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gimmick-lawyer · 1 month ago
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Hello why are people following me I haven't posted anything on this account in months
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rtgame-fun-facts · 1 year ago
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Fun fact: Rtgame is very kissable
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wuh
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thatonegaybrit · 7 months ago
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; xenogender flags are so pretty and I respect the absolute artistry some of these flags are. But oh my stars they are so hard to describe. I sob a little inside when I have to describe mona lisa type flags. /nam ( this is not me complaining I'm genuinely asking for tips describing really complex xenogender flags .. and complex images in general lol. I want to make my mark on the internet at least a little more accessible, to both me and others .. /genq /lh )
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featherlouise · 1 year ago
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the mantis lords gon have to hire a palace servant to figure out pk's handwriting. i hc that due to his wyrm form having no hands and higher being's altered sense of time (things pass way slower for him), he has naturally shaky writing due to spending most of his life with no hands thus no reason to write.
and yeah. im more inclined towards the second option because the lords were angry enough after he recovered to either ban him or make him not want to return to the village, and gods damn it, he doesnt want to face their wrath too - 👹
Oooo that's a cool hc!! My PK CAN write (bc he's been doing it for thousands of years at this point so it's pretty much perfect cursive) AND he's ambidextrous BUT only with his top set of hands. His bottom set can't write for SHIT
And I'm not completely sure who you're referring to for the second part?? Sry my brain is mush rn
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theticklemonster · 3 months ago
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HI ik i'm not rly on here anymore but my friend in the community pointed out smth i wanted to address really quick-
I'm not dating anyone in the tkl community on tumblr! I happen to have the old url of someone on here's partner but i'm not them. I don't THINK i've caused anyone else confusion (afaik, i hope) but i just wanted to put this out there just in case!! I'm not impersonating anyone or mean to lmao
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hiro-doodlez · 1 year ago
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LIST OF ENGLISH ACRONYMS AND ABBREVIATIONS (the random letters that people use sometimes)!! FEEL FREE TO USE AS A REF (reference) SHEET!! In alphabetical too!!
Tone indicators at the bottom!
GENERAL:
AFK- away from keyboard
AKA- also known as
ASAP- as soon as possible
ASL- American Sign Language
B4- before
BC- because
BF- boyfriend
BFF- best friends forever
BTW- By the way
BTS- Behind the scenes/back to school / that one band
BRB- be right back
CW: content warning
Cya- see ya
DM- direct message
DW- dont worry
EZPZ- easy peasy
FB- Facebook
FW: flash warning
FAQ- frequently asked questions
FYI- for your information
GF- girl friend
GG- good game
GJ- Good job
GL- good luck
Gnite- good night
GTFO- get the fuck out
GTG- got to go
Gud- good
H8- hate
HBD- happy birthday
Hella- really
HMU- Hit me up
HW- Homework
IDK- I don't know
IDC- I don't care
IG- I guess / instagram
IK- I know
IKR- I know right
K- okay
Lmao- laughing my ass off
Kewl- cool
Kk- okay
Lol- laugh out loud
ILY- I love you
ILYSM- I love you so much
IMO- in my opinion
IRL- in real life
IYKYK- if you know you know
JFC- Jesus fucking chrkst
Jk- just kidding
L8R- later
LMAO- laughing my ass off
LMK-let me know
LOL- laughing out loud
Mkay- mm okay
NE- Any
NE1- anyone
NGL- not gonna lie
NM- Nothing much
NP: no problem
NSFW- not safe for work
NVM- nevermind
NW- no worries
Obv- obviously
OFC- of course
OMW- on my way
OP- original post(er)
OTP- one true pairing
Ova- over
Pic- picture
Pls-please
Plz-please
POV: point of view
Ppl- people
Prolly- probably
QOTD- quote of the day
R- are
RB- reblog
Ref- reference
Rly- really
RN- right now
RP- role play
RPG-role playing game
RT- retweet
Sec- second
SH- self harm
SMH- shaking my head
SMP- survival multiplayer server (Minecraft) / social media platform (?)
S.O- significant other
Sui- suicide
Sus- suspicious
STFU- shut the fuck up
T- testosterone
TBA- to be announced
TBF- to be fair
TBH- to be honest
TF- the fuck
Thnks- thanks
Thx- thanks
TLDR- too long didn't read (usually a summary)
TMRW- tomorrow
TOS- terms of service
TTYL-talk to you later
TW: trigger warning
Vid- video
WTF- what the fuck
WYD- what are you doing?
YOLO- You only live once
YT- YouTube
YW- you're welcome
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If the one youre looking for isnt here, either i forgot or its a fandom! Id suggest looking it up if youre confused!
Extra note: if you see 8 in one of the acronyms, then it usually is used as an “ate” sound. So h8= ate, gr8= great ect.
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TONE INDICATORS:
/aff- affectionate
/c- copypasta
/cb- clickbait (?)
/f- fake
/gen- genuine
/genq- genuine question
/half joking
/ij- inside joke
/j- joking
/lyr- lyrics
/lh- light hearted
/lu- little upset
/neg- negative
/nf- not forced
/nm- not mad
/npa- not passive aggresive
/nsrs- not serious
/p- platonic
/pa- passive aggresive
/pos- positive
/q- quote
/r- romantic
/ref
/s- sarcastic
/srs- serious
/t- teasing
/th- threat
I HOPE THIS HELPS!! and if i forgot to add one feel free to send an ask ^^
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prettyboykatsuki · 8 months ago
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Hey Pookie, I lowkey love your content and shi but I’m kinda confused about like the minor stuff (Characters being under 18 then aged up in fics) I’m confused because people would be like “your aging up characters to sexualize them” but I don’t think that’s your case yk so I’m wondering do you believe in the “it’s illegal to sexualize underage anime characters” or nah?
