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Last updated: 8/27/2024
Just a lil bio thing to get to know me a bit better if you’re interested 🫶🏾🩷!!!
▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။၊|။• Hey…is this thing on…?
★ I’m Jamaican and African (not specifying which country in Africa tho eheh) 🖤❤️💛💚 ☾ My height is 5'4 and a half 😬👍🏾… ♬ I play the piano, clarinet, flute and drums ✧ My top three favorite YouTubers are CoryxKenshin, Welchy and MyFroggyStuff
★ I have AuDHD (Autism and ADHD) so my apologies if I ramble a ton or not understand something right away 🤫🧏🏾♀️
☾ I have trust issues (ESP on this site) so I’m sorry if when we first interact I seem cold or uninterested 😞…
♬ Once we’ve formed a bond and established friendship, with consent it’s 101% okay to tickle tease me or ask for tickles 🫶🏾💕
✧ Some of my character kinnies are Charlie Brown, Rise Leo, Luz Noceda, Miles Morales, Gratuity 'Tip' Tucci, Lloyd Garmadon, Moana Waialiki, Ice Bear, Mirabel Madrigal, Hinata Shoyo, and Reki Kyan…just to name a few…
★ 💞PHYSICAL💖AFFECTION💓IS💕MY💝LOVE💗LANGUAGE💘
☾ I am a very blunt and honest person— so if something is up I’ll just be upfront about it
♬ Deathly ticklish fucking everywhere but coUGhs we don’t talk about that ✧ Sadly a people pleaser 🌝… ★ 🦉A night owl🦉 and an 🐦🔥early bird🐦🔥 (don’t ask…) ☾ I do make vent posts from time to time so just ignore those 😫🥀💔⛓️🖤 ♬ I have a HUGE softspot for childhood cartoons 🥹����🏾💞💕
✧ I play/compete in 🏐volleyball🏐 and 🏃🏾♀️track🏃🏾♀️
★ 🎶A🎤PROUD🎵THEATER🎧KIIIIIIDDDDD🎼
☾ My blog is nowhere near organized and probably never will be…
♬ Mr. Grouper’s #1 fan 🤵🏾♀️💍🍤
(WILL BE UPDATED WHEN I THINK OF MORE THINGS TO ADD…)
𓆝 𓆟 MY HOMIES AKA MY CLOSE MUTUAL’S 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞
@itzsana-kiddingmenow @shut-up-jo
@ziipzeepzop-eez @little-bat09 @aceofspades-doodles
That’s it!!! Thank you for reading 🫶🏾!!!
#That was a Sid the Science Kid reference if you didn’t pick up on it 🤪🫶🏾#Emery’s rambles#About me!#Mootie patooties ♡#Emery ♡#I HOPE I DON’T OFFEND ANY OF MY OTHER MUTUAL’S WITH THE “CLOSE MUTUALS” THING THOUGH…#It’s nothing personal I swear I’ve just known these people for like almost 2 years now or we talk legit everyday or they’ve been with me th#<- ough hard times!#💓💕💝💗💖💞🩷#Will def add on to that YAY!!!#WILL be updated I swear this looks so freaking boring HEEELLPPP#I am always open to making new friends so feel free to come say hi :3
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trying to learn how to animate. also thinking of redesigning my narinder and lamb so that's why i've been experimenting with different details lately.
#this my 3rd? time animating something and you can tell i'm doing it wrong lol#ough it's so hard how do people do it#i need to watch more videos#and practice#lots and lots of practice#i wanna do amvs someday#my shit
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small fantasy au doodle dump <3
#it possessed me tonight. its 4 am. i wanted to sleep at 12#hngggg i wanna add Tag Commentary but im so braindead rn#so... use thine imaginations... interpret the scribbles...#no wait i have One commentary#i like to imagine that sally has like a. an Aversion to wormie in a sense...#so naturally barn would use that for entertainment...#sally wormie arc real.....#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#no wait unnecessary unrelated commentary#the wind has been Wild. two trees fell in the back last night...#ough and i had to drive through Hard Snow for the first time earlier??? damn. scary#nearly fucking died by coming This close to hitting a herd of crossing deer. in the evening snow....#god but that burrito was Worth it. it was so worth it.#yes i WILL endanger myself for a scooby snack-
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Even when you have a hard day just remember, Bucktommy "has anyone ever told you you're a vision in a cone?" will always be there. Tommy Kinard looked at his adorable boyfriend with a silly party hat on and thought Evan, you're beautiful, you're stunning, you're ravishing, you're a sight for sore eyes. I could never get tired of looking at you. I cherish you. There's nowhere I'd rather be than behind this couch at your side. And he was so real for that.
