#<-really should go to bed early

[yume-fanfare]

here is what actually got me into enstars..................

[starbylers]

I just have to make the point that even legit leaks can a) absolutely be taken out of context. Like imagine pre s4 hearing ‘El plans a date for her and Mike, and Will thirdwheels them’, or ‘Mike finally tells El he loves her’, none of that gives you a comprehensive picture of the actual story and all the nuances within those specific events. For example it’s extremely possible that idk Mike is at some point very protective of El…like duh, he does love her and she literally almost died again at the end of s4 😭 or even something less dramatic and more just sweet. May I remind you Stancy s2 full on kiss and say they love each other and then break up later lmao. I just mean to say there are ways things could come across very pro-Mlvn while being wildly out of context. And b) any leak is coming through numerous filters. The original source, how accurate/detailed what they know is, how they communicate it, how the recipient interprets the information & decides to relay it sometimes based on their own agenda lol. I personally recommend never taking anything at face value even from possibly reliable sources 🫡

[softichill]

I am looking at yoi like this Please take kingdkm hearts seriously while playing please please plrase

[lizasweetling]

This is the fandom where multiple hats shall be worn, and because of the silly tease Vi said back in 2009, this is poly coding. Amazing

[lexiluxray]

DUDE YOUR ART IS SO!!! I just want to gobble it up especially your Sycamore illustrations!!!!!! They’ve brought me so much joy I don’t even have the words for

It makes me so happy to hear you guys like my Sycamores and actually take time to send me messages about it you have no idea 🥺💖 It REALLY fluels the need to do even more - speaking of, I was going to go to bed BUT this kicked me to finish yet another of my 1001 or so random Sycamore sketches I have on my tablet u_u

Since the asks I get are such a boost, I’m thinking : if ever any of you lovely people want to send me little prompts of stuff/characters etc they’d like to see, go ahead ! I may not have time or inspiration for everything - but who knows ?

[cywscross]

You just don't think antis are a problem because they're not in your fandoms. Once they start making posts with thousands of likes accusing you of being a pedophile and threatening to find out where you live and work so they can report your pedophilic tendencies because you ship teenagers (shounen characters), you'll start caring very quickly. Not in favour of that happening to you? Cool, you're a proshipper.

The fuck

[icewindandboringhorror]

Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...

[lilliancdoodles]

.

[threnodians]

having a bad day??? just dissociate and listen to hozier for your entire shift ✨ picking up puppy shit and cleaning and doing laundry ain’t so bad with andrew hozier byrne singing in your ears 🥰

however it is making me wanna make spotify playlists for some of my selfships ahdjajs

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

If I don’t draw I’m going rot away for real

[non-cannon]

Me work-shopping my fanfic idea: What if Nina went though the portal at the end of season two, and instead of season three, grief stricken Sibuna gets messages from her in their dreams asking for their help to return to the land of the living? And they're not sure if it's even her or not. Yes, I am a genius for coming up with this totally original idea that's never been done before, at least in this fandom.

The heartbeats of my abandoned and published WIPs: Trapped in a Dream by artsoccer on fanfiction.net. Summary is, and I quote:

"On the way over to England the plane Nina and Eddie are riding on explodes. No one on board survives. Upon finding out, Sibuna has to struggle through the four stages of grief. Amber, Fabian, and Patricia start getting strange dreams detailing Nina and Eddie. Are these just grief spawned dreams, or something more?"

Me with my fingers in my ears: LALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU!

The heartbeats of my abandoned and published WIPs/My Inner Critic: I wonder who that artsoccer is? I mean, your original tumblr url was artsoccer, and it's still the title of your blog... Such a mystery.

Are you sure this isn't just Trapped in a Dream 2.0? But with eight years improvement in writing skill?

Me who can't drown them out anymore: They have different plots! For one thing, this one is just Nina, and not both Nina and Eddie. For another thing this is less exploration of grief, and more taking a lot of inspiration from the "Song of Dreams"

My Inner Critic: Ah, so this is less original, got it.

Me who's getting fed up at this point: Shut up and let me write the damn thing. It's been years since I wrote anything other than a one-shot. Let me have this.

The asshole inside my head: It's been a year since your last proper one-shot, too. And if you're that determined to write this, why aren't you writing the fanfic instead of this text post?

Me who thought writing this out would be funny: shut up

[brown-little-robin]

sighhhhhh

[tardis--dreams]

Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

[autogeneity]

attempting going to bed at 9pm (or earlier! technically. for falling asleep time) feels so ridiculous. like some sort of joke. and yet. purportedly this is what getting up at 5am would demand. is this really something people do wtf

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Me, yesterday, 5:30 PM: wow I’m honestly doing so great at my adult tasks; I’ve gotten some homework done, I went grocery shopping, my laundry is almost dry. I spent so many spoons and I barely feel tired! Maybe I’m finally fully recovering from burnout!

Me, yesterday, 6:00 PM: oh.

[canisonicscrewyou]

I. Am still absolutely full of untapped energy that hasn't had any sort of good outlet today. And I really don't think I can do anything with it tonight. So I think I'm just going to vibrate in place about it and hope I don't go to bed at 3 AM because I can't shut my fucking brain off.