No offence 🫠
i do not believed in that lmao /nm
it wouldn't matter if i was doing it just to sexualize them tbh bc you're still intending to write them as adults. ive never understood that 'just to sexualize them' bc like... would u prefer they didn't do that? lmao
characters are not people so its not illegal and it does not matter👍🏾. characters are objects and tools of make believe so u can do anything u want with them. they're paper dolls and building blocks and they have zero agency bc they do not exist. no actual minor is harmed or helped by that rhetoric
especially in the context of like written fiction. like they're not actual minors they're play pretend pixels and words on screen etc . anime characters should not be treated as psuedo ppl they are literally dolls. i hope this helps !! u seem genuine in asking so i did my best to answer but i feel like ive answered this so many times its hard to rlly explain it anymore
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thatdeadaquarius · 2 years ago
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HELLO IT IS I AGAIN (Razor's mom /real)
So you know those imposters aus where characters chase the reader for being an 'impersonator'?
What if... It's a continuation from my ask (where we meet Razor first before everyone), and Razor is just confused at the patrolling knights near Wolvendom constantly asking him if he have saw 'the impostor'
Tbh he just shakes his head. Who tf is the impostor????? Wtf is an impostor???????
Many question marks later..
He had encountered an epiphany (not really it's just the Springvale ppl talking about someone copying the creator's looks).
The 'Impostor' they have been searching is you.
But you're not an impostor! Razor knows it! Andrius knows it! And with how the nature and the monster responded to you, Teyvat knows it too!
So like the good son he is, he sheltered you even more severely.
Ur not allowed to go out of his sights at this point (he'll still take you to places with many lampgrasses if you still wanna make a crown w it)
And my imagination ends there, do you think there's something else he'd do?
Ty for answering my last request btw, ur the best and I hope you get your favorite characters w one 10 pull and your desired artifacts w the best stats <3
Much love and sweets
-Razor's mom
RAZOR'S MOM!! HELLO aw im so glad u liked it :)
Srry about the late reply! 💜💜💜
Ok, so I think this is a good time to point to my shiny
Writing Requests/About Me Post I have pinned on my 👉 blog!!👈💅 taaa daaaa :) i did it guys here ya go
Yall have been GREAT so far abt keeping the requests chill and fun, and i dont have that many "Donts" that arent obvious (homophobia, transphobia, ableism,etc)
Dont worry Razor Mom, i just wanted to use this as a way to talk about this!! /nm /gen
About Imposter AU, there are plenty of other blogs/posts that write for that or posts under SAGAU tag! :)
I said wayyy earlier on in some of my first asks, but basically I really want to lighten up the Genshin SAGAU / Isekai tag and branch out from all these darker Imposter AUs :)
And also add more world-building posts or AUs <3
(language brainrot for example)!!
TL;DR: I am not accepting hunting down/yandere/cult au/imposter au Genshin Sagau, only a funny or chill version of it.
Please check my writing rules post :)
Example: u look like Creator, but everybody's like, "oh lucky them wow rlly blessed, have a free drink, etc.
OR omfg where r they?? They descended to Teyvat oh fuck we lost our god-"
Heres the Razor post !!!
If u wanna check it out :]
Cracks knuckles, Saddle up Baby, bc its time for my version of the Imposter AU 🤭😋😈
(and sorry for answering super late/possible scare Razor mom anon!! :'/ )
So it begins rlly small right?
Like, Razor does not know the new knight patroling Wolvendom's borders
,, weird but ok, he thinks basically
And then when it was time to visit some domains a little closer to Springvale for grinding
(Or rlly just to get some of their tiny restaurants homemade food yumm)
He notices more Favonius knights lurking around than usual
Or at least widening their patrols
And hes like wtf?
Ur like, huh.
I'll ask Springvale ppl wtf goin on
The locals respond that the search for the Great Creator has begun.
...
...you and Razor: 👁👄👁 w h o m s t ❔️
Upon further questioning
(which was apparantly weird that yall didnt know, but eh, u just used the whole "feral wolf child with feral blacksmith parent living in woods ignorance" excuse)
Admittedly yall, quite literally, live under a rock lmao
They explain theres a whole ass prophecy
Abt how the Great Architect would succumb to a long slumber somewhere else in the vast universe after making the planet.
And when the time is right, they will reconnect to Teyvat, and awaken, and descend in a mortal form
(like the archons)
..but the kicker is nobody knows wtf they look like bc:
1. All that lore is hella crumbly and old, and very hard to translate
2. Mortal forms sometimes look different than god forms, so even if they did know some defining features of the Creator, that wasnt guaranteed to be them...
(i.e. they will have brown eyes, well. Thats a fuckton of ppl with brown eyes innit? 💀)
So thru certain signs, that this mysterious prophecy wooooo
Said would happen, the nations of Teyvat and their many supernatural inhabitants are aware the ultimate god has descended
(The crops flourished? Animals got more wily, many of the sick ppl got better for no reason, the Irminsul started regrowing/filling out its base- like how it looked like a lightning struck tree rn 💀)
So every country are now trying to find them to be the first to welcome them home
Needless to say its lowkey a competition
Meanwhile you and Razor are just:
... (゜▽゜;)
"Haha yeah cool..."
(Andrius already told u what u r to Teyvat and explained to Razor)
Ur both immediately slapping a cloak on u and keeping the hood up all the time
Yall dont wanna be seperated :(
Ur both paranoid for diff reasons,
Razor's just scared his Lupical is going to be taken from him again bc there r better, more refined humans wanting to be ur Lupical ;-;
And ur like-
Omfg that sounds like sm work 💀
While its nice to daydream abt what itd be like to be famous, realistically,
U could not handle that shit.
