#< new vocal stim ig

[therewillbenoromance]

slur cag 👍

[stormyelliotwritez]

Hi! Could you please do a Spiderpool fic?

I really love this ship!So I was wondering if you could do something with Deadpool and the male reader where he's a Spider-Man but totally blind. Obviously, because he is completely blind, he has abilities that other Spider-Men do not have. Example: he would be able to perceive chemical changes in the air, he could perceive everything around him with a kind of tactile “vision”, based on vibrations and movement, Sharper spider sense. This would work as a close-in radar and have Fast and Accurate reflections

I imagine their first encounter was in a fight where the male reader accidentally hits Deadpool thinking he is an enemy.

Yeah sure! I’m gonna do some headcanons!

BLIND SPIDER-MAN?

When you met, you thought Wade was one of the bad guys who’d been popping up but when he realized you couldn’t see and that you didn’t know he didn’t wanna hurt you, he started pulling his punches and eventually you both calmed down and he explained himself

He wants to know all about how you like “see” and so you show him by playfully fighting him

Once he’s pretty certain that he knows how it works, he wants to be so helpful so he’ll tell you what stuff is and he’ll make sure ya don’t trip when you can’t see stuff

You can tell when he’s in more pain coz of like body chemicals, ig, and he always tries to hide it but eventually he gives in and lets you take care of him as well

He thinks you’re the coolest and he always tells you that and he’d fight anyone who thought you weren’t cool

He learns what echolocation is and it becomes like his new vocal stim so you know where he is even when he’s not moving

You take lead on missions and he usually comes in after and takes out the bad guys you hadn’t noticed

He’s so proud of you and he’s a safe space for when you want to complain about being blind and he doesn’t make you feel like you should be happy coz you can kinda see

Coz of your super spider senses, he loves throwing stuff at you and seeing how quickly you catch it. It usually ends up with you hitting him with a pillow but it’s still fun

He introduces you to Blind Al and you guys become besties and he very quickly regrets that coz now he gets beaten with two pillows

[saphienirretable]

i hate how catchy p4 songs are lately i've been humming the outro of sizmrebshi and the accordion part in hangover 24/7,, new vocal stim unlocked ig

[dark-elf-writes]

I honestly don’t remember which ones I’ve sent. These are from MULTIPLE aus btw

Hendnsnsnd screaming all of these are amazing

The Naru swing one I do have buried somewhere in the askbox. I’ve been working on a drabble for it and it is kicking my ass so there is that to look forward too ig

I’ve also said “Beige Harry” out loud multiple times so I’m sure my partner will thank you for the new vocal stim

[crossnamara]

new vocal stim just dropped. ig. it hruts

[spidersinmysoup]

wawaweewa

[canyourlawnmowerdothis]

ah This reminds me of spi der.!

[roseomens]

i be like 'hm talking to people ever is disgusting and im genuinely much happier to be alone' and be like 'hngnfhshcjfjg sky n ocean pretty i am so small and nothing i do matters this is FANTASTIC' and then ill turn around and be like 'AM i REALLY an vast/lonely avatar????' yes. idiot

[steal-this-album]

all the odd numbers for the ask game!!

1. How old were you when you found out you were autistic?

i was 15 years old, as in this year :'D i am self dx but my counselor is Suspecting Something untreated lol

3. Do you have any comorbidities? Or just autism?

i do!! i have adhd and psychosis (both prof. dx)

5. What do you wish more people knew about autism?

that YES allistics, it DOES suck always being the sexiest and coolest person in the room 😔 /j

7. Do you find it hard to make friends?

most of the time nope! especially with other nd people!! i'm a huge extrovert and i love to drag ppl around if given the right opportunity lol <3 BUT if someone new (usually neurotypicals jdgshsj) gives me a Single Red Flag i will just. instantly lose all interest lmao

9. What was your first special interest?

FUN FACTS!!! <3<3 literally had it ever since i could read lmao

11. If you could give any advice to your younger self, what would it be?

question your gender. then do it again. then question your sexuality. then question your ge- (basically. embrace who you are n what you like!! it's good and natural to have "phases"!!! do whatever makes you happy!!!!)

13. Tell us an autistic person that you really look up to.

uhh um uh *points at my mutual* hi @autistic--cryptid i rly like ur stim blogs and ur super nice <3<3

15. Have you ever received any accommodations for your autism in either school or work?

yep! i haven't had an official job yet, but for school i did have an IEP and then a 504 plan for a few years. recently they discontinued it (and set up a more informal plan) because i've been doing good in schoolwork (mostly /pos). atm it's mostly getting alternatives for public speaking, being able to step out of class if it's overwhelming, extensions on deadlines, etc

17. Do you own any stim toys? Which is your favorite?

yes!! and I LOST MY FAVORITE ONEEE idk where it is :[ i have these (first one is my fav i lost, all the colors shown are the same ones i have)

