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THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS~!
I hit the milestone a few days back but didn't have time to make anything. It's actually a little over 100 now! ♥
Thank you all so much! It's been fun being part of this community, even if I don't interact all that much. You've all been so kind. I hope to stick around for a while yet! ♥
#minturts#I don't know yet if I can but I might open requests later as a way of saying thank you? if I'm able-#if I do it'd likely be limited to simple things because full colored pieces take me a while#so like doodles? maybe flat colors? probably not lined and fully colored tho#I actually don't fully color things that often anyways most of the art you see is just lined and flat colored at best lol#I'm not very good at shading or doing backgrounds or anything so I usually just don't bother much oTL#but hey that also means I could hopefully get a few done while requests are open? if I get more than a few?#we shall see if it happens though life is a bit of a struggle for me right now#I actually hit 100 on Twitter/X recently too!
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PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA *inhale* PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE Z
#zelda#echoes of wisdom#I still can't quite believe it's finally happening tbh! took ya long enough nintendo#anyway how are you!! sorry for the radio silence lately haha#my 7-year-old computer actually chose the week I was trying to finish my piece for the magic book zine to give up the ghost entirely#(luckily I just barely managed to coax it into hanging in there until after the deadline haha!)#so all my drawing lately has been like... experimenting to figure out how to use the newer versions of everything#I am old gandalf. I know I don't look it but I'm beginning to feel it#had a really good time drawing this though! playing around with new ways to do the light effects made me positively GIDDY#and zelda's design! I've seen people saying the game's visual design looks too simple but imo that's actually a good thing?#because the simpler the canon art style is the more creative input we have in our own interpretations of it#medieval tailoring is my special interest so my take on it is very loosely based on like mid-late 14th-century kirtles#as far as I know they didn't really have split skirts or that shade of purple back then but eh it's fantasy haha#I wasn't super clear on how the cloak fastens so I based it on the one frodo wears at the start of lord of the rings. you know the one#the outer edges have tabs at the top that sort of cross over each other and attach with brooches to the shoulders#I guess it's kind of like how marth and lucina's cloaks work?#but anyway I shall see you anon! hopefully before the game actually comes out haha#only 98 sleeps to go though! ARE YOU EXCITED BECAUSE I AM
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hot take (? maybe? i don't fully know what the general stance is on this) but i don't think chuuya would've left the mafia with dazai
not because their bond is shallow (sike, fyodor) but because i think chuuya found his grip in the mafia by the time the dark era rolls around. he entered the mafia because of dazai yeah but they both have lives outside of each other still. after everything that happens in fifteen, koyou being in the mafia, and also just chuuya's unwavering loyalty - which he swore to mori, however unfortunately but it's still the truth - i think he would've let dazai go alone.
but there's that other thing though; his bond with dazai. his very significant bond with dazai. that's why i think he would've let dazai go; as long as dazai isn't leaving because of something he did, or plotting to like, burn the mafia down, i don't think he would've been particularly bothered beyond the 'dealing with traitors' business but honestly lets be real if you're important enough in the mafia, being a traitor or threat or enemy means jackshit (tachihara, verlaine, chuuya, even dazai is literally invited back by mori lmao).
i can see chuuya just tsk-ing and waving him off like "you probably have an escape route planned so i'm not even gonna bother pursuing you, won't give you the satisfaction of dying quickly either, you do you bastard, imma go celebrate with wine now, don't die i'm still gonna kill you someday, see ya." or like. you know. some rough approximation of that.
i think if dazai actually told him, considering what i know of his character thus far, chuuya would've helped him leave or, at least, rolled his eyes and looked the other way and do essentially a scripted song and dance of hunting him down with everyone, including mori, knowing full well that a) dazai won't be found unless he doesn't want to be, and b) the only person remotely capable of finding him would just punch him in the face then let him go again
skk would probably just keep up their usual bickering nonsense via randomly breaking into each others places (i.e. dazai because he's now broke and chuuya exclusively breathes designer air) and even if they don't interact for long periods, they would easily slide back into their dynamics whenever they do, as it is in canon except they'd likely manage to be even more in-tune and annoying with each other.