#needed to remind myself of this and infuse some joy into this wretched anniversary#at least it's almost over and tomorrow will be easier but man ever since 2018 my bday has inspired nothing so much as the belief that#Michael from The Good Place was right when he said birth is a curse and existence is prison like I'm always so depressed on this day#it's hard to look on the bright side when all I can think of is losing my boy 🥹 family tries to make me celebrate but I just want to mourn#what's that quote about grief being love persevering. I love you so much little mister I still think of you every day#it's just hard on this particular day because I still remember it all so clearly and it haunts me#a sweet Bucktommy crumb can be a nice distraction for a time though. Just like Unknown(nth) was when Hozier dropped it out of nowhere in '22#my kitty was called Oliver too not after OS but it is a nice connection that his work can cheer me a bit#ough. idk if anyone will see these tags but just in case I'll tag#pet death#animal death#to hopefully filter it out for anyone sorry to be all sad on my Bucktommy post I couldn't help it thinking of my boy all day needed to vent#and oh this needs actual tags#Bucktommy#911 spoilers#I hope I did those warning tags right idk if I should say “cw” or “tw” with them
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The Fanciful Fairy Kei Pack released today!!!! This was a pack idea/theme i pitched at the end of last year, which was incredibly exciting for me!! To celebrate it's release, I wanted to share one of my animations I did for the mount, a cutesy crescent moon with some star friends that follow you along :3 it was the only item I personally got to work on for the pack, all other items/art/anims were done by other artists on our team!
In general been trying to be an advocate for more like... Wizard-y gear, as i feel we've strayed away from that style of gear and i MISS IT :(( I also felt Lolita/kawaii j-fashion in general could really fit into the wizard aesthetic... it also helps that I'm a bit of a fan of the fashion style myself hehe :'D also it was a fun work around so boys can now kind of wear pink thru this pack! And also a dress if they so choose!
Anywho. I know this pack was highly anticipated so I really hope everyone enjoys it as much as I did when i was pitching it!!!! :D
#wizard101#oki says a thing#oki's anims#< might as well start that tag lol#ALSO before anyone asks.... the robe colors & binary genders are pretty hard coded into the game. we know. we are also frustrated by it.#literally everyone at KI would love to let boys wear pink/etc. we literally just cannot do it as of right now. old game old tech :((#BUT this pack was a really fun alternative to letting boys wear pink and also dresses! and 'female' players can wear the more 'masculine'#robes in the pack too! :D#OUGH okay anyway. i didn't sleep last night so. honk shnoo time for me
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HAPPY ART BIRTHDAY!!!
ignore how im 2 days late this took 35+ hours i speedran as fast as i could
#is the silly lil dance#but like in three poses#cos animation is hard#it was a year ago today [well a few days ago but shush] when everyone chanted “go white boy go” at their screens#and also post it#which was silly#might skip the art i had planned for Nerd... cos its already grew on me day & i gotta make that AND not perfect#and fine im fine#and the other stuff ibwas working on prior#ough#to much ideas not enough time nor abilities. head in hands#chonny jash#cj tmph#-atlas art-#chonny jash power hour project#idk tags
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self-reflection (literally)
i did it. yippee
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#ough#is done.....#also i gave him a little purple lion nose cause those things are really cute :3 absolutely adorable#also i had a hard time with the headset. so then i just gave up#stick!alan#stick alan#stuck headset au#ava#animator vs animation#alan becker#grimm art
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terminally annoying to kind of endearing
#brba#brbad#breaking bad#bcs#better call saul#nacho varga#ignacio varga#jesse pinkman#aaron paul#michael mando#nachojesse#admin draws#fanart#ough ough ough the brainrot is back and this time im actulaly drawing. dies#LISTEN. LISTEN. ROMANTIC PLATONIC IDC THIS DYNAMIC WOULD FUCK SM#holding myself back by the ear to not put too many shadows down this is a DOODLE#im unwell about thm ive inflicted the brainworms on myself once again. ueeueue#too many thoughts. it is 1 am and i have class at 8. goot bye but I WILL BE BACK I HAVE MORE BUT NOT NOUGH TO POST JUST YET#also dont look too hard at anything. brain spared one dose of dopamine and i went sicko mode.#edit fixed a few thigns. rip this got 2 rbs in the meanwhile though ;u;#thats what i get for posting things sleep deprived at 2 am#anyways since im here i forgot to add. color symbolism go brrr. have a nice day everytbody
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my gay audacity has once again misled me into believing that I can do smth difficult I've never done before on a tight deadline
#sculpting is so scary and hard there's so much Uncertainty and Choices ough.... and then I have to cast this???? the con is in 5 days#guy who's sooooo good at time management (sarcasm)#narcissus's echoes#narcissus plays dress up
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'To the master of the eldritch, she's a growing bed of thorns'
#artists on tumblr#art#artwork#digital artist#deathianartworks#deathians ocs#eva#hallowsend#shes everything to me#lyrics from 'godhunter' by Aviators#really good song#fits her so well#people should ask about my story (please please please please)#the flowers are anemones if anyones curious#they typically represent protection against evil and/or the loss of a loved one#accidental flower meaning shit is so fun#i just chose them because in my sleep addled brain when i saw them at 2am while planning this they looked kinda like eyes#also this is my first time digitally painting without a reference and ough i love how it came out#painting faces is so hard but so rewarding istg
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How would David react to Rowan catching him sewing up his face and trying to stop or help him from doing that?