People crowding you all the time?
U cant just look busted anywhere u go, like a midnight snack run
Ppl would also expect u be,
Responsible??
To act like a competent ruler maybe???
Hell no.
U just wanted to play a pretty gacha game and spoil ur skrunklies
(At least, if they do wanna call u that, they dont make u do anything political 💀 but u doubt it)
Needless to say, Razor is glued to ur side everywhere u go.
A domain a half mile away? Oh he'll come with dw
Ur gonna go stop by that food merchant further up the road for ingredients? Cool he'll sniff the best ones!
Ur going to see Andrius??
Oh he needed to see him too-
😭😭🥺🥺 poor babe
Surprisingly enough,
Or maybe not his house is right tf there
Diluc is the first person to actually recognize you.
Razor had been subtly steering u away from Mondstadt for 3 weeks now, ever since yall talked to the Springvale locals
An u cant say u didnt notice, but u werent rlly stopping him
You wanted to be like Venti, chillin among the ppl regardless of ur powers, not the Raiden Shogun :/
And maybe shock some ppl who dont know ur a god like him too lol
Diluc had been looking around the lesser patroled areas of Mondstadt to search for the Architect
He didn't even need those incompetent knights to tell him their god had finally descended
He already saw the signs long before Mondstadt
Bc youve been in Wolvendom, the area has flourished over time, more fish in the water, more game to hunt and bigger, crows making circles in the sky despite there being no corpse
And one of the closest places to you,
Is the Dawn Winery.
Diluc's security against Venti began to hold up better, the staff didn't have to clean as much things like dirt or weather damage to the manor,
His hawk had never been faster delivering his letters, he almost thought the little guy had been drugged with something
He patroled Stormterror's Lair, and deep in the woods surrounding the manor that the knights hadn't bother to go into
Afterall, he figured you'd never had a mortal form before, so u were unlikely to fend for urself for very long in the woods lol
so he wanted to find u quick (aww softy :')
He even made a trip out to the Thousand Wind Temple and Dragonspine (he did report that one to the knights, he didn't want Amber, Bennett, or Creator-forbid Klee, being the few pyro users to have to explore it)
Finally, after doing the further away locations, siginificant in history and rich with leftover magic
Diluc figured that's where you might land first, so he saved Wolvendom for last
It would at least let him check on that wolf kid and maybe get to talk to him long enough to ask him if he's seen anything unusual.
The lord of Dawn Winery manor heads into the Wolvendom woods, just as sunset colors the trees...
It was a Friday evening, the sun was setting, the weather was pleasant and it was time for all of the Lupical to come together and eat a big feast!! :)
About once a month, Andrius will come out for a few nights and dine with all of yall
Hes an old wolf give him a break, he takes long naps
So u cook lots of Mondstadt favorites to eat on and a few Liyue dishes too
Razor, ur favorite helper, has helped u finish the last dish and is now romping around with the puppies bless <3
U guys have dragged ur coffee table dining table setup out to sit and eat at
Andrius lets out a not too loud, not too quiet howl, and as the wolves, Razor and you lmao join in
Yall dig in, bones flying everywhere, spagetti noodles flingling around, it would put toddlers to shame lol
Diluc hears a howl that is too... big to be a regular wolf.
It filled the air of Wolvendom like no howl before it, as he used the glowing lampgrass to help light the path deeper
He sneaks past a hilichurl camp or two, all fast asleep
He scans the woods, and figures he'll search the woods besides the path after he gets to that old stone carved pit-
Food?
Diluc sniffs the air, and squints deeper into the forest
The black branches shade the way ahead, but just barely... he can see the flicker of orange and blue light?
He summons his claymore, bracing it on his shoulder, and creeps into the treeline to better hide him
You swear to god (dammit swear to.. you??) someone is watching you.
You look around the piles of fluffy doggos, happy and stuffed full they r slowly forming puppy piles
Andrius is finishing his meat platter, also sitting on all four legs on the ground
Razor is splayed on his back beside you, eyes closed, his feet sticking out the other side of the table, u chuckle at him
But not a single Lupical seems to be looking at you.
Gulping down your last few bites, you scan the treeline
U refuse to be that bitch in a horror movie where their gut says smth is off and they brush it off or barely look at their surroundings
Turning around to the treeline behind you, u see something... red fur?
U sit up some more, peering over the bushes at the bottom of the trees
You meet a pair of warm brown eyes, widened like they're just as shocked to see you
As u notice his familiar red high ponytail (but also not?? Its weird going from 2D to 3D and still recognizing bitches)
U peer down at his chest, as he carefully stands out of the foliage-
That familiar star shaped button that u can press for the character menu screen, the same thats on Razor, on Benny, on Fischl, on Lisa-
Hovers over Diluc's chest.
Diluc is in the bush, observing the human(???) stranger (he really doesnt want to attract the attention of that.. giant spirit wolf thing)
The figure sitting at a ... table?? (He can barely process all these absurdities at once, hes only got so much brain space)
Has sensed his presence, and as he grips his claymore, ready to demand answers,
Razor startles, and jumps up, smelling the pyro user, he summons his weapon-
The figure locks eyes with him, and all he sees is gold.
Diluc drops his claymore.
Have a cliffhanger bc idk 🤷‍♂️ Also srry it wasnt exactly Mondstadt finding u, and it somehow turned into a whole scenario?? Idk man
🤧 welp i hope that was decent Razor mom! Tysm for ur sweet feedback abt our beloved son 🙏💜🐺
Feel free to always talk again, thru comments, asks whatever!! :D
Cheers,
💀♒️
(guys im so stupid i coud've been signing off with this simple emoji combo the whole time,, 😭i didnt actually think abt emojifying my name, just making it look pretty with some of my fav emojis... 😔)
If anyone reads this u should let me know which one is better lol
💀♒️
OR
🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘
OR like a combo???
