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97linelover · 9 months ago

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Birthday of 2024. - Kim Mingyu

18+ / mdi

summary: it´s your boyfriends birthday, you decide to suprise him. Well the night gets pretty steamy.

content: Mingyu x female reader, smut, doggy, mention of nudes, party,alcohol, voyerisum, outdoor sex.

wc: 2.1 k

a/n: I had this in my drafts for a while, I know I am a little late but, better late than never. Happy birthday to my lovely Gyu.

"I know Baby, I'm so sad not to be there," you answered through the phone while grabbing your bag, trying your best not to sound so stressed. "But I'll call you later; I need to go " You needed this call to end; your train will come soon.

"I love you, Baby" his deep voice rang through your ear "I love you too Gyu, enjoy your night out with the Boys, and have a little fun for me." With that, you ended the call.

You hurried towards the train station, taking the train to Seoul. You were on the way home to celebrate your boyfriend's birthday, his day, but he thinks you're still on the work trip.

But luckily for you, you could come back home earlier. Normally, your boss would not want you to drive home after work on a Friday because you were tired after starting work so early; it's a rule in your company, but the thought of your Boyfriend made you wide awake, and you tried your best to explain it to your boss.

Luckily for you, he directly agreed; he knew Mingyu and they often went out for some drinks and to watch football.

Mingyu will be out tonight with all his friends, drinking and having fun, and you will join later.

The time frame was strict but you will make it.

Not even two hours later, you were dressed in your newly bought red tight dress wearing some jimmy choo heels. Your hair was in curls and falling over your shoulder. After applying your lipstick, you smacked your lips and smiled happily.

Red, Mingyus favorite color.

The cab was already waiting and you grabbed your clutch with the key cards for the hotel.

"To the Hybe building please" you told the driver and he nodded "it will take about 30 minutes" he then told you with a smile. "Perfect thank you"

You grabbed your phone and looked at the stories some of the members had posted, Mingyu was clearly drunk by now and you giggled, drunk Mingyu was always clingy and full of love,Seoks storys were full of Mingyu clinging onto Han or Chan.

You put your phone away and looked out of the window, watching the skyline of Seoul with curious eyes; you would never grow tired of it.

It's been 4 years since you've come here and 3 years since you started dating Mingyu. You were directly smitten by him when you met him at your workplace. You were helping at a bakery at that time, and he was there with his best friend Wonwoo. You noticed his gaze on you until they left.

Not only that, but you noticed him coming back for days, and then he asked you out for dinner at his favorite Italian place. Quickly after that, you were officially dating, and you met his family and friends. For your luck, you were happily accepted by them all.

Kim Mingyu was your happy place, and you were thankful for him.

"We're here," the taxi driver announced, and you grabbed some cash with a tip. "Thank you so much; have a nice evening," you said while getting out and closing the door. You could already hear the music blasting from inside so you quickly walked up to security "on the list?" the tall man asked "Y/N Y/L/N" you answered, and he quickly nodded "go straight in" you thanked him and walked inside.

You looked at the time and there was only 1 minute left, you looked around for your boyfriend and it was not that hard.

Kim Mingyu would always own the spotlight for you; he lights up the room for you and you smiled seeing his friends count down until it was midnight; they all jumped onto him, and he laughed out in joy.

This was the first time in two years he actually celebrated his birthday. It was a rough time for him seeing his best friend unhappy on his birthday. But this year Wonwoo decided that Mingyu deserved to be celebrated. And seeing Wonwoo smiling so bright was just the cherry on top.

You waited for a small moment standing at the bar when Seok whispered something in his ear, and his eyes widened, and his gaze fell on you. His eyes sparkled, and his smile was on full display. Before you could react he walked towards you with long strides.

Let me tell you one thing; Kim Mingyu is majestic with each step he takes.

„You came" he whispered, taking your face in his hand, kind of like he couldn't believe you're actually there. „Happy birthday, my love" you smiled brightly at him, and he kissed you.

His one hand still on your shoulder the other on your lower back pulling you close, his scent hitting your nose, and you grabbed his shirt trying to pull him even closer.

„God I'm so happy you're here" he said, leaning his forehead against yours, and you blushed „I would never miss your birthday, love; you're too important for that” he grinned and pecked your lips again, you could kiss him for hours.

„Let's meet the others” he took your hand and guided you towards his friends „Y/N" Jeonghan said smiling and giving you a tight hug, it's been a few months since you last saw them so you felt incredibly happy about seeing them.

But shortly after Mingyu twirled you around that your hands landed on his chest "let's dance baby" He slurred, and you felt his drunk cheery aura "Whatever the birthday kid wants" you grinned, and he guided you towards the dance floor "You look so good in red baby... you know that red lingerie set I bought you? It's my favoriteeeee" he said into your ear while kissing it afterward, "I know Gyu" you giggled.

The song changed and Mingyu was now behind you his one hand wrapped around your stomach while the other was holding his whiskey glass "to my fucking beautiful girlfriend" he said while lifting his glass and the people around him cheered "it's your day stupid" you said laughing "to my fucking handsome boyfriend" you cheered, and the people joined.

You were never the biggest party animal, but with the 13 guys it was surely a lot of fun, the all jumped around and danced around, and Mingyu felt alive with them, and when your boyfriend was happy, you were happy.

Before you could even think deeper about this, you felt his soft lips on your neck, your weakness, and he knows it. Combines with the alcohol this was not good, you turned around just to see his darkened eyes "Let's go home baby" he pleaded, and you bit your lip "already? You don't wanna party anymore?"

"The only thing I want to do right now is, fucking you until you're crying out my name" he rasped into your ear, and you felt the heat rising to your cheek "I know you missed my dick like I missed your tight little pussy" his hands were grabbing your ass and a whimper escaped you "then let's say goodbye" he smirked at your horniness and you both said goodbye.

You called for a Kakao while leaning against the prick wall "god damn my cock is hurting" he groaned and you giggled "I mean you basically caged it in those thight jeans" your hands was caressing his thighs "fucking skinny jeans Gyu? You know that your thighs are my fucking turn on" he grinned "all yours baby" his hand was slowly getting around your neck "but I know your favorite body part is my dick" Your eyes looked into his "It's beautiful" you agreed and palmed it over his jeans.

"Can I fuck you here? Please" he was drunk and desperate, it was insane thinking about fucking in an alley waiting for your taxi. But Mingyu and you were never normal when you were horny, Mingyu introduced you to his outdoor kink at the beginning of your relationship, and you tried it with him.

You always made sure it was decent, that there was nobody around, but right now as he was pounding in to you while holding you up the wall, all of those concerns were gone.

You moaned into his ear, and he let out some groans, you felt the alcohol because both of you were sloppy while doing it, Mingyus thrusts were irregular, and he was furrowing his eyebrows, you were not caring about anything but Mingyu stretching you completely.

As you looked to the left you saw the taxi coming closer "Gyu we need to get the taxi" you giggled, and he nodded softly, pulling out. You both pulled your clothes to the right places, and you walked towards the car. The entire right you both were just dozing off, and you both became a little more sober. "I can't believe we did that" you whispered, and he grinned "that was hot baby!" he admitted, and you blushed like a little kid.

He parked in front of the Plaza Hotel, and Mingyu looked at you, confused "What? It's your birthday; let me spoil you" He raised his eyebrows at that, and you paid the taxi.

The check in was already finished so you both went straight to the elevator "we could've slept at home love, this is too much" another Mingyu habit, he never wants anything, but he will spoil everyone around him.

"Baby you spoil me all the time so I want us to enjoy this, Wonwoo wanted to leave but I told him that I really want to be in an Hotel" You sheepishly said "my boss paid for the room because I helped him so much, so dont worry" he smirked "I adore you" The door opened and you walked towards the penthouse room "Let's get the night started".

Mingyu was laying on the bed completely naked waiting for you to come out of the bathroom, but being slightly tipsy made everything harder.

You bought a new lingerie set, Red and Lacey. You opened the door, and his gaze landed on you. "Holy fucking shit," he said while sitting up now. "Fuck," he licked his lips. "You're unreal." You giggled at his comments and walked towards him. "Do you like it?" The innocence in your voice made him lose his mind.

"I want to engrave this in my brain; you're beautiful." His dick was by now standing tall and bright between his legs. You crawled onto his lap "Will you let me ride you Gyu?" Your red nails softly scratched along his trained chest, and he nodded "Please, baby". He helped you to guide it inside you, and when he completely stretched you out you threw your head back "You always make me feel so full Gyu" A whimper escaped your lips when you began to circle your hips. Even after all this time, he was still too big for you.

"Taking me so well babygirl" his hands roamed your body and you let out another moan "got the prettiest woman out there" he praised you and whimpered when you began to bounce "god this pussy is so good" you felt your legs getting weaker "let me take over baby" he said lovingly and you got off him, you knew what he loves the most so you got on your fours with a little surprise waiting, the set had his name with custom rhinestone letters on it on your ass "going to tattoo this in my brain" he groaned while sinking his cock into your pussy.

"Going to take a picture of this, even better, a video" he groaned while grabbing his phone "mhm Gyu don't stop" you whined and he chuckled you saw the light against your back "Taking me so well babygirl" He filmed your juicy ass while he was pounding into you, his name on your slip making it so special, and your desperate whimpers making him lose his mind.

"going to come Gyu" your legs began to shake "me too baby, fuck" he felt his balls harden and he fastened his pace. His hot spurts of cum dripped into you while you clenched him empty.

He pulled out, and you looked at him "this was mind blowing" you said in trance and he agreed "lets take a quick shower and then sleep baby, mhm? How does that sound?" you yawned "carry me please?" he chuckled at you and lifted you up.

He took the lingerie set off your body and turned the shower on.

When you both laid under the white sheets entangled with each other he kissed your forehead fondly and smiled "thank you for this my love"

"You deserve the world, Mingyu, so please let me give it to you , Happy Birthday."

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cupidbedsy · 5 months ago

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୨୧ 𝗟𝗛𝟰𝟯

➪ this player uses the new jersey devils taglist !

➪ player tag: ˚｡⋆〚 luke hughes 〛

➪ most recent: only one i want

➪ last updated: december 7, 2024

➪ © cupidbedsy ; do not copy, repost, or translate my work and designs on any other website or here

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➪ drunken mistakes ; with her recently dating luke, she'd rather her brother and his friends see her drunk than him which leads to luke worrying excessively [ x zegras!sister ]

➪ when in need, i'm always there ; the relationship between luke and his girlfriend is special, but the bond between his girlfriend and his brothers is adorable, or four times quinn and jack helped out their brother's girlfriend when she was in need

➪ be there for you ; luke always knows when his girl is sad, and this time it's no exception

➪ 603 ; luke's main goal is to make sure y/n is taken care of, however it's hard for him to do it 603 miles away

➪ support system ; meeting luke was unexpected, and so was him wanting to come to every rehearsal and performance of hers

➪ the hoodie ; she'd always thought she wasn't pretty enough for luke, but that all changes with an invitation to the hughes' lake house and luke's hoodie

➪ tired ; luke is all but tired when him and jack arrive home from a game, but luckily for him, y/n's there to help

➪ welcome to new york ; y/n flies out to spend her winter break with her boyfriend and throws him a little suprise

➪ fit right in ; where y/n helps dog sit for quinn's friend, fills in for jack's missing plus one, goes out on a night on the town, and gets into a fight with her family [ part of the girlfriend series ]

➪ curbside pickup ; after being stood up, y/n was planning on just spending her night crying on the curb before she went home. that was until five boys showed up and took her out [ w/ jh86, qh43, tz11, cc22 ]

➪ an accident ; y/n breaks her foot and is left alone in the hospital with no one to come pick her up, until she remembers her boyfriend's mom

➪ a very klutzy christmas ; something always seemed to go wrong when luke hughes, y/n y/l/n and the Christmas spirit were put in the same place together

➪ only one i want ; instead of celebrating the devils' win, y/n spends the night out staring down luke and the girl he's talking to. he takes her home, reassuring her that she's the one he wants, no one else.

