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April activity check ♡
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Activity Check - Any +1
total — [ 17 + 1 = 18 ]
Points allocation
given to Flying [ E -> E+ ]
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On going threads
waiting for you;
flying object detected! w/ Shigure
blackthorne forest w/ Lindhart
fairies adventure w/Elise
royal matters w/ Ashe
Valentine Ev w/ Jeritza
will you take my leaves? w/ Roy
have to reply;
cherub’s tear w/ Indunn + ask
teach me your ways w/ Monica
herbs and wyverns w/ Azama
Fostered flowers w/ Monica
Opportunity of memories w/Kurthnaga
Marianne ask
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Completed thread
garlands for Mikoto w/ Anankos
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Dropped thread
nice to matcha w/ Sophia
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THE ORDER OF PALMS An order of holy folk that serve The Helm, working to create powerful Aasimar Paladins for the purpose of protecting any who hire their help. [BACKSTORY UNDER CUT]
One day, Gjör and her peers were lead by their mentor Opheria, to a mission far from their home. On the peak of that mountain village, they saw upon the horizon, the castle of their home go up in flames. Horrified and scared, the apprentices sought to follow their mentors guidance, and followed her lead into a small barn. It was there, that Opheria proceeded to slaughter each and everyone of the apprentices. It seemed she somehow had a hand in this sudden attack on the Order of Palms. Gjör D'annevual survived a sword through the 'heart', on account of a rare condition, that places her heart on the other side of her chest. When she finally managed to bring herself back home, the Order was insulted by her survival. She had so many better peers, why couldn't any of them have survived? This runt was seriously the only thing that survived Opherias wrath? It was better to just wash their hands clean of this. Thus the Order decided to banish Gjör from their ranks. She now travels the land in search of a purpose.
#luckys original content#dungeons and dragons#MY OCSSSS MY WONDERFUL OCSSS ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG!!this is a fairly old character that i made foreeeever ago#i was trying to go full on into DND LORE ONLY instead of makin up my own stuff. so when i was lookin around i learned abt THE HELM#the god of protection or watever it was. i also like playing paladin bc i love to hit things w my sword. i also like aasimars bc theyrprett#im sure i ahd other Min Maxy reasons for her but i dont have her sheet n ive forgotten everything. never got a chance to play her but yknow#maybe someday. I LIKE HER ALOT TOO. big and strong and well meaning but a lil dumb. justa lil dense n stupid. but she tries!!#I LIKE CHARACTERS THAT HAVE JUST SMALL THINGS DIFERENT ABT THEM. i knew some1 who had that condition. where everythings just flipped#aint that fucked up? that ur organs can just be flipped? and inever see it in fiction. its so neat. imagine finding out like THIS too#she had blacked out from the sword through the heart. the last thing she heard from her mentor was;#'you were a great student. that is why you above all else must die. i hope you understand' spoken through a gentle voice and a gentle smile#the very same that had guided Gjör so far through her journey.A BETRAYAL LIKE NO OTHER! she awoke utop a pile of comrades#each bloodied and dead and cold. she used her own magic to heal herself. to catch herself from the precipice of bleeding out#when she stepped out of the barn she had found that the village was burned to the ground#she was shellshocked!! it took her weeks to limp all the way back down that mountain. all the way back to the place she called home#only to be spit on and kicked back out. being a Paladin of the Palms was her entire life. what was she to do now?#OH SO THE ART. I RLY LIKE HER DESIGN.heavily based off of THE BABY SITTER from HALO LEGENDS. i fuckin love halo so much guys.....#i just love that trope of Big Strong Person in Armor that we all thought wasa fullgrown MAN takes off the helmet to revel shesa PRETTY GIRL#my favorite in the WORLD!! i also like the silly frilly pretty dress sorta motif in gjors armor. it hides all the stuff i dont wanna draw#thats all the ramble i got in me for now. PLEASE ENJOY. and ask me abt my ocs
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hi hi hi :3c i'm aaaaaaalmost caught up on my dash after a couple of weeks of spotty appearances and a couple of weeks of being Straight Up Offline, and then i'll catch up on peoples' art and fics!! i miss being on here!! hi hi hi hi hi!!!!! 👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻
(also i have been Pondering over a ren sentient a.i desktop buddy AU while i've been gone bc. i'm a sucker for that shit. dunno if it'll go anywhere but for now i'm playing touys and it's fun hehehe if you see a new tag at some point then that means i'm keeping him sjndfkn)
