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I love them
I heavily simplified it idk
#murder drones#murder drones n#murder drones uzi#murder drones fanart#uzi doorman#serial designation n#nuzi#artists on tumblr#redraw#i love themmmmm#i purposefully focused on uzi and n bc im better at characters than backgrounds#also idk what snow is so. yeagh
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Okay so about those headcanons-
I believe ascending to god-hood in Great God Grove is heavily Tied to a persons mental health, whole post is under read-more for the sake of everyone, poorly written ramblings by someone that struggles to write out thoughts below with some doodles (obviously spoilers too!) :
Aka dumb idiots who girl-rot (/silly) and don't handle their internal issues end up ascended in the realms hours to DAYS after the event instead of immediately after like in the case of King. In my headcanon this is because a gods new form is tied to who they are, and if you hate yourself, don't know who you are, or think you're nothing, it'll effect how you turn out, fighting with other aspects of how you see yourself for dominance. The harder the struggle to create a form, the more of a recoup period for said god to actually start being able to do things- think about it like recovering from exertion or from being sick.
This of course can lead to some problems for the said gods with more problems than others, like Inspekta:
He fears being nobody, dying, leaving nothing behind, and being forgotten- and when he ascended he quite literally lost his whole torso and his tail popped off! hands possibly representin' the others that propped him up! Finally waking up after ascending I'd take it he took his form rather poorly and actually needed extra time to recover *emotionally* before anything on top of the time needed to pop into full existence as a god. I believe when the other gods saw his entrance into the realm, it was quite literally him dropping in from a long ways up with a thud for the jacket and his head bouncing away (really silly, like a ball). while being able to put it together for the other gods he ended up really struggling about what he'd become in private.
Another god i believe may have had issues with ascending is not surprisingly, Click Clack. A god i feel in his human life spent making himself palatable and burying editing out how he felt about things and being unnoticed. Also wouldn't be surprising some of the burying editing came in during the time between him and Thespius ascended, his lover was above them now, after all! I actually drew how i envisioned his entrance to the god realm, because i'm biased.
like a sudden ink spill appeared after a while and he crawled out, exhausted.
anyway i've rambled incoherently enough hope u enjoyed my nonsense and the doodles [explodes]
#great god grove#ggg inspekta#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg spoilers#ggg miss mitternacht#wish i was better at writing my thoughts its a bit of a mess#but oh well! c'est la vie#fun fact the drawings of cc appearing in the realm was like the 2nd thing i drew of ggg its been here good second#also calling my ass out on last post “all the non hc doodles except one” NUH UH YOU FORGOT THE CURSED ONES.#those exist too they just suck completely so u forgot they existed lol#but yeagh. anyway#i think about these two specifically w god hood becuase of [gestures] lOOK#miss mitternacht is telling thespius Click clack's gonna be fine in that last image btw for context. she's seen some rough entrances before
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movie night
#This piece is dedicated to the scene in EVERY FUCKING PRE RESCAS FREEHOUN FIC where they watch the thing or something#and then they KISS during the credits <- this part is not in every fic but in my heart 🧡#tbqh idk if I like this or nawt but whatever I'm tired of it sitting in my files. Gordon's cute at least#anyway#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#half life#hl#my art#id in alt text#Barney and Gordon on the worlds smallest shittiest couch in the dark what will happen……. tee..hee….#I feel the need to clarify also they’ve seen the thing like one morbillion times. but they react like it’s the first time everytime#They watched this together back when they first met and Barney was like. ‘ur so fuchs lol’ and Gordon was like ‘yeah well you’re Mac’#and then the scene in the thiokol skidozer happened and they both got really quiet#<- joke for me mostly . But if you know . Yeagh#I want to rewatch the thing so bad now goddamnitttttttt#euuaagghhhhhhhhhhhh