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thesimulacrasimp · 9 months ago

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Okay so im gonna just throw randomly my thoughts on sm6 while rewatching it cuz why not, I was doing the same thing for hazbin hotel so why not spooky month too?

So yeah, SPOOKY MONTH 6 SPOILERS WARNING‼️

Ok im just gonna say: that starting scene with thieves was kinda funny. Also rewatching it, im starting to suspect that this giant spider thing in Lilas attic have her husbands soul, IDK WHY, I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, it just looks so important, it even appeared twice in the ep: in the begining n in the end.

Also ARE WE JUST GONNA IGNORE HOW JAUNE CALLED LILA "HOT STUFF"??? WHILE HAVING A HUSBAND?????? A HUSBAND THAT SITTING NEARBY HER WHEN SHE SAYING THAT???????? ARE THEY IN A POLY RELATIONSHIPS HOLY FUCKING SHIT????????????? IM EVEN MORE INTRIGED NOW

Okay so Skid does know and remember his dad, I just was thinking that his father left/died when Skid still wasnt born or when he was very little so Skid doesnt even know that he had a father, but no he does remember his dad, so that means he presented for quite long time in Skids life.

Also im really suprised how big Pumps house is, well i mean— he said that his parents work alot so ig i shouldnt be suprised-

Poor Ignacio just wants some peace– *watched the ep a lil longer* Oh hes kinda fucked up actually---

Also for some reason i find kinda interesting that Ross n Rob were kinda comforting Roy every time they were on the screen like "We're here for you, Roy" etc etc, so im thinking maybe something bad happened to Roy? I mean he looked kinda frustrated n angry, so maybe somethng between him n his parents?

Okay but can we talk about how Moloch look so much more scarier than before?

Okay so--- get ready for my rambleling bout my boy Dexter-- HE LIVED WITH HIS MOM N ALOT OF CATS😭😭😭 N HIS MOMS PURE GRIEF BOUT HER LOSS WAS GENIUNALY SO SAD TO WITNESS 😭😭😭😭

Okay so looking at Skids impression when Father Gregor asked him bout his father-- yeah i think his dad actually died---- but i can be wrong ofc

Okay- im sorry but-- why does Kevin n Radfords interactions make them look like a couple--- I AM SORRY BUT----

Also the way Father Gregor gave Kevin holy water was really funny to me, it was like: "You know these children?? Yeaahhhh i feel bad for u, kid. Here have some holy water, just in case...." ALSO the fact that ppl started coming in the store ONLY after Radford sprinkled holy water in it-- DOES THAT MEAN THAT THERE WERE DEMONS IN IT THAT WERE KEEPING PPL AWAY???

Dont mind me guys, im just a little crying :')

Okay but the way how Skid n Pump were SO exited to see Moloch again was really funny n cute at the same time

Okay... This is the part when i literally teared up. I know it was just Moloch trying to fool Father Gregor to give him kids but idk.... It still made me tear up for some reason, and i even know the reason: i just miss Dexter so much n i didnt expect him to appear so much times in this ep, I just think hes a precious boy who deserved better. I KNOW THAT HE WAS KILLING ANIMALS N I DONT APPROVE THAT AT ALL, but hes still a sweetie idfc.

Also why would Patty need a gun so immediatly?..

Also that part when Moloch were wandering around the town n Father n spooky bois were trying to catch him was so funny and entertaining

Poor Pelo got ooffed again. Press F.

AND OMG THIS PART WHEN MOLOCH POSSESED SKID N PUMPS BODIES AND THE FATHER EXORCISMS THEM WAS SOOOO COOL, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY, I THINK I JUST HAVE A THING FOR DEMONS N EXORCISM.

And this is the part where i actually cried alot. Poor Skid doesnt know that its not his fault at all.. Also even if Father Gregors words were kinda mean, that Lila is irresponsible mother, I cant disagree with them. Yes, she is an alone mother, but it doesnt give her permission to just leave her child to himself n his friend n go drink n then spent time w her child drunk. Yeah i know, that she leaves him to mr Wonder n Susie, but lets be honest, were here even a single time when the kids didnt just leave the house n cause problem? No. So i think the Fathers words are make perfect sense, n Lila should think bout it. Also a lil thing i just thought bout, why would Lila throw away her husbands stuff? If he actually died why would she do this? Or hes not dead n he just left for some reason? Idk

Also OMFG THAT OOGA BOOGA JUMPSCARE GOT ME SO FUCKING GOOD, I WASNT READY FOR AT ALL

and so ummm i think thats it. It took me 1 hour to write this lol.

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franksoceanwrld · 11 months ago

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STAR SHOPPING

modern! aegon targaryen x fem!reader.

notes: first time writing hotd or any x reader, anyways i hope this isn’t that bad lol, also i just made up your girl bestfriend (raven), kinda based on star shopping by lil peep?? also i was listening to godspeed by frank ocean while writing this. also you might ship jace x reader oops.

summary: you’ve always had feelings for your bestfriend aegon, but then your other bestfriend raven and you get invited to a party.

warning (s): ANGST (we love angst), sad reader, your other bestfriend being a bitch, toxic friendship, alcohol, jace kinda being friendzoned?? idk if there’s others..

“come on! don’t be a pussy!” your bestfriend raven spoke, laughing in almost a mocking way.

you met raven on the first day of university, that was three years ago. there’s been guys that you’ve liked, but she’d always date or hook up with them. you confronted her about it three months ago and she promised that she would stop, and she’s lived up to her promise. so far.

she’d known of your little crush on aegon, she always flirt with him but he’d always shut it down which was surprising because aegon craved every females attention but you.

“raven.” you looked at her, giving her a disapproving look. “we went to one last night.”

“so? and the one last night was boring.” she huffed, “and aegon is going to be there.” she nudged your shoulder.

you looked at her, “fine! but if you get drunk, i’m not driving you home again!.” you sighed, but you knew that you’d drive her anyways.

“yes!” raven exclaimed, raising her arms above her head. a sense of dread filled your stomach a sense that the night wouldn’t end good.

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

when you guys both arrived to the party, cars littered the streets, the pounding of the music left your head aching almost. you looked around the house, familiar faces from kings landing university littered the house.

raven screamed happily, and ran over to someone. aegon.

you walked over there, grabbing a glass of something but you didn’t care. something stirred inside your stomach as you watched raven put her arms around aegon’s neck.

aegon looked suprised almost, and he looked uncomfortable. which was surprising. he looked over to you and smiled, the smile that only you could see.

you’d normally never drink at party’s, normally looking after raven or aegon or both. you put the cup to your lips and drank out of it, a burning sensation going down your throat. you shook your head at the feeling and drank some more.

“y/n!” a voice called you over, you looked away from aegon and raven, seeing jace. his real name was jacaerys velaryon but ‘jace’ seemed more easier.

“jace!” you smiled to him, and quickly ran over to him and hugged him.

“i didn’t think think you’d come.” jace smiled, stepping away from the embrace. the vibrations of the music seemed like deja vu from the night before.

“well, raven kinda made me come.” you took another drink of the cup.

“well, she looks very occupied right now.” jace raised his eyebrows. the curls on his head bouncing with every step he took.

you looked behind you and saw raven smiling at aegon. that same smile she did when she found out you liked cregan stark.

raven wouldn’t take aegon like the rest of the boys you’d like. right?

you tried to take another sip of the drink only to realize that it was empty and suddenly you needed more alcohol.

“where’s the drinks?” i yelled over the music getting louder. jade pointed to the kitchen and you hurriedly went there.

you didn’t know how long it had passed, the more alcohol you’d consumed the more you felt yourself drifting away from reality. hours felt like minutes and the party seemed to get louder with every second. you were surprised the police hadn’t been called yet.

you found yourself stumbling in a dim lit hallway, bumping into people who looked at you like you’d said various insults to them.

you wondered where aegon was, you’d hope he wasn’t with some girl but you knew that wasn’t true. after all he was aegon targaryen.

when you got to the main area, the music got louder and louder, people trying to speak over it but failed, there were people making out on walls and couches but no sign of aegon or raven.

amongst the chaos, you saw the backdoor. you needed air, the smells of sweaty bodies and the lack of fresh air make it feel claustrophobic to you.

you stumbled around the sweaty bodies, some asking if you were okay. you finally got outside and a sense of peace filled you.

you walked outside to the middle of the backyard, you weren’t alone tho. there were people who talked to each other and some making out with each other, and some were crying with a friend. typical party tho…

you breathed in the fresh air, happy that you didn’t smell sweaty body’s, you took a drink out of your cup, the burning sensation you liked so much filled your throat again.

you looked up, the stars and moon illuminated your face.

as you looked at the stars, the music inside the house seemed to get blurred out.

you smiled to yourself, feeling the effects of the alcohol.

you wondered how dumb you looked, standing outside a party looking at the stars smiling to yourself.

someone tapped your shoulder, bring you out of your trance. “are you good?” jace asked, looking almost concerned.

“y-yea.” you hiccuped. “why would i not be?” your words were slurred, it was a miracle that jace understood you.

“i just-you.” jace paused, trying to find the right words. “you normally don’t drink this much..”

“it’s fine!” you slurred out, placing a weak hand on his shoulder. “go bother someone else!”

jace looked almost hurt when you said that. jace nodded and left you with your drunken thoughts.

“whatever.” you muttered to yourself.

you continued to look at the stars, not caring who saw. you wondered how much minutes went by.

when you tried to take a sip out of your drink again, nothing came out.

the rain slowly started to come down, people running to get inside, the party still going on.

you cursed to yourself, and ran inside. wanting to get another drink, your head was starting to pound now.

you tried finding the kitchen, but bodies were blocking your way of seeing. you stumbled into the front of the house, it was less crowded but it still had people making out, talking and other things.

you pushed through the crowds of bodies, desperate almost to find the thing you were craving. then you stopped.

you saw the familiar head of silver locks, pushing a dark haired woman on the wall and kissing her.

aegon started to kiss the woman’s neck, the woman smiling in pleasure. raven.

your gut twisted in a way of betrayal, shock, hurt and jealously.

you felt like crying. raven always got her way with guys, the guys that you liked.

suddenly you felt sober already. raven looked at you with a look of shock and proudness. she knew you’d always forgive her.

you ran out of the house, throwing your cup into a pile of trash.

you ran down the driveway, the rain felt heavier this time, drenching your hair, your mascara going down your face.

you stepped onto the street, trying to get the image out of your mind.

your tears mixed with the rain, your clothes were now soaked to this point it was sticking to your skin.

the more you walked away the quieter and quieter the party got. you didn’t know where you were going but it didn’t matter.

you continued to walk down the street, the sound of the rain hitting the ground and nearby cars and the image of raven kissing aegon and the smug look on her face when she saw you, corrupted your mind.

the more you saw that image the more you wanted to run away and never to be seen again.

