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SOOYOUNG on Hyo's Level Up
#sooyoung#choi sooyoung#snsd#girls generation#kpopggsedit#ggnet#femaleidol#femadolsedit#idolady#dazzlingidolsedit#*m#useroro#useranusia#userresa#awekslook#lunanuggets#eritual#jadeblr#forvy#userbexrex#GODDDDDDDD. lord help me the love of my life is wearing a dress exposing her clavicles and i feel like a victorian gentleman i fear.#she is the most remarkably sexy woman on earth i actually think i will need to take a day off to recover from this experience.#her imitating the members when she's retelling stories and just#making the most over the top physical comedy out of it. man she makes me ILL!!!!!!!!
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sitting here so nicely and cutely waiting for the s4 compilation to come out . just for my specialest guys
flats & ref below . smile
#limited life#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#grian#ummm ummm ummmm idk what ppl tag their stuff as . i need to do my research#bad boys#life series#trafficblr#traffic series#????????????????????? girl help me. help me. help me help m
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I have to say when it comes for episode 107 I'm on the camp of this feeling wrong. Like, two gods' plan is to just let Ludinus just have his way? And just assume that the vessel won't get them? The Wildmother showed Orym the time Predathos came to town, it took out two of them in a blink and the Titans did the heavy lifting, it chased them from Tengar to Exandria without concept of navigation so it's foolish to think they won't do the same this time around. Running forever isn't a life even the infinite should be pursuing. Corellon is cheeky and flirty but it's a mask for being deflective and honestly a little cowardly. What you're asking and trying to persuade with gifts requires the Hells to entertain sacrificing one of their own, which they shouldn't (and I'm hopeful they won't, because that'd be to me at least be a character betrayal since they have always prioritized each other over the gods) consider doing even for any kind of promise, and treating it like it's a necessity, as if leaving like you've decided you want to do now is your 'sacrifice'? Even if being a vessel and still being of sound mind was a viable option with proof that it can work that way, there are too many unknown factors that it seems not even the gods have answers for, so it should all trail back to the fact that this is STILL not a risk worth taking and Ludinus should not be having his way.
I guess part of this feeling comes down to the fact that this was not what I was hoping to get out of the episode; I'm always open to being surprised (because I often am) but it has to be in a good way, this was not a good way. But we'll have to see where it goes, this is a proposal of two gods against a majority yet to say their piece and could still be heard out, I still trust Matt's vision and Abu DM's like smooth butter, but the god debate admittedly continues to wear on me - we were already in a state where we were open to talk but now they're conspiring against one another too? Can we not just focus on Plan A: Unite to Stop Ludinus from releasing Predathos? Evoroa literally said Ludinus' plan is to divide why are we sowing more division? Couldn't just kill Zathuda and take his dragon for Fearne...this should've been Bell's Hells' big win to make up for Otohan but now for me at least it feels a little sour.
#critical role#cr spoilers#c3 spoilers#c3e107#bells hells#corellon the arch heart#ludinus da'leth#predathos#fearne calloway#imogen temult#man when the stormlord sees that ring they're gonna go 'dude I called dibs on the lightning girl!'#it's good stats at least minus the last ditch 'meteor or death'#is that Imogen's relic now? Because I was still hoping for like a weather staff (I called it the Weathervein) for her - can she double dip?#but why save Zathuda? If you have questions there's the Speak with the Dead bracelet#Fearne at least may've won over the Unseelie by noting Ludinus' fey absorbing to one of their emissaries#and Ashton got to slushify Simul-Ludinus and pulled out most of the group from the collapsing temple#Braius this is like 3 gods you're trying to bid for you#but yeah Corellon I'm kinda disappointed in you because how dare you ask them to sacrifice Fearne or Imogen!#you wanna act righteous put yourself in the line of fire - don't risk Calamity 2.0 and plot to turn tail and run#Matron please tell me you're not the other god - help push the 'stop predathos first then we'll negotiate the after as equals' idea#can't rule out that this is actually Azzy M too
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why i stopped listening to subliminals, and started persisting.
