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MOTHER GOT ME COLD BREW COFFEE THIS IS SUCH A HUGE W FOR THE MYGRAINEVERSE
#( vincent's yapping tag )#<- felt i needed one dedicated#◜ talking ◞#it's the pre-made kind in a jug#but that's okay because it's coffee#and I love all coffee equally#hey by the way.#i love coffee#did i tell you that i love coffee?#because i LOVE coffee#coffee.... mmmh#i am moving soon#and the place i am moving to has coffee shops EVERYWHERE#and i could not be happier with the choice in houses#i'm so excited#i don't have to travel two hours to go somewhere for coffee#( <- currently lives in the middle of BUTTFUCK NOWHERE )#( i'm also moving close to a beach )#( i just wanted to brag a little bit )#actually speaking of movinf#i need to decorate my new room#how should i do that.#hmmm#ill figure it out when im not hashtag BROKE#aaand i'm done talking now thanku
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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane
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★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa
#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard#the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out#i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system#also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding#nobody will care about thiz#nobody botherz with what i make anymore#why should i#itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway#so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok#itz fine#i don't mind#some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping#what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around#im such a failure child#sigh
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cultural perspective being indispensible in media consumption but looking back i find it so funny that for years and years before teaching in japan i thought it was another suspension-of-disbelief surrealist kagepro thing that haruka and takane spent all their time in a homeroom class for just the two of them and now the maximum number of kids we've ever had in my special needs class is 3
#granted i work at a really small school but having separate classes and teachers for 1-4 special needs kids is really standard in japan#i know there are specialized high schools but i think most kids go through public school no matter what#i'm no expert on the subject but i think the approach is interesting#the fact that they're willing to dedicate that much personal attention - separate homeroom classes#and other teachers teaching individualized curriculum for all subjects - is nice#i also feel like i'd be planning really different content for english class with each of my two usual students than i am for the both o the#so that's just part of my job but again. that's just part of my job#yuukei yesterday was already one of the most grounded parts of kagepro#but knowing just how normal mr. tateyama's homeroom class is in cultural context it really is just an ordinary teen love story#i think i might've felt even stronger abt that when i was 16#personal#kagepro
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i have a confession to make: i never actually finished reading IF when i started it back in march 🫣
so what happened was i finished FW at the beginning of march, liked a handful of tiktoks about FW, started reading IF towards the end of march, then started getting every single empyrean-related tiktok on my fyp—including the ones with unmarked spoilers for the ending of IF. so i found out about the ending, got pissed, finished IF part 1 in april and didn’t feel like picking it up again until june, got to the last 100 pages, and then put it down again until literally tonight because i didn’t want to read the ending and didn’t feel ready until now 😭
long story short, if you’re reading a series, don’t go searching for content until you’ve finished the book, or else you’ll ruin it for yourself and you’ll take almost the entire year to finish the damn book.
#i started IF the day after i broke my arm and i used my splint to hold the pages down like i was DEDICATED 😭#then tiktok spoilers happened 😭#honestly it’s no one’s fault but my own here so don’t get it twisted#i literally just picked up IF again tonight and am on page 597#and i needed to finally confess my sin#i have felt like a bit of a fraud writing fanfics without having finished IF so it’s nice to get this off my chest!#LMFAO#i’m not gonna finish it tonight but i HAVE to finish it before new year’s eve#there is literally no alternative
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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what if i badly doodle my weatherman oc (zenith) in the weather app. thus throwing him into his natural habitat (the weather).
