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my OC and the 2 bad bitches she pulled in Dalmore by being autistic

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I don't think I can stand to be where you don't see me...

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Chloe's Diary Vol.1

(11 Years Old)

" People I admire! "

Haven't you trembled with excitement imagining simply being in the presence of someone you admire so much?

A person so great, who radiates incredible strength, that just being in their presence feels like the greatest achievement of your life?

That's how I feel when I'm with my friends Gawain and Florence!

My first encounter with Gawain, happened the night I arrived in Dalmore, how I got here that night is still very fuzzy in my mind, and I still can't remember what exactly happened or how I ended up here, but I can remember clearly that Gawain offered me his help without a second thought, not only that, when I was afraid of the future and couldn't stop crying he gave me a dandelion and told me that everything would be alright, and I believed him and felt strong enough to go on! Isn't that great? Some people say "everything will be fine" just to make themselves look good, without really believing it, but the way Gawain said things as a child made you feel like he would make sure they would certainly come true.

Whenever Gawain set his mind to something he got it done, no matter how high the goal was, he always reached it, Gawain was like a star that wanted to reach the top of the sky and wanted to light up the whole world as if he was the sun itself.

And Florence was just as radiant, she is 4 years older than me, but whenever I was with her it felt like she was way older and wiser, the way she knew so much about magic, and acted so responsible and "grown up"... just thinking about it made me want to roll over in my bed with excitement and admiration.

If I had to describe the two of them in one word I think it would be "confidence", referring to the self-assurance and certainty that they gave to everyone they came across, just by being around them you knew you could achieve anything you set your mind to.

With that in mind, sometimes it was so surprising to me when they, being such admirable people, spoke to me so normally as a friend. It's true that Florence was someone who socialised easily, so being part of her social circle wasn't so strange, but Gawain didn't have that kind of justification, he was a very radiant and kind boy, but he only had his head for what interested him, if someone didn't catch his attention he didn't interact with them. Which caused me a lot of fear

 "Someday you'll get bored of me too?" I wondered.

That's why I decided to do my utmost to become a person who was on the same level as them. Of course I knew that Gawain and Florence were not the kind of people who dumped their friends for no good reason, but I didn't want to live a life where I was always trailing after them.

"I want to be a dependable person too, I want to be able to help my friends and always be there for them".

So I gave my all to be a much cooler person! 

But... I guess I didn't quite understand what "cool" was. I tried to imitate Florence's charisma but all I got was people looking at me funny... I started to study magic and everything was fine at first but I was always pushing myself beyond my limitations and my spells ended up badly, plus as I tried to be more dependent I pushed my friends away and I felt less motivated... It was very frustrating!

One day after getting so frustrated after failing to make a spell work that I had been studying all week I went to my hidden spot, under the big tree on the meadow that is located a bit outside the castle town of Dalmore, this is where I always went to when I wanted to unwind, just the smell of the flowers and how nice it felt to sit in the shade of the huge tree could put the most grumpy person in the skies to sleep.

I've called it a hidden spot but it's not really hidden, it's just off a road that simply isn't very frequented, if you were to ask anyone in Dalmore if they knew where the road next to the meadow was they would say:

"Oh yes, I've traveled through that road once". 

Still, I've never seen anyone sunbathing under this tree... Well, better for me, the quietness of this place is what I love the most!

Getting back to the topic, that day I was tired and I was laying under the tree, it was a bit late, but not at dusk yet (my mum really disliked it when I went out late without telling her before...) after having sighed for the sixteenth time, I heard the voice I was missing amd craving the most.

"Are you tired of playing tragedy actress yet?" he said mockingly.

I quickly stood up, I don't know why at that moment I felt so relieved to see him there, even with the taunting words he had said, after that dreadful experience of a long day (and month!) seeing someone you appreciate immediately brings happiness back into your body.