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toasttt11 · 3 months ago

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broken family

June 4, 2018

Ellen rubbed her face hearing her phone going off in the middle of the night and she looked at the clock seeing it barely two am and grabbed her phone, “Hello?” Ellen cleared her throat.

“Hi is this Ellen Hughes?” A woman’s voice spoke through the phone.

“It is.” Ellen confirmed.

“I’m calling from San Diego Hospital.” The woman told her.

Ellen sat up quickly as she heard what hospital was calling her as she knew it was the hospital the Blake’s go too.

Jim squinted his eyes seeing his wife on the phone and sitting up in bed at two in the morning, he sat up with her and rested his hand on her back making her look over at him and put the call on speaker.

“A few hours ago Harrison and Maddison Blake were hit by a drunk driver and were immediately taken to the hospital for emergency surgery. Unfortunately they have both passed away and Hayden Blake said that we could call you.”

Ellen gasped dropping her phone onto the bed as Jim froze hearing the words their best friends are dead.

Ellen coveted her mouth in shock her eyes watering.

“Thank you.” Jim mumbled to the phone and hung up the call, he knew they needed to get to Hayden immediately.

Ellen looked at her husband with a heartbroken face and watery eyes, his ways were filled with tears. The two clung to each other and let themselves cry for a few minutes before they pulled away and took a deep breath.

“I’ll pack for us and get the flights, will you get the boys and tell them to pack and we will tell them before we leave.” Ellen asked her husband wiping her face of tears.

Jim nodded and pressed a gentle kiss to his wife’s forehead before getting out of bed and walking to Quinn’s room first.

He opened the door seeing his eldest and youngest son laying next to each other and he walked over gently shaking Quinn awake, who always wakes up extremely quickly.

“Quinn i need you to wake Luke up and both of you pack for a few days we need to go to San Diego soon. We’ll explain everything to you three before we leave but please.” Jim quickly explained to a very confused Quinn.

Quinn nodded and started waking up Luke as their father walked out of the room and to Jack’s room.

Jim shook his head not at all suprised seeing Jack sprawled out like a starfish on his bed and he walked over waking him up and telling him to pack before heading back to his room seeing Ellen finishing up packing.

“The boys all up?” Ellen spoke softly her face in sad frown, Jim nodded and helped her put the last few things into their suitcase and zipped it up.

They headed down to the living room with their bags and a few minutes later Quinn came down with his bag and then Luke and eventually Jack.

Ellen and Jim had the boys sit on the living room couch and shared a sad look.

“We’re going to San Diego for Hayden.” Ellen started telling her three boys.

“Is Haydes okay?” Jack immediately sat up in worry, Quinn and Luke both looked extremely worried.

“She’s okay.” Ellen reassured her children, she knew Hayden was fine physically but emotionally she knew Hayden was definitely broken.

“Uncle Harry and Aunty Maddie were in car accident a few hours ago.” Ellen told her boys gripping onto her husband’s hand.

Quinn swallowed having a feeling he knew what was wrong, Jack titled his head and Luke looked confused but still worried.

“They both passed away.” Jim voice cracked as he told his boys.

Jack’s jaw dropped and his eyes watered, Quinn clenched his jaw and fists, squeezing his eyes shut. Luke frowned confused on what he was supposed to feel, he was only fourteen and he never had anyone close to him pass away.

“Like we won’t see them again?” Luke hesitantly asked, Ellen nodded shutting her eyes at how innocent her youngest son sounded.

The boys all stayed silent in their own worlds as they left their house and got in the car to drive to the airport.

The Hughes got onto the plane and it was short four hour flight to San Diego from Michigan making them land by seven in the morning.

Ellen and Jim got a car and loaded it up and quickly drove them all to the Blake’s house.

Ellen took a deep breath as they pulled into the driveway realizing her best friend wouldn’t be in the house when she goes in.

Jim squeezed her hand reassuringly and they shared a look getting out the car with the boys all following her.

Jim unlocked the front door and Archie walked around the counter of the front entrance barking but calmed down once he saw the Hughes.

Luke patted Archie’s head as they walked through the entryway and turned the corner seeing Hayden sitting on the floor with her knees to her chest and her back against the wall.

Hayden looked up hearing people walk in and she knew it was the Hughes, “They’re dead.” Hayden said monotonously her face blank, her eyes dim, her cheeks covered in trails of tears and her nose red from crying.

Ellen squeezed her eyes feeling her heartbreaking at how broken Hayden is right now and she kneeled down in front of her goddaughter.

Hayden eyes searched Ellen’s face before she lunged forward and wrapped her arms around Ellen tightly feeling her shoulders shake with silent sobs.

Ellen let out tears as she held Hayden feeling she sobbing.

Jim guided the boys back outside to grab their bags giving Hayden and Ellen a few moments alone.

Ellen let Hayden cry for a while until her knees were aching from kneeling on the tile and Hayden’s sobs died down.

“Why don’t we get you to bed Hay.” Ellen spoke softly and looked at her watch knowing Hayden has been up for to long but froze seeing the date on her watch, with everything that happen the last few hours it slipped her mind that today is Hayden’s birthday.

Ellen realized Hayden has just lost her parents on her birthday, “Oh Hay i’m so sorry. Happy birthday.” Ellen mumbled against Hayden’s hair feeling her sob once more.

Ellen helped Hayden sit up and slowly walk to her room seeing the boys in her room already, Hayden was similar to a zombie as she walked and got into her bed not saying a word.

Jack quickly got into bed next to her and cuddled to his best friend. Luke got into the bed on the other side and grabbed onto her hand holding it tightly and Quinn laid on the bed next to Jack and his arm rested across the pillow and his hand rested on her head.

Ellen and Jim shared a extremely heartbroken look as they starred at the four, Ellen and Jim both knew Hayden’s custody goes to them and they don’t have a single problem with becoming Hayden’s legal guardian and her living with them, she’s their goddaughter.

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am-i-the-asshole-official · 7 months ago

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Am I the asshole for complimenting my friend behind her back?

🙎‍♀️

I have 2 friends. We’re all in our 20’s. Mary* and Suzy* are both my friend but have history. I’m close to Mary even though I’ve known Suzy same amount of time, but Suzy and I have recently started to hang out more.

I know both girls aren’t giving me the full drama what happen when I ask. Basically they use to be friends and then Suzy ghosted Mary. Suzy told me they were friends, but Mary started using her as a a punching bag and Suzy let it go on for too long and no longer wanted to be her friend. She didn’t offer repair of their relationship because she thought the friendship had runned its course. What I don’t know is what was Mary doing? Like what are some examples. Mary tells me Suzy just stopped talking to her one day and started hanging out with more “sucessful” people. Suzy has always been an extrovert while Mary likes to stay in more.

Anyway I’ve been hanging out with Suzy a lot. She often accommodates me (drives me, or pays for the Uber) she’ll often buy my meal. Suzy also has a lot of good anxiety advice which I was suprised about and she’s a good listener. It makes me sad that she doesn’t like Mary because I think Mary does need someone like Suzy in her life. I know Suzy has a little more deeper feelings than just “we were done so I just left” because it seems like reconnection is not an option. I just feel like Suzy doesn’t want to paint Mary in a bad light because she knows Mary and I are friends.

I have mentioned reconnection but Suzy always declines. Mary secretly not out right but has expressed she wouldn’t mind reconnecting with Suzy. Shes said “maybe we should all get together sometime.” Shell ask if Suzy talks about her (she doesn’t).

I was able to get them together a few times for a few events. Suzy was very surface level with her just asking her how she is but not getting deep. Mary had actual said a few passive things about herself and Suzy. Suzy wouldn’t respond to the passive aggressive to herself or she would say something postive about Mary when Mary was self deprecating.

At my last event Suzy got drunk and Mary had offered to drive her home since Mary was sober. It was like Mary had genuinely wanted to talk to her alone and maybe clear the air. Suzy declined her offer four times (she was getting an Uber)

After that event Suzy had told me she doesn’t really want to see Mary and I asked her why and she said she just doesn’t like being around her. I tried to pry a little more and Suzy just told me she very much values my friendship but doesn’t want to hangout with Mary.

Mary has actually been mad that Suzy didn’t accept her car ride offer home. Mary was mad that Suzy would rather pay an overpriced cab than spend a 20 minute car ride with her. That I understood. But then Mary started going deeper saying that Suzy isn’t smart with her money and has always been stuck up, that she would rather Suzy be hateful to her face and not behind her back, and that Suzy is just a coward.

I felt bad because I know Mary has unresolved feelings about Suzy, but I realized that Suzy had probably been keeping the peace for me.

My next hang out with Mary she was digging into Suzy’s character saying she drinks too much and partied too much. I told Mary she doesn’t give Suzy enough credit, Suzy is very understanding and kind and generous and that her partying and drinking doesn’t make her a bad person. Mary went quiet.

Mary didn’t talk to me for a week and then apologized. She said Suzy is a sore subject and that me being friends with her is hard because she wishes she could ask me not to be friends with her but won’t because Suzy does make me happy and it seems like Suzy isn’t actively out to ruin our friendship. She doesn’t want to hear about Suzy when we’re together.

I feel bad because it wasn’t until early in my reconnection with Suzy I knew she was a sore spot for Mary. I thought if I got them together they could be friends again, but the more Suzy backs away the more Mary gets angry, and I don’t know whose really justified since they both don’t tell me full stories. But I also feel like I really triggered Mary when I defended Suzy because I had known she felt rough about that rejection and I just didn’t let her vent on it .

#aita #am i the asshole

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thedeviltohisangel · 9 months ago

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All The Things I Did (6): They Say All's Well That Ends Well

a/n: greetings! some sweet morning after pillow talk, meeting col. harding and hypocrites in love coming your way this lovely evening. next chapter is gearing up to be a big one so I hope you guys enjoy a bit of cass' fallible side (which I would love to discuss more) in this way before she badasses her way through Berlin. I might have a secret Easter suprise up my sleeve so stay tuned. as usual, inbox is open for all our little blurb screaming we've doing and I have a Spook x Bucky playlist I am thinking of sharing if you guys are interested. Let me know your thoughts on this chapter, xoxo

When Cass finally stirred against his chest, pressing kisses against his heart and blinking slowly, John saw a flash of his future. Waking up with her in his arms. Watching the sunrise and kiss across her face gently. Getting to admire her wild hair and sleep warmed cheeks and the lazy smile that settled across her face as she got her first sight of him.

“Good morning,” she whispered as she stroked her fingers through his hair and obliged his puckered lips request for a kiss. “Have you been up for awhile?” John reached for his pants on the floor, producing a cigarette.

“No. Was just admiring the view.” She plucked the lighter from his hand and brought it to his lips for him. “I’ve got to meet that goddamn CO first thing tomorrow.”

“Baby, it is tomorrow,” she giggled. His knuckles traced across her cheek lovingly.

