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NEW MUSE INCOMING....
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10% Decrypted. 30% Decrypted 50% Decrypted 90% Decrypted.... Decryption Complete. Opening File: Hound of Pride
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Many in Atlas knew of her tale when she was just considered a "Leftenant" by her C.O. but when a Titan attack on Mantle left the city undefended she immediately struck back with her mech squadron... and only made herself a hero after her squadron was destroyed she wounded and believed to have killed the Titan.......yet over time she would seek more glory even twisting some parts in her reports to make her feel like the hero.....as a few Atlesian soldiers stated.
"Oh that Colonel? She's the definition of a damn Glory Hog."
"Inflated Ego, praising Atlas.. she may have been a veteran of the Brumelian Atlesian War.... but she only participated in one battle and lost to a pro-pilot."
"While yeah, she takes things seriously, but Atlas too has proven that it can get smacked or bullied around by the other nations especially Brumel. Even worse is that outside sources can even harm us... and she still lectures about how Atlas is invincible."
Yet behind all those insults is someone who has held her head high... even from her... humble origins, but now has turned its back on it not once but twice......This person is.
"Colonel Caroline Cordovin, head commander of the Argus base, veteran of the Brumelian-Atlesian War, The Hero Who Slain A Grimm Titan and yes.....soldier of the glorious nation of pure ingenuity, Atlas!!!!"
THE ONE WITH FALSE PRIDE
CAROLINE CORDOVIN
Only On Strykingback will you-
"Join us! For the sake of all who wish to be underneath the banner of Atlas!!!!"
Ugh.... Will you Stryke Back?
#[The One With False Pride- Cordovin]#RWBY RP#Anime RP#//YES#//THIS IS THE MUSE I REGRET PICKING UP#//FOR FUCKS SAKE#//SHE KICKED DOWN MY DOOR#//AND SAID MAKE ME A MUSE
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#KICKS OPEN THE DOOR. HIIIIIII IM BAAAAAACK. TWIRLS MY HAIR AND STARES UNBLINKINGLY AT U#okay so long story short i need to speedrun if i wanna draw ANY lore art this time#bc i go to NY w no computer for 2 weeks on thurs and i wont have nrainrot anymore after. so i need to draw FAST things#so yea. she um. she. died. sniffles. ngl i thought she was already dead from the prev update so this STUNG#the fuckign GRIEF the way lilia collapses down in mourning her loss. she falls to the humans. i am SICK it HURTS#silver was so devastated in 7.5 without even seeing the death firsthand and being like 'how could i ever be loved'#lilia looking at malleus. the future of the kingdom. the treasure of his two closest friends (loves?)#and is like 'how can i ever love him enough' and proceeds to spend A FIFTH OF HIS LIFE SEARCHING FOR A SOLUTION#dealing w prejudice from humans. kicked out of the army Disgraced. all while mourning. he keeps going out of LOVE#twst#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#hes an egg he counts#ch 7 spoilers#so yea blah blah blah im not as eloquent as u geniuses i will just draw a silly little dramatic art to capture my misery and move forward#suntails
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“I’ll get you out!”
#Limbo buddies real and canon. Wauuodudusiusshshsh I’ve never felt so much pain over a door.#Marm is gonna drag Avid down there kicking and screaming. She will save him.#skyblock kingdoms#sbk#sbk spoilers#skyblock kingdoms fanart#my art#avidmc#marma1ade
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It's really interesting that Wynne actually has quite a measured, bordering on downright sympathetic response to hearing what Jowan did in the prologue -- if the mage Warden says "I still can't believe Jowan was that stupid", her answer is something like a thoughtful "Stupid, or desperate, or merely curious?". She seems to think of Jowan as a kid who got in over his head, rather than any less charitable interpretation. I do believe she genuinely is as against blood magic as she publicly expresses and as the Circle party line demands, but as a private person she clearly has a more nuanced and potentially kinder understanding of the reasons why someone might resort to it, at the very least.
