#<- new amv tag i just invented

[fictionandmusic]

thought we were the same - Felix + Oliver, Saltburn

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

Yo since a supposed fan of Hazbin just legit kinda called my crippled ass "insane" for the crime off riffing of their hazbin post in the Hazbin Hotel tags with my own commentary, I was thinking about having a sense of whimsy and (finally) finding like at least an AMV to Daisies by Black Gyph0n .... The only problem is I've kind of grown to despise Gabriel C. Brown and Micheal Kovach and his cult... And despite having absolutely no beef whatsoever with our Pilot Girlies and still loving them to pieces ..... I honestly couldn't even bring myself to so much as try to listen to "Thank You! Goodnight!" or whatever it was because I was just so disappointed in all but one of The Pilot Boys behaviors regarding/after/during the recasting process and I realized it was mostly just a move to smooth the waters and make everything "okay" ... But I just didn't wanna deal with reading any of the inevitable whining in the comments and I just don't fuck with having a parasocial relationship with any of the cast members of this series and of course the one boy in the pilot cast that I did just so happen to not so accidentally catch a lil' teensy bit of a crush on just like probably the majority of y'all can admit to at this point and thus I'm doing everything in my power not to perceive him parasocially outside of my personal relationship to his voice work and to his characters in fanart and on screen ... Just wasn't there, like he wasn't even featured in that "Fair Well Song"!

SO! Ya' see, case and goddamn fucking point of this post before God forbid someone accuses of me of going on a seemingly unrelated "Insane" tangent on fuckin' tumblah' dot com ofs' alls' places...'!

Listening to "Daisies" doesn't seem right to me...

Listening to anything Hazbin related by Black Gyph0n post Hazbin Recast and Canon Series just doesn't seem right to me and just feels like a snub to Amir Talai and riding on him and Bosco's coat tails and it smells like someones unable to move on and I always thought "Insane" was overrated and over hyped anyway and actually hearing Bosco in "Radio Play" was much better and more sincere, if you will... Until Brown came in with his try-hard wannabe 6th Moroon5 Member bullshit and almost ruined the whole thing thing for and--

OOOOOH... my god? Disappointed, not in the least goddamn fucking bit surprised, honestly...

Oh, 4months okay good. Great. Oooh... Now I just have brave the dread of looking up The Better Pilot Voice Actor AND Singers' statements/opinions on this (if any have been given) and brace the agonizing 5 stages of grief of The Crush crushing my heart accordingly... Forgive me for this bit of "dark humor" given the context of this gif everyone, but all that's going through my mind now is:

And you know? Fuck it! It's Halloween and when I think "YOU", of course you all know I'm thinking of...

And yes I picked out the picture with the saxophone specifically because something tells me he'd appreciate.... Being remembered like this... :D

Please don't be about to tell me he's more of a stale old piece of Meatloaf IRL internet I very nearly love him! 🙏💔

... This would make a very cute quirky new MLP meme, actually, if you can't say anything nice or in support of victims because of awkward social obligations as the only true indie professional in this indie youtube game, cut off Gabriel C. Brown but keep your mouth shut! 🤐👀

Oh!

And of course you'd claim the nazi invented version of Autistic with a fuck ass haircut like that, thanks Gabe! You and Neil Gaiman!

And I know Medrano isn't obligated to give an answer to any of this but oh gee! I wonder why our resident neo nazi simp and Big Name Fan/dumb dramaz reporter and overlord incel of hazbin youtube ayylmao.tv just hasn't fandumb reported on this one yet, huh?! Because this one seems like doozy that would actually matter to people!

Oh yeah, the pissed off tone of this post was because I was about to go on a tangent about what the fuck "creating two separate canons through fanon work by retired voice actors" would mean for the fandom because I was elated to find out that Amir Talai was apparently the singing voice of this new song with Gabe as the writer but then upon further inspection I realize IT'S JUST A GODDAMN FUCKING AI COVER OF GABE'S UNNEEDED "FAN SONG" STEALING AMIR'S VOICE!!!!! WHICH JUST PROVES MY MISGIVINGS OF RETIRED TALENT CLINGING TO OLD RENDITIONS OF OLD CHARACTERS THEY'VE LONG SINCE PARTED FROM FOR DEAR LIFE AND SOCIAL RELEVANCE IN THE FANDUMB TO BE VALID!!!!!! AND SO THEN I GOOGLE IF THERE WERE ANY NEW CONTROVERSY AN OLD HAS-BEEN MIGHT'VE WANTED TO DISTRACT US FROM LATELY BY JINGLING SOME BAD NEW ELECTRO SWING IN FRONT OF US AND I FIND-- THAT!

So now I know that it is in fact just a distraction and I will NOT be engaging because the reason this thing exists is so much much worse than AI fodder that didn't need to be made-- It's a manipulative distraction that didn't need to be made from the SA allegations that had to... And much like I'm dreading the things I'll find once I look into this further..... I'm also dreading the inevitability of eventually coming across this Shitty Distraction Song (and it's Shitty AI Cover) going viral in videos and other snippets now (albeit just a little bit less...)

