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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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hansoeii · 1 year ago

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indigo6f00ff · 1 year ago

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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago

(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)

#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that #literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me #it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought #my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case #because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now #also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay

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ladysatoru · 4 months ago

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being a sanji fan is an intense experience because it takes you like 200 episodes to finally understand why sanji's eyes turned lifeless for a flickering moment at those words

#epi 793 #me : im gonna sleep early tonight #me at 3 am : *thinks about sanji's past and starts crying*#man why couldn't i just do cocaine to pass my time why did i start watching one piece #one piece sanji #black leg sanji #sanji #vinsmoke sanji #kuroashi no sanji #whole cake island #whole cake arc #queued im so fuckin bummed goodbye #but yes i still maintain my stance on sanji and the punk hazard children.he was absolutely right #sanji my beloved #sanji meta

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originalartblog · 5 months ago

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Someone's last crush didn't live up to the hype 😬

#yes fyodor literally called dazai by name a second ago what of it #WHY did he say it like that!! ''atsushi i'm going home to sleep come with me 😘'' WHAT #i don't even know if this should count as ship art it reads more like fyodor's obsession with dazai grasping at straws to bounce back #up next: fyodor's past flirting with natsume TRUST dazai was the also a bounceback bf #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd spoilers #bsd manga spoilers #bsd 119 #bsd atsushi #bsd nakajima atsushi #bsd fyodor #bsd fyodor dostoyevsky #nawy's comics #i tried to get something out of this comic but i have so much trouble being funny these days i'm so dissatisfied with everything😔

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pemberlaey · 1 year ago

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nobody does chapter titles like charles dickens

#dickey why #this has actually been breaking me for the past several minutes #charles dickens #david copperfield #the personal history of david copperfield #the personal history and experience of David Copperfield #literature #victorian literature #classic lit

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zaahvi · 3 months ago

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"I am Elgar'nan — First of the Firstborn, Last of the Evanuris."

#come to reign over you with fiiiine and gentle hand #my art #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #elgar'nan #datv spoilers #(for the caption quote mostly)#so i was supposed to post this along with the ghil one but this took me WAY too much time #because the coat gives me headaches and because i've just been taking psychic damage from various other things for the past week #anyway i was going to post the two evanuris together again so i matched their colour schemes (that's why his coat is black)#but after the time this took me i'm just gonna post them seperate #i don't have the energy to do another big piece atm i'm tired

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twisting-in-wonderland · 9 months ago

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why does he meow?

#twst #twisted wonderland #art #ram's art #deuce spade #leona kingscholar #this one line during lessons cracks me up-#why does he mrowww...#i know im not funny but this image wouldnt leave me alonee #my art block is going rough still so this is still a bit rough- (rip to past me wanting my next post to be a finished one-) -#-but i like the colours tbh-#at least. on my laptop?? (my phone is a liar and a fraud i shall ignore it unitl the end of days)#EDIT EDIT- i just noticed THEY BOTH HAVE GLOVES??????? I DIDNT NOTICEEE #I EVEN USED REFERENCES.................................

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astronnova · 2 months ago

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proposition: danny's hair turns white in random patches when he's used too much power, he just dyes it back to all black when he gets home

#🧻 sharts #danny fenton #danny phantom #guess ill die (danphantom)#dash baxter #paulina sanchez #they're small and in the corner... but they're there. anyway. this is all i have to offer as i fight art block #i think im just blocked becus its the beginning of the semester.. i have a couple things ive sketched but i cant seem to push past sketches #the one (1) good bit about phantom planet to me was that danny got white in his human hair #also... bit of a tag ramble: ill expand on this later (probably) or if anyone asks but danielle's hair is similar to this except she doesnt #bother to dye it all black. danny just wants to keep up appearances. danielle has nothing to lose. its why i drew her w the white hair #tho to me danielle's hair is white on the underside and black on top uniformly while danny's is splotchy and random #okay. goodnight

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thefrsers · 5 months ago

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I love you. Tell me in person.

#911 #911 abc #911 spoilers #911edit #8.03 #tw: flashing gif #athena grant #athenagrantedit #bobby nash #bobbynashedit #bathena #bathenaedit #gifs #mine #BATHENA YOU WILL FOREVER BE THE SUPERIOR COUPLE #LITERALLY CARRYING US INTO SEASON 9 DNT FIGHT ME FIGHT WITH THE WALL #HAD ME GOING FERAL THESE PAST 3 EPISODES BUT ESPECIALLY TONIGHTS EP WAS SO GOOD THIS IS WHY THEY ARE THE COUPLE THEY ARE

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thebat-musicman · 30 days ago

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AU where Jason was dead for 2 years longer than he was in canon

Leslie: The results are back. Jason, you’re physically two years younger than you should be.

Jason: You mean…

Tim, jumping out of his chair: YES!!!

Leslie: I’m sorry, Jason. Tim is physically older than you now.

Tim: THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!

Jason: This cannot be happening.

Tim, hugging him: Don’t worry, Jason. I’ll be the best big brother ever.

Jason, haunted: I’m going to ask the Joker to try again.

#batman #batfam #batfamily #dc comics #tim drake #jason todd #incorrect quotes #incorrect batfamily quotes #incorrect batfam quotes #incorrect jason todd #incorrect tim drake #jason todd incorrect quotes #tim drake incorrect quotes #help the post isnt loading and im trapped in the tags #why did i do so many tags #my hubris has doomed me #if you can see this pray for me #for God has foresaken me but maybe He will listen to you #i cant get out #im trapped in this madness of my own creation #i beg of you to listen to me #can my screams reach your ears when you just keep scrolling past them #if i reload this will all be gone #but if i can kill and create in an instant #who cares about the life of one little post #perhaps i will destroy it all and rebuild from scratch #i’ll create a new world #a better world #a world where my fuCKING POSTS AUTOSAVE YOU FUCKING LITTLE BITCH COUNT YOUR DAYS TUMBLR COUNT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING DAYS

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bixels · 2 months ago

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As cameras becomes more normalized (Sarah Bernhardt encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use cameras because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by manufacturing companies. I paint not because I want a painting but because I love the process of painting. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

if i have to explain to you that using a camera to take a picture is not the same as using generative ai to generate an image then you are a fucking moron.