me and subliminals have had a very push and pull relationship over the years. in short, they didn’t work for me. but this had nothing to do with the subliminals themselves, and everything to do with my self concept.
how subliminals work in the first place is basically just trying to rework your reality from the inside out; the affirmations shift your thought patterns from ones of lack, to ones of abundance.
for me, the only problem was the very act of listening to the subliminal. because when you’re looking for a sub, you’re looking to gain something. which, implies lack. if you had brown eyes, but desired green eyes, you listen to subs for green eyes. because you don’t have them.
but with the law of assumption, there is no other step. you just have.
and now that i’ve stopped putting power into an outside source, and started being stubborn in persisting, i’ve gotten more results than ever before.
things i’ve manifested in the past few weeks have been,
over 150 dollars worth of clothes. ( online + irl shopping )
ordering my 100+ dollar amazon cart.
the hello kitty skincare set.
makeup.
getting a’s on my english nd algebra exams. ( plus making a-b honor roll )
general wealth and abundance.
feeling the most comfortable and assured as i have in a while.
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#nothing against sub users/makers! this is all just my perspective and the way i manifest#subliminals were actually a big help to me in the beginning of my journey when i was first trying to improve my self concept#some sub makers i recommend are slade / i want it i got it / m!ss b!mbeaux#also im happy to post proof of results c:#dividers by dollywons#dream girl#loassblog#loassumption#law of assumption#loa success#loa tumblr#subliminals#subliminal user
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guys :') i wrote 20k words for streamer fic !!!! haven't ever done that before :) and it also just hit 900 kudos !!! literally insane ty to everyone thats read it!!!
#these things dont happen to girls like me#or whatever harry styles said at the grammys#<3333 feeling very eeee#hoping for chapter 6 this weekend perhaps ! trying my best#fic: help me hold onto you#m talks
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i started a post about morty but i use she/her on morty instinctively because i have fully transgenderfied her in my brain and i realized... nobody else does this. sigh.
*broods in a corner*
#idk how happy and accepting the r&m fandom is when it comes to identity headcanons that fundamentally change a character like that#i have a lot of “proof” that is 100% just confirmation bias but making her a girl makes me happy and isnt hurting anyone so... ¯\_(ツ)_/#idk whether to maintag my trans morty talk help#rick and morty#<- might take out if i start being challenged lol#talkies
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Never posted this here and I figured it’d be a good place to show this off since I’m proud of it. An annual tradition I’m doing is near the start of the year I am going to do a vision board for my gender, basically for characters that give me gender envy or resonant with me gender wise, either because of their looks or vibe. This years has cool looking men, gender ambiguous characters, lesbians and Kaori LOL. Let me know if you’d like to see last year’s one!
