#[ ;seojun speaks ]

[seojunboyz]

 ᰔ HOW CLOSE IS SEOJUN WITH HIS MEMBERS? . . . ·.༄࿔

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + SANGYEON . . . 92%

"hyung how does it feel like to be old?" "one day seojun-ah, you'll be the same age"

like the other maknaes, seojun loves to tease sangyeon. nevertheless, seojun also holds respect for him, especially for his leader skills. he knows that if he's struggling with something, sangyeon will always be happy to listen and help him. they're not entirely close, but seojun knows he can count on sangyeon when he needs it.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + JACOB . . . 95%

"hyung, can you help me with this?" "of course, seojunnie"

another hyung that he knows he could go to for help. jacob would literally drop anything he was doing for seojun, it's one of the reasons why seojun considers jacob his closest hyung. not only that, but their personalities are similar to each other, which made it easy for them to click really quickly. they're always laughing with each other when they're together. deobis love to see their interactions.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + YOUNGHOON . . . 97%

"hyung, i think this is enough-?" "we're not done until i think we are"

younghoon loves to dote on seojun a lot, mostly because younghoon can't stand his cuteness (yes, younghoon admitted this on one of his lives). seojun is more than willing to let him, as seojun finds comfort in him. he even says younghoon's hugs were the best cure for a bad day. younghoon is often seen hugging him and giving seojun the most adoring eyes.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + HYUNJAE . . . 94%

"mwohaseyo!?" "...me and sunwoo are studying hyung"

hyunjae loves to tease seojun, and while seojun looks like hes annoyed on camera, he's always happy when hyunjae gives him attention and annoys him. he's mostly the number one target for hyunjae's antics and seojun is more than welcome to let himself be the target. in return, seojun loves affectionately teasing him too, which ends up with them both bickering with each other until sangyeon asks if they're going to kiss to make up with each other.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + JUYEON . . . 99%

"i'm supposed to be the reaper, why are you clinging to me" "cuz you're not scary"

seojun used to be so awkward around juyeon, and the reason to that was because juyeon was just too handsome to seojun. obviously, he's gotten over his tiny-bit of a crush on juyeon now that they're in the same group together, but seojun still always finds juyeon to be swoon worthy. he's always seen clinging to juyeon anytime he gets, but juyeon never seems to complain. he likes that seojun isn't as awkward with him as he used to be now and finds him endearing sometimes.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + KEVIN . . . 87%

"...seojun, do you need help?" "no, i'm fine here on the floor"

seojun is the least closest with kevin, despite their funny personality being almost the same as each other. seojun has said that they're getting much more closer now, especially since they're both now realizing how much they have in common with each other. nowadays, deobis can hear them laughing with each other in their videos and vlogs, and sometimes they can hear them being loud in other members' lives.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + NEW . . . 98%

"chanhee hyung is the most prettiest" "i think we're both the same, seojun-ah"

chanhee and seojun are similar in personality and style, making it easy for seojun to relate with him. often times, deobi sees the both of them going out together and shopping, and they often talk about their outings together on lives. seojun admires chanhee, both his skills and his style, and he asks him for advice most of the time. he considers chanhee as the older brother he's never had.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + Q . . . 91%

"look seojun, he's not scary!" "changmin hyung, get that thing away from me!"

seojun and q are almost opposites, so it's one of the reasons why seojun isn't too close with q. but that doesn't stop them from going and teasing each other. q finds it funny to see seojun being scared of his fascination with horror things and always teases him for it by showing seojun his scary dolls that he finds 'cute' or forcing him into haunted houses with him. however, he knows when to stop; when he sees seojun panic too much, he'll stop the teasing and make sure he's alright or comforting him. they're not close, but they definitely click together more than they think they do.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + JUHAKNYEON . . . 100%

"did i do good enough hyung?" "you did way more than good, jun"

seojun and haknyeon are always found together. if one is around, the other is bound to be near; there's no way of separating them. the two of them trained together and participated in Produce 101 S.2 together, causing them to be the closest pair in the boyz. haknyeon is the one seojun often cries to when he's frustrated, or when he needs comfort, haknyeon will stop everything to attend to his bestie. lots of deobi love their closeness and their interactions, calling the duo by their ship name 'hakjun'.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + SUNWOO . . . 99%

"q hyung just said im as dumb as you" "i'm not dumb, i'm just always lost"

they call themselves the '00 duo' because they're the only members to be born in that year. because of this, seojun and sunwoo can relate to each other a lot and share a lot of the same thinking. they like to joke that they both share one single braincell. during their beginning years of their career, both sunwoo and seojun went to school together, which helped them to become closer as the years go by. sunwoo even once mentioned that if they never went to the same school, he doubts that he'd be as close to seojun as he is today.

𓆩𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 SEOJUN + ERIC . . . 97%

"seojun hyung, come help me prank sangyeon hyung" "sounds dumb, but okay"

despite being a year apart, seojun and eric also seem to share the same braincell. they both love to tease and prank the members, and like any other maknae-hyung relationship, they love to tease each other too. however, even with their teasing nature to each other, eric often times finds comfort in seojun when he needs it, and seojun is always more than happy to help make his friend feel better. seojun considers him as the younger brother he always wanted.

[strwbrrygrrl]

do you ever finish watching a show and all of a sudden you don't know what to do with your life?

[leaderwonim]

𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐘 — twelve: I’m sure lots of people would want to be friends with you

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. lee heeseung x fem!reader, park sunghoon x fem!reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲. Y/N always knew that her high school was dominated by wealth and privilege. Upon having a one night stand with popular athlete Lee Heeseung, she uncovers that Heeseung's friend group controls not only social dynamics but also school policies and local affairs, revealing a hidden world of power and manipulation behind their so called perfectly polished exteriors

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“So, what’s wrong?” Riki puts down his chopsticks, looking directly into your eyes.

“What do you mean?”

He scoffs. “I mean, you wouldn’t just drive me to eat noodles at 9pm at night.”

“I can’t drive you to eat for some sibling bonding time?” You furrow your eyebrows.

“You know that’s not it.”

You sigh. “Fine. Someone sent me a picture of Giselle with Heeseung.”

“Heeseung? You mean the guy you keep fawning over in your spam?”

“That’s Sunghoon.”

Riki throws his hands in the air exasperatedly. “I don’t keep up with these Korean dudes you like noona.”

“Noona?” Your eyes widen at that. “You’re already using Korean phrases?”

Your little brother smiled sheepishly, rubbing his neck in an awkward manner. “Yeah, first day of school I made a friend who was also a foreigner. Her name’s Danielle.”

No fucking way.

“Danielle?” Your mouth runs dry, but you don’t want to ruin things for your brother. He’s made a new friend, and Danielle doesn’t seem half as bad as Hanni.

“Why? Is there a problem with her?”

You shake your head quickly. “No. As long as she’s nice to you then I’m happy for you.”

Riki nods, picking up his chopsticks to dig into his ramen bowl once again. “You need to take me out every weekend.”

“Who said?”

“Mom!”

The next day at school had Lee Heeseung dreading his entire life. Not only were things awkward ever since he told Hanni he’s loved her, but you were still ignoring him.

And as a cherry on top, he had quite literally had a meltdown in your best friend’s arms, who, despite reassuring him it wasn’t embarrassing, still made him feel like the biggest loser of them all.

“Hey guys,” Heeseung says, making his way over to Seojun.

The boy clears his throat awkwardly, looking at everywhere else but Heeseung.

“Hey Hee.” At least Danielle was kind enough to greet him. She was always like that, kind and bubbly. It’s a real shame Heeseung and her were under what felt like a dictator friendship.

“Hey man, we were talking last night and uh,” Seojun scratches his neck awkwardly. “We think it’s best if you take a break from our group, you know, for just a little while.”

Heeseung swears his heart just drops at that moment. All the way to the ground.

“What? Why?”

He notices how Hanni looks at her newly polished nails while Seojun and Danielle both have a slumped look on their faces.

“Well you’re kind of the most emotional person we’ve ever met.” Sunghoon says, and Heeseung has to stop himself from letting out a huge scoff because who the fuck does Park Sunghoon think he is?

Heeseung knew all of them first. Heeseung was friends with all of them first, and now Sunghoon was speaking for the rest of them and essentially kicking him out of his own group of friends?

“And no offense, but you’re really ruining the group dynamic.”

He was ruining the group dynamic? Him? After all he’s done to keep the friendship in tacked, after all he’s done to make sure his feelings for Hanni didn’t get in the way of his friendship with Sunghoon, after he let Hanni slam the dork in his face so she wouldn’t feel weird about his confession? He was the one that ruined the group dynamic?