(also the ADA would know about the mysterious rich redhead whose number is listed as "dazai's dog" to call up when dazai is up to his shenanigans so he can come over and kick discipline into him. guessing who the hell he is another one of their mysteries and they know it ties in with dazai's old job, just not how. ranpo cackles everytime he shows up. he and kunikida meet up for lunch to bitch about dazai.)
tl;dr, imo skk could've been skk for the missing four years with chuuya still being an executive and dazai stiill being a detective if only mister cyclops there chose communication over blowing a car up, because i do believe chuuya would've let everything play out the same as in canon except he and dazai wouldn't be cut off the whole time
#first bsd post waw and it's absurdly long as usual#my post#the sigma show#soukoku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#bungou stray dogs#i fully respect and love the “skk pack up their shit and fuck off to the agency together flipping mori off over their shoulders” but#from what i know about stormbringer as well (which i will read soom hopefully even though i've been spoiled to hell)#chuuya suffered so much and finally found a place for himself in the mafia#even when verlaine tried to take him away and all the friends he lost#feels sort of like a “what was it all for if he just leaves?” kinda deal#maybe my opinion will change if i read stormbringer myself idk maybe he fr doesn't want to be in the mafia#we shall see i suppose#i think he'd rather keep the respect he earned in the mafia and stay loyal to his boss#but also loyal to his partner; just not as obviously#they're double black they'd make it work#ANYWYAY i just love chuuya and want him to be happy#with his fancy wine and clothes and relationship with both koyou and his mackerel
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how is the sale going?
🙃🙃🙃🙃
#awful#genuinely don’t know if it was even worth it#I guess we shall see once my dad counts up what we made in total#but it can’t be that much tbh#I blame the fact that it was Labor Day weekend and the last weekend for my state fair#so feel like people are busy and not gonna go to a stupid garage sale 🤦🏽♀️#I didn’t know it was the last weekend of the state fair otherwise I would have been like ‘ehhh let’s do next weekends’#whatever whatever#i didn’t get any sleep last night#I accidentally snapped on my family a few times#I was not doing ok this morning#like at all#doing a little better now?#just kinda upset the sale was such a bust#I knew it wasn’t going to be huge but was hoping maybe one or two mom or grandmas would come through and buy a bunch of baby clothes/toys#but nah#most people came through and was like ‘sorry we don’t have any kids or grandkids’ and then they would leave#bah humbug#I’m exhausted#now I have to clean downstairs even though I’ve been nonstop going for the past few days#I just want to lay down and pass out 🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️#doesn’t help that I hate weekends#don’t remember the last ‘good’ weekend I had#my meds don’t seem to be doing shit#and I feel like a jumbled jambled mess#hopefully the day will turn around a little bit#need to get energy to shower and wash the grossness of the last week off tbh#thanks for asking though#how’s your weekend going? 🫶#ask
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My new plan of action is to be more unapologetically me at work while still being work me because I am fucking tired of everything and my lack of fucks has apparently hit a new level so instead of fretting about that I am just accepting the damage periods of unemployment does to my personality (work personality? Ability to maintain said personality?) And going with it. If it works great. If it doesn't then they gotta fire me it is whatever I am not even pretending like I care to make a cookie cutter impression.
#i taught my boss's boss how to sneak alcohol into venues at the end of the day (she asked. usually i would be like oh idk about all that.#nah fuck it whatever i got you) but i also balanced it with explaining how working for promoters works because her teenager daughter has#some overlapping interests and i was like ohhh well let me tell you what she should look into when she turns 18 but some of them she might#need to wait till 21#so maybe itll be okay despite the hiccup with me learning how their pto police kinda fucking sucks and i acted like it could be a deal#breaker. but said maybe not i would have to wait and see.#which is true. i didnt fake it i went full “idk if i really need this job but lets see if i *want* this job instead* ya know yall seem like#great ppl doing great work 😌D#did send them into a panic accidentally at the end of the night like “thank you all for your help today and everything” and homegirl was#like leaning back in her chair like o#*like 🤨 oh shit? but no i meant just with training in general#should not have worded it like that because it did sound like i was about to be like “but this isnt the right fit for me so I wont be back#nooooo. whoops. lmao.#i realize this is from the accumulation of my personal flaws and my general abrasiveness but#they shouldnt let me start at new orgs this many times. they should because i sadly need money and a career but really.