YN looks outside, and just sees the night taking over the land. No Draco, just darkness.

She pours herself a small glass of red wine, and sits back on the couch, feeling herself growing tired.

She zoned out for a while, remembering everything she could about Draco. Oh how she longs for him to show.

10:00 PM

YN finished her glass of wine, and decides that he's probably not coming. Why would he want to come back to her? YN runs all this through her darkening mind, losing more and more self confidence as the clock continues.

10:30 PM

Maybe I'll just run myself a hot bath and try to relax. Maybe it's time I move on from him

YN climbs up the stairs and heads into her large bathroom and over to her massive tub. She sighs, but gets out her rose scented bubble bath, along with setting out several white candles around her bathroom.

11:00 PM

I'm going to go back downstairs to grab the bottle of wine, but first I'll start my water to fill up the tub. She takes a deep breath, and turns on her hot water, adding a very generous amount of rose scented bubble bath into the mixture. She sheds her clothes, and wraps her robe around herself before lighting a couple candles and heading down for the wine.

11:30 PM

As YN starts to climb her stairs again, she thinks she hears a soft knock at her front door.

She freezes, wondering if it could possibly be him, so she turns around and very cautiously opens her door.

There, standing in front of her, is Draco Malfoy.

YN wastes no time throwing herself into him, deeply hugging him and surrounding herself in his comforting scent.

"YN....", Draco says, hugging her back

YN pulls him inside and shuts the door, keeping the cold rain outside.

"Draco", YN breathily says, getting lost in his eyes

Draco takes a step forward, gently using his hand to lift her chin up so she's looking up at him

"I've missed you", he says, his eyes glossy and truthful

YN pulls him in for another tight hug, crying as she says, "I was scared you wouldn't come back"

"I'm sorry", was all that Draco could say. YN could feel that he truly meant it though, breaking her heart

Draco steps away and goes up to a picture of Amelia smiling, causing him to smile too.

"What's her name?", he sweetly asks

"Amelia"

"Amelia", he repeats

"She's beautiful", he adds

YN giggles a bit before saying, "she looks just like you, Malfoy"

He turns slightly, giving YN a slightly challenging but playful look.

Suddenly, YN gasps

"Merlin! I left the bath water running!", she quickly heads up the stairs, Draco close behind.

YN bursts into the bathroom, shutting off the water, luckily it hadn't overflown yet.

Draco slowly walks in to the candlelit bathroom, and he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

"Roses. I love the smell of roses. They remind me of you, YN", he softly says, lovingly gazing into her eyes

YN could feel the aroma and lighting in the bathroom unintentionally setting a certain mood between the two of them, but she wasn't upset about it. If anything, it made her fall even more in love with him.

YN uses her wand to light the remaining candles in the bathroom, Draco watching her every move

"I still love you, YN. I never stopped", Draco softly says out of nowhere

YN turns around to face him, and she walks up to him so that their chests are almost touching, and she whispers, "I still love you too"

These words instantly created some sort of magnetic force, pulling the two's lips towards each other.

YN closes her eyes, feeling fiery butterflies dancing in her stomach

When YN feels his soft lips touch hers, her entire nervous system feels like it's burning hot with desire. Desire for Draco.

He slowly and very softly kisses her, savoring the lovely moment.

Draco goes to pull away, feeling like he's overstepped a boundary, but YN grabs him by his shirt and pulls him right back, this time for a more passionate, longer kiss. Draco pulls YN's body against his own, deepening their kiss, making YN kick the bathroom door shut for some privacy in case Amelia wakes up

The two lock eyes, and realize that both of their gazes are lustful, prompting Draco to slowly untie YN's robe, his eyes never leaving hers

YN feels her robe drop around her feet, leaving her standing completely naked, mesmerizing Draco

YN starts unbuttoning his shirt, until Draco places his hand over hers, stopping her from continuing.

YN looks up at him, confused and hurt.

He probably isn't attracted to me anymore now that I've got a mom bod

YN takes a step back, and reaches for her robe, tears welling in her eyes

"Please don't", Draco whispers as she's turning away

YN turns back towards him, upset

"I have to tell you something first.... And please know that I had to do this to save my family, I didn't just do it willingly.", Draco nervously says

YN doesn't feel upset anymore, now she's just curious.

"Um... when I take my shirt off you're going to see something that will make you want to run. But please, stay and let me explain. Please, YN. Tell me you won't leave when you see it"

YN furrows her brows with concern, but nods her head, whispering "I'll stay"

With that, Draco removes his shirt, and guiltily holds out his forearm for YN to see.