“So you’re blowing me off just because of that?”

Seojun puts his hands on Heeseung’s shoulder, which should bring comfort, but it only feels like burns being printed on his skin. “Once you get over this sad emotional phase, I’m sure lots of people would want to be friends with you.”

Heeseung now scoffs, eyes rolling to the back of his head from the nonsense that he was hearing. “Fine. This is what you want, right? Hanni? Danielle?”

Danielle doesn’t say anything, she just frowns and looks away.

“It’s for the best.” Hanni says. “It’s not like it’s permanent Hee.”

“Don’t call me that.” Heeseung turns around, practically radiating anger as he walks away from the group.

He doesn’t look where he’s going, too blinded by the hurt he felt at his own friends’ words.

Suddenly hit by another body, Heeseung falls backwards, slamming into the floor.

“Oh my God—I am so sorry,” he mutters out, grabbing the textbook of the person he bumped into on the floor.

“It’s okay really,”

He knows that voice. He fucking knows it.

“Y/N?”

You cringe at the realization that you’ve just bumped into Lee Heeseung, and almost as if he knows you’re going to try to leave him, he holds onto your wrist.

“Please, let me talk to you.”

“I’m busy.” You say, eyes scanning the room for your friends. “Heeseung, let go.”

“No, please. Just let me talk to you for 5 minutes, I’ll leave you alone forever after that if that’s what you want.”

You sigh, watching his defeated eyes bore into yours. No matter how much it hurt that night at the Gala when you saw Heeseung leave with Hanni, you still have feelings for him buried underneath you.

“Okay.” You say, and that’s enough to make Heeseung’s heartbroken face turn into a smiling one.

“Thank you Y/N, thank you.”

And who knows, maybe this would be the biggest mistake of your life, but whatever happens, happens.

AUTHOR’s NOTE: oh!!! it just gets worse and worse for heeseung 😭😭

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[thvnderr]

"You're not together together? Don't you spend like a bunch of time together together?" he teased with an arched brow as he kept browsing the items behind the glass cabinet. Still, he stopped for a moment to focus on his friend for a moment as the other looked away. "Don't you like Dorothy like a shit ton and doesn't she like you back the same? Why haven't you made it official?" he questioned curiously. "Oh, share with me. What are you gonna gift 'em? It might give me some ideas". Seojun went now to search through the drifted clothes section in case anything called for his attention.

"Yeah. I'm looking something for Valerie, something for Lou and something for you," he listed while checking on an old looking jacket that still had some flair to it. "But maybe looking something for Lou at the same place he works is not the best idea," he laughed.

Pesor’s eyes widened a little. Sure, this was obvious, or probably should be for most people who knew either Pesor or Dorothy or both, that they hung out a whole lot, and that Pesor’s eyes lit up when Dorothy was mentioned. “Oh uhm… ha…” they frowned and looked away from Seojun for a moment. “We’re not like… actually together together… I think.” They blushed. “I haven’t gotten them anything yet… but I do have something in mind,” they admitted. They rubbed their hands together. They didn’t know if it was the best thing, but they selfishly wanted to believe that it didn’t matter, as long as it was something they had picked out for Dorothy. They’d never given many gifts before. After all, for years it had only been them and their mom, a different place every Christmas. And their mom hadn’t wanted to celebrate it, so there had never been any gifts under the tree. 

“Do you need help with picking something out?” they asked.

[springalwayscomes]

Closer (Teaser)

Read Closer here

Plot: To have each other close is something that you both always wanted, in a way or another. It’s just that… close is not close enough anymore for Jungkook.

Pairing: Jungkook x Y/n

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Smut, Domestic, Humor, Friends to Lovers

Wordcount: 27k

Author’s Note: Hello! I hope you’ll like this little teaser, I will publish the story on the 16 of July. I loved writing this, it was an emotional rollercoaster and I honestly can’t wait to post it. I really hope that you’ll like it🥺

If you want to be tagged in my taglist to read this work when it will come out and my others please let me know under this post or here! Also, asks and messages are always welcome, I would like to speak with you all from time to time!💜

Jungkook walked in on you using your vibrator as a microphone when you were nineteen, lipsynching as if your life depended on it. He had laughed so fucking loud that time that you still feel your ears grow red when you think about it. He has teased you for it from the moment it happened, still does it now.

Back then, it was so freaking hilarious he would bring it up every time you were too mad at him, to make you laugh it off and let go of the heavy atmosphere creating between you every time you used to fight as teenagers.

Five years afterwards, as of now, he still thinks about it from time to time. It makes him giggle when he’s in the middle of a meeting at work, when he has a stressful day, when he’s just laying in bed with his head empty. Usually, that would be the case. Now that you’re sitting on his couch with a bag of pop corns squished in your hands while the tv is playing though, is a new circumstance.

«What are you laughing at? You’re so loud» you wince at him, monotone and annoyed.

He licks his lips, shaking his head.

«Your vibrator still haunts me»

It takes you less than two seconds to realise what he’s talking about.

«You’re so annoying. Should I bring up the time you farted out loud in class too?»

«That’s not the same,» he laughs «I told you that I wasn’t feeling good but you insisted on going to class anyway»

«You didn’t go for three days straight-» you fight back, stopping yourself when the camera points on Park Seojun.

«Gosh, this man. I’m gonna marry him someday» you sigh dreamily. Jungkook snorts.

«Cause I was sick?» he opens the fridge.

«You drank with Jin the night before. You shouldn’t drink if you’re sick. Maybe that’s why you couldn’t hold it until class was over»

«You’re so noisy» he rummages through the shelves, finally finding the bowl of strawberries he was looking for.

«Want some?»

You quickly glance at him over the counter, pop corns stuffing your mouth full.

«No, thanks. I’m full with these»

He gets a spoon from the drawer, walking back to the sofa.

«The face you made when I walked in is still funnier than-»

«When you farted in front of the class?» you cut him off, trying to get some sense in his head.

«Hell, yeah» he laughs.

«You literally-»

«Okay, now stop!» you slap his ass before he gets a chance to sit down.

«Oh, yes keep going» he fakes a moan. You literally want to slap him hard enough to make him stop being an idiot, but you have to hold yourself back.

«Just shut up and let me see Park Seojun» you shake your head. Jungkook gets a spoonful of strawberries into his mouth, eyes falling on the screen and eyebrows pinched together.

It’s a Saturday, thanks God the both of you don’t work on weekends, so usually you both find yourself on the sofa, watching a movie or just messing around. You’ve known each other since you were sixteen, so to say that you’re pretty comfortable with each other is an understatement. Even when you first met him, the nineteen years old Jungkook never made you feel uneasy. You were inseparable. Best friends that used to sleep at each other’s place every three to four days because you were just used to it. It was natural, so natural that a lot of the people around you thought you were a couple. Back then, you would grimace and shake your head vividly, not even giving it a thought. Jungkook would laugh it off, heart beating loudly in his chest every time anyone made him imagine how it would’ve been.

«Do you still have it?» he asks, voice low as he stares at the screen.

«What?» you murmur. He doesn’t answer, his spoon scraping against the plastic of the bowl to get as much strawberries as he can into his mouth. He munches on them, gulping down and enjoying the sweet taste.

«That vibrator»

«Jungkook! What kind of question is that?» you stop the drama, his thigh getting hit by the remote.

«I was just asking!» he raises his hands as to make sure you understand he meant no harm, the bowl now sitting on his lap.

«Why would you ask that?» your tone makes his eyes smile first, as he always does. His eyes smile first, then his lips just follow.

«Why are you so sensitive about it? I won’t ask, but we both know you still use it» he gets up from the couch, getting to the sink to put the empty bawl inside.

«We say filthier things when we’re in bed!» he goes on from where he’s standing at. Your head is going to explode. It’s at times like this that you rethink about your life choices. From being sixteen and dumb, until you’re twenty four and ending up with sleeping with your best friend.

«In bed! Leave those for when we’re in bed!» you fight back, another pop corn getting shoved into your mouth.

«Okay,» he appears by your side «wanna go to bed so I can ask you?»

[prbni]

I understand now

Idk which post that was but there was a comment that said, "Sunjae is so Han Seojun coded" and I felt a deja vu. The whole cool dude persona on the outside while being a softie on the inside...simping hard for the girl he likes but trying to make it not too obvious.

All the scenes they show with Sol reciprocating Sunjae's feelings is EVERYTHING I wanted to see between Seojun and Jukyung.