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I got access to the website that makes these types of gifs so here you go
bonus:
#half life#half life 2#hl2#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#isaac kleiner#Gina cross#Colette Green#eyestrain tw#gun tw#just in case#I added the SPAS-12 one cause its a gun Gordon uses and also it's cool so. yeagh#I dunno what to tag this cause. it's not. art#but i'll still tag it as such weh#shmorps art#if I make more i'll reblog the post with them but we'll see#also if you for some reason want to use these you can I don't care GHDJKF
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Call this the "I'm hyper-alert for any fracture in my mental health because a good portion of my extended family is either senile or insane"
#--might delete this in the morning actually#just very high and thinking about my family rn#+ I don't know if this experience is common but I feel kinda weird having it online#yeagh I was intimately aware as a kid that i never really got to meet anyone in my family besides my aunt + grandma b/c they're all like.#dangerous#means i spent most of my childhood naturally assuming that i'd be unhinged by this point#which- in retrospect as an adult- i'd guess that *most* of my family is fine. and that most of the ones i heard about were unique cases#but i still got to like. age 20 before thinking to question that and realize that i'd probably be completely fine#so it was weird to be like. ohhhh i probably won't actually be insane or dead by age 24 so. i should probably plan for the future a little#also to have no frame of reference for how normal your mental state is#neway. i will probably delete this soon#if this is relatable to anyone ��
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Real rough lunch sketches of the siblings.
#kn8#kaiju no. 8#kaiju no 8 spoilers#kaiju no 8 manga spoilers#I FORGOR#SOICHIRO IS ALSO SPOILERS#soshiro hoshina#soichiro hoshina#i should clean these up but like. i have other things to do#and i still!!!! like these so#blease have them#also i like these two lmao#th sibling dynamics real#i draw soichiro surprisingly often but like. yeagh#u wont be seein those either soz#(theyre all part of a larger comic that will probably never see th light of day)#enn queue (for once)
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some doodles for a skyward sword zelink modern au concept ^_^ the details of which are only known to me and 4 other people probably 👍
credit to @linkvcr for their uns + their fits and for going crazy with me over them always hehe
#demonkingsblade666 said: your boyfriend is ugly af (Comment deleted by moderator: SwordThatSealsTheDarkness)#zelda is probably also official.zelda on other platforms. something like that. i think she has a million followers on everything#zelink#skyward sword#loz#link#zelda#princess zelda#loz au#ss link#ss zelda#sorry if this looks a lil messy ive been testing brushes out + deliberately trying to make sure i dont go overkill on anything LOL#at least not for a lil while. i am also doodling stuff thats too spicy to share on here or maybe not till i can do a bigger art dump#so ummm yeagh please bear with me ^_^ love you and everyone ever
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"If you press the button..."
#yeah so i could not get this image out of my head and made it in a frenzy#dont ask how many layers. you dont wanna know.#i mean. theyre probably hanging out in the grass right. they cant get up to meeple and the bg for the stream was my ref sooo#yeagh. silly robot angst bc the key three bots :( /pos what the hell. they're so goofy#osc#object shows#object show community#inanimate insanity#ii#steve cobs#steve cobs ii#ii steve cobs#i still dont know how to tag the robot#j.u.s.t.i.n.#j.u.s.t.i.n#justin chapman#CROSSPOSTED ON MY TWT ALSO !! don't be alarmed if you see it under Zeldonyx on there ^^#key three bots
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played pmd:eos and lets be so for real. no one including myself is surprised at who i formed an attachment to.
