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[unproduciblesmackdown]

working off a presumption that winston gets sent off in the first quarter of the season, Also presuming that it's not simply like as fond in-universe as possible (e.g. reluctance all around, a nice chat with taylor, kiss on the head, etc) b/c like, nobody ever gets that, & even though it's more possible re: finales, again, just Presuming winston sure won't get that:

ofc possible that it's decided that the Conclusion for winston's character ought to be an "answer" to his being autistic, but interpreted both in & out of universe as oh this person is inconsiderate, arrogant, hostile, etc. so that is just finally allowed to "catch up with him" and like seize any conflict or grievance anyone has with him as the excuse to push him out, pwning him one last time b/c he refused to Learn His Lesson & either become allistic or just essentially see himself out, either by quitting or shutting up forever

but imo it would obviously be more fun at all if the Conclusion for his character is instead focused on the also more substantial "if a character is on billions their life has gone awry; they have shown up with their [problems] suitcase at the [more problems] sunk cost factory" wherein like....winston's autistic, he's trying to be valued as a person by being valued for his quanting, and this whole time he's been succeeding Enough at that in that he was hired & hasn't yet actually been fired, but like, probably actually nobody's working back from [begrudgingly valuing winston's quanting] to valuing winston himself, even also begrudgingly....you've got rian wringing "value" from him more generally b/c by & large their moments of friendship seem to just be something she wants to take from him in those specific moments, check back 5 seconds later & that may have stopped being true & she'll be lashing out b/c What Matters is that this is all on her terms serving what she wants, which is also winston's (& anyone's) relationship with their role in his job overall. rian's above him in their own social duo, also as an employee in tmc, everyone else wherever he works are also always above him socially/professionally....i know it was like oh too busy to film much and we can't really come up with an explanation so winston's just absent from tmc get-togethers in s4 w/o anyone speaking of it at all, but like, forever whew ouch the Verisimilitude that aligns anyways like. of course he'd just unspoken collective agreement be singularly excluded

anyways to this end we Know he's not going to get an ending of finally finding [ppl have liked/valued him as a person b/c he convinced them to want to try b/c they like/value his quanting :) ] like that's never a guarantee for anyone, the [irl autistic ppl trying to "make up for" the dislike / rejection they garner for being nd by being a Good Co/worker] just leading to having to quit / be fired b/c of burnout anyways and nobody cares....there'll be some extra shit in the mix to be sure, but what i'm saying is like, if winston just Does cause a Problem on his way out out of pettiness, out of [ruin everyone's day this once like how has been done to him fifty thousand times] out of [make people pay attention to His Work(tm) b/c they won't pay attention to Him even in the end here] out of [just being pissed & getting any revenge by even like doing the equivalent of taking a not precisely aimed huge swing at mpc as a Fuck You that anyone will have to care about / exert any energy over, vs that if winston himself just expresses Fuck You interpersonally then nobody would care & would just ignore him as he left]

point is like i wouldn't be mad if he gets petty at Anyone b/c like uh, yeah. singled out at Taylor would ofc be a downer but like, if they actually get to interact about it? that'd be Something, for sure, and we're never guaranteed something. he has plenty of cause to be hostile to rian b/c to the end here she's decided to be [the person who hurts him, deliberately, continually], all while getting preferential treatment from the person he's Really been here for the whole time, just as salt in that wound even if rian didn't choose that part entirely on her own. could definitely anticipate it at least being marginally more enjoyable than what's easily expected: winston only getting some unceremonious sendoff in the midst of a scene about other shit, with everyone getting to immediately completely move on