Characters: Ali-san (Mairimashita! Iruma-kun), Kaori (City Hunter), Opera (Iruma-kun, mafia AU), Juri (Revolutionary Girl Utena), Shirō (Kill la Kill), Rei (Buddy Daddies), Iruma/Irumi (Iruma-kun), Homura (Madoka Magica)
#this is also a great way for y’all to see my anime tastes LOL#this ended up being oops all Iruma quickly#I can’t help that Nishi makes gender characters ya know#when I saw Ali in the anime I knew that was my gender#idk what it says about me that I have two lesbians in here as a transmasc but they both have a gender vibe#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#m!ik#mairimashita iruma kun mafia au#puella magi madoka magica#city hunter#revolutionary girl utena#utena#kill la kill#buddy daddies#suzuki iruma#irumi chan#homura akemi#kaori makimura#rei suwa#alikred#shirō lori#juri arisugawa
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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Guess who just finished dragon age origins and is balling their eyes out 🥲
#digital art#dragon age#dragon age origins#da: origins#alistair theirin#dragon age alistair#king alistair#alistair x cousland#Alistair x M!cousland#dao alistair#I love Alistair so much#he’s bby girl fr#Alistair my beloved#down bad#help me the hyper fixation has taken over#im hyperfixating again#we hyperfixating#dragon age fandom#dragon age fanart#da fanart#cassiel’s art
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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hhhrhrhghgg 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚
#its over for me its over its so over#★ arin rambles#GIRL. MY NECK HIRTS#HELP ME#JUMPIGN AND CREAMDIRNFG#SCREAMING*#i OD WNAT TO AAAHHH AAAHHHH AAAAHHH MY HEART HURYS HES SO COOL#HES SO AWEOSME . HES SO AWEOSM E OMG.#HES SO COOL . GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS LOOKKKKJHHA T MY WIFEEEE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAASSSEEEEE#HES SO PRETTY. HE WAS SO AWESOME#MINE. *grabs and shakes*#MY TOUYh 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁#MY#HHHHHHEELPPPOMEEEEEEEEWEDFQGCGWJCHJQKDKRIYFHWJXNHEH+KANXHFJWM ;2:@JUBA;M#i cANT DO THIS ANYMORE I CANT I CANT PLEASE AND I THOUGHT I CPULD SURVIVE TILL WEDNESDAY. WRONG#IF I DONT GET HIM ON MY DOORSTEP IN THE NEXT TEN SECONDS SOMEONE WILL DISAPPEAR .#ineed him I NEED HIM I HAVE TO GET HIM guys gusy GUSYZ GUSYWUSGAHXGAJDMNEHDM#HEHHEHEHHAHAHAAHA HEHEHEHEHEHE#HHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEEHEH#ohohohaoahaoshai AVENTURONE. AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE#JUMPIFNG UP AND DOWN IM YELLING I WANNA SCREAM SO LOUD BUT ITS 12AM#^__^ackehhcba#AAHAHAKAJAHAJAHAHAHA AHHAHAHAAH AAAHAHAHA#im never letting him go#Nevr.
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I got an ipaddd and it’s all so weird… trying to get a hang of it which is harder than I thought it would be!!
#thank god the girls (fictional family) r there to help me#hazbin hotel#my art#I don’t think I tag like half of the things I make with ‘ my art’ I should go through my things maybe#m just stupid#i got it for my masters program that I’m going to be starting in september 😵💫#not used to apple products at all
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Let's say chocolate is a metaphor for traditional relationships that happen to appear good but are too sickly sweet for Sanji to handle and after WCI he ends up not liking chocolate. At least for a while. He needs to move on from what happened first. But he wants to force himself to like it because he should like chocolate. It is one of the most basic ingredients when making sweets and it is also everywhere.
So what if it makes him want to throw up? What if his stomach betrays him when cooking? What if he needs to stop every two seconds to breathe because his lungs don't work properly when he smells chocolate? He will keep trying and trying to make it work. Everybody loves chocolate, after all, he should too.
But then, one day, Usopp sees everything he has around the kitchen. Like. That's an awful lot of sweets and a disgusting amount of chocolate and he doesn't seem like he has slept in a week. So of course he is concerned. "Why- What's all of this about, Sanji?" He tries to hide his nervousness with a laugh.
Sanji grips the counter tighter. So much his knuckles turn white. "I- I don't know. I guess I was just. In the mood for chocolate." But he doesn't sound sure at all. In fact, he looks like he's about to cry.
"Well." He looks around the room without wanting to touch anything but approaching Sanji a bit to check on him. "Luffy can have all of my portions because I kind of... Not like chocolate?"
"You don't- You don't like chocolate?"
"No? Too sweet. I actually pretty much hate it? The smell already makes me ill."
"Me too."
"You what?"
"I think I don't- I don't think I like chocolate anymore. Is that- I don't know if I ever did. Is that alright?"
