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What is your role in the narrative
Deuteragonist
Oh, buddy. You are just a little to the left from the centre of the universe. The sun frames your silhouette and the horizon will swallow it and there's nothing you can do about it. That's the story, isn't it? You're by the side of the one the world is built for and you offer a place to stay and a shoulder to cry on and still it is not enough to change anything, not really. All you can do is hope that this is not a tragedy.
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Tagging @meihuasmight @cuckoo-among-beasts @adversitybloomed (unless you've done it) and whoever else wants to lol
#dash games#//nah cause this one fucked me up#//ouchies T-T#//but I'll stop making you guys have notifs now#//sorry!
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"We need more m/f ships that aren't heternormative or enforce gender stereotypes!!!"You guys couldn't even handle Todomomo
#NAH CAUSE Y'ALL NIGGAS REALLY THREW THAT WORD AT THEM NONSTOP WITH LITERALLY NO BACKING#point to me at a point in the story-i'll even let you use noncanon stuff-where shouto and momo's genders are brought up to their dynamic#you're gonna be searching forever because that never happened even once.SO MANY scenes of them being good best friends to eachother#and not a single one of them indicated they're in love because he's a boy and she's a girl.they don't give a FUCK about that stop projecting#we're literally told and more importantly SHOWN they're close bc of mutual admiration what sweeties they are to and fun they have together#and that they make make eachother feel understood and NORMAL.'heteronormative' my ass tdmm is the most t4t and autistic4autistic ship ever#lower your voice when you speak about them-especially if you stan hawks' dudebro cop ass and think dabitwice or minajirou are platonic#todomomo my darlings i'm so sorry the bnha fandom treated you so horribly because they couldn't accept that not every m/f ship is cishet#or that not every same gender relathionship is realistically queer instead of stereotyping and f*tishization#todomomo#t4t todomomo#todomomo protection squad#todoroki shouto#momo yaoyorozu#half bangladeshi rei agenda#blasian latina momo#trans todoroki#trans momo yaoyorozu#autistic todoroki#autistic momo yaoyorozu#adhd momo#momo yaoyorozu has ocd#momo yaoyorozu has anxiety#goth punk todoroki shouto#pastel punk momo yaoyorozu#agere flips!todomomo#tea blend crew#bnha geekery#💌#summerposting
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You seem like a reckless driver by the way . I think you’ll hit at least one deer in your life time . Y’know ?
WHEEZE yknow my mom hit a moose once. and my dad wrecked a vehicle hitting a deer. and my sister too except it was the curb and the day after succeeding her drivers test–
#probably the least accurate vibe I’ve gotten off me though lmao#I’ve had my liscence for nearly four years now and the only damage I’ve ever caused to a vehicle was both minimal and you will never prove#it was me uwu#/j /j XD#but nah I fucking h a t e driving im an incredibly cautious driver lol#the most reckless thing I do in my driving is play my music really fucking loud but even then I try to be cared about it haha#I mean deer are just lil bitches like that so I probably /will/ end up hitting one at least once in my life…… but it’s yet to happen!#asks!#teamfortresstwo!!
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Ough
#vent post#why can i not. look tbe way i wwnt#starts violently biting adn tearing at the fabrics arounf me#what the.freak!!!#ehy does everything always hurtall the time#tweaking out#gang the demons are getting my ass again#if i suddenly dropped dead that would fix me i think#i feel like such a fucking bitch for being unhappy with my weight because like. idk. is it fatphobic?? ive heard it be called that before#and also other ppl who have similar weights to mine are happy so. why should i not be#i giggle and i laugh and i joke but why am i actuayly like this browgat the freak#alsow hy am i soo fucked in the head#im like “teehee i just got silly as i grew!” HELL NAH. i was a lil fucked in the head as a KID😭😭😭😭😭#i remember going to bed one night and my mom was gonna read a chapter of a book to me and i specifically chose the torture chapter and it#caused a huge argument in the family#and i also drew SO MUCH GORE in elementary school#like girl😭🙏you have never been exposed to this. what is up with u#there are also a bunch of other instances but my vent art back then was also wild. as in more gore#now its just weirdly abstract with bright colors and a lota eyes#lots. lots of eyes.#whwre was i going with this#idk i hate my head. my little fucked up little brain#the way i think is crazy because emotions are usually depicted as scenes or images or feelings(its different than emotion trust)#and theres still blood. theres so much gory shit in my head. like girl get out of there!!! thats not where u belong!!!!!!#and then also the daydreams#ougghh the daydreams....#i hate the daydreams i wabt them to stop so bad but i physically cannot and also they r one of my few sources of comfort ESPECIALLY in#situations i cant get out of or distract myself in any other way#and sometimes its fine but also sometimes they fucking suck and its scary because im not here im THERE and so much shit happens there#lore drop
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begging you if you care about steven universe at all, in a good OR BAD way, to go watch 'hiding in private's videos about steven universe, or if you cant take the mentally taxing ones where he debunks others (seriously, i only watched half of the first one so far but it was actively ruining my whole day because the video he was debunking was so deeply hateful and disgusting) then at least watch 'the case for steven universe - prelude'!
as someone whos been a fan of steven universe since it began, and its actually defined so much of my life (if that wasnt already clear by who i am as a person in general...) it literally is just... a breath of fresh air is a massive understatement. it like ive been surrounded by people all saying one thing for so long that i thought i was the crazy one for being different, but then someone finally starts making sense and i realize i wasnt crazy at all. like everything is covered in fog and someone shines a light right through it.
ive never been good with words, most things dont make sense enough to me for that, but man other people can be so good with words, and this guy is one of them.
seriously, its such a relief.
#steven universe#su#my post#steven universe is one of my favorite things EVER. steven universe future is my favorite show period.#everyones been saying all of the most insane things about a literal childrens franchise for years and its been driving me up the wall#i know people throw this word around a lot and i might be using it wrong too but it feels like ive been collectively gaslit#LIKE I LITERALLY WAS LIKE. AM I THE FUCKING WRONG ONE FOR BEING NORMAL ABOUT THIS SHOW??#am i the fucking wrong one for not treating this show like its going to collapse western civilization?#no i was never wrong everyone else was just being fucking stupid#AND LISTENING TO THE DUMBEST MFS EVER#nah cause the most popular video shit talking steven universe was written by lily orchard WHO WROTE PEDOPHILIC MLP FANFICTION.#and you cant even say she was a kid. she wouldve been in her early 20s when she wrote that shit.#so no i dont exactly take her opinion with any level of seriousness or respect or anything at all. what a joke.
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please I need hivemind Flower content I remembered randomly going through all your hivemind Flower posts before I had an account a couple months ago you don't get it this is my lifeline I need hivemind Flower I need the hivemind to take over the world and then just have Flower society with Flower president and Flower cashiers and Flower pilots and Flower jerma985
glad u like the au hehe :3 if you've already seen everything i'm sure the thing ill be posting in a few min wont offer much new stuff but that's one thing i can give rn, aside from this shitty doodle:
#ask#flower hivemind au#hmmmm i get the feeling you like flower a whole lot... 🤔🤔🤔🤔 gee... /silly#FLOWER JERMA 😭😭😭#i'm sure if you'd want to discuss more stuff ollie would be open to it :0 but from my side you might not see stuff for a bit#just b/c im super busy rn :') BELIEVE ME i do think abt this sometimes and i have a lot of things i could say#but i wanna have good matching art to go w/ them so you'll have to wait ;^)#lowkey funny i do have one wip in my files rn (and other ideas in my head that havent even gotten to paper rip) but said wip's not that muc#ALSO LMAO sorry im on an iku fix rn so thats why shes randomly here. this just happens sometimes dw abt it#CAUSE LOL i was just thinking ive drawn plant iku before so. would a plant get fucked up by this stuff too or nah?#realistically id think either 1) iku is just. not a plant here if she exists here lmao#and 2) even if she was flowers are just that powerful i feel theyd be able to override that. plant on plant violence lmao.#im panic/stress-procrastinating on my work so hard rn it is not even funny. send help
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Now I think Tigerclaw was actually a family man to some extent in this au... I think he genuinely loved Goldenflower and all of their kits together, they were childhood friends, I think he mourned Swiftpaw and Lynxkit's deaths, I think he was overjoyed when Tawnypaw came to ShadowClan because he was glad to know one of his kits would be safe. He cared deeply for his mother and sister and originally doted on his sister's kits before Ravenpaw saw him murder Redtail.
Granted, is he a GOOD dad? ... No not really. He got his own son killed (albeit as collateral damage), Tawnypelt has ptsd from what she witnessed in TigerClan, Bramblestar has a complex, and tbh he just treats Mothwing and Hawkfrost like dogshit. But there's some conflict there, they all have fond memories of him and he tries to appeal to that to get them to join him and conform to his ideology. Tawnypelt has this worst of all because she's now the only living kit who spent the most time with him and saw him at his best and his worst.
He also easily turns on them, his love comes with conditions.
#i like giving villains traits like this. particularly ones who dont seem to get many humanizing aspects in canon#i like humanizing the villains it makes their despicable actions all the more horrifying to me#like... hes a dad. he knows what losing a child is like. he knows the agony of it#and... he still kills gorsepaw in front of his mother. he still believes halfclan kits should be wiped out.#because his hatred is more powerful than that love. love wasnt enough.#also ive been thinking- would he turn on nightdapple and dustpelt to get a higher chance at being deputy?#... nah. the dynasty can be loose at times. thats why bluestar's leader now. no one else was eligible for the position at the time#and dustpelts an inexperienced warrior most of the time and nightdapple just never wanted the position#she was always ''tigerclaw should be deputy when the time comes. hes more passionate than i am. i just want to document things''#oh also he abuses his own nephew. his love is conditional.#i think at first when he mentored him. he was strict and tried to push raven when he could#cause even if thats his nephew. hes got no backbone. that wont do and tigerclaws the tough love type#and raven knows that at the end of the day his uncle cares about him#... and then he sees his uncle kill redtail. and tigerclaw sees his nephew run away#and thats when the silencing attempts start. suddenly the uncle hes known and loved his whole life- his only kin left really-#-is a murderer. and that murderer is now trying to orchestrate his death and he KNOWS it#and hes suddenly so much crueler with him during training and hes becoming more and more isolated from the clan...#aughhhh its fucked up.. tigerclaw is a nasty man#razorverse
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I finally got the chance to go through Sumeru's archon quests after not playing for a while (and for a good while I mean a year or so) and no one told me about the full on racism in these quests and I don't mean the character designs
#genshin impact#sumeru#like obv the designs aren't that great cause they're all white people with arab names and the playable brown people are from the desert#and that's not even bringing up dori who is the worst offender#but why are all of the brown people from the desert and all the white people from the city#like what do you mean the brown people weren't allowed to use medieval fantasy google#what do you mean there was a wall to keep the brown people out of the city#why did no one tell me the akademiya was just full on racist T_T#thank fuck for nahida being like 'oh nah we gotta abolish all of this'#can't believe the sumeru's quests were about political corruption and racism#but like racism aside the sumeru quests were really good actually#but like i didn't see a single person talking about the details in these quests bro like omg
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🌸🦖🌿?
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🌸 Best compliment you ever received?
I feel like it had to be something about my personality. Personality compliments are always top tier for me and then singing compliments are probably next 🩷
🦖 Favorite extinct animal?
Dinosaurs???? I’m sorry I’m awful lol
🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.
Right now I don’t think I have a *favorite* outfit. My go to outfit when I want to look cute is usually a skirt and a top that is either a crop top or I crop myself 😂
#I actually have a box somewhere of a bunch of hand written compliments I got when I was in school#some were notes and some was from church#even if I don’t know the person anymore it’s still nice to look back at them#also my school had a Facebook page where you could anonymously post compliments about other students so I wrote those down somewhere too 🫶#true and genuine compliments really hit me deep#the you’re beautiful or cool or nice or sweet#is nice to hear but it’s nowhere near the feeling you get when someone actually says something from the heart#sad thing is I don’t remember many personality compliments - I remember a few singing compliments but not many and I have a feeling that#my negative thoughts over the years just ended up drowning them out or ya know my memory sucks either way lol#my first thought was dinosaurs and then I was like nah they aren’t animals so I tried looking up extinct animals but then I got overwhelmed#so I was like eh I’m gonna just put dinosaurs but then I thought about it and was like……. if dinosaurs aren’t animals what are they#so I looked it up and I saw two different things saying either animal/reptile (I’m guessing depending on what type but who the fuck knows)#as for outfit that’s a hard one still - I don’t go out much so I don’t wear half of my closet#most of the time I’m just wearing some comfy pants and a some random shirt#but I’ve been trying to go out more so I’ve been going through my closet and trying different outfits#nothing is really *clicking* and tbh it’s probably cause I should get rid of all of it and start fresh#but that’s a lot of fucking money sooooooo not gonna do that lol#anyway thank you for the questions lovely 🩷🫶#it was fitting for you to do the 🌸 it made me smile 🥰#ask#🌸 anon
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How God listening to me vent about this mf entitled child and his enabling mother while I’m driving home from work.
#bro today had me heated#so SO heated#and I’ve been working on my temper lately#trying not to cuss#but FUCK today was just one of those fucking days#this child is 9 years old and whenever he doesn’t get his way he walks out of the service so we have to go outside after him#because we can’t leave kids unattended#so now I have to spend like 15 minutes DAILY tryna talk this kid off the fucking ledge so he comes back inside#and he’s just fucking sulking over the most minor shit#he does bullshit and I’ll call him out on it then he sulks#I tell him to share — even enforce it by making him share#like today he had two balloons and another kid wanted one and he was like nah they’re mine he can get one that’s stuck on the wall#(cause we decorated the room with balloons and taped some to the wall)#and I said no#just give him one of yours#so it was a while fucking fight#and I get fed up then end up taking one from him to give to the other child#and he can’t have that so he sulks and fucks off out the door#even goes so far as to walk to the gate so I left the other staff to deal with him outside#THEN oh you’re gonna laugh at this one#I asked a girl to get me something cause I was drawing something for work#then he asks me ‘why didn’t you ask me to get it for you?’#and I said it’s because she’s (the girl) is responsible then he goes ‘what? I’m responsible’#then I give him a look like ‘yeah fuckin’ right boy’ and it was all hehe’s and giggles#then the girl goes how are you responsible? do you do chores? do you cook? you know just general questions#then he goes oh no my mom doesn’t make me do chores#so we asked him ‘then how are you responsible when you don’t do anything?’#and the convo kinda just went on like that for like 5-10 mins and then an iPad was mentioned and I said ‘is that what your mom does?’#referring to how parents just put their kids in front of iPads these days and when I turn I see this mf has tears in his eyes#and I’m immediately like oh shit I didn’t mean it like that (cause we were joking) but then he walks off and goes to sulk in the corner
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Thinking about the last roommate I had and how I wasn't allowed to use any sort of cleaning chemical in our dorm because she had some fuckass pet bird that if it inhaled a micron of Human Created Product it would fucking die
And evidently our counters were always dirty (and/or she was a fucking slob, cause her fat ass was) because a few times after I'd put ice in my tumbler for the day. The water would start to fucking taste like onions?? And I thought I was tripping for the first few days
Until I saw her nasty ass cutting up scallions, leaving them on the counter, and realizing one must've gotten stuck to the bottom of my fucking ice tray that I then stacked on top of another ice tray to save space in the freezer for her. 💀
I fished a scallion chunk out of my water tumbler that day. She thought it was hilarious and lost it and I also kind of laughed just so it wouldn't drive me insane, but hindsight? I should have just killed her to avoid literally everything (instigated by her) that precipitated the onion water incident.
#its so funy that bird was so fucking annoying. ''he came from an abusjve family so now he screeches incessantly whenever literally anyone#enters the house'' great!!! where do i sign up to be your roommate again next year⁉️#its funny cause thats actually what killed our friendship. she had a b/pd fueled srgument with me because I thought it was bad for#my mental health to room with her again. anyway covid hit and no one roomed with anyone so 🤷♀️ she tried to be friends after that.#..nah fam. you spent over two hours grasping at straws trying to vilify me over a mental illness that is the very definition of#a you problem. sorry#i think ill tag this as#the roommate chronicles#anyway that was... 5 years ago? end of 2019? damn man#its taken me this long to talk about it#i had to hide so much of myself from her cause i did not feel safe expressing those parts of myself to her (she was a crazy insane leftie)#that and she had a tumblr blog. pretty sure i blocked her years ago cause shes not following me (made sure of it)#turned reblogs off so she wouldn't see this so. yeah <-paranoia
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I'm gonna vent in the tags so scroll past if ya don't wanna read all that 😃
#im fucking pissed off right now oh my god#just found out two coworkers of mine were talking maaad shit behind everyones back 😍#and the manager is siding with them! and trying to avoid hr/higher ups stepping in! isnt that cool!!#not just work related stuff (apparently talked shit about my closes when neither of them can fucking close properly???) but also#about mine and two other coworkers weight!! isn't that cool!!!#it's shit to do either way but what confuses me is that one of them is about the same size as me??? why are you talking shit?? and my two#other coworkers got it even worse because they are heavier. like what the actual fuck.#i dont think either of them are good employees but hey im not perfect either. but ive avoided talking shit about them#even thoughive been annoyed in the past few months that they've gotten preferential treatment from the manager#but talking shit about everyone who works here when they put in half assed effort and then also posting tiktoks about it?? yeah ok fuck them#they avoided an hr claim cause our manager tried to cover it up#nah im done there lmao fuck that place#ok rant done sorry y'all#personal
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I just read a comment on an afropop music video saying "Nigerians are carrying the continent"
man, it's one thing when everyone else does it. but I BETTER NOT start seeing Africans conflating Nigeria The Nation with Africa The Continent. THEY don't see a difference in our art or music or histories or cultures or tribes or languages because Africa is still a fucking country to most non-Africans. but YOU, fellow African. You know the fuck better.
I had better the fuck not see that bullshit. being most visible or most recognizable on the global stage just means you're winning a popularity contest. Popularity ≠ Quality. And especially not in a popularity contest thrown by a world that never has and continues not to value our lives, our autonomy, and ESPECIALLY our arts and culture.
#it was South Africa growing up#the West — actually nah#non-Africans love reducing our entire continent down to one country's public image#i better not see us doing it#imma fly back home and make a coast to coast trip just to whoop ass#...but i know its probably us dumbass first and second gens saying this bullshit#i feel fucking old#just thoughts#sweet mother#there's a lot being said in that short and stupid statement#nigeria is carrying us musically...#nigeria is carrying all 50+ nations musically#nigeria is carrying all the regions...#fuck outta here w that shit por fuckin dios#this was on a fucking Rema video who i adore and genuinely do believe is one of the best Africa has to offer right now#but that just pissed me off more bc anyone who actually understands how art is made and influenced#would ever think that stupid shit just cause you heard a great artist#i should be less mad about this lmao#but i love music#and being African#like A LOT
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"i didn't want to talk in front of archie and the others .... as it turns out, peabody had a lot to say. the bounty on your pal Archie, it's not just on him. it's on anyone who's with him or is helping him. which means there is a target on your back now too jughead. it's the same if he goes back to riverdale. archie's dad, archie's friends, everyone is at risk. which is why you got to cut him loose."
"im not just gonna ditch archie, mom! he's my best friend."
here's how j/archie can still win
#no more gunshots you guys gotta hear me out on this now😭😭#im laughing so much but this is good scene . anyway !!!!!!!!!!!#archie tells veronica that hes not alone before he leaves (but doesn't mention jug 🧐) he repeats that fact actually. and then#him and jughead walk and walk for days and archie tells jughead to go back#that he can handle himself and jughead is like nah bro... ur literally going to get yourself killed. ANNNDDD jughead saves his life again.#untying him in that farm. keeping him from making a big mistake like killing hiram. ough literally always looking out for him smh#shows up in toledo with his mom . hoping & expecting them to be safe and penny finds him and penny says no one is safe with archie#AND HE STILL DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HIM. as he should. W friend.#but fuck. Still. his own mom is telling him to get rid of archie and archie ALREADY FEELS FUCKING BAD that he got so many people involved#and that he's putting people in danger and causing them stress and grief and pain etc etc#also he's overhearing this conversation#literallt went on a road trip alone together subtracting the car. that's a fanfic trope right there ok sorry i had to say it#jughead didn't have to come with him. he could have given him supplies directions instructions and sent him on his merry way and stayed bac#in ri//verdale but he was worried ab him#it's true and real and i'm embarrassed that i typed all this about riv//er dale
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Anyway... as always I'm just so very very very picky when it comes to horror. I just have this very narrow window of what I personally like, and there's just so many things that just have horror elements rather than being horror to me (and don't even get me started on stuff with a human killer, for me personally that's a thriller rather than horror, and I don't care for it cause sadly we've got plenty of human killers in real life)
It's just so hard to do good horror. It's hard to ride the line between showing too little and showing too much, between building tension and being boring... and dear god is it so easy to trend into being goofy
Then you've got the issue of generally having to come up with something totally new that we don't have in the real world (to please me anyway) and having enough lore that it's actually something... but not talking about it so much that you make it sound stupid or open it up to plot holes
Very very very very tricky genre... I think I still respect bad horror, even though I also have disdain for it and don't like it at all... at least they tried, or... at least... some of them tried (some is just schlock)
#to show just how picky I am about horror; I don't like Blair Witch Project#it breaks my number one rule of no bitchy 20 somethings... they just are all bitching at each other so much it puts me to sleep#I hate low cohesion groups; they just fucking annoy me... once again; I can see that in real life#so... I can't sit through the stuff that builds the atmosphere for it; so the pay off to me is just someone standing in a corner#which obviously isn't what it actually is; but I can't sit through it enough to actually soak up... fuck; don't even know what's going on#nah... hate when likable characters die; but I'd rather have likable people that make the movie watchable#than people snipping back and forth at each other; and they're all just begging to get their hands on a rock to show how brutal they are#also; don't like any found footage because I can't fucking see what's going on#no of this is objectively right; but it is why I'm so hard to please with horror#... like I think there's a lot to like about Until Dawn; but it's not even slightly horror to me#there's barely any monsters; and they're pretty fucking boring for monsters... unnatural things are key to horror for me#cause again; if the killer is a people... yeah; those exist and they suck#I want an unknowable creature; I want something that will reveal to me the unknown tongue; you know?#very very tricky to please with horror; but I am always welcome to suggestions#and if I don't like it; that doesn't make it bad; it just makes it less than nearly perfect
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my inbox is haunted.
#ITS SO ANNOYING TOO#LIKE#I THOUGHT I WAS FREE FROM ALL OF MY ASKS#BUT NAH#Tumblr WANTS TO FUCK WITH ME AND NEVER LET ME WIN FOR ONCE#i can never be satisfied#tho it does look weird seeing empty for once its so sastfying(???) cause im all caught up FOR ONCE#besides that annoying LYING CONIVING NUMBER ONE#smh
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