♡my beloved♡
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
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dozyrogue · 1 year ago
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I've seen plenty of huevitos responding to tubblings on twitter today and it's interesting because it's playing out in a similar way as what's happening between the characters. Some huevitos seem confused why tubblings aren't taking what Fit said to Foolish as a joke or banter. I think most tubblings also know that it's not as deep on Fit's side but they're analyzing the potential angst from Tubbo's pov. At least the miscommunication between fans doesn't seem hostile this time around.
I totally get that but i think if qtubbo was really hurt by these comments he wouldve told qfit and qpac by now because i think these jokes have been made for a month now and its playful banter from morning crew yk? /nm
This person seems nice, this is in no way a call out or anything like that, but this tweet is a perfect example of the fact that some Fit viewers genuinely have no idea what's going on with Tubbo. No, no he would not tell Fit and Pac. The way things are going with his mental health right now he would probably rather kill himself, literally, than be vulnerable about his feelings. The problem is no one can tell how hurt he is because he's self sabotaging and covering up with jokes.
Miscommunication that isn't insanely dramatic: rare edition
Lmao but seriously and no hate but u can clearly tell when someone who hasn't watched tubbo trys speaking on the character cctubbo has created.
I did not live through tubbo jumping down tubhole so many times and sunny having to revive him multiple times to her LITERALLY BEGGING HIM TO STOP. AND HE KEPT GOING ANY WAY. TO THE POIBT SUNNY STARTED PICKING UP THAT TRAIT The constant dieing from others hand to push them away. To just expect him to say "plz stop.
If that happened I would genuinely fucking lose my shit worse then the frubbo date
And youre so right tubbo would waaayyy rather actually killing himself then even think about talking about his feelings. Like I think the only person who saw the hurt just a little bit was bagi. And she wanted to help but she did immediately assume it had to do with Fred soooo. And mans literally fucking ran from her
Hes literally the definition of "if u need to be mean, be mean to me"
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fallenclan · 11 months ago
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Also I know I just sent an ask (hopefully Tumblr didn't eated it) but things:
1. In your case, pfp stands for PoppyFeather Picture lmao
2. How in the fuck do you pronounce Jattelik I've been confused this whole time /nm
3. I hope Frogpounce does more stuff when moon progression picks up again. He has too much Lore in him to just be a background character
4. If I were to hypothetically make fanart as drawing practice, which cats would you want to see the most right now?
TRUE lmao
I'm not actually sure, I'm assuming it's an actual name (or at Least a character or something) but I've just been pronouncing it Jatt-eh-lick
Sorry! he's a background character forever (joke)
OMG the choices... i would say either Littleleaf, Feathersight, or maybe one of the founders, like Nettlestem or Sunwish :3
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verdemoun · 7 months ago
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You mentioned how Bessie and Hosea die post-timewarp (and I will never forgive you for that/j/nm) but how does everyone else die? And is there a party when Micah dies as Lenny comments in the first chapter?
did you know despite the number of hitlists i have been placed on since making that post 25% of my inbox is people asking about the modern era deaths in timewarp au
i have not put that much thought into it most of them get to old age and pass away peacefully by age might throw in a few accidents and tragedies for the angst lmao can you imagine john dying before he had a chance to properly mend his relationship with jack again
micah is one of the earlier ones to die either poor health choices (smoking, alcohol, cholesterol take your pick) or actually pissing off the wrong guy and just getting shot again (my real otp is micah x a bullet). while a lot of the gang weren't necessarily surprised or upset when he goes he was still kind of part of the modern gang? they still invited him to things? like going through dying only to reawaken in modern era is a hell of a bonding experience and micah did actually change slightly for the better after losing whatever sense of power and control he felt being an outlaw in canon era.
also getting to know micah hearing more of his campfire stories and offhanded comments about his past a lot of the boys came to appreciate yeah micah is an ass who is responsible for the bad choices he made but it could have easily been any one of them in his place. especially arthur, who has a similarly toxic and abusive relationship with bio father, who was also an outlaw and no doubt would have raised him identically to how micah's father raised him if he had the chance, really came to acknowledge that he could have easily become as awful as micah if not for the few good people he had in his life. they might as well have grown up in the same house, except one went out the front door and one went out the back.
it is an appropriately somber affair even though no one can think of a nice thing to say about him but bill does step forward to offer a few words 'well, er, micah was a bastard. a right, unpleasant, genuinely evil bastard at times... but y'know there were some good times too. he and arthur saved my life in rhodes, long time ago now. s'pose we were buddies at the end of the day. and - and i ain't here to defend him - but maybe in another life where he wasn't as fucked in the head, we could've been proper friends. think i would've liked that'
most of the gang agreed.
except sadie you'd think she won the lotto she made a cake and stayed at home drinking, celebrating and dancing with jake instead of going to the funeral (who was for the most part just confused but glad to see his wife so happy)
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someverygaymoth · 1 year ago
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KD!AU
(lmao did I forget to mention the errormare? My b Dawgs that too. We have chaos polycules in this au.)
Euclades(NM) knew Steller(Error), when he was younger, still in his flock, still by an entirely different name and form. When things went horribly wrong for him, he ran from his flock, and Steller. A lover he'd taken some 400 years ago. They parted with only a letter, a letter Clay left for him in a fit of fear and confusion after becoming what he is now. He fled from his problems, and didn't allow anyone to follow him or help them. Needless to say, Euclades still thinks of him often, and having him show up on his doorstep, with a mate, no less, is not something he was prepared for.