I admit it was hard for me not to burst into tears right there haha ... , I wanted to tell him that I was sorry for acting so weird and that I was just trying to do my best, but I was very tired and the words were not coming to me, so instead of just sitting there dumbfounded with the remaining energy I had I got up and without thinking I rushed to him and hugged him, strangely that made me feel so much better, that was also the first hug I gave him too! I don't know why I hadn't done that before, Gawain was a warm kid in personality but also physically, and hugging him there felt like laying in your bed hugging a soft pillow while covered in the biggest blankets, before he could protest I pulled away a bit

"Haha, what are you doing here Gawain? I thought you'd gone off on your own to train?"

"I just came to see if you'd finally gotten over your silliness, you were really strange."  

I could sense a slight sadness and concern in his voice, was he that bothered by my attempt at being a cool and responsible person!?

"Haha...I guess I did" I said, a bit embarrassed.

…silence…

(Well while we're here, why don't I embarrass myself a bit more?)

"Gawain, if I pretended to be someone else, would you still be my friend?"

"Of course I wouldn't, If that were the case you wouldn't be you anymore, you'd be just as boring as the other kids, so cut the crap and continue being you"

"Let's continue going to see the fish in the river, let's continue going to the mountain to catch butterflies and let's continue going to the forest to see the birds that make funny noises, I got bored a looot these days being all by myself, so we'd better go and play tomorrow!"

Once again, Gawain, the sunny boy, lit my way. After hearing those simple words I completely forgot about any doubts I had about our friendship and all I could think about was all the adventures we could have and the corners of Dalmore we could explore.

I hope this sun by my side will never stop shining on me....

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"You can't just make memes of your OCs and pretend people will know what they mean"

Me asf:

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tw; yandere

Lately I haven't been able to get this idea of how overpossesive and overprotective Gawain could be in his "captain of the knight order" era out of my head

and this skin has been making me insane for weeks!!!

The dead eyes,the angry stare!!! He has so much yandere potential!!!! In canon his main trait is his wish to protect those dear to him and what matters to them but his anger issues get in his way a lot of the times.

A lot of people think that Florence didn't tell danchou a lot of things he did in the past to get sentenced to death by the Archduke so they don't think so badly about him...what if in all the things he did we also include he killed to protect somebody he loves...? What if it got out hand and he ended up killing people out of jealously and anger next?

👁️👁️

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The most awaited post in the entire planet !! The Chloe 2.0 design sheet !! HOORAY!

Some major changes to her design have happened !

First I came to the conclussion that I love her having medium-long hair, so the old hairstyle with the short hair and side ponytail has been modified!

Also as you can tell now better, Chloe has wavy hair!

I also changed the design of the dress to make it more clear for future drawings and also gave her some stylish heels and a cute scarf - cloak :3

Another important modification, I changed her eye colour to that dark wine because I felt the red eyes made too much noise compared to her overall calm design.

AND LASTLY!! I have made a clear decision on her height!

Chloe is 1,62 m / 5' 4" inches ^^

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If money doesn't buy happiness why does this c0miss1on I got from the lovely CYANBERIHHI make me the happiest human on earth.

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Silly little piece I did of GCG on a date!

* Disclaimer no Gawains were tricked and forced to relax and have a date with his partners in the making of this picture

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Memories

( Thanks for the inspo 🙈)

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had some kid chloe doodles laying around (´ ∀ ` *)

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I cannot deny it anymore...I have fallen in love with a NPC that appears in one single fate episode

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Last post of the year and it had to be my girl :) I am so happy I started this blog and that I finally got the courage to post about my OC x canon content ! And thanks everybody that liked my posts haha, I hope I can continue developing the lillies and the moon universes next year!

(PD:I love practicing facial expressions with Chloe! Some of these are based on Granblue characters, can you guess which ones? ;D)

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And they were childhood friends! (Oh my God they were childhood friends...)

(Art commissioned to the lovely @/its-blue-bell, please check them out!! 😊)

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I'll pretend I totally knew that Dalmore's flag had a white lily theme and that's why my OC has it too,and not because...other random reasons

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Found this super cute picrew and I made GCG in it! (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