ID: three fidget toys. They are an orange chain key ring, a yellow fidget cube, and blue and pink liquid motion timer. / End ID

i also have a fidget pen but it broke :[

19. What kinds of things are sensory hell for you?

fabrics are a Big Deal to me :'] i absolutely hate fleece sherpa and faux fur. a lot of blankets are just Bad Feeling to me so i like to use bath towels (which also have to be a certain texture lol). also MY CIELING FAN AAGHH when it's on, the blades get in the way of the light and it makes things flash slightly so i can't look up. idk if that makes sense but yea

21. How open are you usually when it comes to being autistic?

somewhat open ig, esp since i don't have a formal diagnosis. i still talk a lot about my Symptoms lol

23. What's the longest you've ever had a special interest for?

uhhh idk how to tell?? for me it's like i've always had them, i just primarily fixate on different ones at different times. but again i've had fun facts pretty much since i could read lol

25. Do you have shutdowns?

yea, more often than meltdowns

27. Do you have any vocal stims or echolalia?

yes a lot!! i vocal stim a lot more with both noises, phrases, and songs, but my echolalia is mostly of noises or single words ^^

29. Are your friends and/or family accepting of your autism?

they're very accepting of my other neurodivergence + disability stuff, so it won't be a big deal lol

31. Do you have a comfort item? If you feel comfortable with it, then show it to us.

YESS THESE MY BELOVEDS!! the coraline doll was made by someone my mom knew and given to me as a christmas/birthday gift, since coraline is a spin of mine ^^ i've had the dog since i was a baby lol, and it makes a lot of Good Noises like rattling (in the paws) and crinkling (on the ears) :D

ID: two stuffed toys against the lap of OP, who is wearing a blue shirt and yellow pants. The first is a hand-crocheted doll of Coraline (from the movie Coraline). The second is a multicolored dog, which is mostly red, and each of its paws are a different color. The bottoms of its paws are reflective. / End ID

33. Foods you are sensitive to (maybe because of bad texture for instance)?

fatty meats :[ which unfortunately comes up a lot bc i'm mexican lol. also tomatoes 😔

35. Have you ever used a weighted blanket?

i have one!! i don't use it that often because my bed is small and i can't move around a lot on it lol, so it gets a bit frustrating to readjust :P

37. Do you enjoy holidays or are they sensory hell to you?

OK WELL. i love the holidays bc yayy fun giving gifts to friends or whatever but i CANNOT STAND the ""holiday"" themed scents. At All. the thanksgiving/christmas Sugar Cinnamon Roll Gingerbread Party Explosion shit is so fucking overwhelming and I Hate It. and my english teacher puts on a wax burner in her room w that stuff :[

39. What's the most comfortable/sensory friendly outfit you own?

actually the one i have on rn is pretty cool lol. the shirt is a very loose and soft button up, and also yellow sweatpants bc yellow is my favorite color and Sweatpants Are Comfy. also shirts that feel crocheted/knitted are very nice <3

41. If you date people then would you prefer to date other autistic people?

i do prioritize all relationships with neurodivergent people lol, so yeah it would be nice :]

43. If you could have any item related to your special interest what would it be?

uhh UHHH hm. if it counts then i want moshi monsters back 😔😔

45. Favorite autistic celebrity?

i see @jupitrr in posts in the wild so fle is a celebrity in my mind <3

47. Do you happy flap?

yeap!!! with my hands and my wings lmao :D i also do i ton of other happy stims, like snapping my fingers, shaking my fists, jumping, groaning, shaking my arms, clapping, and hitting my head lol

49. What's something you find hard to do because of autism?

EYE CONTACT.... also wording my thoughts + feelings :[ a bunch of other things too but mostly those

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[babyboyregressor]

Just an updated about me thing big and small version

ABOUT BIG ME

• I go by Benrey, but I'm also okay with nicknames like Benn, BenBen ect ect

•He/They/It pronouns plz and thank you

•I'm t4t n i like trans guys n enbies ig

•I like gaming, drawing, singing (not good at it but it's a huge vocal stim thing for me) and makeup

•Speaking of stims! I go nonverbal a lot so I vocal stim a lot. Especially singing songs. I whistle or sing random notes to try and convey my emotions when words are too hard. I almost always have my headphones on so I can listen to music and to block out noise to a certain degree. I mimick a lot as well. I have certain sounds I like to listen to as well. I have a half life soundboard on my phone because some of the noises are fun and help me calm down, especially the barney voice lines, he has been a huge comfort character for me since I was in middle school.

•Half life and hlvrai are some of my special interests, I absolutely love Barney Calhoun and Gordon Freeman!

•Some of my favorite video games aside from hl are minecraft, Left4Dead, Dead by Daylight, Cod, The Isle, Gang beasts, Resident Evil specifically biohazard and I haven't played village yet, Justice League, Mortal Combat, I have other games too but I cant think of them and I dont play them as much.

•I have a cat Gazlene, Gaz for short, but I live with 9 cats, 3 one month old kittens and 2 kittens who are a few weeks old and then the two moms and my cat and my brothers cat.

•I love the movie Luca, the jurassic park/world series, including camp cretaceous, and Tangled, The rapunzel story has been my favorite story since I was a literal baby.