#pokemon#pkmn#pmd eos#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers of sky#dusknoir#grovyle#celebi#futuretrioshipping#sal art#big polite dude who is a little evil and also gay. yeah no i was doomed from the start#doesnt help that hes a ghost type which is one of my two fave types#like dont get me wrong#not only is the whole future crew great. the Entire Cast is great#HOWEVER. this guy..........................................yeagh#first one was experimenting with some new brushes btw so the coloring is ? weird
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been doodling the band au I made w/ my friends .... it's got frontman Scary, drummer Link, bassist Margarita, keyboardist/soundboard Taylor, manager Hermie and fanboy/intern Normal LMAOO
It's very fun and silly ^-^ there's also some plot stuff but I won't get into that unless ppl ask lol
#dndads#dndads s2#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift dndads#hermie unworthy#normal oak#margarita pizza#cal draws#band au#ITS SOOO FUN .....#hermie has cryptid status among the fans btw#also yeagh its marloakworthy and swiftli. of course it is . JEBWGWWUAHAHAHA#marloakworthy is for me n silver and swiftli is for cookies 😌 countless has fun with all of us
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In my heart of hearts I think replikas should be able to have a little bit of visible aging. As a treat.
#there’s nothing saying they explicitly can’t#anyway this is my excuse to give Holt gray streaks in her hair#also also hear me out#older star mentors LOOKING OLDER <3333#I figure replikas probably wouldn’t physically age on the same scale/level? that we do#something something synthetic flesh#but yeagh#lynx rambles#holt#signalis
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eh this is a vent blog i can do whatever SO
LONG COVID FUCKING SUCKS BALLS
when i first heard it i was like "huh, that must suck. but it only lasts a few months so its not that bad"
AND THEN A YEAR WENT BY and scientists were like "oh fuck some people still have it. uh. oh no. it can last a while"
but I DIDNT KNOW THAT! I was living my life! And then I got covid for the second time. and it never fucking left. I haven't had my lungs be pain-free for a whole day in FUCKING YEARS
and the worst part? my general family doctor thinks its not a big deal. at least, that's what he ACTS like. he's like "oh i'm sure the constant pain ur in is just long covid. and i can't do anything phsycial that's immediate like medication sooo deal with it :) just exercise more :)."
next visit, 6 months later: "oh it's not gone? weird. it'll be gone in a few months. exercise so you can get stronger and banish it"
next visit, 6 months later: "ur still in pain and tired all the time? uh. exercise more."
next visit, 6 months later: "still?? u need to eat better and exercise more. ok bye."
me, next visit: "ya know what? it's been like 2 years. he's not gonna listen. i wont bother bringing it up"
so i stopped bring it up. i'm tired of him saying "exercise!" while i have repeatedly presented him symptoms that make it hard to do exercise anywhere near consistently. like. what even COULD he do if this turns out to be chronic? i know what he WOULD do. exercise exercise exercise. no other solutions offered, no advice on HOW to exercise with chest pain, just exercise.
#long covid#covid#im so fucking annoyed at him#he also made me feel like (for NEARLY A YEAR) that the reason i was in pain was because i couldnt do more than go for walks#LIKE IT WAS MY FUCKING FAULT IVE HAD AN ILLNESS FOR 2 YEARS#yeagh if u just exercised every day for 2 months straight it would go POOF! gone! :D that's how that works omfg#ik that's not what he meant but i. when someone tells u to do the same thing that u cant do for years ur gonna start thinking its a miracle#-cure
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I may have many issues with Countdown but I can appreciate it for a few things and that includes Jason meeting murder Batman* (Earth-51 Batman)
I mean to start Jason clearly doesn't agree with the guy. He's very not into the whole "let's kill all these guys" attitude and thinks murder batman is crazy (and outright says so) But also. He puts on the suit he's given that this Batman made, he's fights with him. He mourns him. He's upset with the death. After Batman failed him on his own earth he meets one that accepts him
And augh. They haunt me. Aughh I wish I could write I wanna write and get to see a fic about them so so bad
(do Not tell me to just write it anyway please amd thank you. auuaaoighh)
Because like! The way murder batman was SO quick to start seeing Jason as his own dead Jason and start referring to him as such.