"Why wouldn't it be alright, Sanji? It's just chocolate. Nobody can force you to eat it. Or cook it if you really don't want to."
And Sanji realizes that maybe... Maybe it is alright for him to not want chocolate, and a wave of relief takes over him for a solid second.
#sometimes i think about sanji and his internalized homophobia#he's a bit too much like me it's scary-- anyway#i don't like chocolate that much either like. talking literally here#so maybe sanji looks a little gayer and less bi in this post but have you considered that i needed to make it like this bc i'm projecting#i have no idea where i wanted to go with this. chocolate in theory are like. just the concept of traditional m/f relationships#but it ended up looking more like girls in general and look. look. maybe. maybe it's okay for sanji to be a little gay in this one#usopp has absolutely no idea what's going on but he just knows sanji is very very fucked up and needs help rn#also something something usopp doesn't like chocolate and sanji forces himself to like it until he realizes he doesn't have to#idk i don't think he hates chocolate in this one maybe he just needs a little more time to like. eat chocolate#what the fuck am i saying this doesn't make any sense i just woke up i am so sorry#black leg sanji#usopp#sanuso#one piece#whole cake island
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save me shadow play gays podcast ....
#decided to start listening to it again and not to be parasocial or whatever but it feels like hanging out with old friends again#it's only been like a year maybe since the first time but i feel very nostalgic over it. and it may genuinely help me through some stuff#(as walking aimlessly around town during october evenings listening to podcasts has been known to do for me)#i love you gay people in my phone passionately discussing revolutionary girl utena#m
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just remembered how megfitz made tim think about how bernard is so much better than all the other relationships he'd "settled for" and was once again briefly consumed by rage. meghan you apologize to zoanne wilkins right the fuck now
#rimi talks#like also apologize to ari and steph and all but. i specifically am a zoanne wilkins stan blog until i die. so#i can't lie. this line alone made me dislike tim/ber significantly more than i did before reading it#and the rest of tdr did Not help with that.#protip: if you have to put down women in order to prop up your m/m ship i WILL hate that m/m ship out of spite immediately#especially when you do nothing to sell me on the ship other than going HEY THEYRE PERFECT BTW. THEYRE SO PERFECT TOGETHER. like... ok#can you tell me why they even like each other tho. (she cannot bc she doesnt know how to write a mediocre romance forget a compelling one)#god i really just. that comic was a trash fire. lord. the mentions of kon in it made the kill bill sirens go off in my head#anyways. its fine tdr isnt real it cant hurt me. but meghan does still owe my girls an apology lmao
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i haven't been posting or reblogging much about it on here but jsyk outer wilds has completely hijacked my brain for the past few weeks like it's bad bad
#that and 1000xresist#again.#oughhhg i'm ill#there's a specific type of ending that always makes me unreasonably emotional that both of them have#where the ending is/includes some sort of epilogue type thing where it's set in the distant future#and the characters you've grown to love throughout the whole story just aren't there anymore#like it's time for new characters and new stories#but there's a certain legacy that the original cast left behind that's heart-wrenchingly noticeable and it's just so arghhghghg#it's a level of finality and moving on that's so beautifully bittersweet#think adventure time#when i first listened to that remy siu interview where he said the ending was purposefully reminiscent of the last episode of adventure tim#everything just made so much sense#it's that exact same feeling#and it hits especially hard for me if i don't fully understand what's happening in this future world#like when they don't take the time to explain who these characters are in relation to the ogs and such#it's stories that i'll never learn because that's simply not the stories they wanted to tell#goddddd idk man i'm just rambling but that's what tags are for so like#everyone play 1000xresist i'm so serious the play time to emotional impact ratio is actually unreal#also not to be that guy but like. please play outer wilds#i cannot stop thinking about this game it's so fucked up and evil for me to be thinking this hard about something again arghhghg#girl help the dreaded hyperfixation has caught up with me once again#anyways#m
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