“You’re so smart.” Cass rolled her eyes but kissed him again regardless. “You got any intel for me?” Her chin rested on his chest and his fingers tangled into her hair.

“I met him in London before I got here. I think you two will get along. He’s a good pilot. Likes to have a fun time.” She kept out the specifics of his flirting and propositioning. No need to ruin the moment or start them off on the wrong footing. “Has a certain Clark Gable nature to him.”

“Oh? Is that your type, Miss Cooper?”

“My town is full of Rhett Butler’s. Didn’t have the best of luck with any of them.” Sadness flickered behind her eyes, maybe even hurt, and John wanted to throttle whoever was responsible. Cass lifted his wrist to look at his watch and groaned when she saw they would have to return to the real world soon. “I want to stay just like this. Forever.”

“After all this is over,” he brushed his thumb over her lips, “we can. We will.”

“You’ll come to my room when your day is over?” There was no reason a little slice of forever couldn’t start now. Besides, neither of them thought they would be able to sleep alone again after they had learned the solace of sleeping in the arms of each other. He inhaled his cigarette deeply.

“Counting down the seconds.”

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He couldn’t stop fidgeting with the buttons of his jacket as Colonel Harding was flipping through the file in front of him. John had driven Cass to her room, taking his time to bid her farewell, before heading straight to his meeting. Still drunk on whiskey or her, he wasn’t quite sure, but either way he was having trouble staying focused.

“You hungover, Major?”

“No, sir. That won’t come for a few more hours.” He wondered what Cass was doing right now. Certainly something more interesting. Certainly was looking beautiful while doing it.

“Colonel Huglin didn’t think too much of your skills as an Air Exec.”

“Well, I didn’t think too much of-” John paused as a black and white photo fell from between the papers and onto his desk. It looked like Cass. His Cass. Except she wasn’t in her uniform. It looked like she was in a satin dress with diamonds framing her face. Something settled in the pit of his stomach.

“Too much of his flying?” John met his gaze, entirely focused now. “Well, I’m not Colonel Huglin.”

“No. You’re not.” Harding followed his gaze down to the photograph and smiled.

“You’re familiar with Lieutenant Cooper?” He was looking at her wistfully and John’s fingers were twitching to snatch it from him. No other man should be looking at her like that besides him.

“She’s quite the officer, sir. We’ve all been nothing but impressed by her work.”

“She’s something, alright.” He tucked the photo away but John’s rage didn’t go away with it. His skin was hot and prickly. A base instinct to protect and preserve percolating at the surface. He was afraid if he opened his mouth, Gale’s upside down letter would be for nothing. There was a knock on the door which distracted him from his plotting thoughts for a moment. “In fact, that should be her.”

Cass’ head poked around the door and if she was surprised to see John, she didn’t show it. To be fair, more often than not, her face didn’t give away much.

“Colonel. Major.” The door clicked softly behind her and John felt the whiskey from a few hours ago stir in his stomach as Harding stood in deference to her, motioning towards the chair to the Major’s left. “Sir, I was just hoping to discuss Berlin with you. Very briefly.”

“Berlin?” John couldn’t keep it in. Why on earth would she…oh.

“Lieutenant Cooper has been selected for a prestigious opportunity,” he offered around the cigar that was now in his mouth.

“Prestigious may not be-”

“Cassandra-” And God, if she didn’t cringe herself as the familiar use of her full name whipped across John and onto her. “-I’ve heard about your work even before I got here. Seen it up close myself if you haven’t forgotten. You’re the right officer for the job.” Cass thinks she could feel John’s nostril flaring. Thinks the arm of the chair might break under his grip. Was surprised the tapping of his toes hadn’t worn a hole in the floor. She should have known he was the jealous type.

“Lieutenant,” John emphasized her rank as he stood, “Colonel. I should go check on a few things before the day really starts.” And because he can’t help himself around her, and because he needed to let Harding know she was off limits, he kissed her cheek. “Come find me when you’re done.” Cass was frozen with her beating cheeks on full display as John adjusted his hat and disappeared out the door.

“I thought you didn’t like pilots.”

“That’s a bit reductive, Colonel.” Her eyes drifted to the handwritten letter at the top of his pile. “Was I too late for the demotion ceremony?” He nodded.

“Major Egan is back to being a squadron commander, effectively immediately.” Colonel Harding had greeted him with the news. John had been elated. “But you wanted to talk about Berlin.” Cass nodded around the lump in her throat. She had come to tender her declination of the operation. It wasn’t worth the risk. Not when she was this close to having John in her life permanently. Not when she could have him on her arm when she went back to South Carolina. Not when he was so close to silencing those voices in her head.

“Actually, there’s nothing left to talk about. I’m grateful for the opportunity.” If he didn’t care, then why should she? What was the point of her safety if he had no regards for his own?

“Alright, then. I’ll leave you to your preparations.” She was resolved when she exited. Felt silly for even considering turning it down. Since when had she ever let a stupid boy navigate her life? Except John wasn’t just some stupid boy that had her dreaming of white picket fences and church on Sundays and sharing a lemonade on the back porch. John was a man and he was the man she was in love with. Why couldn’t it just be that simple?

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“Well, there he is. I didn’t see you last night or this morning,” Gale said with a smile. “Thought maybe we’d lost you.” John hummed as he sat across from him and asked for a cup of coffee.

“I spent the night with Spook.”

“Did you now?” Gale thinks John looked like the cat that caught the canary. He could use his own deductive reasoning to figure out what the night entailed. “And?” He was asking if there had been any developments. If hearts had been laid bare and understandings had been reached.

“And I’m still certain I’m in love with her. Same as I was yesterday when you asked me.”

“She say the same when you told her?”

“Wouldn’t let me tell her,” he sighed, “told me if I said it and something happened to her on her next assignment, she wouldn’t be able to forgive herself.”

“Must be hard to finally be rebuked by a beautiful woman.” John rolled his eyes, knowing Gale was loving every moment of his plight. Finally, finally, Gale was able to witness John Egan unsure of his footing. The man who had no trouble flying a plane and dropping bombs and could dance with anyone or sing in a crowded social club. His best friend had met his match and he couldn’t be more elated to have the chance to witness it.

“New CO thinks she’s beautiful, too.”

“And how did that come up?” he asked around a bite of his breakfast.

“A picture of her fell out of a folder he was reading. Wasn’t her official photo, she wasn’t in uniform. Looked like she was all dolled up for something…” His voice faded towards the end as he remembered the way she had looked. It was akin to the feeling he had when she showed up in her red dress. Absolute adoration and curiosity at the image of her southern society side when he knew the other side so intimately well. The side that had a ring dish of bullets on her dresser. “He looked at her the way I would. I didn’t like it.”

“Now, what was it Cass said about the word like…”

“I detested it. Better?” Gale nodded his approval then caught a glance of the woman in question over John’s shoulder.

“Was she this upset when you left her this morning?”

“Upset?” He furrowed his brow and looked behind him to see what he was talking about. Her face was blank as she walked purposefully towards their table. John assumed it was something he did, he had a habit of fucking up, but damn if she didn’t look elegantly gorgeous stalking towards him like that.

“You were up early this morning, Major Cleven.” John felt a shred of relief. “I can read upside down. Helping this one get himself demoted?” So maybe it was about John.

“You got demoted?” Kidd chimed in from his spot at the end of table. “To what?”

“Squadron Commander. 418th. Sorry, Kidd.”

“That’s fine. As long as I get my fort back.”

“About that…”

“You son of a bitch. I’m Air Exec?” Cass chuckled dryly.

“You’re brimming with good news today, John.” Ah. So he did do something.

“Me getting back to flying is good news, Cass. I don’t know why that would upset you.” Gale held his breath. He wished he could coach John through this. Don’t question, try to understand. But Spook was a force to be reckoned with. He was happy to just spectate.

“I’m not upset. I’m…” She was struggling to find the word. The right word. Worried. Scared. Anxious. Her feelings encompassed all of it. There was no right word for the dread that she was feeling. Forever. Pulled right out from under her.

“I’m not upset about Berlin.”

“Well, maybe you should be.” Gale was half tempted to put a hand on John’s shoulder when he cocked an eyebrow and leaned towards her. Cass had crossed her arms over her chest defensively and the temperature was rising. He wished these two would stop using their brains to talk around their thoughts and feelings and just simply say them.

“And why’s that? Your job makes you happy. Leaves you with fulfillment. And you're goddamn good at it so why would I be upset?” God, her own reasons sounded so hollow in her mind. Sounded selfish and childish. Why wasn’t he raging at her? Fighting her to stand down. She knew how to handle that. How to fight back. This she did not know how to handle.

“Because it’s dangerous.” There it was. She was mad he was back in danger. Why didn’t she just say that?

“Then I just gotta trust you’ll come back to me, don’t I?” Gale crooked a smile but hid it quickly. “Just like how you have to trust that I’ll come back to you.” Truthfully, it would take an act of God to keep him from her. But trust was something she had been programmed to avoid in her line of work.

“Trust,” she echoed with a defeated laugh.

“You know, Cass, if this whole thing ended and there were only two pilots left in the sky, it’d be me and it’d be Buck. You’ve got nothing to worry about.”

“Don’t count on it,” Gale muttered as he slipped a toothpick between his lips. She was ready to make a comment about the level of trust Gale’s comment would instill in her when she caught a glimpse of Mary walking into the mess hall.

“Hi, Mary!” John greeted her happily. He had a soft spot in his chest for the secretary. She was the gatekeeper between him and Cass’ billet most mornings and, on occasion, his source of base gossip while he waited with his bouquet of flowers.

“Major Egan, I didn’t see you this morning.”

“Sorry to disappoint,” John answered with a grin, “Lieutenant Cooper kept me preoccupied.”

“Ignore this helion, Mary. Did word from Mr. Foster arrive yet?”

“Another secret admirer?” he asked with an annoyed tone. He wouldn’t have been surprised if Cass had admirers falling out of the woodwork. He couldn’t blame them. He just wanted to know how many he would be competing with.

“Partner,” she replied stoically.

“He just landed actually, ma’am. Was coming to get you before I went to welcome him.”

“Thank you, Mary. I’ll be right there.” John took her hand from where it was crossed over her chest and brought it to his lips.

“Am I still allowed to come find you when my day’s over?” He was really asking if she was angry enough over his decision to keep him at arm’s length. If he had undone all the goodwill they had built up. If last night now meant nothing at all to her.

“You can’t expect me to sleep by myself, Major.” Not when William’s arrival meant she would be leaving in the morning. Not when she knew the 100th was going to take another run at Norway soon. Not when Gale was looking at her with a message behind his eyes that the only way for Bucky to make it through this was for her to be at his side.

John stood and met her halfway in a kiss, savoring her proximity for just a moment longer until he pulled away. “Make sure Mary knows I’m sorry about this morning.”

“I will. Try to stay out of trouble the rest of the day. Keep an eye on him, Buck.”

“Yes, ma’am.” Cass let her fingers linger on John’s cheek before forcing herself to walk in the direction Mary had gone.

“What do you think, Buck? I make a mistake asking for that demotion?” He turned back towards his friend. Maybe he should have stayed Air Exec, stayed safe, just like Cass had said. Maybe he should have said something about her going to Berlin.