Steller doesn't recognize him. He looks so different now, he can hardly blame him, but part of him aches. He can barely stay there long enough to greet both him and Atra(ink) before having to spend the rest of the day in his room, shocked to realize he can still take his old form. He didn't know that before Steller came around. But, it didn't take much for Steller to figure it out...
Literally the whole fic I wrote about that ages ago↓↓ (this is old AF I revamped it literally just for this post PLEASE forgive me if it vaguely sounds like garbage in some parts.)
(Important details: trade is the common language used for international trade in this world, dragons propose with giant intricate circles made with stones and rocks gathered sometimes over months, dragons have little balls of flame for souls called soulfire.)
(third person focused: Steller's point of view)
Clay isn't who he says he is. To Steller, it's all but a mystery to whom, if anyone, he's told the truth. It began as morning more than a feeling when they first arrived here. Something felt off, familiar and suspicious. Then it became a hunch, then a conclusion that the king was hiding something. If his mate, his kid— Atra's kid were going to stay here, secrets weren't going to fly with him.
Many things clued him in on the King's secret, and when he uncovered something so personal as this is, Steller found it an incredibly difficult realization to have. He had to confer frequently with Atra, to fumble through what to do and what to think, how to feel. Not that Atra is any good at any of those things, but stars he does his best. And that's something. One thing Atra said stuck with him through all of this.
"If he loved you as you said he did? He left so abruptly to keep you safe, even if it was something you didn't need to be protected from."
Euphe was always the protected, never the protector. Of course he'd want to protect Steller from what he wasn't protected from. From whatever happened to his home, to his people. To him. Thinking about and processing all of this went slow, had been absolutely heart wrenching, and snowballed slowly into more of an investigation into the truth rather than just exploring a hunch or a feeling.
The first hint had been his reaction to his presence here, Euclades didn't utter a word beyond a curt greeting in draconic, in response to Steller's trade. That could easily be mistaken for an old age monarch attached to his ways, but Euphe never learned trade either. Then, with nothing but those words, he disappeared for the rest of the day. Steller had been intrigued, and looked for him, wanting to talk to him more. At least thank him for allowing himself and his mate to stay here, apologize for his lover's foolishness.
Though, he wasn't around. Steller asked his mates, though they told him that Clay was in his room, probably working, and he seemed in a mood about something when they last saw him. In other words, he was best left alone. Though they remarked about Cain handling the political affairs this week, to give him a break, and promised they would check on him later, and relay his gratitude. It left him with an odd taste on his tongues, persay.
The next? Cain. Steller never met him when he was with Euphe. Euphe talked about him a lot. Tall, strong, bright and beautiful. Steller knew without a doubt, that Euphe loved him deeply, but Cain was a protector before all else, he would've kept the secret at first, but Euphe knew it would spill eventually... On purpose or not. His flock wasn't a fan of lone draconics. Nor was any other, really.
To have one of their monarchs, nevermind such a sacred being as Euphe fraternizing with a troublemaker like him, that would give the young monarch's flockmates all the more reason to hate him. Though, now Cain acted the same way Euphe had always talked about him. A beautiful golden social butterfly that was able to connect with damn near anyone. Though he lacked a certain naivety that Euphe described, Steller could guess that was a product of maturity. To find them together now, ruling their empire as mates, was no surprise.
Cain contributed to more than one hint, really. One other being, their origin. Born of the sacred Tree of Connection, twin protectors given to their flock by their deities. It's pretty difficult to miss that one. Euphe never completely explained what they both were to him, but he's not sure that Euphe completely understood that for himself at the time. Nonetheless, you don't get two stories like that one. He was almost completely sure of it then.
The fourth hint lie in the garden. Deep in the garden, in fact. Abandoned and alone. The Tree of Connection itself, and the last source of Empathy magic, a single golden apple, hanging alone within its ancient branches. A story that's also pretty unmistakable for any other, it sat in a well, reflecting golden light onto the water beneath. It was so well kept. Too well kept to be anything but the real Tree of Connection. How the hell they got it here was beyond Steller's comprehension, but still.
Steller would suppose it's fair to count the Tree of Life as a part of that last hint as well. The massive tree in the middle of the castle's main buildings. An apple tree, just like the Tree of Connection. It wasn't hard to figure out that it was grown from the last dark apple of Empathy. Steller put that one together pretty quick after seeing the golden apple all alone on the tree. He had few doubts then.
The fifth clue, was each of Clay's mates. The stories of how they met. Clay's need to help them all... That unmistakable empathy for small, helpless things. That was all Euphe. It was just like him. Steller could see it in his expression as they talked about it, he seemed so nostalgic for the time, but so terribly empathetic, hurt by remembering their pain and helplessness. He still has that same desperation to protect, to provide. Like he has anything to prove after taking an entire Empire by right of combat and creating a safe haven for draconic people everywhere.
The sixth was the library. The moment Steller saw it he had no doubts left. So many books, in so many draconic languages, so many scrolls from so many different flocks. Euphe loved books. He may not know trade, but he knew almost every draconic language near to his own flock. He used to bring many books in whatever language he could find, to their little clearing in the woods and read to him all night long. Memories Steller carries with fondness.
The castle is full of secret rooms and dark passages, and the library is no exception. The library has so many secret rooms, full of old scrolls in ancient draconic languages. In one of these rooms there was nothing but scrolls about his flock... The flock and the prophecy that tortured Euphe until the day they all disappeared. So many of them had the burnt impression of claws on the corner of the page. Steller could imagine it so easily, Clay staring at it with such fear and anguish, wondering why they had done this to him, and allowing his emotions to run away with him.
