#@greenshi

[windupaidoneus]

I know I've sent you an ask already that you're working on HOWEVER. I am politely asking to hear about amarith :3 idk what specifically but just, whatever you want to talk about with him. Because be sounds really intresting. Smiles big and wide. If you need more specific questions tho I'm sure I can find some

(spoken ominously) amarith............. there May be some spoilery stuff there but i feel like at this point you've gotten most of the gist of what's going on??

amarith is essentially an alternate universe version of hilde. like pretty literally. in her world she's an elezen equivalent, has been scorned & isolated her entire life & escaped servitude & certain lifelong pain by chance (the place she was kept in started caving in, she ran best she could). she found the dilapidated house that became her home & started living there. she's heavily traumatised, & experiences delusions that bring her comfort - the house being her palace, and herself the princess. but she's alone & afraid, because there are assassins out to get her & no one there to protect her, neither can she defend herself, because she's simply a damsel in distress & nothing else.

enter (claps hands) him

'cause he's got to keep busy, he's good at building up empires then causing their downfall, & in this instance he was ensuring everything went according to keikaku with the rejoining in his free time by scouring the land. though he was subconsciously attracted by. well. the fact that is an alternate hilde. another piece of the puzzle that was [data expunged] (jk youve seen his name. lachesis). this was during the fourth calamity btw to situate it. the one that happened with the allagan empire. obviously there wasn't an allagan empire in amarith's world but like that's the equivalent you get it

so Not Emet (totally him BUT hes a cat because i do what i want?) kind of barges into that really fucked up house, he got alerted by Something but can't put his finger on what, & here she comes, all meek & gentle, clearly excited to have a visitor & welcoming him into her "palace" then apologising profusely for not making it homely enough bc she didn't know someone would be coming! & he's kind of. didn't expect that. taken aback. ends up sticking around because she invites him to take any food he likes (she has barely anything but grows her own crops since the soil around is surprisingly fertile & that's the only thing she's got going for her really) & to make himself at home. & that's the only company she'll get until she dies

now she's in the delusion more often than not, but when she isn't she's more... melancholic. toned down. she apologises to him for making him stay in this place, that he absolutely doesn't have to, & that she'll be living her life either way. though this can hardly be called living considering the circumstances. but he sticks around without giving much of a reason, cleans up the house some here & there when he feels enclined (she doesn't really notice bc. well.) & amarith is just really happy to have him around because Finally she has company. she also has sickness though. as the world grows closer to being blasted to smithereens the air becomes worse, harder to breathe, & amarith was already of fragile constitution so she's pretty badly affected by it once it reaches her, and quickly too. she knows she's going to die soon too but she's happy enough with the company she has

one thing about amarith is that she wishes she was stronger than she is. capable of protecting others instead of being protected. she wishes she could be a princely knight but she's "just a weak & frail princess". she's accepted her lot but she does yearn for like... being able to be more than that. Not Emet tells her of warriors of light & it both makes her eyes sparkle & her heart hurt. she wants to be one of them so bad. she wishes. so hard. but it's not meant to be (the fourth rejoining approaching from behind very loudly (which will merge her into the soul that hildegarde is (effectively making her a wol

& of course the amarith writing that makes you (me) cry

^ funny as hell! (i feel a horrible ache in my chest whenever i reread it)

as of present amarith is one of hildegarde's headmates. transgender acquired! he's started getting some memories back after shadowbringers but before that he was basically just like. Nice Hildegarde (hilde isnt mean but hes also really not the pinnacle of optimism... i mean look at him). getting memories back is what really made them all realise there's something going on in the head. he's REALLY fond of hancock bc now he is more capable he is absolutely delighted to have someone who offers him help while HE can help BACK! & he's actually really thrilled that he gets to do the objectively harder work. dream come true for him. it also took him a bit to really take in that so many people like & care for him

now this also means he had to process emet being dead after remembering him & it uh did not go well. he went dormant after it sank in. he's back now but he sure had to take some time off of existing there

amarith is the designated paladin of the system (because of course he is) as well as the summoner! i thought summoner would be fun since it's an allagan practice & he got rejoined during the allagan calamity. Lol

[royaltyfreeramblings]

Put that awful man Date on the bingo. For funnies.

mr date,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, (said like a wet pathetic cat)

[ampersketch-art]

2, 6, 30? :3c

2. Wrote something I heard a past roommate say with no context. I'm actually pretty proud with my handwriting.

6. The best thing about being a creator is making stuff, the worst is the feeling like you get nothing done when you don't have your project done within a day (adhd also makes the process slower).

30. I answered this already so the other thing that never fails to make me happy is just listening to music when I'm feeling overwhelmed/upset.

[brushstrokesapocalyptic]

Trick or Treat?

frog.

[anaglyph-anemoia]

Trick or Treat?

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[dreamperson-poll]

Donkey Man

dreamed by @greenshi

A dapper man with a cane and a donkey's head. Came to me in a night of many nightmares that all ended in my death. The one with him ended with him suddenly appearing and eating my face. Fun.

