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I loved your hcs for the "Diomedes goes to Ithaca au" sm! May I ask more about that? In your au does Telemachus ask Diomedes to teach him how to fight? And what kind of relationship do Penelope and Diomedes have? Are the suitors scared of Diomedes?
Omg I’m so glad to hear you liked it! Yes, I would love to answer more questions about it !!🥹❤️
Does Telemachus ask Diomedes to teach him how to fight?
I would say so! But I think Diomedes won’t end up teaching him much for one of the following reasons (i’m not sure which one yet):
Telemachus is young when Diomedes first meets him, like tween/early teen. It’s the first time Diomedes confronts the thought that maybe, he shouldn’t make a child warrior out of Telemachus. He’s seen child warriors, HE was a child warrior. He personally had no problem with teaching Telemachus, but he hesitates this time because he considers Odysseus. He knows Odysseus didn’t want to go to war, he knows he would’ve done anything to keep Telemachus safe, and if there is anyone that should teach Telemachus to fight, he felt it shouldn’t be him.
Athena tells him not to lol. Not his fate or some bs. This is obv a much easier route, and I could probably get away with Diomedes teaching him some form of self defense. < this is with probably a lot of persuasion though, since Athena likely doesn’t allow Telemachus to get so strong yet in this scenario because it could impact his fate.
And what kind of relationship do Penelope and Diomedes have?
Considering this IS an Odypendio AU, it’s not entirely platonic but romantic isn’t there perfect word either. But I also don’t imagine it to be a friends with benefits type situation. It’s more like partners?? If that makes sense???? Diomedes at the surface level is taking Odysseus’ place. BUT, it is very important that neither Diomedes of Penelope really think of it in this way. Penelope cannot think of Diomedes as her husband while Odysseus is gone, because he’s her husband. And likewise, Diomedes cannot think of Penelope as his wife because that’s Odysseus’ wife. The one all his stories are about, the one that lights up his world, the one he longed to return to.
Both of them are kind of at this like impasse where they have grown to care for each other, and they’ve built some level of codependency that is reminiscent of a relationship. But until they’re sure Odysseus is there and alive, they’ve both acknowledged that nothing is official. They care deeply for each other, but like at the same time they both love Odysseus too much to make it official. I’m sorry if this is a very confusing and borderline incoherent answer 😭
Are the suitors scared of Diomedes?
Terrified. Diomedes is like the strongest soldier in the Achaian/Achaean army that’s alive. Plus, considering how in the Odyssey, Odysseus wiped the floor with the suitors, I imagine Diomedes could do so even easier! And they know this, so they still push Telemachus around (Diomedes has been forbidden from intervening, something about politics and fate), but when Diomedes tells them to get out they will.
Tysm for the ask! It means a lot that people are interested in my silly AUs <3
#the odyssey#diomedes#penelope of ithaca#Penelope#telemachus#again will be tagging#Odysseus#even though he isn’t the focus of this ask he IS important#odypendio#deadbaguettesask#deadbaguettesart#deadbaguettesrambles#< this one is necessary I fear#deadbaguettes au#diomedes goes to ithaca au
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so i started playing persona 4
where are the QoL features
#persona#art tag#ACK I FORGOR TO COLOUR THE BITS BEHIND HAIR nvm#i have no idea how to tag this!!#i fear what original p3 might have been like#i feel like a fake gamer man#like how did you guys do that#i feel like i would have given up if it was the first one i played#i am too stupid!!#im glad i have played through 5 and 3re#i am somewhat used to the flow of the game and the ability names#otherwise i would be STRUGGLING for my LIFE i tell you#like to be fair i dont think it's a huge world#BUT LIKE PLEASE IM LOST IN MY OWN HOUSE#also these protags are basically my OCs at this point#i borrow their canon personalities#and reshape them into something i like more hehehehe#edit: im crying im getting lowkey flamed on tweeter dot com#i just meant it as in joker spent a lot of time in tokyo!! one year changes a man!!#I KNOW inaba is small!! but QoL additions are always good!!#i get the appeal!! that you use your brain!!#you spend enough time to know the place!! but it's called QoL features not NECESSARY features!!#im cryin the boys ate just bantering#you can even read it as yu being like LOL you're a city boy now huh?? hahaha#now i really am fighting for my life and mental
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Marina Dyachenko and Sergey Dyachenko, Vita Nostra (tr. Julia Meitov Hersey) • Mircea Suciu, Camouflage (2) • Agostino Arrivabene, Immutatio • Matthias Claudius, "Der Tod und Das Mädchen" • Henry Fuseli, The Nightmare • Dragan Bibin, Pull (edited) • Maria Kreyn, Angel's Back • Franz Wimmer, Death and the Maiden • Mel Chin, Bat and Dove • Ana Sanchez, Death and the Maiden