As YN looks down at the dark mark printed into her lover's skin, she doesn't feel fear like she should. Instead, she pulls him in for a hug.

"This is why you left, to protect me", YN softly says, before pulling away and kissing him on the cheek, and mumbling "thank you, and I'm sorry you had to go through that"

Draco's jaw drops hearing this, and he immediately leans in for another passionate kiss.

This time, YN grabs his hand and pulls him towards the bathtub, before letting go and slowly sliding into the hot water herself.

Draco watches in awe, wondering how someone could be so perfect

He carefully drops his pants and boxers before gently climbing in the tub behind YN, wrapping his strong arms around her torso and kissing her neck from behind, emitting a gentle relaxed sigh from YN's lips

YN sits up, grabs the shampoo, and hands it to Draco before dipping her hair in the hot water

Draco takes this as a sign to lather some shampoo in his hands and he sensually massages it into YN's scalp, relaxing her. She leans back to rinse it out, and Draco applies conditioner throughout her hair, loving how soft her hair feels.

After rinsing, YN turns around so that she's facing Draco, and he can't help but allow his eyes to drift down and land on her round breasts. He takes a moment to admire her erect nipples, growing hard at the fact that her breasts have almost doubled in size due to pregnancy and the associated weight gain.

YN notices him staring, so she purposely sits up to reach up and shampoo his hair, giving him a full view of her breasts right in front of him.

After shampooing and conditioning his hair, YN hands Draco the coconut shower gel, and sticks her chest out expectingly, biting her lip

Draco's pupils dilate to where his eyes appear black, and he slowly applies some soap in his hands, lathering it up.

YN feels herself becoming aroused and excited, lightly shimmying her chest for Draco's pleasure

Draco places both hands above her breasts, and teasingly washes everywhere around them before finally allowing his hands to knead her plump breasts. YN let's out a sharp gasp at this, clearly enjoying Draco.

He purposely circles around her nipples, denying her the feeling of him pinching them.

Suddenly, Draco gently pushes YN back so she's leaning against the other end of the tub, facing him. He leans forward and sensually runs his hands up and down her body, gliding directly over her nipples, causing her to let out an involuntary moan.

Draco then allows his hands to slide lower and lower down her body, to where he's tracing small circles on her hips, making YN more than desperate at this point.

YN leans forward again, but this time she lifts her body so that she's sitting on Draco's lap.

Draco groans at the feeling of her warm, thick thigh resting on his painfully hard cock.

YN squeezes some body soap into her hands and begins rubbing it around Draco's chest, shoulders and neck. She scoots back off of his lap, leaning in closer to run her hands up and down his toned abs, tracing his V-line and getting dangerously close to his cock.

YN leans back and unplugs the drain, allowing the soapy water to retreat and slowly revealing more and more of each other's bodies.

YN stands up, and Draco watches in admiration as the water drips down and off of her curvy figure.

YN steps out of the tub, and bends over to get towels, making Draco stand up with the need to immediately caress her ass. He places one hand on each cheek, rubbing circles and grabbing handfuls before letting go to watch her plump bottom bounce back and forth.

YN feels wet, but not from the bath as she hands Draco a towel, quickly drying herself a bit.

YN then quietly opens the other door in her bathroom, revealing her bedroom. She quickly casts a few spells, moving the candles from the bathroom into the bedroom, keeping the low lighting and keeping the mood.

Draco watches YN as she walks to her bed, and he begins stroking his cock at the sight of her plump ass sitting perfectly on top of her thick thighs. She turns around to sit on her bed, and rubs her thighs together at the sight of Draco stroking himself.

Draco slowly walks towards YN, his hard dick standing proud and tall, leaking with precum.

YN pulls his arm, until he's laying on the bed next to her. She sits up, kitten licks his tip, causing him to throw his head back at the sensitivity, and asks, "do you want me baby" to which Draco replies with a whimper that sounded like a "yes"

YN straddles her lover, running his cock up and down her vulva to lube him up, causing them both to moan.

"Muffliato", YN casts, knowing what's to come

She slowly sinks down onto his dick, both moaning at the euphoric sensation. Once he's all the way in, they both gaze into each other's eyes, catching their breaths.

YN starts rocking back and forth on his cock, at a painfully slow pace, causing Draco to growl in painful pleasure

Draco reaches up and grabs handfuls of her tits, saying, "I fucking love you and your body"

YN starts to grow tired, so she slows down and Draco gets the message and flips them over so he's on top.

