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tea-cat-arts · 6 months ago

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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clockworkreapers · 13 days ago

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Vol 3 Jack really went though it huh

#he really did tho that last part man.... i would say you need therapy but your last therapist sucked #Jack needs a vacation #well he got one- they all got one but we all know how that went huh #these characters really can not catch a break #oh also jerry is there but im not tagging him #tales from the gas station #art #artwork #fanart #tftgs fanart #tftgs jack #he did not lie when he said he looks younger when his hair grows out- i remember that #do i tag Ricardo? idk no ones gonna get that unless theyve read the books i doubt its a tag #illustration #tftgs vol3 #jack townsend #dont ask why im posting this so late my time

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bruhstation · 8 months ago

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you never change, do you

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littlelightfish · 5 months ago

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I would like to remind people that Chilchuck hasn't seen his wife in 4 years.

So he maybe wasn't there to see his daughters become adults, but he was there for the majority of their childhood.

When he left, Mayjack and Flertom were 12, and Puckpatty was 10. They reach adulthood at 14, so maybe yes, he was absent when they were still kids, but that doesn't mean he didn't maintained contact with them afterwards as far as I know. The thing he uses around his neck was a gift from Flertom, and he was using it when he met Laios's party.

#you can tell i love chilchuck #but yea #she left him for his daughters puberty #i know they're in good terms now. he and his daughters i mean #so its unlikely to me that he never contacted his daughters after wife left #its just me defending this old man's ass because he was there 70-80% of their childhood and left when they were no longer childs #they were all adolescents (10 and 12 in half-foot years must be like 14 and 16 i guess??? wich.. yea they joung but no childs literally)#it could have been better if he didnt leave but he's got 0 knowledge of why did wife left with the kids #and he assumes she doesnt wsnts him near the kids because they left with her #oooh #i love this old man #you can hate on him all you want but dont say he wasnt there for their childhood because he was. he had work yes but he was #dungeon meshi #chilchuck #dunmeshi #chilchuck tims #delicious in dungeon #fish rambles #my shit #maybe you were talking sarcasm or idk but i felt like doing a post to this tags so im sorry lol #dungeon meshi spoilers

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dreamydelite · 5 months ago

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empty glory

#yugioh #ygo #seto kaiba #art #artists on tumblr #kaibas a v tragic character to me #dude always strives to be the best and only concern himself w the future #he has fought tooth and nail to be a respected duelist and business man yet it seems to me like he doesn't believe he is #yes hes an arrogant prick and extremely set in his ways but thats bc he has to be #nobody has ever supported him or believed in his skills and that kinda sticks w you man!#yes i know mokubas there but that doesnt change the fact he had to take care of him at a young age #its fun to say that he needs to chill out (which he does lol) but i dont think hes ever 'chilled out' a day in his life #bro simply doesnt know how to #and when he comes across people who are everything he wishes he could be and could never attain he just #acts like a total bastard lmao #at the end of the day he has everything he can ever want but never what he needed #also perspectives a bitch why did i do this to myself

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pa-pa-plasma · 1 year ago

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hey i feel like we're really sleeping on that time Danny possessed Vlad & framed him for assaulting a minor

Editing with the clip because people don't believe me. Episode is 41: Eye for an Eye.

#Danny Phantom #i think this ties into my other post i made a long time ago about Danny siccing the GIW on Vlad #like we KNOW in CANON that if Danny was even a tiny bit more like Vlad he would literally become a supervillain #villain is such a stupid word i hate how it's spelled. why is it like that #anyways i need to like. rewatch DP cuz i remember shit & then i'm like #did that actually happen. because that sounds too insane #but like. he Did That. didnt he #i think that's what i love about this character. but a lot of people ignore it #Danny is like. gritting his teeth going ''do good do good'' it isnt effortless it isnt easy he doesnt even want to do it half the time #& sometimes yeah he WILL do crimes or get back at people who've been assholes to him or whatever #he WILL use his powers for bad sometimes #he'll be like ''dont do that it's bad'' but like. he WILL do it himself #the whole ''i'm a hero'' thing he's got going on is like. more of a. how do i put this #it's like when you're drawing or writing & saying ''it doesnt have to be perfect it just has to BE''#like Danny isn't a hero sometimes. he's got morals & has a general understanding of good & bad #but also he's 14 & being attacked every day #i would start saying bad words & threatening people that annoy me too man #okay i glanced over the scene again for the first time in years & Danny was literally in the middle of outing Vlad to the whole town???#hello?? are we really ignoring this?????#VLAD TORNADO VLAD TORNADO VLAD TORNADO #this show is so stupid i love it #love how Sam & Tucker immediately backed him up yeah fuck Vlad all my homies hate Vlad #okay you know what. maybe i will do a DP liveblog. i think it would be fun #on daddyplasmius. only posting this on pa-pa-plasma cuz it's kind of just a. weird rant post? kind of? idk

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luck-of-the-drawings · 7 months ago

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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi the suckening #arthur bennett #HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT #this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT #ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH #WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME #DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER #HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW #AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE #I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game #but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping #DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds #I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors #what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE #while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs #THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN #WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS #the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band #EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION

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whaliiwatching · 9 months ago

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memes in defiance of valentine’s day

(blood & artistic nudity under readmore)

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #hot bloody transmasc peter under cut #not doing anything risqué tho sorry lol #hobie brown’s spider getup includes four inch platforms thats why hes tall only when hes masked #otherwise theyre 5’8 which is still tall but not compared to their GIANT PARTNER whom they LOVE #did you know theyre so in love did you did you #that last no-color sketch is actually transfem peter but i dont think too many people will pick up on that #oh well. i do my work regardless of praise #(not true please love me)#these were a lot of fun and i do have more to post hehe #tw blood

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redbuddi · 11 months ago

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the James Somerton thing really shows how hard people are willing to go to bat for a white cis guy who seems to say all the right things and makes content they like no matter how much everyone else has proof of them being a bad person. That is, until a more popular white cis guy who says all the right things calls them out.

This isn't a criticism of Hbomberguy at all, but of everyone else for refusing to listen to the voices of the people James hurt until Hbomb made it cool. This happens all the time and is still happening and it drives me insane. Y'all need to do better.

#coughquintonreviewscough #everyone's willing to believe victims until a white man they like says not to i guess #even when said white man a) has a history of being very creepy to various female youtubers #and b) is literally contradicting his own stated beliefs #dude literally said “victims should be believed because a woman can stand to loose everything when they call out a man”#but then was like “oh but dont believe this woman shes just a creepy stalker who wants to force herself into my life”#i wont say everything i know since it's not my story to tell but #i want yall to wonder why while quinton's editors came to bat for him #literally none of the people quinton has collabed with did #if theyre his friends or at least like him why didnt they say anything #also it took way too long for game grumps to fall from grace #yknow despite how consistently racist and sexist they were non stop

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hballegro · 4 months ago

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part 1 of drawing the cast as various images from my phone. edition one; fr mulcahy as lore and charles as jesse williams

#mash #mash 4077 #mashblogging #m*a*s*h #mash fanart #father mulcahy #charles emerson winchester iii #.silly drawings #shoutout nick valentine for giving me 50 years practice drawing fedoras you're a life saver #i didnt even watch whatever show that picture of jesse williams is from. i dont know why i have it #nor do i know why i know his name but i do #dont. dont look at the caduceus on charles's collar. stop looking at it. stop it #also on that note ignore the fact i forgot mulcahy's bars i did these from memory and i was too busy with the fedora #but yeah i drew nick valentine like 400 times. massively improved my art with each new edition. saved my life i love that old man #thats my dad right there. love the great clockwork dick <3

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bluebirbbb · 2 years ago

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little arthur malevolent lester portrait because my brain is full of him

#WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME I MISSPELLED ARTHUR (edited now)#I KNOW THAT'S AN ESSAY IN THE TAGS BUT I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS #i love him #i need to make him look more pathethic and sad next time #and more scrawny maybe #he's just too presentable #i dont have time for more art recently so have this at least as my little break from uni work #i actually like how it turned out tho #i need to paint more loosely like this in the future #also ive been staring at leyendecker when drawing this can you tell by the shading on the cheek #and yes he has white hairs!!!!#and eyebags and a little bit of wrinkles in the corners of his eyes #i need to draw it better next time but that's how i see the guy #i really want to draw his lighter too because i've been thinking too much about its design and also i want to render some objects #arthur lester #arthur malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanart #poor sad british man #myartstuff

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shithowdy · 2 months ago

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realized a drawing i'm doing rn is almost identically posed to one i did 8.5 years ago of a different oc, except the old drawing was instantly tainted by one of the players featured messaging me asking if i could take it down because their abusive, possessive rp partner saw it and got jealous of them "roleplaying behind their back" and i said "nah" and it became a whole Thing that i should have walked away from at that exact moment but didn't and the 6 months that followed contained some of the most truly condensed batshit i have ever witnessed in an rp community already well-known for its batshittery.

... anyway i love my friends. so happy to accidentally redeem the pose.

#idk if ill ever open up completely about that shitshow but #i think 8 years is past the statute of limitations to vaguepost about it #late tag addition but man now i'm thinking about it all at 4am #how did in the good goddamn did i witness that and still not only let them make me an officer #but also let them put me functionally in charge of their guild IC #while those two fucked off and erped in instanced zones or played overwatch #and i and my then-rp-partner took the heat for the meandering plotline #until my partner vented to the wrong person about the abuse #and it got back to them #and we got to experience the surreality of an honest to god guild coup #all to salvage the image of some egomaniac abuser #certified fucking wra moment #its been 8 years and thinking about how i was treated in the end makes me feel sick lol #they made a new guild discord and invited everyone but us #and when i noticed the channel had gone quiet i asked what was up #and was met with gaslighting about how i'm 'thinking too much' about the channel being a 'little slow'#and it took pushing to get an early admission of what was about to happen #so we logged on and quit ourselves #which fucked up the narrative they had constructed #and they lied in the new channel that WE were the ones doing a 'coup' and that we stole the members who left with us #i guess i am opening up after all #i had to play the fucking villain of that scenario for the past 8 years #all to protect the mental health of people who hurt me #why #if you were there and know what i'm referencing with all of this... there's the fucking story #the person in question is a massively popular artist #i just dont have it in me to fight that fight

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tacagen · 4 months ago

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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!

((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))

but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS

(and, well. whatever this classifies as)

#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much #AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN #about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post #this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy #the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same 💀💀💀💀💀💀#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH #and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it #and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat #and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post #he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash #like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE #his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them #everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else #black white at its finest yall #and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????😭😭😭😭#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like #eobard thawne #professor zoom #reverse flash #the reverse flash #bart allen #the flash #dc

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sunspinecity · 9 months ago

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its so crazy that staff was like "yeah we're adding the grand exchange shop to fix the rampant issue of ancient gene clutter!" and we were all like "yay!" and then they just. didn't fix the issue of clutter in the marketplace. which was what we all actually cared about. And now it's to the point where i've been camping this mp with 5 min timers for (no joke) the last 9 fucking hours trying to find Secondary Gene: Striation (MODERN) while every ancient variation has stocked plentifully and often. and when the next ancient inevitably comes out next month it's going to get even worse. like. Man.

#sometimes i wonder if they even play the damn game bc if they did they would realize how bad the mp is rn. ''chime they have personal accs''#then why haven't they fixed this if they know. Like do they know. DO THEY KNOW? I dont know im going fucking insane rn man. 9 hours.#fr #flight rising #ancients #chimechatter #it did stock finally btw sometime during hour 9. im good i dont need it anymore. but like. Nine fuckin hours for a single gene. insane shit #what is so hard about just stuffing all the ancient genes in the grand exchange shop where theyre always stocked & can have dom discounts #& then leaving the treasure MP for the moderns. i am demoralized.

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ratatatastic · 5 months ago

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he is quite literally every techie's worst nightmare girl please stop touching the mic STOP TOUCHING IT. YOU DONT NEED TO CONTINUOUSLY BRING IT CLOSER TO YOU AND MOVING IT BACK THATS THE PERSON ON SOUND'S JOB. STOP IT.

post practise interview | 6.23.24 (x)

#matthew tkachuk #florida panthers #2324 #playoffs 24 #though knowing the nhl they probably dont have anyone actively monitoring audio considering the amount of mic issues these pressers have #that being said my eye did twitch heavily seeing set his heavy paws on the mic stands #had awful flashbacks to being put on sound and everyone batting at the mics to “test them” while my ears were getting blown out #i like to jokingly call matthew a theatre kid but this kinda cements it for me #yeah thats a very actor thing to do. make the sound guys life harder by manhandling the mics yeah.#matthew why cant you behave nice and polite like sasha who has his hands on his lap and ISNT touching the mic #this angle is more egregious than the official panthers video i need yall to see this man committing so many war crimes #im sorry this is a massive pet peeve of mine for the first time in my life i wanted to throttle him and throw him off a cliff #KEEP YOUR GRUBBY MITTS OFF THOSE MICS

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storge · 6 months ago

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Who are you? I’m your fiance.

FAN ZHIXIN as Yan Xingcheng My Lethal Man (2023)

#my lethal man #对我而言危险的他 #cdramaedit #asiandramanet #cdrama #userdramas #cdramasource #dailyasiandramas #tvedit #fan zhixin #fan zhi xin #tuserjade #samblr #useryd #mymymy #this has been in my drafts since it aired LOOOOOOL #why did i never publish i honestly dont know but im glad i didnt delete #hello handsomeeeeee #he was good in thisss he was #all of yousssss who love a damaged pretty pretty boii with some red flags and cup of Ruthlessnesssss... well well welllll HERE HE ISSS #He Sweet he Spice and he needs Therapy from a professional lolol #he did some things that had me going YIKESS but idk friends he somehow found a way to redeam himself #literally the best part of this drama and he is just consistent with his crayyyyyy Thats my mannn #him and FL deserved theri happy ending and they were great together like cute cuteeee mhmm mhmmm #just look in the tag and you will seeee the goodiesssss they gave

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