#i like to think my skill hard work and extremely decent attendance makes it balance out#but i do think i am like hi im here to ruffle your feathers because i do not have the attitude you are expecting as an employer in#(redacted) but it is gonna be like. just enough it might l#*piss some ppl off but not enough for others. but some of you will adore me. you probably shouldnt#but you will. in fact you may cry if i leave as historical proof shows.#and oh i will leave. eventually. because i fucking love leaving#but if you cant figure that out from my resume and took me at my word (fair tho) then that is on you#hopefully though this is okay and i can stay put 2-3 years and promote or transfer. their pto sucks less after 3 years anyways because#that policy becomes less of an issue#but idk. we shall see. they also have blackout months for time off. which like. i am also not keen on.#but like they do also offer overtime those same months so ehhhh#i like extra money but kinda also hate working weekends. so idk.#like is that a benefit? i dont know that that offsets it.#im picky because shittier employers in shittier jobs had better time off benefits so. like cmon now.#-pers
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taking british literature 1 this semester because american lit 1 was full
#community college experience of there being one time slot for every fucking class beyond the basic ones.#professor is very mixed reviews but im good at reading and writing essays abt that stuff so yay#i have three one hour classes back to back on tues and thurs though then i work. but just one calss on monday wed#plus a no set meeting time online psych one which other ppl said was the same as psych one#so hopefully itll be easy (i got a c in psych cause i didnt want to do the interview essay)#i want to if i can fit in one more mon wed morning but we shall see. not much fits and all the online classes are full my b#anyways if this class makes me read austen im going to bitch abt it
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GRE today…..
#456 words#it’s optional for most things I’m applying to but. my grades are not amazing for the level I’m applying#so in my case taking the gre is a good idea if I can do really well#which#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#we will see#I did a practice test and sone practice problems and such and I do fine#but I would like a higher percentile in quantitative than my practices have projected#hopefully having practiced and being in a proper test environment will help push it up a few more points#also it’s like. 50/50 rn on whether I can finish the essay in 30 mins#ive gotten it closer each time I practice but#woof. hard to cleanly articulate a point you don’t know ahead of time in 30 mins#but yeah ideally I do well enough that I can send scores and they will help rather than harm#that’s all I ask. I could maybe take it again but would rather not have to spend another 250#we shall see#at least it’s not the time I took the mcat w only 2 weeks prep#and its also not the mcat#mcat has No fucking reason to be that long#that’s not a cognitive test or a content test it is an endurance test#I know gre used to be longer (like 4 hours?????) but. still#mcat was like 7 iirc#GRE is 2 hours which is a normal fucking amount of time for a test methinks#though ngl it’s a bitch that the hardest sections are at the end#well I guess that’s. a good sign actually????#bc iirc it modulates what you get on the last two sections based on your earlier performance#so the fact it gets harder means I’m doing well early on#but still………..#anyway I’m rambling#pre test thoughts I guess#don’t expect anyone to read this really and if you did sorry this is. probably entirely uninteresting
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Hey, if you need to take a Hiatus then you do you, Boo. Go for it. Those of us who truly love your art and storytelling for the amazing pieces of work that it is will be here when you come back from your hole. 🫡💗 Take care.
🥺 thank you, it means a lot! It's amazing to me that there are people who like what I create, it means the world to me
I don't wanna get too much into it because I'm not the type to talk about my problems online, but occasionally as of late I'll have these funks where I'll compare myself to others and feel bad about how little attention my art is getting. So I need to take a small break to just draw for myself for a while, but once I return I will have A LOT of art to show that's for sure
#thylacines can talk#asks#i kight draw and post my ocs though! because theres noone to compare myself to#like with hk art i'll see somebody get 200+ notes and feel sad and bitter that the art i spent hours or days on didnt even get 50#but with my homemade blorbos? might not happen. we shall see!#i just need some time to hopefully return to my mindset of drawing only for myself and not caring about how much attention it gets. because#the fucker left me again and posting art for attention is a bad mental state to get into imo.#but i still greatly appreciate everybody who does interact with this blog and likes my art and ideas! i think its amazing and i appreciate#every single one of you. and it means the world to me that you like what i create#hell the fact that people care about my ocs and give me ideas based on them and my aus? AMAZING. theres not a greater feeling in the world#i appreciate and love every ask i grt even if i dont answer them or answer them late
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With the type of stories you like to write I really hope youre severly mentally ill or went through some severe trauma. Otherwise you have no excuse to write about those things.