"Fuck, baby I can't keep myself off of you", he says, slowly kissing down her soft stomach towards her heat, causing her to moan in anticipation

Once Draco is at his desired location, he uses his arms to hold YN's legs apart, giving him full access to her glistening pussy

Without wasting any time, Draco dives right in, sucking on her sensitive bud, making YN scream his name

"DRACO OH MY GOD", she says, instinctively propping herself up on her elbows, already feeling her toes go numb

As Draco continues, YN closes her eyes and focuses on the pressure building inside of her.

But right when it starts really building, Draco pulls away, connecting his lips with hers, making her taste herself.

As the two are lost in their passionate kisses, YN starts trying to grind herself up against Draco's member

Draco pulls away from the kiss to insert his cock, bottoming out in her, causing her to beg him to move.

Draco starts thrusting in and out of her tight cunt, causing tears to roll down YN's face at the pleasure.

YN starts writhing underneath him, clearly approaching her high. Draco reaches down and pinches her clit, causing YN to grab onto Draco's shoulders for support as he pounds into her, hitting that one spot over and over and over until she's clenching around him hard, making him spill all of his seed deep inside her quivering pussy, screaming as she rides out her high, milking him dry in the process.

They both still and try and catch their breaths, Draco slowly pulling out, YN wincing at the loss of contact.

Draco lays down next to her, exhausted. "You okay, YN?"

"That was amazing, Draco."

Draco lightly smiles at this, rolling over to sweetly kiss her lips, reminding her of how perfect she is

Draco then kisses YN's tummy, and says, "if there's a baby in there now, daddy promises to be here with mommy and Amelia, every step of the way. Also, please be a boy this time."

YN chuckles in disbelief, and says, "you know we still have to introduce you to Amelia tomorrow"

Draco says, "what are we going to say?"

YN replies, "I don't know Dray, we'll figure it out in the morning. I'm exhausted."

And just like that, Draco hears YN's soft snoring, the cutest sound in the world, according to him.

The end (of this one shot)

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#dracomalfoy #draco #malfoy #dracosmut #dracoxreader #draco fluff #draco smut #draco x reader #draco malfoy fluff #draco malfoy x reader #draco x you #harry potter

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leviathans-watching · 2 years ago

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I decided to celebrate as a special post for 5k! <3 Levi! I am really happy for you! I have known you since the summer of 2021 and although I am not active, I am happy to write to you every time I enter or write! I love your posts, I think they are love planned to be worked from one person's heart to another person's heart <3 Thank you for being with me in my worst moments, my best moments and any time I write! I love you, happy 5k followers! <3

thank you, this is so touching! i love doing this and am glad i’ve met such amazing people though it! love you too!!!

#ay-chuu #answered asks #love letters #5k🍋

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watchinghallmark · 5 months ago

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Summer Nights 2024 Lineup

The movies seem... interesting.

JUNEBUG

Saturday, August 3 (8 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Autumn Reeser (The Wedding Veil), Aaron O’Connell (The Haves and the Have Nots)

When an eight-year-old version of herself starts appearing to her, Juniper (Reeser) begins to realize that her life is not what she had hoped it would be as a child. Young Junebug pushes Juniper to achieve her dreams, to start writing again, and to collaborate with the cute artist Alex (O’Connell) that she recently met to get her life back on track.

🐞 I feel like this could be really cute. Autumn seems very excited about the project so hopefully that's a good sign.

MY DREAMS OF YOU

Saturday, August 10 (8 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Skyler Samuels (Aurora Teagarden Mysteries), Kapil Talwalkar (Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist)

Grace (Samuels) has recurring dreams about a handsome stranger named Michael (Talwalkar) due to a mix-up in Dream Central. When they finally meet in person, Grace is shocked to learn he has no idea who she is.

😴 I'm really excited about this casting! Kapil was great in ZEP and it's great to finally see some diversity (Hallmark you're sucking so bad lately with that).It sounds like it could be fun and also a little nutty which I like.

A COSTA RICAN WEDDING

Saturday, August 17 (8 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Rhiannon Fish (My Norwegian Holiday), Christopher Russell (Operation Nutcracker)

A clumsy maid of honor (Fish) gets help from her handsome nemesis (Russell) when things go awry at her best friend’s Costa Rican wedding.

🤵👰 The fact that they even describe her as clumsy... oof. Rhiannon can be hit or miss, especially when they have her play an idiot so often. Her paired with Chris is certainly not helping matters either.

THE MAGIC OF LEMON DROPS

Saturday, August 24 (8 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Lyndsy Fonseca (Nikita), Ian Harding (Pretty Little Liars)

When Lolly’s (Fonseca) Aunt gives her three magical lemon drops, she gets to experience what her life would have been like if she had made different choices and lived those unfulfilled dreams.

🍋... what? I feel like this is code for some hallucinogenic drugs but ok. Love both actors though so I'm interested.

HEAD OVER HEELS

Saturday, August 31 (8 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Rebecca Dalton (Good Witch), Olivier Renaud (Romance with a Twist)

A suburban girl at heart, Addison (Dalton), is off to prove herself in the world of high-end fashion footwear when she lands a life-changing internship at an Upper East Side studio leading up to the star-studded New York Fashion Week. Addison is determined to hold onto her integrity and her family values while struggling to balance it all and forge a path to success and romance, although she may fall head over heels while trying to make her dreams come true.

👠Yawn.

JAZZ RAMSEY: A K-9 MYSTERY

Friday, August 2 (9 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Rachel Skarsten (The Royal Nanny), Corey Sevier (Take Me Back for Christmas)

When Jazz Ramsey (Skarsten) and her crime detection dog Zeus stumble upon an old crime scene, the K-9 trainer, her star pup, and ex-boyfriend and lead detective Nick (Sevier) are thrown into the investigation.

🐶 Excited about this!

NELLY KNOWS MYSTERIES (wt)

Friday, August 23 (9 p.m. ET/PT)

Starring: Pascale Hutton (When Calls the Heart), Kavan Smith (When Calls the Heart)

When an unusual handwritten letter arrives at Nelly’s (Hutton) office, she identifies the handwriting as belonging to her childhood friend Dahlia (Sarah Grey, The Secret Lives of College Freshman), claiming her boyfriend Blake (Julian Haig, Dial S for Santa) is being unfaithful. Determined to help, Nelly wants some answers and rushes to Blake’s home only to find his dead body. When Dahlia becomes the prime suspect, the new, handsome Detective in town, Michael Hogan (Smith) must work with Nelly to prove that her childhood friend is not the killer everyone believes her to be.

📫A Pascale and Kavan mystery??? It's all I've ever wanted!

What do you think about these movies? What are you most excited for?

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ashxxgyu · 2 years ago

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ash <3 i hope everything is ok

pls rest well and take care of yourself

🍋 anon

Hi anonie <3

im going through something right now but I’ll be okay, I promise, thank you for checking in :)

I hope you’re taking care of yourself too love

#⌦ incoming love letter.｡.:*♡#anonie #🍋 anon

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getawayfox · 2 years ago

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OMG it’s already January! I’m so very late to this and I have seen so many wonderful lists, but I very much wanted to make my own, so I did. We are so lucky to be spoiled by so many incredible fics – here are some (in no particular order) that grabbed me by the heart and never let go.

💀 draco malfoy’s substitute murder service by @oknowkiss (Draco/Harry, E, 10k)

I HAVE. NO WORDS. In the best possible way. This fic has to be experienced first-hand. E is an insane genius. That’s it, that’s the rec.

🧑🏼‍🍳 Make This Leap by @oflights (Draco/Harry, M, 118k)

Competent Draco and disaster Harry my beloved! This fic is so sweet and lovely and I want to live in it forever.

📩 Per my last letter (I hope you choke on it) by @fluxweeed, @lastontheboat (Draco/Harry, T, 10k)

I laughed SO much reading this! It went straight into the bookmarks and I visit it every so often when I need a pick-me-up. And I swear I discover some new clever detail every time I do! Delightful, hilarious, perfect.

🐥 Robin’s Flufftober 2022 by @rockingrobin69 (Draco/Harry, M, 17,5k)

October was my favourite month because every day we got a dose of soft soft Robin sweetness - a moment of peace and safety every time her name popped on tumblr dashboard. I protect this collection in my bookmarks like the treasure it is.

❣️ Draco Malfory Absolutely Does Not Need to Be Loved by Harry Bloody Potter by @nv-md (Draco/Harry, E, 18k)

Draco’s voice in this fic! From the very first sentence (no, from the title!) I knew I was in the right hands. What a treat!

🛁 Rubber Drakey by @crazybutgood (Draco/Harry, T, comic)

This fic is an utter delight, creative and clever, adorable and laugh-out-loud funny. This is Draco in his cutest form!

🌞 Look For Me In the Sun by @wolfpants (Draco/Harry, M, 9k)

Obviously a wolfpants fic had to be on this list but which one? *points at the whole catalogue* There is no way to go wrong there, what a year they had! I think I have screamed most about Pages of you (the number of times AO3 tells me I visited that one is embarrassing), Romp and Circumstance, and The Hollow (yes these are links, what of it, no it’s not cheating), so I’m going mention another favourite: Look For Me In The Sun, gorgeously atmospheric, achy, stunningly written.