“You’re a born leader, John. The men need you no matter if that’s here or up there.”

“But, what if I need her? What if flying gets in the way of that?”

“Nothing could get in the way of the love you have for that girl, John.” The way Gale saw it, John hadn’t just been sent here to lead their boys through this, but to find Cass. To find his sense of purpose. His north star through all the fog.

“Nothing except a fucking world war,” he muttered as he reached into his pocket for a cigarette.

Maybe if he was flying, he could end this thing sooner. Maybe he could save her from whatever fate had her so rattled. If he could get them that future they wanted even a moment sooner, it would all be worth it. To have her safely in his arms away from bombs and secrets and the destruction that they both brought with them.

But first she was going to Berlin and he was going to Norway and they were both fighting for that little future. A little future tucked away with green grass and sunshine and the laughter of the ones you love.

Neither of them knew how much more blood would need to be shed to get there. How much pain the universe had in store for them. That their paths would separate and bring them back together many times over before they earned their peace.

For now, John would settle for making it through tomorrow.

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daenysx · 2 years ago

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i know the ending is kinda classic, but i like writing modern!aemond being soft, caring and loving. i hope you like it, requests are open!!

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the brave one

confessing your love to your best friend aemond targaryen.

you don't want this. you don't want to see him being this close with someone else. it's wrong to think that, he is your best friend. he is not your lover.

you don't even know when have your feelings started. you have always loved him and now you are in love with him. being in love with your best friend is a shitty thing, you certainly wouldn't choose this.

he is talking to a girl. actually he whispers something to a girl, which is an act requires close distance between them. you hate it. he has his charming smile on his face. he slightly laughs sometimes, his beautiful hair fallen loosely on his shoulders.

your fingers are on the bar table. you slowly swallow your drink, trying to resist your tears. you don't know what came over you but tonight you feel overly sensitive and emotional. your best friend who you love, looking like he flirts with a girl at the bar you came together certainly doesn't help your emotions.

you finish your drink and have another one. you wouldn't mind being drunk tonight. you stare at him. he doesn't see the intensity in your gaze. he smiles at you. you don't smile back.

he comes back to your table. the girl walks back to her friends.

"why did you come back? i thought you were having fun."

he shook his head.

"not really."

you slowly nod, feeling the dizziness alcohol brings. you smile at the feeling. you drink, and then another.

"don't you think you're going too fast?"

you look at him. his beautiful face. looks like it has been carved by the gods. he has a sympathetic and a slightly worried look on his face.

"no, no. i'm doing just fine."

your words aren't clear. he starts to worry, you aren't like this normally. you seem different tonight. he doesn't understand why but tries to help you stand up.

"come on, let's get you home."

you hold on to him and feeling pathetic. he has all your attention standing tall next to you with his always great posture.

you are in his car. your brain feels unclear and thoughts mix up as you stare out of window. you frown at the situation. you want this to be over. you want to confess. maybe you can blame it on your drunken state but he is a clever man, if you ever say anything about your feelings he will not let go.

"are you okay princess? we are almost there."

you close your eyes.

"please don't call me that."

"i always call you that, what's wrong now?"

"you would be suprised to know how everything is wrong right now."

you mumble your words, unsure if he heard them. he stops the car and helps you out of it. you are unbalanced on your feet, feeling drunk, tired, and in love.

he holds you on your shoulders and looks at your face. you have the eye contact now, you have been seeking for it all night.

something kicks in. you lift your hand and slowly bring it to his face. he doesn't move. you caress his cheekbone and bring your thumb on the corner of his lip. you have a faint, unconcious smile on your face. you adore him. being this close, touching his face, feeling drunk and brave.

"do you know how beautiful you are?" such a drunk question.

"hmm, you think so?"

you nod quickly, your fingers still on his cheek.

"you are so beautiful, aemond. so fucking beautiful. and it hurts too much."

"what hurts, princess? you need to tell me so i can help you."

you shook your head.

"but i don't want to lose you. i can't lose you."

"you would never lose me. what hurts?"

you frown like a little girl, exaggerated and sad.

"being in love with someone who i can't have."

he is a clever man. still, he doesn't get it. he doesn't know you are talking about him. maybe he doesn't want to accept it.

"you're in love with someone? why didn't you tell me, i thought i was your closest friend!"

you laugh. he is confused.

"something fun?"

you let out a shaky breath.

"you are a clever man and somehow still don't see. you don't see anything. i'm-"

"what do you mean? if you want to say something, please say it directly."

your brain stops for a moment. you are about to confess. this isn't how you planned. nothing is like you planned. he will reject you. he will stop being your friend. you will lose him.

you start crying unintentionally. tears slowly fall on your cheeks.

"why are you crying, princess? look, if you don't tell me what you think i can't help you."

his voice is soft and caring. like a best friend.

"i just don't want to lose you, okay? please. i-"

he holds your face in his hands. encourages you to finish your sentence.

"i'm in love with you. i know it's bad, i know you will leave me after this, nothing will ever be the same but i can't stand it anymore. it's so hard and i feel desperate, aemond."

his face softens at your words. he looks at your flushed face, your lips swollen from biting. he sees how shy you look, how scared because you think you will lose him.

"look at me. come on, princess."

you see his little smile.

"will you say something?"

you ask the question, wait for the answer. you don't know what he will say. you feel slightly better, at least now it's all up to him. you confessed, alcohol in your veins helping you with your bravery.

"aemond, please. if you don't want to see me anymore, say it. just say something."

instead of saying something, he pulls you closer and presses his lips to yours. you can't even blink, processing what's happening. you step back, your hands on his chest.

"what are you-"

"you wanted an answer. this is an answer, sweetheart. this is us finally having each other. you are more brave than me, confessing first."

are you dreaming? drinking more than you usually drink must have you dreaming.

"i'm not sure if i got that correctly, sorry i'm a bit drunk i guess."

he smiles at you being so sweet.

"i'm saying that i love you. not like a best friend. being your best friend was the only option for being close to you. i couldn't ruin our friendship, but like i said you were more brave. you saved both of us from misery."

you laugh. you stressed too much and the only answer you were not hoping for was told to you.

"so you are in love with me?"

you excidedly mumble the words. you feel extremely happy and tired at the same time.

"yes. yes, my princess."

the next thing you know is that you hold his hand, leading him to your apartment. once you are inside, you close the door pushing him against the wall, your movements are unbalanced but he holds your waist, feeling your eagerness.

"i wanted this for so long. so long, aemond."

he kisses your desperation. he tries to comfort you by rubbing the back of your neck, you sigh into the kiss. his slightly whiskey smelled breath mixes with your drunk sighes. he lets you control him, finally feeling satisfied having you all for himself.

"our first time will not be like this when you feel drunk. not like this."

you break the kiss, leaning into him. he lifts you easily and you wrap your legs around his waist. he carries you to your bedroom, helps you sit on the edge of the bed. you lay down, your feet touch the floor.

"come on, we have to change your clothes."

you feel happy. the things you dream of happens and all you can do is to smile and watch.

"i don't want to. i'm too tired."

"come on princess, i'll help you."

he helps you sit and you lift your arms letting him take your sweater off. you are bare in front of him, you don't feel embarrassed at all. he caresses your waist line, leaning in to press a kiss to your belly.

you change into one of his shirts, the one that you stole from him. he finds it in your closet looking suprised.

"is this mine?"

you smile.

"yes, it's one of my favorites."

"one of? how many of my shirts have you taken, princess?"

"they smell like you. i love wearing them when i'm alone."

he smiles at your confession. his brave girl, confessing her secrets to him truthfully.

"you wear my shirt to bed, hmm? my beautiful princess."

he takes off his clothes. you open the duvet for him. he accepts the invitation and holds you in bed. it feels too natural like it's always like this. like it's not the first time he is in your bed. your leg around his waist.

"you should sleep now. we will talk about everything in the morning, okay?"

you nod and press a soft kiss to his neck. it happened. finally you can close your eyes to this feeling. your favorite man holding you, pressing kisses to your hair, and he loves you back.

#aemond targaryen #aemond targaryen x reader #aemond x you #modern!aemond #aemond × reader #house of the dragon #aemond one eye

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icypenguin · 8 months ago

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୭˚.Sober up ᵎᵎ

ft. diluc ragnivndr

in which your ex (kaeya) broke up with you and the only person left is him, but did you really accept the break up?

cw: alcohol use, drunk, mention of kiss marks, cuddling together to sleep

a/n: I’M SO SORRY I FORGOT TO UPLOAD LAST WEEK T-T ILL MAKE IT UP BY GIVING 2 FANFICS🙏🙏🙏 anyway no hate to kaeya but.. :p

it was hard, hard for diluc to bottle his feelings for you, especially when you’re head over heels for his brother. he’s seen you together with him, being all lovey-dovey. but what was he supposed to do anyway? to tear you guys apart? to break the strong bond that you both had for eachother? seeing you hurt was the least thing he ever want. but at this occasion.. maybe he could steal a time or two to change his position?

“h-he hick he got home with kiss marks… hick did he really cheated on me? why.. why…” even thought it was shift time, diluc couldn’t resist ignoring or leaving you alone in a mess. especially since the mess was caused by his awfully untrusted brother, it feels like he’s involved in whatever your life is happening. he can’t bear leaving you alone at the night, cold, soaked by the rain, drunk…

“well, y/n, he didn’t treat you right anyway. now come on. don’t be so sad, he’s not the one for you anyway..” scoffing with an invisible eye roll, he wiped the glass that was used and put it back in the rack. since his shift time was almost over, why not accompany you home? besides, you’ve gotten wayyy to drunk to even walk straight or think straight. he was certain the thing you can think of is kaeya. why can’t you for once notice his caring behaviour on you!? archons, how oblivious you are…

“s-so you’re saying we’re not going to have a happily ever after?… was he- was he just faking it this whole time..?” you sobbed between words as you buried yourself on diluc’s shoulder once he got besides you. thinking back to the memory you’ve made with kaeya, you bursted into tears, remembering the flowers and small trinkets he got for you.

“well.. it’s not like that- it’s just.. life can make a turn but.. perhaps it’s actually the right way…?” he knew kaeya was a jerk, he won’t let kaeya to even spare a glance at you again. at this point, he doesn’t know what to say to assure you anymore, you were a babbling mess with tears marking your cheeks. sighing before saying, “look, i think it’s best if we get you home now… deal?” he made his hands around your shoulder to help you up on your feet. you could only give up yourself since you don’t really want to think or do anything right now, so you let him do the things for the better.

as soon as you got in to your house, at the corner, stands a vase with flowers inside, the flowers kaeya got you last month. it was still fresh and colourful, you cared it with all your full love, just like for him. on the other corner, laid a table. and on the top of it, cute frames you both decorated were on display, with your pictures together with him. ofcourse your house reminds you of him. kaeya. not diluc.

the only thing he does when he sees all the stuffs on display is to only frown, but he does that all the time anyway. since you were stumbling more, you got off your feet by his hands carrying you. quickly walking pass all the things that reminded you of him, the door to your room is finally in front. opening it, he laid you softly on your bed and tucked you in before getting you a glass of water.