#i felt like buying a subscription for radar omega because i needed more data .. on weather .. to report on. i dont regret it yet#too cheap to get the priciest one tho. still im way too dedicated to the weather im like that girl from cloudy with a chance of meatballs#who wanted the real cool radar thingy and i dont blame her#id love to have it too if it was real lmao#weatherposting#todays forecast#<- my story#you can look at the fronts tho ig
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Finally finished sweet tooth s3. Having incredibly mixed feelings
#love the show. love it a lot. about to be a bitch in the tags anyways#it was. so so messy. they needed another season so bad. the alaska trip took up so much of the comics#and that was with the previously established cast#in the show they introduced a million new characters. gave us no time to get to know them before they were thrown head first into the plot#and condensed an arc that was almost half of the comics into the span of like 5 episodes#my boy singh. oh how they massacred by boy#i mean. okay. in the context of the show the arc wasn't horrible for him.#but i think his survival in the comic and his dedication of his life to making up for the mistakes of his past by helping people and hybrids#would've been so much more powerful than his random self sacrifice at the end of the show.#bc honestly it just seems like another impulsive act in his moral flip flop he'd been having for the last few episodes#rather than active choice to be better#and honestly i wanted to see his delusional paranoid religious breakdown from the comics put to screen so bad#it would've been great#i do like that he turned against zhang the second she started trying to talk about rani. that shit slapped#the several fake outs about Jepp's death were so stupid and unnecessary and repetitive#why are you baiting everyone. you're going to piss off the hardcore comic fans waiting for his death and confuse the show fans#either commit to killing him or stop pretending like you're brave enough to do it#why did they flip back so hard into the mystical vaguely eco fascist backstory and outcome of the comic#after spending two seasons trying to build a more scientific and less 'humanity must end' story for two seasons straight#they tried to make it seem less 'humanity must die' again at the end by ending the virus#which i guess might've been the best outcome available considering the source material and the limitations of it's ending#but idk. it felt weird#the writing this season was so much less subtle. it felt like the characters were constantly monologing directly at the camera#nothing could be left unsaid everyone had to say exactly what they meant#and it was all moral lessons the writers were trying to feed directly to the audience#i feel like they wrote themselves into a corner at the end of the last season#and they expected to have at least one more season to write themselves out of it before the ending#and if not. if this was the plan since the beginning. literally what. WHAT.#can not imagine the people who wrote the last two seasons sitting down and writing this#it won't let me add more tags but i have more thoughts. many more. tumblr is silencing me for speaking the truth /j
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#A fe months after my dad died in 2021 a lady at my church invited me to a girl's night at her house#And another and another#And soon I had a group of Catholic friends that were exactly what I needed at that moment in my life#But then a year and a half ago the lady who hosted the girls nights had a baby and now she's running a mother's group at the church#so she doesn't have as much time to dedicate to hosting#And it's become a every few months sort of thing#And then some friends I used to see at church a lot started going to a different church#I also joined the young adult group at my church not long after my dad passed and went to the meetings and made friends there#But then the lady who ran it (who I was friends with as well) moved out of state#And it was sorta in limbo for a good 6 months until one of the guys finally started it again#But that was right around the time I got my new job and started working full time#so I have been to like one of 5 events in the last few months#And I felt rather sad cause a lot of my old friends from the group didn't come#tho I did get to know some new people and it was fun#I just feel like everyone is leaving me again#Just like when I graduated highschool and suddenly all of my friends from my homeschool groups vanished#I also stopped helping at the home school co-op I went to which I've been doing since i graduated because of my job#I just feel so lonely
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Hi tem!! Hope you're doing well :D
I've been keeping up with the making of the hgcz, and waiting very excited for when i have the energy to sit down and read. You guys put so much love and work into it and I can't wait to see it all play out!!
In the middle of moving so things are all wild right now. But been playing lots of minecraft still, and finally took a crack at animation! Looking forward to doing more with it, lots of fun :D
Cookies for you 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪
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TEA ANON MY BELOVEDDD ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU!!!! :DDD❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ absolutely zero pressure but whenever you get around to reading it i would love to hear your thoughts!!! We definitely put our blood sweat and tears into that project and im so so happy to see how well it paid off :]]]
YOOOOO ANIMATION...... omg i would love to see sometime if you want to show me, that sounds like so much fun!!! And your art style is already so lovely, seeing it in motion feels like it would be such a treat 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Thank you for the cookies >:]]] i will be doing terrible awful things with them (fueling my brain so i can write maximum angst for hunger au AKDJAKSJSJ) and im glad to hear youre still playing lots of minecraft!!!