I know the True Beauty drama fandom has been divided between Lee Suho and Han Seojun from the very beginning. Even a huge part of Seojun fandom don't exactly ship Seojun with Jukyung because she never noticed his efforts. But that's how Im Sol and Ryu Sunjae started off as well and would've ended like that as well if the time jump element wasn't added to the story.

Even the fanfiction writers don't do justice a lot of times to this pairing,to tie up the lose ends and the what ifs.

Lovely Runner two sided confession scenes on the other hand...esp a well established idol Sunjae still hung up on that one girl he liked in highschool,who rejected his confession and him still keeping her photo...EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SCENE SCREAMED HAN SEOJUN. And something I desperately wanted to see between Seojun and Jukyung.

And this is why Lovely Runner pulls me in. This specific reason.

I know people would say, what's Suho's fault in this. He loved her first and loved her sincerely too. No fault. I'd just prefer a Frenemies to Friends to Lover story added with angst and slowburn over another cliche Cinderella story.

After Seojun becomes busy with his career and isn't a constant part of Jukyung's life anymore- both due to professional and personal reasons,I wanted to see Jukyung starting to miss him inwardly. Even with Suho by her side,I wanted to see her struggling to come to terms that she feels like a huge spot in her life has been empty. Of course she doesn't think of it much other than missing a friend who was a significant part of her life. That changes when he hears Seojun singing a sing soulfully dedicated to her,making her involuntarily cry. Suho notices everything but says nothing for a while,hoping he is reading too much into things. But that changes when he sees Jukyung visibly upset over a dating rumor of Seojun. Even Jukyung is confused why she is upset that her once bestie finally found someone. Is she upset because she wasn't the first person to know about it, that she doesn't know what's actually going on with his life anymore...until Suho decides to speak up the reason- okay, I should stop here. This post is already too long.

But in my vision, Seojun and Jukyung(drama version) will always end up together when they get older because theirs was a very natural and organic relationship in contrast to the fairytale-ish Suho Jukyung.

And that is what I felt with Soljae. Sol couldn't see beyond Taesung and never even noticed Sunjae's presence but look how the time travelling changed things. Making Seokyung a thing wasn't impossible if makers wanted to(you have probably heard this for 98397584793485 times already).

[kooahae]

After Last Night: THE MISSING PICTURE

Pairing: best friend to lovers// established relationship,  Jungkook X female reader

Summary:  you’re missing the most important item you own and there’s only one place it could be, only if you’re timing was better…

A/N: This takes place AFTER the FIRST ALN chapter, you can catch up on the rest of it here ...

word count:3K+

Read the previous Drabble ( by date of release/ not in chronological order)

Warnings: cursing, arguing, cheating (not JK), a little angst, mentions of death, a little dive into why Jimin is the best big brother- sad upbringing, SEOJUN,  toxic ex-partner, not a warning but my baby Oc stands up for herself!!! Not as much JK this time, but of course he is here and the next chapter is a flashback- so he will have more time. Lastly, the Jeons are good people :)

“And done.” You sigh as you finish putting your last sweater on a hanger. Smoothing the shoulders of it down and looking at the closet one last time. Jungkook has been helping you unpack, it feels just like when you first moved in and signed the lease together, except this time you are sharing his bedroom. He thinks it’s better this way- and he’s right. It is better waking up to him in the morning than knocking on his door. It’s nice waking up to someone who reciprocates your feelings.

Jimin and the boys were sweet enough to get everything from the house for you. According to your brother’s recap of events, It wasn’t pretty. The back and forth between him and your ex must have been a bit much, so you’re relieved you weren't there. However, You need to eventually drop off your copy of the key. You would tell him why you left, but he doesn’t deserve to act all oblivious. You’re enjoying being yourself. No patience for his bullshit- It's hard to believe you ever had time for it in the first place.

You’re back to the simple life. You've had the freedom to be with Jungkook whenever you want, without any arguments, or screaming. Most importantly, you feel valued. It's surprising how you never thought about the good times you missed out on. Regardless of everything, you couldn't be more grateful for your current situation.

you feel relieved. 

Jungkook feels like home, not a house. That should say It all. 

“Thanks for helping me unpack,” you say, flopping onto the bed next to Jungkook, who pulls you into his arms.

"Anything for you, my angel.”  

You’re fucking whipped. He’s so dreamy.

“I love looking at you.” - and whenever he says stuff like this, You melt. 

Jungkook is telling the truth. Only part of it though- he not only loves looking at you, but loves you entirely. 

You push some of his hair back and kiss his forehead.

“You’re so sweet. Do you have any plans today?” You ask and he nods.

He did mention earlier he wanted to stop by the gym. 

“ I promised some of the kids there that we would do the punching bag today, but I promise not to take long.” He comforts you as he runs his hands up and down your sides. 

“Take as much time as you need, I’ll be here.”

“Okay. Give me one more kiss?” 

He’s so cute- how could you tell him no? So you plant a kiss right on his lips, making sure not to get too carried away.  

“Come on. Up you go. You have kids to go help out.” You say and he playfully rolls his eyes. 

“You’re right, send me pictures while I’m gone if you and Bam do anything cute ” 

He’s a simp too. 

That reminds you though…  

“Oh wait kookie, speaking of pictures …have you seen the picture of all of us anywhere while unpacking?”

“That one? No, I haven’t. Have you called your brother to see if he has it?” He asks you which makes you wonder why you didn’t start there in the first place. Jimin did go retrieve your things, so maybe he has it. 

“I will, that’s a smart idea. Make sure to hydrate at the gym and I’ll see you when you get back.” You say as your lips connect for one more kiss and Jungkook makes his way to the door.

You need that picture. It’s the last one of everyone together. 

So you pick up your phone and dial your brother’s number. 

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“It’s about time my baby sister called me. Here I thought Kook was holding you hostage.”

“Haha Jimin, not funny.”

“Love you.”

“Love you, have you seen that picture of our families together? I searched every box and unpacked but I didn’t see it. “ you question him, hoping he has the answer you’re looking for. 

“Actually no, I also didn’t see it in your house now that you say it. Hobi, Namjoon, and I went there but, that’s the one thing we never came across.“

Fuck. 

You’re gonna have to go by the house. That is the last thing you want to do, but the last thing your heart can take is not having the last picture of you and your family together one last time. 

Maybe you should call Jungkook? But you don’t want him to worry. 

You look at the time on the clock. 

Technically you do need to return the key anyway and at this hour… Seojun should be at the office. 

It would be the perfect time to go search yourself. 

So you feed Bam, Tidy up the little things, grab your keys, and make your way to your car.

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The car ride is silent and your stomach starts to ache. For some reason, you want to call Jungkook, but you also know you need to find it quietly and leave. Then you’ll never have to go back there. 

You’ll never have to be in a space that makes your skin crawl again. 

This is the last time.

This is the last time and you can do it because you’re going there for something that is rightfully yours. 

Nothing else. 

You finally arrive at your destination, You don’t see Seojun’s car which is a good thing and you don’t plan on being here long either. 

You can do this. 

So you approach the door to your old building. Your code still works too. 

“Here goes.” You say to yourself as you finally step into the elevator. 

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As you turn the key and step foot into your old apartment. You remove your shoes by the door and take a step forward into the living room. 

Weird… The picture should have been on the coffee table if it wasn’t in your room. 

So you go search there too.

After thirty minutes of damn near flipping the apartment upside down, you decide to check Seojun’s drawer when a voice stops you in your tracks. Burning your ears as you hear the footsteps get closer.

“Want to tell me why you’ve been avoiding me like the plague?”

No, you don’t. But you turn around to look at the disappointment that won’t stop demanding answers. You’re not even together anymore. 

You’re met with a super smug Seojun. He looks like hell.

Good.  you think to yourself. 

“Seojun cut the bullshit, it’s been how many days and you called what 3 times?” You say crossing your arms over your chest. 

“I mean I’ve been worried sick. I knew you’d come back for something though. Jimin couldn’t find everything right?” He says waving the picture you’ve been looking for all day in his hand.

“Give me that. Now.” You say, words becoming serious. 

“Answer my question first baby.” He smiles but it’s condescending. 

He’s such a piece of shit. 

“I’m not your fucking baby. I want my photo. You know exactly what it means to me. So stop and give it to me.”

“What? Gonna call your brother or that new boy toy of yours. You think I don’t know. How long were you fucking before you decided to move out?”

“I said no more questions. Give me my damn photo.” you’re better than this. Better than him. 

“Need Jimin to answer that for you? Treating your brother like a lapdog. Make him run your errands., confront your problems. You’re telling me to cut the bullshit, what about you?”

That’s enough. You’re not here to play his game. 