hey anon, idk how to write this without sounding confrontational, but
making assumptions about a stranger's mental health,
framing potential mental illnesses or trauma as some form of prerequisite for the production of certain literary genres,
advocating for restraint in the intellectual exploration of taboo or disturbing topics,
and harassing people who don't share your opinions or whom you perceive to be amoral based on your personal taste or principles,
are all way worse behaviours than someone writing dark little stories for the fun of it.
there is no need for excuses when it comes to creating harmless art; people are allowed to make stuff without being subjected to the relentless scrutiny of countless internet strangers with ridiculous moral standards that only serve as a vessel for censorship.
so yeah, please stop your misguided "righteous" crusade and look up ways to curate your online experience in a way that prevents you from seeing things you don't enjoy, and please indulge in reading or doing something you actually like instead of sending odd little asks like this to random strangers :\
#💕#✒️#🧸#been getting a bunch of this type of messages lately so here we are -_-#this one was the weirdest one though. it almost sounds like anon would be happy to hear that yes. i am mentally ill and went through trauma#alas. it is what it is. all other messages of this nature shall be deleted from now on (unless they are really funny)#i just thought i'd take the time to reply to this one in hopes of hopefully reaching at least one person and let them see how weird this is
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1.2k words into the next chapter of my fic and I work a double the next two days so I won't be able to write more and I'm sad about it :(
#the other me fic#writing#fanfiction#fun thing is im like maybe a third of the way through this chapter#so it may be a longer one#hopefully#if it hits 3k i may split it up#but also this chapter is already split from the last one#that was more of time than length though#but its honestly good in the long run#because (small spoilers) it made me think more about what is now chaprer 12#and were switching back to a scar pov.#for most of it at least#it does gotta go back to grian at least a bit at the end i think#but we shall see what happens#on Saturday when i can write again#because even if i wanted to write after work#i have to make a cake#am intricate one#for my sister's gf birthday
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imo tecna is the only one who looks good all around lol
i still love aisha's hair but her casual outfit... idk it's okay but it's not Great. same with the others
flora's skin is still too light but ik there's more dynamic lighting so,, we will see,,, ajdl although it did sound like she had an accent which! big if true!! she sounds so good :') i really hope thats a permanent change this round and not a temp decision :')
not surprised that they changed musa's eyes
also not loving the transformations.. idk something about it feels off. like one, some of the designs stink but also i think it's the textures?? like its uncanny seeing so hopefully i just need to get used to it! but i do like the animation of flora's tranformation! so much movement!! also braided hair!! love that for her! and musa's little twin braids!! so cute
LOVE the new alfea it looks so much more like a full school with dorms and everything OUGH the environments are also looking so good!!
idk i am still excited... i really want it to be good yknow? just worried about certain things ahflfj but hopefully... hopefully things will be good :') i really fucking hate those transformations though ahdkfjlg
#and was that wizgiz!! i hope so !!!#i do like aisha's boots though..#flora's transformation could grow on me i think i need to see it more in action first#i do not like blooms at all ahkd#i do like her wings though!! very cute very bloom love to see it#idk... something about them just does feel Winx enough yknow?#maybe it feels too modern??? maybe...#idk!!! ough...#i def need to see them more and in action like stella's looked nice i Loved the sun ray collar#aisha's felt really.. one dimensional compared to the others? so hopefully thats not her Final design#aaaaaa so many thoughts...#i cant wait to see the final designs for the trix AAAAA#and still waiting on news about the specialists... will they be locked in the dungeon... we shall see#like yes riven was there one time but that does Not mean anything in winx promos#they change shit alllll the timr#so itll be interesting to see what stays and what goes#oops i meant does Not feel winx enough
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I kind of want everyone who interviews Mike Flanagan, from now until Netflix changes their mind, to ask him about physical media, so he once again has an excuse to publicly remind people that streaming-exclusive deals suck, physical media is essential, and he will always want Midnight Mass, The Midnight Club, and The Fall of the House of Usher to be available to watch in more ways than just on Netflix.
Transcript:
"The last question from my patrons is something we've touched upon a little bit, again, but given your public opinion on the importance of physical media and your experience with Netflix in the past, will the ability to release your work outside a typical streaming service influence your distribution decisions on future projects?" "Absolutely. So...big time, in fact. And we're about to kind of put this into practice with The Life of Chuck as we go out, seeking distribution.
I think it is actively bad for the industry and for cinema to contain any piece of work exclusively on one streaming service, without any other platforms, and without physical media. I think it is bad for the business, I think it is bad for art, and I deeply regret that some of my favorite pieces of work will never be available anywhere outside of Netflix.