🦦 Kept in Cages by @sweet-s0rr0w and @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm (Draco/Harry, E, 77k)

This has got to be THE fic this year for me. It’s fitting, because last year it was Nor All That Glisters, which got me into the drarry fandom properly, so of course it’s Sweet who just casually swoops in with another banger that won’t leave my brain, accompanied by the most incredible Joy art. I think this fic had me already at the tags but I was not ready for everything there is to love about the story - it’s impossible to do it justice in just a few short sentences, but if you haven't read it yet, it should be on your list for sure.

💍 Paper Rings by @lettersbyelise (Draco/Harry, E, 50k)

OTP: inevitable. Two timelines, both so exquisitely delivered: eighth-year drarry and grown-up drarry, both times so different and wholesome. This story is everything I love: nuanced, funny, full of pining and history.

🌙 Take the Moon by @tackytigerfic (Draco/Harry, M, 15k)

This fic grabbed me and squeezed, and I don’t think I’ve been able to catch my breath since. I’m actually lost for words here because the story makes me feel so much but I haven’t been able to name it yet and maybe that’s okay. It’s the Tacky way of reaching deep down into my feelings and letting me sit with them.

🍋 Preserving Lemons by @saintgarbanzo and @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm (Draco/Harry, E, 17k)

I think this might be the only time I managed to guess the author when this was still anon (and, well. The genius artist too). Such intimacy and longing, gorgeous food and so many layers to the story.

🌼 He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not by @sleepstxtic (Draco/Harry, Draco/Astoria, T, 5k)

I know that the infidelity tag might put some people off, but this is a stunningly written (devastating) Astoria PoV that absolutely clawed at my heart in the best possible way.

🍎 The Wrong Sort by @vukovich (Draco/Harry, not rated)

This fic makes me want to scream even though Vuk came back with a second part that patched up my broken heart. “I didn’t know how else to keep it” will forever be etched into my eyelids. Thank you, Vuk.

🥂 Nights With You by @the-sinking-ship (Draco/Harry, E, WIP)

Technically, this counts because Sly started posting in Dec and I’m obsessed! Flirting! Banter! Oblivious Draco! *screams*

#drarry recs #drarry #fic recs #rec list #2022 favorites

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Asmo birthday is coming? Wow! I have a few ideas I'd like to share!

▪️ Asmo probably has made some lingerie inspired on MC. Something that would look nice on them

▪️ Asmo gave mc a necklace/bracelet with two pentands one with MC's name first letter and his first name letter!

▪️ Everytime Asmo sunbathes he asks MC to help him put sunscreen.. he can't reach all the way so please help him! Or at least that's what he says

▪️ i Believe that Asmo sneaks a few clothes in MC's wardrobe and gradually messes with their clothing style... More pinkish shirts, pink shorts and just thinks that reminds him of his sin color.

▪️Asmo asked for MC's sweater once but never gave it back. He puts it on his pillow because it makes him feel like his "Darling" is close and he feels less lonely

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Hiii 🍋!! I love these idea sm! ‘n for this post I had little ideas for the last 3 in order!!

Sunscreen!

Who better then Asmo’s favorite human to rub some sunscreen on his body?

He’s always grinning when he hands you the bottle and pouts “I just can’t reach my back, you know how it is.”

He’s usually pretty good about it and will sit still while you rub it into his back, but on days when he wants to tease or just see how you’ll react.

He’ll giggle and move around, more, really anything that’ll mean you have to touch him more~ he loves the little huffs of “Hey! Hold still.” Before you let out your own little laugh.

You both know it’s a game to him, but it’s cute and silly. So you always play along.

‘n I’ll do you one better on the clothes!-

Asmo always swaps a few things, he’ll take something small from you like a t-shirt you don’t wear much or something and always leaves behind a few new clothes!

It could be something he bought ages ago and just doesn’t wear anymore or something he saw in a shop window and just had to get you!

Either way, after moving to the Devildom your wardrobe somehow ‘updates itself’ ever few days and you’re constantly finding new outfits!!

Honestly, Asmo ‘borrowed’ one of your sweaters so long ago now it’s basically his now.

You’d even given him a little bottle or your favorite cologne / perfume and he uses it on the sweater on the days he really misses you.

Which is basically anytime you’re away from him longer then five minutes-

It’s hardest when you’re in the human world, sure you call him every night and constantly text him little “I love you <3” texts and he loves for them! Immediately spamming you with heart emojis and “I love you more <3”

But it’s still hard, your life is already shorter then his and he wants you to spend every minute you can with him!