all of this ofc about like, pretending like oh whatever billions does with winston cannot hurt me. but also not Really pretending that, and also it already has lol, i'm frustrated & annoyed as i have been abt things we've learned like [hip hooray rian and dollar bill on the trading floor. what bliss] and [nobody will mention that william exists or has ever existed behind the scenes like ugh please] and that [victor's staying power is so so annoying too just like it was when are you kidding we're getting rid of bonnie instead of him? kill me] but like. it'll hurt me and i'm just bracing to roll with that and it's also been about already clocking in at the [ow. ouch] factor abt this shit Ahead of time lol, you can't have just flipped some switch....but i also know billions may not just completely let us down & may even give us fuckall, and that knowledge is also further setup for pain lol. Can't truly have zero hopes, unforch. but also whatever also begrudging forch b/c like, we do have fun. i have my hater energy but it's not genuine but it also is lol like leave me to my galaxy brain idiosyncratic exact experience that i am having, as [we are not the same] w/frustrations & grievances as w/delights & revelations (when you are reveling in something)

basically it's like, i Would rather that the [quantessence] of winston's character be His emotional hangups that are required to even be on the show, namely, an autistic person desperate for recognition of his personhood through "merit" fruitlessly proffered to offset his rejection, or, as stated, to indeed at least be Needed so that he can have the like bare begrudging hollow inclusion of [being allowed in the building, literally], and have the "resolution" of this issue even being, very billions aptly, simply to be forced to give up on / let go of / have taken from you the means to keep acting on that motivation as you have been: for winston, naturally, having this job, working for taylor as Thee taylor mason loyalist, and understander, and supporter....all that, rather than centering Everyone Else's Hangups abt hating & rejecting an autistic person. tragically, can't put it fully past billions to not prioritize any & all other characters, and at winston's expense, basically just as has been happening to winston in-universe the whole time (& already out of it, like, where are his little arcs even just for fun? where is his being allowed to talk to taylor, or like, in general? where is he in most of s7, now? you didn't have to send him off early at all.) but also can't put it fully past billions to suddenly devote thought & effort to the character, god forbid that truest conduit for our hopes & dreams manifest which is that, if nothing else, winston gets to say something to taylor that they listen to b/c they choose to actually consider things he says, even though, indeed, they don't "have to," 4x11 to 4x12, through tears "Q is for Quantitative, babey," for sure. and even this time make it clearer that's obviously what happened, though like, there is fuckall on this show that can be made "clear" to the whole audience out here so yknow. at the same time like as though someone couldn't go "for the wynnstans" like look all the audience who also doesn't devote a neural spark to winston no matter what is not gonna care either way. but i will care so much forever. already i will probably be thinking "winston dick energy" every day for the rest of my life

you may notice as i have that i'm basically like gee billions would be fun if you at all gave winston material about him being a person in his own right rather than solely getting in one more Use of him as whatever object resource plot device for other characters' [being a person] like. would it count if (this will not happen) rian has to think about how what it means for her as a person that she Hasn't been treating winston as a person? eh, that's sure indirectly anything i guess. taylor's our best bet, someone who has already listened to winston & talked to him person to person & understood him & whom he's here for, & because of, & etc. tuk is winston's friend for real but he probably won't get to do anything, it'd be fun if idk they hug, or are confirmed to continue to hang out & get laid together, or wave & smile across the room, or anything. really obviously would go off the rails do anything blast off for the winnie n tay but you know. here we are, forever, doing it for them

[ramenstation]

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› Sus padres murieron en un accidente cuando era tan solo un bebé, desde entonces Mi-reu y Andrea lo criaron haciéndole honor a sus mejores amigos.

› De personalidad rebelde y actitud de rockstar, pero con un corazón puro y noble en el fondo. tiene lo mejor de dos mundos y muchas capas como una cebolla.

› Amante de la música gracias a Andrea, aprendió a leer partituras y tocar varios instrumentos desde pequeño, siendo la guitarra y el teclado sus favoritos.

› Tecladista en la banda conformada por los hermanos Sauvaterre-Fuchs.

› Quiso enorgullecer a Mi-reu y entró a la universidad, sin embargo, a la mitad de la carrera decidió que siempre no era lo suyo, optó por dejarla y tomar un año sabático.

› Durante su año sabático vivió su mejor vida viajando por Francia, costeado por su mamá Andrea y el sueldo de uno que otro trabajo que se encontró en el camino.