It's not that I'm not grateful to Netflix for making them, and they run their company in a way that works for them, but I spent an enormous amount of time while I was there trying to convince them to supplement their platform release of these things with a physical media release as well, and that it wouldn't hurt their bottom line, and in fact it could actually greatly help it.
I didn't win that argument, and you know I think Midnight Mass, The Midnight Club, and The Fall of the House of Usher will likely never be available on physical media, unless something radical changes at Netflix, and that really hurts.
But moving forward, where I do I have the control now on independent projects, I'm not really interested in entertaining a distribution model that's exclusive to one streamer, just in general. And that doesn't mean I wouldn't license something to Netflix, I just wouldn't license it exclusively. And we would have to carve out these other platforms, and these other means of distribution. And I think, and I hope, that more and more filmmakers...I hear Christopher Nolan being very, very loud about these issues, you know...Martin Scorsese, same thing. And even filmmakers who have flirted with these exclusive streaming platform releases for some of their things are still vocal proponents of physical media.
But yes, it will absolutely inform every distribution decision I make for the rest of my career. I don't ever want to be in this situation again."
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#it still blows my mind he did not win this argument with netflix#he is so clearly on top of his shit when it comes to this industry and has found so much success with it#it will NEVER make sense to me that they wouldn't agree to at least releasing his work and seeing how it goes#i'm glad he's making it a point to never agree to streaming-exclusive deals ever again though#hopefully every filmmaker with the pull to do the same follows suit#if broken records dying on the hill is what we must be then broken records dying on the hill is what we shall BECOME#mike flanagan#midnight mass#tfothou#the midnight club#the fall of the house of usher#netflix#who’s there? podcast#physical media 4 lyfe#!
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You will always be your mother's daughter...
Happy Birthday Bina!!!!
So I had already been drawing this because, you know, chapter 37. But then I saw a Kurapika hxh birthday art last night and went "oh fuck it's Bina's bday tomorrow" before going, wait, I'm literally already basically done with something for her. We love some perfect timing haha.
#fic stuff#smfwtwd#my art#read into the symbolism of this piece as u will#I had way too much fun with it#hopefully I'll remember my boy Sandy's bday this year#but we shall see pfft#though whatever I theoretically do for him will probably not be as horrifically angsty as this thing#and maybe some of the other harbs will get bdays haha
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For those following along while I slowly lose a bit of my soul to the Old West!AU: part 1 is done!! Well, sort of. I still need to go back and fully flesh it out. However, in the interest of getting the full story notated in some way shape or form, this bad boy is done! Only two parts left!!
#it has 27 chapters#it will be the longest thing ive ever written#all this buildup just so i can get bruce on the marshal's cock#everyone is dead now though so thats a good thing 😌#hopefully the deaths dont blindside anyone#hopefully ill have enough foreshadowing#we shall see#anyway
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How are you managing the corruption need of your colonists? Whenever I start an eldritch cult (in Rimworld) I always have trouble maintaining it at a solid level especially early on.
I confess it hasn't been easy keeping the corruption up.
We have to do the Incantation ritual (called Ecthuctu's Prayer) pretty frequently. I also try to keep the ominous obelisks in high-traffic areas to slow the corruption drain as much as possible.
Other than that, I think I'll just have to put up with the "low corruption" letter on the edge of the screen for as long as it lasts, unfortunately.
#asks#rimworld#gracie plays#The Children of Ecthuctu#I do enjoy the incantation rituals though#It's fun to watch#Like a lovely little cult sing-a-long#You love to see it#It's going to be grand leaving ominous obelisks all over the planet in our wake as we travel to the ship#The people who stumble upon them will hopefully be disturbed and horrified#Our cult shall become legend!#Huzzah#thanks for the ask!!#Have a fantastic day! <3
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hi owo
#I miss y'all!#I'm alive I'm just swamped with schoolwork lately.#I thiiink I'm almost caught up with stuff though#(programming is kicking my ASS 'cause I'm basically teaching myself but it's cool it's chill)#so hopefully maybe I can start working on roleplays again soon.#I wanna revive my OC blog really bad but we shall see ehehe.#I miss Derek too...#-squeezes him like a squeaky toy-#- — ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ʙᴇ ᴇxᴄᴜsᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ? ‹ ooc. ›
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