“ You want answers? Fucking fine. I didn’t sleep with Jungkook at all while I was with you, because I’m not a piece of shit like you."

your tone has changed tremendously. From trying to be cordial to full-blown irritation. 

“I’m a piece of shit? No. You are. Why did you have your brother come to break up with me for you? That’s the only reason I knew you were okay. That and fucking Jungkook’s social media story of him you and bam. I thought I told you to stop going over there."

He’s talking like he made you. Like he has control…

The audacity. 

“My brother didn’t come to do shit! I hang out with whomever I want, You’re not my boyfriend anymore! There. Happy I’ve told you? Now fucking move, it’s not like we were even romantic with each other, we didn’t go on dates or spend time. Why are you acting like a bitch because someone doesn’t want you? I’m asking you nicely for something that belongs to me. Please give me my photo”  

If there’s anything Seojun does well- it’s manipulating the situation. 

You don’t want to give in and let him know he’s getting under your skin but at the same time…You have to stand up for yourself. 

“Look at you.  you’re only worked up because Jungkook is in it anyway.” 

He’s such an asshole. 

“You know why I want that picture. Stop it.” You say one last time

The photo in question is one of the last pictures you have of your family together before all the arguing. Times were rough and you remember at twelve years old, not understanding why it all came crashing down so fast.

 Yes, you have your mom still, and she’s a great woman. You would never take that from her…but it’s not the same as someone being there every day and then only seeing them on the weekends - then barely seeing them at all. Words can barely explain how bad the fighting was but if you had to choose a few ways to describe it - always loud, always made you cry, always resorted to you and Jimin taking late night walks- way too young, just to get peace. Often resorted in you asking to stay with the Jeon’s in advance because you knew what you were coming home to. 

When you were younger, It got to the point where Mrs.Jeon just simply gave you a key in case nights were too much. 1 month before Jimin’s 15th birthday- your mom had moved back in with your grandmother ‘just for peace’ and then one day she was getting remarried- She left Jimin and you had to stay with your dad. She stopped visiting as much, her calls were less frequent.  It took a while for you and your mom to get back to having a healthy relationship, and although you guys get along now, it’s not perfect. 

Other people in that picture went out of their way to make you feel like you were a part of something- part of a family. Mr. And Mrs. Jeon never hesitated to take care of you and Jimin. They helped you work through your feelings. Helped you not resent everyone and everything around you. They let you be a kid when they were around. So even though Jungkook is in the picture,  it’s much deeper than him. 

It’s also the last picture you took before your dad passed. He had gotten too sick, and before you knew it- Jimin had to become the man of the house. Your brother worked throughout high school just to make sure you never went without anything, he never wanted his sister to feel less than anyone because of something out of your control. It’s not your fault your mom and dad couldn’t see eye to eye, it’s not your fault your dad got sick, it’s not your fault that you didn’t have things as easy as others- Jimin made sure he did everything he could to make sure you knew, and even if for a slither of a second you weren’t having the greatest day; He would do anything you wanted just to see you smile. So yeah, It’s one of the last pictures before you and Jimin get your innocence stripped away from you, but it contains the people who uplifted you and have always treated you like family as well. It serves as a reminder to treat people kindly while they are here because you never know when you won’t have them anymore. 

-And all this information Seojun knew. You trusted him with it. so his comment wasn’t fair. 

“And you know why I want an answer…” he raises his voice.

“Shut up Seojun. Why are you trying to even hold a picture hostage? Why keep something to have me come back when you know you’re wrong?”

“I’ve never done anything to deserve this. ___ you could have come to me like an adult.”

“ An adult?! Be fucking serious with yourself … you wanna know why I left you?”

“That’s what im asking aren’t I?” 

He keeps acting like you owe it to him. So you give him exactly what he wants.

You step closer. Face to face with the scum of a man you’re grateful you left behind.

“You really are pathetic. A fucking horrible liar.”  The words fly from your mouth with zero hesitancy. 

You uncross your arms and poke him in his chest as you continue. 

“I deserved better. I deserved someone who feels like home and that’s exactly what Jungkook is. Everything you’re not.” You tell him. Not breaking eye contact. It’s your turn to make him feel small. 

“Oh please, you’ll do anything to make people feel bad for you. You enjoy playing the victim. Just admit it.” 

As if he has room? 

“I’m not the one who forgot how to be honest, nor would I have treated you the way you treated me. Shit’s embarrassing. Admit that” you say not moving one bit   

“What are you even talking about_____?”

“You think I didn’t know? You think you’re so fucking smart, don’t you? Let me humble you and make you feel as dumb as you made me look. I have defended every single thing you have ever done to me. Too scared to let people be disappointed in me. In you- because you were also their friend. I have spent countless nights wondering when you were coming home, cutting off people I love because I wanted to try to see you happy…"

He takes a deep breath. Almost as if he was hoping it would make you stop, but You’re not letting up. 

"…You know how annoying it is to stroke that gigantic ass ego of yours? You think you have life figured out and get frustrated when everyone realizes it’s a facade. The only reason I even stayed with you is because I felt bad giving up on you. Proving that you aren't a good person isn’t in my character. You managed to do that all on your own. You were my friend too or did you forget that the moment you got your dick wet with your fucking assistant?!“ The words pour from your mouth, laced with venom. 

You watch his mouth form an O shape and decide he still hasn’t had enough. 

“_____”

“Shut up! You wanna know what else I think? You’ve always been jealous of Jungkook because he has all the love you wish you had organically and not just from me- from everyone. He doesn’t have to pretend to be a good person. He just is. I brought you lunch that day and saw her bent over on your desk. That’s when I chose myself. Not anyone else or you - but my fucking self!” 

Seojun is still wide-eyed, in disbelief like he can’t believe someone is telling him about himself without lying to him.  But that’s not your fault, you’re not his parent, and you’re damn sure not his girlfriend. 

“____ I need to explain. So sit…so I can talk”  He says reaching for your hand, Is he attempting damage control?  Fuck that- he’s still not letting go of your picture. 

You’ve had enough. 

All the weight of your emotions find a place in your hand, as your palm reaches up, Delivering a loud smack across his face.

“I’m not a damn dog first of all. Don’t tell me to sit. Secondly, Don’t fucking touch me! if you haven’t noticed, It’s your turn to be told what to do. As far as Jungkook goes- keep his name out of your mouth. You and I both know that is not a fight you want. And before you start asking me more fucking questions, trying to play guilty. You’re the reason I left you. Even now, you won’t own up to half the shit you have done. You’re a bitch. A fucking terrible excuse for a man. The difference between you and me? I can admit the truth. I knew a while ago I didn’t love you in the way I should, but because I thought you were my friend, I kept trying.”

“You don’t mean that ___ “ he sighs and looks down at his feet

“The fucking nerve you have! Can’t even make eye contact. I don’t care for what you have to say because I’m choosing me over whatever your definition of ‘us’ was, I’m over this damn house, and especially over you!”

“Here…” he says sticking his hand out that holds the photo you’ve been asking about. 

You take it in your hands and look at him one last time in the eye. 

“If you ever try and hold anything of mine, grab me or even contact me again. I’ll make sure you deal with Jungkook since you seem to be more fascinated with him than me.”

It’s a promise - and a threat.

You push past him bumping his shoulder,  making your exit . You mutter one last thing that he happens to catch, deflating his ego one final time. 

“Such a fucking loser.”  You scoff and throw the key to the once-shared apartment on the floor.

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“Your home! I got you dinn-“

Jungkook watches you sit straight on the floor and sees the picture in your hand. His angel looks …defeated. So instead of saying anything he just sits on the floor behind you. Holding you close. While your tears fall

“It’s okay baby. Breathe and talk to me.”  He says softly

“I stood up for myself. These are happy tears” You try and smile at him but he knows you better than that. 

Jungkook has put two and two together but just for clarification, he asks anyway. 

“You went to Seojun’s? Did he hurt you?”

“H-He tried to hold my picture hostage” you confirm. 

Jungkook’s jaw clenches but he knows this isn’t the time to be hostile. You need affection. so he continues stroking your hair and lets you turn your face in his chest as your tears fall. 

“I’m sorry baby.” That is all he can manage to say before he feels his eyes get a little teary as well. Your dad was a great father to you and he knows how much you struggled with his death. He was there for it all. The tears, the pain. As for Jungkook- He still loved you. Even when you didn’t know how to process your emotions. Even if you lashed out at him. He’d never leave nor would he try and use it against you to make you stay.  That’s what real love is. He remembers the day it felt like you got your life back. It’s been a while since he’s seen you look so upset.

He just rocks you back and forth until you calm down and you finally look up and say “Thank you.” 