•I love the smells of Lavender, Lemons, and Pine

• I love horror even though sometimes it can be a bit much for me, especially with loud noises and jumpscares, but some are cool! I really like the halloween movies, mostly the new one that came out in 2018 I think? Story was kinda off I think but its coolio

•I'm bad at makeup but I love putting makeup on people

•I chew on everything and I like to nibble people sometimes but usually I just bite my nails and fingers, although I got some chewlery so that's not happening as much anymore

•I live off energy drinks and sweets

•I have really bad anxiety when it comes to calls and facetime cause I never know when to talk and they often cause me to calm up and go nonverbal

•I'm learning asl!

•My favorite songs as of now are How can I tell him by jens lekman and Him by James Marriott

All about little me!

♡I'm usually 0-3

♡I has ALOT of pacis, I have maybe 15-20 adult ones and like 1000 babies ones i dun use no more

♡I has no cg cause my last one was bads

♡ I sings lots nd color pictures and loves luca lots an punzel

♡I like dinos my fav s a baryonyx!

♡I have a bunch of onesies and a bunch of short overalls and a skirt overall toos, s pink and looks like a cupckae!

♡I like kitties a lots but dogs are loud n scary sometimes

♡I like to be a cowboy somtimes toos cus cowboys are cool! Like rango

♡ i always follow da rules cause rules keep u safe

♡I like iced water and warm milk, and strawberry n chocky milk

♡I like games! I like res evil n minescaft

♡um I dont talk lots unless I'm 3 but usuawy s 2 or smoler

♡Wjen I'm 3 I usually am more excited and talkitives and I like to wear overalls and "big kid" outfits but I'm still baby, I real like to run around and play and info dump about stuff or listen to cgs voice and follow rules

♡when 2 I like to sit aroun n watch tv and hum or if I had a cg I like to follow them around eveywhere and hold onto them and whisper to them and sing them songs or crawl around and shove stuff in my mouth cause why nots and I almost always have my paci cupped to my shirt, I also love to follow the cats around at squeal n babble about them. I usually wear my onesies n maybe a big hoodie or smth and I almost ALWAYS have a stuffie I also clap a lot and LOVE to follow rules and do things for my cg (which again I dont have but if I did okay we theoretically talkin bros), even if its jus grabbing them smth or answering a question. I know a couple of small signs like dada milk juice I love you and how to spell baby for when I dont wnana talk but usually it's just messy signs mixed with stimming, babbles, squeals, and giggles

♡when I'm younger than that I usually like to sleep a lots and I never talk aside from either small short babbles or loud long babbles of nonsense, I always have a onesie or smth like that one I always have my binki/paci and I love love love to be carried, like plz hol me am smol. I usually just wanna snuggle and be held n fed tbh I know how to say milk and dada in sign that's it

Dats it! Next I'll post what makes me small or what my dream cg, nursery or paci would be like, oh or maybe showing all my onesies and pacis! I dunno eyt

[eighth--wonder]

new vocal stim pog ig

[redezign-yr-logo]

i hav a new vocal stim of just randomly going Cheeseburger Antiques n i cant stop it

it originated cuz therez an also semi-ababdined antique shop we pass sometimez that i call Beef Jerky Antiques that i chant everytime we pass it, n just going Cheeseburger waz alr a vocal stim.. so ig they combined n created thiz

Anywayz yea i cant stop jus randomly going Cheeseburger Antiques when im with people or typing something out lol

[ghostofcitrus]

alright im tired and have decided in the off chance than anyone sees this theyll see my  questions and even if not at least ill have written them down somewhere: -how do i know the difference between me verbally stimming and echolalia? i know i vocally stim a l o t but idk ab echolalia

- i know i get overstimulated, but sometimes i feel “under stimulated” ig? just way more sensory seeking but for specific things ig

-ive seen mealtdowns described as loosing control over you body at all, but i still know what im doing i just have much much lower impulse control and do things i regret and have a harder time controling myself, but i am still in control of my body so is that still a mealtdown or smth else? i feel somewhat in control of my external actions but internally it’s like literal hell i feel like i’m physically restraining myself but i still CAN restrain myself if that makes sense

-i know a staple of autism is taking things literally and not being able to read body language, but has anyone else learned of the years (this prob has a lot to do w me going misdiagnosed) that they mess up that a lot so they overcompensate? my new default has become taking everything im unsure about as aggressive or passive aggressive bc ive misunderstood and been lied to and manipulated for so many years because i always just belived everyone had good intentions and was honest

i think a lot of my confusion comes from years of misdiagnosis and heavy masking, unlearning that and re learning myself is a process!

do any other autistics feel like they can function without a routine or with changes to their routine if THEY are the ones in control of it? like i can be fine if i decide a change is okay and make an exception for some reason, but if something else messes shit up i absolutely lose it. i feel like a lot of my issues with that kind of stuff tend to stem from a need for control/maintain what i determine as an okay chain of events but i dont rlly see that talked about so idk if its a normal autistic thing or smth else. 

idk im recently diagnosed and have been doing some introspection and have a bunch of questions but no autistic friends to ask haha. its hard knowing you dont fit with allistics but also not feeling like you fit autistic stereotypes.