Between Cain dropping information about their past, Clay's desperate little attempts to hide the obvious, and the clues practically written in the walls themselves... It wasn't long before Steller figured it out. Now, came the hard part. Actually talking to him about it.
Atra was there through it all, content to let Steller know his thoughts on everything. All he had to say when he decided he wanted to talk with Clay was, "do whatever you feel is right. If the dust settles and you want to be friends? That's okay. If you end up fucking on his desk, that's cool too! We can sort stuff out later." Stellar gave him a straight shot to the ribs for that, of course, because that was a very unhelpful fantasy to carry in this situation... But at least he knew whatever way things went, he had the support of his mate.
After hours of pacing and procrastination in my room, Steller somehow end up in front of his door... Holding that old letter like the most precious thing in the world. The purple ribbon that held it was old and worn now, he'd applied sap many times over the years to help the fraying. The edges used to be a vibrant shimmering silver, but now the thin metallic touch had worn and flaked in some spots. The letter itself was corroded and yellowed at the edges. Steller read it often in those first years that his lover was gone. In fact, he'd read it so many times now he's certain that he could recite it word per word, blindfolded.
Now he held it before the door of the one who gave it to him, unsure and fearful. Clay knew he was there, without a doubt. Born of the tree of Connection, he possessed focal magics even other monarchs did not. Empathetic magic, specifically. He'd always been able to feel the emotions of others, but what he understands now is that Clay's abilities have grown much over the years. Steller knocks on the door gently and it unlocks with a small click, opening just a little. He pushes it the rest of the way open, and when he does, Clay watches him with tired eyes.
After all his anxiety and worrying today, it would seem he is an expected guest.
"Steller, what do you requi-" he freezes-no, flinches- when he sees the letter in his hand. His eyelight swirls with an unmistakable twinge of vibrant violet for a moment. He blinks and it's gone, it almost felt imagined.
"Euclades. It's a lovely name."
He was silent, watching Steller wearily. He looks guilty, contemplative, maybe even afraid... The dredge of negativity that flows over his bones seems to drip more heavily around him, roiling like a pond disturbed by rain.
"But it isn't yours, at least... It wasn't always. Was it?"
"No. No it wasn't." The door shut quietly behind him. The sound makes Steller glance back, only for a moment. "Please... Please allow me this moment in private. I... Cannot imagine how you must feel. If I must endure your anguish, let me be the only one to bear it." He pleads.
Steller locks the door on his own, content to give Clay what he asks. He sighs out, "I knew it was you," in a breath. It's difficult for him to tell whether it's a sign of relief or something entirely different.
"You're clever, I knew I couldn't hide it."
"You made quite an effort," Steller counters quickly.
He whispers back, "I am sorry."
"Why?"
"I was afraid," Clay answers. He looks Steller in the eyes with some acrid, visceral emotion that lingers. A terror he keeps buried away in the embers of his soulfire. It's an expression so like one he'd once seen Euphe make, whenever he spoke of his flock... It makes Steller's soul twist with longing, nostalgia, love and care that still lingers after centuries apart.
"Why did you leave." He corrects, "why didn't you even say goodbye?" Steller steps forward slowly, pulling the worn, old ribbon from their letter, and places the curled page gently on Euclades' desk, right in front of him.
"I... was afraid," he answers again.
"Of what?" Steller paces a slow line past his desk and around towards the door, gripping his skull as though he couldn't comprehend any of this. Maybe after all these years, he still couldn't.
"Of myself, what I might do... What the corruption did... It... I hurt people. It made me want to hurt people. I didn't want to hurt you."
"And you thought I wouldn't stop you? You thought I'd ever let you become something you're not? You thought you could hurt me? I am a force to be reckoned with, I've burned villages and destroyed towns, I have faced those which were unbeatable in the presence of draconic armies! I can protect myself!" Steller spits.
"Not from this. You don't understand. The influence of the tree is strong, Steller, it is dangerous, and real. It isn't something you can protect from. It took me centuries to break through it's influence-"
"And I COULD HAVE HELPED YOU!" Steller cries, pausing his pacing near the door, "but no, no you left me alone, and scared, with no clue where you were and no chance of helping you- you fool! I would never be afraid of you!"
"Well maybe, you fucking should be." Clay hisses, standing up.
"Don't try to prove a point, dumbass. I know what you are. What you REALLY are. And you can't ever hide that. You are not, and will not ever be something I fear." Steller growls, wings flaring out behind him. Already a broad, tall monarch, it made for a threatening display.
Clay puffs up right back, purple dancing through his eyes and in his markings. Two eyes... That's... Different. Everything is different. He's so much bigger now, it's startling to hear everything in his voice ring with something from the past, all coming from a form so different. Euphe was beautiful, even without the extravagant marks of a strong monarch. Even now, he's so beautiful, in all the conventional ways he never thought himself when they were younger. It makes Steller ache, but he doesn't let up on his stance.
He's in power here, size and status be damned.
Euclades still can't hurt him.
Clay marches around his desk, a growl heady in his throat. "That's exactly why I stayed away. You're too trusting— too stupid to—" he makes a wounded sound, "if I wanted to hurt you, would you even stop me?" He asks, expression pained.
"If you wanted to hurt anyone I would have stopped you!" Stellar barks back, throwing his hands up in the air.
He marches forward, face twisted into a snarl as he slams a fist into the door hard enough to make the wood tremble. "WOULD YOU?! Would you hurt me to stop it? Would you?" Steller doesn't flinch. Instead, he slides hands up to Clay's face, rubbing the gleaming markings under his right eye.
It has all the effect he remembers. The expression on his face wanes and it's not so difficult to see the tears blossoming in his sockets now. His wings shudder and his eyelights shift to a deep plum, he might notice, given the way he blinks a little harder for a moment, but he seems to give up on whatever he was trying there fairly quickly. Steller lets out a long breath, still holding him gently.
