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[sunsetsandsunshine]

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Last updated: 11/5/2024

Just a lil bio thing to get to know me a bit better if you’re interested 🫶🏾🩷!!!

▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။၊|။• Hey…is this thing on…?

★ I’m Jamaican and African (not specifying which country in Africa tho eheh) 🖤❤️💛💚 ☾ My height is 5'4 and a half 😬👍🏾… ♬ I play the piano, clarinet, flute and drums ✧ My top three favorite YouTubers are CoryxKenshin, Welchy and MyFroggyStuff

★ I have AuDHD (Autism and ADHD) so my apologies if I ramble a ton or not understand something right away 🤫🧏🏾‍♀️

☾ I have trust issues (ESP on this site) so I’m sorry if when we first interact I seem cold or uninterested 😞…

♬ Once we’ve formed a bond and established friendship, with consent it’s 101% okay to tickle tease me or ask for tickles 🫶🏾💕

✧ Some of my character kinnies are Charlie Brown, Rise Leo, Luz Noceda, Miles Morales, Gratuity 'Tip' Tucci, Lloyd Garmadon, D-16, Moana Waialiki, Ice Bear, Mirabel Madrigal, Hinata Shoyo, and Reki Kyan…just to name a few…

★ 💞PHYSICAL💖AFFECTION💓IS💕MY💝LOVE💗LANGUAGE💘

☾ I am a very blunt and honest person— so if something is up I’ll just be upfront about it

♬ Deathly ticklish fucking everywhere but coUGhs we don’t talk about that ✧ Sadly a people pleaser 🌝… ★ 🦉A night owl🦉 and an 🐦‍🔥early bird🐦‍🔥 (don’t ask…) ☾ I do make vent posts from time to time so just ignore those 😫🥀💔⛓️🖤 ♬ I have a HUGE softspot for childhood cartoons 🥹🙏🏾💞💕

✧ I play/compete in 🏐volleyball🏐 and 🏃🏾‍♀️track🏃🏾‍♀️

★ 🎶A🎤PROUD🎵THEATER🎧KIIIIIIDDDDD🎼

☾ My blog is nowhere near organized and probably never will be…

♬ Mr. Grouper’s #1 fan 🤵🏾‍♀️💍🍤

(WILL BE UPDATED WHEN I THINK OF MORE THINGS TO ADD…)

𓆝 𓆟 MY HOMIES AKA MY CLOSE MUTUAL’S 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞

@itzsana-kiddingmenow @shut-up-jo

@ziipzeepzop-eez @little-bat09 @aceofspades-doodles

That’s it!!! Thank you for reading 🫶🏾!!!

[hinamie]

sidelong

[i-eat-deodorant]

trying to learn how to animate. also thinking of redesigning my narinder and lamb so that's why i've been experimenting with different details lately.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

small fantasy au doodle dump <3

[feelbetterlove-books]

Even when you have a hard day just remember, Bucktommy "has anyone ever told you you're a vision in a cone?" will always be there. Tommy Kinard looked at his adorable boyfriend with a silly party hat on and thought Evan, you're beautiful, you're stunning, you're ravishing, you're a sight for sore eyes. I could never get tired of looking at you. I cherish you. There's nowhere I'd rather be than behind this couch at your side. And he was so real for that.

[that-wizard-oki]

The Fanciful Fairy Kei Pack released today!!!! This was a pack idea/theme i pitched at the end of last year, which was incredibly exciting for me!! To celebrate it's release, I wanted to share one of my animations I did for the mount, a cutesy crescent moon with some star friends that follow you along :3 it was the only item I personally got to work on for the pack, all other items/art/anims were done by other artists on our team!

In general been trying to be an advocate for more like... Wizard-y gear, as i feel we've strayed away from that style of gear and i MISS IT :(( I also felt Lolita/kawaii j-fashion in general could really fit into the wizard aesthetic... it also helps that I'm a bit of a fan of the fashion style myself hehe :'D also it was a fun work around so boys can now kind of wear pink thru this pack! And also a dress if they so choose!