“You don’t have to thank me for anything baby. I love you. Im always here for you.” He says planting a kiss on your forehead

“That’s exactly why I am saying thank you.” 

Jungkook’s heart feels like it’s beating out of his chest. You’re always so strong and kind. He’s the one who should be thanking you. So he just squeezes you a little tighter.

“Can I ask how it went?” He looks down at you and you exhale. 

You start to ramble on about the encounter. Jungkook keeps his cool but he knows when he lays eyes on Seojun - there won’t be as much conversation as you had with him. 

“I called him a bitch. Should have seen his face!” You say and your tone has a bit more enthusiasm.  Jungkook can’t help but smile. He’s really glad you were able to stand up for yourself. Sad he wasn’t there to kick his ass but nevertheless...

“Sticking up for yourself, that’s my girl.” He says kissing your forehead.

You smile and turn to kiss him fully.

“ I almost forgot to tell you…I love you too.” You say. Locking eyes with him and kissing him once more 

Jungkook scoops you up bridal style.  Making Sure he grabs the family photo too. 

“Let’s get washed up and watch some TV. Yeah?” He asks

“Yeah.” 

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Jungkook showers first then lets you go relax and destress next. 

Once you exit, You notice the picture is placed on the nightstand, on your side of the room.

Then you feel a warm embrace around you. 

“Figured my angel should get to see her angel in the morning. I know he’d be proud of you.” He says kissing the top of your head.

“I hope so… "

You say and smile. 

" …Thank you kookie, for everything.”

“Anytime baby.” He reassures you. 

“You said we would cuddle.” You state, turning to looking him in the eye

Jungkook chuckles. You’re so cute. Just his type, just for him.

“Come here, you big baby.” He says smothering you in kisses, watching you giggle as he pulls you into his arms. 

You’ve said it before and you’ll say it again- you’re really happy to be home and most importantly you’re happy that Jungkook is always here with you. 

A perfect way to end your stressful day...

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[yonkimint]

Without You [Yoongi x Reader, Hobi x Reader]

25. Betrayal ✎

Jin rushes to the driver’s side of Yoongi’s car, sliding between his group mate and the metal death trap he’s about to climb into. Meeting the rapper’s glare, Jin flashes his brilliant, self-effacing smile and says, “Maybe you should let me drive.”

He holds out his hand expectantly for the keys, holding the smile until Yoongi relents. He all but slams the keys into Jin’s hands before stalking around to the passenger side and clambering inside. Jin arches his neck back, stealing a calming breath while he stares up at the glowing moon, and then slides into the driver’s seat.

“Do we actually need to go to the studio?” he asks, starting the ignition.

Yoongi lets out a scream instead of answering.

Jin nods, as if this is exactly the answer he was expecting, and backs out of his in-laws' driveway. He might as well head back to Seoul but he figures they’ll probably end up at Yoongi’s apartment rather than the studio. He still hasn’t totally pieced together what set Yoongi off but he knows it has to do with Jay provoking him about y/n.

The silence stretches between them as they get on the road but still Jin doesn’t push. He’s learned that it’s best to let Yoongi stew on things and then speak when he’s ready. He knows it’s hard for Yoongi to put his feelings into words but he finds a way eventually.

After what feels like an eternity, Yoongi sighs and drops his head into his hands. Jin keeps his hand steady on the wheel but takes a moment to look Yoongi over. His shoulders are shaking and barely audible over the whir of the air conditioning he sniffles.

Jin returns his attention to the road but reaches across the center console to pat his friend’s shoulder.

“Did you know?” Yoongi hiccups.

“Did I know what?” Jin counters.

“I know you knew about Seojun. There’s no way y/n kept her child from Irene and there’s no way Irene would keep that a secret from you but did you know he was mine?” Yoongi asks. He’s pulled his face out of his hands now and is staring pointedly at his hyung.

Jin swallows hard. So that’s what this is all about. He’s honestly more impressed that Yoongi didn’t have a more dramatic reaction. y/n and Jay survived and that’s surprising considering how scathing Yoongi can be when he wants to be. That’ll probably come after Yoongi has come down from his shock.

He nods, “I knew.”

“Hyung!” Yoongi moans, falling back in his seat, “How could you keep that a secret from me?”

“It wasn’t my secret to tell you,” Jin says. It’s a flimsy argument considering that Yoongi really did deserve to know. Everyone had had misgivings about y/n’s decision, of course, but they had respected her wishes at Yoongi’s expense.

“Why does everyone keep betraying me?” Yoongi sniffs, “You’re supposed to be my best friend, Seokjin.”

His words wound Jin. He’s right though. For Yoongi, the people that he has loved and trusted the most have all left him without hearing him out. They’ve ignored him or lied to him and now Jin is included in that list of people. He wants to be angry at y/n for making him complicit but he knows there was no clear right choice.

“I know, Yoongi, I’m sorry,” he says, “How did you find out?”

Yoongi scoffs, the sound so bitter, so pained, that Jin worries for y/n when he eventually lets it out on her. “Jay told me.”

This surprises Jin. Jay had been firmly in y/n’s corner this whole time. She might kill him for it.

“And you know, that’s understandable. It’s so obvious that he’s in love with her so it makes sense he’d try to drive a wedge between us but when I realized he was telling the truth? I feel sick, hyung,” Yoongi confesses.

“I’m surprised you didn’t rage at both of them right then,” Jin says.

Yoongi shakes his head, “In front of her parents? In front of…” — his next words come out strangled — “the baby? I wasn’t going to humiliate myself like that.”

“I guess that’s a good call. You are reacting way better than I would have if I found out the love of my life hid a child from me,” Jin says.

“Love of my life,” Yoongi scoffs again, “What a joke.”

Jin grimaces. He has no right to be disappointed about Yoongi reacting this way but a part of him had held out hope that Yoongi and y/n would find their way back to each other eventually. Even now, he still hopes they’ll find a way to heal but there’s bound to be a lot of pain first. And with Jay back in the picture, it might be too much all at once for Yoongi to move past.

“I guess a secret child does put a damper on things,” Jin tries to say lightheartedly.

Yoongi’s tone is dark, “Do you think she ever loved me?”

“She loves you right now,” Jin says but Yoongi shakes his head.

“If that were true, I would have known that I was a father two years ago.”

“Yoongi, it’s more complicated than that. Take some time to wrap your mind around things but I think you should talk things out with y/n before you go jumping to conclusions,” Jin says.

Another silence falls over them. Jin can only imagine where Yoongi’s thoughts have taken him. He has to consider the fact that he has a son now. y/n lied to him but he has to reconcile that with the fact that he absolutely still loves her. Jay is back in his life, another person that he has loved for a long time, another person that left him behind and hurt him.

He needs time and Jin will stay by him as long as he needs him.

They pull into the parking garage for Yoongi’s apartment and even though Jin is the one behind the wheel, the parking attendant knows to open the gate. All the members have open invitations to park at each other’s places. He slides into one of Yoongi’s open spots and turns off the car.

“Am I the only one who didn’t know? You know, that Seojun is my son? Did the rest of BTS know?”

“Jimin was the first to know,” Jin says, “And I only got to know because Irene knew. And Jay knew because, well, because he lived in LA and they reconnected.”

“And that’s it?” Yoongi asks.

Jin bites his lip, “Well, no. Jungkook knew too because of Jimin.”

“But not Namjoon and Tae?”

Jin shrugs, “Not until a few days ago.”

Yoongi’s shoulders slump, “But I was the last one to find out?”

Jin nods apologetically. Yoongi just sighs and pushes the passenger door open, “So everyone took y/n’s side. I guess I should be grateful to Hobi. At least he kept it real with me in the end.”

“Yoongi, that’s not fair!” Jin calls as Yoongi steps out of the car.

The rapper stoops back down to peer into the car, “You can take my car for the night. Go back home to Irene. I just need to be alone tonight, I think.”

Jin is not about to let Yoongi be alone though and he chases after him to his apartment. Yoongi doesn’t really protest. He lets Jin camp out on his couch while he stumbles around the apartment in a daze, fixated on all the spaces y/n used to take up, lost in all the memories when he should have told her how he really felt.

He imagines all the signs of her that would be here if she had stayed. A lump rises in his throat when he realizes that there would also be signs of their son too. His spare room would be a nursery now. Toys would be scattered across the place. A high chair at the dining room table. Bottles and baby clothes.

That must be what her apartment with Hobi looks like now.

A sob escapes him and Jin is instantly at his side, wrapping strong arms around him and pulling him close. “I’m so sorry, Yoongi.”