And that’s when he gets your sweater out. Sliding it into the pillow you’d be using if you were there and hugging it as tightly as he can, spraying a bit of your cologne / perfume on it and eventually falling asleep.

Dreams of you being there when he wakes up fill his mind and he’s so happy for a moment in the morning! Before Asmo looks around his room and remembers you’re not there…..

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Ginger and Lemon II

Matt Murdock x Autistic!Fem!Reader series

Read it on AO3

Chapter II: Madame Butterfly

Summary: You overthink a lot about how to thank the sexy lawyer for his intervention at Josie's and end up baking a cake. How would he react when you appear in his firm's door?

Word count: 2,729

Warnings: Christmas Fluff!!!, Protective Matt Murdock, No use of y/n, no pronouns for reader, Matt Murdock is a Ray of Sunshine, Selective Mutism, Bad self-talk, Self-Hatred, Matt Murdock Gets a Hug, Matt Murdock is a Stalker, Mental Breakdown and Meltdowns!

A/N: More fluf for y’all! Annoying bestie is introduced here, the extrovert every introvert needs in their life. As a neurodivergent person, this is a love letter to the nice neurotypical s in my life that help me navigate this confusing world. anyways, hope you enjoy this! Was already up on AO3, but I figured I should update here too.

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“Are you blind?” He is totally into you!” Your best friend grabbed some chips from the bag making loud crunching noises.

“Actually, the one who's visually impaired is him, Cece.” You responded squeezing your eyes because of the annoying sound.

“What? A disabled guy?” She left her snack to grab your wrist with her greasy hand. “Is this another complex saviour crush? And be honest.” Cece was now staring at you seriously.

“No, I really like him.” You moved uncomfortably on the sofa while blushing. Cece had come over to have dinner a watch a movie, but the recent events were now more interesting than some Netflix Period Drama. “Besides, he was the one saving me, remember?” Your friend hummed and relaxed a bit against the back of the couch. She went feral about the possibility of someone taking advantage of you again.

“So this Mr Murdock seems like a true gentleman,” Cece said with an all-knowing smirk on her face. She really had an understanding of your taste in men. And that involved some old-fashioned chivalry straight from a Jane Austen novel.

“He truly seems like one.” And you blushed again remembering a cinematic low-motion version of the moment your hands touched.” What do you think then? What would be appropriate to thank him?” You fidgeted with your chopsticks in the half-empty bowl. Normally you’d enjoy your usual Thai food order, but your stomach today was just against food. Cece crossed her long legs and smirked suggestively, raising one of her curved brows.

“It depends on your intentions with him.” She said, and you bit your lip agitated.

“My intentions? I just want to thank him for his kindness.” You explained, mortified by the fact you couldn’t even say more than a monosyllable when he helped you so much.

“You sure darling? Or it’s because you want to stay in touch, and this is an excuse to contact him?” You shivered at the idea of seeing each other again, that was certain. Sometimes Cece was better at reading your feelings than you. And maybe this was one of those times.

“May...maybe.” You admitted quietly. “He said I could contact his law firm if needed, “You said optimistically, raising your gaze first time since this conversation had started. Cece rolled her eyes.

“I know you’re capable of suing someone just to have an excuse to see him.” You opened your mouth to protest but she continued her banter. “But this is not a legal drama, and you are already grown up enough to go head-on, so if you want to see him, suck it up and go.”

Her direct words made your heartbeat spike like crazy, and the chopsticks you’d been playing with slipped from your hands, landing on the carpet along with some noodles. You sighed, picking them from the floor. They looked like little worms in the grass. Just how you felt. Accepting you weren’t going to eat more; you went to the little kitchenette to leave the bowl and throw the “worms”. Cece followed you, munching her chips like a desperate woman when something caught her attention, making a high-pitched noise. She struggled to swallow before she could talk.

“You should bake him something!” She said pointing to the bell jar over the counter where you kept your last baking experiment: a deliciously looking plum cake. Then without asking for permission, she removed the glass bell to cut two thick slices and served them in your beautiful dessert dishes. “He’ll fall in love immediately.” Her affirmation was done while she took a good bite of the plum cake. To be honest, this was a recipe you were proud of. There weren’t a lot of things you liked about yourself. Your awkwardness made your life very difficult, social interactions were like a puzzle to you and you knew that sometimes you made people uncomfortable around you. Especially when selective mutism hit or when you spoke in an inadequate moment or tone. It was like every second spent around people you had to be hyper-aware about everything you did. And it was exhausting.

Cece helped a lot with it. She didn’t care about your quirks and was always honest, an attribute you thanked her immensely for. You were used to everyone being dishonest or having second intentions you couldn’t figure out. She was a relief from society. Her help was handy in moments like this when you needed help with some conventions that weren’t familiar to you.