› De regreso a París esta considerado que hacer con su vida, mientras da clases de música en un centro de cuidado infantil. Es el maestro cool con su fake leather jacket y lentes oscuros.

› Comenzó a tomar clases de boxeo porque es el único deporte que le pareció cool, pero después de meterse en problemas en la escuela ( se peleo defendiendo a sus hermanas no rockstars y lo suspendieron ) tuvo que dejarlo.

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¿Cómo les explico yo los traumas que se me ocurren para este niño y sus capas de cebolla???? ;_; todo es culpa de Pers ;_; anyway, luego volvemos con más, i guess

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› Andrea Fuchs: - Madre adoptiva. [ played by: wolfsmot ]

› Mi-reu Hyeon: - Padre adoptivo. [ play by: ramenstation ]

› Isik Badem-Hyeon: - Media Hermana. [ played by: violetica ]

› Lukas Badem-Hyeon: - Medio hermano. [ play by: ramenstation ]

› Amistades

› Enemistades

› Etcétera

[amooncreature]

Hi! ᴺᵒᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ᵇᵘʳᶰˢ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵒˡᵈ

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[verde-essvida]

"don't accept a critique from Someone who you wouldn't take advice from"

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[francoise-larouge]

L’imprévu c’est la vie© Françoise Larouge  

[pubrpgdesign]

Quand tu es en congé aujourd’hui, qu’il est 8h du matin et que tu as prévu de rester à la maison toute la journée pour répondre à tes rps.

[playground-love98]

"Mentiamo promettendo a noi non finirà E sono sempre i miei pensieri rigirati e basta La nostra storia che continua su pezzi di carta La nostra storia mai finita che non ha una fine"

[gandurile-divinitatii]

30 De ce mbrie

Al 12-lea ceas. Time to right the wrongs.

8:24AM

Inca sunt putin nervos. Il nenorocesc. Lacheu infect. Cum imi permiti tu, nimeni in drum, sa faci pizda mare la adresa mea? Cine esti tu, ce stii despre mine si cum iti permiti sa ma vorbesti de rau? Ma cunosti? Nu ma cunosti. Vrei sa ma cunosti? Normal ca nu. Sunt o fiinta ingrozitoare, nu? Sau cel putin, asta stiu prietenii tai. Ramane de vazut cat timp vei ramane cu impresia asta. Sa-ti dea bunul Dumnezeu timp liber si noroc sa nu-ti intersectezi drumurile cu mine. Bai, nenorocitule. Cine esti tu sa-ti permiti sa ma jignesti in fata altor persoane? Bai, nenorocitule. Esti mai prejos decat e uman posibil, si tu-mi faci mie gura mare? Gah, a doua dimineata pe care mi-o petrecut in frustrarea regretului. Ma uit in stanga si in dreapta, imi trasez cu privirea venele ce-mi duc spre pumni si cer indurare. Nu vreau sa calc iar pe drumul asta. Fi acolo. Opreste-ma. Nu. Nu vreau sa fi acolo. Nu vreau sa ma vezi asa. Eu imi asum. Tu esti capabil sa-ti asumi? GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. 

Aparent voiam sa-nchei aici. Dar ghici ce. Mai urmeaza. urmeaza-n siruiri de randuri sub forma unor banale vorbe. N-ai sa-ntelegi. Nu-ntelegi, n-ai inteles, si probabil nu vei intelege vreodata. Iti vei pierde farmecul, la fel cum si eu imi voi pierde sensul. De ce? Pentru ca banal. Pentru ca reusesc intr-un final sa casc ochii, si sa va vad pe voi. Ce-mi sunteti? Care-i cel mai bun lucru pe care-l pui pe tava? Ce-mi oferi tu mie, si ce-ti ofer eu tie? E un schimb bun? E vreun castigator? Daca da , inseamna c-am esuat. Normal, daca nu sunt eu castigatorul. Ca asta spuneam, ne urmarim toti interesele. Daca castigi tu, inseamna ca profiti de mine, si stim cu totii ca-s mult prea superb ca sa faci asta. Din nou, normal, ca mai deschidem si ochii. Cat putem sa mergem cu cum pula mea s-or numi. Stii, prostiile alea pe care le poarta calutii ca sa vada orbeste(ironic), doar inainte?