But yes... This shit?

THIS! Is why I also feel the need to always google The Crushes name before I post anything praising his decorum or his voice noises in this fandumb, because maybe one day, the ice will break for both our Elder Bambi's, instead of just the one, and that one King might tumble down into the same fiery bit of failure that the disgraced prince Gabriel Black Gryph0n is in right now, and then all we'll be left with is Our One True King of Woke Dad Cringe, Amir, who delivered us from the godforsaken "REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSS!!!!!!!" of the cringy hunicast of Hazbin's past, unless of course, in good faith towards our Bisexual Vibe Giving, Intellectual Hottie Hot Hottie Talai now, I don't even wanna say it's a possibility though it's unfortunately crossing my due to the circumstances getting this dark and having me doubt spiraling right now and I want it out! So do forgive me for at least writing my worries down... 💀❤️‍🩹🙏

🎶Writing my worries, writing my cares...🎶

For the record, I'm a 30 year old Queerdo Adult who thinks that every single member of the current Hazbin Hotel Cast is so emotionally mature and just so physically and intellectually attractive and hot to me and I can't find more of a way to more respectively say that it's my right to find these mature adult actors and their beautiful souls that shine through just like? Attractive to me as an adult and like, I'm sorry that expressing a a sense of queer desire towards Real Actors on a semi private/small blog in the fandom tags for a queer cartoon but not just making everything about wanting to fuck cartoon characters and talking about how beautiful I find the real people behind them are instead for once, might read "weird" to you... But just like...

Those people are Goddesses and Gods, now I'm worried about my One Straight White YouTube Man I allowed myself to catch para social feefees for on what felt like a wild exposure therapy trip that at first felt like a weird "rebound crush" that I knew would be a byproduct of said Exposure Therapy if I decided take myself any further with The Experiment and no I will not be elaborating on what that is or what the fuck I'm talking about because, at the time, I was too wrapped in my own complicated feelings and experiencing a whirled wind of emotions and allowing myself to process through what it all meant. And I'm not ready process through all that and explain it now, but one day, sometime after it's done, I hope to.

All I can say for now about said Experiment is it has worked, and is still working for me, and although I am still hurting I know I am healing, and if I wasn't, I wouldn't be acknowledging this much so there's my proof of work right there.

And if news about someone else's sexual misconduct and certain "support" they might be getting and who may or may not be doing it is about to break my heart again, albeit on a much smaller scale, then I know I'll be alright again because I've got all of you and me and we have each other!

(Not the gif that I wanted but you get the point and it might more accurate for the feelings this post invokes/implies...)

Anyway, this post is ending on a much less raging, anxiety filled, fearful note than I intended it to considering the circumstances, so I think that I'm going to go to bed now and process through the findings and feelings brought on by this complicated mess tomorrow. Stay strong and goodnight, fam, just remember that I love all the friends I made being here more than anything and that I'm never leaving, no matter what happens! 💖💋 X.O

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I posted 15,831 times in 2022

That's 15,831 more posts than 2021!

142 posts created (1%)

15,689 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@vaspider

@universejunction

@loftwingsuarus

@quasi-normalcy

@professionalchaoticdumbass

I tagged 483 of my posts in 2022

#goncharov - 55 posts

#unreality - 48 posts

#catra - 42 posts

#my wip - 36 posts

#terıqa - 34 posts

#wip - 34 posts

#she ra - 30 posts

#my oc - 25 posts

#oc - 25 posts

#my wip intro - 23 posts

Longest Tag: 126 characters

#why'd this person think slipping something into another person's drink when they're not looking was a princess bride reference

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

been listening back to some STARSET and thinking about it Die For You would be great for a Catradora AMV

32 notes - Posted May 31, 2022

#4

Mermista definitely reads MerMysteries to Seahawk.

he never guesses the correct culprit but is VERY confident in his ‘deductions’ every time

87 notes - Posted July 2, 2022

#3

you ever have something happen to you in real life and think ‘that’s bad writing’

107 notes - Posted June 5, 2022

#2

recently I realised that no-one in She-Ra has a surname. and I know that this is almost definitely because it’s a reboot of an 80s show for marketing toys which only needed one recognisable name, but thinking about it it also can be explained from a worldbuilding standpoint.

consider that everyone has a unique name, often multisyllabic. this implies that for each person, a new name is invented- usually created from descriptors.

as an extension to this, a lot of the princess-side names are descriptive of who the character is now, which could not have been known at birth (like how there’s an archer called Bow). this means that either nominative determinism is in full force, or (more likely) the people choose their names. on the other hand, some Horde names are descriptors which can apply form birth, like Scorpia and Catra. then you have the names which are just names, like Kyle and Rogelio (Roger). not sure what those are, maybe they’re just random noises which stuck.

basically, She-Ra accidentally created an interesting naming convention system wildly different from our own, which I think is quite cool

126 notes - Posted May 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

my brother and I made a map of etheria!