The way murder batman never got to know about Jason's Red Hooding but AUGH. Can you just IMAGINE the moral dilemma he'd have with that??! He probably would've killed a crime lord Jason before ever learning his identity, or learning it too late. Aughhhaoujgh
They had to kill off murderbatman he wouldve been too powerful otherwise. For example I think he wouldve Not been willing to let go of this living Jason
Multiverse kidnapping story where after meeting and then leaving, murder bat finds our Jason amd just. Fucking takes him and pretends it's his Jason. Augh that'd be so fun
This page is everything ^
Theyre so so normal about eachother. I'm chewing on them like a dog with its favorite toy btw
#*a batman. who. iirc. after his Jason Todd's death killed the Joker and then like every other villain n criminal the heros face.#Batman likes to say that if he killed. he wouldn't be able to stop. And this is the Batman who doesn't stop)#In my own reading I def saw their short story as trying to show Jason as someone who doesn't want to#and doesn't consider killing every criminal something Lost Days also does.#batman#dc comics#jason todd#earth-51 batman#for references i think its just the main countdown comic (none of the side ones)#and you just need to start at like issue 16-15? and go down. then read 1#(countdown. counts down. so its goes from 52 -> 1. not 1 -> 52)#also yeagh jason was the first red robin. he let tim have the suit. that is in fact the same suit#used briefly while tim was still robin and i suppose fully donned at some point after bftc#i have Thoughts about that too but not right now#ANYWAY. falls unconscious. falls asleepy. honk shoe mimimi. im out now its like nearing 2 in the am#i sure hope this is comprehensible
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No one is more deserving of a rest
#Half Life#Half-Life#HL Aftermath au#Gman#Gordon Freeman#Aftermath Gman#aftermath Gordon#shmorps art#I dunno what possessed me to suddenly drop a full background piece but yeagh#Anyway I wonder how many times Gordon had been watched during his sleep and never even realized it#SMH shoulda locked your door then (he did but it didn't work)#Also I hope it's not too dark if so you can brighten it
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okay, I'm crowdsourcing advice for a minute, so bear with me and please lend some words if you have any:
I want to get out of the house more. Like, on a regular basis. Weekly, maybe. Preferably, I would like to be interacting with people—the same people—every time, for... like... accountability, but also because I am hoping to put myself out there as the 21st century's most neurotic platonic Casanova. Uh. Making a friend or more out of this would be desirable. But I think if I go out with the intention of making a friend, I will be disappointed.
So. I want to go do something, for that something's own sake. I don't want to go be fake once a week hoping to get a friend out of it.
However, the beautiful state of Iowa is a bit cultureless, and I am too introverted and easily overwhelmed for this world (e.g. going to bars is probably not gonna be my thing). So.... I guess.... any suggestions? opinions? thoughts on making friends in general, or finding good activities as an introverted adult, in general?
oh yeah, also: I am poor. that's a factor. so. signing up a class or similar is not a great option right now.
what the heck, I'll add a silly poll for fun:
#Robin processes emotions on main#Robin speaks#I'm mostly talking out loud here. you know how it is#the question itself is too complicated for an easy answer#and everything will change in January when I become unemployed again and start searching for an in-person job anyway#but hey..... (trails off with nothing to say)#to clarify: right now I'm working part time online#and I'm surviving but my mental health is kind of..... tenuous. I'm lonely. I've got no regular in person contact with non-family#also the young-adults group thing sounds uniquely agonizing. I'm restructuring my entire way of faith right now#and so my choices in a young adults group would be.... either fake it or make myself into an embarrassing... like... Thing#impediment to fun and progress or whatever#I don't want to do that. especially if I'm looking to make friends. it'd be like therapy but public and with strangers and frankly#probably very very midwestern-bland-white-evangelical and I don't know if I can take it... I don't know if I can do it#yeagh#OH. ALSO. BY THE WAY. when I say ''a friend or more'' I do NOT mean a friend or romance alsjdflsjdlkdfjsjla#I mean ONE OR MORE friends.
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hi thanks for your system character they)re really cool. bunny? I think his name is that but it could be just one headmate . Idk I just wanted to say I like them and they make me happy smiley face, have a good day
Heehee thank you <3 I also like them
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