Care-i problema mea.. Care-i problema ta, si de ce te agheti de mine? Iar imi uit ideea si-mi pierd sensul.........

A 3-a idee. Intelege-ma. Prinde-mi sirul ideilor. Simte-ti greutatea cu care apas tastele astea si simte-ma. O sa-nnebunesc. O simt. Ma simt. Stiu si ma vad deja. Ma vad zambind miseleste fara vreun sens anume la vreo nebunie de-a mea. Voi anticipa fericitul si vor stii cand va fi..  Tarziu. Asta vor stii. Cand va fi tarziu. Iar tu, iti vei da seama tarziu. O sa inghiti candva in sec, si-n pragul amintirilor, o sa-ti alunec printre ele ca o fotografie full hd. Ma vei vedea clar, si te vei intreba “ De ce?” . Si nu va face sens. Si-ntr-un final, vei intelege. Vei vedea. Probabil..  Dar pana atunci, lasa-ma sa fiu in amarul meu. Uita-ma, tu, cititorule. Uitati-ma voi, cei de-o seamna cu mine, si lasati-ma-n sufletul meu. 

Simte-mi caldura si radiaza-ti sufletul. Candva, probabil, va fi bine. Dar pana acolo... Ne vedem candva.. Si.. Aici se-ncheie un alt capitol. 30/12/2018. Iar data viitoare, cand ma vei citi.. va fi .. undeva.. Probabil pe buze. Probabil intr-o ambianta placuta. Ma vei simti. Ma veti simti. Dar.. Ca deobicei, ma retrag. e 09:05AM si mintea-mi e vraiste. Doar vreau sa apas pe fast-forward si sa ma trezesc intr-un viitor prea indepartat ca sa fie departe, si prea apropiat ca sa fie aproape. Vreau sa fiu acolo, atunci. Ar fi perfect. De ce? Pentru ca-i simt superbul.. Asa ca.. Pe data viitoare..

"Ripoff - 2020"

[ramenstation]

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› c'estlavie 2da gen › ??., 20?? ( ?? años ) › mitad gamer, mitad food-influencer. Otaku a tiempo completo › extra on read more / pinterest

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› Devrim y Mi-reu lo adoptaron con tan solo un añito, convirtiéndolo en el más pequeño de la familia. ( taeyang e isik tenían ? cuando llegó a sus vidas )

› Fanatismo por los videojuegos y el anime lo llevo a desarrollar un interés por la cultura japonesa desde temprana edad.

› Dicho interés se centró más en la gastronomía cuando descubrieron su alergia al maní y completamente espantado por la asfixia experimentada por la anafilaxia, el menor de los badem-hyeon se volvió un tanto paranoico respecto a los alimentos que consumía, lo cual lo llevó a memorizar recetas que no contenían nada que pudiera detonar su alergia y fueran seguras de ingerir.

› Su tiempo se divide entre competencia de vídeo juegos, streaming de estos y creación de tiktoks recreando comida de sus animaciones favoritas.

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› Devrim Badem: - Padre adoptivo. [ played by: violetica ]

› Mi-reu Hyeon: - Padre adoptivo. [ play by: ramenstation ]

› Taeyang Hyeon-Fuchs: - Medio hermano. [ play by: ramenstation ]

› Isik Badem-Hyeon: - Hermana. [ played by: violetica ]

› Amistades

› Enemistades

› Etcétera

[danielaarellanocastro]

En algún momento de mi vida estaba llena de gente a mi alrededor y me sentía sola, ahora que estoy sola la verdad es que nada a cambiado ...

[mjoriginals]

[newattitude]

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[jacksmusesdrv3]

I’m gonna stick to my guns on Ouma, don’t get me wrong, but

I do feel mighty stupid for a lot of the shit that went into the tag now

I just wish I caught on to a lot of the weird faulty bunk sooner yknow