Anywho. I know this pack was highly anticipated so I really hope everyone enjoys it as much as I did when i was pitching it!!!! :D

[synthshenanigans]

HAPPY ART BIRTHDAY!!!

ignore how im 2 days late this took 35+ hours i speedran as fast as i could

[nkgrimmie]

self-reflection (literally)

i did it. yippee

(click/tap for better quality)

[slavhew]

terminally annoying to kind of endearing

[spocks-kaathyra]

my gay audacity has once again misled me into believing that I can do smth difficult I've never done before on a tight deadline

[m1lkyw4yw1sh3z]

Regretevator Drawtober (Regretevatober??) Day 31: Happy Halloween!!!

Didn't draw much this month, but it was fun either way!! Try to guess who they're dressed up as lol

[deathianartworks]

'To the master of the eldritch, she's a growing bed of thorns'

[bunnieswithknives]

How would David react to Rowan catching him sewing up his face and trying to stop or help him from doing that?

LOL that actually sorta happens in the Worms animatic! I imagine this happened before they were really good friends, in the 'barely warming up to each other' phase, and yeah, lets just say Rowan was kinda horrified.

I figure what ended up happening David is was so startled by being caught that, before Rowan could even try to talk him down or help him clean up David just kinda freaked out and retreated into his room, refusing to leave or even speak except to desperately tell him not to call an ambulance, which Rowan tentatively agrees to even tho he's freaking the hell out and their house is full of blood now.

Rowan leaves some medical supplies outside of his door then goes to calm down in the hall outside. When he comes back in again the supplies have vanished. After that its literal days/weeks before they see each other again cause David is mortified of what Rowan must think of him and cant bare for Rowan to see him again after that. By the time Rowan manages to catch David out and about the stitches have already healed into his face.

David is terrified that he just scared off the one person in the world who was even trying to make the effort to be his friend but the whole incident makes actually just makes Rowan more determined.

I think this was the beginning of the end actually.

[bandtrees]

mp100 is a very very kind show, i love how compassionate it is and how forgiving it is, but i also love how hard it hammers in that there’s no such thing as a perfect person with endless bounds of patience and forgiveness, and that living your life only to please others isn’t living much at all.

the confession arc is very special to me for this reason, and below the cut is some analysis as to why! obviously, this contains spoilers for all three seasons of mp100.

the confession arc takes mob, this very kind loving sweet person who’s compassionate and has been able to see good in and treat with kindness people like mogami, touchirou, etc, and tells you... hey! this kid actually has (reasonable) building resentment and unresolved issues from being constantly people-pleasing and forgiving and not really acknowledging peoples’ flaws!

and no, it’s not a case of mob having this evil dark side who hates everyone, it’s just a case of mob... being human! expecting him to brush off the way reigen treats him and the way he and teru met and the danger to his life shou and touchirou were, as compassionate and mature as he is about them, isn’t realistic! because no human person is just a walking well of love and forgiveness, and for as mature as mob is, he’s still only a kid!

mob, as ???%, is very violent towards teru and reigen, and i choose to interpret this as how intensely he’s repressed his unresolved resentment for them that he swallowed down in favor of forgiveness and being the bigger person - the wider theme of mp100. we never really see mob express any discomfort around teru for nearly killing him, or around reigen for lying to him and generally treating him like trash sometimes, or around shou for burning his house down... and while i can’t express enough how important the messages of compassion and forgiveness are in this story, i think it’s also equally important to see, in ???%’s rampage, it’s not some evil side of mob or some shadowy separate personality in his body who’s deciding to hurt teru and reigen, it’s mob himself, because he never unpacked his conflicting emotions towards them, and now, when he can’t control himself, they’re running wild.

and this isn’t me saying teru and reigen are horrible people who never earned mob’s forgiveness. of course not! they’re very important people to him, he cares for them a great deal, they help to bring mob down from his violent episode... but as we hear in the mogami arc...