LOL that actually sorta happens in the Worms animatic! I imagine this happened before they were really good friends, in the 'barely warming up to each other' phase, and yeah, lets just say Rowan was kinda horrified.
I figure what ended up happening David is was so startled by being caught that, before Rowan could even try to talk him down or help him clean up David just kinda freaked out and retreated into his room, refusing to leave or even speak except to desperately tell him not to call an ambulance, which Rowan tentatively agrees to even tho he's freaking the hell out and their house is full of blood now.
Rowan leaves some medical supplies outside of his door then goes to calm down in the hall outside. When he comes back in again the supplies have vanished. After that its literal days/weeks before they see each other again cause David is mortified of what Rowan must think of him and cant bare for Rowan to see him again after that. By the time Rowan manages to catch David out and about the stitches have already healed into his face.
David is terrified that he just scared off the one person in the world who was even trying to make the effort to be his friend but the whole incident makes actually just makes Rowan more determined.
I think this was the beginning of the end actually.
#OUGH sorry that I keep forgetting to answer things#The problem is I see asks when I dont have time to answer#so I just think about my answer really hard and then accidentally convince myself that I did answer it#SORRY#Anyway I love making up pivotal moments as I go#two of us AU#two of us!david#two of us!rowan
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mp100 is a very very kind show, i love how compassionate it is and how forgiving it is, but i also love how hard it hammers in that there’s no such thing as a perfect person with endless bounds of patience and forgiveness, and that living your life only to please others isn’t living much at all.
the confession arc is very special to me for this reason, and below the cut is some analysis as to why! obviously, this contains spoilers for all three seasons of mp100.
the confession arc takes mob, this very kind loving sweet person who’s compassionate and has been able to see good in and treat with kindness people like mogami, touchirou, etc, and tells you... hey! this kid actually has (reasonable) building resentment and unresolved issues from being constantly people-pleasing and forgiving and not really acknowledging peoples’ flaws!
and no, it’s not a case of mob having this evil dark side who hates everyone, it’s just a case of mob... being human! expecting him to brush off the way reigen treats him and the way he and teru met and the danger to his life shou and touchirou were, as compassionate and mature as he is about them, isn’t realistic! because no human person is just a walking well of love and forgiveness, and for as mature as mob is, he’s still only a kid!
mob, as ???%, is very violent towards teru and reigen, and i choose to interpret this as how intensely he’s repressed his unresolved resentment for them that he swallowed down in favor of forgiveness and being the bigger person - the wider theme of mp100. we never really see mob express any discomfort around teru for nearly killing him, or around reigen for lying to him and generally treating him like trash sometimes, or around shou for burning his house down... and while i can’t express enough how important the messages of compassion and forgiveness are in this story, i think it’s also equally important to see, in ???%’s rampage, it’s not some evil side of mob or some shadowy separate personality in his body who’s deciding to hurt teru and reigen, it’s mob himself, because he never unpacked his conflicting emotions towards them, and now, when he can’t control himself, they’re running wild.
and this isn’t me saying teru and reigen are horrible people who never earned mob’s forgiveness. of course not! they’re very important people to him, he cares for them a great deal, they help to bring mob down from his violent episode... but as we hear in the mogami arc...
mob, kind as he is, isn’t some all-forgiving, forever-loving kid, and the same goes for his relationships with others. he cares about teru as a friend, he has resentment towards him for what he did that he never unpacked until now - these things coexist!
and there’s the ultimate catharsis when reigen tells the truth about himself, revealing to mob that he’s a complete liar who’s been using and exploiting him from the beginning. he lied to him from the day they met, and those lies ultimately led to the disaster in seasoning city that we’re seeing now. it was mob’s honest belief that reigen was a strong, powerful adult who had everything figured out -
- that led to him being unable to accept the contradictions within himself, and so reigen laying those bare, the fact that he’s a liar and an exploiter, that he too, this person mob has admired and learned from for the whole series, has a part of himself he hates for how it thinks of other people, is what’s able to let mob finally accept himself.