I hate the Donkey Man I hope he has a bad time

[berrymeter]

Congrats on being born, you're really cool :]

aaughghgh thank you green ;; you're so so cool too!!!!!!

[oneiroy]

Then vs Now

tagged by @ubejamjar, @elliewiltarwyn and @verysmallcyborg, ty!

tagging @greenshi @lynxden @sealrock @chadhunkler @robynostornwyn and @sleepymoonlady

February 2022, when i was still playing on ps4..!

and a few weeks ago! censored bc i want to show off her body but without blasting everyone with tits vfhsdbkvsdfjk

i don't think it's radical change but just getting closer and closer to what i wanted for her :)

not gonna lie back when i was still going through the story and playin on ps4 ryss wasn't developped as a character at all ahahah! it took some time before i wrote some sort of backstory and character elements for her...

her body & c+ evolved a bit overtime and i'm sooooo happy with the progression!! going from vanilla thin to strong but thin to strong and wide with belly fat!!!

her skins got lots of detailing. scars and body hair, but also sun marks that are frankly almost never visible post shaders LOL

facial hair :)

got a few different haircuts.. i miss shorter hair on her but idk there's something about the meteor dt hair that's just so charming!

anyways she gives me gender envy and i love she :)

[corantus]

philly [she/moon/they] for @greenshi !! 🐺

[taffyglitch-art]

Sketch commission for @greenshi as a gift for @brendleellipsis, featuring his characters Lore and Summer! :]

(Want to commission me? Check out my Ko-Fi!)

[verysmallcyborg]

What does your heart look like?

tagged by @greenshi and @eidingate for this quiz! (thank you for the tags <3)

i had taken this quiz almost 2 years ago, though i can't seem to find the post to compare results... it was likely the compass one, but REGARDLESS.......! this suits them perfectly, especially being a "guiding star" of sorts and having a lighthouse heart :')

tagging uhh. anyone who sees this and would like to do it...!

[windupaidoneus]

Idk if you reblogged that one random asks post just for the tips username it if you actually wanted asks but uh. Hi tell me about a character you like but feel you dont talk about enough 🎤 (or if you dont have one in mind. Tell me more about your fail wife ahdjxzbejxnsj)

oh lird. i should not be encouraged to talk about my fail wife even more i love him too much . (i DO need encouragement bc i feel self conscious of how much i talk about him sadly)

um. shit. i dont really know who to talk about though or what to say about them... do u have more specific questions perhaps. is there anyone u would like to know my thoughts about. or do u have questions about hildegarde itself. FUCKK SOMEONE IS PLAYING AN EDW TRACK ON GRIDANIA AETHERYTE PLAZA swear i wont cry ill answer any questions that i can . forever

[bloodorangesunrise]

SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 16TH

Cast:

PARADOX - Barry Steele: Synthena PASSING!Past - Clara L'Oracle: Greenshi PULSE - Mystle: crownedThresher PIZZAZZ -Bling Beast: Greenshi PUNISH - Mike from Accounting: crownedThresher PARADOX - Kohl's Cash: ndgo PULSE - Lt. Bluebird: ndgo PETRIFY - SHADOWBEAST: Synthena UNAFFILIATED - Heat Wave: crownedThresher PIZZAZZ - Hazel Dazzle: crownedThresher

WILL BE LIVE AT MY TWITCH

[royaltyfreeramblings]

Then vs. Now!

(Tagged by @greenshi) (I'm sorry for not tagging anyone bc everyone I would've tagged got tagged... i need more ffxiv mutuals)

This is the oldest screenshot I have of Dust, taken sometime in late March. It feels SO wrong to look at the old design. Very unrefined. Very little "sauce" to it. He doesn't even have long hair yet.

THIS IS HIM NOW. Screenshots taken earlier today, but this is A Dust with Sauce. A beautiful dragonguything.

More details under the cut!

Vanilla-wise, I changed his hair to hair no. 5 because I liked the length of it and tweaked the highlight's color to be a bit lighter as well. I also swapped from face 2 to face 3 pretty recently since the eyes and other features just Vibed more. Also somewhere along the way he lost an eye.

Modding-wise, he's got a new body type, scales covering a lot more of his body, and is using a reshaped version of the face 3 horns as well as something that adds extra spines to the back of his head alongside the ones from his hair.

In terms of the game itself I made it all the way to the start of Post-Endwalker! I'm excited to continue and see what else the story has to offer because i LOVE the dragon lore in this game. but right now my focus is on just hanging out mostly. I don't want to say goodbye to my little sprout symbol... please,,

In terms of character story.... well there's an entire post for that coming sometime when I feel like it. Dust Accino the man that you are.

[4b9]

commission for @greenshi !!

[chirpchangeling]

Mutual guessing game! Your hint is.......ribbit :}

@greenshi ? Friend enjoyer of silly frog?