(related: when she says that part about Irving telling her what happened, there's no dialogue option in the first stage of the conversation (except choosing the 'leaving the conversation' one) that doesn't net you +2 approval! no matter how the warden feels about it, she is ready to recieve it. I think that says something sweet about how Wynne conceptualizes younger mages and the honest real affection she has for them. if you didn't snitch on jowan and say you stand by that decision, though? +3 approval, apparently! what Wynne says and what Wynne thinks is not always the same thing indeed, her idea of where personal loyalty and integrity stands vis-a-vis a mage's responsibility to the circle may be more flexible than she'd have people believe, you'll be surprised to learn lol)
I have always liked wynne and found her interesting, in all her hypocrisies and her earnest care, but with slightly older eyes she's extra fascinating to me in the same ways that Iron Bull is -- seeing someone whose mind has had hollows carved out in it by the need for double-think and compartmentalization imposed by the oppressive systems and ideologies they live under, and the quiet fight of the self to still preserve vital parts of itself that the system deems unacceptable in the hidden backstage areas of the soul, as it were. (and for both of them part of that self is love and protectiveness of specific other people, beyond what their 'role' dictates is acceptable for them.) I think Wynne has managed to sneak more of her internal self through the meatgrinder relatively intact than Bull overall, but it's the same logic underlying it, for me, and it makes me feel such intense affection and compassion for them both to see how hard they try
#dragon age#dragon age origins#wynne#iron bull#my warden and wynne actually have quite similar feelings and views about the circle so it's really interesting#conflicted love is one hell of a tradition to pass down and boy do they do that lmao look the circle really is a family!#it has intricacies of intergenerational trauma being inherited and everything#I think sophia reaches the 'ok. alright. I'm going to stop being polite pretend centrist about this' stages earlier#but her being more open about it is mostly about her being uniquely protected by her role in the wardens#(and being the king's if-not-for-the-laws-of-this-land-and-the-finer-points-of-political-marriage wife lmao)#and knows it; she has less to be responsible for in the circle itself now. I think she and wynne Understand each other by then#asunder is a book of. many parts! let's say lol but wynne's characterization in it is so good#she was about to go absolutely nutso mode after stuff started to go south and I love that for her#her gloves have been on her whole life but oh she is aware of that and would have taken them off and then some in that moment#the older you get the funnier wynne actually being like 50 gets tho. oh no. at death's door. ancient. aged. she has outlived the ages#how the fuck old is irving btw since he's alive and kicking during the ending of asunder (<3 love you dad)#also. yes. yes I am still on my iron bull bullshit I may never truly be off it he makes me so impossibly sad and so insane
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VIRTUAL GROUND is an in-development story about the Y2k Bug breaking reality, and horrors bleeding through into the real world via the internet.
O'Byrne makes a shocking discovery about Roy's past.
#Virtual Ground#my art#VG Roy#VG O'Byrne#would you believe me if I said she's the normie out of the two of them#I am *slightly* happier with these as a visual art test but still dissatisfied#but hey: I DREW SOMETHING!#I twirl around in my chair cackling as you all kick my door down with questions I won't answer
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Sometimes it just hits me like a ping-pong ball to the face that afaik, Aymeric is the first person to bother asking WoL what they want for themselves, the first person to even consider that WoL's wishes and dreams might not actually be the same as their duties as a Scion, and
brother I am on the floor crying abt it
"Now that the dust has settled, what will you do? Not as a Scion, I mean, but...what do you want for yourself?"