reigen being a liar doesn’t make him an evil monster who deserves nothing but mob’s resentment - and in turn, mob destroying the city and trying to kill his friends doesn’t make him a violent, hateful murderer. it makes him and mob flawed humans, whose relationship couldn’t ever have healthily continued if those things weren’t unpacked - if reigen never honestly confessed about who he was, if mob kept forgiving reigen without looking inward to ask how he felt. at best, it would have been shallow and dishonest for them both until the end, and at worst... well, mob wouldn’t have been able to repress his emotions, dangerous as they are the more he hides them, forever...
this is why the scene of mob breaking down and crying is so important to me. finally, he feels safe expressing ugly, crude, selfish emotions. until now, when we see mob cry, it’s either tasteful tears running down his face, not changing much of his actual expression, or the complete opposite direction in exploding and bawling his eyes out with 100% sadness and 100% rejection - either mob’s emotions are pretty and subdued, or soul-crushing explosions he has no control over.
(sidenote: 100% rejection is one of the coolest explosions in the series to me and i wish it was talked about more!)
now, though, with the reassurance that he can cry, full-on cry, and it won’t hurt anyone, that he isn’t some selfish evil for being a middle school boy devastated he got rejected by his crush, that he’s allowed to feel broken up and miserable and have it not be an explosion that destroys the city... he cries! he feels all those negative emotions he’d held back, and because he feels safe expressing them, they’re not dangerous at all, they’re just... again, a middle school boy crying because he got rejected by his crush.
mob’s emotions, on their own, aren’t dangerous. it’s his refusal to express them, and the violent outbursts that leads to, that is.
something i love so much about mob psycho 100′s ending is that it’s not an ending at all. it’s just the beginning - finally, after three seasons, mob can actually feel and safely express his emotions. he can be on even footing with teru, reigen, all of them. he can start balanced, open, communicative relationships with those around him, showing that the compassion mp100 preaches goes far deeper than simply forgiving those who hurt you, or giving people chances.
mob’s kindness is so, so, so important to me, and where season 2 was about extending kindness to others, culminating in mob sitting down with touchirou after deciding that letting him die alone would only have been needlessly cruel and reinforcing the man’s worldview that he needed nobody, and that extending kindness towards him was what he needed to properly change - season 3, culminating in mob confronting the parts of himself that may have wanted to leave touchirou behind, is about extending kindness to yourself.
#babbles#long posts#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 analysis#mp100 meta#mp100 spoilers#shigeo kageyama#mob shigeo#mob mp100#this is sorta rough as i think my first time doing a meta post like this but ough. ough. confession arc. (taking psychic damage)#it hits close to home as the. hyperempathetic autistic who struggles with separating kindness and selfishness its so damn good#mob so important to me. squeezing my plush so hard.
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Regretevator Drawtober (Regretevatober??) Day 31: Happy Halloween!!!
Didn't draw much this month, but it was fun either way!! Try to guess who they're dressed up as lol
#regretevator#regretevator infected#regretevator lampert#hfjone#regretevator kasper#regretevator fanart#regretevator drawtober#fluffyscribblez#//SLOWLY learning how to draw robloxians lol//#//we know realistically that lampert (fastest npc in the game) probably runs like 3 times as fast as infected (lungs full of sickness ough/#//but we imagine that his airy costume would be hard to run in sdfghjk//
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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."
Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"
#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object#wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress#listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose#i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate#can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort#very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot#which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me#i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason#listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times#this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes#like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't#rp audio stuff#Seven.txt#(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)
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house’s head, wilson’s heart - circle
#house md#my edit#amv#amvedit#sorry i’m too lazy to do lyrics#it was so hard finding a song for this#but circle by mitski is just perfect#house’s head#wilson’s heart#house md season 4#my heart hurts#finally did a house edit#it’s about time#gregory house#james wilson#amber volakis#tragic polycule#hilson#ough
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happy psmd anniversary!! at least, if you're going off of the JP release date. here's my cover of the main theme to celebrate :^)
i feel like no one really talks about this song despite it being the first one you hear (not to mention it plays every time you boot up the game). i really like how it mixes in the partner's theme with the traditional PMD motif! it's an upbeat song that i enjoy a lot!
#pmd#psmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#super mystery dungeon#piano cover#didn't have time to draw anything fancy for this one 😔#this is song 1 in the piano suite btw!#this one was so hard to play ough#technically i'm a day late because the 17th passed in japan already...#ste plays piano#ste blog
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