#shouting speaks#asks#i am also playing the mc!!! but im taking a small break from cherrybee hollow and uh. well im actually doing this new server#for religious reasons!!!#which probably sounds crazy 😂😂😂 but i missed wep ronpet this year which is the kemetic new year and i felt real bad abt it#its the first wep ronpet ive missed since i went down the path of kemetic paganism which was like. 11-12 yrs ago thereabouts#so!! i decided i would make a singleplayer dedicated to making structures for the gods :]#maybe a bit silly!! but sometimes the silliest things make for the best offerings#im situated at the edge of a jungle going right into the desert and its a perfect place for me to start building#its nice to do it all in survival too bc then its not like. a one and done yknow??? it needs lots of planning and action#and grinding to go with it#its been honestly really fun :] ive enjoyed it a lot and feel a lot closer to my religion than i have been for a while#OKAY THATS ENOUGH OF ME RAMBLING AJFHSKDJD TEA ANON IT IS SO LOVELY TO SEE U ALWAYS 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️#glad ur doing okay and good luck with the move!!!!#txt
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one thing I will say that I kind of miss about the previous seasons is how the episodes used to feel a bit more self-contained, like their own little movies, which I'm kind of missing a bit in s4. lucy prebble at one point in the succession podcast described it as them having a sitcom-like feel to them, because each episode is built around one specific event; and while that's definitely still there in season 4, the way each episode does truly pick up almost exactly where the previous one left off time-wise, and the way that Logan's death and the children's grief is the red-thread that closely connects the episodes, kind of makes it feel like one long movie rather then 10 separate episodes. which is interesting and makes sense considering the focus of the season is supposed to be the children dealing with logan's death and consequent absence, and it's puts a slight spin on the formula they've used for 3 seasons and I think they've done that really well - so it isn't even a critique on my part, but I personally still really loved and kinda miss the way the episodes each felt more like their own thing, previously, ig
#i think this is one of the reasons the show is sooo rewatchable to me. there's some kind of event for anything#and the way the events happened felt a bit more natural with them being days weeks or even months apart previously#while now it does feel like a not-insignificant amount of time is dedicated to explaining why there are so many Events this season#like sure they've explained why we have norway after the wake and then investor day and the election soon so election party and the#funeral and etc and it all makes sense but i also don't really like the fact that there needs to be explanations for all that#its a bit of a pet peeve ig. like i just dont really want to have shiv explain to matsson#why they're still doing investor day i feel like they could've cut that#minor gripe. but yeah#succession#this also sounds like i'm saying there isnt a red-thread that connects the previous seasons . which is not what im saying obviously#but yeah. im probably over-explaining myself. the episodes used to feel more self-contained which i liked. they feel more connected#now which i also like but i miss how they used to feel as well
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are you ok or do you spend days working on fanwork to distract yourself from reality
#...#but listen#despite what I say in this post and what it looks like from the outside#this time it was a not a distraction#I felt myself losing my mind‚ and working on this project grounded me#I know#it's obviously going to take more than that for me to... be me again#but for now it's the best I can provide myself with#and no one will know how much it meant to me#when I post it later#but I'm leaving this as a note for when I come back to it months or years from now#just so I'll remember#if it ever gets to a point where I resent the time I dedicated to fanwork and these characters#I want myself to remember who was there for me when I really needed. exactly who brought me back when I felt myself gone.
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Trying to yawn with a TMJ flare:
[Id: pic of a scrungy cat. End id.]
#scrungy cat#tmj#love love lahve that my doctor is still forcing me to abstain from all my pain meds and fast in advance for an elective procedure#while i still ACTIVELY have covid and I've already lost 10 lbs in one week from the illness ☺️💅#literally the last two weeks have been a series of calling 4 different doctors and theyre always like:#“you cant come in. you have covid. but wait its actually really dickish of you to try and change appointments after all we did for you.#so dont you DARE reschedule this appointment or else 🔫🔫“#i stg i have never felt so held at gunpoint by a practitioner to both avoid all of my urgent medical needs but also do dedicated ELECTIVES.#fuck OFF?? just let me have a LIFE for 2 seconds you fucking bitch#🐅
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still randomly remembering that one time i attended the creator of Minecraft's annual house party even though i've never even played that video game lmao and after getting to watch Skrillex dj in such an intimate setting (surreal), we all hung out and he had like a harem of cute girls surrounding him on the couch, haha it seemed super platonic though and he was really respectful,,, literally he was so kind to me and everyone,, by far the nicest celeb i've ever met besides elijah wood.