mob, kind as he is, isn’t some all-forgiving, forever-loving kid, and the same goes for his relationships with others. he cares about teru as a friend, he has resentment towards him for what he did that he never unpacked until now - these things coexist!

and there’s the ultimate catharsis when reigen tells the truth about himself, revealing to mob that he’s a complete liar who’s been using and exploiting him from the beginning. he lied to him from the day they met, and those lies ultimately led to the disaster in seasoning city that we’re seeing now. it was mob’s honest belief that reigen was a strong, powerful adult who had everything figured out -

- that led to him being unable to accept the contradictions within himself, and so reigen laying those bare, the fact that he’s a liar and an exploiter, that he too, this person mob has admired and learned from for the whole series, has a part of himself he hates for how it thinks of other people, is what’s able to let mob finally accept himself. 

reigen being a liar doesn’t make him an evil monster who deserves nothing but mob’s resentment - and in turn, mob destroying the city and trying to kill his friends doesn’t make him a violent, hateful murderer. it makes him and mob flawed humans, whose relationship couldn’t ever have healthily continued if those things weren’t unpacked - if reigen never honestly confessed about who he was, if mob kept forgiving reigen without looking inward to ask how he felt. at best, it would have been shallow and dishonest for them both until the end, and at worst... well, mob wouldn’t have been able to repress his emotions, dangerous as they are the more he hides them, forever...

this is why the scene of mob breaking down and crying is so important to me. finally, he feels safe expressing ugly, crude, selfish emotions. until now, when we see mob cry, it’s either tasteful tears running down his face, not changing much of his actual expression, or the complete opposite direction in exploding and bawling his eyes out with 100% sadness and 100% rejection - either mob’s emotions are pretty and subdued, or soul-crushing explosions he has no control over.

(sidenote: 100% rejection is one of the coolest explosions in the series to me and i wish it was talked about more!)

now, though, with the reassurance that he can cry, full-on cry, and it won’t hurt anyone, that he isn’t some selfish evil for being a middle school boy devastated he got rejected by his crush, that he’s allowed to feel broken up and miserable and have it not be an explosion that destroys the city... he cries! he feels all those negative emotions he’d held back, and because he feels safe expressing them, they’re not dangerous at all, they’re just... again, a middle school boy crying because he got rejected by his crush.

mob’s emotions, on their own, aren’t dangerous. it’s his refusal to express them, and the violent outbursts that leads to, that is.

something i love so much about mob psycho 100′s ending is that it’s not an ending at all. it’s just the beginning - finally, after three seasons, mob can actually feel and safely express his emotions. he can be on even footing with teru, reigen, all of them. he can start balanced, open, communicative relationships with those around him, showing that the compassion mp100 preaches goes far deeper than simply forgiving those who hurt you, or giving people chances.

mob’s kindness is so, so, so important to me, and where season 2 was about extending kindness to others, culminating in mob sitting down with touchirou after deciding that letting him die alone would only have been needlessly cruel and reinforcing the man’s worldview that he needed nobody, and that extending kindness towards him was what he needed to properly change - season 3, culminating in mob confronting the parts of himself that may have wanted to leave touchirou behind, is about extending kindness to yourself.

[elizakai]

chat i’m thinking about getting back into writing and maybe posting some fics _^_

i have a lot of stories and concepts in mind, i’m rusty af but it’ll be fun and i’d like to bring them to fruition💫

any suggestions or ideas i’ll take into consideration, maybe i’ll even write some one shots to get a move on if anyone wants 💀

also i wanted to see if anyone had preference on whether i post on ao3 or here as well??? anyone who would want some reading material that is (3

(cough cough has yet to ao3 post)

[mamawasatesttube]

hi i hope you're feeling better!

*hands you a pocket sized bart allen*

wahhh thank you!!! im unfortunately still dying today but i think its slightly better than yesterday so hopefully i won't be dying tomorrow. i am squeezing tiny bart like a rubber chicken to cope