#:') ♡

[gallners]

THE SEX LIVES OF COLLEGE GIRLS 3.01 "Welcome Back to Essex"

[its-de]

Can't believe that i just noticed the description of the ears and the tails 🫠

[everpresence]

I was wrong.

over the last few weeks, i started heavily questioning my beliefs.

i noticed that some of my desires came in faster than other desires. some of them (as you may see in my recent posts) took years to reflect, but some of them got reflected so fast at the speed of light.

i’ve been told by various people that there’s usually a time delay for desires to materialize in the 3D, and for some reason, it resonated with me. that’s why i mention it in my answers because i was merely basing it off of my own experiences with the law.

but something clicked for me recently. i watched a video by missy renee, about why people haven’t seen their manifestations for years. i’m just going to put it out there that you don’t need to pay for coaching. there are a lot of manifesting coaches that don’t know what they’re talking about, and when you read source, it’s a lot more telling. missy renee is not one of those coaches. she has read source and has even applied those teachings into her life. if i have to recommend a coach for you to watch, though, it would be her.

anyways, there was a line that she said that i immediately wrote down because it caused so much confusion in me. basically, she said that the reason why we have yet to see things come to pass is because we are still identifying with our old beliefs — our old story — and due to this, we become double-minded. this double-mindedness is then perceived as the “time delay.”

in that moment, i slowly leaned back in my chair. it was an “a-ha” moment for me, but it was also a little harrowing.

how long have i held myself back from just accepting that i am the person that i wanted to be? how long have i been limiting myself, telling myself the old story over and over again like a broken record? more importantly, i’ve been telling other people that there is such thing as a “time delay” because i decided that i should experience the delay.

so when i wrote a list and just allowed my higher self to figure it out, some of them came in so fucking fast at the speed of light. it stunned me. that’s when i realized that i was holding a false belief.

i never thought that i’d be writing an apology post, but here i am. i’m holding myself accountable because i was the one that wrote that there is such thing as a “time delay,” but in reality, there isn’t. sure, you don’t have to be pitch perfect with your beliefs, but when this desire has no conflict with your beliefs — when you have no resistance, when you aren’t arguing with yourself about whether you have it or not — then there’s no delay.

i remember some people said that it should not take more than thirty days, and i used to think that it’s bullshit, but now i can clearly see that there is a reason why they believe this. it’s not even about the length of time, but about how frequent you return to the state. it’s all about you accepting that the person you want to be is who you are now.

besides that, i want this post to be a reminder that everyone’s beliefs are constantly changing. there is always going to be expansion, growth, an inevitable withering of the old beliefs and the blossoming of new beliefs the more we learn about how this all works. this is why i want people to go back to reading source, to not always take everyone’s posts as “truth” or “the gospel” because we are all still learning in the end. learning never ends.

edit: i don't mean to say all this for you to start focusing on the physical reality as your primary reality. i still wholeheartedly believe that this is merely a reflection of your beliefs, and ultimately, it is all about who you are choosing to be right now despite what it looks like.

[suhyeos]

november 10th, 2021. happy third anniversary, billlie 💜

[starsandknights]

ugh, a girl can dream…

let it pulse inside while I keep reminding you how in love with you I am

[clingiiest]

[ceofjohnlennon]

Hello! How are you?

I love your blog and I've been following you for a while now!

So... I have a question...

Do you know anything about John's relationship with a curvy blonde girl during his younger years? I've seen photos of him with her and some descriptions about them (apparently friends/or lovers?) Sadly I don't know her name but I hope you know who I'm talking about.

I would like to know more about it and if you happen to know anything it'll be appreciated!

Thank you :)

Hello! First of all: Thank you very much! I'm extremely grateful for this support. 🤍

Now let's see if I can help you. I believe you're talking about Bettina, the girl who worked at the Star-Club and was friends with the Beatles, especially John.

What we know for sure: She was close to them and there is even a home recording where John, while playing a song with the band, shouts her name from the stage. From what she says, John was the first love of her life but she never made it clear whether they were just friends or something more. They would go out together, go to the movies, she would buy him food and would always give him advice when he felt sad or frustrated. She says in a documentary that she would even help him count money because he didn't wear glasses and couldn't count properly - she calls him cute.

Now, there are many rumors: Some "authors" out there claimed that John got her pregnant, forced her to have an abortion and that's why she gained weight, but this was denied by Klaus Voormann and Tony Sheridan! They said that 1) Bettina never got pregnant and 2) She was always a fat woman (which is nothing wrong with that!). A friend of Bettina's claims that they were indeed a couple, but for John she was just another one while for her, it was almost a relationship. In any case, what we are SURE of is that she was important to John and she truly liked him, but that the distance, Beatlemania and everything that happened after Germany naturally separated them, only reuniting them once: June 1966 when the Beatles, now with Ringo, returned to Hamburg.*

My personal opinion is that they may have been together, but many people, both inside and outside the fandom, try to deny it because they think it's absurd for a Beatle to date a fat woman, as if it were shameful or bad. Bettina was a sweet, beautiful girl who deserved love just like anyone else, and John liked people for who they were, not for their appearance or ridiculous prejudices.

I hope I could help you! And if it's another blonde, let me know and I'll write another post lol. Thanks for asking me.

*John and Bettina in Hamburg, June of 1966.

[starsandknights]

…i am horny for these characters omfg

[gallners]

THE SEX LIVES OF COLLEGE GIRLS 3.01 "Welcome Back to Essex"

[qqqq-q-to]

Mai Nanashima / 七嶋舞

[rosyprayer]

🎀 ·̩͙ · ｡ · ⊹ ·̩͙ 🤍

⠀⠀🧁 ·̩͙ ₊ ‧ ·̩͙ ♡ ·̩͙ · ｡ ·̩͙ 🖤

Painting, studying, and counting down the days until my birthday ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა ♡

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

[cl-0v3r]

You have no idea how glad I am to find your blog the lack of discussion this fandom has about Mel is INSANE

AAAAGHHHHHHHHH THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO HEAR OMGG

I wholeheartedly agree, I find it so upsetting to see so little content of her coming from the community, it's genuinely so sad :((

She's my top favorite character ever, everything about her is just so beautiful and beautifully written, from her lore, her character, her thoughts and ideals, to her design, her talents and skills, her abilities,, everything is just ARGHHFHSJWJR i wish people appreciated her more rather than just belittling her to "wow she's so hot, glad we didn't lose a manipulative baddie!!", her beauty is not what completely defines her, neither is her standing as a councilor. She has so much complexity, very thick layers, people can't handle comprehending a character like that, especially not a woman who happened to be black as well.

Also she my baby ♡♡♡ :D

Also if you're looking for another Medarda/Mel centered blog, you should definitely check out @melmedarda if you haven't, they're awesomesauce !!!!

[wishfuldivine]

I am appalled by the way none of the alphas around Sergio didn't provide comfort when he was obviously cold today - he was begging for it, hiding his paws in sleeves and all. Disgraceful.

Omega Checo rights! Justice for the poor creature!

(fir legal reasons this is a joke)

I'm just as appalled, Anon! The poor baby was super cold! My poor baby Omega deserves justice!

But I'm sure he got all the cuddles behind closed doors. Maybe by Lewis or Max? Hell, by anyone, really!

We demand justice! XD

(For legal reasons, we for sure are joking)

[missmemoir]

girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived