#//lyrics from Fresh Wounds - Chai

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I have knowledge that you won't Yes I have cures and you? You don't!

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hello! here’s a masterpost of songs i like and my favorite lyrics from each of them! if you’re looking for recs or are just interested, it’s all under the cut!!

"I am an artist, please God forgive me." -Art is Dead, Bo Burnham

"I'll be the jester; entertain ya to the best of my ability." -Test Me, Melanie Martinez

"Don't need money, don't need fame, I just want to make a change." -Oh No!, MARINA

"Maybe if you tried more, then you would deserve it. Maybe if you fixed the whole world by yourself, then you'd earn it!" -Self Care, Penelope Scott

"Eu vi em seus olhos sorte, com um toque máximo de azar; Um grande grau de morte, trazido de outro lugar." -O Treco, k a m a i t a c h i

"A spider preaching with poison on its lips: 'To get out of here is to promise me a kiss.” -Honey, I'm Home, Ghost and pals

"Porque eu sou foda, foda pra caralho, e eu que inventei que a inveja não mata." - Arrogância, Lourandes

"Am I the most fuckin' fantastic freak you've ever seen?" -Beautiful is Boring, BONES UK

"Well, say my limbs are torn apart, and the stuffing falls out; Let the toy wind down, it should've never been wound." -Amygdala's Ragdoll, Ghost and pals

"Welcome, to the land of the broken minds!" -Little Game, BENNY (seriously listen to this song it's so fucking good. it’s about being trans)

"Hi, nice to meet ya! got nothing to believe in! So let me know when my breathing stops." -Parents, YUNGBLUD

“In my defense I wasn’t supposed to be around this long?” -Cigarette Ahegao, Penelope Scott

“I think i might have died there twice and I would do it all again.” -Feel Better, Penelope Scott

“Caught me like a bad tattoo; Always under skin even when it gets removed.” -THE CONTORTIONIST, Melanie Martinez

“But I can’t let her see me swoon, or else she will think I am weak.” -Butch4Butch, Rio Romero

“If you can’t handle the choking, the biting, the loving, the smothering, til you can’t handle it no more, no more… Go home.” -High School Sweethearts, Melanie Martinez

“Tu portami dove sto a galla, che qui mi manca l’aria.” -ZITTI E BUONI, Måneskin

“Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible, feeling super super super super, suicidal.” -Teen Idle, MARINA

“I got so good at being untrue, I got so good at telling you what you wanna hear; i disassociate, disappear.” -Poison, Hazbin Hotel/Blake Roman

“Kick me, punch me, I don’t care; slap me, scold me, pull my hair. Beat me til i’m blue, is that what you wanna do?” -FRESH WOUNDS, Chai (this is a mikan tsumiki song! HIGHLY RECOMMEND!!)

“You have to stop the world just to stop the feeling.” -Good luck, babe!, Chappell Roan

“São ruas sem fim, vias de fato aos pés de quem - desrespeitou sinais, e atravessou ileso; decidiu flutuar que se plantar de peso.” -Vias de fato, metá metá

“Should I choose a noble occupation? If I did, I’d only show up late and sick. […] Plus my only natural talent’s wasted in my alcoholic friends.” -My Alcoholic Friends, The Dresden Dolls

“Apathy’s a tragedy and boredom is a crime. Anything and everything, all of the time!” -Welcome to The Internet, Bo Burnham

“She just can’t help but be this way, she lost her true self long ago, now all of her friends have been pushed away because a caricature is all they know.” -Candle Queen, Ghost and Pals

“Living life like I’m in a play, in the limelight i want to stay. I know i got a big ego, I really don’t know why it’s such a big deal, though.” -Primadonna, MARINA

“Nem todo trajeto é reto. Nem o mar é regular.” -Cobra Rasteira, Metá Metá

i’ll add more later!!

[embarktodenmark22]

May 29th, 2022

After a non-stop adventure of 6 days, we finally were given a rest day to spend as we pleased. This was a blessing, considering I was out being a party animal until 3AM, and am a total baby if I am running on anything less than 7-8 hours of sleep. There was an optional journey to a fishing island with Travis and Michelle, but accompanying them meant waking up early. So I slept in and rested up as needed.

I woke up enjoying the peace of not having somewhere to be for one morning, finally. Getting to enjoy my time here at my own pace. I had some brunch plans with the girls of the group, and waited to hear from them. Only two other girls, Kayleen and Alice, went out for brunch (lunch, really). We went to this cool Smorrebrod place- a shop specializing in fancy open-faced sandwiches- in the rain, only a pleasant 6 minute walk away to a part of the city we hadn’t yet been in. $10 later, I had an open faced sandwich with sprouts, potatoes, some interesting crunchy things, and some red onions. Really, really good, but for the $10 I spent, I was not sated. We also went to the cafe built in to the BaseCamp dorms, “Jack’s Hole in the Wall,” where I got a delicious chocolate pastry and a chai latte (both combined being cheaper than the smorrebrod). Everything was so delicious. I sat chatting in the basement lounge with the gals as we ate and enjoyed our food.

Eventually we dispersed, and, still tired from the other 6 days I’ve been up and at it, I went to go work on blogs, sketches, and scroll social media for the first time in over a week. So refreshing. Even better, I got to re-charge my social battery, as my roommate was out for the day (having gone to the fishing town). From there, the plan was to eventually perhaps hit Tivoli Gardens while we still had access to our Copenhagen Cards (which get us into most of the museums and things in the city for free). I wasn’t sure if this was gonna happen today, and it ultimately didn’t.

Instead, I went with a group (Dane, Alice, and Bryan) to the (very) nearby Botanical Gardens- which were, surprisingly, free to enter. It was gorgeous. I had no idea it was there, so close to our dorm building! Here, we spent some time roaming, photographing, and sketching the nature and cool plants. I intended to sit in sketch, but, instead, got in my feels just walking around on my own. My brain started throwing poetry, song lyrics, and deep existential thoughts at me for the first time in a long while- guess that’s what happens when I let my thoughts clear! I appreciated the plants, sat for a long while to rest my poor feet, and eventually used my Copenhagen card to get in to the palm greenhouse and the butterfly room- both full of amazing plants that, honestly, started to look like alien life. I really enjoyed it, and even more enjoyed getting to see everything without having to talk to anyone.

We wound up staying in the gardens a lot longer than I thought we would have, which was okay- gave me more time to walk around, appreciate things, and collect my thoughts/brain vomit in a few notes on my phone. By now, I’d walked another 10,000 steps or so and began feeling the pain and hunger set in again, so I quickly made plans for us to meet up with Tessa and Beia, who had just gotten back from the day trip, and go grab sushi. And grab sushi we did! We found the nearest sushi, settled in, and ordered so much sushiiiii, I got two different rolls, and we all kinda shared our food. The fish here is so fresh.

Anyways, by the time we finished eating, we found out we would be getting new Copenhagen cards next week, so we decided we were all too tired to hit the Tivoli. Instead, Dane proposed an evening of video games and casual drinks in the basement gaming room, and I was so down. Dane, I, Riley, and Bryan (coincidentally the more introverted ones of the group) played multiple rounds of Mario Kart and, eventually, Smash Bros. In both games, I sucked at first and quickly got better- I think I may have even done better in Smash here than when Mason has tried to teach me back home! Maybe it’s because I was playing with other people who suck at Smash, and not a bunch of people who are experts in the game. It was actually kind of fun, and I got close to winning a couple of times!

Anyways, the day and night was so chill and refreshing. It was definitely what I needed to re-energize myself. Off to more adventuring tomorrow!