#the infinity pool view was truly epic tho. best i've ever seen like#i've been to my fair share of random LA hills parties whenever i'm in california where the house was fire#but this one took the cake#apparently he beat out beyonce n jay-z in getting the property or somethingn.. as i later learned by someone that evening ?/ hm random fact#also he had like a massively ginormous room *inside* his home dedicated to displaying LIFE SIZE transformers and actual cars i felt so tiny#i wish i could remember that moment better but i think the party drugs i was on kicked in right then lol#the uber ride home later was a mess though bc i was p fucked up by the end and i had to teach some guy about#consent with the girl he was with in the backseat and i got really protective of her. she was so grateful she ended up kissing me instead !#like actuallymaking out with me and i was shocked but okay hell ya why not right?#i think the dude understood and got what i was saying in the end tho so that's dope#fuck i love teaching problematic 3D men how to think with their heart and not their cocks<3#i honestly think i get super off on it. i've done it too many times to count#teachable non-misogyny moments FTW bling~bling! <3#sorry this is so random i just needed somewhere to dump this thought out bc i could never to do it anywhere else in my actual life lmao#anyway hope y'all have been healthy and well <3 how's the anime world doin...?#haikyuu's comin back soon eh? and AOT too? maybe maaaybe i'll be back around then 👋#➕ara~ara gomen !#minecraft#video games
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first half term of year 13 done baby!!
#quite proud of that tbh#this half term I’ve been really dedicated#like I haven’t been counting down the days to the break (didn’t even know today was the last day until Wednesday)#and I went in every single day except for the train strike even tho I was really sick for weeks#and I really revised hard for tmua even tho it didn’t go well like at least I did something#also unrelated but I am considering entering for physics Olympiad#but idk if I’m good enough so perhaps will do a past paper#also need to finish my Cambridge application and possibly write a second personal statement#but I have 3 days for that#so today I can afford to do nothing#and I’m really tired so probably for the best#honestly near suicidal in the morning when I got up at 6.30 and it was pitch black outside#and felt like I slept for like. one hour max..#not having problems w waking up at 3 am randomly thank god#how tf was I functioning in year 12 bc that would literally happen every night
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if I think about katniss and peeta too long my vision starts to look like when you take damage in a cod game
#I’m not exaggerating that it’s one of the most profound and moving depictions of romantic love like it’s masterful idc if it’s a kids book#the hype that love triangles in its hey day were annoying is fair but i actually think it was a really poignant and relevant story telling#device in this case#it’s the enduring kindness with no agenda because of genuine chosen dedication and admiration and understanding#it’s the balancing of identities and and raw acceptance !!!!!!! it’s the protection and cultivation of trust and reliance and THE PATIENCE#UDHEHDHSHDHDHD THE ANTITHETICALS TO HOW GALE PERCEIVES AND ATTEMPTS TO CARE FOR HER AND HIS INABILITY TO RECOGNIZE IT AS DESTRUCTIVE AND NOT#TRULY VULNERABLE#“what I need is the dandelion in the spring.’ frankly HAUNTS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#the impact this line had on my brain development cannot be overstated#it’s just…….the idea of hope carefully and lovingly cultivated out of dedication to the heart of another ……. oh I’m kmsing#and only peeta can give me that …….. BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK#I could go ON about how much of an incredible and multifaceted and quietly fascinating katniss is in so many ways rhat don’t get much talk#but just thinking about like the ways in which peeta saw to the heart of her and showed her a fondness and appreciation and CHOICEEEEE to#defend (figuratively and literally) and love her in whatever ways he could and would not be a burden to her while she was dealing with so#much pain and distrust and disillusionment so that she felt incapable or even didn’t WANT to feel that or fully understand it#and then watching that grow more and more complicated for her until she’s suddenly knowing the true heart of HIM and it’s beginning to#change HER and then all of the sudden the roles are reversed and he is now the one who is so emotionally far away and closed off and#traumatized and her sudden crashing understanding of what he served in her life and to her understanding of love when it’s suddenly gone#and the point where SHEEEEE is now making that same choice to patiently and vulnerably be there and see any dark part and love and protect#despite it and do for him what she didn’t fully realize he had done for her like my god. my god.#DO ANY OF YALL GET THE VISION……..EVERYONE LEFT I STAYED HERE ‼️‼️‼️
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Loving your Spidey 6 AU!
D'AW tysm!! there's still a lot i need to do in terms of plot, worldbuilding, and even just basic character design, but it's something i'm looking forward to working on more over the ... well, however long it takes me to round out, so it makes me happy to hear that you (and other ppl!!) are having fun with it too (/∇\*)
#honestly i wish i could dedicate more time to it rn but ALAS ... uni takes priority </3#also i'm one of those people that likes to work on a million different things at once soooooo#progress isn't always as consistent as i'd like it to be#anon#answered#ALSO SUPER SIDE NOTE can i just say that everybody in this fandom has been super nice so far 🥺#i know the fandom is really small but i've only had positive interactions with ppl over the last couple of months#so idk i just felt the need to acknowledge that <3
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