#i go insane thinking abt it cause he asks this at a time when o'ravi is losing all her sense of self outside of the scions#her duties and obligations as a scion and all the world's expectations of her as a warrior of light are becoming her entire identity#her personhood has stopped mattering to most people- alphinaud and cid and herself included#but not to aymeric. never to aymeric#he's walked with her through hell and back and witnessed her suffering firsthand#never again can he see her as just the warrior of light#and lmao o'ravi was so caught up in....everything that for her this question comes outta left field#girl straight up *forgot* that she could want things for herself#she just stares at aymeric like a deer in the headlights for a second until that knight kicks down the door and boom conversation over#man. man i am rattling the bars of my cage#aymeric de borel#ffxiv
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Just saw someone posting abt Ernest Hemingway and the way I had to physically restrain myself from going "I know where he's buried if you want to yell at him in person"
#im normal. i dont hate hemingway and the things he chose to be and do and write.#<- lies i tell myself to help get thru the day as a hemingway hater in a pro hemingway world#like the hate is /lh but only because hes dead and i cant kick his door down and ask what his problem is#any other heminghaters in the chat?#'vaguing' bc i dont wanna go on her post with my silly ire if shes actually a fan of him. and also we dont know each other#this would be Strong Energy to come in and start a conversation with
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i rly like the idea of elesa teasing ingo and emmet, either verbally or physically
Oh this, THIS I can get behind, Anon >:0
Elesa LOVES teasing her bfs, they just make it too easy tbf, enjoys making them flustered and all, she loves seeing color in their faces ;>
(what's even better is that her bfs can be a tease to her too >:>)
Only a selective number of people would understand what she meant by it being December💁♀️
Elesa! You just broke him >:0
Leave the man and his cube alone, Elesa >:l
Thank you for the prompt ( ꈍᴗꈍ), sorry it took a while!
#nimbasa trio#nimbasabattleshipping#conductorshipping#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#elesa#gym leader elesa#subway boss kudari#subway boss nobori#thirdrailshipping#I stan a woman being such a tease#the restraint of these idiots tho#god i wish that were me#art requests#if you read far in the tags by December she meant double dicked dece—#HAHAHAHAHA ignore me#this was originally supposed to be wholesome but my friends came kicking down my door and said no make it sussy#anon reply#xero sketches
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first line tag
I actually wrote something for once. Thanks @loopyhoopywrites for the tag 😘
You get a fairly long one cause uhhhh I make the rules ok thank you
The second target was - somehow - more inhospitable than the first.
To get in, Clem kicked the front door in. When they had warned Fina they were going to do it, she had been excited, expecting something epic - a mighty battle with an impenetrable slab that they emerged from, exhausted but victorious. As it was, the door gave in after the first collision, rotten wood splitting inwards easily.
The disappointment must have shown on her face. After picking their way in and holding out a hand to help her, Clem smiled. “Don’t worry. There will be other doors. You can beat the next one down, if you want.”
featuring characters I’ve literally never talked about on this blog isn’t that cool! tagging; @albatris @polyacerine @kaatiba @druidx @ace-malarky @gailynovelry and uhhh @daisywords
#Writerblr#writing#am writing#my writing#spilled ink#writers on tumblr#writingblr#colour story#Clem#fina#Well Damn look at that actual words from me for once#This is the cokour story I’ve been vaguely talking about wowowow!#Fina is the main character she is a Kickass lass with her head in the clouds most of the time#She’s a purple mage which isn’t ideal for her but she gets by without being made into a slave#Pretty pro gamer move imo#Clem is the heist teams orange mage!#They’re from another country and they’re pretty cool when their storm isn’t affecting them#Funky scientist framed and discredited for plagiarism determined to prove themselves right#Clem is not their actual name but whatever#Fina does kick down a door a little later. Not successfully.#I guess feel free to ask questions if you would like to! I’d like to talk more about this story nd all but we shall see
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Curse of spotto, your background characters sometimes become secondary POVs.
at this rate i doubt Sparrows can count as a background character anymore...... goddammit, this was supposed to be about Fish and then Zephyr's whole situation/the Iterators in the Secondary Homeland and now i'mma here sittin with a lil birdie on my lap mulitple thousand years before any of the original ideas can get into the motion
Every feckin time i get asked about Ancients either for the biology purposes or the culture or whatever i take a moment to go "man... i did Not plan to become fandom Ancients central blog...... what am i doin here"
but like eh fuck it, i Do get to poke the spirituality and religion of the Ancients like this real well too, so i'm content with it sjgksmklcsdm
#Spot says stuff#rw#Sparrows kicked down my door apologized put it back n then kept standing in my room. shes still here. 'what the fuck' i say before i shrug#world building is some of the most fun stuff for me along with pokin the emotional n spiritual aspects of chars n the world itself so like#curse it sure is but i shall smile about it
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#txt#i gotta bitch rq cos im pissed sorry guys#i hate tht u dont remember none of the shit u did. i hate tht u make jokes about it even. i hate tht it feels like im always the one#to wear the burden of iron wrought weights so tht u can learn how to mellow out and not do the same to my sister#‘you opened up a lot of doors for your sister’#yea cool im glad u chilled out and didnt also kick my sister out of the house while she was 1200 miles away with nothing but the clothes on#her back. yea cool im glad u didnt threaten disowning when she got a piercing. yea im glad she didnt have to sit thru the ordeal of u when#i first came out to u. im glad she didnt have to have our dead dad used as a damn weapon against her when she told you shes a lesbian#im glad you never sat her down and berated her for being queer for three hours and then sent her to her hole only to send her a long winded#email about how awful she is to you for being queer and how no one will be able to recognize or love her#i still have that email btw#im glad you came to me to ask for help when she was suicidal depressive instead of blaming her and insulting her and making awful#assumptions and insinuations about her#im glad you asked for help for her#but why couldnt you have been a mom to me too#why did i have to teach you all the wrong ways to handle situations so that you could handle them rigjt with her#why did i have to be the one to lockpick all of the doors in order to open them for her#whyd you have to put the locks on there in the first place#why werent you ever a mom to me#why wasnt i allowed to have parents growing up#whyd you have to hurt me since the time before i could make cohesive thought#why werent you a mom for either of us until you realized how heavily you screwed up with me#why did it take you losing me completely for you to start being a mom to my sister?#why did it take you losing me completely for you to finally listen to me instead of talk about why im wrong#im glad to have a mom now#but i couldve used a mom when i was a kid#why do you have to turn it into jokes#and why am i not allowed to be upset
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Me, opening CSP: Imma finally finish this stupid rendering today.
Me, ten minutes later: Damn, rendering got hands.
*repeat daily for a week straight*
#veins rambles#art thoughts#sorry it's been slow on the art front#life stuff happened and made burnout kick down my door again#she's currently squatting directly in the motivation center of my brain and won't leave#ugh#stars above this isn't even a difficult piece#why is it taking me DAYS to work on it??#... hope the rest of y'all are having a decent one out there
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not homeless btw!! just a reminder ik i was being vague earlier while panicking sorry >n<
#i'm going to try and get out of the house more and figure things out for the future#but i might have to hold out until next month like i stated. and find out a place to stay during breaks if possible. cause even tho he's#calmed down. i honestly dont want to stay here any more because of the screaming and everything. especially since theres a new hole#in my siblings door from my stepdad punching it so he wouldn't punch her or break any of her stuff#too much for me... hopefully my sibling will be better when she can stay with our mother if she chooses to (or...if she is kicked out)#it'll hopefully be a bit better soon cause our mother will be staying with us for a bit to save up for her own place... there'll be someone#who can atleast speak up a bit more..! i hate not being able to do anything but genuienly i'm scared abt what could happen to me#sorry for being so depressed and freaking out the entire day btw#promise i'll start working on a new piece tonight
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y’all ever so absolutely embarrassed you start crying
#That was the most humiliating apology I’ve ever had to give#I cannot believe someone in this group would behave like that#Someone my age if not a year older kicked open the door of the building that we were invited to so hard it made a cracking sound#in front of people who work there#I’m so fucking embarrassed#I had to go back in and say “I’m so so sorry that was so wrong and that’s not what we do in this group”#But like I guess it is apparently#The younger one of the people working their looked at me like I was straight trash while I apologized#I don’t even know who it was#I’ve spent the past 15 hours working as hard as I can holybshit#Two people have passed out one sprained an ankle ones pissed and exhausted#Three people got fucking wacked equipment broke my leader broke down into tears#Someone cut their finger I lost all my fucking bicep strength in front of a judge#Spent an hour comforting a sobbing mess because her ex boyfriend is an abusive dick but she’s still in love with him and still talking#To him. Which sounds just like me talking about someone I used to be with but fucking hell I wish I had someone to say that stuff to me#I’m so tired my feet are bleeding I’m humiliated and exhausted and lonely
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Re-tag drop: Yelan
#yelan: ic. [ that's a worst-case scenario. but all too often; the most pessimistic speculation turns out to be the closest to the truth. ]#yelan: inquiries. [ oh? you'd like to know more about me? what will you give in exchange then? ]#yelan: countenance. [ an old friend of mine once privately commented to me that yelan “is always smiling; but never with her eyes.” ]#yelan: introspection. [ like a phantom she appears in various guises at the center of events; and disappears before the storm stops. ]#yelan: meta. [ the chances are if i open this door; there can be no witnesses left alive. is that a sufficient reason for you? ]#yelan: little notes. [ how can things ever be the same again: knowing your life was saved when others weren't? salvation can be a burden. ]#yelan: wishes. [ that which hides inside her… that constant calling; it is the blood of heroes which has been howling for 500 years. ]#yelan: etc. [ every round of finger-guessing is a tiny adventure; and every roll of dice sends sporadic thrills down her spine. ]#yelan: home. [ i'm guessing you've fallen for the rumors about me being very wealthy; having high demands for my standards of living? ]#yelan: yanshang. [ the teahouse has really brightened up after the boss took over and kicked the fatui and gamblers out. ]#yelan: lantern rite. [ every year on this day; the lanterns light up the night. may the fire never die and may humanity endure. ]#yelan: chasm. [ perhaps she will plunge into that darkness one day; and the ill fate that once befell her ancestors shall find her too. ]#yelan: scope. [ i serve ningguang. the tianquan of the qixing. the scope of my work includes some of liyue's biggest secrets. ]#yelan: weaponry. [ water. divided it is as streams uncounted: close yet untangled. united it is as a giant wave: inexorable; unstoppable. ]#yelan: uncle tian. [ there's nothing wrong with wanting to win other people's respect. but when has uncle tian looked down on anyone? ]#yelan: ningguang. [ we both made a mistake: we shouldn't have involved ordinary folk in what we do. / ordinary folk? ]#yelan: xiao. [ you think you're oh-so cold and ruthless. i'm not buying it. - losing one of us so the rest can escape? some victory that is#yelan: keqing. [ if something happens that they didn't anticipate; it throws their plans into oblivion. but the yuheng is different. ]#yelan: ganyu. [ i could never work non-stop like she does. certainly not at that level of efficiency. i guess being half-adeptus has its pe#yelan: yanfei. [ when i help her out; i always get some invaluable leads in return. gotta say though: i think she respects me a little much#yelan: traveler. [ you don't have to be on guard around me. i never scheme against people who have my stamp of approval. ]#yelan: v youth. [ you're still young. be patient. believe in yourself; and don't look outside yourself to prove your value. ]#yelan: v. pre-qixing. [ i don't do these things to help the powerful or mighty get rid of dissident forces. but because water too has a sou#yelan: v. qixing. [ seeing isn't always believing. and if you can't trust your eyes; you certainly can't trust rumors. ]#yelan: liyue. [ liyue will never plunge into disaster without clue of the danger like it once did. she will see that it is not unprepared.#yelan: wriothesley. [ don't fight over fleeting gains or losses. focus on where your heart is leading you and move forward. ] delusionaid.#yelan. [ i can't change the facts. but if it's a choice between the cold; hard truth and blissful unawareness: i'll take the former. ]
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We’ve talked in the past about Julia’s red shirt (in her season 1/season 4 outfit) showing her sympathy towards Carmen. What about other parts of her outfits?