So, the decision to bake a home-cooked treat was made and you started looking through your huge collection of recipe books with Cece’s patient help, who listened to all the baking facts you loved to chat about when you were in the mood. After discarding some sweets because of being too complicated— Cece commented you’d look like a try-hard—, both of you finally chose the Lemon Ginger Tart, since the fruit was an inoffensive flavour and Christmas was just around the corner. And maybe you could make extra dough and bring some Gingerbread cookies too. It was late when your dear friend’s cab arrived and you slipped inside your bed, incapable of sleeping because of your excitement.

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After the morning rehearsal, you planned to go straight to Nelson and Murdock and deliver your precious cargo. The theatre was close and doing it as soon as possible will save you a lot of overthinking. Your colleagues were surprised by the fragrant package you were bringing, and some questions were inevitably asked about the topic. After all, you were one of the most reserved members of the orchestra and even though you were friendly with everyone, nobody knew really about your life outside the concert hall.

” So you remembered my birthday, how nice of you.” Your gaze met the smug face of the cocky first violin, who was resting lazily against the dressing room’s door. Even you had noticed that the man had your eyes on you for a long time since he was nothing but subtle. You panicked when all eyes were suddenly on you and your mysterious cake. It was Monday morning, and everyone was up to some gossiping. Especially if that was around the most secretive member of the orchestra.

“I…I mean…happy…eh…birthday…” you didn’t know how to tell him the cake wasn’t because of him, and you were unable to meet his eyes.

“Harvey, stop messing with her.” The harpist interrupted your nonsense, aware that he was making you uncomfortable. “It’s not actually his birthday honey, ignore him.” And she squeezed gently your shoulder and smiled friendly way that warmed your heart. Harvey rolled his eyes and then resumed preparing his violin for the rehearsal.

Second time in a few days that someone else has had to step up for you, perfect.

As your brain was ready to engage in some bad self-talk, you had to make your cello ready for playing too, so after securing the tart in the shelf, you let your instrument out of its hard case and every other thing became unimportant. With your instrument in your hands, you were in your domain, one where words were futile and only the language of music spoke. Once you were comfortable with. One that didn’t let you down.

The rehearsal went well, and everyone left in a good mood. The premiere of the first Nutcracker of the season was going to be a success, and you were expectant Friday to arrive. Even though you have been doing this every winter, it was such a special moment of the year. This ballet was so close to your heart and transported you directly to your childhood.

“Hey, some of us are going to have hot cocoa since we finished earlier today, are you in?”

The harpist’s voice interrupted your thoughts while you were finishing gathering up your stuff. You looked anxiously to the tart waiting on the shelve. You’d managed to find a beautiful Christmas box to protect it that had holly and gingerbread houses printed on it. Your gaze returned to her, trying to focus on an answer. Your therapist had said you had to step out of your comfort zone but going out with your colleagues and your little expedition to Nelson and Murdock maybe was too much for starting.

“Oh, I understand you had plans.” She had an all-knowing smile on her face now, and her voice was sweet. “Next time then!” She was about to leave when you gathered the courage to speak.

“Hey, thank you for… for before and… for inviting me too.” You couldn’t meet her gaze when she turned but used the trick of looking between her brows and it worked.

“It’s nothing! But we’d love it if you could join us sometime.” She smiled again and you nodded in a silent promise and then you parted ways.

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Nelson and Murdock were just some blocks away and you were lost in thought while listening to your favourite opera podcast, tart in hand and the cello in your back. Becky— that was the name of the harpist if you weren’t wrong, even though you didn’t rely on a lot in your face recognition abilities— looked genuinely interested in you joined them that morning and although that made you happy, it raised some buried memories about your time in high school when the people you considered your friends were actually making fun of you. Your weirdness caught the attention of the bullies like a lighthouse, so your strategy since then was to limit the number of interactions.

But this is not high school, we’re adults now and someone is genuinely being nice for once.

You were so lost in thought that you didn’t notice the other person turning the corner at the same time as you and after you could do anything, your face was plastered against some stranger’s chest, making your headphones fly in the process.

“Oh my God, I’m so sorry…” Your nose stung and you were so preoccupied that the tart wasn’t damaged by the hit you didn’t notice whose chest was. And you couldn’t locate your headphones either. There were a lot of people and that added to your embarrassment was making you dizzy.

“You’re gonna need a good lawyer to defend you because I’m suing you for this attack lady.” The familiar low voice was like honey over your nervousness, and you finally looked at his face. “It’s your lucky day though, I know a damn good one not far from here…” Matt Murdock was standing in front of you in all his glory, an irresistible smile curving his lips, both hands in his cane.