139 notes - Posted August 17, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[t4tstarvingdog]

babe are you okay? i saw that you didn’t spam reblog the most recent jamv and then writhe and roil and go through the seven agonies on the dash….

[mint1412]

DNAngel 20th Anniversary Celebration!!!!

Here’s the celebration stuff for this year!! Pick and choose what you want, and do whatever you like to celebrate the anniversary of this wonderful manga! Our main goal is rising the fandom from the dead for a year! 

You can write fanfics, poems, an essay about an arc or character relating to a them, draw whatever, make an amv or mmv, color a manga panel, make a GIF...basically, whatever you want!!!! As far as the final countdown you can just list it or whatever since it’s a daily thing. Also don't’ be worried if you forget a day or month, remember this is for fun an the only obligation is your love for the series! I know some people wanna go all the way and if they can’t they just kinda stop but I’d like to ask that even if you just do one thing the whole year that if you like DNAngel you do something for it’s anniversary :)

Also, if you wanna follow the theme, just remember that you can do anything related to the them. So for winter you can do wintery things like “ice” or “cold”, etc. For Valentine’s day and White’s day you can do “love” of any sort, “family” and “gifts” fall under Christmas etc. Basically if you can think of a way to relate it to a theme you’re following the theme :)

Monthly Themes:

January- Winter February-Valentine's Day March- White's Day April-Spring May-Dreams June-Lost July- Summer August-Hope September-Hikari & Niwa October- Halloween November- Meetings December- Christmas

November weekly countdown November 1-4th : Crossover

November 5th - 11th: Headcannons

November 12th-17th: AU (I kinda hope people invent ones we’ve never seen before in this fandom! Let your thoughts run wild here people!)

November 18th-22nd: Ending (what you wish for it or whatnot)

Final Countdown!!!! November 23- Favorite arc November 24 - Favorite character November 25-Manga or Anime? November 26- Favorite fanwork November 27- Favorite artwork November 28- Favorite pairing( No hate or judgement guys please (not that I expect any. tbh this fandom is too small rn for that sort of drama)) November 29 - Describe the moment/episode/chapter/reason you started to love DNAngel :) November 30- Celebrate DNAngel!!!!! Post anything and everything that shows your love for this series!!!!

HAVE FUN GUYS! AND HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY DNANGEL! Wish it could finally get an ending....or maybe it’ll get a new chapter this year? CCS got a whole new sequel series.

And yeah, I know it started in the November Monthy Asuka magazine which means it was first released in October, but since it was the november magazine and the first volume was released in November....I dubbed November as the anniversary month :)

Also tag your stuff as dnanniversary please :) 

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I posted 15,831 times in 2022

That's 15,831 more posts than 2021!

142 posts created (1%)

15,689 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@vaspider

@universejunction

@loftwingsuarus

@quasi-normalcy

@professionalchaoticdumbass

I tagged 483 of my posts in 2022

#goncharov - 55 posts

#unreality - 48 posts

#catra - 42 posts

#my wip - 36 posts

#terıqa - 34 posts

#wip - 34 posts

#she ra - 30 posts

#my oc - 25 posts

#oc - 25 posts

#my wip intro - 23 posts

Longest Tag: 126 characters

#why'd this person think slipping something into another person's drink when they're not looking was a princess bride reference

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

been listening back to some STARSET and thinking about it Die For You would be great for a Catradora AMV

32 notes - Posted May 31, 2022

#4

Mermista definitely reads MerMysteries to Seahawk.

he never guesses the correct culprit but is VERY confident in his ‘deductions’ every time

87 notes - Posted July 2, 2022

#3

you ever have something happen to you in real life and think ‘that’s bad writing’

107 notes - Posted June 5, 2022

#2

recently I realised that no-one in She-Ra has a surname. and I know that this is almost definitely because it’s a reboot of an 80s show for marketing toys which only needed one recognisable name, but thinking about it it also can be explained from a worldbuilding standpoint.

consider that everyone has a unique name, often multisyllabic. this implies that for each person, a new name is invented- usually created from descriptors.

as an extension to this, a lot of the princess-side names are descriptive of who the character is now, which could not have been known at birth (like how there’s an archer called Bow). this means that either nominative determinism is in full force, or (more likely) the people choose their names. on the other hand, some Horde names are descriptors which can apply form birth, like Scorpia and Catra. then you have the names which are just names, like Kyle and Rogelio (Roger). not sure what those are, maybe they’re just random noises which stuck.

basically, She-Ra accidentally created an interesting naming convention system wildly different from our own, which I think is quite cool

126 notes - Posted May 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

my brother and I made a map of etheria!

139 notes - Posted August 17, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →