#//Uhh... where the fuck am I?

[poems-of-the-anentomologist]

suffocating 

I’m doing the dishes again

Staring into the water

At that boy

How can I call myself a girl when the face that stares back

Is just another random boy

You’d see playing on a subrban corner

My name isn’t my name

People don’t call me by my name

I’ve been cut off

From everyone

If I died tonight

Nobody would notice

Just another kid

Just another teen suicide

It’s better than the alternative

To suffocate in this form

Would be preferable

To living in a world where nobody sees me

It’s better than the alternative

[absolutelyzoned]

i NEED to yap about personal shit i gotta get it out there somewhere

[the-cal-zone]

im so fucking pissed rn. i also feel like i wanna cry

normally this is the sort of post id make as a joke or to commit to the bit but like genuinly

why the fuck??

[vampiricsheep]

so since I may be free this summer after all, would anyone be interested in an RP event that's a potluck? I've been wanting to do it for ages but there's never any interest compared to other themes

for a discord rp, I would make a separate server explicitly for this purpose so you don't have to be in any guilds or anything! I would also delete the server (or at least channel, if people would like an event-planning server long-term) after a week - enough time for people to read over their stuff but not preserved forever and ever.

[bumblingbabooshka]

Chakotay: Listen, Tuvok. Sometimes I can't stand you but I have to admit - you really are amazing at what you do. Tuvok: Thank you, and since we're speaking candidly, I'd like to say that I also sometimes can't stand you.

[sillyfreakx5]

WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYONE FROM CALIFORNIA

[rayvern-sheep]

Bro wtf is happening this season of Arcane

Animation good as fuck, love love love, kissing it, having steamy sex with the animation

The designs? YESSSSSS LOOK AT THEM STRONG WOMEN I AM DYING SEVIKA HAIRCUT VI GOTH MOMENT WOOF WOOF BARK

Plot? I am… I want to get off the ride now

[pulchrasilva]

I am soo mentally ill about marisa coulter you don't understand

[shatterthefragments]

(currently overwhelmed bc of having to entertain mum while i needed to get ready for bed so I’m just. Hopefully going to fall asleep. And thinking of all that I have to do this weekend. And hoping to hell I don’t get sick from my family. I know for sure dad won’t be wearing a mask while he drives (three others are joining in his car) and he’s a pall bearer too so he has other duties indoors and it is SO BAD right now and I can’t afford to get sick again. I’ll probably have no short term disability left to take if I do. If I don’t even have the energy I won’t be able to go to my shows even if I can somehow afford them. I won’t be able to see my friend there. I won’t be able to get more tattoos (for Completeness I need at least one more to make a dozen this year)

And fuck. I’m even like. A bit worried about trying to get donuts so I can give my sister a birthday donut or few (bc she likes them, we weren’t able to do any donut days this summer, and they’re reasonably affordable)

…also I might have to drive when 爸爸 is off on his pall bearer duties. In the Bad City. With several people that will talk. And that I almost definitely can’t loop. Say. Ashnikko’s Worms ad nauseam (for them) like I did last time I drove that city. The aunt who could drive is recovering and probably shouldn’t tbh. The other aunt doesn’t navigate there. And as long as all my passengers shut up ish (a few don’t speak English which is fine except I need to be able to drive so I need the cars occupants on my terms in stressful environments especially) and get real cool real quick about me taking the long way (I miss exits and turns and shit) I mean. It’s possible. It’s ridiculously stressful (even just thinking about it) and. I’m trying to reduce stress wherever possible bc FUCK I don’t ever want to have Those stress dreams where I’m dying because of it again. I want to want to live. I want to live.

[beananium]

the pain of wanting to look up long ass game you just got into on tumblr but knowing its been a couple of years since it came out so the tag is probably littered with spoilers

[just-a-little-hater]

god why is there never a perfect option, I have found two places where I can buy the Nimona comic book (yes only two and one is in a different country because idk screw availability of anything ig) but one is in Czech and shipping costs almost one half of the price of the book and the other place is fucking German Amazon where it is actually in English and I would get free shipping but it costs two times more than the one in Czech Republic and has those disgusting sticker graphics on it

[belladonnafleur]

🌸

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Me: I don't like Sci-fi, space operas, or fantasy. Me: *sees fanart of some characters* Oh these look cool. I wonder why their arm looks like that. Why is that one person dressed in skull attire? I keep seeing these guys everywhere, let's get the book on Audible what could possibly go wrong? Book: *Sci-fi fantasy novel in space* Me:

[catgirlkirigiri]

Hey guys I think I actually like miraculous ladybug now. Like unironically. Sorry. It was entirely the catboy he’s wonderful

[shirtshawaiian]

[id: tumblr tag that says #qsmp with a pink arrow to the left of it. The arrow is pointing up like a successful stock. The overall tag fades from pink to a purple-ish color]

i know this is to represent a trending tag or whatever but i love the implication that it’s bi pride. like yeah sure yaoi island gets the bi colors. #pride.

[idontdrinkgatorade]

i keep forgetting that i'm still in the middle of reading senyuu.....