“drink” he handed the cup for you to take. you drank it, yes, but only 2-3 sips, not having the energy to really do anything. “get yourself some rest okay? no more thinking about him, please?” his stare were now caring and pleading, pleading for you to forget him and be with him instead.

just as he was about to exit your room, “stay..” came our of your mouth. “please…” it was.. not that suprising, since everything you were down, affection would always be the cure. “ofcourse” walking carefully to your bed with a small smile plastered on his face, he made himself comfortable in the sheets with you. as soon as he was besides you, you cluthed his arms tightly in fear of being let go. “don’t worry.. i’ll stay here until you wake up..” after reassuring you, he placed his hand on your waist for warmth, as the other one was caressing your hair carefully.

the night was getting later and later, the moon peeked up from the window of your bedroom, the atmosphere was quiet, until one of you decided to utter somehting. “i love you, kaeya…” you snuggled closely, burrying your face on his chest.

“it’s diluc y/n, not kaeya…”

♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ. thankyou for supporting! ୨♡୧

#genshin x reader #genshin impact #diluc ragnvindr #diluc x reader #diluc ragnivindr x reader #genshin diluc #diluc angst

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qulpynai · 9 months ago

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I'd like to think that fem vox before ending up in hell as sapphic hot TV woman she used to work on TV programs and was married & had kid (because it's 50x) which was a huge suprise for fem alastor (who never was interested in marriage and was local crazy radio host woman)

vox have never told about her past life, but to alastor in her sad drunk ramble, where she was complaining about her life

#fem radiostatic #radiostatic #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel alastor

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yeonjun4beagles · 2 years ago

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drunk(in love)

a/n: hi hi ^^ this is actually based on that little snippet of drunk yeonjun from suchwita hahahahah i cant resist writing cuz really, he is so cute >< so enjoy reading~ reblogs and feedbacks are highly appreciated! also this is my first attempt on crack (?) so i don't really think it turns out well but wtv ( ;´･ω･`)

you've been friends with txt for quite some time now and really, you've had your fair share of drunken experiences with all of them. well, except for yeonjun. you really wonder why he's never really get drunk in front of you? does he feels uncomfortable? does he not trust you? or is he scary when he's drunk? sad? clingy? you can never guess.

and today you'll get the answer.

you're going over to their dorm tonight for games night and you've asked for soobin's help (well, not really help, soobin just have to make sure yeonjun drinks a lot today and that's not really hard for him) for your agenda.

"y/n noona!!", hueningkai squealed, getting up from his spot and throwing himself over you, almost making you both fall down. "you big puppy, missed me much?", you said as you ruffled his hair, the younger boy just grinning from ear to ear.

"oooof looks like you guys started early without me, huh?", you asked, sitting down across from soobin and yeonjun, the former giving you a knowing nod. the latter however kept quiet, his cheeks rosy from the alcohol. "now now guys, what about we play truth or dare?", beomgyu suggested, grabbing an empty bottle and putting it in the middle of the circle. oh, don't you love it when everything is going your way.

after a few rounds, you grew frustrated, the bottle never landing on that one particular person you're hoping for. at this point, you already has to drink beomgyu's 'concoction of love' as what he likes to call it, taehyun has already somersaulted from the table, beomgyu having to post video wearing ugly wigs, soobin and hueningkai choosing the safe choice of truth which leaves only yeonjun having not done anything.

"okay hyung, i am just gonna give you two choices, truth or dare", soobin said, holding the bottle and pointing it straight at yeonjun's face. the older boy whined, definitely not liking that he has to choose. "truth" "okay, confess your undying love for y/n".

soobin's requests surely had yeonjun suprised, his droopy eyes almost budging out, "that's not fairrrrr", yeonjun turned to soobin, shaking his shoulders and kicking his feet like a child.

oh wow this is certainly not like what you imagine drunk yeonjun would be, all his coolness flew out the window, leaving this cute child in front of you. you're certainly not complaining tho, reaching into your pocket and getting your phone, recording this precious gem.

"what's not fair? you did choose truth so don't be pussy now, hyung", soobin laughed, passing the bottle to yeonjun. he then grabbed the bottle, tapping it as if it's his mic, ready to speak. "ahem, mic check, okay", yeonjun straighten his back, adjusting his imaginary tie before he speaks. "tooooo my beloved y/n, my sparkling blue spring, i am soooo soooo grateful to have you, my goddess in my life", he slurs, his hand making theatric gestures. "youuuuu really make me feel like i'm human, not just an idol people look up to.... how do you do that? making my heart all flowery when you talk to me? ahhhh you really are amazing~ you should open a flower shop, y/n", yeonjun grinned, making the whole room laugh at him. oh he's so gonna regret this when he sobers up.

"let me show you how much i appreciate you with this dance i make for you", yeonjun suddenly stands up, almost stumbling into the table before soobin manage to catch him. "okay now that's enough, hyung. let's go sleep", soobin sighed, practically having to drag yeonjun's ass to his room.

"Y/N DONT LEAVE YETTT COME TO MEEE", you can basically hear yeonjun's whining from his room. now, you really know why he never gets drunk in front of you. such a cutie.

before leaving, you quickly sent the video you recorded to your group chat, knowing how embarrassed yeonjun would be when he woke up.

and as expected, the next morning the house is filled with roars from yeonjun and soobin, the older one chasing the other around the house for a beating. "COME HERE, CHOI SOOBIN, YOU UNGRATEFUL KID HOW DARE YOU!"

#cj!thoughts #tomorrow x together #txt #txt imagines #txt soft thoughts #txt soft hours #txt smut #yeonjun #yeonjun soft hours #yeonjun soft thoughts #yeonjun smut #yeonjun imagines #txt hard hours #txt hard thoughts #yeonjun hard hours #yeonjun hard thoughts

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cookiepie11 · 2 years ago

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Pretty bird ~ (tickle fic SFW! Lee stolas,ler blitzø)

"so what will it be pretty bird?" Blitzø asked with a smirk, he grinned down at stolas who was willingly tied to the bed "what spot should I get first huh?"

"I don't knoww" stolas whined with a giggle he wanted to hide his blushing face from blitzø but he also wanted to gaze into his eyes forever at the same time.

"hmmm how about... here!" He exclaimed and wiggled his claws on Stolas's fluffy stomach.

"OHOHOO NOHOOO!" he hooted in suprise

Blitzø blushed at the cute noises but brushed it off quickly "laugh bitch!" He said playfully and clawed under his armpits

"NOOHOOT BLITZYYY TICKLESSS!" he laughed loudly

"uh huh I know it does" he agreed and scratched faster

"STAPITT GET AWAYY" he yelled and squirmed around, his face painted with a dusty pink blush

"get away? Why you asked for this shit no backing out now" blitzø practically PURRED and started to nibble on his belly

"OHHOHH BLITZYY TEHEHE NOHOEHE" he squealed and thrashed around

"nom nom yummy ass stomach I just can't get enough of it" he teased and wagged his tail at Stolas's cute giggles and squeals.

"NOOHOO PLEASE MOVE SPOTS BLITZZZ PWAHA" he yelled

"Why of course" he said and moved down a bit "now for these ticklish legs~"

He skittered his small red claws on his thigs going down to the ankles and repeating the process over and over.

"teheee PWAHA NOT THE THIGHS STAHPIT STAHPPP TiTICKLEESSS!" He pleaded not really meaning it and blitzø knew that if stolas wanted an end to this he could easily break the restraints.

"calm your ass down pretty bird I'm moving spots~" stolas giggled and his face was redder then ever he loved the new nickname

Blitzø crawled down the bed and to the feet he poked one of them to test it out and he scrunched his bird toes up trying to hide his soles

"oh no you don't..I'm tickling these" he told him and scritched at his toes softly

"pwehee nooohoo stapitt!" He giggled cutely a small tear in his eye

"definitely not bitch I haven't even tried this yet! He said and wiggled all five claws on one foot and the other claws on the other foot "tickle tickle tickle.."

"HOOOT NOHOOT THEREEE STAPITT BLITIZHYYY MY FEEHET ARE TO SENSITIVE!" he begged which made blitzø wanna tickle them even more

"Yeah yeah sure you beg for a stop yet your not even trying to break free anymore" he teased and he was right stolas stopped squirming and was only scrunching his toes up which just put more attention on them

"NEHEHEEE HOOHOOT BLITZY"

"hm wonder what happens if i..." He picked up long blue feather of off the bed it was obviously Stolas's feather, he fluttered it on the sole gently up down left right

"OH MYY AHAHA BLITZY PLEASE TICKLESS TEHEEHE IT FEELS SOHOO..FLUFFY PWAHA I CANT TAKE IHT"

"well no shit it's a feather" he replied and swirled the feather around under his toes he was being extremely delicate which made it all the more unbearable yet addictive for the bird

"DOHONTT STAHAP EEEEE!" he giggled very loudly he loved the feeling of the feather endlessly circling on his feet he didn't want this to ever stop

"dont stop? Why would I want to? I've got to admit this is fucking adorable" he said and his tail wagged side to side

"TITICKLEESSS! PWAHAH HOOT HOOHOOT BLITZY!" he was again trying so desperately to escape and hide his face yet not break free and stay like that forever

"bitch why are you crying?" He asked but he knew it wasn't from sadness he slowed the tickling down seeing the bird was running out of breath

"i..**pant** tickles.." he was extremely tickle drunk

"I want to wreck you not kill ya, you need to breath stupid" he said playfully and untied him

"thats was so tickly and...um nicer" he admitted and blushed "could we..um do that..maybe.. again..like if you want to like no pressure!" His voice was a squeaky embarrassed tone

"I don't think I'll even pass up a opportunity to see you laughing like that again" he blushed and cursed when he realised how cringey the thing he said was

Looks like they both enjoyed that tickle session

#stolitz #helluva boss tickles #Lee stolas #ler blitzø #tickle fic #willingly tickled

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bakvrue · 2 years ago

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Masterlist

*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*

BNHA

Bakugou Katsuki

✦ calling izuku (funny lil drabble)

✦ a break (from the stress of the holidays)

✦ missing your friends (drabble and apparently unrelatable)

✦ (not) giving up on him (hospital angst)

✦ pulling you from subdrop (aftercare(nsfw))

✦ a birthday romp (he is king after all (nsfw))

✦ halloween with the kids (he looks cute in his costume)

✦ telling him you're his after so long (horny)

✦ you're drunk and he thinks he's sooo funny

✦ he helps you with your quirk (and is cute)

✦ cucking feat. iida (very nsfw)

Midoriya Izuku

✦ all i want: his last good day (angst and death (maybe?))

✦ valentines day gift (sweet drabble)

✦ brat taming (the one where he proves it to you(nsfw))

✦ sleep (yandere with a side of creampie(nsfw/noncon))

✦ he is on the forums (again? take his computer away)

✦ is he a loser? (can you say it to his face without cumming?)