#tldr things are happening irl that are Theoretically Positive but carry a decade of baggage + are very stressful bc i'm being rushed#and health insurance bullshit has been stressing me out further. so any free time not related to the stuff above#has gone into like. crocheting a blanket. logging off. spending time off of social media. yeah!!!#i'm gonna be so so happy for everything to be done so i can sit down and Draw Things again!!! aaaaaaa!!!#need to finish my new ren ref sheet! need to draw smth for oushirou's upcoming bday!!#i missed r!ren's anniversary so i want to maybe doodle a little something for him!!!#and i want to draw little like. shimeji / ukagaka ren. is he malware gone rogue? did he just spontaneously gain sentience?? man idk lol#but in... middle school i think? i saw miyavi's 'girls be ambitious' MV and made a sentient a.i. oc based on his chara in that video#and ever since then. every time i selfship w someone. At Some Point i think about a desktop buddy au. :') it altered my brain sjkdn#ogey! i'm gonna try to finish catching up now!! i might not have the energy to say as much as i normally do on ppls art and fics#esp because there's SO much of it in my drafts ;;;;;;;;; but!!! i want to share everything i can!!! bc what i've seen is Sick As Hell!!!!#but yeah i'm hopefully gonna finish the last remaining Big Things next week 🙏🏻🙏🏻 and will maybe be on here more. (pls pls pls)#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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honestly wally is stronger than atlas. if i had to constantly calibrate to the nature of my reality w/ full consciousness i would simply lose my fucking mind
#like babies dont Think while they learn how to exist#imagine straight up spawning fully aware and then everyone else is up to speed but youre standing there like#🧍♂️uh. hello. what is everything. what is this. huh????#LIKE???? i feel so bad for him. dude got dropped right into the middle of the ocean and was told 'learn to swim'#and hes trying. but he doesnt know what drowning is so he cant sink either#i mean i get it at least a little bit! its the Autism Experience but w/ him the dial is cranked up to a thousand#you dont know what you dont know but life goes on like you should. fuck#wally i am mentally beaming you a thousand apples grown in the shape of hearts#i believe in you dude you'll figure it out#well. im probably beaming apples into the past if the time discrepancy is real but yk yk#cause if it is then Current Wally probably has a solid handle on things. from a basic standpoint#in a wider lens i am led to believe that he is Scrabbling#is this speculation???#i think it counts.#wh speculation#homebogging#whenever i think about the tidbits we know - ex: wally learning about differences in size#internally i start howling. wally is just constantly dealing with things that would drive a person insane if they had to live it#how is he not Exhausted... it's all so much for someone who knows whats going on let alone someone scrambling to catch up#at least the other neighbors dont have to deal with memorizing physics and skills and behavior#and just Literally Everything That Comes With Being Alive#wally is a blank slate left to write itself.#ough. damn. fuck. i think i need to go stare into the woods for a bit...
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Having a thought about how the amount of wealth Bruce comes into and then amasses for himself changed over the decades of Batman media, and the reason he's beeen scaled up to be so impossibly wealthy is probably because cities and companies in DC lore are analogs to real life places and companies.
Wayne Enterprises probably reflects how homogenous American multinational corporations are now, where a single company can make and distribute almost all consumer goods because it has bought out/merged hundreds of smaller companies + purchased everything it needed from the ground up so it does not depend on many others besides itself.
Just something that crossed my mind when I was looking up what WE actually does and the Fandom (bleh) wiki listed so many branches. Wayne Shipping? Wayne Foods? Like...is this Amazon and Bruce is now Bezos? Wayne Entertainment? He's also Disney? Wayne Electronics? This is Apple? Wayne Aerospace? Boeing??? Bruce is trying to be in control of and monitor every single means of production and every production line fr
Feel like that should influence how people view Wayne Enterprises and Bruce himself. Steadily creeping in and taking root in every industry. People get curious about a new construction project in the city, but once it's revealed to be a Wayne Tower it's filling people with dread. Though, it was a long time coming...everything you order online comes in a box with a W on the tape delivered to your address in a black as night truck with a giant W emblazoned on the side. The meds in your cabinet were produced under Wayne Pharmaceuticals. The cable and streaming services were recently bought by Wayne Entertainment. The Wayne Foundation started offering scholarships at the major college campuses. Your phone is Wayne tech. Your car was built with Wayne Steel. Soon the hospitals will be all Wayne Medical, your insurance company bought out. The local newspapers and stations will be bought up. The libraries. The clinics. The orphanages. The schools. The grocery store. You're never going to scrub that b ig soulless W out of your head. The way the logo looks like the head of a pitchfork, ready to stab and capture the intended prey.
Thinking about how Wayne Medical seems so innocuous in what it does except for the bit on how Bruce has access to every person in Gotham's medical records, because he can access the Wayne Medical databases and use that information to track suspects. And the thing is WE does not just exist in Gotham, it's a multinational corporation with bases in major cities not just in the U.S. but around the world. This man has millions of people's medical records easily accessible to him which feels both extremely unethical and extremely illegal. Not that civilians can prove he can and does access those records though.
#thinking about how bruce as a billionaire should be just as scary as the batman#maybe that's why the playboy persona came about...to distract from how terrifying it is to just see WE to swoop in and devour your city#sucking it of all that built it and made it the way it is and turning it into a living asset#You need scandals and tacky tabloid gossip to cover up the things the common people don't like#yeah sure it can be an act to the throw off *other elites* so they don't think he'll ever catch onto them or something#but if everyone is talking on the dc comics equivalent of twitter + insta + fb about Bruce's latest drunken or flirtatious stint#they're not talking about how the new investment Wayne Foods is going to monopolize the agriculture industry#buying hundreds of farms in the Midwest and so much livestock#If everyone's talking about Bruce's latest sweethearts and broken hearts#they're not talking about what patents and copyrights WE holds and how WE can ruin your life if you try to challenge or defy its claims#I just like thinking about the whole 'is Batman secretly a vampire' but with Bruce also being suspected for how WE conducts business#also thinking about corporate horror in the vein of people pointing out how sinister Amazon's logo is being an arrow resembling a thin smile#it made sense when the word amazon was there bc the arrow was pointing from A to the z...implying they had everything you can name#but now it's just a creepy ass thin smile on the side of those delivery vans#Wayne Enterprises but they reduced it from 'Wayne' on everything to just a W and then they made the W look so bulky and pronged#for lack of better description...also I think every Wayne Tower should carry the gothic aesthetics over regardless of where it's built#I think it should also be obnoxiously and carefully painted black so it also catches your eye from being the odd one out in a sea of beige#Bruce definitely has the money to make his presence as intimidating and goth as possible...tells the criminals who is gonna be boss now#ciboria rambles#bruce wayne
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having like. objectively a godawful shitty fucking no good very bad day can u guys send asks
#absolutely everything is falling apart at work today#and while im trying to keep the place from catching fire stuff in my regular life starts blowing up too#and long story short im fuckin. out $50 now bc of shit i couldnt control#and im on my period. and i dont have pads bc why am i still getting my period on t for the love of GOD#and i have a stupid. obligation i agreed to w my parents tomorrow that i totally forgot abt until now#but after today i just wanna go home and pass out for 48 hours straight its the only way ill recover from today#and also a lot of weed but thats neither here nor there#not to mention the one moment i have to check my socials i go on tumblr and see ppl falling for and agreeing w thinly veiled transphobia#which is the whole reason i wanted to be on this site less in the first place but i was on such a good streak of not seeing it#and the one day im already in a bad mood. god#i know its rich complaining abt tumblr on tumblr lol but. listen man whatever lmao#my point is i desperately need to be distracted rn bc im just . thru the roof stressed and pissed off rn#juno.txt
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well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost
#avil plays hi3#tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This.#yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17#i. :(#the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :(#ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart#BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI#BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA#AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER#MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE#tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3.#kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but#now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because#'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS'#also idk i was thinking about it too#mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time#and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option#IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING)#sprawls on the ground#at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that#and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag#can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else)#idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people....#but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other#okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL#MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭#anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it#but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying
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am i seriously abt to go back to reading comics. tbis can't be
#ive been meaning to catch up w a manga as well but. this is seriously some 2016 shit coming from me honestly#but !!!! whatever#i should go to second hand stores more#(totally unrelated to what ive been talking abt)#(sorry im kinda trying Not to think abt tomorrow)#(i probably should think abt it bc like. Serious shit. ughhh why should i even do thissss)#(<- has been actively trying to do this for a year or so... but seriously i kinda just want it to be Done at this point)#( :(((((((( i feel bad abt everything)#🗒
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it’s mutuals’ wednesday ! gonna b focusing on rbing mutuals’ creations today 💫
#sam.txt#i hvnt forgotten abt doin this !#i have a q running but today is 4 the mutuals#i’ll try to rb what i can but i won’t catch everything#so mayb if u have smth u rly want me to see#tag it w ‘sam’s mutuals’ wednesday’ & i’ll q it up for today#sam’s mutuals’ wednesday