"The entirety of this hypothetical little situation that you've made up in your head, depends on you being able to hurt me. Euclades. You may be a king now but I know you are not but a stubborn child in your embers. I am not afraid of you, I never have been, and I never will be. No matter how hard you try, you can't hurt me. I won't let you, and you would never. You never once won a sparring match against me in our days together, and a handsome set of horns and some height on me will certainly not change that. Euclades, Euphe, neither of them would hurt me, I know that. More than anything, I trust that," Steller whispers to him, watching as Clay closes his eyes.
He leans into the contact as his breathing goes shaky, and his shoulders tense up with quivering little sobs. His expression tenses for a moment before going lax again. When tears fall, they're a familiar purple, not seafoam. They leave smooth trails of ivory white bone visible in their wake, and only more of it is exposed with every moment.
He asks softly, "do you hate me?" and when he speaks it's not the same deep central nation draconic grumble. It's softer, a gentle voice with an eastern dialect. It's Euphe's voice, not his.
"I couldn't ever hate you, I don't," Steller promises, still holding him in his arms, even as the darkness fell away, dripping onto his hands and the floor. "Not Euphe, and certainly not Clay. I don't blame you... Even if you were a stupid jerk for leaving me like you did." He whispers. Clay smiles, and when he opens his eyes, blinking away tears, it's Euphe staring up at him. "I uh... didn't know you could... you know. I didn't know you were... Still... Like this, under all the..."
"I didn't either... Until you came back." He laughs, like it's all some cruel joke.
"You're beautiful. Still so beautiful..."
"You always said that." He's smaller than Steller is now, looking up as he gently wipes the tears from the other's cheeks.
"I'm not talking about Euphe, you're not some relic, Clay. I'm talking about you."
Euclades looks up at me like he's said something profound, something that he hadn't even considered.
"That's not- I'm not..."
"But you are... You're so beautiful. You're strong, and amazing. You always have been, you just didn't see it before. And your horns have grown so much too... I won't lie, it's... attractive." Steller admits, smiling wryly and glancing to the chair in the corner of the room. It's upholstered in a beautiful purple, velvety fabric, and it's clear that someone sits their frequently, likely to keep Clay company while he works.
"Oh..." Clay stares at him wide eyed, flushed a deep plum, a color that's rather ironically fitting of royalty.
"You're... I still..." Steller sighs before taking a deep breath in, "I loved Euphe, and I want to love you too, Euclades. I want to chart every difference, bed our coals and make a new fire together, every new feature and habit as our kindling."
Clay sighs when their skulls press together, a smile creeping onto his face when their horns clink, and it makes both their beads rattle on their horns. "I cherish you Steller... I always have."
"Too much for your own good, dork."
"Hah! Maybe..." Clay admits, sighing.
Steller smiles down at him with an unconditional fondness. Their faces are close, like this Steller can feel their breaths mingling together. The tease of a taste on his tongues, like sweet spices and the love Steller wants to give him. Clay takes a step closer and pauses, seeming contemplative.
"Is this okay?"
"More than okay," Steller murmurs back, sliding one of his hands into the other's.
With the confirmation, he presses a slow kiss to Steller's mouth, chaste and small. The taller leans in again, vying for a deeper kiss. Clay happily reciprocates, squeezing Steller's hand as his other gently squeezes his iliac crest. He pulls away just enough to breathe before searching for more. Steller encourages the closeness with a hand on his skull, pulling him closer with the gentlest insistence. Clay doesn't resist or hesitate, just presses closer, until Steller's back is firmly against the door, wings relaxed out to the side.
After a couple more rounds of kissing he pulls away, breathless. "Wow, spirits I missed that..." He says softly, almost trembling.
"Did you now?" Steller asks, grinning a little.
"Silence, I missed your silence... That's what I missed." He insists, although the soulfire glimmering through his thin shirt does him no favors in confirmation.
"Naturally, of course."
"I- oh stars, Atra, he- did he say this was okay?" He tries to pull away, seeming startled.
"Shh, he's fine... Jerk was literally rattling off about every way this could go and telling me I better at least kiss you," Steller scoffs.
"Oh... Hah! Dear stars... Yes, I can imagine he was as helpful on the mind as Vicki was..." He sighs, "I figured this was coming... I... Thought you would be more... Upset with me."
"Something like that... Ramblings of a horny bastard," Steller sighs, shaking his head. "I was upset, at first. I couldn't fathom why you'd abandon me. Not when we almost..."
Clay pets gently over his hand.
"We were almost mates, Clay... That and I... I know I didn't tell you but I... I'd been working on a circle for weeks before you left."
Clay's expression twists up again, and his surprise is almost something he can feel in the air. "Steller..." He sighs, tearful.
"Shit timing... Huh?"
"My love..." Clay cries, smiling at him. "I would've loved that more than anything."
"would've."
"I still would now."
Steller's soulfire burns cold for a moment, flickering in his ribs.
"We have some catching up to do... and we still need to talk with our mates, together. But I want you to know... really, it was time that wronged us. You, were perfect. Always," Clay says softly.
"You were perfect too..."
Clay smiles wider, and Steller can almost feel the joyful shift of his magic in the air around them.
"So... where should we start, on that catching up?"
Clay grins slyly, "you know, I have been thinking about that. I have some ideas."