✦ he proves it to you when you need it the most (nsfw)

✦ the things we don't do (dealing with grief (super sad))

✦ alone in the pool (you do it in the pool duh (nsfw))

✦ love makes me stronger (a villain captures you)

Todoroki Shoto

✦ valentines day jar (of suprises)

*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*

SERIES:

unfaithful: fighting words

izuku x reader and katsuki x reader

one cheating couple leads to another. will the fallout lead to more than just a broken building?

written with mimi <3

*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*

DEMON SLAYER

Genya Shinzagawa

✦ his room (you show up in nothing but a robe (nsfw))

✦ luminance (a tale of wonder and a first kiss)

*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*

JUJUTSU KAISEN

Gojo Satoru

✦ he fucks you hard (obvs nsfw)

*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*

DR. STONE

Ryusui Nanami

✦ stealing his hat while flirting (cute prerelationship fluff)

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norah-posts · 1 year ago

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'Thanks for the whiskey.'

Simon 'Ghost' Riley x Mactavish!fem!reader

Summary: It's not the first time Simon has been invited to spend the holidays with your family. He's been best friends with Johnny, your brother, for a long time, and having him around now and then is something you've grown used to. It'd be a lie if he said he wasn't developed a thing for you over time. And you had a massive crush on him too, even if he was older than you and everybody sad about him that he was cold-hearted. Because he wasn't! He had a gentle side only just for you. And he willingly showed more of him on that cold night.

NSFW - mutual pinning, drinking alcohol, smut, pet names, light choking, squirting, p in v, fingering, flirting, kissing, praise kink

Wc: 4,6k

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You couldn’t sleep when Simon was in the house. His room was next to yours and the walls were thin between them. You could hear every nose from his room through the walls. Every sigh, every cough and every move what he took on his bed, making the weak furniture creaking under him.

’’I know you’re there,” Simon murmured, his honey eyes following your silhouette in the dim moonlight as you joined him in the backyard. ’’Can’t sleep either?”

’’Just like you,” you smirked at him and sat down next to him.

’’It seems we always end up spending a few late night hours together for some strange reason,” Simon murmured, letting out a quiet chuckle, eyes wandering over the horizon. The stars were out tonight and they appeared brighter thanks to the fresh snow fall. ’’A drink?” he offered, reaching for a bottle of whiskey and a couple of glasses underneath the patio table beside his chair. The tablecloth having been used to protect it from the snow storm earlier.

’’It seems you were expecting me,” you smirked at him as you watched him pouring the whiskey into the two of them, passing one to you. You couldn’t help but your eyes wandered around his big and veiny hands, and thank God he handed the glass, keeping your face straight from your thoughts.

You took a sip from it. The whiskey was strong, it burned your throat and you needed to cough a little to not spit it out. ’’This is too strong.” You wiped your lips and looked up at him with a teasing smirk. ’’You want me to get drunk?”

’’The question is whether or not you can handle your drinks,” Simon teased, taking a slow sip of the whiskey in his glass before turning to regard you with his piercing brown eyes, one eyebrow raising. ’’I suppose I could teach you how to drink properly,” he continued after a short moment of silence.

He gave you a small smile and a wink of his eyes, the smile lingering on his lips for a few seconds before disappearing into a neutral expression as he took another sip of his whiskey.

’’Drink properly?” you scoffed and took another sip as you shook your head slightly. ’’I can drink, don’t worry. It’s just not good for my legs.”

’’Why?” Simon inquired curiously as his gaze wandered over your legs for a few seconds before meeting your eyes again, his expression shifting from curiosity to a slight smile. ’’Do your legs get shaky when you get drunk?”

’’No. They spread,” you replied and held his piercing gaze while you took another sip from your glass.

Simon seed a bit suprised, his eyes widening as a smirk formed on his lips and he let out a small chuckle. He turned to face you fully as his attention was completely focused on you, his eyes on your lips when you took another sip of the whiskey. ’’I was expecting a more innocent answer.”

’’Innocent,” you muttered under your breath with a small nod as you leaned back against your chair. ’’What about you? How does the alcohol affect you?”

Simon let out a deep breath before answering your question. ’’Alcohol doesn’t affect me at all. As a matter of fact, I could drink this whole bottle right now without feeling a damn thing.”

You shifted your weight on your chair, leaning closer to him. ’’If it hasn’t affect you,” you started as you glanced at the bottle on the patio table and back at Simon. ’’Then why do you drink?”

’’I suppose I just enjoy the taste,’’ he answered calmly as he took another sip from his glass, watching you as you leaned towards him. „Don’t get any ideas,” he teased, placing his glass down on the table and leaning forward to move your hair behind your ear. His fingers touched your cheek for a moment. It felt like electricity ran around underneath your skin, sending a shiver along your spine and you couldn’t help but bited down your lower lip as your eyes met with his gaze. ’’But you’re a little too close.”

His warning woke you up, keeping you sober from your thoughts. Even if you and him were friends, he was still distant sometimes. Just like right now.

’’Sorry,” you muttered as you leaned back against your chair, looking away from him and studying the snowy and dark backyard as you took another sip from the whiskey to calming down your nerves.

Simon let out a small, amused chuckle as he straightened his back once again. ’’No need to be sorry,” he replied, resting his elbows on his knees and letting his gaze wander over your exposed neck. ’’Just don’t get too comfortable,” he teased again, his eyes landing on you once again with that same smirk before. ’’Or I might do something stupid.”

’’I tought the alcohol doesn’t affect you,” you grinned teasingly as you glanced at him for a moment and then back at the dark landscape, watching the snowing. But you could feel his gaze on you, it burned your skin, making feel goosebumps underneath your coat.

’’It might not affect me as much as it does with normal people,” Simon chuckled lightly. ’’But it sure as hell makes me feel things,” he confessed, letting his eyes wander over you and your snow-capped hair. The snow made you almost look ethereal in the moon light. ’’Like wanting to take you right here, right now.”

You were preparing to take a sip from your glass, but you stopped. You were shocked. You sat there next to him at the backyard under the snowfall and you couldn’t say anything.

Not even take a breath.

Simon watched you as his words seemed to have left you completely speechles, with your eyes on your whiskey glass, your lips parted slightly as a soft breathing could be heard.

’’I suppose I need to repeat myself,” Simon began, taking a sip from his glass of whiskey and letting out a small smile as he watched you with his piercing eyes. ’’I want you.”

’’I understood it at first,” you nodded and took a sip from your own glass to get more courage for continuing this unbelievable conversation with him.

’’Then would you mind turning around and facing me?” Simon asked, his voice steady but filled with a nervous, excited rush from the whiskey.

You could feel his gaze on you, on your neck. A look of desire and yearning as Simon’s thoughts filled with images of your warm breath against his skin as sthe soft snow fell all around them. ’’I want to see your eyes,” he said.

Oh God. You sighed and turned to him. Your and his knees were pressed at each other, you could feel his warmth beneath his jeans. And even if it was winter, you were overheated. Your heart was pounding so fast in your chest, your lung was tight and it couldn’t let you breath normally.

You gasped for air slightly.

’’You alright?” Simon mutteres quietly, his gaze never leaving you, and he could see how you were shaking slightly while your eyes were glued to his. ’’Relax. Take a deep breath for me.” He leaned closer to you, placing a hand on your tight.

He let out a small chuckle in an attempt to ease you, his hand still resting on your thigh, thumb caressing the fabric of your clothing. ’’In and out,” he muttered quietly, demonstrating how he wanted you to breathe.

You nodded as you let out a sigh. Your eyes travelled down to his chest as it moved up and down with every in and exhale. You followed him, you were breathing with him slowly and carefully.

You could feel Simon pull your legs close to him to being touched more. His hand still resting on your thigh, the touch sending shivers up your spine.

’’Better?” Simon breathed softly. ’’In and out, breathe slowly, like that.”

’’Better,” you nodded as you kept breathing slowly with him.

His gaze remained fixed on your lips, eyes wandering from the shape of your mouth, down your neck to the snow-dusted collar of your clothing that covered the curves of your body.

Simon let out a quiet sigh as he watched you, taking a small, quiet sip of his whiskey and you followed his movements. You needed to lick your lips when you saw his adam’s apple as it moved slightly under his chin when he swallowed.

Your hands in your lap moved a little towards his hand on your thigh, not being sure about you should touch him or not, and Simon could feel it. After a few seconds of remaining in the same position, Simon leaned forward and placed his glass of whiskey on the table between you and him.

’’Take my hands,” he whispered, his gaze still on your lips. ’’I won’t hurt you.” He held one of his hands up, waiting for you to take it. He couldn’t keep from staring at the soft, smooth skin of your fingers.

You looked down at his palm, staring it for a few moments before you placed your hand on it. He wrapped his finger around your hand softly and made small circles on your skin with his thumb.

’’What the fuck is happening?” you spoke finally, your voice was filled with nervousness and excitement.

’’What we both want,” Simon murmured, holding your hand tightly. ’’I want to kiss you right now.” He was completely honest as he watched you, eyes focused on your lips as he let out a breath. ’’Tell me stop if you wish to,” he said with a small smile on his lips. ’’But I want your lips on mine.”

You looked up at him, your eyes widened at his words and you felt the heat around your cheeks. Simon was so confident and you couldn’t help but blushed more as you saw his eyes lingered on your lips. He really wanted it, so did you. You dreamed about this for a long time.

’’I won’t stop you,” you whispered.

’’Good.’’

Simon moved his head slowly towards you, his free hand on your shoulder as he watched you for any reaction or change to your behaviour. As his lips came closer, he could feel your breathe against his lips. He moved his hand from your shoulder to your hair, tucking it behind your ear as his lips brushed against yours, your breath mixing in the air.

A second later, Simon pulled you towards him with his lips still connected with yours. His lips was soft on yours, it didn’t match to his cold behaviour as he kissed you.

Simon’s lips parted slightly as he slid his tongue into your mouth, his eyes fluttering between lust and suprise as he felt the intensitiy increase. His arm wrapped around your back as he pressed you towards him. His lips carressed yours softly, and his hand went to the back of your head, gripping the hair behind your ear again as he kissed you deeper, his tongue gently prodding your mouth.

He couldn’t keep from wanting more, deeper, a primal need starting to take control of him.

As your knees were between his thighs close to his lap, you could feel something hard and throbbing beneath his jeans. You pulled away a little, gasping for air and it sounded like music to Simon’s ear.

’’Darling…’’ Simon sighed, his fingers moving along your jawline as his lips slowly parted from yours. ’’I can’t control it,” he muttered, eyes fixed on your lips. ’’You have to say the word and stop this…’’ he said with a soft smile, as his eyes flickered towards your neck.

He needed to taste you.

You saw as his face was flushed and somehow his eyes were darker than before. He was breathing heavily as you and you couldn’t think about anything else just the fact that you did this with him.

’’You… You want to stop?” you asked in a hoarse tone, your yes still lingered on his kissable lips.

’’No.’’ Simon whispered, his voice filled with a slight desperation what he couldn’t hide. ’’No, I can not stop, I’m sorry,’ he breathed, his voice filled with a quiet chuckle. ’’Not when it is like this.”

The tension in the air was almost palpable, his touch on you making his muschles move slightly under his clothing. And you chuckled too quietly and with a sigh you leaned back on your chair.

You reached out for your drink, takin a sip from it while you watched him. You were so dizzy. Your lips still burned because of his kiss, making you want more of him. So you glanced at the house behind you, where your parents and your brother, Johnny slept, not knowing what you were doing with Simon at the backyard.

’’Do you want to go inside?” Simon murmured softly, but his voice was lustful.