#vita nostra#death and the maiden#the gothic imagination#some dread chord#compilations#web weaving#marina dyachenko#sergey dyachenko#henry fuseli#dragan bibin#franz wimmer#myedit#lit tag#litedit#bookedit#quotes one compiles while listening to the lexa lexie edit of house of metal 🎶#VN's themes of fear and metamorphosis got me thinking#beyond the fourth wall breaking+gnosticism aspects‚ it's ultimately a coming of age story right (or coming of Self if we're being literal)#and i would argue the figure of death / metamorphosis (oftentimes one and the same) is a key element in such a narrative#we see the terror turn into begrudging acceptance of the metamorphosis#and sasha does accept it‚ to a degree. to the degree that kostya remarks on how alike she and farit have become#but the story does not end at her acceptance. it ends with her reaching beyond it (esp with the final lines of the book):#“The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it. [...] Do not be afraid.”#the idea that 'yes you are the final law of this world but not of them all. i can create another one'#also some of the other elements to consider wrt the figure of death concept:#the coins necessary for admittance to the university (reminiscent of those given to the dead as a payment for the ferryman)#+ the instances farit's appearance is likened to an illuminated skull (one of the most harrowing being the last temptation offer to sasha)#+ the students almost being considered dead to the outside world once they cross the threshold of the town#idk it's just a really interesting aspect for me#realizing i probably went a little overboard with all the quotes. well. just know that i had to hold myself back from adding even more 👩🏻💻
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there needs to be a name for the emotion you experience when you can tell a guy's about to turn a normal convo into something real awkward
#fear? maybe. it lacks the necessary finesse#i need psychologists on this stat#i've developed a sixth sense for it#they go from saying like one or two friendly things#maybe offering to help with something#then there's The Pause as they gauge like sharks circling prey in the water#and during that Pause i just go fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck#this isn't a visual novel you can't up my stats by picking two correct dialogue options in a row#(anyway phinks would do this 100% LMAO)#lock.txt
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gonna be a bit spotty until sunday communication wise but in the meantime ❤️ for a one liner
#I feel so bad about how spotty my actual ic writing has been lately but I’ve been in world building mode which is sometimes 😭 necessary I#fear but please know it never means I lack interest in our threads I’m just . Following the muse#I also personally believe that one liners help hone dialogue
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Nightmares (1/2)
took me awhile to put this comic together but now that the holidays are over (at least for this Yid) i have time on my hands!
i like to think that the jacobs’ apartment is a safe place for the manhattan newsies, and a few of them come over for dinner or a warm place to sleep when they can. (most specifically Jack, who took a while to warm up to the idea of Davey’s parents offering him shelter and food, but once he did he spent half his time sleeping over)
#newsies#art#livesies#character art#davey jacobs#jack kelly#newsies art#javey newsies#javid newsies#les jacobs#had to include the fact that les and davey def share a bed because of that one line in King of New York#jack definitely has nightmares from the refuge still#i wish we saw more of that fear in the musical bcs it would make so much more sense why jack puts up this facade of being fearless#not that i want him to suffer tho#but character angst is necessary sometimes
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Daily reminder Liam can sing pt.1
#f1#formula 1#formula one#liam lawson#ll30#red bull racing#I fear this is necessary#I also fear I might have a crush#who knows#he sing
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I'm feeling anxious today so have a fun drawing of Tequilla threat displaying :)
#I love this one so much actually#not a poll#qsmp#qsmp eggs#Tequilla the egg#I'm having fun and I think i finally am reaching an art style#Hey is it just me or does Tequilla look kinda.. younger? In this picture? Weird. hm. I'm sure it's nothing#Anywho I have figured out some of his lore#hehehehehehehe#cw fear#i dunno if that's a necessary tag but yk
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feel the need to rewatch the x-men films just so i can draw a layout of the mansion for drawing purposes
#xmen#xmen movies#snap chats#unfortunately backgrounds are necessary and unfortunately i like drawing backgrounds. not so much coloring tho i fear but oh well !!#i have plans to doodle a silly comic today or tomorrow and its in the mansion#and i realize that if im going to draw xmen stuff i will. probably need a mansion layout and that thought makes me throw up#as if i dont rewatch at least one of the movies once a week .... but still now its like. WORK purposes. ''''WORK''''' JGERLKJA#it could be work if i get comm'd to do xmen stuff ... that'll be the dream but anyways#for now ill just grab shots of one room for the thing im drawing. just dont know which room i wanna use yet
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miradei baby reveal
#also deleting this one in a second LMAOAOAO#it’s not funny without the necessary context i fear#self ship#but in the barest most unserious way#m’s thoughts
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cause like there’s something screwy with my brain or whatever that makes dying in a game scary, to the point that i can’t even proceed far enough in botw to figure out how to handle my first guardian, and i have a long list of games that i own and haven’t played more than an hour of because i just really don’t like dying! and i just want to know how get over that hurdle.
#please reblog and/or leave advise on how to not care about getting killed in video games#if i could get past my fear of fictionally dying i could accomplish so many things#i think it’s like#people who are ice skating who have to learn how to fall#but the act of falling on purpose is still extremely fraught#let’s be real it’s also a very real fear of Failure#TERRIFIED of failing.#i’m insecure and so i hate taking risks and so i fail inherently because i can’t rise to the challenge#this isn’t just about video games#it’s about art and jobs and taking control of my life#i’m scared of being unable to meet the conditions necessary and so i don’t even try#but what if i could begin to try starting with just one little thing?