Yoongi just sobs. He’s supposed to have y/n. He’s supposed to have Seojun. But his apartment is empty, barely even a space for him to inhabit. There’s only a huge hole now where his life was supposed to be.

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eight and eleven please <3

 ᰔ INCOMING MESSAGE FROM SEOJUN . . . ·.༄࿔

8. is there any rumor netizens made up abt u or ur group that actually made u laugh out loud? is there a rumor that genuinely offended u?

Seojun pauses to think for a bit, tilting his head. "There isn't a lot of rumors that I've seen about me...unless I'm just really good at not caring." He giggles.

"No but, I do remember one that made me laugh when I saw it. I think it was something like 'Netizens demand apology from THE BOYZ's Seojun after he seemed to have flipped off a cameraman'," Seojun recalls, sitting back in his chair and crossing his arms.

"Well...yes, I know my actions were probably overboard, I'll admit that...and I did get scolded by manager-nim and the older members after..." He pouted slightly. "But at the same time, why apologize? He was invading my personal space. They were literally mobbing us at their airport. We need our space too, you know?"

The blonde male shrugs. "But anyways...yeah, seeing it made me laugh a little. I'm not going to apologize, it was his fault."

11. who is the groupmate u get along with the most? is there a member u dislike or are awkward with despite working together for a while?

"I'm closest to Haknyeon hyung," Seojun immediately answers. "We both trained together, and then we both went on Produce together. We've been together for so long, so we've gotten really close. I consider him my bestest friend. Of course, all the members I'm close with, but Haknyeon hyung knows me the best." He explains and smiles.

"I don't dislike any of my members at all! The hyungs treat me nicely, and the younger ones are fun to talk to and are playful with me." The blonde hums.

"Although..." He adds, "I was a bit awkward with Reyes at first. I don't remember exactly why...but I do remember always being nervous to talk to him. It's probably because I didn't know him too well at the time." He laughs lightly. "We're closer now, especially with our birthdays being so close despite us being one year apart. Reyes-ssi...if you see this, I love you~" He smiles as he shows off finger hearts.

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[bonobonoyaatheart]

Video Call - Yang Jeongin

Summary : You're out on tour, and you both miss each other like crazy. You overwork yourself as distraction, which worries Jeongin. His video calls become the solution to all this.

Genre: Angst, Fluff.

Pairing: Non idol Jeongin x fem idol reader

It had been a whole week since you had embarked on your tour, and you found yourself missing him desperately. This was your first tour since the two of you had started dating, and he occupied your thoughts constantly. In an attempt to distract yourself, you poured all your energy into your work, which slowly morphed into an alarmingly unhealthy obsession.

His state of mind mirrored yours. He was going crazy in your absence, and your only contact had been through calls and simple texts. He had attempted a few video calls, but your schedule had been too demanding to spare even a moment.

The fans' ecstatic cheers reverberated in your ears as the magnificent performance concluded. Your head was spinning, and the stage lights dimmed. Exhaustion enveloped you entirely, and you observed everything fading into darkness, aware of your fellow members rushing to your side.

"Y/Nie, can you hear us?" "Get some water!" "Quick, take her backstage!" "Y/N needs rest!" "Hey, wake up!" "Should we call for external oxygen?" "Help me support her!"

Panicked voices of your fellow members filled the air as they relocated you to a makeshift medical room backstage. After some time, you slowly opened your eyes to find your fellow members gazing at you with deep concern. "She's awake, Unnie! Y/N is awake!" Mia called out to Jieun, and one by one, everyone gathered around.

Suddenly, your phone rang, and it was Jeongin on a video call. Aecha answered the call. "Unnie, please, don't mention today to Jeongin. Don't say anything, please," you implored. "Speak sparingly, kid. Just rest. We'll handle everything else," Mia instructed Aecha, who then accepted the call.

"Hey, guys! What's everyone up to? Where's Y/N?" Jeongin asked cheerfully. Aecha turned the camera towards you. "Your stubborn girlfriend overexerted herself and fainted after the performance," Seojun stated, glaring at you. "She doesn't listen to us, Jeongin, so please talk some sense into her," Mia said with genuine concern.

You were incredibly tired, not awake enough to engage with him at that moment. "How is she now? I know she can be stubborn sometimes, but all of this worries me even more," Jeongin expressed. "Three more days in Brazil," Jieun mentioned. "Don't worry; we'll take care of her."

"I trust you guys, but it's hard for me here. I already miss her so much, and situations like these keep me up at night," Jeongin admitted, his voice softening.

"We understand, Jeongin, but don't stress. We've got her back," Mia assured him with a gentle smile. "Yes, I'm sure you'll do great. Anyways, bye! Good night!" Jeongin bid your bandmates farewell, and the call ended.

The next day, you refrained from participating in the choreography, and your members texted Jeongin after the concert. Within a few minutes, you received a video call from him.

"Hey, babe, how are you feeling now? Did you get some rest?" Jeongin inquired, genuinely concerned. "Yeah, my members practically forced me to rest and sleep. I had nothing to do for half the day, which was the worst part," you replied. Jeongin's expression grew somber. "It's okay, baby. You need proper rest after everything you've put yourself through."

"But, Innie, I can't stop thinking about you and us and all those things. Working extra hard at least keeps those thoughts at bay. I miss you so much here; it feels like I can't function without you," you admitted, tears threatening to spill over. Your breathing grew heavier as you fought back the urge to break down.

"Hey, look at me. Baby, I miss you too. It's alright. Breathe. Take deep breaths; I'm right here," Jeongin reassured you, his heart aching as he watched your tears flow. "Y/Nie, it's only a few more days, okay? Baby, look at me." Jeongin couldn't help but feel guilty for not being there with you.

"Am I making you sad too? I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," you hurriedly wiped away your tears. "I shouldn't make it harder for both of us."

Jeongin quickly dismissed your apology. "Don't apologize, baby; it's alright." "I guess I should hang up, or I'll cry even more." Before Jeongin could respond, you ended the call. He sighed, unable to bear watching you suffer alone any longer.

The following day, he video called you once again, but this time, he had changed the background. You had just finished your fifth performance, and your mood was genuinely uplifted. "Hey, what are you up to? You know the performance was incredible. We didn't expect such an overwhelming response from the fans. They were screaming the entire time. But what's with the flowery background?"

"Just for you, baby; you're my flower," Jeongin said, flashing you an ear-to-ear smile. "Don't be too cheesy, boy," you teased, marveling at how easily he could make you blush. "Why, do you like it?" Jeongin burst into hearty laughter. "So what are you going to do now that you're done rocking the stage?"

"Nothing much, I'll probably just rest and chill. We don't have much scheduled for tomorrow," you replied, smiling. "That's great!" Jeongin exclaimed.

"Jeongin, are you walking somewhere? Where are you?" you asked with a hint of suspicion. "Oh, that... I'm just heading to the grocery store, nothing special," he replied with a small smile. "Are you doing alright?" He inquired, "Well, I still miss you terribly, Innie," you confessed.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang. "Wait, I'll open it," you said. "Just a second, baby, someone's here." Jeongin gave you a thumbs up. You opened the door to find Jeongin standing there, a broad smile on his face, still on video call. "Surprise!" he cheered.

"You... Jeongin... for real?" You were stunned, overwhelmed by the sight of your boyfriend, arms wide open for a hug. You rushed into his embrace. "You stupid idiot, jerk! Why didn't you tell me you were coming? Do you know how hard it is to get last-minute plane tickets? Why didn't you tell me? Is this your idea of grocery shopping?" You lightly playfully hit his chest, and he could barely hold back his laughter. "I came here because I couldn't wait to see you, baby. Anything for you."

You held him tightly, not realizing you were crying until Jeongin spoke up. "Let's go inside first, baby. I don't want you crying out here like this," he said, leading you to the bedroom. You clung to him like a koala. "Innie, I missed you so, so much." "That's why I'm here, baby. Come on, show me that pretty smile."

You smiled at him. "That's my girl!" he exclaimed, his voice trembling with emotion. "Hey, Innie, please don't tell me you're going to cry too. That's my thing to do," he laughed softly, pulling you closer.

"Now that you're here, and I have a relaxed schedule, let's go out and explore the streets tomorrow," you suggested, hoping for a positive response. "Sure, just make sure no one recognizes you," he ran his slender fingers through your hair, caressing your soft locks. You relaxed into his touch.

He was there with you, in his arms, after all. You couldn't be happier, and neither could he. Moments like these were what your heart would cherish for a lifetime—tiny, joyful memories, precious and special.

[mins-fins]

GENESIS (P.GW)

SUMMARY . . . even with everything hectic going on in his life, he will always be there for him.