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mushroom-girl89 · 4 months ago
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I gotta be honest
I used to have the same pfp you have currently, and for years I used it, and only just recently changed it. But now I’m so used to that image being ME to the point where every time I see you in my activity feed, I get really confused for at least a good few seconds
/nm /gen /lh /silly
Ah lmao-
XD
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tedlebred · 9 months ago
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You gotta teach me how to use tone tags correctly 😭😭 I feel like I don’t know what half of them mean + use them incorrectly
There r so many and they can be so confusing…………. I went around using /gen as /gentle for like a year before I realised🥲🥲(it’s actually /genuine)
but tone tags tone tags forever I love tone tags!!!!! I wouldn’t be able to survive on the internet without tone tags. Here are the ones I use the most often:
Warning this ended up longer than I expected…….
/j: joking - 
use when you’re making a joke, or saying something jokingly/playfully that could be misunderstood as serious 
/hj: half joking - 
use when you’re. Well. Half joking about something 
/srs: serious - 
Use when you’re serious about something/not joking 
/lh: light hearted -
I’m honestly not sure how I should explain this…….. you use it when you’re. Being. Light hearted??? Idk I’m sorry it’s just muscle memory for me at this point
/ref: reference -
Use when you’re referencing something. A movie, game, meme, book - anything that you’re referencing 
/lyr: song lyric -
Use when you’re quoting a song lyric 
/q: quote- 
use when you’re quoting something- book, movie, video game, meme, whatever
/nf: not forced - 
Use when you suggest something, or ask something, or anything like that but want to clarify that you’re not forcing the person to do it
/nm: not mad -
FUN FACT I JUST GOOGLED THIS ONE TO MAKE SURE I GOT IT RIGHT AND I HADN’T.  I USED TO THIBK THAT IT MEANT /NOT MEAN. WELL
but use when you’re talking to someone and want to clarify that you’re not mad with them, or making a joking comment that appears harsh/mean and could come across as you being mad 
/p: platonic -
Use when you want to say that whatever statement you’re saying is in a platonic way, ex saying “I love you” to friends
/r: romantic -
Use when you want to say that whatever statement you’re saying is in a romantic way
I HOPE THAT MAKES SENSE!!!!!?? Those are just the ones I personally find the most useful, but there are loooaads others!!!! Here are some places w more information if you wanted it:
Uhm. Yeah. I use tone indicators with pretty much anyone who isn’t a close irl friend (ofc I use them w them too, but they usually know me well enough to know what I’m saying/mean at any point) because they make everything so much easier!!!!!!!!! Especially for me!!!!!!!! I don’t get online interaction etiquette, I’m constantly afraid of coming on too strong onto mutuals/afraid of people misunderstanding me, and I don’t really understand things over text. it’s annoying lmao,, tone tags saved my life!!!!!!!!!! Looooove stacking tone tags at the end of a sentence to make sure I’m not confusing 💞💖Hope this was helpful!!!!/gen
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barrenclan · 2 years ago
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LOL, LMAO even. I forgot that I was gonna make 2 parts to this post so I deleted all the music asks and then realized I needed another one. Anyways. 
MUSIC SUGGESTION BIG POST PT. 2:
Over the past few months I have gotten a lot of song suggestions that I haven't answered, and as I suspect I've been shadowbanned by Tumblr for posting too many asks (or some other esoteric reason; I'm working on it), I'm gonna answer them all in one fell swoop. So if you've suggested a song, it's prolly gonna be in here.
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I like the “God forbid Slugpelt” bit. Anyways, this is a Rainhaze song. 
“So white and plain, free my mind From prescriptions that you write I'm not the same”
“Are you ready to put me under 'Cause I'm ready to go back home I don't care what the doctors told me”
“Where the sun always shine and the bells never chime And the undertaker stays away (stays away)”
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1f-8yWhLzw
This is a neat gritty one. I particular like the guitar in it. 
“My army never came Its water under the bridge Be careful who you tell”
“I'm running out of faith Be careful who you tell I'm running out of faith”
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1cBhJLNNXU
You’re trying to trick me, no way is that a real name. Those are just sounds. 
Really, though, this is a very cute song. Works well for the old ladies. 
“I've never known someone like you Tangled in love, stuck by you from the glue Don't forget to kiss me Or else you'll have to miss me”
“Never thought I'd find you But you're here, and so I love you”
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https://youtu.be/obi4KCh6eHQ
I have something to confess... Sleeping At Last is the only band I absolutely despise. I cannot stand the main singer’s voice, it drives me crazy. But these lyrics do work well for Cormorantpaw, so I’ll give it that. 
“God, that was so long ago, long ago, long ago I was little, I was weak and perfectly naive And I grew up too quick”
“I can't let you in, I swore never again I can't afford to let myself be blindsided”
“And all I want is to trust you Show me how to lay my sword down For long enough to let you through”
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAefYQe9hvc
Will Wood’s a bit hit or miss for me, but I can see this song for them. This strikes me as more Cormorantpaw singing to Pinepaw. 
“See I myself have been stepped on so many times It's started to feel like my place I've failed to fit into those nests that scrape the sky Is there room for me in your cage?”
“I've never understood what humans do and want it's quite confusing To me to try to connect Never learned how I should feel, instincts somehow stunted Just seem haunted by my stupid urge to protect”
“You might seem behind bars, but friend, this cage is inside out It's dangerous out here Socrates It's lonely out here Socrates”
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pumazoey · 1 year ago
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Hi uhm! There is definitely no hard feelings from this, but I was going to reblog on my main the hybrid rtc au which popped up on my dashboard from some mutuals reblogging it. I thought it was really cool! And was gonna maybe draw some stuff of it but I think? I'm blocked, which once again I'm not upset or anything, just slightly confused. My main is bigstupid69 which you don't need to unblock or even respond if you're not comfortable. This is really awkward I know, I'm just riddled with anxiety and got confused/nm/gen
Lmao I think my sister blocked a bunch of moots when she got a hold of my phone-
Forgive her she’s nine 🥲
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