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The Red Shoes (1948) dir. Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger Marina Dyachenko and Sergey Dyachenko, Vita Nostra (tr. Julia Meitov Hersey)
#i'm probably going to make several of these bc i've been pondering the similarities again after rewatching the red shoes#this excerpt reminded me of the frenetic all consuming nature of the metamorphosis that both vicky and sasha undergo#(in vicky's case it's more abstractly depicted via the ballet visuals but that shot of her inside the void of a silhouette made me think..)#but there's this sensation of an uncontrollable crescendo in both mentorships where lermontov and kozhennikov just seem to take and take#and there is that moment right at the end where the heroines push right back with equal force and world altering consequences#sasha destroying kozhennikov in a sense (rending him of his power by creating a world where fear is no longer necessary to love)#and vicky in turn destroying lermontov with her death (perhaps the one active choice she felt she had left within her grasp)#i will manifest a bullet in his heart indeed! anyway.#the red shoes#the red shoes 1948#vita nostra#🎬.mp4#lit tag#myedit#compilations#realizing that each subsequent parallels post i make is becoming more obscure and convoluted to the point that i am only talking to myself#well! we move 👍
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went to the local hobby store with my day off and bought a couple little model kits including this usps mail truck my beloved
#one time i bought a metal model kit of a stag beetle and i stabbed my finger so badly putting it together#that i was scared off buying another one for years#but today i faced my fears (justified though they are)#i also bought a model of the james webb telescope which i have started assembling#all this to say hi i am mentally healthy again (necessary lie to myself) and i can absolutely face the week to come
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THEY ANIMATED HIM SO GOODHDJEBDBEJDNSHDBWJD
#LOSING MY MIND !!!!!!#WAS THE CLOSE UP NECESSARY ?!!!?!?? (yes it was)#OHTMRUFHEJDBWHDBJSBXSHJXJS#HIS BODY ?!?!!???!?!!???#i could watch him workout for HOURS!#hehehehehdhhehdhshxhshjdd#they're not even being subtle with the favoritism#HE'S SOOOOOWODJISJJSNDJ#his little band-aid ....#still mad that they didn't animate his posture but KYAAAAAAAAAA#they did this for meeeee !!!!!#never getting over this i fear#HE'S SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIE#his little hmph when yoichi handed him a water bottle ...#your cuteness is showing rinnie ...#how can someone look so intimidating but cute at the same time#no one does it like rinnie#did you guys see his neck when he said that he wanted to beat sae ... yeah ...#he's so crazy i need him#i will chomp him#chomp chomp#HIS POUTS !!!!!#i love his pouts#more pouts to come#i WILL make out with him#rinnie! <3#miro's diary
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just when i thought jayce couldn't get any more peak he instantly and wholly surrenders to viktor on the rooftop when he realizes he is in the very spot where he is destined to fail. and then mind meld psychosex partners "in every timeline" happens. love wins YIPPEE
#GOD...#i almost can't believe it#jayce haters apologize RIGHT NOW#watching the live reaction whiplash between act 1 “wow jayce cares for viktor after all” and act 2 “I HATE JAYCE AGAIN”#was the funniest shit ever im so glad i got to be here for this#jayce stays winning#microwaving popcorn all day now that act 3 is out#you WILL feel ashamed of your words and deeds#but admittedly despite seeing where they were going i refused to hold out hope for a satisfying conclusion#bc i feared the writers would fumble their final confrontation dialogue so hard#better to be cynical and pleasantly surprised#well. colour me surprised. Pleasantly#AND they did the one-handed choking thing Twice???#was that fucking necessary??? NO#and the hexclaw edging. and the. and the everything#the most fanfiction ass fight scene of all time#which one of the writers is the freak responsible. i am sending chocolates and flowers#quail ramble#arcane#arcane spoilers#spoilers
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if anders is a terrorist, so is meredith send tweet.
#OOC.#TBD.#[ i feel like i have written essays about how anders and meredith ARE extremist foils to one another ]#[ but i feel specifically that her procuring the Idol for the sake of having MORE power/control over mages ]#[ paired with making herself de facto viscount to control Kirkwall and refusing to elect a new leader ]#[ that's terrorism babe! ]#[ using fear and control to achieve a specific political objective... she is textbook definition even if it's a bunch of actions vs. one ]#[ but in her mind it's all necessary and she is RIGHTEOUSLY RIGHT in her view ]#[ protecting people from mages and from themselves ]#[ but her desire for power/control + her deep seated paranoia makes for the absolute worst outcome ][#[ and her reacting to Anders' blowing up the Chantry is fascinating to me because#that removed the only person (elthina) that could stop her and it just gave her the justification she needed#to invoke the Rite of Annulment (which she had wanted to do for some time but Val Royeaux told her no )#even though as Orsino rightfully points out had nothing to do w circle mages and everything to do w Anders#but in meredith's mind they are all the same and it did not matter to her at that point (she was off the fucking deep end by then)#ANYWAY GOOD MORNING HERE'S YOUR TAG ESSAY
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