“Matt!” You were sure you were looking dumb grabbing the tart as if your life depended on it, caught completely off guard by the encounter.

He was supposed to be in his office, what do I do now?

Let’s say you weren’t the best when dealing with unexpected events.

“Yes, I think that’s his name and…” Matt tilted his head to his right pausing for a moment, and then squatted picking something from the floor. “ Madame Butterfly, an interesting opera choice.” He had your missing headphones in his hand when he stood straight again. You grabbed them from his large hand, brushing involuntarily your skin with his like when he extended you his business card the other night and managed to turn off the device.

“I know is not the public’s favourite from Puccini, but I feel it’s so moving especially when Butterfly sacrifices herself so her child can have a better life…” Probably it was the longest phrase you said to Matt, but you got carried away when you talked about music.

“It’s a beautiful opera, but maybe she should have considered her son’s opinion on the matter.” You noticed his expression turning darker for a moment and you wondered if you said something wrong, but it was gone in a blink and his gentle manner was back. “Excuse me for deviating from the theme, but something smelling delicious caught my attention.”

He then sniffed like a bloodhound, and you giggled, relaxing a bit.

“Yeah, about this, it’s actually…” You didn’t know how to start since your carefully planned speech was now useless.

“It’s ginger and lemon, isn’t it?” And he smiled wider. “Really Christmas flavoured.”

“You want a slice? In exchange for…running over you.” You didn’t know where you found the courage to say that, but maybe it was easier this way.

“Are you trying to bribe me, so I don’t present charges? Because it’s working.” And then he smiled charmingly.

Holy shit you’ll bake whatever this man wanted just to see that smile.

Maybe it was his soothing voice, the fact that you didn’t have to worry about looking him in the eyes, or the way he made you feel seen , as contradictory as it was, but the fact was that you were somewhere near comfortable around Matt Murdock. So when he noticed you were freezing and offered that you went upstairs to have a drink that warmed you up, you accepted gladly.

“Is that cake?” A blonde head appeared from one of the doors of the office the moment you both stepped inside.

“I thought we weren’t accepting more payments done with food Matt…” Another blonde appeared, this time a beautiful woman. She was frowning until she noticed you.

“Relax guys, she’s not a client and the cake is not yours to take Foggy, it’s hers.” The other man looked devastated by the notice, and the woman’s face became welcoming, a question floating in the air. “These are Foggy, then another half of Nelson and Murdock and Karen, our secretary.” Matt presented you to them and you shook shyly your hand while he folded his cane and went to prepare some warm beverages.

“Actually…” You put the box containing the tart on the table that looked like was used to eat. “It’s Matt’s tart, so you can eat if he’s okay with that.” You blushed visibly while Foggy’s eyes illuminated and Karen raised her eyebrows impossibly, looking at Matt and then at you. The lawyer returned from the little kitchenette with two smoking hot mugs. He looked interrogating too. “For the other day… the bar…”

“You didn’t have to.” A wide smile formed on his lips while he handed you the latte he had prepared for you. Foggy and Karen exchanged significant looks while you wrapped your hands around it, warming you up instantly. You fixed your gaze on it, not knowing what to say.

“Don’t treat me like this, so this means I can have cake or not?” Foggy’s pained complaint made all of you laugh and broke the tension that had been building up in your stomach.

The four of you ended up enjoying the tart together along with the biscuits you baked. You were afraid of being an intruder, but Karen and Foggy were as warm and welcoming as Matt. You ended up having a great time and when it was your time to part, they made you promise to visit again. Matt grabbed your cello chivalrously and walked you to the door.

“You know, it’s been a long time since I’ve been in a concert.” He commented while he helped you to put your instrument on your back.

“Well, New York is a city with an extensive cultural offering and…” He laughed heartfully and you didn’t understand why.

“What I mean is that I’d love to hear you play.” And his voice was like velvet when he said that.

Oh.

“Yeah… of course… I…” Your brain stopped functioning for a moment, but it rebooted, and you started to search in your bag. “This Friday is the first nutcracker of the season, maybe you can’t enjoy the dancing, but the music is beautiful…” You said nervously while you gave him the spare tickets the orchestra always gifted their musicians — and which you never used because of your lack of social life.

“I’m sure I’ll find my way of enjoying myself.” And the way he said it melted your bones while he grabbed the three tickets. “See you on Friday then.” He added and after smiling brighter than the sun, he returned upstairs. You started walking towards the bus stop, still processing everything.

It looks like this Friday is going to be the best performance of my life.

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