He looked at you, studying your lips and your body under your dark coat as he moved his hand onto your waist, gripping it tightly to get your attention back at him. ’’I can’t let this end now,” he breathed slightly. ’’I need you… I want to fuck you.’’

You nodded. That was all you could do. You needed him, you wanted him as much as he wanted you. You waited for this a long time and now you couldn’t resist even if your family was int he house. You needed to feel him.

’’Okay.’’ Simon let out a small sigh as he stood up from his chair. ’’Up on your feet, love.” His voice was low as he lifted you from your chair by your hand and started to move towards the house, his other hand was on your waist, holding your firmly and moving your body close to his. ’’I want you on your bed,” he whispered.

*******

You turned to Simon when he closed your door behind him and glanced at your bed.

’’I will be on my best behavior,” Simon promised, his deep voice filled with lust and amusement.

His eyes wandered over your body and he let out a small moan as he move towards you, his face flushing as he stood in front of your for a couple of second, looking at your lips, wanting to kiss you again badly. ’’I must restrain myself,” he whispered quietly, taking the last step that separated him from you and pressing you against the wall.

When his hand wrapped around your neck, you whimpered quietly. He didn’t choke you, but he held you enough to not move. You were forcing to look upt at him. And only at him in this moment.

The wall was cold against your back, but Simon’s body was hot against yours. A shiver ran down on your spine because of that two different feelings. ’’What is it like when you don’t restrain yourself?” you asked in a whisper.

’’We will find out.”

Simon sighed as his hand tightened around your neck slightly. ’’Look at me,” he hissed as he forced you to meet his gaze for a couple of seconds. ’’You don’t want me to stop this, do you?” he asked as he looked down at your lip, biting his own. His eyes filled with a hunger and he caressed your cheek with his free hand, what wasn’t around your neck.

He drove you crazy. He was rough and yet his fingers on your cheek was soft and gentle. ’’No, no,” you moaned as you clenched your thighs together to calming down the heat between them.

’’Good.’’

Simon let outh a slight moan as he slid his free hand between your legs and you moaned because of his touch through your jeans. His hand on your neck tightened a little, his fingers digging into your throat slightly, but not enough to hurt you. He leaned into your neck and breathed out, his breath was hot against your skin as he pulled you closer. ’’In the bed,’’ he hissed. ’’I can’t control myself anymore…” he admitted with a whisper as he took a step away from you, letting go your throat.

Simon let out a quiet chuckle as he watched your move away from the wall and towards the bed, sitting down on the edge of th ebed and you looked up athim when he stood in front of you.. ’’Lay down, darling,” he barked slightly, his tone still filled with lust.

He moved his hands to your shoulders down to your thighs and his fingers gripped the fabric that covered them tightly, moving your body to a reclined position against th ebed. ’’On your back,” Simon demanded.

You nodded and layed down, taking a few deep breaths as you stared the ceiling above you. The room was dark and quiet, only your fast breaths could be heard in the silence. His palm on your thigt was warm and soft as he caressed you through your jeans.

’’Looking away won’t help,” Simon growled. ’’Look me in the eyes. Look at me,” he spoke agains, his voice softer and filled with the same lust and amusement.

You sighed and looked up at him. His gaze didn’t help you to calm down, it made the whole situation worse. He made you gasping for air and you needed to close your eyes when you felt the fabric of your jeans were getting lose as Simon pushed it down from the top, his eyes were on your face the whole time during the process.He watched you, almost like if you were his prey and his eyes showed the hunger he felt towards you.

His fingers gripped your thigh, his fingerstips digging lightly into your soft skin as he slowly started to move his hands up to the area between your legs until he gripped the fabric of your underwear gently.

Your underwear was already soaked, and he could feel it between his fingers. ’’Fucking hell…” He mumbled. ’’Look at me. Don’t look away from me. I want to see your expressions when you enjoy the way I touch you.”

It was hard to focus on his word when he moved his hand, rubbing your sensitive spot through your underwear. But you could feel the commande in his tone and you needed to get yourself together to fulfill his order. So you looked up into his dark and piercing eyes and let out a soft moan when your gaze met with his. You couldn’t help but you moved your hips against his hand for more.

’’Mmhmmm…’’ Simon moaned, his breath getting more heavy as you rolled your hips against his hand in a slow rhythm. ’’Good girl,” he murmured, his touch turned into small and slow circles. His other hand grabbed your chin, keeping her face still towards his as your and his gaze were locked onto each other.

’’Simon,’’ you breathed out his name as you felt that familiar heat under your belly.

Simon responded with a moan as he felt your hips moving against his hand, your soft moans and whimpers filled the the air around him. His eyes glanced towards your face for a couple of second, his eyes filled with desire and lust when he saw that you bited down your lower lip for holding back your moans.

’’Ahh fuck…’’ Simon moaned, moving his hand from your chin to your mouth, keeping it shut. Your whole body was thrembling while his other hand was still between your legs, his fingers still moving back and forth over the fabric of your underwear, making you cum and whine his name. ’’You are too good to be true,” he breathed quietly and groaned, his eyes still fixed on your face while you were trembling under his touch.

You mumbled something into his palm over your mouth, your eyes shutted tightly while his hand was still rubbing you, but now he was gentle. ’’I’m not done with you yet, love,” he whispered. ’’You need to keep it quiet, understand me?’’

You nodded. You need him once again. You didn’t want to stop.

’’That’s my good girl,’’ he smilled, looking at your face with the satisfaction that he caused you this intense sensation that made you breathless.

He started to caress your cheeks as his other hand slid over your count once again, tracing it with a light touch over your thighs and moving up towards your hips, looking down at your body. ’’Turn on your stomach,” he demanded quietly before he started to move down the bed, his eyes locked on your face as he moved away from you. ’’You need to be quiet. Do understand me?” he growled, his tone filling with a different kinf of thirst now as he looked at your back after you rolled onto your stomach.

You nodded into the sheets. You felt as he spread away your legs to get more space for him. He knelt behind you and you could hear as he unbuckled his bend and you heard the sounds of the material of his clothes as he pulled them down to his knees.

You didn’t see him, you just waited for him to do something with you. To continue this. But you could hear his heavy breaths behind you.

He leaned down to you as he placed his hand on your hips. ’’I hope you are ready…’’ He licked his lips and moved his tongue across your neck. ’’Because I am so hungry for you.”

He moved behind you, his body were brushing against your own leg sas he prepared himself for you. ’’Lay still,” he let out a soft moan as he brushed the tip of his cock against the back of your thigh. ’’This is going to be a good time. You just need to be quiet, okay? Don’t wake up your brother,” he whispered.

Simon put aside your underwear from your entrance and he pressed himself into you. He moved slowly, inch by inch and he stopped when he was fully inside. He stayed still, holding your hips and letting you use his size like he knew that you need a few deep breath to not cry out in pain.

’’Take it. You can take it, love,” he spoke out these words gently but firmly. He held his breath, his eyes focused on your body as his body moved slowly back and forth behind you. ’’Good girl,” he whispered, his hands gripped your hips in a firm but gentle manner, his fingers digging into your soft skin. ’’Enjoy the pleasure, love,” he hissed quietly as he started to move his hips slowly and rhythmically.

’’Oh my God…’’ you breathed out and grabbed the sheets abouve your had for keeping you still against his thrusts. Your face was digged into the blanket, biting the material with your teeth to soothe your moans.

It was so forbidden and that’s why it was so good. You couldn’t believe you were under your brother’s best friend even if you dreamed about this moment a long time ago. But the reality of being with Simon ’Ghost’ Riley was better than your imaginity.

’’Such a good girl,” Simon growled quietly as his thrusts turned into a fast and passionate rhythm. ’’You are so damn good,” he moaned, his voice filled with pleasure. ’’And just for me. You are just mine, love. Mine all night. Mine forever.”

’’Oh, yes…’’ You moaned and turned your head to the side, pressing your cheeks against the sheets as you looked at him over your shoulder. ’’Fuck me, please,” you whimperred.

’’Fucking hell…”

Simon licked his lips, his eyes looking locked onto your beautiful face, still filled with hunger as he gripped your hips, his thrusts slowing down a little.

His moves was painfully slow and you couldn’t help but push yourself against him to making him move faster and deeper. You lost your mind. You’ve never been like this before, but Simon drove your crazy and he almost made you cry for that rough fuck what you wanted from him.

’’Oh darling…” His voice was soft and hushed, his breath quickening as he moved his hips slowly back and forth against you. ’’Take a breath, baby,’’ he whispered as if he had seen that you needed it. ’’Don’t lose yourself just yet.

His thrust were slow and gentle, moving his hip in a rhythm that felt like eternity. ’’I can’t,” you whined, gripping the sheets tightly under you as you arched your back to feeling him deeper. You could feel a small tear int he orner of your eye, and your throat was too tight, breaking your voice when you whispered, ’’Please.’’

’’Take a breath, darling. I don’t want to cum too quick.” Simon’s voice was still filled with a mixture of the same passion and desirve, but his tone was gentle and comforting right now.

But he moved his hips slightly faster now, feeling that your desire was growing as his breath quickened. He wanted you to enjoy yourself, but he wanted you to experience the orgasm with him. ’’Be patient, lovely.”

You turned your face back into the sheets and wimpered like you were in pain. It was so hard to hold back your own desire for him. Your whole body was trembling, eyes shutted tightly. ’’Simon…’’ You moaned his name, and you clenced your thighs together to control that almost hot and tight feelind under your stomach.

’’Look at me, beautiful.”

Simon’s breath became louder, he moved his hips even faster now after he heard your voice calling his name with so much desire and passion what was driving him wild with lust. ’’Don’t cum, darling.’’ he warned, his voice quieter than before. ’’I know it’s hard, but please, don’t. Not yet.” He knew this night was his only chance and he wanted to keep it last longer. But you shook your head.

You could feel it, and it was too late to hold back. Your thighs started to trembling and a shaky feeling ran around your body. You gritted your teeth around the sheets, when you felt the hot wetness between your thighs as you squirted on him.

’’Oh God.” Simon groaned, his cheeks flushing and his breath quickening even more as his face filled with a suprise and joy. He kept a firm grip on your hips, his thrust going at a slow but steady pace. ’’You are so damn good, darling…” he murmured. ’’So damn good. I’m so proud of you, love.”

’’Oh fuck…” you breathed out, still whimpering because of his slow and careful thrusts.

’’That was hot,” Simon chuckled. ’’You’re amazing.”

He moved his hips even faster with the passion and desire that he felt before growing into lust as it filled his entire body. ’’You are so good,’’ he moaned silently, his finger digging deep into your hips as he was now letting himself being driven by pleasure instead of being controlled by discipline and self-restraint.

His breath got quicker as his movements became faster and intense and with one thrust he sank inside you fully, letting out a growl as he filled you up with his own seed.

Both Simon and you were trying to catch your breath, your bodies still joined together tightly while you remained quiet for a moment, feeling the euphoria that you have shared together.

It was as if time stood still, but the reality of the moment was coming back to you the longer you remained toghether.

’’Ah…’’ Simon mumbled quietly. ’’My God.”

’’Thanks for the whiskey,” you giggled.

’’You’re welcome. It was my pleasure,” he chuckled, leaving a kiss on your shoulder before he moved away from you.

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