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good mornin & happy mon my loves!! ₍₍◝(°꒳°*)◜₎₎ lets get this new wk started by showing kindness to ourselves & others!! :3 i wrk w my bestie today!! wahoo!! ٩(๑>∀<๑)۶ i hope today brings you nothing but joy & good luck!! <33 mwah mwah!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hiii ! ( *´꒳`*)੭⁾⁾ how’re we all doin?? i hope you’re well!!#i’ve been…um…okie…૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა im still freaking out over my medical stuff… :’< & that sucks a lot#& im tryin not to let it get me down!! im just rlly scared is all ໒꒰ྀི っ◞‸◟c ꒱ྀིა i hope i can figure everyth out quick like bunnies!!!!#but i woke up w a teeny lil smile on my face & i think thats v hopeful :3 so im going to be kind to myself as i navigate these changes <333#ilya so so sm!! i didnt forget ab my askies i promise!! (꒪̥̥﹏꒪̥̥ ) i will get to them so soon!!!#okie bbys i got lots of stuff to do before i head into wrk today!! i’ll try & catch up w you all in a lil bit!! <33
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Think my phone has finally kicked the bucket, so now I get to rapidly rebudget so I can get a new one ASAP
#text post#not going to try ordering anything until tomorrow when Housemate can help me make sure I'm not fucking it up#going w/mint mobile bc it's available and seems like the phone will be sent asap plus it has cheap plans even after the new customer offer#plus like. i know I can't afford Verizon so wtf else am I gonna go with lmao#like this is fine. I will be fine. but i'm incredibly frustrated#bc this happens the day I'm actually getting replies on some latest resumes sent out#so instead of being able to see their indeed msgs asap to reply i have to hope i catch them when i check indeed on my laptop#aka where im typing this from since it's my only way to access tumblr and everything else online rn lol
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dynamic like joi and officer k from bladerunner where someone is enamoured with jude, as the version of her that exists in & haunts their dreams. i am asking for this politely (🔪)
#tragic relationships my beloved.#haunting romance by beloved.#the ambiguity of whether her affection for them is genuine bc she is an entity and it would be outside her nature to harbour such sentiment#tbd.#anyway.. let me try & catch up w messages across blogs. i'll be v busy until mid september so..#i'll prioritise plotting & ooc interaction over ic until everything settles 🫠
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my mental health has tanked so insanely idk what 2 do lol
#bc of my grades last yr and also on the assignments ive submitted this yr my uni has faith in me#to somehow catch up on 1.5 terms of content (lectures and everything) including those of modules i took that were clearly#above my paygrade (AKA took 3rd yr modules as a 2nd yr bc i thought im built different. heart emoji ♡)#however my mental health is still so bad that i dont think its possible#so i spoke to smn abt it and they were like u can take some time off to recorver n then come bavk#and its like#ok 👍 but that would require spending several months at home. w my parents#so im worried i wont get better when im around them yk#anyway my mental health has nosedived a few times over the last 2yrs but never for this long#and there was always a reason but this time its so out of nowhere ?? like why have i been like this for several months lol#the thing is if i don't take a break rn and try to power thru i don't think im build SO different to be able to make up on like#4 missed exams and assignment and also do all the other exams in exam season and get a 1st#and i rly need to get a 1:1 idk#built**
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turns out the playlist on my blog makes everything load like ass, so i have to remove it. :( so much for having a non-big-website listening option sklkdflksf. ;;;
#dunno what that's gonna mean if i want to add like. h.nkna bgm to a playlist. the only h.nkna music on y.outube#is a couple of 7hr ost compilations kJNSKJFDNKJFN. and since the series is owned by o.tomate now idk if i'm ballsy#enough to risk uploading the tracks myself lol.#but yeah. every time i try to load my page on my ipad to look for drawing ideas it takes a good 20-30secs to load every single page#every single time i click 'next page'. and i tested w/o the player and it loads perfectly. ughhhhhh.#anyway. doc appointment went well (and we scheduled more special tests oughhhh mini ren save me)#and i'm praying that thursday is my last scheduled Thing for the next week and a half. and i've started transferring#my plushie pattern to the felt + can maybe embroider tomorrow?? so. maybe friday i can be on here more#and catch up on ppls art!! i've drafted everything i just. Words. Not Working Right Now. Sleepy Eepy.#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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[ if i manage to get through ten replies every day then my drafts will be EMPTY by friday. i can do This ]
#(( didn’t manage to finish yesterday but i’m gonna try so hard to reply to everything now ))#(( that means on the weekend i can catch up w asks & ims :3 ))#(o) ooc
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bro the post grad "what the hell do i do now" is so real
#like not about what to do with my life ive already had that crisis#literally just on a day to day level im like what do i do with myself??? LMAO#like i guess ill read?? i can read now?? guilt free?? my switch is charging for the first time in months??#i need to apply for jobs but i already have a lot of things going on in september in my personal life so im trying to breathe whilst i can#genuinely think im gonna get so much writing done just by virtue of wanting a routine#if my body will allow me#im sooooo fatigued omg#its weird bc i felt like i hadnt done a lot at all this last year#which i rejected anyway because i have been doing things i just. on a smaller level bc of everything#and now im like waittt i was GRIEVING#like im still grieving but it was only catching up w a friend today i realised how much lighter my head feels re the grief now#so its like besides finishing my degree everything is the same as it has been the last year but i feel like#idk i feel like i could function??#i mean we'll see.......but im optimistic#might be silly and do a tarot reading#(does not know how tarot readings work i just have my moms old decks)
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