First, to contrast with the red shirt peeking through her dark pantsuit, we have Julia’s ACME suit.
[ID : two cropped screenshots from the 2019 show Carmen Sandiego. The first one shows Julia Argent on the train in India, in her dark suit with red shirt outfit. The second one shows Julia in Rio de Janeiro, in her ACME suit. End ID]
The ACME suits, being uniforms, are all the same (the biggest difference being skirts for the women vs pants for the men), the same way the agents are asked for uniformity, conformity and following orders.
The suits have no color apart from a navy so dark it’s close to black - in fact, depending on the lighting they look almost black and white. Quite like their way of thinking.
[ID : a screenshot from the 2019 show Carmen Sandiego. Agent Zari and Random White Agent stand on either side of a door. They are in the shadows and their uniforms look dark and desaturated. End ID]
As I noted on a previous post, at the same time Julia receives her suit and as such lets go of her red shirt, she is asked to renounce her feelings that Carmen is innocent. Season 2, where she almost exclusively wears the ACME uniform, is the one where Julia briefly doubts Carmen and struggles to reconcile following her superior’s orders with her convictions. Ultimately, when she does not manage it, she resigns (season 3) and as such goes back to her red shirt outfit. It is in that outfit that she teams up with Carmen in a substantial way in season 4.
Other agents (and, notably, agent Zari, the most featured ACME agent apart from Julia and Chase) tend to wear black gloves. In line with their behavior, this suggests keeping a distance with their environment, refusing to feel things too deeply. Julia doesn’t wear gloves, however, not even in Stockholm where the weather would definitely justify it. Despite Chief's insistance, Julia keeps paying attention to her feelings.
Then, Julia’s glasses. Her glasses in seasons 2-3 are ACME regulation eyewear : once again, they’re part of the uniform, so the same model as the other ACME agents. Big, bulky, they’re almost rectangle in shape, all sharp angles : this suggests rigidity and an absence of flexibility in ACME’s mentality. Also note the dark lenses : they symbolically obscure the vision.
[ID : a screenshot from the 2019 show Carmen Sandiego. In Indonesia, Zari and Random White Agent stand against the sky. Their glasses' lenses are noticeably very dark. End ID]
And what about Julia’s original glasses, the ones she wears before joining ACME and those she returns to as she leaves ? They are the exact opposite of the ACME glasses : round and clear, what you need to look at the world as it is.
[ID : a cropped screenshot from the 2019 show Carmen Sandiego. In San Francisco, Julia wears her red shirt outfit with her round glasses. End ID]
#carmen sandiego 2019#julia argent#if you think i'm reading too much into this. yeah. i'm me. reading too far into tiny details is what i do#(though tbh i keep going from 'this is reaching right?' to 'this is so obvious i'm breaking down an open door' so...)#and let me tell you i'm having the time of my life#you wouldn't imagine the glee i felt thinking about this#mentally i'm lying oin my bed giggling and kicking my feet as i type this#that post wasn't lying. the most fun a girl can have is analyzing making connections seeing patterns etc#anyway with all that (see: post) in mind if i had been in charge of the show i would a. have put julia in a uniform with pants#oh my god that skirt is the ugliest thing i've seen in my life.#also i want julia to be butcher#b. maybe more importantly i would have made julia wear her uniform sliiiightly wrong#like sometimes her tie isn't well fastened. or her vest is partially unbuttoned#or like that moment in rio where she says she still believes in carmen's innocence and her glasses are low and she has to recenter them#(they sort of have that with the gloves but she's not the only agent not to wear them so it doesn't really go all the way)#idk. like she tries to fit it tries to just put her head down and work tries to get into that mold acme wants her to be in#and she's. not terrible at it. she's used to being discrete and working well#with only a quick look you think she's perfectly in line with the other agents. a closer look however tells you otherwise#and shows you how she's not quite at ease with what's asked of her and it makes her miserable#which leads to her leaving acme later#do you see my vision
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