PAIRING . . . park gunwook x male!reader

GENRE . . . fluff, angst

WARNINGS . . . mentions of sleep deprivation, and neglectful parenting

WORD COUNT . . . 1.7k

NOTES . . . this is how i cope with the fact that pretty much no one in my household cares about me or my well-being, or even respects me (the baby who can't speak loves me more than the sentient adults and children do) enough of that depressing stuff though because i love gunwook yay!

"seojun chew your food! stop spitting at haneul!"

"i— yuri! don't throw your food! i have to clean that later, you know!"

if you can't tell, y/n is currently at the end of the line right now. he groans and lets his head fall onto the counter, listening to the back and forth bickering of his three child siblings. it's 6:49 pm, and he is so so tired.

for the past four hours all he's simply been taking care of his brothers and sister, like he always does on the weekdays when he isn't working. he dislikes feeling tired; because there's still so much more to do even if they're already in the evening.

y/n can't remember the last time he earned a proper break, or was actually treated his age. his mom (who he absolutely despises at the moment and will probably despise forever), decided to have kids right when her son began high school, which means that he is now an eighteen year old high school graduate with two four year old boys and a three year old girl on his hands.

and y/n is as stressed as can be. it's not like before his mother was this amazing, flawless parent who did a good job at raising him, she wasn't, he had to learn every single basic life skill on his own because his mom was busy gambling away their money.

when he was ten she swore to him that he'd get better.

but she never really did.

and now she's out throwing all her money away at the casino, whilst he stays over at home making sure her kids are well fed, can sleep properly at night, and don't kill each other as they're trying to do now.

y/n knows it's not his job to do this, these aren't his kids, he can move out any time he pleases and leave his mom to actually have responsibility over her own children for once in her life, but he just doesn't have the heart to leave them.

he's practically raised these kids since the first day they came home from the hospital. he's the one who gave the twins their nicknames, the one who was present when all three of them walked for the first time, spoke their first words, began responding to him and what he'd say.

they're not his kids, he didn't choose to bring them into this world, but at the same time, he won't just leave them. he's been.. searching, trying to find a place whilst also trying to provide for his siblings at the same time, he barely makes minimum wage, he doesn't even know if he could rent a place.

as he stares at his young siblings, now cleaned up and simply watching cartoons while sitting on the couch. he sighs, simply wanting to collapse onto the floor and not get up for a long amount of time and just.. not exist anymore.

sometimes it gets so difficult, having to go to school five days a week, pick up his siblings from daycare then proceed to take care of them until their bedtime, make sure the house is clean, then watch as his mom strolls in at midnight, having wasted her money and usually wasted herself. he'd then work for a full 10 hours on saturday and sunday.

wow, his life is crazy is it not?

and he just turned eighteen like.. yesterday.

it pisses him off, yeah, but at the end of the day, he just deals with the circumstances of his life. he's gotten used to being the responsible one, being the one who takes care of the kids and is constantly sleep deprived.

y/n is about to fall asleep on the kitchen counter, the sound of the tv playing just melting into the air as he feels his eyes grow heavier and heavier by the second. his head is about to fall onto the counter when the doorbell rings, startling him.

y/n rubs his eyes, attempting to blink away the tiredness as he stands up and walks towards the door. he tells his siblings to continue watching tv and ignore it, when he opens the door, he smiles at who he sees.

"gunwook".

gunwook smiles, holding up a plastic bag. y/n tilts his head, raising an eyebrow. "what is in that exactly?" he inquires, and his boyfriend chuckles at him.

"candy" he responds simply. the three kids on the couch immediately perk up at the sound of the word "candy", toothy grins coming to their face.

"candy!?" haneul squeals, practically sprinting his way towards gunwook, he jumps up and down, seemingly energetic before even eating the sugary treats.

"if you want candy, sit down okay?" y/n places his hand on his head, ruffling his hair. haneul stares at his older brother, his boyfriend, then back at the couch where his own siblings are kicking their feet.

haneul shuffles his way back to the couch, and gunwook closes the door. y/n stares at him tiredly, but he smiles at the sight of him. "candy at seven pm? really?"

"what? your siblings deserve something sweet!"

"well, you didn't just witness them trying to kill each other with spaghetti, did you?"

gunwook shoves his partner's shoulder lightly, and y/n laughs. "okay, not too much candy, they have to sleep at night" he just earns a grin from gunwook, who nods.

"i got it y/n, you tell me all the time".

"you buy my siblings sweets all the time".

"because i love them" gunwook opens the bag as he says those words, and haneul gasps in delight. "just one piece, okay? your bedtime is soon".

seojun agrees, his voice muffled because of the treat he's chewing. haneul nods happily, and yuri gives a thumbs up, kicking her feet. gunwook gives the three a huge smile, enamored but their cuteness.

y/n stares at the scene unfolding before him, smiling fondly as he watches. gunwook isn't a kid person, but gunwook adores his siblings, always willing to come over to just see them.

the two have been dating for maybe half a year, but they've been friends for much longer than that. gunwook knows about y/n's situation, how he's stuck taking care of siblings because even though he wants to leave, he doesn't have the heart to leave them because his mom can't provide for them.

gunwook usually always comes over, whenever y/n is especially tired and simply feels like he can't do anything, gunwook will keep his siblings company as he collects himself.

of course, having to take care of your three child siblings whilst just becoming an adult yourself can take a huge mental toll on someone, and y/n isn't really doing well in this situation.

he blinks and sighs, covering his face in his hands as he feels his body about to slump over. he really just wants to fall on the floor and not wake up for a super long time.

when he focuses again, gunwook is now coloring with the three, who (surprisingly) stopped eating their candy and didn't ask for any more. gunwook has always had this power, he's always been able to easily calm down the kids amazingly.

a sort of charm, maybe.

gunwook notices his partners silence and turns to look at him, blinking. "y/n? everything okay?"

y/n hums, focusing once more. "yeah just.. tired".

gunwook stares, a knowing glint in his eye. he then looks back to the three coloring and smiles at them. "you guys continue, okay? i'm just gonna go talk to y/n".

the three nod, quickly going back to their coloring sheets and completely ignoring when gunwook stands up and turns y/n's way.

y/n is confused for a moment, he's about to question what gunwook meant but he quickly wraps an arm around his waist, nudging him lightly in the waist as they begin walking down the hallway.

"when was the last time you got a full eight hours of sleep, babe?" he immediately asks when the two of them are far away enough from the kids, y/n chuckles depressingly, because they both already know the answer to that question.

"do my eye bags not give it away?"

y/n laughs awkwardly, and gunwook simply glares at him.

"y/n" gunwook grabs his hands, and y/n shuts his eyes. "you really need to leave, what? are you gonna do this forever?"

"i'm not i just—" y/n pauses, god he's so tired, he feels like he can barely get his words out at this point. "i can't leave, it feels selfish to leave".

"it's not selfish to leave if your already doing everything, y/n, think about yourself, please?"

gunwook's words are said simply, he doesn't raise his voice, his tone doesn't change, he just tells it to y/n how it is, he tells him his opinion calmly and without issue.

ah, charms.. as usual.

y/n grasps his hands harder, as if he never wants to let go. he processes the words but he can't find a way to respond to them, for some reason. he blinks, staying quiet.

"i'll find you something y/n" gunwook whispers. "and you'll finally be able to live your own life, and take care of yourself, and.. you'll be fine".

y/n laughs silently. "your corny".

"corny? really?"

y/n laughs again.

"y/n, i just want you to be happy, you deserve to be happy, you deserve good things" gunwook says, and y/n somehow keeps the tears from falling from his eyes.

y/n lightly nudges him, and gunwook puts his arm around his waist once again. "you are corny".

"you love my corniness".

"yes, yes i do, how'd you know?"

they laugh, and y/n takes a few more seconds to simply stare fondly at gunwook. of course, his life wasn't ideal, his life wasn't amazing, he had many struggles it'd take a while to deal with.

but he had gunwook, gunwook was there for him, and that was more than enough.

gunwook was there for him.

and he's always will be.

