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this is like steven universe

hold hands with the clones and fuse, then you will be whole again!!!

so i just remember a funny thing ! one time i was really tired from school stuff and my brain scrambled your username as danggoshronpa, proceeded to look it up and flipped out when nothing was showing up on tumblr dot com

bonus fact about this story is that i was on airplane mode while searching. realized and said “ah, this is why!” searched again and flipped out again

NOOOO LMAOOOO

This is honestly such a sweet (and funny) thing to share, thank you my friend. I don't expect to ever delete this account, but rest assured, I'd never do it on purpose without saying something first. And if it happened without my involvement, I'd give a friend a message to share. I'm too much of a drama queen to leave without one last song and dance.

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it funni

every time i see anything incestuous and or related to arcane/tmnt i get the URGE to tag lukas

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Hello Mrs. Gosh Dangronpa, I'm visiting your asks once again because every time I do, you leave me with a magnificent piece of literature to admire. This time, may I inquire about your thoughts on Mikan and Ibuki as exes? I've adopted the idea that they are like one of those sickeningly sweet couples that have the most trashy break up ever. Thank you for your time. Have a wonderful night.

Hello, anon!! You flatter me. My thoughts on Mikan and Ibuki as exes are that they'll never part and be lovers forever.

#thanks for asking!! #tsumioda #mikan tsumiki #ibuki mioda

Just kidding, I'm a mature adult. I can humor the end of my OTP for a moment without lashing out.

To be totally fair, tsumioda makes it easy. For starters, it's a high school relationship, and those never last! Sorry, kids!

But seriously. One can imagine Mikan coming to bristle at Ibuki's carelessness, or build her self-esteem enough to wonder if she could do better than this obnoxious woman-child. One can imagine Ibuki growing weary from comforting Mikan all the time, or worrying that she'll lose all her joy with a girlfriend who's always harshing her mellow. Opposites attract, but if they can't find ways to complement or coexist, attraction may fade.

I'm hard-pressed to think of any DR character who could go through a quiet break-up. These Ultimates tend to have huge personalities, and even the ones who don't are still teenagers. But if these two fight, it won't be pretty. The way I picture it, Ibuki would respond with shouting, which would make Mikan cower and cry, which would make Ibuki feel bad and overcompensate, which would irritate Mikan, and Ibuki would respond with shouting. The vicious cycle would spiral out because both would fall back into their defenses - Ibuki through careless prattle at full volume, Mikan through total subservience with a last resort to an explosion of rage (as in the third trial).

The actual break-up would probably happen shortly after, in private, once they've both calmed down some.

So what are they like as exes? To Mikan, Ibuki becomes another bully in her memory, one towards whom she harbors complicated feelings, but someone she'd avoid even thinking about, let alone seeing. To Ibuki, Mikan would continue serving as a muse, inspiring songs of angst and heartache rather than of love and joy. She'd think about her ex a lot. Perhaps the event would even spark another, albeit less radical, change in Ibuki's persona. I imagine it'd look like an embrace of her joie de vivre, but not so childish anymore, a little more mature.

Mikan ... would need more time. She'd immediately feel worse, alone, adrift. Our relationships are pillars in our lives, and their removal can wreck our sense of stability. But eventually, she'd realize that she survived the break-up, and it hurts less with each day. Young people tend to be dramatic, but they're resilient, constantly dealing with personal apocalypse and learning that life goes on after. If she's got friends at her side - and I'm hoping she would, even after losing the person who helped her get past her nerves and talk with people - she may emerge with a newfound confidence. Meager, maybe. Still more than before.

A more mature Ibuki? A less anxious Mikan? Unlikely as it may have seemed at the moment of implosion, the exes may yet rekindle their friendship. That's what they had before they got together, right? They're half of the Twilight Syndrome Girls! (Sidebar: Mahiru would try to be friends with both of them after the break-up. Hiyoko wouldn't hesitate to evacuate Mikan from her social life - and possibly position herself as Ibuki's rebound.) They had plenty of good times together that had nothing to do with romance, memories that could pave another path to a shared future.

I'm still tight with all my exes, so take it from me: it's possible! From the ashes of a torched romance may sprout a more beautiful, fire-forged friendship. This whole messy break-up could be something they laugh about someday ... or, per my experience, rarely acknowledge and get a little awkward about when it's mentioned.

And while I'm speculating on the future ... I lied earlier. My parents were high school sweethearts, and they're still married and in love almost 40 years later. So were my youngest brother and his wife. And though we didn't start dating until college, my spouse was a good friend of mine in high school. Even when they're bitter ex-girlfriends, I can still squeeze out some drops of hope for endgame tsumioda.

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Reblog this to place a small flower in the hair of prev, and that you're very proud of them

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that one @funishment-time drawing

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every time i see anything incestuous and or related to arcane/tmnt i get the URGE to tag lukas

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they continue being the bane of my existence

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Everyone needs a sicko to bounce ideas off of. It's necessary to survive any fandom ever.

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Chloegami on the brain

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you can easily tell which of my OCs are my favorite by:

-their level of suffering in their story

-how many alternate/hypothetical non canon ideas i have for them

-their percentage of lesbian

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“what’s your writing process” i put a pathetic guy in a blender and blend blend blend

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Lunar Eclipse 🌒

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hiding out at my friend’s birfday party cus my mom is mad at me and the moment i’ll get home i DIE

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moth themed character x firefly themed character send tweet

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alpha demon pansexual shizuhara. it's an inside joke with mutuals just roll with it

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emiari cuz it’s 3 am once again must do sometheing