[shenrickyz]

 ꒦꒷꒷꒦ ASSiGNiNG NCT SEi SONG LYRiCS

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❝ so when you're near me, darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S? the love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S ❞ ⸻ XUWiCHA RATTANAKOSiN

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ MEMBER 002

❝ 'cause whatever you give life, you're gonna get back, why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap? ❞ ⸻ MAKANi SEO

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ MEMBER 003

❝ i would rather hold your hand than have a cool hand shake ❞ ⸻ JiANG ZiXiN

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ MEMBER 004

❝ remember that the days are numbered, springtime returns to summer, with or without you ❞ ⸻ FUKUSHiMA HiKARi

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ MEMBER 005

❝ whatever goes around eventually comes back to you, so you gotta be careful, baby, and look both ways ❞ ⸻ HEO MiNJAE

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ MEMBER 006

❝ don't go crying to your mama, 'cause you're on your own in the real world ❞ ⸻ KANG SEOJUN

  ꒦꒷꒷꒦ iSA SPEAKS ! okay so i wanted to explain at least the meaning for the members' choices 😭😭 i so badly wanted to give hikari a song from bury me at makeout creek, hikari is actually represented by every mitski song 🫶 anyway, i ended up giving hikari skyless moon because the song sort of represents how hikari feels about his place in dream, especially during his hiatus era where he questioned if his role as a member even mattered (will he ever be happy? idk 🤷‍♂️), ofc i gave seojun a paramore song because 😇!!! the lyrics basically symbolize how he had to grow up quickly, how he constantly bottles things up and it especially references like predebut times where he suddenly felt like he had to force himself to grow up when he joined sm 🙁 sorry #seojunnation

makani's is pretty self explanatory 😭😭 it shows how he toughened himself up on his own accord to avoid getting hurt by others, he shuts them out than acts all high and mighty because he genuinely hates the idea of people abandoning him or simply not caring anymore (abandonment issues are soooo common here) zixin's is basically how he doesn't exactly know to encapsulate his feelings, he often hides his true feelings with mountains of affection but then he absolutely confuses himself because he has no idea how to properly go about it 😓 it could also be interpreted as him trying to tell his partner how he truly feels but he's so sure they'll get confused about it.. minjae's is pretty similar to seojun's where he practically forced himself to grow up while under sm's roof 😕 he absolutely despises confiding in people so he "saves himself" by presenting a front and dealing with his personal feelings in his own time away from the rest of his members

so basically xuwicha is the only one with regular lyrics that are lovely under the surface 😭😭!! that man is absolutely hooked on his lover forever, he might die from the amount of love he's receiving 😓

[be-netz]

RUMOR: What is Project Green?

POSTED BY USER JHEE2004 • JANUARY 15, 2025

everyone. i. was. right!!!

i knew something was up when lime announced a new project! and i was absolutely right! there was no way that anything lime would do wouldn't be calculated. they've been in this industry for years, they definitely know what they're doing!

lime randomly opened a TIKTOK account a few months ago called project green, and didn't update it at all until last week! did you SEE the video they posted? even their elusive CEO made a cameo. honestly, i’ve never heard his voice up until that video.

there seems to be a total of SEVEN of them in the video but… 

we actually got a sneak peek at project green at the LOTTE CHRISTMAS CHARITY CONCERT and i only spotted SIX! did something happen? or is this all going according to lime’s plan?

don’t worry though, i promise that i paid close attention to the project green boys when they went up on stage, and there were a lot of familiar faces from next gen season 1 and 2. i managed to take a few pictures as well! and i’m always open to sharing exciting stuff like this!

RYU SIWOO was the one introducing them as the PROJECT GREEN boys and i managed to take this photo of him. woah! do you think this is a sign he’ll probably be the leader of the group?

aside from siwoo, another familiar face from next gen is LUCIEL. he sounded so good live! lime entertainment really got lucky with him. look at him, doesn’t he look great?

they weren’t the only two next gen alumni though! it was crazy to see but we had SEOJUN who was their mentor on season 2 on the stage too! of course i had to take a photo of him ~

speaking of next gen, i also saw NOEL from season 1! the way he managed to capture everyone’s attention on stage was insane! i kept snapping pictures of him!

and im not sure if you remember, but i think i saw HANEUL from next gen season 1 as well. when did he become a trainee in lime entertainment? he was really good too though! look!

there was of course, a face i don’t think i’ve ever seen before. but his voice is amazing! i have no idea who he is but i took a bunch of photos of him as well! 

so what exactly is project green? what has lime entertainment been planning this whole time? i need to know now! 

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[worstevils]

‘You are a fucking maniac.’

from "The Menu (2022) Sentence Starters!" to @mocnflower

It feels like a long time already but it has only been six months since they have met, something around that actually. It was so easy to lose the notion of time while he’s sleepwalking through life and it was rather annoying for him to feel this way but it’s not something he would talk about openly about. Rather than overthinking it, he just lived as it was. Hanging out with Yejin most of the time meant staying home or going out for a drink like the self proclaimed alcoholics they are — other times it was about going out on dates to places that Seojun never went to or had the opportunity to go before which was adding more to his “normal” life experience more value. Tonight wasn’t any different.

"You are a fucking maniac."

“Yeah and? I swiped all of them right so you will get a chance out of hundreds of matches. I am sure it’s easier to be a hot girl”

He continued the conversation they were having as he took her phone earlier to experiment on a dating app and test the odds, he explained it as if it was a social experiment when in reality he was just his drunk madness speaking to him while letting all his intrusive thoughts win. It was fun seeing how many requests she got back while on his app took longer for him to get a match— it could only mean that women are more picky these days, as they should, he thought.

However! He's sure she’s not calling him a maniac because of that but more about the guy he just punched across his face and was still holding by the collar of their shirt. He probably shouldn’t have done that with so many people around, but if only men behave around women he wouldn’t have the need to take action.  “Maybe if you weren’t laughing I would have taken that more seriously." But he did. "What should I do, leave him here?” He says while losing his grip and letting the other lay on the floor passed out while their friends came over to take care of him. Even so, he apologizes before he walks away back to Yejin, on of his arm around her shoulder as the other is on the back of his head as he rubs it with his palm. “Ah, but did they touch you at all? Or were you tricking me? Stop laughing!"

[gcholdtrops]

“ i think you think about me sometimes. ” joonwoo & seojun

DIALOGUE PROMPTS | 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ! | @fadinglights

       seated  at  one  of  the  center  tables  of  the  library,  having  attempted  to  create  some  silence  for  the  two  of  them  to  start  doing  the  assignment  due  to  end  of  the  week.  whenever  they'd  be  at  home  or  somewhere  allowing  them  to  speak,  it'd  be  endless  and  not  about  the  assignment,  whatsoever.  there  had  been  a  slight  brush  of  their  hands  ever  now  and  then,  knowing  already  that  joonwoo  was  always  up  to  test  waters;  he  did  it  too  many  times  whenever  seojun  actually  attempted  to  be  serious.

       now  was  no  difference,  as  seojun  was  in  a  trance  to  study,  he  felt  the  presence  of  the  male  beside  oh  him,  drawing  in  closer  until  lips  were  directly  at  level  with  his  ear.  the  words  shot  a  shiver  down  his  spine,  knowing  fully  that  joonwoo's  statement  wasn't  wrong.  however,  perhaps  the  library  wasn't  the  place  for  them  to  be  discussing  something  like  this.  head  turns  to  face  homme,  noses  brushing  against  each  other  due  to  the  closeness  of  their  seating  arrangement.   "  i  do,  and  i'll  let  you  ponder  about  in  what  ways  until  you  finish  this  course  work.  "   in  an  almost  teasing  manner,  gaze  drops  to  male's  lips  before  shooting  him  a  playful  wink.  facts  were,  seojun  often  thought  about  joonwoo,  in  more  ways  than  one.

[bejoomi]

* ♪ – refreshing

joomi is having fun.

halloween is usually one of the best holidays for him, though. it's more about fun and being a little silly compared to holidays based on family, like christmas, seollal and chuseok. or his birthday. somehow those holidays always manage to feel incredibly lonely.

halloween always somehow manages to be fun, and this year is no exception, it would seem. he has to give the axis staff – mainly sr media? – credit. they know how to throw a halloween party.

it's crazy to him that it's his second halloween as a trainee. last halloween, he was just starting his time in delta. now...he's one of the longest standing trainees there, isn't he? it's just ren and hyejin before him now, with dohyun gone. and jinyoung.

he pours himself a glass of fruit punch at the snack table like it's soju. he's having fun. he can be sad about what he's lost on a different holiday.

someone comes up to the table beside him, and joomi looks over at them without thinking. speaking of last halloween – there's a familiar face from the escape room nightmare of last year. has he seen seojun again since then? he can't remember...

"hey," he greets him regardless, with a soft smile. "this halloween seems a lot less scary than last year. are you holding up okay?" maybe he's teasing him a little. is it mean? last halloween, seojun was so overwhelmed by everything gone that joomi had to talk him down from a panic attack. yeah, it probably is a dick move to joke about it. too late now.

–– @beseojun